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Oh, this hit me right in the heart! In a good way. You know, I love Beth and Rip, don't get me wrong, and I love their dynamic but it was so nice to see someone taking care of Rip for once. To be the one willing to go the extra mile for him and withstand the storm. Not that Beth doesn't fight for him and will do whatever, but you get my point.
As much as I love Lee and grew to love the other characters (don't even ask me about John lol, I have a very love and hate relationship with him which is compounded by my admiration for Kevin Costner, this 2nd half of the season is just tearing me apart), Rip is the one I fell head over heels for (besides Beth herself) when I first binged the show a few years back. So reading this just applied some soothing balm to my Rip Wheeler heart that I didn't even know I needed. š„¹
Rip doesnāt have a heart, at least thatās what they say about him. They see his hard edges, his gruff exterior, the aura of violence and they think thereās a barbed wire where one should be. For a while even he thinks itās true. The world has battered him, bruised him, broken him, he doesnāt have the capacity for softness anymore.
This absolutely broke me. Because I absolutely can see Rip thinking that about himself.
He tries to fight the fall, really he does but itās a constant war deep inside of him. He forces himself to leave your bed when heās finished with you, he redresses in the dark as you sleep, ignoring the urge to climb back into your sheets, to hold you, to love you.
Absolutely one hundred percent Rip.
You must see the exhaustion in him, the toll of the day has taken. He thinks thatās why you reach for him, why you catch his hand when he walks by. The gesture surprises him because the women heās been with, theyāve steered clear of his moods, they didnāt walk head first into them.
Beautiful moment and perfectly written. Especially, that last line, omg.
āCome home with me tonight.ā You say as he turns to face you, and he sees the sincerity in your features as you draw him close. āLet me look after you a little.ā Itās the first time that anyone has ever offered him that, that theyāve cared enough to consider his wants, his needs.
Not going to lie, I flat out squealed in happiness at this part of the scene. That is exactly what my guy needs, what he deserves.
āAlright darlin.ā He concedes, his thumb chasing over the blush of your cheek. āIf you want me, you can have me.ā
Oh. My. God. JUST SO PERFECT!!!!!!
So well done. As always. I have to dive into the rest of your Rip masterlist and all of your Yellowstone fics. You write this world so flawlessly, my friend. Thank you. š„¹šš
For Rip Wheeler
āOh, if all I got is your hand in my hand Baby, I could die a happy manā
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Companion piece to Thrill of the Chase (NSFW) - Rip has always loved the thrill of the chase.
Rip doesnāt have a heart, at least thatās what they say about him. They see his hard edges, his gruff exterior, the aura of violence and they think thereās a barbed wire where one should be.
For a while even he thinks itās true. The world has battered him, bruised him, broken him, he doesnāt have the capacity for softness anymore. He tells you that after you fuck him for the second time.
āDonāt expect anything from me. I donāt have anything to give you.ā
His relationships have aways been physical, raw, primal. Itās about stress relief, not connection. He assumes itās going to be the same with you until it isnāt.
There are so many ways youāre different to the women heās been with before. Thereās a softness in you he doesnāt anticipate. You arenāt rough with him like the others, youāre teasing, gentle. When heās camping out alone, he thinks about the light caress of your fingertips across the scars that line his left shoulder, the tender brush of your lips as you explore every inch of him.
He might fuck but you, you make love.
He tries to fight the fall, really he does but itās a constant war deep inside of him. He forces himself to leave your bed when heās finished with you, he redresses in the dark as you sleep, ignoring the urge to climb back into your sheets, to hold you, to love you.
Heās tired, sore and pissed off when he comes across you in the barn. Heās been pulling up hemlock all day in one of the pastures and youāre finishing a check up on John Duttonās horse Starbuck. The old girl is getting up there these days, sheās starting to have more health problems. Thereās going to come a day soon where you make the recommendation to put her down and the thought of thatā¦
It devastates him because the two of them, they sort of grew up together. She was the first foal he birthed back in the day.
You must see the exhaustion in him, the toll of the day has taken. He thinks thatās why you reach for him, why you catch his hand when he walks by. The gesture surprises him because the women heās been with, theyāve steered clear of his moods, they didnāt walk head first into them.
āCome home with me tonight.ā You say as he turns to face you, and he sees the sincerity in your features as you draw him close. āLet me look after you a little.ā
Itās the first time that anyone has ever offered him that, that theyāve cared enough to consider his wants, his needs. Heās tired of this war heās been waging with himself, heās tired of resisting you. All he wants right now is to curl up in bed, with the woman heās falling in love with.
āAlright darlin.ā He concedes, his thumb chasing over the blush of your cheek. āIf you want me, you can have me.ā
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Love your work! itās so good, i was wondering if i could request another darkpervy!Logan and reader, Sheās sleeping and he sneaks into her room and does whatever, you can decide if she wakes up or not and what they do, thank you!
note: weāve been gone for a little, but we could never not come back with a dirty, dark, and pervy Logan Howlett post.
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Logan wasnāt the type to think about secrets the group exposes on themselves on their drunk Friday nights, but what y/n had said earlier had been in his head for the last hour.
āIs it normal to, like, pass out after you finish? Iām not joking- Shop laughing!ā
Everyone took what she said as a normal dirty secret, but Logan? God, he got hard within seconds of hearing her secret.
Now the man is outside of her room, listing through the thick door for her moans. He could tell she was close.
āF-Fuck,ā y/n whined as her legs began to shake. Logan did his best to keep himself back from cumming right then. Her voice was enough to make a mess in his pants.
After Logan heard a few whines that sounded low and dead, he knocked on her door. He prayed she wouldnāt answer, and thank god she didnāt.
Logan quickly entered her room, closing and locking the door before anyone saw him in the hallway.
The man slowly turned around and met y/nās sleeping body. She really wasnāt lying.
Logan was excited, heart pounding as his cock twitched. He knew tonight would be the best night heās ever had.
āCan smell that pussy from over hereā¦ā Logan spoke low as he came up to her bed. He thought about taking his time, maybe eating her out or jerking off over her face, but he decided he needed to be in her.
Logan quickly undressed himself before hovering over her, getting in between her loose legs to spread them apart. āSo perfect,ā was all he could say.
Y/n isnāt too much of a heavy sleeper after she goes out after an orgasm, but for some reason, she hasnāt woken up yet. That orgasm had been one of the top bests.
āGonna get this done quick and easy, okay, princes?ā Logan spoke as he began pushing at her entrance, instantly feeling her tighten around his shaft. Logan groaned loudly as y/n whined, slowly waking up.
Y/n spoke, but Logan couldnāt understand her. She hadnāt even known what she said. She was out of it, and that only made her look better to the man.
āKeep it down, baby,ā Logan said as y/nās head slowly began to move, but she wasnāt fully awakened. She knew something was going on, but she felt pressure in her lower stomach and head. She felt a good kind of dizzy.
āSo fuckinā wet, Bub. You werenāt gonna tell me this? I thought we were close friends?ā Logan said as his hands grabbed her lower body, pulling her into his now hard and deep thrust.
Y/nās eyes squeezed before she tried opening them. She had failed a few times until they finally opened. That meant nothing though, as they were rolling to the back of her head from the sudden pleasure.
āFeels good, sweetheart? Tell me. Tell me you feel good, y/nā, Logan growled as he looked down at her smaller girl, watching her struggle to stay awake and take him.
āLo?ā Y/n asked, which came out as a whine. āAh huh, Iām right here, baby. Itās me,ā the man assured as her hands touched anywhere to grasp what was happening to her.
āL-Lo,ā y/n whined, feeling his cock slip into her with ease as she grew more wet. Now she knew she was being fucked, but her brain still couldnāt comprehend the situation.
āDonāt worry ā Iām close,ā Logan spoke, confusing y/n as she slowly lifted her head. The young lady focused on what was thrust in and out of her cunt, and when she realized it, she couldnāt help but moan.
āLogan,ā y/n whined, eyes still on the way his cock pushed into her. āYou like it?ā Logan asked again as one hand rested on the back of her head, keeping her up to see the view as the other strongly gripped her waist.
āI-I donāt know,ā y/n said, but lord knew she loved this. āCāmon, Bub ā Tell me you like it. You take me too good not to like it,ā Logan said, feeling himself near. āI-I like it,ā Y/nās low voice echoed through his brain.
āFuck yeah ā You fuckinā like it, baby? Like me having my way with your half-unconscious body?ā Logan couldnāt stop thinking about how much he loved her being this way. He never knew this was a kink until earlier today.
āI-I do,ā y/n replied right before a pool of cum gushed out of her. āOh yeah, baby ā Thatās what I like to see,ā Logan picked his pace up, feeling his cock goat h uncontrollably.
āOnce I fill you up, I wonāt be able to stop,ā
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Bubble Baths & Blanket Forts
Noah Sebastian x female reader
No warnings, all fluff
So this idea was inspired by the lovely fluffy messages I had last week, in particular @lma1986 and @collisionsofyourkissmakeitsohard and I just couldnāt stop thinking about it so here we are š¤
I still have a load of requests in my inbox and my own works to try and get through over the next few weeks. Itās been manic in my personal life recently so writing might be a bit slower, we shall see but as always, thank you for your support and patience!
Although Iām thinking a smutty part 2 of this could be needed š
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It had been a bad day, a really bad fucking day. Everything that could have gone wrong, had gone wrong and you were so fucking done.
Youād been messaging your boyfriend about how shit your day was and how you couldnāt wait to get home and just curl up and forget about the world.
You walked up to the front door of your flat that you shared with Noah and put the keys in the door, thanking whatever god that was listening that you hadnāt dropped the keys because you knew that would be the cherry on top.
You opened the door and was immediately greeted by the most beautiful smell coming from the kitchen.
āHey babe Iām homeā
You threw your keys and bag on the side and hung your coat up, instantly feeling better knowing that you were at home.
You heard Noahās footsteps coming from the kitchen.
āHey beautifulā
You looked over and saw his smiling face as he walked over to give you a kiss and cuddle hello. You wrapped your arms around him and held onto him while you buried your face in his chest.
āIām so glad to see youā
Noah kissed your head and squeezed you into him.
āYeah you said it was a bad day today, want to talk about it?ā
You shook your head.
āNo, to be honest, I just want today to be overā
You pulled away and went to walk into the living room but Noah blocked your way and started to lead you down the hallway.
āYou donāt need to go in there, Iāve run you a hot bubble bath so you can have a soak before dinner is readyā
You stopped and looked up at him in awe.
āReally?ā
He smiled. āReally angel, Iāve just finished setting it up in there so go and relax and Iāll call you when dinner is nearly readyā
You leant up and pulled his collar slightly so he came down to your level for a kiss.
āYouāre incredible do you know that?ā
Noah had a playful look on his face. āI know, Iām brilliant. Now go get that beautiful backside of yours in the bathā
āDonāt fancy joining me?ā
Noah smirked and gave you another peck.
āNot this time baby, tonight is all for youā
You smiled and turned towards the bathroom while Noah headed back off to the kitchen. When you opened the door, the sight nearly brought you to tears.
The whole room was illuminated by candles all around the room and around the bath. You could smell one of your favourite bath bombs coming from the water and you could see the steam still rising. You could hear your favourite music playing softly and folded up on the side was your comfy pyjamas, ready for you to put on after.
