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ellie williams with blind reader
I JUST CANT FIND THIS ANYWHERE AND I THINK ELLIE WOULD BE A SOFTIE WITH THE READER😭😭
A/N: HELLO POOKIE!!! I love love love this request so much and I had so much fun writing it, thank you so much and I wish you a wonderful day!🤍🤍🤍 It was supposed to come out WEEKS ago but I got sick because I have the immune system of a Victorian child and I forgot to post this, I beg on my knees for forgiveness 😔✋🏼
give me feedback, gays 💜
NAVIGATION
okay so where should I start...
First of all can we say that being blind ESPECIALLY in an apocalyptic world is not EXACTLY ideal...
While Ellie may not fully grasp how you experience the world without sight, she knows what it's like to feel isolated and alienated
She’d make it her mission to keep you emotionally safe, always checking in with you, and gently coaxing you to talk when you’re feeling down or scared
BUT I'd like to think that Ellie wouldn't treat you like a little child just because of your condition, she knows you just need some extra help for some tasks
Ellie would totally read books out loud for you, because I don't think braille would be a thing in the apocalypse
She doesn't even mind doing it and she actually loves being able to help you with that
she might sit with you at the end of the day and read aloud from any scraps of books she can find out on patrol. If she doesn't have a book handy, she might make up stories on the spot, trying to paint vivid images in your mind
Sometimes if she doesn't have any ideas she'd just tell you about her adventures on patrol
...and it would be hilarious sometimes-
"Alright, so I was getting chased by this huge group of clickers, right? And they’re all like… trying to get me, but I’m just this...stealthy ninja, dodging left and right— Anyway, I had this crazy plan, and I kinda... tripped but, hey, that’s the story of how I almost died!"
I also believe she would be SO worried whenever she leaves for patrol because she knows you'd have to stay alone for a while.
Ellie would likely become hyper-aware of your other senses. Since you can’t see, she would focus on sounds, smells, and even tactile sensations to keep you informed of your surroundings
she might tap your shoulder lightly to guide you if you're about to bump into something
She would hold your hand to guide you when walking through a dangerous area or wrap her arm around your waist to steer you through crowded spaces in Jackson
Even though you’re blind, Ellie might still try to teach you about things that can be learned through other senses.
She could explain how to recognize different plants or what types of birds are nearby by their calls
Maybe she’ll even take it upon herself to teach you how to identify objects or places by their texture or sound, making you feel more connected to the world around you.
"This one’s a little tricky, but feel the texture of this rock—it's rough, right? Man, I love rocks..."
Ellie might get frustrated at times, but never at you, more at herself: she feels like she can’t do enough to make your life easier.
She might worry about how you experience the world, wanting to fix everything but realizing that some things are beyond her control
This would lead to moments where she becomes fiercely determined to find a way to help, trying to make things better in any way she can
"I just wish I could give you more, you know? I wish I could make you see the things I can see, just so you don’t feel like you’re missing out on things."
Overall she would be such a pookie because she's Ellie and she's a cutie patotie (and she also reduced the population of Seattle by 50%)
#ellie williams fluff#ellie williams tlou#ellie x reader#ellie the last of us#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams#ellie tlou#the last of us#tlou#tlou2
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I think the thing that Gets Me about Veilguard is just how much of an impossible task it had heaped on it from EA from the start of its inception.
It’s arguably supposed to be a soft reboot for the series while ALSO being a follow up to Inquisition. These are two fundamentally incompatible goals in my opinion. This game had to walk the most insane line of any video game in recent memory. I guess EA wanted to have their cake and eat it too.
And the more I think about it the sadder I become for the original team who worked on Joplin. From what I’ve seen of the art book, Joplin was going to be about as firm a sequel to DAI as you could get - with references to rescuing whoever was left in the Fade, having Calpernia and Imshael as companions, having to fight Solas’ agents, etc.
Then EA makes them scrap it for live service. Fine. But wait - now we’re scrapping it again. Back to single person RPG but you also kind of need to distance yourself from the previous games as much as possible while still somehow being a follow up to the previous game.
