#LIZ UR MAKING ME CRY.

[honeytonedhottie]

HONEYS RESOURCE BUNDLE⋆.ೃ࿔*:･💶

a gift from me to you for the new year, to help give tips that can help u succeed 🫶🏽 a post filled with resources, and advice to help u guys improve in every aspect 💗 i love and appreciate u all and i hope u find it helpful.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ physical movement and activity

find something that u like and thats fitted for ur needs. for me, all of the workouts that i do come from youtube. a girlblogger that always has a lot of workouts to try is @4theitgirls-workouts. to motivate urself to move ur body i recommend buying something cute to workout in because it always makes me feel good. i rly like to do pilates, so since i enjoy pilates -> i'll wanna do it more.

so dont be afraid to try different things and see what u enjoy the most and stick with that bcuz u dont wanna be forcing urself to do something that u won't enjoy/that won't give u the results that u want. if working out in general isn't rly ur cup of tea at all, thats totally okay! try going for walks or start running. maybe try out for a sport or start a style of dance. the whole point of this category is to get urself moving bcuz its rly rly good for ur physical and ur mental health, and it'll serve u in the long run. another youtuber i rly recommend for pilates workouts is madeline abeid.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ self improvement youtubers that i love and watch regularly

the wizard liz

simonesquared

sammy ingram

simmonesimmo

hailey gamba

the freezia

persephonesmind

₊˚⊹ ᰔ law of assumption

of course if u wanna learn about and practice the law of assumption then u can learn and apply thru my advice, experiences, ideas and more. neville goddard is like, the guru of manifesting and hes written a bunch of books, here are neville goddard's books online for FREE so that that then u can learn and see it HIS way bcuz the thing with manifesting is u gotta figure out how it works for you cuz its your reality.

if u like subliminals this is my favorite subliminal maker on youtube. their subliminals r amazing and i enjoy them bcuz they dont have music layered onto it (i like subliminals that have soothing sounds like rain or water or anything asmr). last but not least my absolute favorite manifesting coach/teacher on the whole internet, sammy ingram - literally the best manifesting guide. she rly simplifies things and her channel is full of helpful advice, success stories, challenges and her perspective on manifesting is brilliant so i rly recommend her.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ mental health

journalling is honestly the best thing that i have ever done for my mental health, the ROI that i get from it is actually incredible so i highly highly recommend it. if ur someone who doesn't rly like to write a lot, use ur notes app or whatever just get the thoughts out of ur mind and onto a piece of paper/notes. i understand that sometimes when ur mental health isn't doing too well and u dont feel motivated rly to do anything (like u feel lethargic and stuff) forcing urself to do things ISNT always the answer. i rly recommend having alternate routines cuz we ask a lot from ourselves sometimes so some days, ask a little less.

give urself the break that u deserve. when u feel like crying, CRY. even if its for no reason, the body holds onto pent up emotions so when u cry u gotta CRY. with time you'll find the things that help u feel better. for everyone its different. for me, when my mental health is in a slump what helps me is : 1. doing one thing differently (i'll go for a walk maybe) 2. get ready (take a quick shower, or if i dont even have the motivation to do that i'll do a sink shower) 3. drink a cold cup of water and make myself a meal. dont ever have zero days. always give at least 1% or do at least one thing.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ hygiene

hygiene is so instrumental in mental health cuz like i've said before looking good -> feeling good. i make sure to get ready everyday even if im going nowhere. just bcuz the process of getting ready gives me so much momentum. smelling good gives me so much confidence bcuz im the type of person thats rly rly scared of smelling bad. im a hygiene JUNKY so im always buying soaps and fragrances. when u make self care a daily thing it'll feel so natural. dont neglect ur oral health, invest in quality products that are suited for your needs. be meticulous when it comes to ur hygiene cuz a solid routine is lowkey comforting. i rly recommend korean skincare, indian haircare, african body care, and arabic perfumes and fragrances. some of my favorite hygiene based youtube channels are : SARA BEQELE and anna renns world

₊˚⊹ ᰔ school

TAKE. SCHOOL. SERIOUSLY. the feeling that u get when u get a good score on an assignment or test is unmatched. at the end of the day ur responsible for ur education. it's not hot to be a loser. if ur someone who struggles to stay on top of assignments, write down the assignment as soon as its assigned and at the next possible chance do it. as soon as u get home from school. reward urself for good grades and for ur accomplishments cuz ur AMAZING. study effectively instead of excessively.

pursue excellence always. find ways to motivate urself throughout the school day (for me, i always try and incorporate girliness into school cuz that motivates me) all my pens and pencils and folders are pink and i get myself ready everyday before school. cuz when i FEEL good -> i perform well. if u ever dont wanna study remind urself that studying>failing. advocate for urself, dont be afraid to ask questions cuz ur responsible for ur grade if u need accommodations or longer time to take a test (even if u dont) always set urself up to have the most time possible and the most resources. the resources that u have USE THEM. the goal of studying isn't to "mostly" know the material its to know for SURE. when u can explain something thoroughly, thats when you can know if you've studied enough.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ organization + planning

of course for the new year and for life in general, organization is rly helpful. manage urself mindfully and intentionally. even if ur a messy person, organizing isn't difficult if u do it in a way thats right for you. for me, notion - is literally the best organizational tool. i have an agenda, calendars, school pages, and so much more.

