#This situation ruined my life.
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Similarities between supporters of palestine and supporters of Israel.
1. They love boycotting.
2. They love accusing people who work for those companies of being complicit with either side eventhough the employee just wants to get their shift over with and go home where they can be left alone.
3. They can't take no for an answer heck they can't take being told that the individual isn't interested for an answer.
4. They don't care if the individual in question is having thoughts of committing suicide and think that if they help they're giving the individual a pass for not being interested in this movement.
Anyone on either side that comments on this post with anything nasty will get blocked and I'm getting fucking sick of this behavior.
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#I'm one of those people that's staying out of this conflict#i've got enough problems to deal with and i don't need anymore.#If you read my post and still want to treat me like shit then i have a very effective weapon called the block button.#FUCK OFF!#I don't care if ot would cause problems at least it would numb the painful feeling of existing on this planet.#I just do my job and go home where i don't deal with anymore bullshit.#I'd rather kill myself than show support to a movement that has 0 benefits.#Partycoffin#friendlyfrankenstein#tunnelva#syntheticcharmva#hollowtones#cyberscraps#anonymouspuzzler#kmodo#weevmo#Downydig#Even if i was associated with either side i would tell both sides that they ruined my life.#I would also say that both sides are acting like a bunch of bratty children.#And the rudeness i would be acting towards both sides would be done on purpose.#If you try and make me choose a side i will harm myself.#If you're a supporter of either palestine or Israel and you try and comfort me thanks to this post you will get blocked.#This situation ruined my life.#Supporters on both sides can go fuck themselves.#Only normal sane human beings can comment on this post.#If you claim to be normal meanwhile you support either palestine or Israel then you're actually insane and should be sent to an asylum.#i don't care if it causes problems at least it would numb the pain of living on this planet.#if this is how supporters of palestine and Israel act then i don't want to join either side at all and remain on the “leave me alone” side.#i'm sick and tired of it.#pinned post
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sometimes it's not even enemies to lovers. sometimes you get handed the leash of a snarling, barking dog against your will and realize with dawning horror that you are now responsible for teaching it not to bite
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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"Since the Netherbrain fell, you and Astarion have seen more of Faerûn than you ever thought possible. One night, he tells you that these last six months of happy memories are the counterweight to two hundred years of misery."
idk what's up with my obsession with drawing astarion being happy and cared for but I'm sure it's not gonna come up in therapy. AFFECTION BEAM!!!!
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#bg3 tav#bg3 astarion#astarion ancunin#astarion x tav#tav x astarion#zyrastarion#bloodsong#dinosaur laser art#can you tell I'm getting bolder with posting my shit on tumblr#hey welcome to my tags where I have a mental breakdown#I'm unwell about this character. severely#and I'll make it everyone else's problem thank you good night#listen I just think we should allow astarion to be goofy.#postgame astarion is a good old fashioned lover boy (tm)#spawnstarion my BELOVED I would do unspeakable things to you#what's the maximum amount of tags I can add to this#I don't care if this is ooc I don't CARE he's my silly rabbit#I'm 28 years old and I've lost control of my life#I'm on my second run and I tried so hard not to romance him#I was having a genuinely miserable time LMAO dear lord#I gave up and romanced him anyways it's fine we're all fine#in all seriousness drawing this kind of stuff is therapeutic#he's a comfort character to me due to shared trauma etc#and I find comfort in seeing him in mundane situations#but like. happy and thriving and free. as he should be#larian studios meet me in the pit you've ruined my life#EDIT: I forgot tieflings have a forked tongue please kill me
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minos visit… they hang out…….. maybe
Day 106
#so fun fact these two are my favorite pair in the game. i feel like if they were around each other for 30 seconds without killing each#other theyd get along really well for reasons that are all headcanons (they both want to protect humanity. theyre both generally#non combative. some bitch ruined their life. etc etc. plus i think that their hobbies would line up pretty well (ex. arts (like painting#nature related things (gardening and i think minos would like bees and v2 would like bugs in general) and reading). plus i think v2s#a lot more mellow/less abrasive when they dont feel like theyre in a life or death situation all the time#anyway#thanks for the ask anon i love drawing these guys
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“high schoolers seem like they’re glittering. maybe that’s why… i just want to see them get screwed over by life” WOWWW. not gonna lie the nurse explicitly sexually harassing yu because she likes the Power she holds over him is pretty interesting. damn shame this is persona
#nurse rank 3…… basically ‘i want to ruin your life and make you uncomfortable because i’m envious and unsatisfied with my own life’#like this sucks and the options to lean into are awful but i do genuinely think that part of this is interesting#very adachi of her if i may say#i don’t particularly condone but i am intrigued by women’s wrongs#rambles#p4g posting#it’s kind of nice for the situation to be portrayed as horrifying even if it’s ultimately for comedic effect#like within a series that has the exact same situation happen but as cute wish fulfillment like 5 other time#the slightest thoughtfulness of the mechanisms of power at play…..
