#ITS NOT OVER IM JUST TWEAKING
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THE ALIEN GRIPPING HIS HAIR I'M GOING TO KILL THEMMMMM
#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#alien stage till#hiw do i kill myself#GET OFF OF HIM FUCKING SHIT#HOLD ME BACK HOLD ME BACK I REALLY CANT DO THIS ANYMORE#ITS NOT OVER IM JUST TWEAKING#ITS NOT TILLOVER#URBGHGHGHH
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had an identity crisis, prime time for a slight sona redesign!
it's cow! (again!)
+ a closeup because i'm really proud of the eyes
#i felt really extremely disconnected from cow and was like welp. time to make new fursonas#and made like four drafts before drawing cow with short hair and going 'oh.'#i ...... just need a hair cut. so i gave my fursona a haircut while i'm waiting to go#fucking. SADGE that im redesigning it so soon after its last ref but#shrugs#i do not control the heightened emotions about fursona and what it means to me#also there's a lot of experiments in this piece!! new brushes new coloring techniques new style of ref#loooots and lots of alts over on my ponytreon#my art#furry#fursona#anthro#oc#cow#cattle#oc: cow#bovine#ref#ref sheet#reference#i tried like...7 other palettes before just taking the old one and tweaking it and now i rllllllllly like it :03#i just needed less pastels/contrast and more soft/desaturated tones...who woulda thunk#(it's everyone. everyone wouldve thunk. i <3 desaturated tan tones)
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#‘stop drawing aventurine blushing over nothing’ (DROPS TO MY KNEES) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#★ my art#art#honkai star rail#hsr aventurine#aventio#hsr dr ratio#ratiorine#hsr golden ratio#2.2 comes out at 6 for me ive been tweaking all day sorry if im scaring everybodh#i love drawing over my drawings but it makes that last text completely illegible#Oops?#★ arin rambles#just a little tho.#‘how did he get injured’ doin somethin stupid.#He probably fell in the shower#its just a hc i have that like. hes clumsy#yeah he survived attempting to shoot himself 3 times. but you know what he cant survive? his untied shoelaces#‘his shoes dont even have shoelaces!’ See thats why#cuz he keep trippin
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happy "our marriage is never gonna recover from this" day
#this is why you share your plan with 1 (one) other person; kids. otherwise you end up embarrassing yourself in front of the people#you were trying to impress (and the man youve fallen head over heels for)#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#ed teach#edward teach#blackbeard#september 1st#s01e04#Discomfort in a Married State#gif#i didnt get the colour grading quite how i wanted it but i had fun tweaking them! its all learning; baybeee#im having fun! hopefully new laptop will have the power to let me control more things. maybe#(or maybe thats just skill issues ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)#yall gotta be nice to me ok im still figuring things out#also like. as i said earlier. i knowwww this scenes been giffed to shit. but also not so many with the leap year note! so.#i learnt that 1717 was NOT a leap year in the process of making this. djenks i feel betrayed & lied to#did YOU remember we had a february 29th this year? because i sure didnt. i squandered her
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this is STILL not my beautiful wife
#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#animation#im just posting all my wips here over and over. enjoy.#i procrastinated so hard on drawing his tie or trench coat#that i instead animated the entire second ford for the background. and then put a tie and trench coat on that one.#turns out fabric animation isnt quite as scary as i imagined so im a lot more confident about animating it for bord prime#then its just a matter of tweening the background ford#tweaking the timing#doing the actual cleanup and linework#and coloring#and im done!#animation is so time consuming. i cant believe no one has ever realized this before#im getting quicker though!#the fact that im rotoscoping this both helps and hinders my speed#im also still drawing all of this on my touchscreen laptop with my fingertip bc i have yet to plug my tablet in#my wrist brace is getting more use this week than it has in years#fluffle art
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This new lineup is already looking so gorgeous!! :D
:D Thank you! While I'm still trying to get over being shy sharing the living's line up right now, you can have a V.2 of the mime's line up since I colored them in:
#i say v2 because subject to be tweaked more#idk why im so shy about sharing characters with minimal clothes on#like they aren't indecent. nothing is risqué#im just like ahhhg you can see their nipples...... and their knees..... oh jeez.#also might have something to do about anatomy. always uncertain my anatomy is weird#just because the way i draw is already cartoony its hard to find a good balance between realism and not#okay ramble over#brambleramble