New setting, few returning companions, and new Big Bads in the form of Elgarnan and Ghilanain to get a clean slate. Any mention of what’s happening in the South (where we spent 3 whole games!) needs to be relegated to letters and codex. ** I dont have the art book yet, so I dont know if these two were supposed to appear in Joplin beside Solas - or if Solas was supposed to be the sole antagonist in that iteration of the game.
But.. I hope you see what I mean when I say this game had a monumentally, borderline impossible task ahead of it. And when I think of it that way, I think it did as good a job as it possibly could. Especially since the actual development time was closer to 3ish yrs to get what we know of as datv today even though it’s been 10 whole years since DAI.
I hope it’s successful enough to get DA5, but who know’s what’ll happen.
I wish everyone except the EA execs who meddled with this game’s development and are seemingly trying to kill dragon age a pleasant day. I have a cynical detective I need to romance 😔
#ea critical#*shakes fist at studio execs*#datv#dragon age the veilguard#cut content#corporations strike again#sigh#its still a good game#but i think im always gonna wonder how joplin may have played out#who knows if it even would have been better?#the artbook images are certainly intriguing though#positive#i wish they’d just let Bioware do their thing#last ranty post for awhile i promise#rookie rambles
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At around 1:18:26 of mission impossible 3 there's some security people or police or something walking towards the camera and there's a woman walking away from the camera and towards the two men. Even though I've watched this film at least twice before I fully thought for a wonderful few seconds that that woman was Ethan.
It can't just be me right???
I swear the camera was acting that like that was Ethan???
#Mi3#Ethan hunt#Ethan does have a lot of gender going on though so it seemed reasonable#Suppose I was just seeing what I wanted to see 😔#Mission impossible#Ethan is genderfluid in my head#I'm rewatching the mission impossible films recently#Very slowly but still#Also#Ethan is bisexual in my head#I just automatically have those two things in my head#So any thoughts I have about Ethan#Are made with those assumptions#And everything I say#Mission impossible 3#Gender#Bisexual#Also Ethan is nuerodivergent#And somewhere on the aroace spectrums#In my head
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How would you redesign Headmaster Magneto? Just out pf curiousity because while he served it didn’t feel like… Erik.
i have to keep it 100 i have no idea without just. rerunning his original design but with a palette swap LOL but we try around here
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#CAUSE LIIIKEE i want to keep SOMEE elements of the headmaster look obviously#i like its design intent. or how i see its design anyway idfk .... idk what im sayin im sleepy#just gotta. throw a few more things on there .... maybe... again i dont know 😔#the bigass M just makes me think of megaman gigamix i cant even lie#having/wanting to keep this as a one piece/leotard with that big ass m is probablyl whats stumping me if im so tbh#for some reason the lack of 'underwear' and helmet really is doing a lot for it Not feeling like magneto#the helmet i get Thats His Symbol ATP but the underwear ..... girl idk Strong Man or something like that#its just awkward because headmaster magneto is Supposed to be more tame or . 'domesticated' i guess vjALKE#not less powerful but he shouldnt be as intimidating/outwardly powerful if. that makes sense???#the first thought seeing him shouldnt be 'hes going to stomp me to death' it should be. Not That LKVJAEKj#BUT AT LEAAASSST in the back of the mind being likek 'he could probably stomp me to death'#SOME power but not to a threatening degree idfk what im saying my TUMMY IS RUMBLIGN AGAIN#what did i eat todasy. i ate like five hot pockets today thats what i ate. and some grapes#idk im tired. maybe ill try this again down the line#anyway enjoy if you can. saturday is upon us which means i can DOODLE AGAIN
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boothill tumblr layouts!