with notion i rly organized my life on a whole other level. aside from notion, the notes app on ur phone is rly useful, when it comes to organizing ur day to day life, i think its important bcuz it helps u to maximize ur time. for planning out ur year, if u find it difficult to stay "on task" or achieve the goals that u set for urself, try this : dont see the year as 365 days, instead separate the year into 4 quarters (90 days each) and in each of those quarters choose one aspect to focus on and pour into. make sure to log and track ur progress on those goals. the idea to this is breaking things down. break down big goals -> to more digestible goals so that then its more believable for u. remember, your limitless.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ nutrition

if ur someone who has bad nutrition, or unhealthy eating habits in general and u wanna change that my biggest advice would be to NOT BE EXTREME. bcuz i feel like if u go fully extreme so quickly then the change isn't sustainable. take it slow. start off by introducing a fruit into breakfast and having a vegetable at dinner, then eating fruit with ur breakfast and having fruit as a snack, and eating veggies with lunch and dinner. ik it sounds repetitive and overdone but u need to be consuming ur fruits and veggies. if ur not eating it with ur meals then maybe have it in a smoothie if that works for u. take supplements for things that u dont rly incorporate into ur diet, and the key to a good diet is BALANCE. dont deny urself food that u love. life is WAY to short to be scared to eat the burger that u so desperately want. its okay to eat what ppl might consider "junk food" but everything in BALANCE and moderation. keep the 80/20 principal in ur mind. 80% of what u eat should be good for u and 20% of what u eat should be whatever u crave. DRINK WATER, dont go on extreme diets if ur not an adult and haven't consulted a doctor it does u more harm than good.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ informative

learn every single day. even if ur not in school anymore. a way to help learn and sharpen ur mind every single day is picking up a hobby that can help u do so. for me, the hobby i have is reading, reading keeps my brain sharp, it keeps me entertained, and when i read nonfiction it keeps me informed. so the hobby of reading has a high ROI. whenever u get an idea of any sort, ACT on it. u dont have to wait a billion years before acting on an idea. when u get ideas, its for a reason, ur mind is brilliant and imagine how many ideas that u wasted. thats why i recommend having a creative outlet of some sort. for me, my creative outlet is my blog where i can come and talk with you guys 🫶🏽 but ur creative outlet can be ur notes app or ur journal or ur sketchbook. just a way to get the ideas in ur brain -> onto paper.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ stuff i wish i knew

ur never ever tied down to one version of urself, u can always change ur mind/opinion, u can create a new version of urself whenever the heck u want. remember that u have free will and that ur always in control. bcuz it is your life it revolves around you and it is your responsibility. its not something to mess around with. take responsibility for urself, ur actions, ur reactions etc.

1% of progress is better than 0%, a little is always better than nothing. ur social anxiety or ur fear of being perceived is HOLDING U BACK. forgive urself for ur mistakes, everything that ur embarrassed of in ur past let it go and LET YOURSELF LIVE. become ur own project, ur own muse and if all else fails (which it won't, you'll be fine and everything will work itself out for u even better than u could've ever imagined) love yourself unconditionally.

[sugar-omi]

omg ok so I kno u busy rn w ktober but like I just had a thought and I want u to hear it 🤭

high libido!mc who is sexually frustrated because cove is away on a business trip and no matter how hard they try mc just can’t get themselves off

like hand or toys just can NOT do it for them because they’re so used to having cove around to help them and nothing can compare to him

and cove comes home from his business trip and finds them desperately masturbating on the bed, crying from frustration and they’re like

“this is ur fault I can’t cum without u” w big watery eyes and a pout and yeah cove takes them right there 🫣 he prolly moaning in their ear abt how he missed them too

help the period horny is so crazy rn ur rlly feeding me w kinktober take care don’t burn urself out trying to keep up w the numbers 🫶🏽

-🗑️

AWE TYSM🫶🫶 im pre-writing some stuff n a lotta stuff is already written, plus i can tell you rn the ones w multiple boys for example will be short, so i'll be okay!!! ty for thinking abt me tho thats so sweet <333 MWAH also period horny is so different... thats fueling me rn

ALSO I THINK ABOUT THIS ALL THE TIME

especially after the first time they have sex, like the patreon moment or the time they go all the way especially

its so hard now that you've had a taste of cove, his fingers, tongue, his dick. even though he's not skilled he's still so cute, and the experience is so intense since he's your lover

you'd actually give him a confidence boost n yk how cove gets kinda sassy sometimes, like for example say at fond when he jokes abt marrying liz? he's like that for hoursss

sometimes he remembers seeing you so desperate on the bed, your toys abandoned at your side and your fingers making work of your sex but you're so unsatisfied, even if you finish it doesn't feel as good as when cove makes you finish

n he'll tease you when he finally fucks you, between him fingering n giving you head and now mocking you with "aw, is this what you've been waiting for~?", you're brought to tears

pls this is so good... he'd hold you from behind or lean over you, holding your hands, and tells you how pretty you are, how much he missed you, how he wished you were there to get him off after a stressful business dinner with some big client.

even if you sext or call n have phone sex, it's just not the same n makes you guys miss each other so much more...

please you unleashed my biggest brain worms

[upslapmeal]

The Three Doctors

They're comin back baybeeeeeeee

lmao Three stirring his coffee with science equipment

Liz must have been turning in her...idk office chair?