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"shen qingqiu is a liar who is lying about his feelings so we can't ACTUALLY tell how he feels about anything"
so you admit that you can tell he is lying and by extension you can actually discern what his true feelings on the matter are and that he's just unwilling to admit to them.
#svsss#shen qingqiu#i read fantl of a manhwa once where the translator changed a character saying “I hate that guy” to something to the effect of like#“I really like that guy but i don't know what to do with my feelings”#which was you know. just stating the intended subtext laid out very clearly by the story#however the translator said they thought it would be “confusing” and they didn't know why the author wrote that when it was untrue.#and i don't..... get it#like part of the appeal of subtext is letting your readers feel the excitement of being in on a secret#knowing something that even the characters don't know and feeling pleased with yourself#and adding a layer of frustration because you know what's REALLY happening and this idiot DOESN'T and keeps making decisions#that are logical when you examine their worldview of the situation!!!#but OBVIOUSLY DISASTROUS when you know what's actually going on.#and that's on purpose!!! you're supposed to be frustrated and feel your smugness turning into dawning horror#because you are omniscient but have absolutely fuckall power to do anything with that knowledge#and you have to watch blorbo ruin their fucking life.#more people need to have faith in their ability to interpret subtext#and more people need to have faith in the author's ability to write it intentionally
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Following the chilling conclusion of All That's Left's first season, Mac and Layla and their friends find themselves scattered across a divided Los Angeles a year after their successful return to town. Matrix Corp has taken control— "With humanity's best interest in mind"— but with our protagonists' knowledge of Opportunity's destruction and Houston's unexpected fall, they know better than to trust the corporation and its near military-sized security force. Closed district gates separate them from one another and a new threat lurks just outside the city's walls— but resistance is on the rise, and it is only a matter of time before truth comes out. [SEASON ONE HERE]
taglist (opt in/out)
@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @roseeway, @stars-of-the-heart;
@lestatlioncunt, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;
@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;
@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree;
@kanos, @swordcoasts, @ordinarymaine, @claudiawolf, @strafethesesinners
#all that's left#edit:misc#nuclearedits#OK HIII here is season two :D i hope you guys like ittt the playlist is very funky just like the one for season one heehee#reblogs encouraged btw!! i love reading your guys' thoughts on stuff like this especially my original stories :^)#the opening theme is so good it works so well. very similar to the first season opening with wouldn't it be nice#wide shot of los angeles from the sky with the closed districts and one district in ruins because they let ghouls in a year back#with the song playing in the background as the camera pans over to show how bad the situation is after like#a little text intro that explains what happened in season one and how they made it back to los angeles safely for their happy ending#but. well. now there's this! and then the title shows in the screen and the song continues playing while you get like#a sequence of random shots from what life inside town is like now that matrix corp has taken control. are you seeing my vision#anyway i have a lot to say about the whole playlist again like with the other one but i won't do that here right now#this season would be fun because it jumps around more between different guys whereas in season one it was all one group#now you get a lot more interesting perspectives and there's additions to the cast and gabriella gets her own storyline#because she's stuck in some neighborhood outside the city walls with like. HUNDREDS of ghouls in slumber#and there's no way for her to get out of there safely. but she's going to try anyway#obviously this is never gonna be an actual tv show but i wish it was. i really wish it was i have so many visuals for it in mind
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very low quality and i wasn't about to crop 72 screenshots but if i took them then might as well share some of my favorites!!
#look at my girl go!! she's so prettyyyy! white woman that ruined my life <3#you can probably tell that i didn't think to start taking screenshots right away ghskdhfgj#and that at some point i remembered i could change the quality of the videos lmao#but seriouslyyyy look at her!! i had a fantastic time like we seriously dont get enough time with characters with 1 season of 8 eps#look at everything she did! the changes in her hair! all the situations! all the lives! all the places! all the guns! the men she killed!#stupid smirk... stupid blue eyes... i need her so bad.#elizabeth mitchell#juliet burke
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buckle up, this one's a doozy
Idk if it's actually a doozy, but this is the story of how I deconverted from a cult and got my egg cracked at approximately the same time, all thanks to... weed.
Let's set the scene, shall we?
It is December 22nd, 2021. The pandemic has been raging for nearly two years at this point. I am, at this point, still a believing mormon. That said, my attendance to church meetings has been incredibly spotty, with the most reliable method to get me to worship being choir practice.
I am laying in my bed in the evening, and of all possible things, I am thinking about weed. Namely, the church's policy about weed, and the absolute failure that is the war on drugs, and my personal belief system (and also about whether or not I should try weed for my anxiety disorder).