(credit is not needed, but appreciated)
#these were supposed to be made earlier but. brain is not doing good 😔 so sorry if these are late..#oof these are KRISPY#wasn't sure what to do with the coloring like i couldn't decide if i want it to be warmer or colder#but i hope it looks good skskkdld#💖self indulgent 💖#honkai star rail#honkai star rail icons#honkai star rail layouts#hsr icons#hsr edits#hsr boothill#boothill hsr#just letting y'all know that i don't know how to tag things at all#so if you see me using some tags on one post and using different ones on the other even though it's the same fandom. that's why
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My five year old has his very first day of kindergarten tomorrow 🥺🥺🥺 I didn’t expect to be hit with such a huge wave of emotions but I’ve been a WRECK all day
#personal#he’s so excited#we’ve been talking about school for so long and he’s so excited that it’s finally here!#and a little nervous too he said but he keeps asking about the other kids and if he gets to have lots of friends now#he really liked his teacher when he met her and he’s excited to see her#the only thing that tripped him up a little was when I told him that me and his daddy are bringing him to the school but we can’t go with#that he has to just listen to his teacher and we’ll see him after school 🥺#I’m mostly worried that he’s not going to get enough food at school because he doesn’t eat very fast at home#he doesn’t focus well on meals#I’m hoping that positive peer pressure helps him with that#if he sees the other kids eating he will hopefully follow their lead#he’s going to be taking the bus home as well and I’m nervous about that for him too#even though it’s silly because his bus will pick him up in the morning and bring him directly to the school and then drop him off first#after school#he’ll be on it for maybe 20 minutes each day#I just worry too much#i worry about how issues he might have that I can’t help with like what if it’s too cold in just one room#but I don’t know that and send him in shorts?#or what if he gets teased for things I can’t anticipate right now? how can I best set him up for success with his peers?#I only know what he likes not what other five year olds like#I don’t want him to feel like the odd one out#but maybe that’s inevitable at some point#I can’t protect him from the world if im not there 😔#that’s the hardest thing about it#obviously this is supposed to happen and school will be so good for him#but he was a tiny little baby just yesterday#at least that’s how it feels#they say it goes by fast but damn
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"he's a ten but he doesn't know how to do his own laundry"
#fan art#asbel lhant#richard windor#mine#this applies to both of them btw. why would a king or a lord need to know how to wash their own clothes they have servants for that#you can tell i spent all of 30 minutes on this doodle im supposed to b sleeping bc work is guaranteed to suck tomorrow 😔#i miss doin actually nice art 😩 now it's just whatever doodle i can finish within 24 hours cause thats all the time i can dedicate 😓#anyway what does richard's clothes actually look like under his jacket 🤔 i interpreted it as a tunic over black long sleeve#but it's debatable. if this was a more serious piece i'd actually check the perfect guide to see if innomata designed his shirt or not#there's always cosplayers to ref too. they had to figure out SOME way to comfortably assemble the costume 😅#funnily enough i can see richard wearing a jacket over long sleeves dude does NOT want to show ANY amount of skin EVER#or maybe he just runs cold 😅 adding 'anemia' to potential richard headcanons
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started watching another home makeover show and it hit me once again how much I want an AU where George and Sapnap are the hosts of a 'siblings getting their own rooms' show (they compete on which room suits their respective kid best) and Dream is one of the cameramen who ended up commenting out loud about something so he ends up being a faceless fan favorite. George does flirt with Dream a lot. Sapnap is very tired of it. They also compete about which room Dream would like the best, which is not the point of the show but in their hearts it is.
