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shawarmachameleon · 7 days ago

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#I’m so exhausted I started crying #but now I’m feeling better after crying #the dopamine/adrenaline letdown is a real bitch omg #I just need a cozy quiet nap and then I’ll be good lol

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stardustvanfleet · 1 year ago

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soft pretty bob jakey bc i’ve been having a tough week and i miss him :-( 🩷

#i want him to post soooooo bad.#these past couple days have just been…. so terrible for me. today i was at the restaurant and i started crying in the kitchen #and the owner saw me. and asked if i needed to go home for a while.#so now i’m waiting and i have to give her a call soon to see if they can manage tonight without me or if i need to go back in.#and dude…… not to be dramatic but i’ve been sitting here crying for the past hour i really do not want to go back in #i really don’t feel like i can wait tables tonight. i’m exhausted and just so sad. idk.#li speaks #jake

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aanalytic · 5 months ago

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rise and grind!!!!! <- experiencing screaming rage at 5:30am

#big rambling inbound ->#i truly cannot catch a break lately #everything’s so loud and annoying and bright and different i hate it #and my headaches are back which is so crazy frustrating #two marathon days (work -> social event) in a row this week #i am so fucking tired it’s like bone-deep exhausted i can’t sleep enough #i’m only up rn because my cat got sick in my bed so i had to start laundry and change my clothes and some got ON ME so that’s a whole thing #and i can’t cry bc of my meds fuck this gay earth #whatever i’ll be fine i always am

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loderlied · 3 months ago

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#god if i could go 5 seconds without being severely stressed that would be great #it’s so exhausting i can’t fucking do this #i can’t do anything i can’t draw play videogames read write or even post my shitty hc posts #i just can’t because i’m so unbelievably scared #it’s been like this for the past few weeks and i just can’t anymore i feel like i’m falling apart with this new diet #the gallstone. diabetes fears that are returning because they were testing blood sugar and not my a1c #you have to pay for that here. i have to do that i guess #literally sitting here crying and screaming for hours while mindlessly watching anything on youtube in between #i don’t take anything in really i just can’t be alone with my thoughts #cuz then i’d start freaking out even harder again #i just feel like i’m one second away from death at all times #romeo’s wretched rambles

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milo-is-rambling · 7 months ago

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I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

#I mean if I woke up tomorrow with a normal amount of anxiety it would be a shocking difference to my daily life. and I am medicated!!! like.#what? am I missing something here?#my mom tells me that meds can only do so much and that they’re really just meant to make it so you can get out of bed every day #but now I’m wondering like is that true or is that my mom is on the wrong dose herself and something could be done to help us both #gahhhhh idk I just feel helpless bc I’m scared of making big changes and the big changes have to make are scary and large and I need a #bulleted list made of things I can do (and break down into very small steps) to actually progress in a positive way in my life instead of #being SO afraid and SO stagnant. it’s been six months since (ptsd diagnosis causing thing) and I don’t feel like I’ve made any progress even #with a therapist. I’m working towards a more intensive program but I feel like it’s almost making me feel more alienated bc I’d have to like #go be surrounded by other mentally ill people and medical people which brings dad dying trauma and like I know I’m running from it bc I’m #afraid to face the changes I need to make and the feelings that are going to come up but fuck man can’t I get some fucking meds that make #this easier to deal with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grief and ptsd and long term isolation and anxiety and chronic pain like fuck it’s #so exhausting!!!! I feel like I’m fucking fighting thru life and then from the outside it’s like I’m doing nothing cause I stay in my room #and get stoned and play animal crossing and watch tv and cry and over eat and sometimes I drive around in circles so I can scream sing until #my throat burns and I get a headache and everything finally quiets down in my head for a second. I know I look like I’m doing nothing and #that’s because I am doing nothing but waiting for the next time a mental health professional will talk to me for an hour like it’s so sad #anyways. you ever take a big dab and then start crying and type all of this like it’s an epiphany even tho it’s things you already know.#honestly crying in front of the air conditioner is so slay slight breeze over my face cooling the tears the white noise calming me down

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neptunes-saddest-alien · 10 months ago

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Crying because you’re in so much pain and only getting a ear splitting , eyeball stabbing headache in return , and the pain just gets worse.

#it hurts #everything hurts #tired #exhausted #chronic knee pain #chronic pain problems #chronic pain #pain #chronic fatigue #fibromyalgia #crying #i started crying i’m so dame tired #migraine

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celestefem · 1 year ago

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i want to feel productive, but literally having a job is like the least productive thing you could do.

in retail / food service positions, there’s nothing to take pride in — you’re told to just do things as fast as possible. in our over saturated culture of extreme worker exploitation, selling art and skilled crafts would require you to charge more than most people would be willing (or able) to pay.

on top of all of this, you’re required to market yourself as a product, as generic, inoffensive, and asskissy as possible.

