#TW: Vent post

[amongdestiny-qu33n]

TW: Vent,Su!cide mention, d3ath mention

I’m a horrible person. Nobody likes me. They don’t care if I’m gone. All I’m told is to give this or that, told I’m doing this or that wrong. Even when I’m trying my best, they say I’m doing horribly. They say I’d be better off dead. I feel like they’re right. I hate myself for not trying harder, not being the best person I can. Not doing as I’m asked, not giving them what they want. They try to hurt me, they throw my art away in the trash. They don’t like my art. they say my life shouldn’t revolve around art. But it does and I’m sorry for it. I feel like I need to quit art. Quit life. I can’t give what they want without being hurt. They tell me to stop crying and just kill myself. maybe they’re right. Maybe not. I promise I’m trying, please don’t be mad at me….Im trying my best….They don’t listen though….Im sorry for not being a good person for you….

[surrealist-dreamer]

My voice just cracked while saying thank you to the lunch lady and I think it’s finally time to shoot myself

[unfilteredaj]

I feel so fucking hopeless.

The world is in shambles

Politicians and other fucking rich people are puppeteering the entire world and failing fucking miserably at it

Our planet is dying

We work 40 hours a week for fucking NOTHING and are expected to just fucking die broke

We can’t afford to have homes, or cars, or pretty much fucking ANYTHING anymore.

I’m getting kicked out of the place I’m living, as well as my Aunt and Cousin because the house is fucked. And they pretty much just fucking expect me to….. FIGURE IT OUT. On top of that I have to get rid of my dog.

And it’s always ‘Thoughts and Prayers’ because THAT’S ALL ANYONE CAN FUCKING AFFORD.

The world is so FUCKED and NOTHING IS GOING TO IMPROVE.

Fuck. I can’t mentally fucking process this.

Having a BAAAAAAAAD fucking mental health day. No. Fuck that. I’m not even having that. I’m having a ‘The World is so FUCKED. We deserve MORE than to just die broke.’ Day.

[kerosene-saint]

"Silence"

When screaming out isn't even loud enough, what is a person to do? When my yells fall on deaf ears and my pleads are not heard, there is nothing to do. There is nothing to do but cry in silence.

[dark-mnjiro]

I love when my mom insults me and says my BPD must be acting up for me to snap at her and her drunk fucking pos boyfriend for threatening my dog and “have you been taking your meds because you look crazy”

Bitch fucking have you?

[random-weirdo]

Why is it my fault for being in pain what

[m0nsterm0vie]

[injuredsoullessfrog]

[sleeplessv0id]

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

[amongdestiny-qu33n]

I’m done. I’m tired of pretending everything’s okay.

I’m tired of pretending. I don’t know what to do. My parents have tried to help. But they don’t have the money to afford another therapist. I’m tired of pretending everything’s fine. That everything’s gonna work out okay in the end. Even though I know highly, I won’t be okay.

[starvingforattention18]

Tips

If you exercise eat

if u don’t u can fast

but never exercise if you’re fasting

cuz then you’ll collapse and be forced to eat and not exercise

If you’re fasting for long periods of time practice harm reduction by:

Drinking A LOT of WATER

Put salt in water for electrolytes or put salt on lemon wedges for electrolytes and minerals

TAKE YOUR SUPPLEMENTS

vitamin deficiencies are dangerous and you need your vitamins iron and other nutrients to try and avoid permanent damage to your brain heart kidneys and general health

If you feel really dizzy and like your vision is going black after a long fast you’re probably gonna pass out from low blood pressure or low blood sugar

If you still feel ok enough to walk around grab some water if not then skip this part.

lay down and lift your legs

(better to lift them with something like a pillow to save energy then to lift them up in the air). take deep slow breaths.

If you managed to prevent yourself from passing out wait for your vision to get clear and your heart rate to settle then keep laying down for at least five more minutes.

After that slowly lower your legs and straighten your back to sit up and sit for 2-5 minutes

only then you can slowly get up and go eat something preferably something that contains some sugar and maybe some protein (no skinny cookies or stuff with artificial sweeteners you’ll just pass out again)

Do not purge for at least a week if you did pass out or you might do permanent damage to your heart deregulate your heart rate

Sleep a lot if you can

While fasting for long periods of time it’s important to sleep rest and just move as little as possible if you’re fasting for multiple days

Have some calories

If you’re fasting for multiple days or even weeks try to break your fast around every 3-5 days with anything between 50-300 calories to maintain some energy levels in your body and prevent yourself from collapsing.

Stay safe <3

[thecorvidforest]

boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”

[kerosene-saint]

do you ever just feel bad for feeling bad for feeling bad for feeling bad?

[muggle-born-princess]

Reblog if you're LGBT and are against MAPS/Child Groomers

[line-of-fire]

This sort of came up in a server I write a variant of Pixie in, and it's not a big deal but I just. Want to get some things off my chest a bit?

So here's the thing. People are going to write ocs with dark backstories. People are going to look at them and see how much trauma can fit into one characters backstory. It might seem like 'too much' from an 'outside perspective' but look. You never know the real story behind anyone's works and at the end of the day, this is just a hobby for all of us. Everyone likes what they like, everyone's going to write what they have muse and energy for. If you don't like it, don't read it. But don't harp on others for "going overboard" when again. You don't know the full story, and you aren't entitled to it either.

At the end of the day, live and let live. Canon characters with the darkest, most angst-ridden backstories imaginable started out as someone's oc before they 'made it' after all, and a lot of the time they wind up being the most popular characters in the fandom.

Just. Moral of the story. Don't judge other peoples works unless they explicitly ask for constructive criticism. We're all just trying to have fun here.

[blessed-bruises]

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