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“I’m not him.” The words were choked, strangled even. Caithe set aside the journal she was writing in, and turned to see Bloom. “Who?” She asked, even if she already knew who he was talking about. “Trahearne.” Bloom muttered, his massive form slowly shuffling forward. “I’m not- I tried, but I can’t—“ He paused and a low rumble rattled the lower portion of his strange form, the plates of bark rising in agitation. His tail lashed and his hands dragged over his face. His palms caught on the spines along half his face and he winced. “I know you all see him. In me. You want me to be him.” Bloom seemed to deflate, sinking down to the ground. All of his limbs folded inwards, curling around his torso and Caithe swore she saw him tremble. “But I can’t. I can’t, I’m sorry—“ “Bloom.” Caithe spoke gently, standing up and coming closer. His eyes were squeezed closed, she noted. He didn’t open them to look at her, until she reached out and laid her palm on his massive front limb— paw? She still wasn’t sure. “Bloom. Look at me. Please?” She repeated, gently as she could manage. Caithe was not a woman well versed in being a comforting figure, in being someone who offered their shoulder to one in need. But Bloom needed her. He chose to come to her, about this. She could only imagine the courage it must’ve taken him to trust her with this, after everything. Slowly, Bloom opened his eyes and leaned down, so his massive head was closer to her. He still curled his arms in around himself, clawed fingers making grooves in the thicker bark along his arms. Now Caithe could see the tears welling up in his golden eyes, and her heart ached. She could see her brother in his face, or perhaps she merely imagined she could. But his eyes, glowing amber in a way that made part of her mind want to vanish and hide away from his gaze... that was not Trahearne. And it never would be. “I’m sorry, Bloom.” She murmured, stepping towards his face. “For making you believe you had to be him.” Caithe hesitated before she reached out, gentle as she wiped away the tears at the corners of his bad eye. It was a little easier for her to avoid the massive thorns along his cheek and jaw, she told herself, but Bloom leaned into her touch and she knew it wasn’t that simple. “It is cruel, to expect you to be a man you have never met.” Caithe muttered. “You cannot choose to be someone you are not.” Briefly, unexpectedly, a memory surged in her mind- a memory of Trahearne saying something similar to her once, years ago.
“You are not as cruel as you pretend to be Caithe. I think we both know that.” He said, his voice calm but sad. Caithe pretended to ignore him. “…I miss Wynne too, you know. And Riannoc as well. It is okay to mourn, Caithe.” “I don’t need a lecture, Trahearne.” “I am not here to lecture you.” Trahearne’s hand came to rest on her hand, steadying her grip on the vial of poison she was preparing. “Aife told me about Faolain leaving the Grove. I promise you, Caithe, you are not alone. You do not have to harden your heart. You do not have to be someone you are not.”
She had yanked her hand away from him back then, snarled something about not needing him to tell her who she was, and stormed off, not ready to confront her feelings, never mind share them. Caithe took a deep breath, letting her hand simply rest against Bloom’s cheek. “You do not have to be someone you are not, Bloom. Just because you do not know who that is yet, does not mean that you have to pretend.” She said, meeting his eyes. “I am sorry, Bloom, truly, that we… that our expectations—“ She shook her head. “We have made you feel this way. It isn’t fair to you. And for that, I can only offer my apologies, and try to do better.” Caithe hesitated. This was where her knowledge faltered. Was this when she offered a comforting hug? Could she hug Bloom? His size certainly made it questionable, and the pain he has described to Taimi made her wonder if a hug would even feel pleasant in his situation, or if it would just be another reminder of how out of place he was among the rest of Dragon’s Watch. Between Bloom and the Commander... she had a life time of apologies ahead of her, and not the kind that hugs would be enough to bridge the gap. “Caithe.” Bloom muttered, and even though he spoke quietly, she could still feel the depth of his voice in her chest while standing this close. “Yes?” “Thank you.”
#gw2#guild wars 2#my art#batsy art#bloom my beloved#i wrote and drew this a while ago#but i made some tweaks and slapped some colors over my pencil sketch bc i decided i wanted to share bloom more#since he seems to be popular#is it bc he's trahearne adjacent? absolutely#but i dontmind :]#does this count as angst or comfort idk#both maybe#bloom is being angsty but caithe is there to awkwardly pat his cheek and narrowly avoid impaling her hand#look sometimes people change and its awkward for everyone okay#several art posts in a few days from me? witchcraft#or im just forcing myself to post and not over think it#who knows which (its the second thing)
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the narrative/timeline of the tantalids as i understand it.
