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sloppy-syrup · 10 months

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“Your stripes are coming loose..”

A drawing about losing yourself.

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codgod · 1 year

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my last sin… is that i hate you.

i. hate. you.

#.png #jrwi #jrwi riptide #just roll with it #gillion tidestrider #i hope if he ever gets to confront the elders he tells them this for real #this had a different caption in my head but it didn’t end up fitting that #something about feeling worse now that you know better. more abt what happened to u #anyways idk why i decided to colour the lines the way i did. basically getting rid of the outer ones #but it looks kinda cool so whatever

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waywardsalt · 2 months

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Specifically your favorite, not the one you think is objectively the best (though I can assume those would overlap). Feel free to explain your choice in tags.

#elden ring #my post #base game only bc 1 everyone who’s played elden ring knows these and 2 i dont have dlc so i only know these #theyre kinda the same reason. anyways.#no view results. pick one. or just pick the one you like the looks of if youre not an elden ring player but want to see results #personally idk what id pick? theyre all really cool from what i remember (havent been to stormveil in ages tho)#pleaseeee talk about why you picked the one you did i think this games locations are incredible n i want to see ppl talk abt what they like #counting volcano manor as part of prison town personally bc. theyre intrinsically linked and volcano manor has some exploratory bits #fuck i just realized why its called lucaria. anyways #idc what the reasoning is difficulty enemy selection atmosphere end boss story soundtrack fuckin. color palette #i know abt the haligtree typo. you cannot edit polls once youve posted them. its fitting tho that place is hell

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tovaicas · 18 days

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my real favourite character is Nidhogg, I’m only obsessed with Estinien bc he’s a hangers-on /jokes

#saint.txt #spoilers #major spoilers #no but for real dravanian lore is SO horrific if you actually look into it #and the depths Nidhogg dove to in his crusade and the level of harm he inflicted on his own children in service to it #in a lot of ways makes him worse than the Vault.#Nidhogg dies agonizingly without any real closure and scared of the end bc he has nothing left to go on for.#he *has* to die because nobody can move on for as long as he lives and that’s a huge tragedy. despite everything he’s still a member #of a dwindling First Brood (half of which have died and were tortured at the hands of men). he’s still a father. a son. an uncle. a brother #his fanily still loves him even as they have to raise the blade over his neck. either him or Ishgard dies.#he isn’t a villain just evil for the sake of it he has real motives and one of the deepest wells of love out of any character in the game.#and killing him doesn’t even really fix anything. all of Ishgard’s problems are still there bc Nidhogg was not the cause.#sure it gives Ishgard a space to start fixing those problems but…that’s not really saying much.#idk most MMOs pretty blindly just say you killed the big bad!! everything’s cool now!! and it’s really poignant that HW didn’t #you killed a grieving brother who was never able to move on. he found no closure in death. and in the process you made a lot of things #in Ishgard exponentially worse than they already were. his death isn’t a victory.#it’s a long and awful and drawn out tragedy of a man who shouldn’t have had to die.#he did a lot of awful things. but he was still family to a lot of people.#and he was a good person once. lots of his friends and family remember who he was before the grief tore him apart.#and you can’t write Nidhogg or Estinien without considering the other bc they’re the same person in almost every way.#enjoy my propoganda Nidhogg will be your favourite character too if I have anything to say abt it

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ourfandomcrazyuniverse · 27 days

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I have to get this off my chest but I feel like a lot of these “is it okay to do ‘this sexual thing’ in ‘public place’?” polls are getting voted for in the sex isn’t morally evil and don’t judge people way, rather than a respecting other people around you and their boundaries and consent way.

Like some of this stuff is just basic level respect and it’s just kinda common decency to respect other people irl. Sex is fine! It’s not a bad thing at all.

But I feel like if you took away the ‘is this universally a depraved and immoral act’ versus ‘okay in real life would I actually feel a little weirded out by this’ they are very different, and irl you might react completely differently, internally or externally, versus voting no I don’t think this sexual thing is a bad thing to do.

Actually being in that scenario makes things different. Whether it’s the ethical state of the sexual thing made up person/people are doing, or how you actually might react/feel thrown unwillingly straight into the situation.

