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#just feeling mentally exhausted#feel like progress is backwards#i’m just really tired#really need a hug#in other news I feel out of control so I’m relapsing pretty hard#I pretend things are okay when they start going downhill and then I’m suddenly like shit#I love my mom#I want to set up a therapy session but I’m scared to ask#don’t know why I’m punished still for other peoples mistakes#just really wish things were different#trauma and dysfunction really aren’t as quirky and fun as tiktok makes it seem#I’m really tired#I want it to end#not in a suicidal way dw#I just feel betrayed and abandoned#and alone#character building I don’t give a shit#I can’t even cry I just feel so exhausted mentally#I don’t know how I can make progress in this situation#I just am so angry#and have so much I want to say#but I can’t find the words or the balls to do it#oh to be unaware#this too shall pass#at least I fucking hope so because it doesn’t look like that#my life just feels like a series of unfortunate events#like in peanuts when the football is grabbed away whenever Charlie tries to kick it#i’m so tired#rae’s rambles#delete later
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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#girlblogging#im going insane#im going to kms#im just a girl#this is what makes us girls#i miss him#i need him#i wanna kms#manic pixie dream girl#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#bpd culture is#bpd fp#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd#female rage#female hysteria#insane girl#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey
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wade and logan being so protective of each other not because they can't die but exactly BECAUSE of that. because no one else thinks they need to be protected when really that's all they want, and this is something that only the other person fundamentally understands
#user: gossippool 😝#like they will always be the protector in any other relationship#they are the people that no one else has to worry about and that gets sooo fucking exhausting physically and mentally#god imagine how it feels to finally have that in each other FOREVER#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#just woke up lmao
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I can totally see Peter draining some of his venom before going out, because he might see Wade. Like you know those cup things with rubber or something on the top, that they use to extract venom from venomous snakes? Yeah, I can see him not wanting to risk using to much in case him and Wade... You know? And he doesn't want to hurt him to much.
Peter has done that before! But unfortunately, to no avail. His body is always generating venom at a steady rate, and he uses it as to power his physical abilities/webs/stingers- so if he drains less than he generates, it won't matter, but if he drains a huge amount all at once, he's leaving himself incredibly vulnerable in combat.
Also you'd be shocked, but H!Spidey has not bitten any of his enemies. He has way too many hang-ups and fears surrounding the damage his venom can do + the vulnerability of leaving himself so open/weak afterwards.
Thankfully, Wade needs huge amounts of venom to experience the debilitating side effects, but Peter still has like 10 miles of mental wall to break down before he can get there.
#hunting!spider snippet#this was literally the first thing he tried way back in time- but it left him exhausted and weak and angry#its one of those things where if he bit people more he'd have more control#but since he's bitten all of two people ever his body just takes over#and that would mean death for most people#It also feels weirdly violating to bite someone like that and the human side of Peter feels very wrong about wanting to do it#man lives with his mouth mentally wired shut#“Open mouth smile? What is that” Peter Parker
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ngl kitten, mommy nature is having a bad time rn
#idk actually am just doodling#ceres fauna#hololive fauna#hololive en#holoen#bleeart#their pokemon unite stream was actually so good i went back to watch fauna playing moba games#and i got this mental image of fauna walking out of her room exhausted and salty after a 5-hour battle#kinda wanna play a moba now but that feels evil
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finally started p5 royal ‼️‼️‼️‼️
expect some royal trio art soon they are my dearly beloveds (minus akechi i hope he dies in this reality too)
#love that ren got the sad boy kdrama fit#also no idea how akechi survived i want to shake it out of him so bad why are you gatekeeping stupid bitch#idk if this is just him w/o the pleasant boy facade but he seems so much more exhausted and cruel#like everything he says is verbal irony bc he’s patronizing everyone. he hates being a team player sm it’s insane 💀💀💀#he’s so withdrawn and short tempered and actually mentally unstable. like sadistically so#i think these are all warning signs#if he dies again i’m ending it all. you didn’t come back from the dead just to die on me again#also sumire….i love her so bad…..my sweet girl….my baby ☹️☹️☹️☹️#sumire yoshizawa they could NEVER make me hate you#she reminds me of a fawn 😭😭😭😭 with her big soft doe eyes and how she’s so curious and eager#GAAAAAHHH every time she comes up on screen i want to give her a headpat SO BAD…..SHES SUCH A FUCKING CUTIE#i feel so bad for ren bro he’s literally stuck babysitting the new kid and simultaneously keeping akechi on a leash 😭#poor boy needs a break. we should go to hawaii again that was fun#anyway yeah that's all#hopefully i’ll finish the game this week i’m sick of this. i want to move on
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Oops. It's a second headcanon compilation!