You stripped out of your clothes, tied your hair up and walked over to the bath, lifting one leg, you dipped your toes in first to test the temperature which was perfect and then you climbed in and lowered yourself down, not being able to stop the moan falling from your lips as the hot water instantly soothed your tense muscles. You let your body relax under the bubbles and shut your eyes.
You donāt know how long you stayed there for, it felt like an eternity before you were disturbed by a gentle knock on the door and Noahās face coming into view.
āHey baby, how are feeling?ā
You kept your head rested on the back of the bath. āI feel so much better, thank youā
Noah smiled and grabbed a big fluffy towel and held it open to you.
āIām sorry to say that youāll have to come out now as dinner is nearly readyā
You nodded and reached down to pull the plug to let the water drain before you stood up, the bubbles clinging to your body.
Noah stepped forward and wrapped the soft around your body before he helped you step out.
āWhatās for dinner by the way? I forgot to askā
āYour favouriteā
Your eyes lit up as you looked up at him.
āSteak?ā
āYes with all your favourites. Get yourself into your comfies and then meet me at the tableā
You nodded, the smile not leaving your face, how could one man be so perfect.
You dried yourself off and got dressed, your body feeling so refreshed after such a bad day.
After making sure you blew out all the candles in the bathroom, you walked down the hallway and into the kitchen/dining area where you had the table set up.
All ready on the table was your dinner, which smelt absolutely divine and the table was set up with more candles and fresh red roses in a vase in the centre.
You honestly thought you could cry, Noah had thought of everything.
āI canāt believe youāve done all of thisā
Noah walked up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you close into his chest, the warmth of his body seeping into yours.
āYou said you had a bad day angel, I just wanted to make it better for youā
You leaned back into him, feeling so safe and secure in his arms.
āItās incredible babe, thank youā
You feel him press a kiss into your hair and then he leads you over to the table, pulling your chair out for you and making sure you were comfortable.
The food was incredible, you both ate in a comfortable silence with the odd conversation here or there but mostly you were just enjoying sitting down together.
Once dinner was over and your food was settling, Noah cleared the plates away and came back over to you.
āI have one more surprise for youā
You looked up at Noah with a bemused smile āWhat? But youāve done so much already!ā
Noah gave you his million dollar smile and took your hand in his.
āIāve saved the best until lastā
Noah walked you down the hall and stood outside the living room door, now realising that heād been stopping you from entering all night.
āOk, close your eyes babyā
You smiled and shut your eyes. You heard him open the door before you felt his hands gently cover your face as he walked you into the room.
āReady?ā
You nodded my head, the anticipation running through your body as you heard him whisper āopenā into your ear and he released his hands.
You opened my eyes and the breath was caught in your throat.
Noah had built a huge blanket fort around the room. Blankets all of sizes were tied to each other and hung up high to create a tent like den in the middle of the room and you could see fairy lights hung around the entrance.
āOh my god Noah! You built this?ā
Noah blushed and nodded.
āYeah, I remember you said once that you used to build these all the time as a kid and loved hanging out in them, so I thought Iād bring that back for youā
A tear rolled down your cheek as you took it all in.
āCan we go inside?ā
Noah laughed and wiped the tear away.
āOf course we can angel, this is all for you, we can shut the rest of the world out in our fort, no problems allowed inā
You laughed and hugged him tight, feeling his arms pull you closer to him.
āYouāre perfect Noah, you really areā
You grabbed his hand and went over towards the entrance, Noah lifted up the small blanket that heād used as the ādoorwayā and you saw inside that heād used even more blankets and loads of pillows to cover the floor and heād even hung fairy lights inside to give a beautiful glow and made it all warm and cosy.
You crawled in, feeling Noah right behind you. You could just about sit up inside, Noah definitely struggling more due to his height so you lied yourself back amongst the pillows and curled yourself up into Noahās arms.
āThis is the best night everā
Noah smiled down at you, you felt him absentmindedly running his fingers through your hair or over your back.
āIām glad you like it angel, I hope Iāve made your shitty day betterā
You lean up and press your lips to his.
āWhat shitty day?ā
His smile matched your own as you both got comfortable, getting lost in the conversation and feeling safe within each otherās arms, knowing that nothing could prenatal your very own little fortress.
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11. Make me see stars | Kinktober
Your friends are tired of seeing you depressed after your break up with your ex, so they take you to a show by stripper Jiminā but he gives you more than a lapdance and that all right in front of your friends!
Contains: MC has sex in front of her besties, eating out, blowjob, her friends cheer her on and yell things, MC appears embarrassed at times, Mc says things like no and stop a few times, her friends call her a slut, ngl this is really dirty lol and made me feel someway, he cums in her, from behind, missionary, friends make comments
Music playlist: xxx, me so horny, good puss, body, kream, orange
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āYou guys canāt be serious.ā You scoffed, seeing the large poster of this surprise show your friends brought you to. āA private stripper show, really? Iām going home.ā
You didn't even want to think about your birthday, let alone celebrate it at a strip club!
āCome oooon, y/n! You didnāt even try it! At least give the show a chanceā¦. it will be fun! Trust us, pleaaase. If you really hate it we'll leave right away, no questions asked, promise!ā They all looked at you with a hopeful look on their face.
You sighed, glancing at your friends, they looked like they were silently pleading with you, and part of you understood that this was their silly way of helping you get over your shitty ex.
"Fine... Whatever, remember you promised, if I wanna go, we go.ā
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When they mentioned a private show, you didnāt think that you would be the center of attention. You were sitting on a chair decorated with balloons with a banner saying ābday girlā with ribbons hanging down and confetti everywhere. The room was dimly lit with a reddish neon hue and hovering over you was the hottest man you ever laid eyes on, not breaking eye contact as he grinded his body against youā your friends were cheering around you.
āTouch him, come on, y/n, donāt be shy!ā One of your friends, Areum, giggled.
Your hands slowly reached out and ran over his chest and toned abs, Jimin smirked as you did and continued to move his body sensually.
āWhatād you think y/n isnāt he soooo hot?ā Your friend Nara giggled.
You didn't respond to your friendās question as you watched Jimin dance on you. Honestly, you were keen on touching him, but you werenāt sure if you shouldā¦ Jimin had you hypnotized by his smooth moves, and when the song changed, he moved his hand towards you and held it, gesturing you to his zipper.
The music was low and heavy, the bass thumping underneath your feet. Your friends giggled and cheered as you unzipped his pants and Jimin pulled his pants down, revealing his boxers. Jimin danced for a few more minutes, he had done this type of shows countless of times, yet he felt something different with you.
The stripper didnāt want to end the night with just dancing. You were stunning and your outfit emphasized your body in all the right waysā he wanted to hear pretty moans slip from your lips, he needed to have your insides rocked by his big dick.
āI have a special present for the birthday girl, is that ok with everyone in the room tonight?"
Of course, your friends were totally into whatever Jimin had planned for you.
Jimin got down on his knees and he leaned in closer, pressing his tongue against the fabric of your panties, testing out the waters. At which you left out a soft moanā it came as a surprise to you but you didnāt hate it, matter of fact, you waited with anticipation, wanting to know how far he would take thingsā¦
āCome on y/n! Let the pretty boy see your puss!ā Nara encouraged and your friends joined in.
You moved your panties to the side, and he started to lick you. You shifted on the chair, letting out a soft moan as his head moved up and down, his slender fingers soon joining.
āOoohh you gotta see her titties tooooo, she got te best titties!ā Areum stood behind you and grabbed the hem of your shirt, pulling it over your head and exposing your chest.
Jimin looked up at you, nearly drooling at the sight of your bare wet pussy and your boobs that were threatening to spill out of your bra. āYum, your friends are right, hot tits, very hot.ā He said as he curved his fingers into you which made you squeal.
āOh, thatās the spot? Hereā¦ or here? But how about here, hm?" Jimin smirked as you whimpered while his fingers showed no mercy, while his tongue flickered over your swollen clit.
You let out a soft whine, before your body trembled as you orgasmed at his touches, Jimin stopped with a content smile on his face as he stood, his fingers covered in your slick.
āBabe, you canāt leave him hanging, donāt you see how his cock is begging for relief?ā Sana piped in.
āYeah, look, if he gets even harder, his boxers will surely rip!ā Nara pointed out.
You noticed it too, the bulge that stood out in his boxers. Your fingers trailed over the elastic band of the boxers and you pulled it down, letting his erection spring free.
Your friend clapped, cheers and laughter coming from them as they chanted:
āSuck that dick! Suck that dick! Whooooo!ā
Your lips wrapped around his cock and you started to bob your head back and forth.
Jimin groaned, his fingers tangled through your hair, gently pushing your head down further in an attempt to try to get you to deep throat him. The manās moans were barely louder than the music as you took him all in and continued to suck him off in a rhythmic tempo.
After a couple of minutes, your friends started to chant something else: āFuck her, fuck her, fuck her! Fuck the birthday girl!ā
Fuck, this was all so lewd and nasty, yet all of this made you so unbelievably horny.
Jimin was very eager to follow the crowd's demands and he promptly pulled his cock out. āGet on your knees sexy, look at your friends, show them how much of a good time youāre having.ā And you did just that, turning to face your friends, your knees on the chair and your hands holding onto the chair's back, bracing yourself as you felt the head of his cock enter you.
āSuch a big cock, oh shit, this feels illegal to watch, look at how sheās taking it all in!ā Nara pointed and your friends watched.
āUgh, stopā¦ā You whined at them.
Jimin continued to push his full length into you, not stopping until every inch was in.
āLike that cock, y/n?ā One of your friends teased.
āNo.ā You shook your head, not wanting to give them the satisfaction, and your lips tightly pressed against each other as you focused on taking him in.
āOh really? Then why are you dripping wet?ā
āYeahhhhā¦ and why does your pussy looks so eager to take in that huge dick, hm?ā
āShut up!ā You pouted, your face feeling hot at their comments.
When Jimin was satisfied, he started to move his hips back and forth, his hands firmly held onto your hips as he thrusted into you to the beat of the music.
You let out a series of moans, your fingers gripped onto the chair harder, your friends stayed quiet for once as they admired the view. You closed your eyes and was unable to close your mouth as Jimin thrusted into you with steady strokes, his cock filling you up.
āY/N, you are such a slut!ā Areum laughed.
āShe's not the slut, you're the one who's watching her getting fucked.ā Sana pointed out and the group laughed.
You were in a haze, the sensations of him fucking you felt like a fever dreamā he was so perfect, he knew just how to fuck you right. Everything faded to the background; the music, the chatter of your friends, the chair legs scrapping against the floorā¦ all you could hear was the moist sounds of his cock and your pussy mixing together.
His fingers wrapped around the front of your throat and he pulled you back, your back pressed against his chest. āGetting tired, baby?ā He whispered against your ear.
āTired.ā You only managed to reply. Your knees were burning and your legs felt sore.
Jimin hummed and he stopped, pulling his cock out. He turned you around and you sat back down on the chair, your back resting against it and facing him and your friends who were watching the two of you. You spread your legs when he leaned in and pressed his cock inside of you again.
āOh, that's hot, look at how much she's dripping.ā Nara giggled, pointing at the mess between your legs.
āWow that cock must be so good, Iām jealous~ā Areum cooed as she went ahead and unbuckled your bra, pulling it off.
āYou guys talk too much, shut up.ā You said through gritted teeth, feeling how Jimin was deliciously stretching you out once again before he started to thrust into you again.
You held onto his arms, your boobs bouncing as his hips met yours, two of your friends stood at your sides and spread your legs even further, just enough to border on the edge of it feeling uncomfortable.