Not all, but with some of these polls, I feel like we’re forgetting the human pet guy post - on his site. If other people around you aren’t consenting to you doing something sexual in front of them then stop, you don’t need to do it, people aren’t consenting, and you’re making them be part in something sexual without it. Again this bit only applies to some of the posts I’ve seen, not all.

Just had to vent about this personally, it’s fine if you disagree I’m not here to fight lmao. This post is literally just for me. But I feel like a lot of these posts are sometimes misconstruing the moral value of the act versus the usual respect you’d show to people around you when it comes to something sexual, they may not usually be a part of, and may have no warning to beforehand.

#like actually *putting* yourself in that situation how would you feel? That’s how you should vote #go do hot cool things with other consenting ppl woohoo we love that for you!!! But if it involves someone else just think for a...#second *how* involved they might end up being beforehand #also like... hygiene guys cmonnn pls? Not kidding I would rather someone sneeze in my face then end up w smones spunk on me nonconsensually #at least if someone coughs on me I know it was accidental like smth they can’t help but do #And smth I come into often. Not smth private I wouldn’t expect to experience from this person.#not smth i could be worried they were trying to do smth sxual w by having me experience #or I could get like very sick from idk all I know is personally it would be panic attack time #if I was thrust into that situation without knowing why all of a sudden #like my friends and I talk abt jerking and other stuff like that absolutely fine lmao #But if I caught them doing it at my own place while they were staying for one or two nights???#I’d definitely end up seeing them differently I just idk if I could not after that #literally just my personal post not looking to start anything with anyone lmao #text post #poll #tumblr

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inkedhorror · 2 months

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oh when did that happen...

#THANKS GANG! i dont know when or why this happened but im glad u like my silly once in a blue moon art posts #i need to completely redo my personal tags Ugh my blog is a mess #um I want to post more art eventually but A) i havent made a solid drawing in a month and B) ivr finished writing 2 fanfics in my life Total #and they were oneshots.... For Sam & Max. looks away #executive dysfunction sux Boo i wld lovr to be able to finish writing smth else literally Ever. i have so many cool fic and au ideas #and i get so embarrassed or straight up forget abt stuff i do finish. like... shivers. Freakyverse #aka an abandoned utmv project between a friend group that kinda fell apart but Hey what can u do #namedropping varyswap simply bc i want to have it somewhere public that it does exist and im not crazy when i inevitably lose the google doc #sighs wistfully at the dozens to hundreds of google doc wips i have #i have so much i want to share but i dont even have enough written down for a full chapter of smth...#i would be fine posting abandoned wips if there was Enough for me to be satisfied with #its all messy drafts and half finished plot lines and i barely ever end up completing an entire scene #and. i dont like posting unorganized ideas in public spaces. i guess. idk #screams into a pillow #edit i have 3 finished fanfics total. wrote that 3rd one when i was 9-10. it was a utmv s/i fic abt her and her friends dying. head in hands #shoves my su fic ideas doc behind my back #so like... kicks the floor. anyone else insanely attached to concepts where characters are split into Pieces of themselves etc because #yeah im that person and i also like time travel and undead characters so you can imagine what my su ideas doc looks like rn #sorry i forgot this was a post abt how i have 150 followers #I WLD DO SOMETHING SPECIAL BUT ALAS #yall arent getting shit. Sorry. havent even gotten to the simple doodle requests in my inbox yet #love u xo #rabbit squeaks

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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lol that post got super derailed off the bat (nobody’s fault but mine for being smarmy there tbh) but the point stands. before you call any creature with feathered wings I make “angel” please imagine me being very miffed about it and then do as you wish

#bakuspeech #like. I think the thing here is you're just misreading the piece if you go in looking for angel stuff #which literally doesn't matter really but I'm up in arms about it the way authors are about their worst character being fan favourite #idk man. do u know there are big birds on our copper drums #they're neat and they're cool I like them a lot #anyways. this round of comms is finally done!!#sorry to the last client in the bout for taking so damn long skjghdkj I just. I don't think I like working with a light table #or. I'd like it better if its bigger. I'd just like it better if I have more space in general probably #currently it's just like. I have to choose between my tablets and my ink. and switching is a Big hassle #I'll try to figure out something for it!#but the news for now is: I'll take the next week off comm stuff. to unclench my brain #got a Bunch of stuff I wanna take care of. before the month ends #so uh! we'll see about stuff! if ur here for the ink comms please look forward to that coming back in a week!#also I'm gonna reblog the recent stuff again. I've just been head in sketchbook/paper not giving a shit abt anything #I need to see sunlight again. man. boy