What's mormonism's policy on weed, you ask? Well, it's surprisingly liberal for a whole-ass cult, but still has enough nonsense for the events of this story to play out. To put it simply, you can absolutely use weed for medicinal purposes, but recreational purposes is a big no-no.
This, of course, presents a dilemma: where do you draw the line between recreational and medicinal use, especially in the case of, say, using it to medicate an anxiety disorder? I'm sure that the Church-Approved™ conclusion is "That's between you and The Lord, figure it out yourself, good luck!" I don't remember if I came to that conclusion or not, but I know for a fact that my "prove beyond a shadow of a doubt before you make an important decision based off of Feelings Supposedly From God Or The Holy Spirit" ass would not have been satisfied with that answer.
So I think about it in terms of politics, and logic, and science. After all, science is just our frail and minuscule way of comprehending all that Our Father Who Art In Heaven has created, right? So if Our Father Who Art In Heaven can't give me a straight answer, science surely can.
I come to a few conclusions. First of all, there are very few people, if any, who are qualified to draw that line. I am not included in that group of people. Secondly, nobody in their right goddamned mind would so much as try to draw that line unless they have some serious qualifications in the variety of fields that it applies to. Third of all, and this is where shit starts to unravel very fucking quickly: who in the goddamned fuck are a bunch of old white men who've probably never seen a gram of weed in their entire lives to think themselves qualified to draw that line?
The shelf cracks. The prophets are fallible, even in this day and age. Not only are they fallible, but whoever made this decision is a FUCKING DUMBASS. God must be looking down at them and shaking his head disapprovingly, huh?
So I think to myself, yknow what, this is a stupid fucking rule. And my autistic-disregard-for-stupid-fucking-rules-having-ass was not about to tolerate it. So what do I do? Metaphorically speaking, I chuck it out the window. Who cares? I'm gonna do weed for my anxiety, and if anybody tells me that I'm disobeying god, I can tell them that god doesn't fucking give a shit about weed if he's as kind and loving as the prophets say he is.
A moment passes.
Now wait just a goddamned second! If I'm chucking this rule out the window, isn't there something else I should re-examine? If I'm disregarding what the prophets have said for my own pleasure and recreation, isn't there something regarding the lives, livelihoods, and joie de vivre of countless other people, myself included, that I should be looking at?
Suddenly, the years of (pent-up and suppressed) sheer fucking indignation of the way queer people have been othered by the church hits me all at once, full fucking force. I am angry, angrier than I have ever been. Abso-fucking-lutely not. No. If the prophets are wrong about weed, then they're DEFINITELY wrong about queer people.
And in this moment, I make a decision. "Until the mormon leaders get their shit together, I'm out! I'm fucking done! I'm gonna go live it up and get blazed out of my gourd for shits and giggles, and maybe I'll try a tiny sip of beer, and by god I am going to transition-"
"HEY WAIT JUST A GODDAMNED SECOND"
[Plain text ID: Text in a large, bold, italicized red font that reads "HEY WAIT JUST A GODDAMNED SECOND"]
Shelf shattered, omelette made of my egg, life ruined for the better.
The next morning, I come out to my mom and sister. I still believe in god and mormonism and yadda yadda, I just think the leadership needs to get their heads out of their asses.
Not long after, I decide to finally check out exmormon spaces. Yknow, get the full experience.
I am bombarded with "HOLY FUCK IT'S A CULT. IT RUINED MY LIFE. IT RUINED YOUR LIFE. IT TORE MY FAMILY APART. IT'S NOT EVEN REAL. READ THE CES LETTER, CHECK MORMONISM AGAINST THE BITE MODEL. THINK FOR YOUR GODDAMNED SELF FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE."
I check the sources provided. Well, I'll be damned. They weren't kidding, that mormonism sure can cult started by a con man. At this point, I am now beyond the point of no return. There's no going back. I have seen the light. I want out forever, I want my records removed, mom pick me up I'm scared.
My family never looks at me the same way again :>
#byrd chirps#byrd is an exmo#exmo#exmormon#ex mormon#im feeling very exmo in this chilis tonight#exmo stuff#ex religious#religious trauma#ex christian#exvangelical#exchristian#deconvert#apostate#deconversion#image described#described#image id#image description#image id in alt text#id in alt#LISTEN. YES IT WAS KINDA TRAUMATIZING TO FIND OUT I WAS RAISED IN A CULT AND BECOME AN OUTCAST FOR SEEING THE SITUATION FOR WHAT IT WAS#BUT. LISTEN TO ME. THIS IS LIKE THE FUNNIEST POSSIBLE WAY THIS COULD HAVE HAPPENED.#I CAN'T EVEN DO WEED OR DRINK BEER BECAUSE I HAVE PSYCHOSIS AND CELIACS DISEASE.#THE *THOUGHT*. THE MOTHERFUCKING **THOUGHT** OF SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD NEVER EVEN ***TOUCH***#BROKE MY SHELF. CRACKED MY EGG. RUINED MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER. SAVED MY LIFE.#THAT'S FUCKING HYSTERICAL
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Thinks about Soap who felt so out of place with his family that he ran to enlist the moment he could to avoid dealing with the complications of his future with them in it.