‘make yourself at home. we’re only supposed to be a top secret security establishment’

need that handshake meme for UNIT and Torchwood where the middle says ''''''''secret''''''''

‘when I tell you to run, you run’

nooo RIP Bessie 

Benton seeing the TARDIS for the first time!

‘Sergeant, aren’t you going to say that it’s bigger on the inside than it is on the outside? everybody else does’ 

‘the first law of time expressly forbids him to meet himself’ guys I've got bad news for you about something that is going to happen many times

Two!!!! 

recorder!!!!

TWO!!!!!!! 

‘I can see you’ve been doing the TARDIS up a bit. I don’t like it’ there it is!!

‘you don’t mind do you’ ‘ yes’ ‘I didn’t think you would’ I love them and I’ve missed Two

‘CONTACT’ ‘CONTACT’ 

‘show me the earliest Doctor’ aaaaaaaaaaaa

One <3 <3 <3

‘oh so you’re my replacements, a dandy and a clown’

it’s quite sad how you can tell Bill is struggling but it’s so good to see him again

‘so stop dilly dallying and cross it!’

interesting seeing the Time Lords like.. actually doing a job

I mean I guess we kinda got it in the War Games but this is Desk Job Managing Time

‘where are we’ you’re in a quarry Jo

‘you’re his assistant’ ‘his WHAT??’

 ‘care for a jelly baby’ wait this started with Two??

‘e=mc^2…well there’s no doubt about that’ glad they could confirm that this character is a Scientist

‘I can boost this through the TARDIS’s communications circuit..’ *all the contents fall out* ‘..I think’ oh boy the Brig is this close to ensuring that Two regenerates early

One again!!!!!

‘who in the name of heaven was that’ ‘I’m afraid you’d never believe me’

‘he told me to and I’ve always had a great respect for his advice’

I love One being trated like the Wise Elder when he's literally the baby of the group

beyonce meme OMEGA??

‘mind over antimatter’ good to see he shares the Doctor's propensity for making bad puns

‘there’s sand everywhere!!!’ ‘oh splendid, who’s for a swim’ I genuinely think the Brig might explode

oh yikes I see why Omega wears the helmet 

I’m so glad we’re getting a bit of One each episode, I thought it was going to be a one (heh) off

‘are you sure that you and he are the same intelligence’ savage Omega 

can’t wait for Two’s recorder to end up saving the day

‘we cannot take off the mask because..’ ur too ugly

oh that’s a proper cry of anguish

‘three of them. I didn’t know when I was well off’ oh the Brig is going to need a holiday

lol the recorder actually is going to save the day

‘wonderful chap. both of him’

 ‘you young men and I’ One you realise these are older versions of you right??

‘I shudder to see what you’ll do without me’ One’s actual final words (Hurndall and Bradley you don’t count)

ahhh I love seeing all three names in the credits!

I think if I had been a kid in 1972 I would have lost my mind with excitement seeing One and Two again!! At least I know I'll be getting some more Two in the future...

[hearts401]

grins at you do you wanna talk about how liz and evans relation ship would have grown and changed if they lived

YES I DO

First I wanna say

when they were kids Liz avoided both her brothers. they were obnoxious. the ones who got their family shot weird looks. She didnt want weird looks, and she certainly didnt want to be associated with the boys who made their family look like it was a mess.

But at home, she's chill to hang with them. michael and her get into a LOT of fights though, and shes pretty shitty to him specifically, since pushing his buttons is more fun and she hates him a lot more than she hates evan. michaels the one their father always has to complain about, and he's soooooooo annoying. if he starts something shes gonna finish it (bonus if she gets mike in trouble with will) but shes cool with them if theyre cool with her. she used to do their nails and makeup and whatnot before william told her to stop, though. she'll enjoy her hobbies with them, but she's not going to engage in theirs

As she gets older, her relationship with her father changed. the role of golden child becomes harder and harder to uphold until she finds she's hopelessly unhappy. her grades slip, she gets less and less attention from him and overall her happiness drops

at the same time evan is having the time of his life. his brother finally fucked off!!! he plays fucking. idk. basketball now!!! hes decided it was immature!!! fuck yeah win for the evan afton community

at the same time, hes making friends. hes getting along with the emilys lately, and theres a weird normalcy between him and mike. and also hes learning to get pushed around less and less.

Eventually, michael and evan arent lugged together anymore and liz is no longer isolated with her dad.

which means they finally have a reason to interact.

shes still so stubborn and snappy with him and her autism does NOT connect with his well (shes loud, excitable, low empathy, and bad with her tone of voice, while hes quiet, easily overstimulated, high empathy, and if you sound even remotely like ur mad at him he'll cry)

But they LIKE each other. like they dont click at all but they LIKE EACH OTHER.

so its a bit different from when they were kids. dont get me wrong, evan deserves better still, and liz is not the kindest, but shes nicer to him than most people.

and so elizabeth finds someone who really cares about her, and evan finds someone whos willing to try kindness with him.

all in all, they make a pretty good team. and while i think theyd eventually split their separate ways and get distant, they'd be able to fix it if they tried, yk?

where michael has years of making it up to evan, elizabeth just needs to show up. and be kind. and shes capable of both, even if she may not know it.