#it'll be the kind of show no one expects to succeed but dream's clip goes viral#literally he's not even supposed to be part of the show but everyone wants to hear what he has to say#and it works out well because george and sapnap are obsessed with getting his approval#dream does not have interior design background so he honestly has no idea why anyone listens to him#what he doesn't know is he is VERY GOOD at knowing what the kids want because he's good at listening and also figuring out what they NEED#like there is an episode where this girl wants generic princess stuff but it turns out she just really looks up to her big sister#so dream finds out she likes art and building things with her own hands and there's a whole segment#where you just see his back while this kid is teaching him how to build a castle#and you see george watching from the side COMPLETELY BESOTTED#I NEED TO WRITE THIS FIC#these men in the car makeover show keeps on bantering i feel like it could be flirting#i need to use this energy into something less crazy (dnf is less crazy than these people)#like why did this man program his droid to answer the question 'is donny cute' 😔 and it answered yes but only when he is not talking#boi u just called the beefcake who kept hugging you cute#how am i not supposed to think about dnf
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have to be real & honest w u….they post who gets the highest grade in each class & this one girl got the highest grade in our writing class both semesters and i had peer reviewed her one assignment last semester like our big assignment & i do not get it……like if my professor wants me to write like that i do not want an A 😶 she had like 30 cases she cited and would write like a single sentence on each case or just like a parenthetical her writing was so hard to read bc she put way too much info i’m like how is she getting an A w that. like i was peer reviewing it w another girl & she was also like u use too many cases i’m mot crazy 😭 and like even my dean’s fellows were like u should find 3 or 4 good cases to use i guess this is why my professor did not enjoy my legal writing bc i didn’t use 20 cases 😔 sorry i 1. don’t have the will for that and 2. try to make my writing comprehensible. guess that is not what they want in law school 😩
#michelle speaks#i did not like my writing professor idk if she was the issue or what bc the program itself was not good#but her feedback was sooooo unhelpful. she’d be like this is fine :) and then when she’d grade u be like this is completely wrong#like ma’am? must i read ur mind? anyway this just annoyed me bc i’m like THAT is ur standard of great writing???#but also i’m ngl the way they structured these assignments & everything just did not go w my adhd brain some things r really hard for me to#like grasp how i’m supposed to do & structure them bc my brain works a certain way & it is just incompatible#i feel like maybe if i had a better professor i would have gotten it bc i need things spelled out for me in that case#but it’s not really an issue ultimately bc doing actual legal work is more lax than what they expect from u in class#but like i really do not see how i got the grade i did on my last assignment i worked so hard on that & based on her feedback i thought it#was actually good this time like i actually put effort into making it good (big deal for me) 😭#so i’m like how did i get the same grade i have gotten on everything else 😑 like i think she just hates how i write#ableism at its finest 😔 hate the way the girl w adhd writes i see how it is. some of us cannot help how our brains work 😔 (joke)#actually had the same issue on my crim law final bc my professor wanted the answers structured a particular way#& when i sat down to do it i was like i cannot do that lmfao. brain does not work like that sorry!!!!
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my favourite headcanon for glass sorenson is that she came down with farm station and watched them murder luke right in front of her eyes (or kidnap him or something cause i love tragic lovers but she deserves to be happy) and so she’s one of the first people to join pike’s militia and turn vengeful, and her best friend wells (he lives too cause this is my canon now) is trying to get through to her but she won’t hear it cause all she wants is justice and to get her oldest friend clarke griffin out of polis and away from harm (they’re friends too fight me on this i dare you)
(also sorry about the tags i didn’t know i had that rant in me 😭😭)