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exopelagic · 4 months

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i said i wouldn’t do it this time but it’s 3am and mods asleep. boy

#welcome to another episode of Luke is insane abt hockey boy!#this time featuring a guy who is actually this time almost (ALMOST) confirmed to be queer #the almost is partly me being insane because I don’t trust anything anymore #but like. there are only so many reasons you wear pride converse. that is not ally behaviour #it just threw me this time I think bc I’d been like no. heterosexual. bc I think I became aware of him when he joined the real hockey team #because the OTHER problem is that the whole time I’d been thinking he was cute as hell (bc he is) and simultaneously being like no. bad.#anyway this meant that I have actually talked to him a bunch without overthinking it this term which honestly has been very cool #not like a whole lot but we’ve played together a decent amount and hopefully will keep doing that #and yesterday discovered hes recommending other people talk to me abt goalieing which is insane to me bc I am truly not that good #but apparently I made an impression!#anyway it does not help that this guy has gotten incredibly good at hockey in the past few months #idk man I make bad decisions (I say as if this was a decision) bc it is now the end of term once again <3 #which means absolutely nothing can or will happen until after summer. which isn’t an issue #I’m just frustrated by my tendency to realise these things right before I’m about to not see the guy for X period of time #I also desperately need to stop crushing on hockey boys I swear but in my defence that is the main way I meet people #I think I’m cursed actually. that would explain many things #anyway he also has exams until next Tuesday which means he’ll be at hockey next week but idk abt this week which is devastating #i just wanna have talk to the guy more honestly to see how that goes bc we’ve not rlly talked individually for an extended time yknow.#in other words we have not had A Conversation it’s been groups or like quicker exchanges #he’s kinda quiet but i can’t quite tell which way yknow. I know he’s Watching basically all the time. and he is slightly awkward #which is also kinda cute. he gets a lil rambly when he talks abt hockey and I wanna push that button more #i. topsy if you’re reading this you’re gonna laugh so hard I just realised. he’s captain of the team now.#which sidenote is INSANE bc he started playing with them THIS YEAR #but oh my god. okay.#anyway. I need to start complimenting guys more for multiple reasons but also #1. he dresses very cool 2. he caught me looking at his shirt last week without saying anything (BEFORE I caught the rainbow converse)#i compliment women on their clothes and jewellery and hair and shit all the time but I do not with men bc. I mean do I need to explain.#but this is so unfair I am haunted by existence of boy and here we are once again. posting on tumblr with the possibility of seeing him lik #two more times before summer. might be three or four depending on what he comes to #luke.txt

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octarineblues · 6 months

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not to doxx myself but ive just seen player kings (with ian mckellen!!) and uhhhh it was so good. brb gonna explode.

#player kings #christ #ok a part was scary because there was a medical emergency and it was relatively close to my row #everything ended up ok as far as i can say but it was. not looking great for a second.#i hope the person is alright #missed part of the ending because of that though - they paused the play only after the person was walked out #i think to keep the corridors clear?#and the pause itself was very professional but before when it continued to go on while the emergency was happening? jesus christ.#so i missed a chunk of the ending and i think tbh everyone around me did as well #but. other than that!! it was good!!#(not the best play ive seen this year. that goes to death of beautiful deer/śmierć pięknych saren ive seen in kraków)#(but thats a play im counting towards the best ive seen like. this decade.)#it was such a massive production and im so happy i got that experience #on my limited student budget even!#it was so well done also from a technical perspective #prince harry (toheeb jimoh) was also phenomenal #and ian mckellen!!#so many good actors actually everyone was on point #ok ok ok #last thing #the was scenes were very action movie-y and im not sure how i feel abt that #it was all very dramatic & cinematic #but ive never seen a play approach war/fight scenes like this one so that was cool #(i also think not many plays have this play's budget? idk i dont usually go for larger productions like this one.#maybe the war scenes like this arent that usual? i wouldnt know. they were unusal for me)#ok ok ok ok ok #thats it this time #im good im calm #thank you if youve read this till the end <3

