#I want that man so badly
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Might I offer a pretty turian I spotted in my play through of me3 who has lingered in the back of my mind ever since.
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The dual-colored face paint really stuck with me, after having seen the same patterns in the same colors over and over in me2. At first I thought it was a graphics bug that my game had given me but I wasn't complaining at all, there was a different turian model on my screen after so long.
If I remember right, he was either arguing with the shopkeeper/bartender or checking surveillance systems nearby that kiosk where we meet up with our virmire survivor post citadel attack.
A turian so pretty I just had to spend hours studying his face paint in an attempt to replicate it. I found a clearer picture online that confirmed, yes, it is multicoloured and not a glitch
Left is extracted from the OG pic version.
Right is what I drew based on what i imagined the original symmetrical design to be.
I kept the wavy lines under the assumption that it's inspired by flower petals. I wanted a transparent bg, but the checkered design would've gotten lost with the tumblr bg.
My absolute favourite turian face paint design is this guy in here
Something about seeing hot pink on a guy makes me weak in the knees. Even though turians don't hold the same gender/colours associations humans do, to my ape brain, still makes him appear ten times more confident in his masculinity.
Finding out turians can use multiple colours in their face paints makes me wonder if it's like the human equivalent of country flags but for clans? Since a lot of the designs are similar in certian areas–those two top flower petals are found in 3 different designs....it could also be the Mass Effect devs copypasting to cut corners.
Either they're used as a symbol of something, maybe indicating a clan belongs to aristocracy, or it's just a common design in turian culture. Much like humans love rectangles and straight lines in their flags, turians love wavy and flowery/nature inspired ones? Nihlus markings almost look like the outline of a butterfly wing.
#off topic but while drawing on Nihlus pic I was listening to music and “lovely liar” by stevie howie came—#—and I literally froze staring at nihlus pic bc oh my fucking god has he always been this hot??? (hint: yes!) and the lyrics weren't helpin#Jealous ex Nihlus HC when????#I want that man so badly#Why did the song vocie fit him so well#God and the attitude–only him can get away with addressing shep as his inferior bc you were in fact his inferor before! his trainee!#He will always be above you and that's very hot#anyway#☆nihlus#☆character study#☆turians#☆art
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🦋 wherever you are, we’ll meet again.
#my art#arcane#vi#jinx#powder#vi arcane#jinx arcane#powder arcane#god i miss them so badly#i just wanted them to be so happy together man#please god bring our family back together#i’ll never make a sad arcane drawing. im not built for that life#google show me arcane sisters happy ending
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assad on daniel's turning. what the fuck.
#do i even need to say it. he wants to fuck that old man so badly.#assad zaman#eric bogosian#iwtv#interview with the vampire#devil's minion#iwtv cast#og post#sam's “do tell” is crazy#zamasian
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don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible#anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters#just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how#trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended#which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances#and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice#but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically#'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well#just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship#(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts#that was progress somehow#y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like#'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this#riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me#oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)
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I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#wen qing#jiang cheng#Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile.#This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature.#But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly'#My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out.#Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth.#I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity-#-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly.#Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose.#You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok#Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards.#Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever.#To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss.#Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.#described in alt text#I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day
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fem sanji + fem zolusan (monster trio)
ive been in a very fem character mood recently and idk what it is but i need to draw her at least 5 more times before it goes away
#zolusan#sanji op#zoro op#luffy op#monster trio#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#zosanlu#sb’s art#digital art#one piece#one piece posting#fem sanji#fem luffy#fem zoro#think i have all my sorting tags in here but idk man im too tired to check#anyways i want sanji so badly guys#so i will project onto zosanlu or whatever#might probably draw fem law at somepoint soon cause ouhggggg
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and in the end love wins!
