#I wish I was smarter
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#I wish I was smarter#like I used to be so smart and could understand and pay attention and now I can’t#and if I don’t get this stuff I’ll have to change my major#and I don’t want to because I am so set on this and I want to do it#but it looks like I’m not gonna be able to pass some major classes I need for it#the major specific courses I get but these are general math and science courses that I don’t get#sam speaks into the mcfuckin void
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it's so funny seeing how the dude who used to be in a weird competition with me regarding our grades is now in a much better place than i am...
i'm happy for him but i also want to kms for being so unable to do anything with my life
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my heart hurts from cardio and embarassment
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Post war Levi and you share a son and every time he sees you being gentle and soft with him he might shed a tear. Probably remind him of his mother and how happy it makes him that his son gets to experience safety and gentleness from not just you but from him too. He’s got such a soft spot for his son he can’t help but smile or laugh whenever his son is being silly or cute. Levis identity always had to do with him being the strongest and being the one that protects and well since his injuries he’s had to face the fact that he’s not like he used to be but seeing how his son seeks him out for safety and reassurance, always feels better when Levi is home, it fills Levi with happiness. His son doesn’t care, he still sees his dad as his protector. Even if you’re close if he’s nervous or scared by something he calls for his dad or simply crawls/runs to him. Levis always happy to reassure his son and tell him everything is ok nothings gonna happen, he won’t let it.
#levi ackerman#levi#attack on titan#levi ackerman x reader#levi x reader#aot#levi aot#levi ackerman fluff#levi fluff#dadvi#im on my period#this thought makes me cry i wish i was smarter to make this better
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And I’m thinking back to how the last few years of Liam’s life was met with ‘you’re done you’re through go away nobody wants you. You’re irrelevant’ down to when he did something as simple as congratulate Harry for his album of the year Grammy I remember seeing comments like ‘he’s so jealous what a loser lmaooo’ ‘he’s not going to text you back bro let it go’ even if he did want to get the other boys’ attention so he could relive a time in his life that has been over how is that any different from any of us saying we wish it was 2014 again when they were at their prime.
#people were sooo mean to him and I’m going to throw rocks because I can#I always just wanted him to do better and be smarter#that was always my wish for him#I said it over and over again on here
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Garmadon is totally into strong women who can and will beat him to a pulp whilst cussing him out.
For some reason, it runs in the family.
Edit: you know that tag i added saying “wish i could say Morro too but he’s probably the strong woman in the relationship”?
Yeah, that’s the Fsm too.
No, I’m not explaining.
#yes im looking at fsm wu and lloyd#wish i could say morro but lowkey think HE was the strong women#woman not women#lego ninjago#ninjago#anyways koko from the movie was obvious#but lets not forget that misako may not be as physically strong but is way smarter#not to mention she did hold her own against Garmadon when protecting baby wu#and bro garm was so into that like did you see his face#i know he would’ve started saying soem weird shi too is Nya didn’t pop out#like messing with her😭#lloyd garmadon#lloyd ninjago#wu ninjago#and Lloyd had Harumi AND akita guys that one is obvious too#theres a type#no im not explaining the fsm#Wu had a thing for Misako too but lowkey lets mot forget Aspheera#like maybe not romantically but there was a closeness between the two#like an innocent kind#ninjago garmadon#garmadon x misako#emperor garmadon#ninjago misako#misako montgomery garmadon#ninjago wu#ninjago sensei wu#ninjago fsm#ninjago harumi#ninjago akita
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Turning reblogs off but worth a read about how the same fucking PAC (with Elon musk among others as a donor) tells Arab Americans that Kamala Harris supports Israel and Jewish Americans that she supports Hamas.
almost like people actually in charge have soemthing to gain from turning Arabs and Jews against each other in tangible ways, no?
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Numb3rs: I want The 5th Man, Angels and Devils, and Hangman meta.
I want to read about how Charlie shut down when Don was shot at in the first episode and retreated to P vs NP just as he did when his mother was dying; when Don is stabbed he becomes obsessed with uncovering a serial killer.