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daz4i · 7 months

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wait actually i think this is a fun combination so here's a list of jobs i at least took some first steps towards getting at some point in my life, in no particular order

actor (duh) (also currently the main direction)

voice actor (hopefully still gonna do it some day. in addition to acting it's probably the one i got closest to)

singer (i was in a band when i was younger n all!) (second biggest direction rn really)

zoo guide

tattoo artist

psychologist (that was a big one for years tbh)

clothing store worker [i actually did (1) shift there even]

marine biologist

sfx makeup artist

pet store worker

sex work à la onlyfans (i don't think it was mainstream enough back then tbh)

graphic designer

book store worker

sound engineer(? this is the closest word i could find)

math tutor

some random high-tech thing. in like. programming machines for the field of medicine. yeah that one wasn't my own goal

i am so on point guys it's a real mystery how i've never had a job before /s

#turns out when you drop out of high school you have a lot of time to try a bunch of stuff and never commit to anything 😳#i actually did stuff in some of these for free like a sucker 😔 it's cool tho. an experience #if you ever watch the hebrew dub of twd for some ungodly reason look for me in the bg voices of one (1) episode. idk which one #anyway. personally i think it's cute how i always come back to acting at the end of the day 😤#working to fulfill my original childhood dream n all.#idk why i'm thinking abt all that now (prooobably bc i'm supposed to start a Thing soon. for the purpose of work)#(so like i have it on my mind ig 🤔 Hm)#apologies for the random rambles.

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anewbrainjughead · 8 months

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i will say that the way poor things handles disability and disfigurement left a bad taste in my mouth

#i saw demi adejuyigbe write abt how it resonated with him through an autistic reading which i do think is cool #but idk something abt how and when we are supposed to empathise with intellectually disabled ppl #i get it i get that its allegorical and what not but idk something abt the only happy ending for disabled ppl #being a miraculous cure or death yknow #i understand it was a child brain and im being literal but idk #just the times that her mannerisms and behaviour earlier in the movie is played for laugh and how her happy ending is being smart #and needing no carers or helpers #so haha fuck you to remy youssef for calling her an ableist slur at the beginning #now shes his boss!!#its just very white and palatable #they would not make a movie like this with a less conventionally attractive lead bc ppl would just be grossed out #bc you can't act the way emma stone acts at the beginning of the film and not be bangable #the story is written around a conventionally attractive woman it wouldn't work if the person casted was less desirable #but tbh that is my problem. not just with this movie just like all of the big 'feminist' adjacent movies & tv shows of late #*played for laughs. look i make typos constantly i am bad at smartphones despite being a part of the smartphone gen

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handcat · 1 year

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back to the dating app 🚶

#got inspired to try it again 🙄#i have a date semi planned now and all of the women in portland are obsessed w me or whatever #bc i like love and dating ppl but i keep falling in love with friends and it HAS NOT ENDED WELL ONCE so maybe stop it you dumbass #(this may be caused by the fact i’ve gotten my hopes up a bit abt a friend of mine but i should NOT… unless…)#i crave companionship #and am #also so scared all the time i’m soooooososcaredddd rn #why can’t everyone just love me all the time #must be my personality bc i’m like really hot rn #also me swiping on ppl just looking for hookups them matching and just 😳 i do not know if i’m at a point in my life where i am confident eno #ugh to do that 😳#as previously stated i’m so so scared #idk i’m conflicted and need to over share about it #idk will continue flirting w that one friend tho #even though flirting with eachother is an ongoing joke in this friend group so i don’t think she would take it seriously lmao #was telling my dear good pal to come over and suck my fingers yesterday like that’s just how it is #anyway she’s cool and makes childrens books and stories and loves dinasours and is tall and can jump really high #we got drunk together at my friends bday and bonded and it was SO CUTE #also she cries a lot when she’s high but doesn’t notice (she’s not even sad there’s just tears lol)#ruh roh just typed that all out and realized it seems like i’m obsessed w her 😳#going to hit my head on a wall okay goodnight