Jimin rested his hands on your chest and cupped your breasts, his fingers spread over the surface and he lightly kneaded into them as he picked up the pace, his thrusts becoming more erratic, rougher.
You whimpered underneath him, feeling your orgasm nearing as he fucked you into the chair, it squeaking underneath you as he was pounding into your pussy, his cock relentlessly abusing your hole. The wetness dripped down your ass cheeks onto the chair, it was embarrassing how soaking wet you were for him, but you couldnāt help itā your pussy was only doing what it was supposed to do in response to the pleasure it was getting from his greedy dick.
āMake her cum, Make her cum!ā Your friends chanted, encouraging him.
Jiminās fingers dug into your boobs as he picked up the pace, a mere second in between his thrusts as he was starting to ram into you. Jimin was feeling it too, his tongue hanging over his bottom lip as he shut his eyes, you gasped and moaned, throwing your head back as you curled your toes.
He was fucking the life out of you.
āAā¦ ah!ā You let out a scream, your chest moved up and down rapidly as a hot wave crashed through your lower body, your body twitched and shook as your muscles tightened and relaxed again and again, you could see black spots as you came so hard that you thought you would pass out.
Fuckā¦
āYes! Yes! Fill her up, fill her up!ā They chanted.
Jimin rode your waves of orgasm, slowing down his thrusts to a lazy pace, your juices coating his shaft as he pushed in and out of your vibrations, and as your pussy clamped down hard on his cock, he was finally milked dry, his cum leaking into you and coating your insides with his load.
āWHOO! Yeah!ā Your friends laughed and clapped.
Maybe tonight wasnāt that bad of an idea afterall.
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Can you please write something about that new Folio pic x fem reader i am obsessed with that picture
This one, right? If not, I'm very sorry, but I'm obsessed with this one and it makes me think happy thoughts, lol!
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"Where is Folio? Folio!! Dude, where the hell are you?"
Bryan's voice echoed through the halls of the stadium, ringing out louder than an intercom. It was annoying, and you'd do anything to get him to stop.
"Bryan, please shut up," you hollered back, rolling your eyes, letting your head fall into your hands.
"Well then, find your man. It's like he's vanished into thin air.ā
"Yeah, Y/N, find your man."
Noah appeared, mocking Bryan and earning himself a nice slap in the stomach.
"Ooff," Noah cringed.
"Have you seen Folio?" Bryan asked, raising his brows at Noah. "I really need to get the new shots of all of you before the heathens start pouring in."
"Heathens, you mean fans," I chuckled, knowing how much Bryan hated people bombarding into his space when he was trying to work.
"As a matter of fact, I have. He and Nick went to get haircuts."
You knew this already but pretended not to just so you could watch Bryan get all worked up and irritated. He even looked over at you, narrowing his eyes.
"You already knew that, didn't you?"
Trying to hide your grin, you covered your mouth with your palm.
"I don't know what you're talking about," staring out into the gigantic field before you. The stadium could hold almost fifty thousand people, and the show tonight was sold out. When the hell did their small little Warped Tour band get so big?
"Y/N, I swear to god, if you don't tell him to get back here in an hour, you're dead," Bryan threatened you, half grinning.
"Then Matt won't have an assistant," you said sweetly and gave him an innocent look.
"You better not fuck with my assistant, Bryan," Matt barked, carrying a box of cables and handing them off to you.
"Take those down to the front for me?"
"Sure thing, Boss," you smiled, taking the box from him.
Matt rolled his eyes. "Don't call me, boss. Remember, I've seen you naked."
"Oh my god, that was not my fault! You walked in on me showering!"
"I never said it was your fault," Matt laughed, bopping your nose with his finger.
"Kiss ass," Noah said under his breath.
"Fuck you, Noah," you retorted, knowing very well it was all a joke.
"Oh baby, I would love it if you would!"
You rolled your eyes and kept walking.
"In your dreams, Noah," you yelled out.
"Already have," he yelled back.
You just kept walking, too embarrassed to look back.
Walking down the white brick hallway, dragging your fingers along the cool stones as you did, you could hear voices coming from up ahead, followed by loud laughter.
Stopping suddenly, you looked into the faces of the two guys responsible for all the drama earlier and one solid look at Folio, and you were absolutely done for. The way he smiled at you had you melting into a puddled mess.
"I'm gonna," Nicholas said, looking from you to Folio, nodding his head towards the stairs.
"Yeah, alright. We'll be up in a few."
Folio couldn't take his eyes off you and the feeling was mutual. His fresh haircut, neatly shaved on the sides and around the back, parted perfectly on the left side right above his ear so the longer part on top could be swept over and back was doing things for you. He had the right amount of gel in it, too, which gave it the sexy wet look that always drove you crazy.
You were aching to run your fingers through it, to take it between your fingers and yank on its roots, pulling those familiar grunts and groans out of Folio that always made your core moist and ready.
He knew you were thinking things. His sweet little grin proved it.
"We've got time."
You smiled, walking your fingers up your man's chest that was covered by a thin black shirt. The scent of his cologne made you lightheaded and weak at the knees because of how fucking good it smelled.
"Bryan will kill me if I keep you any longer, especially when he sees Nicholas and not you."
Folio stared down at you, laying a soft kiss on your forehead.
"Yeah, but I've got a problem that needs fixing before I can go up there."
You chuckled, letting your fingers wander over Folio's neck, taking in his haircut and everything about him that you loved.
"Oh, you do? Sounds like someone is making excuses."
Folio took one of your hands and drove it down until it hit the very thing he was intending for it to touch.
"I'm so fucking hard for you, baby. I need you to fix me before I can go up there."
You pulled back and looked at him and the one little glint in his eyes was all it took for you to give in.
Folio drank you in, watching as you straddled his thigh. His hands laid loosely on your hips, avoiding the temptation to yank down your pants to feed his hungry appetite.
Your hands found his hair, and instantly his head fell back against the couch, mouth falling open to release a small soft moan as you began sliding your fingers through the soft wet like strands of his hair like you had imagined earlier.
Your fingers raked over his scalp, massaging the top and the sides, making Folio nothing but puddy in your hands.
"Kiss me," he murmured, looking up at you sweetly. You obliged him, grabbing the back of his head and bringing his mouth yours, kissing him as if your life depended on it.
He groaned against your lips and you felt the strangled sound in your clit, making your panties a little wetter.
Trailing your lips down his jaw, the tanned, tender skin of Folio's neck looked too delicious to not taste. Latching your lips to his neck, you sucked his skin, running your tongue and lips over it, making him whimper beneath you. His slight gasp and thrusting of his hips made you smile.
"You still want me to fix you," you whispered, leaning your forehead against his, clinging to his broad shoulders.
Folio swallowed. "Fuck yes, please." He grabbed your ass and pushed your lower body into him, slightly bucking his hips.
"I've been fantasizing about this all week," he confessed, grinning weakly.
You hummed in approval, dragging your hands down his neck and the front of his chest, watching his eyes grow wider with anticipation. It made you giggle as you kissed his pouty lips again. The smile that spread across Nick's own face made your heart race.
Dropping to your knees before him, your fingers trailed along the zipper of his pants. You lifted the bottom of his shirt just enough to slip your fingers beneath it and find the top button of his jeans, undoing it. He lifted up as you tugged his jeans down, revealing his already half hardened covered cock The sight made you weak, making you want him ever more. Removing his jeans fully and dropping them on the floor next to you, you proceeded to remove his boxers, taking a deep breath and biting your bottom lip the moment his cock was fully exposed.
His thickness, the precum covering the swollen pink tip, the ridges and veins you loved to drag your tongue over, all of it was driving you mad, making you desperate for him.
Folio's hands were laying flat on the couch beside him, waiting for you to make your move. You looked up at him as though you were as desperate and needy as he was. Dragging his tongue between his lips, a small smile, almost like a smirk, graced Folioās lips.
"Well, are you gonna fix me, sweetheart? Hmm? You gonna wrap those pretty pink lips around my cock?"
Folio slipped his hand behind your neck and applied some light pressure, signaling what he wanted you to do. With one hand on his thigh, you softly gripped his swollen shaft, sliding your hand all the way down to the base, then back up, sighing over the feeling of it in your hand. Nick let his head fall against the back of the couch, licking his lips and rolling his head side to side with his eyes shut tight, moaning softly.
"Fuck, baby, you make that feel so good," he smiled, when he opened his eyes to look at you. The little tendrils of hair that fell over his forehead made him so irresistible.
"You like how it feels in your hand, don't you?"
"Mmmhmm, I do," you agreed, sitting up and kissing Folio again, pleased to see the satisfied look on his face.
The warmth of him in your hands was intoxicating. You felt every little throb and twitch each time you squeezed and pulled or went back down. Looking down and watching the small trickles of precum spill from the tiny slit on his pink head hit your clit, sending strong tingling vibrations through your body.
Keeping direct eye contact with him, you lowered your head and took him in your mouth, sliding your tongue down the backside of his shaft before closing your lips around it, moving your head up and down. Folio's head fell back again with the tip of his tongue protruding between his lips as quiet mumbles of "fuck" and "oh my god" fell from his lips. He was in heaven, and you were the one taking him there.
Rolling your tongue around the ridges of his cock, tasting the saltiness of the precum seeping through, you looked up at him with all the love and adoration you felt for him, hoping he could feel the emotions coming from you as you took him fully in, down to the base. Folio jerked, thrusting his hips and forcing his cock deeper into your mouth.
"Oh god, baby, I love you so much," he groaned while gently holding the back of your head. Nick pumped into you, hitting that perfect spot in the back of your throat that made you gag. Saliva trickled down your chin the harder you sucked him, forcing his fingers to tangle in your hair.
"Fuck, yeah just like that baby, oh god," Folio muttered, bucking his hips. "Good girl, take it all baby, deep throat my cock. Show me how much you want it."
His words were music to your eyes. His praises were the light to your soul. There was nothing you wouldn't do for this man under you. He had you entirely forever.
Using your hand, you began to pump his shaft while still sucking and licking, hollowing out your cheeks until they were sore. Nick pushed himself deeper, spreading your slips apart, and guiding every inch of his shaft to the back of your throat.
"Holy fuck, sweetheart, how are you so fucking good at this," Folio laughed, grabbing the back of my hair. He gripped it tightly, directing your movements and moaning loudly, begging you not to stop. You continued bobbing your head up and down, sucking on his cock and massaging his balls, the softness of them feeling so light and perfect in my hand.
"Oh my god, baby, that's it, use your tongue. Make me cum. Fuck, fuck!" he panted.
With every hard thrust, Folio's cock tightened in your mouth. He was so close.
Wrapping your hand around his shaft again, you pumped him tightly, sucking his tip and nipping at the end of it, making him writhe in absolute pleasure.
"Jesus! Fuck, baby I'm about to cum! Take it all, Y/N. Make me cum baby, please!"
Sucking his tender head a few more times did it.
Folio groaned, his hips jerking violently, and his warm cum shot out hitting the back of your throat. You swallowed, drinking everything he poured into you.
"Ughhh, holy fuck, baby," Folio gasped, voice raspy and out of breath. You sat back on your feet wiping your mouth with your shirt, smiling.
"So," you stated, helping him get his pants on and fix himself before climbing onto his lap and latching your hands onto his shoulders. Folio secured you to him with his hands pressed firmly against your ass.
"So," he repeated, accepting the kiss you laid on his lips.