Don't worry, the next one will be back to our normal schedule of regular text posts and not headcanons
Masterpost
#Dark Meta Knight#Shadow Kirby#Meta Knight#Kirby#King Dedede#Daroach#marx kirby#Magolor#Bandana Waddle Dee#Bandana Dee#Marx#Kirby series#kirby headcanons#text post meme#text post memes#disability headcanon#okay I wanted a particularly exhausted Dedede so I snagged him from triple deluxe#i just think Dedede would have chronic pain from. you know. getting torn in half that one time#before you come after me for Magolor's panel: I do not think ocd and intrusive thoughts make you do bad things#I just think he already had it and the Master Crown made it worse (via lingering magic from the possession)#i dunno how mental illnesses work in aliens that use magitech#I had a lot more here but I decided I'm not going to continue rambling in the tags#I can expand on any of these headcanons at any moment if you want feel free to ask#also I saved that Kirby one for last because I thought it would hit with oomph#she speks#she speks originale#she edits#yes I'm working on the masquerade I am just obsessed with making text post memes
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I hate that having ADHD is seen as “quirky”. Or one of the “lesser” mental disorders.
It is agonizing.
You are constantly forgetting everything, names, locations, tasks, items, everything. You misplace things subconsciously and have to spend half hours looking for them, only to find them in places you genuinely cannot recall at all. Your memory is nonexistent. You are constantly aware that you have things you need to do or need to be doing but you cannot remember what. You know you are forgetting something but it doesn’t come to you, so you spend all day anxious. You get awful moments of dysfunction where words become incomprehensible and you are incapable of completing a task, but people are quick to assume you are lazy no matter how hard you’re trying. And one of the worst parts is that you KNOW you’re letting people down. You know you can’t grasp time so you’re showing up late even though you left extremely early. You know someone expected something from you by a deadline but you genuinely couldn’t remember. And in academics, you know some of your teachers are trying hard to be accommodating but you can’t even do the most basic tasks by the given deadlines. Or! You get teachers that do not even understand what mental disorders are and accuse you of not trying. People think you are using your disorder as an excuse just because you know you have it and use it to explain some of your behaviors. If you mask well enough to never need help, you don’t get diagnosed even though it’s taking all of your strength just to get by. If you don’t mask well enough and you are fem presenting like I am you are told you aren’t acting out so you are fine. You can’t win. It’s not quirky to have ADHD, and we aren’t faking it.
It’s a constant struggle, and I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone.
#I’m gonna include here that I’m not saying I have it the worst#Im also not saying that you can’t feel validated by your diagnosis bc I definitely did!#I just hate that people act like it’s not that bad#because it is#with adhd#adhd problems#actually adhd#adhd#living with adhd#adhd struggles#vent post#but you can reblog#in fact maybe do#I don’t know if other people feel this way#mental disorder#mental health#mental illness#mentally exhausted
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*whole body sighs into the internal void*
#actually bpd#bpd#mental health awareness#bpd feels#bpd mood#mental illness#mental health#emptiness#mentally exhausted#bpd emotions#bpd splitting#bpd thoughts#those dissociative feels#time to dissociate#just cptsd things#living with anxiety#living with borderline
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((hey guys!!!))