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felidthing · 1 month

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i just had a very long complicated dream about some very ooc homestuck kids. jade might be rooted in some form of fanon at least but i dunno

#posts #i could b wrong abt jade. i really liked the way she was in this though #she was all the yay happy im jade harley niceness but also like. very self-righteous and impulsive #and very emotional. and stubborn. and protective of people she thought were being treated unfairly #she had an extreme reaction thinking someone was in danger cb of an outburst so she herself had a massive outburst and was panicking until-#-she found out they were okay and alive for now and then switched to just clinging desperately to them and getting very angry at anyone who #didnt show the same level of care and protectiveness for them than she was #like she was fully creating a two sides issue and staunchly choosing a side #and then when it didnt look like things were gona go any better she zapped her and her friend and one person who seemed kinda-#- neutral-positive onto a spaceship to escape as far away as possible #so. that. she was consistently the most easygoing with this random guy my dream isekai'd into the situation. which at times made her an-#-enabler or something bc she prioritized his comfort over any change ever even ones that could have been good for him #johns main part in this Story was he kinda just had an autistic meltdown and then pov guy had a similar situation not long later #on a larger scale and people in general were just even less nice about him because he was older and hadnt grown up there lol #also this dream was very much from random guys pov which was My pov #but it wasnt Me i was just fully some character. anyways #after pov guys massive outburst he runs back home where john is and john is not very sympathetic #he was very much projecting the shame an embarrassment he felt bc even though the people there at least knew him they still werent nice to-#-him either #so it was a ''i know from experience that You should know better than to have needs in public'' type deal #originally rose was there and then my brain switched her out for roxy. im so sorry rose #but either way the lalondechild had such a murky existence and it only solidified into roxy at the end where the confrontation thing was-#happening. with the jade freakout #there was also some Superpower Awakening shit happening? previously mentioned w jade. but john when pov guy came home had a white streak in #his hair and jades went FULLY white when she blew up #so thats cool i guess. her hair went back to normal the next time she was seen on the ship #there was some montage shit going on #anyways. insane fucking dream. can i steal this shit and make ocs.#like i said these kids were pretty ooc. i feel like parts were definitely still rooted in some perception of the characters butttt #its was just one or two small things. idk man all i know is i am thinking so hard about this

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arolesbianism · 2 months

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Alright boys pack it up no more rain world posting new oni dlc is coming out in less than a week

#rat rambles #oni posting #rain posting #I jest I will probably still be posing some rain world stuff if I get around to designing more guys #but I can already feel the oni brain coming back and am half tempted to do one last comb through the files even tho I know itll be #pointless because the full dlc will be at my fingertips very soon #to be clear I 100% will be combing through the data of the full release too but thats a given #calvin my boy pls make it in pls don't get scrapped pls my boy #oh now that we're getting close Im gonna let myself talk abt this just this once but if you care abt potential spoilers stop reading #anyways so last I checked where the duplicant descriptions and stuff is stored there was an additional new duplicant named calvin #now I wasnt able to find anything else referencing him from my admittedly not super deep digging but he was there #I did thoroughly look through the spritesheets tho and hes definitely not there from what I could yell #or at least he wasnt when I checked idk maybe they put him in during one of the patches for some reason #but yeah I hope he makes it in despite all the specific advertising of them adding one new duplicant #its actually these descriptors that have been making me not wanna talk abt calvin dupe too openly as if he does make it in its probably #going to be a pretty big spoiler for a bit?#ofc if he is a secret of sorts then he wont be for long but if he is meant to be a surprise I don't wanna scream on the rooftop abt it #but I do wanna have proof that I found him before hand it he is a surprise I need to feel cool and special for looking at one file <3 #yknow what I think I actually am going to pop open oni and tripple check that I'm not missing anything #I was playing rw a lot to cope with the dlc not being fully out but at this point Ive finished every campaign except saints #and saints is being a buggy bastard for me rn and keeps repeatedly softlocking me so Im giving up on it for now #like just this morning I did the entirety of the hunter campaign in like 2 hours I have so little left to do #if I do decide to replay a campaign tho it's probably going to be either gourmands or spearmasters since theyre my favorites to play as #idc what anyone says Ill always preffer the spearmasters story to rivulets I adore them both but ppl do not appreciate spearmaster enough #like every person Ive seen play it sees the ending as disappointing and I wont stand for it its high-key my favorite ending #now thats entirely because Im a moon enjoyer and a tragedy enjoyer but still I will always lose my mind over moon's final message