"Still broken?"
His laughter vibrated onto you.
"If broken means I get to have that every time just so you'll fix me, then baby, I'll stay forever broken for you."
Folio rubbed his nose against yours before placing a small kiss on the end of it.
"Forever broken, huh? Maybe that should become our phrase, like our code word or something," you chuckled, laying into him. That's when you gasped, knowing Bryan was going to kill you for what you did.
"Seriously, Y/N! A hickey! Right in the middle of the side of his neck! Of all the fucking places," Bryan cried.
Noah snickered, covering his mouth with his fist before turning around and looking over at you.
"Busted," he croaked.
You glared at him, holding up the middle finger.
Noah shrugged, giving you that shit eating grin of his. You rolled your eyes, turning away from him.
"Dude, fix your hair," Nicholas barked at Folio, flicking the random pieces of stay hair.
"Get off me, Nick, I got it! I'm not a little kid."
"Yeah, obviously. Y/N made that perfectly clear," Noah teased, earning him another heated, annoyed glare from you.
"I'm sorry, Bryan. It wasn't my fault," you apologized, trying not to laugh.
Bryan's face fell. "Not your fault? Y/N, Folio didn't do that to himself."
"Yeah, I know, but that hair cut, and that face, and the way he smells, I just, I couldn't... ugghh, fuck!" you grumbled in frustration.
Folio looked at you grinning from ear to ear as Alana tried to cover as much of the hickey as she could, finally giving up.
"It'll work for the show, but not for the picture," she chuckled.
"Fine whatever," Bryan frowned, tossing Folio a black ski mask. "Put that over your shoulder, and follow me."
"There," Bryan pointed towards a white sheet hanging up against the wall in front of him. "I was going to have you look at the camera, like the last one we did like this, but now," he groaned, glaring at me, "you'll just have to look sideways. So, look at your girl toy over there, and don't move."
Nicholas and Noah were rolling with laughter as Folio turned sideways for the shot. He looked straight at you, sighing as you smiled at him.
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emmrich x rook: and i'll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands)
A/N: I definitely did not write an 8k word fic about Rook going crazy insane over Emmrich's hands. You definitely can't read it on ao3 here or below the cut.
TW for smoking, drinking, blood.
Itās not something she notices when they first meet. Sheās a little busy stopping the end of the world and her priorities are in other places at the moment. It takes a little while, a few weeks after he is officially a member of the team and settled in. After Weisshaupt and Minrathous and all of the other horrors they've experienced recently.Ā
It happens during a game of Wicked Grace, of all things.Ā
Rook isn't playing but is happy to sit, enjoying being surrounded by a few members of her team Varricās team - you're just a placeholder baby. Harding brought the cards, Lucanis picked the wine, and Davrin and Emmrich were all too happy to join in on the game Harding proposed.Ā
It's a good thing Rook didn't take a hand of cards for herself, as her concentration has wandered to one subject in particular. One person, completely oblivious to where Rookās thoughts have ventured over the course of the evening. All heās doing is holding a few cards, passing them back and forth and it's not special in any way - truly a perfectly ordinary moment during a perfectly ordinary evening. She barely even knows him, but all Rook can look at, all she can think about, are Emmrichās hands.Ā
All of him is pleasant to look at. He looks good, presents himself in a confident way that she noticed immediately upon their first meeting in the Necropolis, but what's taken her aback are his hands. The rings adorning his long thin fingers glisten just so in the candle light, the delicate way he holds the cards and the way he picks up his wine glass, the bangles on his wrists that make the most pleasing sounds. Rook is entranced. Hypnotized. She has never wanted anything more than she wants those hands on her, in her, anywhere near her as often as she can have them.Ā
And he has no idea, is none the wiser to the turn of Rookās thoughts. She knows this is completely inappropriate; he would absolutely never want to fraternize with a girl young enough to be his student would he? She tries to snap out of it, tries to pay attention to the game in front of her but her eyes keep catching the glint of his rings, keep noticing the way he fiddles with which card to place down, how he organizes them just so with fingers skimming the top until they land on the perfect card. She wants to know how those rings would feel caressing her face, her body. Would they be cold? Would they leave marks if he pressed down with a little force on her throat or hips? Would they sting if he slapped her across her ass? Would he keep them on even when-
She snaps out of it, drinks the rest of her wine, abruptly stands up and excuses herself while quickly mentioning that she needs to clean her knives, enjoy the rest of your game, goodnight everyone. Turns heel and all but sprints out of the dining room. It's rude, she knows, and will explain herself properly tomorrow if asked. I just can't have them getting rusted or dull - old crow habits, you know. It's a flimsy excuse but still perfectly reasonable if anyone were to pry.Ā
When she's safe behind the closed door of the meditation chamber, she does not continue to think about her teammate. She does not sit on the green velvet chaise lounge and think about his hands on her, his voice so rich and smooth and gentlemanly. He's always ready with a compliment and oh, how she loves it when he tells her nicely done, Rook! Would he have such compliments ready if she got on her knees, ready to do as he said?Ā
Rook tells herself she can do this once, get it out of her system, look him in the eyes tomorrow and claim she's never touched herself to thoughts of him. How improper. Where is her sense of decorum!
But tonight she uses her own hand and pretends it's his. She digs out the two rings she has in her pack, little trinkets sheās picked up here and there, places them on her fingers and grips her throat just so and there, just faintly are two little indentations. Tonight she can pretend there's more and the hand who gave them to her isnāt the one between her legs but the one that is currently across the courtyard and far away from where she wants it to be.Ā
Tomorrow sheāll set her head straight. Tonight she comes with his name on her lips and knows immediately she's absolutely fucked.Ā
-
Rookās lounging on the couch in the library, comfortable as the day is long. There was no reason to leave today so she's taking time to relax - the fact that she protested for a long time when this was suggested by Varric even though her body was screaming for a break notwithstanding. She's not planning, she's not preparing, she's not strategizing like she knows she should be. Instead, she's laying on the couch, an apple in one hand and a knife in the other. She's cutting pieces and eating them, snapping the slices with audible crunch while her attention is on the scene in front of her.Ā
Standing at the bookshelf are Lucanis and Emmrich. Sheās fully staring at them, watching them pick books off the shelves and return others to their spots all nice and neat. What they're searching for, she hasn't a clue, and truly couldn't care less because that's not at all relevant to her train of thought.
No, she's staring at Emmrichās hands again. Moving across spines, flipping through pages, tracing lines on the page and softly reading them out to Lucanis. Rook cuts the apple, puts the slice in her mouth, closes her lips but doesn't bite. No, that would be far too rational and her brain is not functioning at the moment. She gently pokes and prods it with her tongue, swirls around it a few times and pulls it out with a gentle pop, a small trail of saliva still connecting her to the fruit.
The men in front of her are none the wiser, still speaking in hushed tones about demons and spirits and gods. They have no idea that Rook is daydreaming not of an apple slice, but a certain necromancerās finger in its place. She gently bites the apple, pulls the slice away from her mouth, thinking that instead maybe this is what it would be like to pull one of his rings off his fingers. He might hold his hand out, ready for her to spit it back into his palm. She would do that with each ring if he asked her to.
She'd do anything for his hands to be on her, his attention turned away from the book and his gentle voice, a little deeper and a little darker perhaps, could be teaching her instead of Lucanis.Ā
She's completely lost in thought that when she goes to cut another slice from the fruit she misses completely. The knife, thankfully a slightly dull one from the kitchen and not one of her blades, goes directly across her palm and not right through it like it could have. Blood seeps out the cut, not deep enough to warrant any real worry but enough for Rook to gasp in pain loud enough to rouse the interest of her two friends.Ā
āRook? Everything alright?ā Lucanis asks, seemingly noticing her for the first time since she sat down over half an hour earlier. He and Emmrich walk over to her, see her bloody palm, and leap into action.Ā
āIt's alright, please there's no need to worry. I just cut myself by accident. It's not even that deep,ā Rook protests. She stands up, begins walking away to go clean and wrap her hand, when Emmrich steps in front of her.Ā
āMind if I lend a hand?ā he asks, and oh how Rook would have begged to hear those words in any other context but this. He gently takes her hand and examines her palm, says āCome upstairs with me, if you want. I can clean and wrap it for you,ā.Ā
āNo, it's alright, thank you, I don't want to interrupt-ā she starts, fumbling her words as she looks at her hand in his. More blood is rushing out, threatening to drip down her arm and onto the floor, but she doesn't care. She needs to get out of this situation before she embarrasses herself even further.Ā
āRook, please, I wouldn't have offered it if I didn't want to help. It'll only take a moment.ā Emmrich says, and well, she might as well let this cut be worth something. She grumbles in agreement, allowing him to pull her along up to his rooms.Ā
On the stairs, she glances down at Lucanis. Heās regarding the two of them with squinted eyes and a smirk on his face, that bastard.Ā
āCrows know better than to cut their hands while slicing apples, Rook.ā he says, his voice dripping with sarcasm.Ā
āIf you tell Viago about this I'm sending you back to jail.ā Rook deadpans.Ā
At the top of the stairs she follows Emmrich into his study. He points at his desk and tells Rook to take a seat, it'll only take him a moment to gather supplies. She sits on top of it, not sure if that's what he meant but not wanting to be trapped behind the piece of furniture either. Oh how she's thought of this scenario many times since the Wicked Grace night. In none of them was she bleeding, however, but she's still slightly shocked to have even gotten to this point.Ā
She makes a note to pull herself together when he emerges into view, sleeves rolled up and carrying a tray with bandages, cloths, and what she assumes is some form of antiseptic. His rings and bracelets, she notices, are still on.
āI apologize, but this might sting a little,ā Emmrich says as he takes a piece of cloth and motions for her to place her hand in his. He gently starts wiping away the blood from her palm, careful not to put any pressure on the cut. Itās a little messy, more blood seeping from her palm with every swipe of the cloth. Heās gentle and diligent and so concentrated that she can't help it if her heart rate goes up. Being the object of his attention is too much. Her face is flushed, sheās shaking a little, and worst of all she can feel the heat between her legs building all too vibrantly.Ā
All because heās touching her, and her blood is on his hands. There's a few smudges on his fingers, barely any at all really, as he holds her hand with her palm facing upwards. Rook didnāt know she had a thing for blood until this moment, but sheās so flustered by this sight that she wishes the cut was deeper, more bloody, covering his hands while he patches her back up. Heās so gentle but still maintains perfect control over her, flipping her hand around and moving it this way and that. Emmrich could tell her to pick up a book and start reading it outloud right now and she would listen, do exactly as he said.Ā
āPlease be more careful next time you decide to eat an apple. We wouldn't want our fearless leader to chop off a finger,ā he says, his tone light and humorous and miles away from where her own thoughts have wandered.
Rook smiles, laughs a little, says she promises to save the injuries for the battlefield. He presses a different cloth, this one soaked in antiseptic, to her hand. He was right - it does sting a little, but her blood is still on his fingers and she wants to offer to clean them for him, bring them up to her mouth and indulge in her fantasy from earlier.