[lnfours]

yess blurb night so excited! if ur not too busy with other asks is it possible for u to pls make a blurb in which tom holland and the reader are best friends and tom always flirts with her because he’s been in love with her for years but the reader keeps rejecting him (even tho she or they is clearly blushing) because she is scared of love because like insecurity and what if one day he leaves her for someone better or they don’t work out and she loses him as a friend? but tom is patient with her and eventually they end up together?

okay anon. it's FINE. just break my heart :,)

send me tom asks !

things between you and tom have always been... complicated.

it was never easy figuring out what the both of you wanted and when, and the fact that you were too nervous to give you heart to another person always made things difficult. but, that didn't stop tom from trying. he'd always go out of his way to make sure you were special to him, always find a way to make sure just how pretty you really were.

you were the love of his life. and he was yours, but you were just too scared to admit it.

"oh come on, y/n! when are you finally going to admit to him that you love him." your best friend and roommate, maddy, sighed. she meant well, she just wanted what was best for you. she saw the way you lit up when he texted you, the way you blushed whenever he complimented you. she knew everything, and she would die on this hill.

"never," you sighed, "liz said she saw him with brooke stone the other night."

"oh, please. as if brooke has something you don't." maddy rolled her eyes. little did you know she had already confronted tom about it. they hadn't worked out at all, apparently she was doing the same thing with a bunch of other guys behind his back.

it hurt like a bitch, even more knowing that you were too late. someone else had taken their chance. what hurt the worst was that tom hadn't talked to you since brooke waltzed her way into his life and took over.

everything. sucked.

"i don't know, she was all over him."

"and was he all over her?" she asked you and you huffed, pulling the blanket over your head. you had been sulking on the couch watching shitty rom-coms for the past three days, knowing now that the one boy you truly wanted was off the table.

or so you thought, anyway.

"i love that this happened to me right before valentine's day. just my luck, eh?"

maddy looked down at her phone as it buzzed on the counter in the kitchen. she smiled, seeing tom's text to her light up her screen.

tom holland hey, by any chance is y/n home? i was going to ask her to be my valentine and sort of kinda confess my feelings, as vulnerable as that sounds lol

she typed back a response

she's home. just for the love of GOD holland please get y/n to stop watching '13 going on 13' and snotting all over the couch

lol, be there in 15 no promises about the '13 going on 30', though. that's a classic

"i love jennifer garner," you said from the couch, "i want to look like her when i'm older."

maddy let out a laugh, "yesterday it was blake lively, now it's jennifer garner?"

you were silent for a moment, "both. both would be good."

she shook her head and sat down on the couch, lifting your legs up for a place for her to sit.

"can we please watch something other than movies that are going to make you cry?"

"no."

"why? do you wish to be dehydrated?"

"yeah."

she rolled her eyes again, "okay then, don't ask me to pick up pedialite tomorrow."

"i wont."

"alright, sure."

after a while there was a knock on the door. maddy tapped your legs.

"answer the door."

"no," you whined, "this is the best part!"

"y/n, they're literally just sharing razzles as 30 year olds."

"but it's sentimental!" you groaned. she gave you a glare and you groaned as you wrapped yourself in the blanket more, walking towards the front door.

"listen, whatever you're selling i'm not interested in. i'm watching a really great movie and it's at the best part and-"

you cut yourself off as tom stood there smiling with a bouquet of your favorite flowers, "i know, maddy told me to save you from getting swallowed by the couch."

you sniffled, walking out onto the porch and closing the front door behind you, "what are these for?"

"well, they have three meanings," he started, "one for not telling you how i felt sooner, another as an apology and another reason i'll get to in a minute."

"telling me how you felt?" you questioned.

he took a deep breath, "i know how scared you've been about loving someone again, trust me, from experience, i know how scary it is. it swallows you whole and you can't think about anything else. but i just can't stop myself from thinking about you day and night. you're the only thing that's ever on my mind. it's like you're embedded in it and i can't get you out. y/n, i love you. i'm head over heels, if that's what they call it."

you looked at him confused, "but you and brooke...?"

"didn't work out," he sighed, "don't worry about it though, i'm actually kind of glad it didn't."

you smiled softly, "you got me sunflowers."

"your favorite," he smiled, "fresh from the farmers market in town."

"you remembered." you took them gently from his hands.

"'course, couldn't forget it even if i tried."

"and the last meaning for these flowers?" you asked.

"oh, yeah," he cleared his throat, "was wondering, would you be my valentine?"

you smiled, "of course."

he smiled back at you and you pulled him into your body by the strings of his hoodie, "and i love you too, head over heels, as they say."

he smiled, leaning down as his nose bumped yours, "i know."

you smiled, "i like to think i can hold up a front."

"maybe when you're not blushing so hard you look like a tomato."

you smacked his arm playfully, "hush."

"make me."

you rolled your eyes and smiled, leaning in to kiss his lips as he held your waist in his arms. just like you've always been wanting him to do.

"thank fuck! it's about time!" maddy yelled from the doorway. you turned around, smiling as you shot her the middle finger and tom laughed behind you.

"yep, love you too!"

