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Tfw I sat down to start writing my thesis and pretty much immediately started breaking down like... ffs I know Im exhausted and burnout already but I don’t have time for this :')))
#personal#vent#Raksh vents#I have less than a month#to write the whole last chapter#then the intro and conclusion + put it all together#and Im gonna lose out on 3-4 days next week cause we're going for a trip with my uni friend group#which Im super excited about#but time running out is stressing me tf out ;_;#I was really preping to write today but honest to god started breaking down with tears when I sat down to do it#so I dunno what to do#guess I need to give myself a break at least for today#maybe do smth other than writing so I feel like I worked on it#but give myself some space to rest and recover#so I can spend tomorrow and the rest of the week before the trip on actually writing#this is so stupid#that I need to Convince myself to take a break#and that I Will make it on time despite it like#fuck me this is exhausting#Im gonna go watch some yt#maybe game for a bit#do some yoga or jump ropw for a bit later#and maybe I'll be able to sit down to my thesis for a bit in the evening#and if not then tomorrow's a day too I guess#just will have to push for more to make up for today#ughhhh#hate it here fr fr#gonna go watch some old volleyball vlogs#and boot up no man's sky after#maybe that'll calm me down...
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i thought my laptop was on its last leg because it was running at six billion degrees and using 100% disk space at all times and then i turned off shadows and some other windows effects and it was immediately cured. i just did the same to my roommate's computer and its performance issues were also immediately cured. okay. i guess.
so i guess if you have creaky freezy windows 10/11 try searching "advanced system settings", go to performance settings, and uncheck "show shadows under windows" and anything else you don't want. hope that helps someone else.
#tech advice#windows 10#linux#useful links#helpful links#getting ever closer to switching to linux#or trying dual boot#not gonna tweak my pc until Im done with my thesis#but after that?#yeah#Im nearly done with windows ngl#qu
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STOP assigning pre-modern characters the trait “would commit tax fraud” without understanding how hard tax fraud was back in the days when a tax collector would physically come to your estate and assess your sitch. Do you have any idea how easy kids these days have it? You can just claim a few fake deductions or lie on a form and be a tax criminal. Your ancestors and fantasy faves had to work for those pennies.

Look at this house. This house has no mortar so it can be collapsed or moved to avoid taxation. That’s the sort of innovation I need to be seeing before you can call anyone in a feudal society a tax fraudster. They need to be hiding warehouses of goods, shoving grandpa in the basement to dodge the censusman, starting small regional wars, fleeing their villages in a constant semi-nomadic race against the forces of government, registering twins as a single child, or putting their life on the line to sell blackmarket bread. Come back when you have some tax fraud I can respect, not just a guy who looks kind of sleazy and sometimes does paperwork.
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One of the things about writing that feels the silliest is when there’s a detail in the scene that the character doesn’t think is important but you know the reader will know it’s important because otherwise it wouldn’t be there, so you’re just sort of making eye contact with the reader over the character’s head and whispering “don’t tell them”
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writing a book is so stupid. first you gotta cut yourself open and find words in there. then you gotta put those words in an order no other human being has ever put words in. then you gotta decide that the brand new order you put those words in isnt a good order at all actually. then you gotta find new words in there. and then you gotta do that over and over and over again until there's a deadline. and then you stop doing it and you go put words elsewhere. who invented this.
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Is having a silly lil' crush healing? Or is it a Sign of healing?
Ooooor, most probably, it's just the only thing keeping me sane rn lmaoo
#personal#Raksh rambles#truly I missed having a silly lil' crush#like really its so stupid how getting excited and flailing about it is so fun#its crucial its on someone unattainable tho#like an actor singer other famous-ish person#so its a safe space yknow?#anyway Ive been watching volleyball and what would you know xD#I did always love watching the sport tho#and our national team is Amazing#truly all of them#I love 'em#always had a lil' crush on one or the other so what#gotta admire their grit and spirit and skill and - you get it#anyway this got nothing to do with anything#besides the fact they won gold today yay!!#and the fact its gonna be a month without watching them play#and its been keeping me sane in all this thesis writing horror craziness 😭😭#how am I gonna cope???? 😭😭#I did even start working out a lil' here and there#so that's something I guess maybe it'll help#anyway enough of the rambles#just had to throw thoughts out if my head#gonna finish up an ep or two of this show Im finally catching up on#and then go to sleep#to work on the thesis tomorrow.... eh :')
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THEY LOOK LIKE A POLISH MAFIA I CANT
#vnl 2025#polish volleyball#team poland#it's the caps isnt it? lmaoo#but the pic is just 👌👌#*chefs kiss*#gotta love 'em#how can you not ^^
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OMG THEY FUCKING DID ITTTTTTT
#vnl 2025#polish volleyball#team poland#I had such a blast watching them#9-0 in the finals what a streak#almost couldn’t believe it#truly an amazing performance#fingers crossed they'll repeat in the upcoming championships 🤞#more than a month away oof#what do I even do until then? lol#gonna miss watching them that's for sure
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Your planet is now marked for death. Your world will be consumed by the Devourer. There is nothing you can do to stop him. For he is a universal force, as essential as the stars. Hold your loved ones close, and speak the words you've been afraid to speak. Use this time to rejoice and celebrate, for your time is short.
The Fantastic Four: First Steps (2025) dir. Matt Shakman
#fantastic four#the fantastic four first steps#shalla bal#silver surfer#mcu#occasional gif reblog#ngl she might be one of my fave things about this movie#along with the music and cinematography#but she!#damn#she was amazing#qu
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being so staunchly anti generative ai while everyone around you is "i used chatgpt" and "i asked grok" and google search is useless and every company is implementing ai and every single celeb is taking ai money and partnering with ai is like... it's so jarring. why can't you see the harm like i can? why are you so lazy? why are we making society this stupid? can we please stop? it's killing people does that not matter to you?
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SEBASTIAN STAN as BUCKY BARNES THUNDERBOLTS*
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sorry but someone assuming you have "left a fandom" when you don't post about it a lot anymore feels like bilbo coming home to the sackville bagginses having him presumed dead and selling all his stuff. girl i was just on a little quest????
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write unpublishable things. it's good for you.
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setting up a tiny detail in one chapter to pay it off in the next few chapters feels sooo devious like oooh i can't wait to write the small little reference here that 70% of readers will miss but 30% of readers will cheer for
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If you have achieved something, please remember to observe a mandatory period of basking in the warm glow of your achievement like a lizard on a stone, lest you teach your brain that effort is futile, actually, because it didn't get to enjoy its happy chemicals, so, naturally, nothing good ever comes of trying. (And no, avoiding punishment is not a reward!)
I recommend, like, 5% of basking time in relation to whatever time you invested into achieving the thing minimum. And if you can't make your own bask, friend-brought is fine (= tell your friends!).
#mental health#this is why I try not to beat myself over the breaks I have to take between days of writing my thesis#treating it as a break And a reward#so its easier to get back to it on the next day#its working so far!#though Im still behind a lot#but hopefully it will all work out in the end#qu
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The best advice i can give any creator is do it before you're good at it, do it BEFORE you're happy, do it while you suck, do it while you're doubting yourself and get stuck the fuck in, because waiting around to be "good enough" is a motherfucking trap of the highest degree. You'll get good along the way and better after every project is complete. Remember, this is the greatest thing you've ever created, and then you'll do something else. You're only ever gonna get better, but not if you stand still.
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