The hand holding hers moves up her wrist just a tad, but it's enough to clue him into her current state. He presses down gently, furrows his brows a little. āRook, your heart is racing. Are you sure you're feeling alright?ā he asks.Ā
No, she wants to say, I am feeling quite troubled and am in need of your assistance. It wouldn't take much to bring his hands up to her face, mouth, throat, or down to her chest, her hips, between her legs. He's staring at her with concern written clear as day across his face and not realizing the position they are in. Sheās fully sat on his desk while he stands in front of her close enough that when they look at each other she has to tilt her head up a little. He's not quite between her legs but a little repositioning and that could be fixed. It's the perfect set up. It's all of her fantasies mixed into one.Ā
āI'm just still a little distracted these days,ā the rational part of her brain that is luckily still connected to her mouth supplies. āIt's been a difficult few weeks. I havenāt been sleeping that well,ā she adds, hopefully convincing him that that's truly the only thing in her mind.Ā
He hums in agreement, now slowly and methodically wrapping up her hand. The blood is seeping through the bandage but only just so. Not enough to make a mess. Not enough to, say, get on any other surfaces, any other present parties who have no idea what theyāre doing to her. Rook sighs, closes her eyes a little, wills away these thoughts in favor of trying to have a normal conversation and not thinking about getting bent over this desk and fucked into next week.Ā
Her eyes snap open and she prays that she didn't say that out loud.Ā
āWell, Iām no healer, but if you have trouble sleeping you are more than welcome to stop in for a chat and a nightcap,ā Emmrich says while letting go of her hand and cleaning up the bloody rags. She isnāt surprised by the invitation. She knows he enjoys a few vices in life, he knows his wines and sheās smelled the smoke from a pipe he keeps stashed away on more than one occasion.Ā
āThat's incredibly kind. Thank you, Emmrich.ā she said, still looking up at him through her lashes. She knows exactly what she's doing when she bats her eyes, once, twice, lets her mouth rest into an easy smile and tries to look as innocent as possible. The eye contact theyāre making is full of tension. He looks down at her lips, only for a moment but it's enough for Rook to notice.
A-ha, she thinks, I got you.
He looks back up at her, his mouth slightly agape in what can only be the realization of their predicament hitting him all at once. Heās again holding her bandaged hand between them, their eye contact unbreaking and it would be so easy to move her legs, spread them slightly so heās properly standing between them. She could nudge him forward with her foot and wrap her legs around him, so simple then for him to take her face in his hands and kiss her until her brain is quiet. The desk behind her is clear of anything breakable and all she would have to do is lay back and-
Emmrich clears his throat, breaks their eye contact first, steps away from a position that seems to be closer to her than he was a moment ago. Was he as wrapped up in the moment as she was? Drifting into her space, compelled by the same force thatās been driving her mad for weeks on end?Ā
āWell!ā he says, a little loudly and a little too forcefully, āLucanis and I were in the middle of some terribly interesting research and I should be getting back-āĀ
āOf course!ā she interrupts,Ā āIād hate to take up any more of your time!ā Rook states, sliding off of his desk and walking over to the door. She pauses, her hand gently pushing the door open. āThank you again, Emmrich. I just might take you up on that nightcap soon.āĀ
She leaves, doesnāt look back, but doesnāt hear him move to go downstairs either. She claims that as a win. One small step in the right direction.
-
Rook has upped her flirting significantly since she cut her hand. He has to have noticed, there canāt be any way he hasnāt. There have been some moments, none of them confirming or denying anything other than the fact that he likes to be around her as much as she likes to be around him.Ā
Moments in his study, in the kitchen, in passing in hallways or on their long treks across the various areas of Thedas where their help is needed. He comes with her almost everywhere now. She's not sure when that started but now it's an unspoken rule that if she's heading off towards danger, Emmrich is by her side. If anyone has noticed they have kept it to themselves, bless them.Ā
This night is one of those where she is reminded just how much she cherishes her crew. Theyāve all gathered for family dinner as Taash has started calling it. Dinner has since ended, Lucanis and Neve are in the kitchen under the guise of cleaning up but really just wanted an excuse to talk away from prying eyes and ears. The wine is flowing freely and quickly, smiles are on everyone's faces, conversations are loud and everything is perfect.Ā
Rook is sitting with Bellara and Davrin, the three elves swapping silly stories from their previous lives. Davrin is telling a story from his childhood that has Rook and Bellara in absolute stitches. Davrin seems more calm and cool than other Wardenās she's met before. Heās serious when he needs to be, donāt get her wrong, but he knows how to unwind and how to spin a tale so interesting that you canāt help but give him your undivided attention.Ā
Rook goes to take a sip of her wine and notices the glass is empty. She looks around for the current open bottle and spots it next to Emmrich. At that moment he catches her looking from her glass to the bottle and raises his eyebrows in a silent question, gesturing to the bottle and then to her. Rook nods and smiles, holds her glass towards him slightly to show him the poor, empty state of it. He smiles and gets up, grabs the bottle and wanders over to the group, first topping off Bellaraās glass and filling up Rookās.
āOh! Thank you Professor!ā Bellara says with a smile that could light up even the darkest, dankest cavern in the Hossberg Wetlands. If anyone was the physical embodiment of the sun and all things nice, it was Bellara. Her happiness was infectious as always, and heightened by the alcohol, Rook found herself to be terribly happy as well.Ā
Rook never addressed Emmrich by his title. Of course she recognized his profession outside of this team was a prestigious one, but she wasnāt his student or colleague so it never felt right to say it. Not to say she hadnāt thought about it. Sheās definitely let her mind wander to a world where sheās sitting in the audience at one of Professor Volkarinās lectures. Sheās seen him get heated in debates with Lucanis and Bellara before and knows how passionate he can be when talking about the subjects heās devoted his life to. She knows that focus would only come across even more intensely in a classroom setting.Ā
And so what if she gets a little turned on by that? He would be her authority figure in this situation. Maybe she could have studied under him, been his star pupil, the student he was most proud of. He would be ready to go with compliments, and she would get to watch him cast all day. The way he moves his hands while performing a ritual is exactly that, a performance. He takes on the role not of Professor or Necromancer but Conductor, his hands instructing a music unheard and unseen by Rook.
So, what if she sees a way to use this to her advantage.Ā
Emmrich is already correcting Bellara, asking her to please drop the title in a setting like this, amongst friends and not in the halls of the Necropolis, when Rook pipes up from next to her,
āYeah, thank you Professor,ā she says. Her cheeks are red from the wine, her lips slightly parted as she raises the glass andĀ takes a sip. She doesnāt let the moment linger any longer and turns her attention back to her companions, but she hears his sharp intake of breath next to her.Ā
He recovers smoothly, leaving the bottle with them and returning to his previous spot. Rook glances at Emmrich out of the corner of her eye and sees him grabbing his glass and bidding his companions farewell for the evening. Harding and Taash quickly follow, and Rook knows now is her best shot.Ā
After a few minutes she too picks up her still full glass, apologizes for interrupting the story but she simply canāt sit up straight any longer and needs to go to her room before she passes out in the dining room. She leaves before anyone can respond and call out the fact that minutes ago she was wide awake and conversing just fine.Ā
Rookās not exactly sober, but sheās sober enough to consider the possibility that he doesn't want her like that, sees her only as a friend, is repulsed by her even. She thinks it through, and by the time she's approaching the library she's made up her mind and decides there's no turning back now. She heads up the right staircase in the library and knocks at Emmrichās door, and hears him yell a āCome in!ā from the other side. Rook slips in and gently closes the door behind her. Emmrich is at his desk, striking a match and lighting up the contents of the pipe hanging from his mouth.Ā
āI had a feeling that might be you at the door. Please, come in!ā he says, smoke billowing from his mouth and nose. Itās unreasonably attractive, seeing him like this. Itās a perfectly normal activity and yet he makes it look so elegant that Rook canāt help but find herself staring openly at him.Ā
āThought Iād drop in for that nightcap and conversation you promised me a while back,ā she says, trying to make her voice as smooth and steady as possible. They've had countless late night conversations and drinks together since he gave her permission to seek him out on sleepless nights but she's hoping this reminder evokes the memory of their almost almost kiss. She approaches his desk and leans her hip up against it, taking a sip of her drink.Ā
This is definitely one of the more relaxed states she's seen him in. His vest is off, his glove is missing, his shirt unbuttoned (only the top one, but sheās never seen it unbuttoned at all before) and lacking the usual skull collar pins, but his hands and arms are still covered in his gold jewelry.
He takes another drag from his pipe, says āWell thereās no better time than the present. Is there something on your mind?ā on his exhale, not blowing the smoke directly at Rook but letting it waft around them, creating a haze in the room.Ā
āNot particularly,ā she says, carefully enunciating each syllable. She thinks for a moment and then backtracks, tapping thoughtfully against her temple like an idea just came to her. āActually, there might be one thing,ā she says, letting the pause sit between them like the smoke in the room.Ā
āYou see, Professor,ā she says his title just to see if he would react. And he does, his eyes widening and his face going a little red, coughing slightly as he exhales more smoke.Ā
āRook-ā he starts, she tries to interrupt him but he talks over her, adding āRook please, I have to insist that you do not call me that.ā he says, the mood shifting from flirty to serious in an instant. Rookās smile fades and she moves to stand up, already spewing apologies that sheās taken this too far, sheāll drop it instantly, let him get back to his evening when he reaches out and lays a hand on her leg to keep her still.Ā
Instead of kicking her out like she expects, he stands up and circles the desk, coming around to face her. Itās a familiar moment, exactly the one she wanted to recreate, just now with less blood and more heat and all Rook can do is look up at him, take a sip of wine and set her glass down next to her. Emmrich's pipe is burning away, seemingly forgotten about in favor of this moment between them. Heās not quite leaning into her space, but his height compared to her causes her to lean back against the desk, bracing herself with her hands behind her.Ā
āI apologize if Iāve gotten this all wrong, and Iāll stop calling youā¦that. I promise it wonāt happen again,ā Rook is saying, her eyes following his hands as he moves the one from her thigh and presses them together in front of him as he often does. Breathing deeply, her fears start singing full force in her head. She swears what theyāve been doing is flirting, and she doesnāt want to make him uncomfortable by her advances, especially using his title and their age difference as fuel.Ā
Sheās worrying, clearly it must be plain as day on her face, because what happens next is something straight from her imagination. Pinch her, she might be dreaming.Ā
Sheās about to apologize even further when she feels his finger under her chin, shutting her up more effectively than anything else ever has. He tilts her chin up just slightly, and she knows she looks like a mess right now. Rook feels her cheeks burning and knows her eyes are wide and glassy.Ā
āIām not asking you to stop it because I donāt want you to leave me alone, and not even because I donāt like it,ā he elaborates. āI only mention it because Iām finding that I do like it, maybe a little too much.āĀ
Rook is at a loss for words. Sheās completely shocked, elated but caught way completely off guard.
