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#just feeling mentally exhausted#feel like progress is backwards#i’m just really tired#really need a hug#in other news I feel out of control so I’m relapsing pretty hard#I pretend things are okay when they start going downhill and then I’m suddenly like shit#I love my mom#I want to set up a therapy session but I’m scared to ask#don’t know why I’m punished still for other peoples mistakes#just really wish things were different#trauma and dysfunction really aren’t as quirky and fun as tiktok makes it seem#I’m really tired#I want it to end#not in a suicidal way dw#I just feel betrayed and abandoned#and alone#character building I don’t give a shit#I can’t even cry I just feel so exhausted mentally#I don’t know how I can make progress in this situation#I just am so angry#and have so much I want to say#but I can’t find the words or the balls to do it#oh to be unaware#this too shall pass#at least I fucking hope so because it doesn’t look like that#my life just feels like a series of unfortunate events#like in peanuts when the football is grabbed away whenever Charlie tries to kick it#i’m so tired#rae’s rambles#delete later
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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#girlblogging#im going insane#im going to kms#im just a girl#this is what makes us girls#i miss him#i need him#i wanna kms#manic pixie dream girl#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#bpd culture is#bpd fp#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd#female rage#female hysteria#insane girl#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey
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wade and logan being so protective of each other not because they can't die but exactly BECAUSE of that. because no one else thinks they need to be protected when really that's all they want, and this is something that only the other person fundamentally understands
#user: gossippool 😝#like they will always be the protector in any other relationship#they are the people that no one else has to worry about and that gets sooo fucking exhausting physically and mentally#god imagine how it feels to finally have that in each other FOREVER#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#just woke up lmao
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ngl kitten, mommy nature is having a bad time rn
#idk actually am just doodling#ceres fauna#hololive fauna#hololive en#holoen#bleeart#their pokemon unite stream was actually so good i went back to watch fauna playing moba games#and i got this mental image of fauna walking out of her room exhausted and salty after a 5-hour battle#kinda wanna play a moba now but that feels evil
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Oops. It's a second headcanon compilation!
Don't worry, the next one will be back to our normal schedule of regular text posts and not headcanons
Masterpost
#Dark Meta Knight#Shadow Kirby#Meta Knight#Kirby#King Dedede#Daroach#marx kirby#Magolor#Bandana Waddle Dee#Bandana Dee#Marx#Kirby series#kirby headcanons#text post meme#text post memes#disability headcanon#okay I wanted a particularly exhausted Dedede so I snagged him from triple deluxe#i just think Dedede would have chronic pain from. you know. getting torn in half that one time#before you come after me for Magolor's panel: I do not think ocd and intrusive thoughts make you do bad things#I just think he already had it and the Master Crown made it worse (via lingering magic from the possession)#i dunno how mental illnesses work in aliens that use magitech#I had a lot more here but I decided I'm not going to continue rambling in the tags#I can expand on any of these headcanons at any moment if you want feel free to ask#also I saved that Kirby one for last because I thought it would hit with oomph#she speks#she speks originale#she edits#yes I'm working on the masquerade I am just obsessed with making text post memes
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I hate that having ADHD is seen as “quirky”. Or one of the “lesser” mental disorders.
It is agonizing.
You are constantly forgetting everything, names, locations, tasks, items, everything. You misplace things subconsciously and have to spend half hours looking for them, only to find them in places you genuinely cannot recall at all. Your memory is nonexistent. You are constantly aware that you have things you need to do or need to be doing but you cannot remember what. You know you are forgetting something but it doesn’t come to you, so you spend all day anxious. You get awful moments of dysfunction where words become incomprehensible and you are incapable of completing a task, but people are quick to assume you are lazy no matter how hard you’re trying. And one of the worst parts is that you KNOW you’re letting people down. You know you can’t grasp time so you’re showing up late even though you left extremely early. You know someone expected something from you by a deadline but you genuinely couldn’t remember. And in academics, you know some of your teachers are trying hard to be accommodating but you can’t even do the most basic tasks by the given deadlines. Or! You get teachers that do not even understand what mental disorders are and accuse you of not trying. People think you are using your disorder as an excuse just because you know you have it and use it to explain some of your behaviors. If you mask well enough to never need help, you don’t get diagnosed even though it’s taking all of your strength just to get by. If you don’t mask well enough and you are fem presenting like I am you are told you aren’t acting out so you are fine. You can’t win. It’s not quirky to have ADHD, and we aren’t faking it.
It’s a constant struggle, and I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone.
#I’m gonna include here that I’m not saying I have it the worst#Im also not saying that you can’t feel validated by your diagnosis bc I definitely did!#I just hate that people act like it’s not that bad#because it is#with adhd#adhd problems#actually adhd#adhd#living with adhd#adhd struggles#vent post#but you can reblog#in fact maybe do#I don’t know if other people feel this way#mental disorder#mental health#mental illness#mentally exhausted
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((hey guys!!!))
((just wanted to make a little announcement that the blog is gonna go on hiatus for bit! During this time I wont be making responses for any questions unfortunately.))