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szczylpierdolony · 2 years

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suicide is so unnecessarily dramatic and for what

#bc i think hanging is my best option #but idk it feels like such an annoying thing bc then someone finds you and it’s a whole thing #i just wanna be dead and for my body to disintegrate #and i wish i was never born bc so far it’s just been 20 years of being achtelt aware something is wrong with me and i can never fix it #there’s sth about knowing that at any given moment you’re the dumbest ugliest and least interesting person in the room #and that everything you do always feels like a bad imitation of others #the way you talk or dress or move feels wrong and everyone can tell #also i think i’m gonna start starving myself again #bc i can’t stand the way i look and food makes me feel gross and i hate the feeling of a full stomach it’s so fucking disgusting #and all i ever think abt when i eat is if i’m gonna gain weight anyway so it’s not like there’s mental stability to lose #and there’s no break to this either bc every single interaction i have with anyone just makes me feel worse no matter who #it’s the worst at uni bc everyone is cool and smart and going somewhere and i’m not #and yeah i’m not the only one who’s mentally i’ll but everyone is still somehow able to be prepared for class and have a relationship #and go out and meet with friends and work #and i can’t do anything but lay in bed and cry and it’s not fair idc #and nothing brings me any joy anymore i don’t draw and reading is tiring and i can’t get up to do any japanese practice #idk if i just wish this could end

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snekdood · 2 years

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Idrc if you wanna find the politics in every piece of media you consume but personally i dont really care to all the time like idk. Like idk sometimes i just wanna enjoy shit w/o constantly thinking about the underlying politics or whatever? Sometimes its hard to ignore if its super rw based but still, a lot of other shit i just feel like im investing more energy into this shit than was intended for most ppl like idk. The underlying political implications of spirited away. Idk i just dont really care lol

#its a movie about an emotional journey so uh thats kinda my focus there bud #also ngl it does feel like ppl bring up this argument so they can keep coming to conclusions abt what the creator meant by whatever #when sometimes its not for that reason or not that deep. idk. i do feel like some of yall are married to being paranoid that whatever ur #consuming will somehow make you take on entirely different politics?? idk. but ill be real consuming things w not perfect politics only #really solidifies in my head that im right when i *do* actually think its worth psychoanalyzing. or maybe i end up neing wrong #in my assumptions. either way. im ok w critical thinking and then also not feel this weird need to shit on the media constantly #like i loathe family guy. some of the jokes are funny. most of the show is horrible. i dont talk about it bc i dont care.#im sorry lol like. what do you want from me #ive already thought about what about the show i dont like. its politics etc. and i dont watch it. but thats bc its kinda hard to ignore #the constantly shitting on everyone energy of the show. w other shit like idk. dora or something like?? im not spending my time #looking for the political flaws really?? probably there to learn spanish lol #ig i personally find tearing apart media all the time and finding its flaws to be like. a hobby people engage in. but they seem to see it #like as... political action..? ig i can see that being good for something like harry potter or whatever. but sometimes its like idk what u #guys fuckin want from me. you want me to analyze every fucking thing i watch always and forever? because for me the problematic and #off putting politics come off bery obviously when they come up. but as far as a lot of childrens shows go? idk. ig id be more focused #on the plot than the politics..?#ig its bc i kinda feel like... this isnt political action to analyze media all the time.......#i think a better use of your time is learning what you can actually do to change peoples minds to be more progressive personally?#ig if you do that w a piece of media often co opted by rwingers or something like that then its cool but idk #ig i worry about shit like. 'spongebob is a fascist' type takes lol. ig i dont feel like this is like... a great way to move ppl to the #left. esp since the only ppl who are gonna read your media analysis on tumblr is other leftists who already agree with you :|

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