āI have never had such aā¦relationship with a student before and I donāt intend on crossing those lines now. However, I have noticed the increasingly flirtatious way you act around me and I canāt pretend I'm not equally as affected by your presence any longer.ā Emmrich says, his finger moving from under her chin, gently caressing her face as it travels up to her cheek. The rest of his hand rests against the side of her jaw, his fingertips just brushing her cheekbone. His thumb swipes gently over her lip, and Rook has to stop the moan threatening to escape her throat with all of her might.Ā
āThere is quite a distance in the years between us, my dear, so please tell me if Iāve overstepped and taken this too far.ā he says, his voice soft and low and she doesnāt feel real right now, doesnāt know if this is just the most realistic dream sheās ever had and sheāll wake up hot and flustered and aching with her need for him.Ā
To answer him she does exactly what sheās wanted to since that day she watched him play cards. She tilts her head down ever so slightly, opens her mouth and takes his thumb in her mouth. Looking up at him she gently sucks before releasing it, effectively rendering him absolutely stunned. Eyes blown wide, mouth hanging open, and she knows the walls between them are officially dust.Ā
āNo, I donāt think youāve misread the situation at all.ā she says, her own hand coming up to grab at the one he has against her cheek. She takes it and brings it in front of her, and loses all sense of self control. Never breaking eye contact with him, she takes his pointer finger and licks a stripe up it, her tongue catching on the ring at the base (cold, she notes, just like she hoped).Ā
And that's the end of any distance between them. The end of the what ifās and the maybe, maybe notās she cycles through daily. He gets his hand into her long, wavy hair, the other falls to her hip and he's pulling her head back, exposing her neck and trailing the gentlest series of kisses up to her jaw. He nips at the skin there, just a hint of teeth and tongue and Rookās mouth is completely open now, the smallest exhale turning into a full on whine at the feeling of his lips against her skin.Ā
āPlease,ā is all she can manage and she's absolutely begging now, turning her head to chase his mouth with her own. His face is right there, a millimeter of distance between them. Emmrich laughs, not because this is funny but like he too can't believe whatās happening, before finally pressing their lips together.
Rook wants to shout from the rooftops. She wants to set off fireworks and pop champagne and celebrate. She's finally got him exactly where she wants.Ā
Instead she adjusts her position so that she's fully sitting atop his desk. Her legs are spread wide and he's standing between them, their bodies pressed together like they can't stand even being an inch apart any longer.Ā
And the kiss is better than she ever could have imagined. He tastes faintly of wine, more so of smoke and something clean and sweet and oh how she's never going get enough of that. His hand at her hip is gripping her tightly, fingers roaming closer to her backside and she can feel the metal of his rings so clearly and it's so much better than she ever imagined.Ā
Rook pulls away to get a breath of air and he's there immediately again, kissing her like he's a man starved and she's the sweetest thing he's tasted in so long. He pulls away and she's chasing him just as intensely, just as hungry as he is. It's filthy, all tongue and teeth and she needs him everywhere. His hands, his mouth, she'd make a million blood sacrifices just to stay in this place. On his desk with his hands holding her down with just enough force to keep her steady.Ā
He's everywhere now, in her space, his tongue in her mouth and his hands, his hands!, finally grabbing at her in almost all of the places she's yearned for him to be. They're on her hips, her waist, slowly moving up and over her breasts and pausing briefly on her throat. He's studying her, mapping out her figure with the scholarly dedication he saves for the greater mysteries of the fade and the undead.
Sheās never wanted anyone as badly as she wants him. This wonderful man whose path she never would have crossed were it not for their fight against the gods. How funny it is to find something so precious, perfect and passionate at what could very well be the end of their lives. Well, if I'm going to die anytime soon it might as well be after I learn what pleasure truly feels like, she thinks as his hands continue roaming her body. Nobody has ever made her feel like this nor has she felt such intense desire for any of her previous partners.Ā
She moves to undo the buttons on her shirt, thanking the Maker she had the foresight to leave off the belt she usually wears for the evening, ready to grant him more access to her skin. He accepts this eagerly, pushing the shirt down her shoulders and taking a step back to look her over.Ā
And look her over is exactly what he does. Emmrich takes his time, letting his eyes trail over her like she is his most prized possession, a piece of art he'd been looking for all his life. She knows she must look slightly crazed and disheveled, her breaths coming fast and hard as she tries to regain her composure. Her blonde hair is pushed behind her pointed ears, swept off her shoulders to give him a view of as much skin as she can with her pants and bandeau still on.Ā
And it must all hit him at once, the reality of the path theyāre headed down, because suddenly his expression is sober, not shocked but curious as if he doesn't know how this could have possibly happened.Ā
āMakerās breath,ā Emmrich whispers, turning away from her with one hand on his hip and the other rubbing the back of his neck. She is starting to get worried now, maybe this was too good to be true, maybe he changed his mind and doesn't want her after all.Ā
āEmmrich?ā Rook calls out, fear and worry taking over. āIs everything alright?āĀ
He spins back around to face her, stands with one arm crossed over his chest and the other propped against it, his hand at his mouth with a deeply serious expression on his face. Every trace of want is gone from his features, and if it weren't for the red in his cheeks and a single strand of hair out of place no one would ever have known that only a minute ago he was kissing her silly and stupid.Ā
He breathes once, twice, opens and closes his mouth as he searches for the right words. All he ends up saying, however, is simple, cutting right to her nerves and her fears.
āWhy?ā he asks. Rookās heart drops, all color draining from her face.Ā
āI'm sorry?ā she asks. She's stunned. She thought he wanted her as much as she wanted him, but clearly that couldn't be any less true. He's looking at her like she's a lost child, a girl who doesn't know what she's doing.Ā
āRook,ā he starts, with such a softness in his voice and finally reaching out to touch her again. He steps in closer, not as close as they were earlier but close enough to cup his hand around her cheek. She leans into the touch, wanting to press her lips to his palm but holding back the urge.Ā
āRook, please forgive me. I don't mean any insult - youāre absolutely marvelous, but I have to know. Why me? The gap between our years is almost as much as your own age. You wouldn't feel more comfortable with one of the others?ā he's saying, and of course Rook should have expected this.Ā
āI don't want any of the others. I want you.ā is all she can say in return, her hand coming up to press softly against his which still rests against her cheek. āI don't care that youāre older than me. In fact, it's kind of a turn on.ā she says, a smile slowly returning to her face. āI wouldn't be here right now if I didn't want you, Emmrich.ā
She takes their intertwined hands and starts slowly moving them down her throat, down her chest until they reach her tits. She grabs his other hand and brings it to her hip, tugging him slightly closer in the process.Ā
āYou don't even understand how much I want you, how I've daydreamed of your hands on me since we met.ā she says softly, grabbing onto the lapels of his shirt and pulling him closer. āHow badly I want to please you.ā Rook says, swiftly unbuttoning his shirt halfway, exposing more skin than she's ever seen on him before. āHow badly I want you to please me.ā
And finally, finally, his mouth is on hers again. It's gentler this time, not so rushed and urgent. He sets a slow but deeply satisfying pace, takes his time to rebuild the passion from earlier. She wants to go fast, wants his hands to stop roaming everywhere but towards her pants buttons, how badly she wants to show him just how ready and wanting she is.Ā
Emmrich must sense where her thoughts are because he's pulling away from their kiss, but this time he's grabbing her hands and tugging her along across his study to the bed he has tucked away in a corner behind the spiral staircase.Ā
Rook sheds her shoes and pants fairly quickly while walking across the room. As soon as he's back within arms reach she starts tugging his shirt untucked and unbuttoning the rest. Sheās standing there in just her smallclothes now but there's something about the way heās looking at her, looking so affected by her want for him that makes her feel stark naked. She pushes up onto her tiptoes and wraps her arms around his neck, pulling him back in for another searing kiss. He bites her bottom lip, so gently and softly but Rook wishes it was harder, wishes he would draw blood and kiss it away. She tucks that fantasy in a drawer in her mind, saving it for later - perhaps another time she can bring it up but now, today, is just about beginnings.
He takes a few steps backwards and sits on the edge of his bed and she's all too eager to join him, sitting down on his lap with her knees on either side of his thighs. His hands are on her waist, almost covering her entire midsection, and she slowly, slowly starts rocking her hips back and forth and the gasp he lets out is the most treasured sound sheās ever heard. She can already feel that he is enjoying this as much as she is, but sheās rewarded even further by his praise.Ā
Emmrich tells her that sheās exquisite, and doing such a good job, and it just about sends her over the edge there and then. His praise in their everyday interactions always flustered her but here, now, with his lips brushing her ear and his hands on her naked skin itās otherworldly. He can tell sheās getting too restless, too antsy for this to move forward quickly so she can release this tension building inside of her, and does what Rook always hoped he would. He takes the lead, takes control, instructs her on exactly what to do.
āDarling there is no need to rush tonight,ā he says. āJust relax, I promise Iām not going anywhere,ā and how she melts, how she sighs and drapes herself over him like her body has turned to liquid. Heās rock hard under her and sheās wetter than she's ever been in her life and he still hasnāt moved his hands down further, rather opting to stroke up and down her sides, occasionally coming up to brush her face, her chest, or gripping hard onto her thighs. Itās driving her absolutely mad, and the more friction she seeks the harder the pressure with which he holds down her thighs becomes. It's hard enough to bruise now, and Maker how she hopes he leaves her covered in marks that only they know exist. Sheās in ecstasy, in agony, in everything in between and is seeking a deeper sensation with great fervor.Ā
Emmrichās kisses begin venturing down, moving from her lips down her throat and eventually to her chest. His hands move up to slowly unclasp her bandeau and expose her tits. He leans back just slightly, taking in her appearance slowly, savoring each new patch of skin, each scar because she truly is littered with them. Being a crow is not an easy life for multiple reasons but vanity gets dismissed almost immediately when wounds heal poorly, quickly, and the reminders of what once was stays in thin white lines.Ā
āGorgeous, absolutely perfect,ā he whispers like he physically canāt stop the words from leaving his mouth. Rookās had enough - sheās writhing in his lap like a pathetic lovestruck fool and needs him to do something now. As much as sheād rather this sped up to the main event, sheās glad heās so insistent on taking their time, reminding her sheās something to savor and not a quick fuck to pass the time.
She takes his hand, slowly moving it down from her waist to between her legs, only a thin strip of fabric separating her from his hand now. He raises his eyebrows at this, kisses her once, and finally lets his hands wander past her underwear, tugging them down and practically ripping them off of her. She shimmies out of them, kicks them to the floor and sheās finally, gloriously naked atop him and he's still almost fully clothed but the disheveled state of him is just as obscene.Ā
Emmrich brings his hands between them and starts to remove his rings but Rook intercepts, asks, āPlease, can you keep them on a while longer,ā and he smiles, laughs softly and says āAny particular reason why?āĀ
Her skin is burning, her face must be redder than the wine she was drinking only an hour before. āItās just,ā she starts, sighing and grabbing his decorated hand and kissing his palm, running his fingers across her lips. āYour hands, your rings, theyāve caught my attention once or twice,ā is all she can provide before her embarrassment overtakes her arousal.Ā
āOh do tell,ā he says, enjoying this indulgence into her private fantasies. She canāt face him and say this so she does the next best thing, buries her face in his neck as he strokes her back, gently persuading her into telling him whatās on her mind.Ā
āI justā¦you have incredibly attractive hands,ā she explains. āI may or may not haveā¦frequentlyā¦fantasized about them,ā she adds, her face absolutely burning with embarrassment.Ā
āThereās nothing wrong with that, Rook. If you tell me what exactly my hands are doing in these fantasies, Iād be more than happy to turn them to reality,ā he says against her ear, kissing the tip of it and slowly running his finger along the edge of the other one.Ā
And the dam is broken, her brain has short circuited and everything is flowing freely. āTouching me, choking me, fingering me,ā she blurts out, āHolding onto me tight enough to leave marks. Sometimes letting me remove your rings with my teeth.āĀ
āYou spend that much time thinking about my hands?ā Emmrich questions, not in a demeaning or accusatory way, but with lust and wonder and pure want drenching his words.Ā
āI told you. You have no idea how badly I want this, how badly I want you,ā Rook says.