((just wanted to make a little announcement that the blog is gonna go on hiatus for bit! During this time I wont be making responses for any questions unfortunately.))
((Just need a little break from Eri to focus on some other things at the moment! He will be back though! 🕺))
#eridan ampora#homestuck#eridan ask blog#((Eridan is a snowbird and leaves when it gets too cold lol))#((which it is here…..very chilly))#((anywayy I hope I'm not disappointing anybody! 😩))#((i just need to mentally step away))#((this blog has been my main focus for months and Its taken up all my mental energy#((almost becoming exhausting :())#((constantly thinking of replies#((what to draw#((feeling bad about not responding to people#((critiquing my ability to write/draw etc))#((anyway….yeahhhh just gonna….step away so I don’t go crazy lol))#((thank to everyone btw for all the support and sweet messages 🥺❤️. even if I never replied#((i promise I saw it and it means a lot))
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I already am
#aesthetic#mentally tired#mentally fucked#depressing quotes#mentally exhausted#drugs aesthetic#iv drugs#edgy theme#mentally unwell#i am unstable#mentally unstable#needy girl overdose#girl interrupted#just girly things#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#feeling alone#actually aspd#suic1de#suislide#tw sui ideation#tw depressing stuff#tw death#tw#i need heeeeelp#i need sleep#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts
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me if I told my dad’s side of the family how I really feel
#i hate my dad#mental ward#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#just girly things#sleepy girl#clown girl#girl interrupted#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#girlhood#this is a girlblog#weird girl#weirdcore#girly aesthetic#girly blog#girly girl#just girly thoughts#girly#just girly posts#girly stuff#girly tumblr#loser girl#i feel insane#i feel like shit#feelings
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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!
I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...
#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY#i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad#DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there#i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long#ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending#or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then#im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes#people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired#not much time to draw non work stuff#im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again#and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety#we were legion#polls#sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with#where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art#im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater#i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again#but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.
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happy disabled pride to those for whom cooking/food prep is a nearly insurmountable task btw. whether that be due to pain, fine motor skills, comprehension difficulty, time blindness, or any other kind of physical or mental reason.
it fucking sucks losing hours and hours to a task that is supposed to be fun and good for love and life, all while cookbook "time to prep" numbers jeer and other people seem to be able to handle it a million times easier.
you are seen, you are loved. we all deserve to eat well and eat happily, and im proud of you for anything and everything you were able to eat today, regardless if you made it or not
#disabled tag#disabled pride 2023#disabled pride month#disabled pride#cooking is so painful and mentally exhausting and i just lost like 4 hours making something that'll feed me for maybe 3 days so yeah#mossy speaks#if anyone has any cooking tips PLS feel free to drop them btw#food#food cw
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Sometimes you just need to cry while your partner holds you <3
Proshippers/adjacent dni. 100000 shark attack 🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈 also Zooble self ship doubles dni
#self ship community#self ship#f/o x s/i#safeship#safeshipping#safeship community#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc zooble#tadc self ship#🔺️🍥 Plastiscene 🐶🌈#anyway hi guess who had a really bad mental breakdown yesterday 👍#I staryed this last night but was so exhausted I couldn't finish it#it's just a quick thing I did to comfort myself after all of that#Wafflez has a bad habit of bottling up their emotions#< just like me (they are me lol)#it's a bad habit of mine but in my situation I don't really have a choice but to do it#my family has made it clear they don't have any intentions of learning about my mental illness#< And they don't understand my feelings or trauma at all#and my therapist refuses to diagnose me eith anything or give me proper treatment#AND there isn't a psychiatrist anywhere out here who will see me#so basically I'm just kind of fucked lol#I like to imagine Zooble would let me release all of it#they'd let me be open and honest about everything I struggle with#and they'd let me yell about how unfair it is that so many people have hurt me and gotten away with it#they wouldn't make me feel bad or stupid for feeling my emotions ''the wrong way''#I lovr them so much and I wish they were real <3#didn't mean to say that muchin the tags sorry lol
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