ins4nebxtch
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ins4nebxtch · 21 days ago
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haven’t posted on here in a while but fit lowkey ate so i wanted to show y’all 😭
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ins4nebxtch · 1 month ago
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bro i swear to god im gonna be hot and sk1nny by the end of this year and get bitches by the dozen starting '25
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ins4nebxtch · 1 month ago
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ins4nebxtch · 1 month ago
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honestly i don’t even know how much longer i can hold on like this. i think it’s getting worse than it ever has. one thing i really liked about myself is that i always had hope. hope, the only thing keeping me going. hoping for it to get better i guess. but lately that’s been faltering to almost nonexistent.
the only good thing in my life as of now that provides me even the tiniest bit of excitement is how less i ate and how much i exercised. i’ve never felt this lonely before, and id honestly say im about to descend into somewhat of a d3pressed state i don’t know. i can’t trust anybody either.
lately i’ve been thinking about going back to $h a lot. the fact that someone said it’s pathetic and also the fact that i genuinely think it’s pathetic to be this weak just cuz a guy fucked you over, is the only reason i haven’t relapsed yet but i don’t know how much longer i can hold on.
as someone who’d consider themself religious, at first i thought god would help me through this, help me persevere. i genuinely believed that god would make it better and this was probably happening for me to grow as a person and it was probably for my own good. honestly i feel like everything keeps going downhill and no matter how much i pray, god doesn’t seem to answer.
i feel scared and anxious every single second of every single day, I've isolated myself completely from people for months now. I feel like a shell of who i used to be, I genuinely feel as if there's a gaping hole inside me. I don't know what to do anymore, anymore of this and i think I'm gonna finally be done.
I'm posting this as a last resort. anyone, any entity, any being, god if you're reading this, i genuinely can't do this anymore. if you're doing this for character development or whatever please, I think there's gonna be nobody left to develop if this keeps on going.
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ins4nebxtch · 1 month ago
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manic pixie dream girl walked so hello kitty girl could run
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ins4nebxtch · 1 month ago
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girl respectfully with all the love in the world get a grip!!!! what do you seriously expect to get out of relationships with highschool boys!!! let me tell you something even if you lose weight and become adriana limas twin it might change the way they treat you but it will never change the intentions they have for you 😭 have some pride and have some self love why would you ever give some sweaty intellectually challenged little boy the power to be able to say that he ever had you doesnt the thought of it make you feel the tiniest bit embarrassed. go study and do something good for your future instead of wasting your time on worthless boys all theyre doing is using you for free ego boosts because theyve somehow tricked you into thinking theyre worth something instead of seeing them for the losers they know they are i know this all sounds a lil mean through text and my words are harsh but it seriously hurts me everytime i see your posts on my dash trust me love dating and letting yourself go through humiliating experiences and having exes and having "lore" might sound cool at your age but its not worth your energy your life force and especially your body dont make stupid mistakes just because the girls around you are making them know better do better & be better i promise you while youre sitting here agonising over this whole situation you got with your ex hes mentally laughing his head off at you because he managed to have this much of an effect on you and having the biggest high of his life because he found someone "pathetic" enough to care about him
whoever you are, i genuinely love you.
but also i just need to find a way to have the same effect on him, i cant move on knowing someone did all that to me and got away with it. i need them to suffer the same amount and i don't know im just very determined to make that happen in whatever way possible. it's literally all i think about and i cannot focus on anything else unless I've gotten even
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ins4nebxtch · 1 month ago
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need a guardian angel so fucking bad
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ins4nebxtch · 1 month ago
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su1c1d4l but not in a I w4nna km$ so bad way, but a who or what am i even living for way
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ins4nebxtch · 1 month ago
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went from thinking bout him 24/7, to thinking about putting a bull3t through my head cuz of him
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ins4nebxtch · 2 months ago
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Vetted by: @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #89 )
My dear friend,
I hope this message finds you in a moment of peace. My name is Ghazi Al Amoudi, and I’m reaching out to you from the depths of despair. My family and I are trapped in Gaza, caught in the relentless storm of war. We’ve lost everything—our home, our safety, and the foundation of our lives ��. Now, we find ourselves huddled in a fragile tent, vulnerable to the harsh elements and living in constant fear 💨💦.
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Please, if you can find it in your heart, help us find safety 😭🙏. Even the smallest act of kindness can light up our darkest hours, offering us a chance to rebuild our shattered lives. Your compassion could be the turning point between despair and a new beginning 🥺❤🫂🫂.
Here is my campaign link: https://gofund.me/8a2c70d7. If you're unable to donate, simply sharing our story could help us reach someone who can.
From the depths of my heart, thank you for your kindness and support 🙏❤.
With heartfelt gratitude, Ghazi Al Amoudi
donate rn
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ins4nebxtch · 2 months ago
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Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔
I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $60,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.
Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶
If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏
Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹
https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗
go donate rn
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ins4nebxtch · 2 months ago
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question : do people who spend most of their time hating on you (esp teenage boys) start treating you better once you're sk1nnier/hotter in general?
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ins4nebxtch · 2 months ago
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just found out i can get to my ugw by december if i eat 1000 c4ls a day
need an 4na buddy please 😭
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ins4nebxtch · 2 months ago
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the only motivation keeping me going was wearing this dress at a wedding im going to at the end of the month
my mother said it was too slvtty and refused to buy it
please give me another major motivation before i kms
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ins4nebxtch · 2 months ago
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i think most of us here have equated that
skinny = happy
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ins4nebxtch · 2 months ago
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all i want is to lose 20 pounds, 10 inches off my waist, clear skin, to look like a victoria’s secret model, him to beg for me back and for everyone who ever wronged me to burn in the pits of hell
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK FOR
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ins4nebxtch · 2 months ago
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⭐️ million dollar shark tank idea ⭐️
an app specifically for people with 3ds
1. includes a c4l counter (obv.)
2. intermittent fasting timer
3. c4l counter for how much is retained after b/p
4. low c4l recipies and food items near you
5. custom di3t creator and calculator which tells you exactly how much you lose in a certain amount of time/ calculates how much you need to 3at and burn off to reach your gw in desired amount of time
6. exercise suggestions with yt vids linked
7. before and after inspo and th1nsp0 (like a pinterest themed feed maybe) and people can also upload their own progress
8. community and group chat feature
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