Thinks about Soap who felt so out of place with his family that he ran to enlist the moment he could to avoid dealing with the complications of his future with them in it.
Thinks—
#about the mw3 ending#mmmmm#soap family angst#imagine if like. his avoidance led to a point in his life where his parents passed when he was on duty#and he just buried himself further in his work to avoid those feelings again#he has one sibling (my hc)#but his avoidance also pushed him apart from his sister beyond repair (he can repair the relationship but he never does. also because he-)#mannnn#this man ruins me always#putting this + in contrast with Ghost's situation with his family/past#man x2#angst#mw3 spoilers#ig?#anyway#soap#john soap mactavish#(-also because he died before he could repair the relationship)#this is me filling in the gaps of - why the taskforce was the only one there in his funeral#also sister because he doesn't seem like a man who didn't grow up with a sister idk how to explain this to you other than like#divine visions and vibes told me so
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#okay sorry for venting but i’ve been processing that session for months#like im the one who fucked up that session because i couldnt make myself say anything and actually naming any problem i have#felt like im begging to have a bunch of excuses#and god that paychologist really made me feel like i imagined all of that for attention and now im back here again and im once again#realizing my brain is just fucked up and what do i do now because if i went to a session now#i would be in the same situation where i can’t say anything that actually bothers me#so i guess im in deep shit forever or at least until i stop having some fucking mental block or whatever#im just fucking tired bro…….#she told me everyone is a little bit autsitic and that’s it WHAT#bro if i had little enough symptoms of whatever that i could do stuff by myself anyway i wouldnt fucking be ghere paying 200zł for the most#ruining hours of my life thank you so much.#instead i have to use everyone in my life as a crutch because i literally just can’t function without help IUOUOUGHHH#god im so sorry okay im gone im just really going through it rn#vent
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sometimes i get nishiki i really do
#snap chats#like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him#BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS#this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned#you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM#I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON#literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is#its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine#everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it#its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu#i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture#its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...
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I have a lot of feelings about Roy Mustang, theyre not good ones
#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood#roy mustang#riza hawkeye#cw blood#cw guns#cw gunshot#tw blood#tw guns#tw gunshot#I have a big big big big problem with this fanbase and this oh so toxic ship#In general i dont understand how one ships such a horrible situation and such a horrible man with such a deeply hurt and traumatized charact#a character directly affected by trusting this guy who ruined her life#Its EXPLICITELY said by her in the show and no one seems to understand it#this is my headcanon of what shouldve happened in that scene#If youre gonna ship Roy with anuone at least choose the obvious option Hughes and let this poor woman liveeee like omggg#“But wutchy its like semi cnon and heavily implied!!!” i couldnt care less hes the scum of the earth
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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad#we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic#was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though#it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything#also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't#tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer#both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first#time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been#making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said#i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly#implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me#bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication#we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked#& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol#which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't#even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around#a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins#literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww#am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely#concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know
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when I listen to a boy like that/I have a love, I think of where Anita started at the beginning of the story. full of life and love for Bernardo and Maria, but she is also optimistic about their life in New York. she was teasing, light, and excited about living, and then the love of her life was taken from her. her grief turns her into Bernardo in a way. "one of your own kind, stick to your own kind." that's not something she would've said at the beginning. In fact, she was almost teasing Tony and Maria, "Do you want to start World War 3?" but as soon as she found out Bernardo was dead, the color was ripped from her. The light is gone, and she's a shell. Her anger in the song is so palpable. At this moment, she hates Maria for daring to be with the man who murdered her love. "he'll murder your love. he murdered mine." she is so filled with hate but is still willing to help Maria run away with Tony until the scene at the store, and that hate fills her again, and she tells them that Maria is dead. She didn't get her happy ending, so why should Tony? Why should these animals get to feel a sliver of the love she felt when Bernardo was alive.
#i want to crawl into anita's mind#i didnt even finish my watch last night cause i knew id cry once i got to this scene like i always do#west side story#anita#oh ariana's performance is so haunting!#tell him chino shot maria. YOU tell him that.#she went in there to be helpful. to help maria be with the love of her life and those ingrates ruined it.#their hatred and disgusting behavior created the situation they're all in#UGH i love this movie#this is too deep for a monday morning ain't it#don't even get me started on somethings coming and the choice of spielberg to put pretty right after bernardo and riffs deaths
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