#personal #capitalism #screaming crying starting a fiverr to sell graphic designs and other random little pieces of bullshit #because my irl job applications aren’t biting #i still have quite a bit of money saved from pell grants / student loans etc. and i pay for the internet & gas / electric #and we alternate groceries and takeout so i’m not like. that much of a mooch. i think at least #aaah… i just don’t know what to do. i don’t have an ‘end goal’ planned for my life so i can’t take the ‘first step’#i’m still just mentally and emotionally fucked — perpetually exhausted; random panic attacks; overthinking nature…#these things just aren’t very conducive to gainful employment

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philsmeatylegss · 5 months ago

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#just feeling mentally exhausted #feel like progress is backwards #i’m just really tired #really need a hug #in other news I feel out of control so I’m relapsing pretty hard #I pretend things are okay when they start going downhill and then I’m suddenly like shit #I love my mom #I want to set up a therapy session but I’m scared to ask #don’t know why I’m punished still for other peoples mistakes #just really wish things were different #trauma and dysfunction really aren’t as quirky and fun as tiktok makes it seem #I’m really tired #I want it to end #not in a suicidal way dw #I just feel betrayed and abandoned #and alone #character building I don’t give a shit #I can’t even cry I just feel so exhausted mentally #I don’t know how I can make progress in this situation #I just am so angry #and have so much I want to say #but I can’t find the words or the balls to do it #oh to be unaware #this too shall pass #at least I fucking hope so because it doesn’t look like that #my life just feels like a series of unfortunate events #like in peanuts when the football is grabbed away whenever Charlie tries to kick it #i’m so tired #rae’s rambles #delete later

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solargeist · 2 years ago

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/ totk spoilers

it’s canon Link and Zelda live together, and if you read her new diary it’s canon that Link stays glued to her side after everything.

Thinking abt them cooking together, gardening, traveling, and living peacefully while trying to rebuild everything….. to like a month later Links freezing in the snow by a small fire trying to find her again and the world is once again crumbling and his arm hurts

#thinkign abt him crying by te fire leave me alone I’m going t explode #i saw a gif of Skyward Link looking exhausted and I’m thinking abt him #HES SO TIRED #even when I don’t need hearts I make link sleep bc I’ll start feeling bad #there is so much shit to do this game is so good 😭😭

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parm4carm · 11 months ago

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i haven’t had a good night’s sleep in over a month and it’s slowly driving me insane 😀

#i’ve always been a night owl w horrible insomnia but it’s been even worse than usual lately #why am i not tired until 5 or 6 in the morning! i’m exhausted but never sleepy!#i get sleepy and want to take a nap at fucking 7 pm and then i’m wide awake again #this cycle is fucking maddening #i have to sleep with a sleep mask on + noise box playing rain sounds + fan on + listening to asmr + have taken two melatonin AND YET #have you ever been so exhausted that you cry out of frustration but even that doesn’t help you sleep.#anyway i’m done complaining i just want to pass out for two days bc life has been so rough and this just makes it worse !!!!!!#tried to start the new year right but the universe had other plans 🙏#ok i’m deleting this later i’m just yelling into a void for some relief

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scorchedmazes · 10 months ago

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i’ve been sick for almost a MONTH,, now i’m pretty sure i have a sinus infection,, i haven’t taken my medicine for my rheumatoid arthritis and lupus in weeks so now im in a flare up aGAIN after i was JUST starting to feel better with my new medicine,, this is INSANITY.

#i’m so tired #literally cried earlier bc i’m so exhausted #immunosuppressants come back to me pls #did i start crying earlier? yes. i had a slight breakdown wearing one of my minho shirts #just screaming into the void rn don’t mind me #mixed connective tissue disease #ari talks

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ilostyou · 1 year ago

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feeling like there is something like. inherently wrong with me or something 🤠

#if i’m being realistic i guess i think the best guess is that my near crippling anxiety from these past few weeks has settled but #in a way that now it’s a blanket on top of me stopping me from being Not tired and like getting anything done without feeling like crying #or something?#everything feels kinda heavy for no reason i guess idk #no reason aside from said reasonable anxiety lol #but like i said it’s a little different in the way it feels rn so . idk what to make of that #like. i know i have work to do but everything in me is protesting even starting it #and i feel sooo. exhausted even though i slept well which. is why i don’t think it’s a sleep tired 🫠#so then i’m like. but i’m tired i should take it easy not stress myself out get into bed whatever #but i have work to do!!!! lots of schoolwork due in the next couple of days/this upcoming week #i kind of want to evaporate to be so honest #if i existed as a mist would i feel all this still lol #this has been a rant

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chaosnojutsu · 9 months ago

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#feel free to scroll right past this #she really fucked me up. and it’s turned me into a despicable person. and my loved ones are sick of dealing with me.#they’re starting to take my abuser’s side because of how horrible my mental health has been and how i have expressed that #i’m taking accountability for the unfortunate way my friends have gotten caught up in this #but i’m so lost without being able to vent to them or ask for advice #i’m so tired of having panic attacks every day because of what she did to me and the fact that i have to see her next week.#but i have to go get my stuff out of her house.#so i have to drive back to new york and see her #and i’m going alone because i don’t want to be even shittier to the people who love me as a result of my heightened emotions #i’m so scared and i feel so alone and i can’t stop crying or breathe #and i can’t tell my parents the full story because they dont know i was in love with her because i’m still in the closet.#i legitimately have no coping skills and the ones i’ve tried are not working #i’ve completely exhausted my list of friends and i only get to see my therapist once a week #i hate the person i’ve become and everything i try to do to fix it only makes me worse #i don’t know where to go from here.#delete later

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