#the 100#the 100 novels#kass morgan#glass sorenson#please explain to me why she wasn’t in the show#actually dont i dont want excuses 😭😭#shes my babyyyyy#and this is my favourite headcanon for her#i think that after everything that happened to her she deserved to stab someone#i also think having someone explicitly in the younger main cast who was affected by the farm station massacre would help highlight why they#refused to trust grounders and wanted vengeance for what happened to them#because it feels like the show was going for a whole black and white youre wrong thing#which sucked#cause you literally hear hannah and pike say that the CHILDREN who were just PLAYING IN THE SNOW were the first to die#and then the writers are like but how DARE they want retribution#also im sorry but lexa was so stupid to think the ice queens body would be enough#everyone was so for jus drein jus daun but when they demanded the grounders responsible it was literally never adressed#and they didn’t even see the ice queen die#lexa just wanted to hand them her body and be like okay its done now stop causing problems#also she did literal shit to help because a whole ass SEASON later some of farm station are still alive being held as SLAVES by the ones#who attacked them#and if the main group didnt go after the ship for ita resources they would have died their in praimfaya or died through the labour#like please explain to me why the writers just brushed this aside and then made BELAMY the guy who lost someone he loved and was manipulate#the villain of that season like the fuck????????#not saying they had a right to go around massacring villages im not an idiot that was too far but the people who are like oh they were#murdering children how could they 😔😔#like the grounders didnt kill children FIRST and get NO FUCKING CONSEQUENCES pisses me off to no end#also im really supposed to see skaikru as villains fot wanting vengeance when literally 99.99% of the grounders we meet wanted it and the#ones who didnt DIED for chosing peace because the rest refused to abadon violence like titus and lincoln literally say lexa would DIE for#wanting peace and changing her ways cause her people would MURDER her and yet skaikru were evil for wanting justice
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tumblr's music player somehow isn't working for me anymore and i'm so sad 🥺
i wanna listen to the songs that people put on my dash and it doesn't let me and i'm just sadly tapping the player with zero reaction 😔
why am i being music-blocked? why does tumblr not want me to know my mutuals?? 🥺
#just me rambling#tumblr tumblring#it's been too many days of this I don't like it 😔#I don't know what they did to all of their media-related stuff but it sucks#music not playing#gifs occasionally just turning into permanent freeze-frames when clicking on them to zoom in#or being unable to zoom in#that weird thing where you see a blurry version of the pic/gif in the background which is very visually displeasing#the fact that swiping up/down when in the pic/video viewer leads me to different frickin' videos/picture sets#like wth is this#I'm trying to view a set and don't swipe horizontally enough and suddenly I'm somewhere else entirely#I don't like it#it also feels like things get laggy a lot more quickly than before#I'm used to some lagginess on mobile every now and then but this is annoying#and then I don't even get to listen to songs anymore#yes I could write down the title and look it up on yt or something but it's not the same and also not how it's supposed to work#I want to be able to disable the swiping thing at least#the same say you can toggle whether or not you wanna be able to swipe to switch between dashes#which I hated because I kept accidentally doing it#please give me a toggle option tumblr before I go insane#and give me my music back 🥺#the app is completely up-to-date too#but that may actually be part of the problem lol
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i had.....r2ani/obikin dream
#so it starts with anakin and r2 and r2 fucking anakin#they do their stuff and then we cut to obi-wan with r2#so he's tryna get some classified info that r2 has and goes through his data files/recordings/whatever#only to see that the first thing that comes up is a recording of r2 fucking anakin (bc r2 saves everything)#and he's like 'oh fuck'#bc it's like shit that's so hot watching anakin get fucked is making him feel some kinda way (horny) but he isn't supposed to feel like tha#that's one thing but then there's the whole thing about him realizing that anakin is getting fucked by r2???????? what??????#he doesn't know what to think of it#but he tries to ignore that for now and do what he's supposed to (get the info) only to realize that r2 holds TOO MUCH info#and stuff that he was supposed to get his memory wiped for (literally that one clone wars ep)#so well he has to memory wipe r2 and tries to get anakin to replace r2 with another identical droid (same color design everything)#anakin gets PISSED bc no!!! i want R2 i dont want any other droid im NOT letting u memory wipe him FUCK YOU#so after some fighting obi-wan goes FINE u can keep him#and then they go on a mission (with r2 with them :D)#and other stuff happens!!!! but i dont really remember 😔#im not sure if it was a dream per se or just a daydream while i was very sleepy but it was suuuuper vivid and cool so#bc i had been thinking about a fic a bit similar to this (obi-wan finding out about r2ani) so now this is kinda making me wanna write hehe#f.txt#this is essentially just that clone wars ep except anakin and r2 are fucking#sw#r2ani#obikin#knivash's dream land
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why does the tumblr app remove ur icon and replace it with a standard one when u change urls