His solace is in his math work.
When Amita is kidnapped, Charlie can't focus. He can't work, he can't pull the algorithms or concentrate on the data, so he retreats - not into his work, but to his other safe space: Don. He seeks comfort from his brother physically when he's prevented from seeing what he believes is Amita's body. Emotionally, he can't stay in the conference room where all the math takes place, so he goes to the bullpen, in Don's cubicle, Don's space, until Don comes to talk to him.
Until Don saves him from himself, like he has his entire life.
I wish more GIFs were made of these episodes. There are so many good moments.
#I wish someone more eloquent and smarter than me would talk !!#Numb3rs#torn between the Don whump! and the Charlie whump!#honestly that gif kept me sane during these past few weeks at work and I was so happy to finally see the episode. It did not disappoint#I know this is an old show but.....sigh#I'm sad to be on the last season but fricken delighted at Don's hair yes I am still talking about Don's hair okay
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#BEHIND THE CODES SPRINGTRAP NOOO#Hi. im posting this here during a break from studying. i'll be back soon though#:]#i plan on making some springdad au animations in the future to better my skills#working on the au helped me get through some stuff irl and honestly im not ready to let go of it so soon#i'd say its different from the aftons suburb one. i had lost interest in it when it became some sort of shitpost#there is nothing wrong in having 'shitpost aus' but ig its not how i wish to view things#i do like ephemeral stuff#things that last for a while and that make you think 'woah. im glad i had the opportunity to see this' are always my favorite#aftons suburb was one of these cases#springdad au is going through the same path. but i trully believe theres more content to come from it#oh and about BTC?#i took a break from it. its been two or three months since that folder was last opened (and if i did open it. i didnt do anything)#its relatively hard to come up with good dialogs when theres also a need to comprehend how different characters express themselves#especially when said characters are older than you. or smarter than you in some way#some of them speak louder. while others will speak through their actions#thought i had to grow up a bit more to understand how these things work.#turns out. that mindset was blocking the whole creative process#anyway. its going to take a while#thank you for your patience
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(spoilers in the vid and following text!!) no cuz i totally understood what she meant by this scene cuz like omfg I WENT THRU THE SAME THING!!! i mean the dude wasn't sleeping with my sister but STILL !!!!
#lisa frankenstein#lisa swallows#the creature#cole sprouse#kathryn newton#michael trent#taffy swallows#liza soberano#goth movies#no cuz like#i knew a dude like michael#and i was in the same boat as lisa#he would flirt with me and always talk to me#i really thought he liked me#and then he was like#oh yeah no sorry you're just too emo for me#like excuse me#i know your long haired kurt cobain wannabe ass is not talking#so you like this cool stuff but when i like the same things its not ok#how dare i#be smarter than him#i hate teenage boys#i need a man like the creature in my life#i wish i was with you
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there is some symbolism iv never considered in that one episod of pt5 where zenigata rescues fujiko before she kills lupin
#there are many timelines and variations in lupin as a serie so that every ship could work#in my own prefered timeline lupin finally gets the hint that fujiko plays him like a fiddle#to me she does like him but he is an instrument to her#she is cold hearted and calculating and always thinking about relationships in terms of profit#i got some ideas abt her background that justify this. essentially she kills the detective that is after her and with that kills#the soft part of her that she couldnt control before#eventually and despite his affection lupin gives up the objectifications and the desires he projects onto fujiko#whom uses his delusions like a master tbh#thus allowing himself to consider zenigata. he plays with zenigata the way fujiko plays with him#hes just not as calculating. he feels pity and remorse where fujiko doesnt#he finds the thrills and the doubts and the lack of trust and the risk of betrayal in zenigata. the things that he loves the most#he isnt about stability. he thrives in the unknown. he loves that zenigata could backstab him and does so sometimes#and in that lack of stabilty some form of stability builds up. there is familiarity#and most importantly there are rare times when they can put the game aside and just chill#just enough to gather the energy to go back to trying to kill each other#plus zenigata pampers him during those breaks and he loves that#he acts with