#can still be edited/tweaked. this is like. first version. but its solid enough that im happy to share!#do with what u will and if thats nothing then cool#if u came to my tantalid lectures .... its that written down SDFGHJK#tagamemnon#DO I DARE TAG IT#ITS NOT WRITTEN IN LIKE. PROPER ESSAY LIKE PROSE AND STUFF#THATS NOT MY INTENTION WITH IT.#ITS JUST TO EXPLAIN AND BREAK IT DOWN#TENSE AND FORMAT AND GRAMMAR. ALL OVER THE SHOW
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Day 279 | id in alt
It bit him in the ass I'll say that much lmao (left to right)
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#fushiguro megumi#tokyo trio#yes Fushiguro is drawn like that#imma be real w yall i was tired and i didn't wanna draw out his face like how I usually do#still fits him kinda sorta....plank of wood lookin boy fr#i loathe his hair bro take a damn shower#the three of them are slowly becoming their colors respectively its kinda funny#im low-key tweaking the fuck out#but we aint gotta talk about that i genuinely will and have eaten drywall#ive eaten batteries n shit before this aint surprising#ive eaten worse things and none of them are human related unless you wanna be smart and say its man made then like...sure i guess#but besides that i just like Kugisaki being snarky as shit with Fushiguro#i mean that “first time losing a partner?” comment didn't fly over my head Kugisaki. i know what your brain is doing#i yearn for the sea yet i am deeply afraid of its depths#MANNNNNN THIS SHIT SUCKS ASS
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i need to be more active here again.., uuehah hiiihii romesse on the mind currently
#drew them earlier again god im so insane over them#tweaking the fuck out cuz i cant really... post it i think#ITS NOT BAD ITS JUST A TEENY BIT SUGGESTIVE#cosmic rambles
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“stop saying i’m your good girl.” and you’re warm in the face. close to crying because of course, he forced you to say that. something so mortifying to you and gratuitous for him.
he asks who’s a good girl like every time you cum, every time you let him do something perverse. almost like he’s getting you used to being his good girl. i think he really does get off on how meek and shy it gets you when he praises you because given the man that he is, you should know not to be swooned by him…
and you ask him to stop with this mousey little voice that makes his dick throb…….he thinks you’re hesitating, thinking twice, about not being his good girl.
you never convince him to stop in the end and he fucks you stupid with the phrase “i’m sorry, i’ll be your good girl again” until he’s satisfied (stops sulking) again. XD
DIOR .
#YOU ARE OUT OF YOUR MIND /pos LIKE NO WAY U SENT ME THIS . I FEEL SO FCKING INSANEEEE this is so sick and twisted!!!#like theres just No Way u sent me that. oh myu god i saw this ask this morning and i was studying for my exam and i like tweaked all day#over it like no way u just indulged me so personally like this i feel so ;---; U KNEWW WHAT MADE ME WEAK HOW DARE U#HIM ASKING WHOS A GOOD GIRL EVERY TIME........ OH HES SO INSUFFERABLE I CANT DO THIS#WHY WOULD U SEND ME THIS AT MY MOST VULNERABLEI FEEL SO ;-;....... i cant do this I CANT DO THIS#WHOS A GOOD GIRL W HIM KILLS ME SOOO BAD SOOOO BAD ITS ALL I THINK ABOUT I CANT#I CANTTTTTTTT . reader is so me i feel sick I LOVE U THANK U FOR INDULGIN ME I ;---; <333#i have. nothing coherent to say v_v i feel so unwell and feral over this im so#the voice.... that makes him throb... oughgh hes thr worst hes THE WORST i feel so sick#u are responsible for my therapy bills bc of this now#sora.inbox#dior <3#oliver
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i drew my minecraft oc and my friend’s @waruihoshi technically an oc more like an npc on the minecraft server she roleplays as fnjkfdfd in the style of cult of the lamb because my oc runs a cult of the pink sheep :]
#man i havent drawn in over a month like at all#this was very fun! i miss drawing more often#everytime i think i can get back to it with more energy something irl happens and stops me from doing that raaghhh#but i try :)#minecraft#minecraft oc#cult of the lamb#cotl#halfart#endermag#warui smp#the pink sheep#(if anyone randomly stumps across this warui smp is just the name of my friends private lil server its nothing mcyt related lmao)#this is obviously heavily based on official cotl artwork but i had a lot of fun tweaking it a bit to fit these two characters more#and designing the crown was so fun too :3#its supposed be an obsidian tower from the end with an eye of ender#and the uhh i forgot the name but the green thing he's wearing i based the colors on the eye of ender#cuz the character is an enderman#also the white letters actually spell 'void' in minecraft enchanting table language :3#im normal. im so normal about symbolism and lore
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i keep forgetting people actually find everywhere at the end of time scary bc im like "yayyy dementia music ^_^" whenever i hear it
#i heard it in a speedpaint once and i started tweaking for a second i got so excited#guess i have to remind myself of how legitimately disturbing it was on first listen#and it still is! its just that most of the time i can handle it and listen to it recreationally#if im having a bad day though its over for me if i hear it#hearing mournful camaraderie when my grandma was dying was. a time.