((Just need a little break from Eri to focus on some other things at the moment! He will be back though! 🕺))
#eridan ampora#homestuck#eridan ask blog#((Eridan is a snowbird and leaves when it gets too cold lol))#((which it is here…..very chilly))#((anywayy I hope I'm not disappointing anybody! 😩))#((i just need to mentally step away))#((this blog has been my main focus for months and Its taken up all my mental energy#((almost becoming exhausting :())#((constantly thinking of replies#((what to draw#((feeling bad about not responding to people#((critiquing my ability to write/draw etc))#((anyway….yeahhhh just gonna….step away so I don’t go crazy lol))#((thank to everyone btw for all the support and sweet messages 🥺❤️. even if I never replied#((i promise I saw it and it means a lot))
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All vices are fair game with BPD, how many can you collect?
Now Featuring: Substance Use, Self Harm, Binge Drinking, Sex, Nicotine, Starving Yourself, and so much more!
#bpd#actually bpd#mental health awareness#bpd feels#bpd mood#mental illness#mental health#emptiness#mentally exhausted#vices#alcohol#tw self h4rm#disordered eating mention#tw substance abuse#tw self destructive thoughts#just cptsd things#bpd love#bpd fp#complex ptsd#mood swings
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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!
I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...
#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY#i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad#DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there#i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long#ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending#or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then#im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes#people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired#not much time to draw non work stuff#im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again#and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety#we were legion#polls#sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with#where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art#im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater#i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again#but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.
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happy disabled pride to those for whom cooking/food prep is a nearly insurmountable task btw. whether that be due to pain, fine motor skills, comprehension difficulty, time blindness, or any other kind of physical or mental reason.
it fucking sucks losing hours and hours to a task that is supposed to be fun and good for love and life, all while cookbook "time to prep" numbers jeer and other people seem to be able to handle it a million times easier.
you are seen, you are loved. we all deserve to eat well and eat happily, and im proud of you for anything and everything you were able to eat today, regardless if you made it or not
#disabled tag#disabled pride 2023#disabled pride month#disabled pride#cooking is so painful and mentally exhausting and i just lost like 4 hours making something that'll feed me for maybe 3 days so yeah#mossy speaks#if anyone has any cooking tips PLS feel free to drop them btw#food#food cw
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I already am
#aesthetic#mentally tired#mentally fucked#depressing quotes#mentally exhausted#drugs aesthetic#iv drugs#edgy theme#mentally unwell#i am unstable#mentally unstable#needy girl overdose#girl interrupted#just girly things#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#feeling alone#actually aspd#suic1de#suislide#tw sui ideation#tw depressing stuff#tw death#tw#i need heeeeelp#i need sleep#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts
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i swear to christ i must have some kinda chronic fatigue but every time i've brought it up at medical examinations they haven't been able to confirm anything
#leo.txt#LIKE I JUST. DON'T BELIEVE. that it's Normal to feel the kind of physical and mental exhaustion i feel daily
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Does anyone else have no idea how to make friends or is it just me?
#tw depressing thoughts#mentally drained#sorry for being depressing#i hate me so much#depressing shit#anxitey#tw anxiety#mental problems#no friends#how do i do this#is it just me#tw depressing stuff#mental health#please understand#do you know what i mean#i feel like shit#mentally fucked#so fucking exhausted#you’re on your own kid#you’re losing me#who am i#why am i like this#how to make friends#friendless#i am alone#is this relatable#depression#depressed#tw selfhate#i hate my existence
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Gentle reminder that my kofi link is in my pinned post. While The Other Q’s ER trip won’t financially destroy us it’s still going to be a big hit on top of having to get some major repairs done on the car before winter hits
#I#genuinely hate doing this#I wanted to open commissions instead#so people would at least get something in return that feels worth it#but i haven’t been mentally in the right spot to take those for months and this isn’t helping#at this point doing anything more than silly doodles to try and keep my spirits up feels exhausting#just gotta#hope things will be okay with Q and the car and everything else#sorry I’m just not doing so hot either#I’m still dealing with withdrawals from stopping my medication and now I’m getting a cold from sleep deprivation again#fun times#I’m so tired
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a friendly giant tries to gently approach tiny me but they don’t know i accidentally lapsed on my antidepressants for a week and i just start biting the shit out of their hand the second its in reach like fucking shredding that thing im like a two inch bundle of knives and claws and i know a rage only held by people who realize they’re acting unmedicated but cannot restrain it. bc of the being unmedicated. get bit idiot.
#im not tagging this lmfao#im okay!! i will be okay. when i had that cvs flare a week or two ago i couldnt take my meds the whole time#and i am back on my meds!!!!!!! HOWEVER. THEY HAVENT KICKED IN YET#its so fast to detox from these bitches but it takes a month or two of taking them to feel the full effect#so like. i know ill be okay! but my brain is a bag of cats rn. idk how i used to live like this. just rawdogging life#girl the mental illness is mental illnessing#also like. my brain meds help my fibro. so ive been exhausted and my joint pains been soooo way worse#and im having weird back pain that could be the fibro or could be the kidney stones coming back!!#again i am okay and medicated and talking w my doctors. ill be fine#BUT ALSO GOTDAM. WHAT A TIME IN MY BODY RN.
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