carelessness but he does care. in that regard he looses to fujiko#at least thats how she sees it. he doesnt see caring as a flaw#and zenigata is so sweet. he really is. and lupin loves to stirr up the crazy in him#fucking loonies the both of them#so in essence zenigata doesnt really 'save' him from fujiko but he becomes lupins new favourite toy to throw around#fujiko is only upset that because of that ugly looser of a detective her grip on lupin is loosening#she does find ways to use that newly developed affection luzeni has to her advantage thou#lupin is still her instrument she just drags zenigata along now#fujiko is such a good and interesting character and deserves so much better honestly#despite my love for TWCFM i wish there was another serie centralized around her where her ruthlessness is examined#and her cunning is studied. and the proper law enforcement she should face the same way lupin does#shes like a million times smarter and more ressourceful than him. steals much more. embezzles. manipulate#lupin is just a small time pickpocket next to her. she isnt about stealing a painting shes about emptying the pockets of the richest men in#the world. her goals are much more ambitious
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when past experiences influence present day interactions
#talkys#i wish i could talk about it on here...aughhh#its one of those things that its like Yeah Duh We Are Shaped By What We Live#but i just hate seeing it's so Present. i dont like it. even if im better off now and smarter because of it. ykwim#like its Normal of course. i just hate seeing it crop up and knowing Why. sucks.#i wish i could somehow keep the Learnt Lessons but erase the memories
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Like I genuinely feel like a lot of fans of like late 70s/early 80s new wave and post-punk especially the 'weirder' and more artsy and high concept stuff would love early they might be giants Like can you not get enough of elements of the avant-garde in pop music do you love when music is sarcastic and irreverent and witty and surreal and absurd and DARK do you like when music sounds a bit scary and challenges and unsettles you do you like when its been made with DIY production on the cheapest crunchiest instruments and is performed in gritty underground clubs and presented to audiences in novel ways do you like when artists seek to play with and redefine the relationship between artist and audience or do you also just like when frontmen get down autistic silly and sensitive style and freak everyone out with the way they incorporate performance art into their live shows like just. please contact me so we can listen to the 1983 demo tape while holding hands and I tell you all about it and then I play you a bunch of hissy staticy recordings that were ripped off of an answering machine 40 years ago and you will be changed
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hii!! can we get some platonic fuuta amane interactions please? thabks !!!
Ahh yes, thank you so much for the request! I love them so much ;--; They've been making my brain go brrrr lately with T3 possibilities, though I decided to stay away from the drama for now. Here something sweet after T1 verdicts but before the attacks -- they're just hanging out :3
Yuno smiled down at Amane, finding her hunched over a table of craft supplies with Fuuta. The guilty verdict had hit them hard, so it was good to see them in better spirits. She tried to peer over her shoulder to see what they were working on. “Aw, what are you two up to?”
Amane returned her smile. “Fuuta is teaching me to misbehave.”
His face twitched in horror. “Oi, you can’t just go around saying that!” He looked frantically at Yuno. “We’re just folding paper planes.”
Amane lifted her chin. “You said in middle school, you made them to throw in class.”
“I said my friends made them to throw in class. And it’s not like I’m telling you to throw them. I was just making them because there’s nothing better to do in this damned place. You were the one that said it looked fun and sat down to annoy me!”
Fuuta huffed at the accusation as Yuno walked away, laughing. He returned to the design he was folding. He hadn’t been giving an explicit step-by-step for each, but Amane was keeping up just fine. They each had a small pile of various plane designs they were adding to.
Running a finger along a new crease, he gave Amane a sideways look. “Though, you could stand to misbehave a little bit.”
“I did.” She reached forward to mimic the fold on her own plane. “That is why I’m here.”
“Eh? I don’t mean you should commit crimes!” He scowled. “I’m talking about normal kid stuff, nothing against the law. Like staying out too late, driving your teacher crazy, funny vandalism–”
“--Vandalism is against the law.”
“Oh come on, it’s harmless! Don’t even try to argue that a little graffiti is comparable to what got you here.” He rolled his eyes. “So? What about that other stuff?”