[soft-likethesunset]

hii nina pls take all the time u need live life, see the world, feel the sun in your fucking face but also pls know that all of us here love u and will 100% support you even though we will miss you so so so much and mourn you like u died, I love u sm and ur like a chaotic living older sister to me so pls live life!! (I would ask u not to deactivate but that feels kinda rude and insentive even tho I really want to ask u not too) but pls keep safe focus on yourself take time and just live life to the fullest but know that if and when you come back we will all be very eagerly waiting pookie ilysm <3333(srry if this was repetitive)

LIZ WTF BABES NOW I'M CRYING WHEN I SHOULD BE DOING STEM I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH, I PROMISE NOT TO DEACTIVATE I PUT TOO MUCH WORK INTO MAKING THAT LOOK PRETTY TO GET RID OF IT BUT I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH, I WILL TAKE ALL THE TIME TO SEE THE WORLD, I'LL THINK OF YOU EVERY STEP OF THE WAY

[lundenloves]

i have no clue what your flavour of music is but i present you with mY mix of music, good luck lunden, i love u no matter what

pussy pop:

Chappell Roan's pink pony club, good luck babe, naked in manhattan... all bops, all FUCKING BOPS. anything by her. BOP. she is the definition of girly pop slay queen ok i am SORRY

When I Rule The World by Liz saw it on a bimbo playlist that's it, sold. slap it on the fridge. frame it. telling my mother about it.

Please Please Please by Sabrina Carptenderein in honour of u meeting Sabrinas bf. smash.

Fuck it, Celine Dion. take it OR LEAVE IT.

i like the way you kiss me by artemas

I am depressed today:

WILDFLOWER by Billie Eyelash

Picture You by Chappell Roan (i am actively writing ghost wanking it during sad boy hours to this song, its great... for me not him)

tolerate it by taylor swift, i am not a swiftie but this song slaps so hard it got me crying in the club on numerous occasions

i want to be a middle aged father who wears leather studded vests:

literally only made this section so i could tell u to listen to Sabaton. Preferably their song The Last Stand. Its metal. Its gothic. Itssssssss i am edgy but would like to understand the lyrics and would not like to die from screamo music.

i want to live in rural america and stare into the mountainside as my partner drives me through winding roads while i feel a glimpse of nostalgia even though i grew up in the city:

Noah Kahan. Dial Drunk.

man, i just cant stop being despressed:

ur so pretty by wasia project

two by sleeping at last

MITSKI AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Nothing's new by rio romeo

pussy popped 2 hard and now i am just in a fucking musical phase, ok JUST LET ME BE!:

No Longer You by EPIC. Similiar vein all of it. its poppy, its up and coming. it was all i listened to for a week straight.

Vioila by Barbara Pravi (i love eurovision)

World by Zeph (its only like a minute long ok, but it s'cute)

Je te laisserai des mots. fkn french. FUCK.

#holy fuck im drunk #anyway # enjoy #or dont # but if you dont #i will #CRY #thanks # THANKS.

how do i sign this off.

FUCKING FUCK love L! <3

dude. i severely love my anons so much, you people actually bring me through the deeeeeeepest bouts of depression sometimes and make me laugh everyday 🫂

in honour of music sharing under this format you have sent me (which is 100999% interesting i fucking LOVE seeing what other people listen to) i will share my own thoughts on music 141 style.

for reference i am a midwest emo, folk punk, screamo, metal, country music, grime rap, 60’s floorfillers and beatles vs stones, tøp hello tumblr, oasis v blur and britpop, green day mosh pits and everything else other than opera enjoyer ALAS i have my favourites.

ahem.

- i’m making a different post about this 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😭😭😭😭

i’ll link it here once i’m done

[otakunyakumon]

—tomorrow is another day

ao3

so,, this is kinda a self indulgent fic after it stayed in my head rent free for days haha. congrats ur now an afton,,, ig. maybe for a limited time only with a dash of yk head injury. pardon me, i’m very rusty abt lore.

pls enjoy^^

ft. reader (crying child), a little michael afton.

tw. none

You open your eyes to find yourself lying on a strange bed in a room you don't recognize. The room is, well, plain. Look, you just woke up and can't muster the energy to describe what you're seeing right now. The bed feels soft and fluffy unlike the one you use. Nonetheless, it's too early for your own taste. You groan and turn beside you.

White eyes greet you across the bed and your heart leaps into your throat. You meet the creepy familiar bear's piercing stare. He lies beside you, his white eyes glowing in its black sclera. You look away, trying to shake off the unease that fills you.

You could almost imagine it talking to you, saying good morning . The thought of it makes you strangely giddy and happy.

Weird.

As you avoid the gaze at the familiar, yet eerie teddy bear, you can't help but feel a strange sense of comfort in the otherwise unsettling room. The stillness of the space is palpable, yet somehow the teddy bear's presence brings a sense of calm to your tired mind.

You know this is not your room, and you should be panicking or be afraid, but the feeling is missing. You don't even know why. Instead, you let out a heavy, resigned sigh, as if you've accepted your fate, whatever it may be. The air is sweet, and the smell of pancakes fills your nostrils. You turn back to the other side of the bed to attempt to go back to sleep again. You can feel yourself drifting off to sleep. For a moment, you think that Michael is in a good mood before coming to a halt.

—Who's Michael?