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just read the most earth shattering mind blowing existence boggling painful wonderful glorious jayvik fic and it was called You May Be Entitled to Financial Compensation by @oncetherelivedaboy URGRHRHHR IT WAS SO GOOD IM GONNA CRYYYY I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER LIKE IT WAS GENUINELY AMAZING AND IM ALREADY PREPPING MYSELF TO CRY AGINNN IT WAS JUST SOOOO GOOD AND I LOVED IT SM KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE UR FIC
yapping in the tags as usual <\3
#rose rambling#i just had to share my appreciation bc it is genuinely one of the best jayvik fics ive read in a hot minute#like i was actually tweaking out over it snd i adore it sm even if it made me cry#ignoring the major character death spoilers bro 🙏🙏🙏 viktor will totally live 😇#someone else in the ao3 comments said “there is no war in ba sing se” and honestly same that is exactly how im approaching this fic#hes not dead yet so he must live 😇😇😇#in all seriousness tho this was a beautiful fic and i love the characterization and the overall painfully accurate depictions-#-of death and struggling and grief#its just so urgrhrhrrhrhhrhrhr
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thinking abt my wip
#GUYS IM OBBSESSED WITH IT#have i written more than 3 sentences in the past week#uhhh next question#IMMA RANT IN THE TAGS#its a winterhawk soulmate au where u cant kill ur soulmate ofc#and clint is hired to take bucky out (unknowlingly) by hydra#and ofc he doesnt know thats his soulmate!!!#so every attempt he fails#and clint is like so obsessed with his abilities and shit like it defines who he his!!!#like hes such an insecure loser sometimes#and ofc like him missing multiple times IS GONNA MAKE HIM TWEAK OUTTT#and he gets so obbsessive over bucky#cause bucky starts to stand for him not being capable#and hes like chat i need to kill him#like its not abt the bloodlust its just to prove that hes hawkeye!!! that he doesnt miss!!!!#and ofc it doesnt work LMAO#i want to put him in situatuons#OK NOW I NEED TO ACTUALLY WRITE THIS LOL#winterhawk
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Oh to write a line that is such an emotional punch to the gut you have to take a break and maybe even go on a walk, like oof
#Raksh's writing ramblings#it took a lot of tweaks and a lot of time just sitting there staring at the paragraph but damn does it hit now#Im actually kinda shocked how well it works#and since its so hot and humid and absolutely godamn awful today that my brain feels like mush#this might be a good point to leave it on today and pick back up on tomorrow#kinda sucks Im only able to get around 600 words a day#But after almost a year of writer's block I'll take it with open arms#(my thesis can wait a lil'm more 🙈🙈)#btw Im writing the final part to the VegasPete time travel AU#and its mostly Vegas' and Gun's confrontation so that's already heavy stuff#but these lines Gun just said to Vegas? oh my god#I might've peaked right there and then#hopefully that'll stay relevant and won’t sound like shit when I get back to it tomorrow 🙈😂#but so far Im having so much fun and it's beginning to look like it might become one of the best things I've ever written#it just Flows and Im letting myself go with the style and its just-- so nice 😩#lots of parallels and lots of implications and mirroring in this confrontation between father and son#might become my favourite bit too#and Id prob appeal to no one but me 🙈 but ehh Im happy with how its turning out and that's important ^^#and if anyone else likes it then thats just an added bonus ^^#now Im gonna go lay down and rest for a bit bcs this heat wave really is killing me#over 32 degrees Celcius with Zero wind snd humid as fuck#I was Not made for this :')
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