āWell, who am I to deny you of such an innocent request,ā he says, letting his hands wander back down her body, rings still firmly in place. He lets one hand grip her hip, the other continuing to move south until finally reaching its destination, finally making small circles around her clit, so confident in his knowledge of her despite this being the first time heās touched her. Itās like all those times sheās touched herself and imagined it's him, his deft fingers not even second guessing where to go because he just knows exactly what to do.Ā
The moment his fingers find that already throbbing bundle of nerves sheās absolutely done. Head tipped back, moans and sighs freely escaping her throat, it takes everything in her not to come on the spot. She holds on as long as possible, letting his fingers work their magic. Slowly he thrusts two digits inside of her, saying, āYouāre being so good for me, taking my fingers so nicely,ā and it's too much, not enough, she needs all of him immediately.Ā
And to think only a short time ago she had no idea what tonight held in store for her, had no idea what his hands felt like inside of her, what his voice sounded like as he talked her over the edge.Ā
It doesnāt take long to get there. Rook was already soaked through her smallclothes when Emmrich kissed her for the first time. One of his hands is in her hair, the other expertly coaxing her towards her release, his praise ringing through her ears. His rings are cold against her entrance, his lips are on her neck saying her name, telling her sheās amazing, and finally the waves of pleasure are crashing over her brain, her hips stuttering on his hand as his fingers trace circles around her clit and move back and forth within her.Ā
This time, when she comes with his name on her lips, heās actually around to hear it, to kiss it out of her and tell her how wonderful she is, how perfect she feels, how good she did.Ā
She spends one moment, two, breathing and regaining control over her senses. Heās still hard beneath her and she immediately feels bad for neglecting him, for making this evening all about her. Her hands move to his waistband, trying to undo the buttons and pleasure him just as he did her, but his hands stop her from moving any further.Ā
āYou donāt need to worry about me, Rook. As far as Iām concerned this night is about you,ā he murmurs, lips ghosting over hers as sheās still catching her breath from earlier.Ā
āI need you, all of you,ā she whines, the heat building up inside of her again at breakneck speed. Sheās been thinking about this encounter for so long that sheās not going to let it be over that fast.Ā
āThen I am more than happy to oblige, my dear.āĀ
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If the rest of the crew wasnāt wrapped up with their own affairs or actively trying to save the world, maybe they would have noticed the little glances between Rook and Emmrich. They don't see the stolen kisses in an empty kitchen, his hand gently resting on her thigh after family dinner when they're all still gathered around the table, grateful for a slow evening with each other.Ā
They donāt seem to notice Rook entering and exiting Emmrichās study at odd hours in various states of dress and undress. They donāt see her pressed up against his bookshelves, or on her knees with his hands in her hair. They absolutely don't hear her moans and cries of joy, don't hear his steady voice talking her through her orgasms or the sweet nothings he whispers into her skin in the early hours of the morning.Ā
They definitely don't notice the time he bent her over the couch in the library, both of them slightly thrilled with the knowledge that anyone could walk in and see them. He had to keep his hand over her mouth to keep her quiet (which only wrecked her further).Ā
If they see the little bruises on the base of her neck, her collarbones, her arms that look suspiciously ring shaped and are only a finger's width apart, they donāt ask questions.Ā
Itās Neve who figures it out first, unsurprisingly. She and Rook are walking back to the eluvian after a meeting at the Cobbled Swan when she asks,Ā
āSo, care to share whatās been going on with you and Emmrich?ā Sheās got a knowing look in her eyes and a friendly, teasing tone in her voice.Ā
āThere's not much to say,ā Rook says, knowing she looks incredibly guilty at the moment. She can feel her cheeks and ears heating up. She shrugs and continues, āHe justā¦is so knowledgeable. About the fade, I mean. And Iāve been learning a lot from his instruction.ā she continues futilely. Neve can see right through her if that smirk is anything to go by.Ā
āOh I'm sure,ā Neve says, smiling and elbowing Rook softly on the arm, detouring their route while Rook is distracted. They arrive at Neveās favorite fried fish stand and as they get in line she adds, āYouāre telling me everything while we eat. Spare no details; I want the full story.ā And Rook is laughing, butterflies are fluttering in her stomach and she feels like a schoolgirl giggling about her crush. She obliges and tells Neve everything, secretly excited that they've been noticed, all too happy to gossip with her friend about this aspect of her life.Ā
Later, when they've returned to the lighthouse, Rook makes no excuses and heads directly up to Emmrichās room, sparing a mirthful glance at Neve who shakes her head and laughs. She's giddy to tell him the ruse is up, that Tevinterās finest detective has figured them out.Ā He's seated at his desk when she opens his door, reading over his correspondences from colleagues at the Necropolis and the latest updates from Myrna and Vorgoth.Ā
āGive me twenty more minutes to finish up and respond to these and Iām all yours,ā Emmrich says as Rook walks over to his desk. āMaybe thirty, but no longer than that.ā he adds as she walks behind his chair and wraps her arms around his neck, gently placing a small kiss on his cheek.Ā
āI just wanted to let you know Iām back from Minrathous. And that Neve has figured us out.ā she says, savoring the way he immediately loses concentration on the materials in front of him.Ā
āCome again?ā he asks, brows furrowed and mouth open in that delightful, flustered look he used to get when she first started flirting with him.Ā
āTurns out we haven't been as sneaky as I thought,ā she says, moving to lean back and rest against his desk. Her arms are crossed over her chest but her voice is light, the smile she's had since her lunch outing is still plastered on her face.Ā
āIt was bound to happen eventually with all of us living in such close proximity to one another,ā he responds, much more carefree and accepting of the situation than his initial reaction was. āAs much as I enjoyed this being our little secret I canāt find it within myself to care too much about the others knowing,ā he adds.Ā
āWell, thatās all I wanted to share. Iāll leave you to it then,ā Rook says as she pushes off his desk and makes for the door. She pauses when she feels Emmrichās hand reaching out and grabbing hers, stopping her in her tracks. She turns back to face him, her eyebrows raising as he reels her back to him.Ā
āI thought you needed twenty or thirty minutes to finish up what you were working on,ā she teases, her voice dropping to an imitation of his from earlier. She jokes, but is all too ready to go along with whatever plan heās concocting for the rest of their afternoon.
āWell,ā he says as he leans back in his chair and she settles down on his lap, knees on either side of his thighs and arms circling around his neck. āIām sure Myrna and Vorgoth will be fine if I take a little longer than usual to get back to them.āĀ
āWhatever you say love,ā Rook sighs as his lips meet her neck, his hands already gripping onto her hips. The world will keep turning outside of this little bubble theyāve created, the questions from their companions will start immediately once Neve confirms everyone's suspicions.Ā
Theyāll start to really notice the glances, the touches, the private conversations in crowded rooms. But for now it's just them, alone, and Rook finds she doesnāt mind one bit. Sheād follow him anywhere, do anything he asked, just to have these moments of peace at his side.
#datv#dragon age the veilguard#rook x emmrich#emmrook#dragon age fanfiction#hand kink girlies this one is for you#i'll stop naming fics after taylor swift lyrics when she stops writing good lyrics#elf crow female rook too btw
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you stole my heart (but i don't want it back again)
Pairing: Alastor/Charlie
Rating: G
Tags: Fluff, Established Relationship, Marriage Proposals, Demiromantic Asexual Alastor
A/N: Had the idea of "What if Alastor invokes his deal with Charlie when he's ready to propose?" and it was just too cute not to run off with! I feel like he'd be super nervous about the whole thing, so it's kind of "If you have to go on this date, so do I" kinda deal so he can't back out at the last minute. Anyways, time for some stupid cute Radiobelle! Title is from Evergreen by Dirt Poor Robins (which, ironically enough, is the song I want to be the first dance at my own wedding)!
Perfect. Everything has to be perfect. Alastorās been planning this out for a while now, and he'll just about double-die if anything goes wrong. And he's pretty sure double-Hell wouldn't have Charlie, so he's not too keen on that idea. Heās spent the last few days going over his plan in detail, running things over a hundred times with Rosie because Charlie has to say yes, and generally killing himself with worry over the whole ordeal. Rosie keeps assuring him everythingās going to be fine, but fine isnāt good enough.
Today is supposed to be the day. Itāll take him all day to get everything ready while also dealing with the hotel, but heās planned everything in such detail, he knows he can get it all done. Heāll be handling all the cooking, Niffty already said sheād handle setup for everything else if he wanted. Really, heās surprised she hasnāt spilled the beans to Charlie yet with how excited she is alone. He wishes he could feel excited, but all he feels is nervous.
The hardest part will be actually going through with it. Heās been thinking of proposing for a while, but always managed to talk himself out of it. Heās never seen himself as the marrying type before, and itās only since getting into this relationship with Charlie that heās realized itās because he doesnāt really think heās marriage material. Thereās plenty of men and women out there better than him, and even now, heās certain sheāll realize that one day and itāll all be over.
He idly considers calling the whole plan off again. And then, Charlie comes over to talk to him, bright-eyed and ready to start the day, immediately standing on tiptoe to give him a kiss. She has a habit of doing things that just wipe his entire brain clean, and this is definitely one of those things.
āGood morning, darling,ā he says, pulling her against him in a warm embrace.
āMorning,ā she replies, looping her arms around his neck. āYou looked like you needed a bit of a mental reset. Everything all right?ā
This is it. Heās supposed to ask her to come out with him tonight. Thatās all he has to do right now, not even the hardest part. So why does he suddenly feel like his heartās beating a mile a minute? Theyāve had hundreds of date nights at this point. She wonāt suspect a thing. Thereās nothing to be so anxious about. Yet.
āActually, I did have a small favor to askā¦ā
āOh, anything you need! What is it?ā
He still canāt bring himself to do it. One step closer to proposing is also one step closer to her potentially saying no. Heās going to back out, like he always does. Thereās no way he can go through with this. Unlessā¦
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#hazbin hotel#radiobelle#charlastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin charlie#charlie morningstar#alastor x charlie#charlie x alastor#alastor hazbin hotel#hellaverse#x#my writing
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3 days to next tmg show & i need to make 2 patches may the spirit of jenny give me the strength to finish them despite having literally 0 free time ever
#those days are literally class job job. thankfully i have the drive to & from class (2 hours) so i need to design & draft both tonight#and write 500 words on the ars poetica but whatever its only 9 pm#i'm so exciteddddd. the first one is seated which i haven't done since like 2022 when i did not have a great time but i think this one will#be fun. less stress & everything#i wish i could go to more this tour...... this class is unfortunately very much worth it though i'm so sad there are only a few weeks left#i hope they tour in the winter though...... not sure when they'll come back to the east coast but i hope it's soon
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#okay. okay. i have a meeting with my advisor tomorrow morning about my personal statement which i am working on...at some point tonight#listen i have the three i need to do outlined i just need to get my draft done for tomorrow#so itll probably be a late night tonight. as it goes with deadlines and adhd. many such cases.#and after my meeting tomorrow i will be able to focus solely on packing for the next few days. which is big!#that needed to be done like. yesterday. but its fine i have boxes to get started i have my suitcase for my essentials and i can easily#start making a dent in the shit i am taking to my dads place#my new concern however is replying to my professor with info on letters of recommendation and how my second professor never fucking#answered my email. but i think hes on sabbatical rn so ill need to find a back up. which sucks bc i loved him and he loved me.#would have been a great rec#but its fine. we persist.#okay. okay. guys i can see it. i can see the light at the end of the long long tunnel#this next week is gonna kick my ass but its FINE we PERSIST and once its over things will get so much easier.#okay. okay!!!!!! listen if anyone sees me reblogging shit after this. look away. my executives are trying their best but they dont function#very well. its fine. its fine!!!!#personal
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Glad Iām starting therapy so soon after moving out āļø I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness
#vent#<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill#but also :( sad#I miss my family and friends at home#I havenāt really talked to my roommates#including the one whoās been my friend since high school bc sheās been sick (?) for the past few days#and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot#I got accepted into another choir but Iām most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed#but the main thing is#I FEEL LIKE A BABY#my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless#Iām just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine#and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can#but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and donāt know how to cook Anything#Iām gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff#so we are not completely doomed lol#also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but Iām still gonna call my mom for guidance š
#idk I think the main thing thatās stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries#and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly#bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money#so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread š„²#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point#I just. idk I guess most students do this and Iām being whiny about it bc Iām not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#š°š°š°#and I need to get an internship soon š and if I donāt get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money š#but I always stress about money regardless ššššššš even though I have scholarships savings etc šš ocd things! š (š„²)#thank god for my meds and the thought that Iāll be starting therapy in the next week or two#and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver
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ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.