Your heavy eyes suddenly snap open in fear before something reminds you that he's not a threat. (Michael is mean but Dad is meaner. Michael would never do what Dad does—no he won’t—) You release a shaky exhale  and you are suddenly more aware of the feeling of boogers in your eyes as you blink through the blurriness in waking up. God, your eyes feel puffy. Did you cry yourself to sleep again? You lick your lips and find your throat is parched. You need water.

Rising from the bed, you observe your surroundings. The top half of the walls, up to about waist height, is a clean white, while the bottom half is a darker, almost greyish tone. The room is dim due to the lack of windows and the absence of artificial light. Only a sliver of light seeps in from the crack of the ajar door (for some reason, it gives you a sense of relief that you aren't locked in again, wait— again?) giving you just the right amount of light to see the room. You don't like how it all seems familiar to you.

Toys are strewn about on the floor near the white closet. It's a child's room, you think, judging from the items that were scattered. Some of them were oddly all purple in color. Perhaps they liked purple since they had two purple drawers too. You looked at the other side of the wall facing the bed, where the closet door is slightly open.  You have a foreboding feeling that something is in the closet.

You were about to crawl off the bed when you noticed something felt off. You looked down to see what was supposed to be your limbs. They were… small.

What?

You sucked in a breath. A feeling of unease takes over and starts to rise through your throat. Your limbs suddenly feel strange, as if they don't belong to you. Your eyes quickly sweep across the room to find something . With clumsy movements, you get off the bed and trip twice before you can make it to the drawer, pulling the one at the very bottom. It's as if you know where everything is despite the fact that you're in a stranger's body.

(but is it really a stranger if you have a sense of who it belongs to?)

Finally, you manage to get a hold of a mirror that you got from Liz. (who's Liz?) You stare at your reflection, trying to make sense of what's going on. Your heart races in your chest, and you can feel sweat forming at your palms. With trembling hands, you raise the mirror to your face, trying to make out your features through the fear that's sweeping through you like a storm.

You stare at your reflection.

No. This can't be real.

As you stare into the mirror, the reflection that stares back is not your own, but rather that of a young boy with a black and white striped shirt with messy brown hair to pair with. His- yours? dark eyes are puffy and red from crying the night before, and his expression is one of panic.

It's familiar and yet unfamiliar. The face that you've only known vaguely behind a screen is now staring right at you in the face. You don't recognise it but the shirt and the room is more than enough to clue you in.

(you don't think about a maw of teeth that will eventually bite your head off-—)

You breathe, not noticing you haven't been breathing while looking at the mirror. Your eyes burn with a sudden familiarity as your vision blurs. Tears run down your cheeks like a crybaby that you are. Suddenly, a sob escapes your lips, and before you know it, you're in the midst of a full-blown meltdown, your cries echoing through the room with the mirror left forgotten on the floor.

You don't notice the closet door opening frantically and warm arms holding you close, whispering comforts and shushing you as you cry and sob, though you're not sure why.

(you hear Michael shushing you to keep it down before Dad hears it. you know you should stop crying but you can't. Dad hates it when you cry. Dad yells at you about a perfect family and Uncle Henry and you keep crying. that's why he locks you up in this room—)

You don't know.

(you know but you refuse to acknowledge it. )

You cry for the loss of your old body, for the boy who cried too much, for the girl who just wanted to play, for the boy who wanted to play as a pirate and all the children that's already gone and about to be gone because of your new father. A red Foxy mask is dropped in haste but you ignore it in favor of gripping — Michael's , your mind supplied— gray shirt tightly, not wanting to let go, aware that you may never get to hug him like this again if it goes the same way you think it is.

The stuffed bear on the bed looks at both of your figures, its eyes unblinking and unemotional as the darkness around you begins to deepen, and you find yourself slipping into a peaceful slumber.

Perhaps…

Tomorrow is another day.

[juneberrie]

happy birthday liz!!

i hope you have the most amazing day ever and everything goes just the way you want and the universe kisses you with love.

since you mean so much to me, i wrote you message write down here!

dear liz,

when i first joined tumblr you were always the person with the PRETTIEST themes i’ve ever seen (you can probably see your influence on my blog if you look at it) and i was so scared to talk to you because you were the liz. cool, intelligent, creative, compassionate liz. i was, well, jas.

but over these few months, becoming your friend has been one of the best things to ever happen to me. all our silly messages about school, taylor, and life have truly made my days become so much meaningful.

please enjoy this day to the fullest and celebrate it for you, and behalf of me who sadly can’t do it with you.while i cannot give you an actual gift, i hope this made your day better!

i love you so much lizzie, happy birthday, but just remember it never grow up.

jas :( ur gonna make me cry :( ur so fuxking sweet ilysm thank u 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[world-of-wales]

Happy birthday my lovely Ash! What a honour to share this clusterfuck with someone as nice and funny as you💞 hope you have the loveliest of birthdays. I send you a big ass hug AND a Spare copy 😬✨

OMG LIZ YOU ARE GONNA MAKE ME CRY! This is so sweet, thank you so much.