#i was maddyscassie/tayswiftys btw!!#im so annoyed i changed it hours ago and its still this fucking cone thing KSJAJSHSKA#how am i supposed to girlblog in these conditions 😔#i thought its bc i hadnt updated the app in ages#like i literally still had the group chats and slide for camera things and no tags in the notes lmfsjsjs#but i just did and its still the same#also wow the new layouts and vibes are . Not it#why is there a button on ur blog to share it on other social medias. what tumblr dot com user do they think wants to do That skjaldksks#also cutting long gifsets n having to click to view them??#no thank u seeing 30 gifs of shows ive never seen in my life is fundamental to the tumblr Experience
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WHYS TUMBLR HATE ME HUH 🤺🤺🤺
#my drafts and asks keep going “you failed try again”#my wifi is amazing actually fuck you#and then it tells me its posting again after i made a new one and posted it?? 😭#please excuse me if i have any dohble reblogs or something#i dont know what happens to my asks tbh they probably just got poofed#but like#i dont want to resend them just in case they didnt#we shall see i suppose 😔#in the meantime im gonna enforce an attempted reinstall fix
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It’s one am everyone’s asleep and I’m here giggling cause someone was like trump just got his ear grazed and kaveh from parade of providence broke his back with that fall and lived to tell the tale like it was nothing LMAOLMAOLMAO
#PFFTTTT HES SO STUPID#I still have no clue how he ended up like this I recall at one poijnt scara was flying and winning#then somehow he hung onto his leg or something LMFAO#HOW DID SCARA LOOSE TO HIM#when ppl be like kaveh is weak bro did you see how he fell#Ik it’s cartoon logic and all BUT FNEIDKSNS PFFTTT THAT FALL WAS HILARIOUS#thank God my falls as embarrassing as that 😭 like sure I fell in front of the castle of my uni sure it was in the centre too so everyone had#full view of it#BUT HFIESKSKS HOW STUPID HE JUST PLUMMETTED FROM THE SKY#AT LEAST Layla has a shield wanderer is an ex fatui who was experimented on and can fly he’s so durable (my son !!!😭)#faruzan has her pyramid things and she’s kinda confident which goes a long way#but tbh idrk what her pyramid does but she’s anemo so she can blow them away i suppose ?#Kaveh doesn’t really have anything like yeah he has dendro but … ☠️#he’s kinda a loser 😔 like his power is controlled by mehrak#kinda#and he doesn’t even hold his claymore for him to apply the dendro infused himself#so he’s extra reliant on mehrak and I don’t think he had her in the event ? hmm idk#one day I’ll watch parade of providence ONE DAYYYY#I hate this cause how come hsr has replayable events with prizes and we can’t have thissss#I just want to play through the story naurrrrr#even without prizes 😞👍#dora daily#anyways I’m so tired rn bggkkc
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So this is my thing now, I’m afraid to go to sleep. This is kinda bullshit, brain.
#I feel like I’m going to die when I fall asleep#see… I’m afraid you think I just mean I’m scared of death#no no no. no. I feel like I’m suffocating. I have to force myself to breathe. my body tingles (in a bad way). I get really overheated.#I get dizzy and feel like I’m going to pass out from lack of air. I feel sick.#I haven’t slept much lately.#I’m miserable alllll the time. I can maybe force sleep with super exhaustion but I’m drained no matter what#this isn’t the first time it’s happened but this is the longest it’s gone on#from that my anxiety is now blanketing everything bc I’m so tired and scared about not getting to sleep#sickening anxiety. I feel like puking or passing out. and I got hit with some heavy (but thankfully short) virtigo yesterday#terrible terrible terrible#and seriously. anxiety. so bad. I’m constantly trying to get high right now to fight it but it’s rough#getting high is starting to make me feel sick too. and my tolerance is building. it’s like… it’s all bad. all options.#I hate this.#AND it’s the weekend and my new primary can’t see me until Wednesday and then I’ve got to beg for… I dunno… the good stuff#god. I told myself I’d go see my doctor about this a couple of weeks ago when this last hit and I didn’t 😓#ideal scenario: all doctors fall in love with me and medically induce a short coma for me to catch up on sleep and then they give me drugs#this new doctor doesn’t know me! I haven’t laid enough groundwork! how am I supposed to beg for klonopin if we have no banter!?#that wasn’t a joke. I mean it was but it’s also serious. I need some GOOD anti-anxieties and he doesn’t know me enough to know I NEEDS IT😬#also my tinnitus is just… no sleep + stress means it gets stronger and it’s… a fucking wet willy shoved through my ear into my skull#and if I hit a bad patch of virtigo… I will… redacted.#I won’t! I will go running crying and screaming in the street before I off myself.#HEY! my insurance says I can get 30 days in-patient and I always keep that thought in my bad pocket.#*back pocket. I’m not about to go back and start redoing tags because of a few misspellings#this is so rambly#my brain is fried! I’m tired! my appetite is fucked! I don’t want to do ANYTHING!#I mean… I never want to do anything. I love being lazy. I should say that right now I CAN’T do anything. but I can. but it’s… a lot. fuck 😔#this must sound so whiny. I’m sorry. I’m sure I’ll be making more posts like this until this goes away#you can ignore this#text
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