#just got home and went to put my shit away but my flatmate was in the kitchen and i got suddenly so mad i had to walk back out#not going to do or say anything while im this upset. i need to be a lot calmer before i can even be in the same room as her#like okay. so originally it was just the two of them getting drinks and theyd rather it was just them bc i dont drink. thats cool#it wouldve been difficult for me to join them after work bc travel. and ik theyd done this before just the 2 of them and had fun#i can fully respect that its why i said no and stuck by that decision when she asked again#but to not mention she was taking the day off work and btw i just found out that BOTH of our other old flatmates joined in too#to not mention that they were travelling that entire distance and that it wasnt just drinks it was a whole day out together#thats just mean. why wouldnt you tell me that why did none of them say anything.#and the fact they did the exact same fucking thing last weekend too i didnt know about that at all#like i need to stop trying to justify it. im allowed to feel unwanted and excluded bc thats exactly what theyre doing.#im tired of feeling like other people dont want me around. i know i can be difficult and annoying sometimes. but im really not that bad#and we're meant to be friends!!!!!! like youre supposed to like your friends. and want to spend time with them. or at least i do#and yeah everyones annoying sometimes thats just part of being alive ur supposed to tolerate it if ur friends#im allowed to want to feel like im wanted. im allowed to want ppl to care abt me. that shouldnt be too much to ask for#but the overwhelming message im getting at the moment is they dont want me around. and when i am around them i feel like they dont listen#to me and that they dont really care how i feel unless it directly involves them or theyre responsible for it#i feel like they dont see me as a real person that exists. only a version they have in their heads and they base all their assumptions and#decisions off that version instead of directly communicating with me. and constantly avoid me under the guise of 'giving me space'#when im upset or having a difficult time and most need support from other people. i just feel really unseen#and ik that part of how i feel IS exacerbated by insecurity and depression. like they do care to some degree#but also a lot of it is evidenced in the way they act towards me. mainly my roommate bc shes the person i interact with most#and personally i find the most direct ways of showing u care abt someone are showing up for them. and making them feel seen#and maybe not everyone feels the same way. but thats how it works for me anyway#so to repeatedly exclude me and avoid acknowledging that ive been having a difficult time is the opposite of that to me#which is the point im trying to arrive at... sorry ik ive probably said similar things repeatedly the last few weeks but i feel like its#crystallising a bit like this is the core reason why im so sensitive and reactive atm and why i got so upset by it#idk. not tonight bc im still very emotionally raw but maybe tomorrow if im calmer i should explain that i was upset + why to her#i avoid doing that so often when im upset bc i dont think theres much point in having a conversation abt it unless u expect some kind of#resolution from it. or if you want an apology but idrc abt being apologised to the crucial thing is what theyre going to do different#and i love her but shes very resistant to changing her behaviour bc of other ppl being upset by it. and like i said before she has
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crazy how much better talking to someone can make u feel
#was actually having a terrible night but finally opening up to my mom helped sm#idk sometimes I forget how much genuinely straight up talking can help afkgskg#.........ok actually alcohol helped but like. that's bc it took me drinking to build up the courage to talk#which is a me issue more than anything but ahfkgkshsgj#yeah. idk. sorry I'm still sucking at keeping up w things buttttttttt#I'm kinda a dumbass for hoping I might get anything done tonight lmaoooooo#I need to get better at accepting my own limitations I think#........anyway. sorry for still not doing stuff I'll get back to things eventually but rn I need to be chill with what I can & can't manage#u know? if I need to take the weekend to properly fucking FINALLY let my brain relax I will#and if I'm chill enough to vibe w writing while I'm relaxing?? that's great!!!!#but I'm not gonna pressure myself I'm all vibes for the next few days bc that's what I fuckin need#that said.... I do love y'all šš ty for ur patience bc I need it so badly rn#āā Ė ā° ā° ooc ā® donāt @ me.
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Could I PLEASE catch a fuckin break for once? I tried to go get caught up on work tonight and instead my stupid fibro decided my chest, shoulders, arms, hands, and blasted right leg needed to feel a little extra pain tonight. And by extra pain I mean going from maybe a 3 to a 7 or 8 in a matter of a half hour. Can't even hold my fuckin tablet pen and draw a straight line due to the tremors. And cramping. And I can't miss work tomorrow night because I'm broke AF and need the hours. But also we're holding a star party which means I'll be standing around outside for 5hrs and if I'm in this much pain still tomorrow I'm not sure how I'm gonna handle 150+ people.
#fox is in pain#fox thoughts#ā#i need a bitching tag or something#oh good the lower back above my pelvis is also acting up now#i always think im faking it or making shit up#and then a flare happens and its like#OH YEAH#bodies aren't supposed to be in constant radiating pain like this!!#this would put most people in tears and they definitely wouldn't be going to work!!#i just. really wanna cry now too but that takes a lot of energy and usually hurts and i.. I can't.#so instead im gonna go find a fic or something and read#since drawing isn't happening tonight#which means writing is also out of the question#and my coworkers are gonna just have to deal with me not having my work done quit yet because i sure as hell aint focusing on that rn either#gonna grab the shoulder/neck heat pad i bought me a few weeks ago even though i didn't have the money to spare#and im gonna use the fancy bed frame I regularly forget i have and sit it up#and then im gonna Not Cry and read instead#fibromyalgia#fuck this š#chronic pain#tbd
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I want to yell at everyone who ever told me that life would get easier when I got older.
#tw: suicidal ideation#not that I was a happy kid but like. it was never like /THIS/#I don't want to romanticize youth and I definitely don't want this to come across as 'high school was better' but I like. at least had a#sense of self back then. I felt like I was good at some things. I was still miserable and isolated and stuff but I'm ngl I definitely had#some good things back then that I definitely do not have now#I'm just. I had to make a Crisis Callā¢ tonight. which. I'm fine. but that hasn't needed to happen in a while. and I'm scared y'all.#I'm genuinely scared that if things don't get better in the next year that I won't be here. and I do NOT want to consider that.#how do people like. live. how do they manage to stay alive. why is conceptualizing that so hard. my god I'm so tired.#'your 20s just suck it'll get better' I'M ALMOST DONE WITH MY 20s!!!!! IT IS NOT BETTER!!!!!! ACTUALLY I THINK IT IS WORSE!!!!!!!!!!!#like idk what to do y'all at this point the only thing keeping me going is that there are a few pieces of media I have not yet consumed but#want to. that and Best Friend would be sad if something happened to me. I struggle to see the point in much else.#In the Vents
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I know the world is cruel because I finally wanna draw again and yet I am forced to pack :(
#Iām actually looking forward to this summer which is wild#okay I mean like. Iām home for half and then back here for half for internship#8 weeks is a very nice amount of time to be doing smth that youāre kinda looking forward to but nervous about bc itās long but not That long#I can put up with shit for 8 weeks on either side#but I have plans!! I have volunteering and coding my supervisor sent me to deal with while Iām home#and I NEED the break so bad oh my god#and then back for internship is only 4 days a week so Iāll get a good chunk of free time#I wanna get into Actual Exercise which Iāll be able to do hopefully when Iām back and then can see how that works for when uni starts again#bc my friend has offered to help me w stuff which is cool as hell of him#and the internship is smth not directly science so itās a test run for Doing Other Stuff#which Iām rlly looking forward to actually? I need to know what Else is out there and I think Iāll actually really enjoy this#I have a feeling this summer is going to be a time of Figuring Shit Out bc I mean. for a start thereās a lot I gotta start figuring out#but also will be hopefully some of the least stressful few months Iāve had in forever#like I get to go home and not deal with any major school pressure. and then come back and have regular schedule#which returns me to being a person while doing smth interesting AND not dealing with home stuff#yknow itās kinda wild actually but now that I have a task (packing) Iām feeling a little more like a person. but that might also be the#actually talking to my friends more recently/going outside. who can tell. man I always forget how much I need physical stuff#thoughts are a little disjointed here bc this draft decided to disappear and reappear 3 hours later but! Iām actually feeling decent now#which is messed up Iāve never been okay about going home for summer before. still wanna draw though. maybe tonight if I have time#oh man I get results for bachelors in like 2 weeks. thatās a slight damper. but the hardest part of my degree is done now#the next year of my life should be nicer!! at the very least the next few months will probably be pretty nice or at least manageable so!#beating the lingering grip of depression back with a stick weāre DONE with that now thank you#luke.txt
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Today has been a productive day :)
#i did some work on a project because. idk. it was there#it was one i hadnāt seen before so i thought iād try it out. i was kind of confused by the instructions so i only did a few tasks#but itās okay#then i did a lot of building work on my ts2 prosperity neighbourhood#i finished every single community lot i wanted (specifically i built a salon; boutique; greengrocer and a coffee shop#the neighbourhood already had a gym; bar; convenience store; park and a roller rink)#i renovated one of my favourite maxis dorms to give it a layout that would actually make sense and be fun to play#(i donāt fuck with building my own dorms because i either make them too small or WAY too big#and they often turn out glitchy which is just not the vibe#but iām totally willing to take a premade lot i know works and just gut it)#on a less nerdy note; my weighted blanket arrived#so i changed all my sheets so that i could put away my duvet for the time being and put the weighted blanket in a duvet cover#(i think this is the only way that makes sense because if i try to wash this thing itāll break my washing machine#itās 8kg. i donāt think i conceptualised that until the yodel delivery guy abandoned it on my doorstep and ran away because he didnāt want#to carry it anymore. that guy needs a raise. anyway. itās HEAVY. iām going to be SMUSHED. i canāt wait to go to bed tonight)#THEN i went for a run#itās been probably like two weeks since i actually had what i would classify as a GOOD run (which is an overachieving run tbh)#so i decided fuck it; iām just going to start my couch to 5k program over#and to be honest it was the perfect decision. it was easy enough that i can tell iāve improved since i first started this program#but hard enough that i felt challenged and i know it was the correct decision to go back to the beginning#(for the integrity of my knee if nothing else. my knee is.. not feeling great. which is not ideal because iām going to pride soon haaaaaaaa#weāll worry about that when we get to it.)#then i got home and found out like 4 of the things i listed on vinted yesterday have sold so thatās really nice#thatās another Ā£20 in my account and a bit more decluttering done. which iām pretty happy with#now if you need me iām going to watch a cooking show for a bit#personal
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