Thank you for being a constant source of joy in this cluster fuck of a fandom, I LOVE THIS DESCRIPTION and that's what I'm calling this from now on. You are so funny and beautiful and I'm so thankful for having an awesome friend like you here. Thank you so much sunshine for being ur fabulous amazing self. You are one of my favourite people in our corner of the internet and as Charles Leclerc would say -

[sugar-omi]

(If you don't wanna post this feel free not to but I was kinda inspired but way to afraid to come off anon and respond to the original pokemon ask)

I totally agree with the concept that in a pokemon based our life au cove and mc would catch each other pokemon but here's my thought. Not sobble or wishi-washi but what about a young cove telling mc his favorite flower is the white poppies like in the original game. And young mc remembers and goes out of their way to catch him a white flower flabèbè. And little MC tells cove, "I know moving somewhere can be scary but now you have another friend for when I can't be with you." And cove treat the flabébé with like the up most care will very rarely have it actually battle but is always in his party (with exp. share ofc). He can never bring himself to evolve the pokemon even if mc reassures him that they wouldn't mind. (Imagine battling cove wiping out the rest of his team only to face off against a lol 100 flabébé. RIP ur team). And when one day cove asks you to marry he sends his flabébé to get bring you to him on poppy hill. Instead of proposing with the the flower himself he has his pokemon hold the ring. And he says something cheesy like, "You were my first friend and you gave me my second friend. You've always looked out for us and we both love you." But yeah come would move heaven and earth for that pokemon just because mc went through all that effort and we know he's the most sentimental man on earth.

Side note- I could totally see like a 13 year old Lizze ironically gifting cove a Sobble for his birthday. Like just a pokeball in a box with a note that says, "A cry baby lizard for my sister's cry baby boyfriend". But secretly she hopes they get along and that he likes it but Liz can never resist being a little mean.

P.S. So sorry to ramble about a topic you don't know in your ask box but I was kinda feeling it.

P.S.S. Love your writing and your blog

P.S.S.S. If anybody is interested I have some ideas for pokemon cove would gift mc lol.

STOP IT IM CRYING... PROPOSING W THE POKEMON....

HE SO WOULD DO THAT TOO, pls.... he drives me wild

also its okay!!! trust me i love when ppl ramble to me abt anything, my friends have gone on many tangents n i have to them too, n we're all friends here<333 so pls tell me abt all your little thoughts, I may not know anything but I do know Pokémon is the shit n if I had enough brain compacity I'd learn it myself but I'm still vv happy to hear everything you or anyone has to say abt anything bc trust me it's all fascinating n I'm over here w star eyes LMAO

n tysm🥹 knowing ppl like my writing makes me very happy<3 writing is very rewarding and some days are tough for me but getting to make myself n others happy w all my little word spills makes me feel good💞💕💞

also YES!!! we'd love to hear abt your Pokémon cove ideas, omg that's how he and mc bond when he first moves into town.... crying

[bnjmin]

❝ your parents give me hope that love does last. ❞ (liz, probably... no, definitely drunk when she says this)

meme      ft.     winebleeds

he wonders how much red is coloring her words.    there’s drops of it from his shaky endeavor of opening the second bottle that splatter the counter,     and she’s wiping it now while ben thinks of what he can say to that.

          jeff after playing basketball with them in the driveway,    showering off to make sure dinner is ready by the time starlie gets home.    ben answering jeff’s unspoken call for help when they moved into a bigger house and even that was filling up,    because starlie was in the office busy with work.    jeff holding her in the kitchen,     both of their shoulders shaking while ben watches sidney,    jamie,    and noel watch tv.    starlie sitting all of them down to make birthday cards for him.    jeff on his knees when ben passes by the bedroom,    starlie’s hands on his shoulders,    trying to knead and infuse comfort there.

       her words are the first time he’s ever had to think about it     ----    the more he hears      (  which is still very little  )    about what her parents are like,    the more he realizes what a privilege it is.    it registers slow in his mind,     thoughts moving at half time,    but when it cements,    his teeth find his cheek.    he only knows what he’s seen,     and what he’s reflected on now that he’s older.     “they really wanted ... it.”     it   as in the relationship.     the family that they have.     the love they’ve given.     he doesn’t know to what extent     ----    only the two of them do.    but he wonders if that’s enough for her,     enough of a reason.    it’s simple.    but if simplicity were the key,     maybe she wouldn’t have lost hope in the first place.    

she’s about finished,     he thinks,     with the mess,     so he comes half-behind and puts his hand partially on top of hers,     an attempt to take the cloth.    “-- let’s go lay down.”

[lizzienaut]

i am finally caught up on all my work this is so sexy im gonna cry

[sanctamater]

do u think elizabeth made a ‘that should be me’ tik tok after visiting amelia in the alternate reality where since zach was drowned she goes abroad to england, marries a peer and has 5 kids, 

[chussyracing]

Who would you cast to play the drivers in a movie? 🎬🎬 Have a good day cutie💜 Hugs @he-wins-in-monza

i call the dibs on playing charles. nobody is being quite as much of a dumbass while stimulaneously girlbossing their way through masters degree quite like me. plus i deserve it. i said so. (but since u were the one to ask u deserve it too, so u can be my double and we will switch)

lottie is playing pierre to convey the #swag and thirst over charles

shey is playing lewis because she's the only one to be innocent.... most of the times and genuinely loves all our blorbos

jo is seb. unproblematic. likes everyone (besides.... like all the people we hate), genuinely nice

azzy is lando, my british youngster, we don't always agree but we both see charles is superior

riel COUL HAVE been mick but for all the bad opinions i degraded them to nando

coni is yuki because she's the sweetest and although we never met, she's like a bestie to me

carolina is daniel because she's just so funny, truly always laughing with her

gi NEEDS to be kev. strong presence. questionable opinions. u still love them but GI NO

hugo is guanyu. CORRECT opinions. my unproblematic king. i just want him to do good.