She shook her head. With neither disappointment nor pride, she said, “I never left my home at night. And my teachers were far too strict.”
“Aw, it’s the strict ones that are the most fun to prank!” He pointed to Amane, adopting the most persuasive voice he could manage. “You gotta do some of these things, or you’ll turn out with a stick up your ass. Like Kotoko, or Mikoto. Or a weirdo like Kazui and Mahiru. Shidou’s more or less normal, and he’s the type of guy to break some rules now and then.”
“And you?” She raised her eyebrows at him, feigning innocence. “I take it you turned out perfectly because you misbehaved as a child?”
“Hey, I never said I was a shining role model or anything. But I mean it. If you stay like this, you’ll grow up to be a boring loser, another cog in the wheel.”
“It is an honor to be a part of something bigger than yourself, to find belonging, and purpose.”
“Tch, don’t be such a pain!”
“I wasn’t.”
“You know that’s not what I was talking about!”
“What were you talking about, then?” She gave him the same expression as before, and wondered if could hide her genuine confusion.
“Don’t play dumb. I know working in a group is a good thing, but you don’t want to kill yourself for leaders that don’t give a shit about you. That’s a major issue in this country, you know? In government, and corporations, and all that. That’s not belonging, that’s just exploitation.”
Amane stayed silent.
Oblivious to the emotions flashing across her lowered eyes, he nudged her in annoyance. “And the best way to break from that is to loosen up a bit. So have a little fun now and then, jeez!”
She picked her creation off the table. She turned it over in her hands. It had come out perfectly sharp and clean. “I’m having fun now.”
Fuuta, preparing to argue with whatever she said, blinked. “O-oh.”
“At school, my favorite activities included choir practice and the arts. It has been difficult to sing here without accompaniment, so I am grateful to have the opportunity for crafts.” She looked at him earnestly. “Despite your past of disobedience,” she smirked, “I always enjoy your company.”
His expression twisted up, but he couldn’t hide the reddening of his ears. “What do I care if a brat like you likes my company?”
She smiled. “I’m not a brat. As established, I am very well-behaved.”
“That’s even worse!”
“Tell me about this plane, Fuuta.”
After sufficiently rolling his eyes and sighing, he agreed. He started explaining what made these planes different from the last: how they compared on speed, accuracy, and length of flight. It didn’t really matter if they were just going to toss them around here or the panopticon later, he thought it would be helpful to teach her anyway. Maybe if she ever was inclined, she’d remember which ones were best for pinpointing a teacher’s back, or a warden’s…
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#amane momose#thank you for the request!! this was so fun aw#today on Fuuta Is Helpful But Has No Idea What Hes Doing#featuring Amane Understands Perfectly What Hes Doing But Isnt Going To Let On#im genuinely torn on whether fuuta actually broke any rules of if hes just as much of a goody two shoes as amane and trying to hide it#ive done whole anayses on why hes a strict rule follower#but also he seems like a normal kid who did normal kid stuff like that too#in my heart he does know how to paint graffiti but im not sure#so i kept it all vague whether he was actually involved or not lol#and he has no idea the extent of rule breaking that shidou has been involved with 👀👀👀 RIP#i wish i could describe the exact amane expression i was picturing but its somewhere between the sassy minigram face and just in general#the face kids make when theyre suspicious/smarter than you and smug about it#i love themmmmm#drabbles
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Thinking about her again
#by 'her' I mean specifically the look Eleanor had on her face when I was rowing away from Riverrun#what did that mean#are we friends?#she said I was the dearest treasure she had left to her and that she wished I could stay close#but like maybe northern nobles just praise their sworn swords like that#idk idkkkkkk#someone smarter than me pls help
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rhysand: "she needs to think i'm a cop, so i will be very careful with how i act and what i say around her"
also rhysand almost immediately:
i guess murder is his love language lol
Rhys is like, is that not how cops talk??? He doesn't know.
#i wish you could see this first chapter of nessian because where rhys and feyre are so dumb#cassian and nesta are somehow dumber despite being smarter
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