pri is george. mad respect, all about facts.

kyle is mick just so i can piss of riel and because as a mickfucker they deserve it

manu should be val just because while she's all logic, there's also an unhinged side to her and i love it. also like, if there was someone to sell their bare ass on internet for a good cause my money would be on her for some reason.

akira is lance. i love her, she's unbothered and unproblematic and the green icon always reminds me of astons.

nia is alex because she can make me laugh and cry in the spam of seconds and sometimes makes me purely hysterical.

liz (@biscottifoshit) is carlos. no no, listen to me. i know what u wanna say BUT u love charles and WOULD bend him over. u love football. u are hot. we ignore the other stuff.

and finally kara is este. why? 10/10 would fight max. WOULD workout commando and post pic of it on main. would embarrass two times wdc nando on the track and then just shrug about it. has tall person energy.

I don't have the heart to use the three remaning drivers for someone in the gc and since i already commited to it the rest of u can pick a driver of ur choice. and yes, we can all play charles.

[iz-hoonz]

#slay ship ur moots with an idol 😋👆

it's here 🤩 thanks luna my bff slayer 4lyfer 💐💐💐

so i won't really ship romantically but maybe more of who i see as the best friends type

@lunaflvms : maybe riki or wonyoung 😋 you and riki would look really cute 2gether especially with your fun personality and his teasing personality. i would cry if i see you two together having fun and all bc ITS SO CUTE TO EVEN IMAGINE 😓😓😓 and wonyoung bc you both are #superslayers and you guys would bitch slap anyone across the face if they talked dirty about your friends 😕

@one16core : hmm maybe sunoo 😇 idk i feel like you guys would fit eachothers personality. both sunshines but don't mess with them 😋💪

@moatrash : HUNINGKAI!! i bet you guys would be an inseperable duo. you guys are always active and you give me baby/maknae vibes 😭😭😭

@juniblvssom : jo yuri! you have this really fun and teasing personality but inside, you really care and won't hesitate to cheer someone up by making them laugh. you give off so much yuri vibes, actually 🤕 you're also very genuine and caring to people ☹☹ also bc you're a wiz*one

@seungstarss : HEESEUNG. NO DOUBT HEESEUNG. not only bc of your user, no. you seem very organized and laid back and is very serious about something they're passionate about. i also feel like you two would be partners in crime 🗯 sei x hee best duo 🗣🗣🗣

@isacoree : yura my beloved!! with.. chaehyun! i was looking around your blog and found chae on your pinned post and thought how well you guys are alike ☹ you're very lovely and kind! love cute stuff as well so they do go with you both <3

@wonjaems : jaemin and jay 😼😼 your user reminded of jaemin and i thought about how cool you guys are 😭 also with jay. you may seem quiet at first but are really fun to talk with!! everything about you is cool and people may find you intimidating 💪 rose is an icon!

@liliansun : my honeybee gets jungwon 🐝🍯!! you seem very responsible and hard working and always gives time for their loved ones. you're really friendly too and you know how to start a convo and not make it uncomfortable 😭 just like how you approached me 😋😋

@juyeooo : my bff hoon, juyo, and wonyo stan 💳💥💳💥💳💥 you give off a ningning or chaeyoung vibe,, ningning bc you're very sweet and friendly 💐 and chae bc you seem like the shy observant type at the same time!! also no doubt you and juyeon would make a cute pair ;)

@viewonz : fav <3 you get liz !! you're very lovely and you type really cutely ☹☹☹ ur blog is really warm and cute as well. oh! and jungwon would fall for someone sweet and comforting just like you 🫂💌

@i-kai : man.. ryujin and ruto (welcome to the teume club <3 !!) you give off cool and chill vibes 😎😎 also no doubt you look stunning and you are very #slayful.

@enhaist : yeonjun 😎😎😎 i bet you guys are gonna make a pretty cool duo too. MAN YOU BOTH LOOK SO 🔥! no other words. self explanatory. these two are the power duo.

@strwbrymlkes : soobin and sheon!!! yes, i see sheon in your pfp and it definitely matches 💐 you seem, fun and bubbly ^__^ not to mention your soft theme too!! i hear blue hour when i enter your blog 🤍

@enloveclub : miyu!! hi!! enha's maknae line (?) you give off all 3 of their vibes honestly 💀 very soft and approachable. i can imagine you guys walking around and giggling like it's so cute i can't 😭😭 there are sparkles surrounding you ^__^ ✨💖

@amakumos : wonyoung!! you're so friendly, bubbly, and sweet >< ! although you may have a different side, you seem like a sunshine 💐💐 oh and junhwan there i see 😼

@giyyuzz : no doubt, jungwon. you seem like the type who someone runs to for comfort ☹ you know exactly what to say and how to comfortably talk to someone 🫂

@acciomylove : rei <3 she's on ur pfp so its meant to be 😱 she's smiling at me.. you seem sweet and shy,, just like naoi ☹☹ always always on my tl 🫂