#chainsaw man#dorohedoro#no home#dandadan#i want to hold aono kun so badly i could die#cosmo csm#kaiman#nikaido#aono kun#yuri kariya#okarun#momo ayase#haejoon goh#eunyung baek#zuzu art#phew that was a mouthful#halloween
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oh god I want him
#debvinsart#art#doodle#low effort#collaboration#art collab#sebastian solace#pressure#pressure roblox#roblox#oh my god#I need them man so badly like#you don’t understand#you don’t get it#I need his gen]der#I need him pregnant#would his tail be slimy#slimey#or would it be wet#I want him so bad#also chubby cheek supremacy#I love chubby cheeks
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damn i almost wish the intrepid heroes had done worse this episode because the concept is of this battle was epic as hell. i would have loved to see more of baron being creepy, a confrontation with jawbone and i would have loved to see the other players play baron
#genuinely i was cheering them on when they rolled but I also wanted them to fail so badly lolol#THEM BEING POSSSED BY BARON WAS SO COOL!!!!!!#when Lou locked the door???? man it was so confusing and then Damn#and then he went all is with his attacks#and I loved how siobhan played baron#idk the concept of a spooky mordred manor inside rizzes briefcase it just slaps#epic actually#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high#baron from the baronies#jawbone o'shaughnessey#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers
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The older I get and the more terrible takes I see the more in favour I become of gatekeeping
#text post#Normies who so so so badly want to be part of a certain crowd to be quirky while being actually disgusted by that crowd's whole thing#People going “I want that old man” but the character is 30 because they can't imagine someone REALLY thirsting after an actual older man#“He's so caked up!” about a Genshin Impact character because when people say that they can't POSSIBLY mean being attracted to fat people#“This game is ableist” because the horror game with horror themes explores extremely dark concepts#and they want to like the popular horror because it's cool to like it but they can't fathom people ACTUALLY liking REAL dark content#“This game should have an easy mode” because the super hard game known for being hard is too hard for them#and they hate not being part of the fandom about the hard game that's known for being hard#“Ok hear me out” about the most milquetoast character because when people say “hear me out”#they can't POSSIBLY be ACTUALLY attracted to the really weird shit#and if they are any of these things they are sick and twisted and problematic and -ist and -phobic and perverts and degenerates#I'm done#Stop trying to be a freak for clout when at your core you're actually happier with generic crowdpleaser media#Stop moving into spaces not for you and then demanding they cater to you#And forcing out the real audience using morality and shame as your weapons of choice#I'm so fucking done#vent
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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obsessed with baby queer buck and the hang-ups he probably doesn't even realize he has, let alone acknowledge.. newly realized bisexual evan buckley who didn't stop once to consider long-term commitment to a man he dated for 6 months as a viable option until josh spelled it out for him. and we've seen buck navigate romantic relationships before. he didn't do things by half-measure or shy away from grandiose declarations with abby or taylor. he knew he loved them without the need for an outsider's perspective. i don't think the cautiousness displayed in 806 was linked to tommy as an individual/lover so much as it was about building a life with a man — still a foreign concept, still a bit alien. not something buck could really envision for himself and by himself, unprompted (just like he remained unaware of his attraction to men until he was made to confront it with a kiss). that moment of hesitation wasn't because he was unattached to tommy or their relationship, quite the opposite according to the follow-up questions: if buck wasn't in love already, he was at least willing to be. yeah, he needed a little nudge from josh to reassess his feelings, to jump over that last barrier, but the very moment things clicked in his mind, buck was ready to cement their relationship, ready to wholeheartedly pursue a future with tommy, serious enough that he brought up the possibility of marriage someday (another first! not just first potential husband, but first potential spouse ever!!) — because buck doesn't see much value in waiting once he figures out what he wants.
#and then tommy told buck he didn't know what he wanted </3#bucktommy#this is so badly worded bc it makes me feel insane#yeah buck will kiss a man in a crowded hospital but he won't utter the word bisexual or dive much into queer history when he's usually#obsessive with research#yeah he'll celebrate their 6 month anniversary but he'll only refer to tommy as his boyfriend in a deserted cemetery#yeah he's so comfortable and happy with tommy but he won't question if he might be in love with him#uughghuaww they never should've given me (unwell bisexual) canon bi buck i want to gnaw on him like a bone#once again i beg the 911 writers to actually explore what it means to come out in your 30s after decades of believing you were straight#evan buckley#rima.txt
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Artificial Condition........ *blows up badly* Also MB 2.0 design that is going to be way too fun to draw :]
#my art#digital art#image description in alt#fanart#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#tmbd fanart#tmbd#asshole research transport#murderbot 2.0#murderhelion#<- just for that third image I uh... yeah that exchange.... fuck man#really wanted to make MB 2.0 a combo of how I like to draw ART and MB so it's got a more humanoid shape than ART but is still spiky like it#urggggg rereading AC in one day did something to me..... I also really wanna draw the ComfortUnit from that book because GRAHHH#I also like... forgot that MB's hair grows TWICE in the series so it's a lil shorter in the third image than how I drew it last time#URG IM SO DEEP INTO THIS HYPERFIXATION ITS DRIVING ME MAD#cannot wait to reread NE it is going to do something to me badly
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thinking about Eddie being so eager to kiss you all the time and he just gets a little too excited sometimes a little too rough and you bump into something and he cradles you while you giggle cause he can't stop smiling into his kisses
And sure maybe it's a little awkward and teeth knock against each other and he catches your lip in his teeth a little too hard but it's okay cause you're deliriously happy
And it's not about getting to the sex (not all the time anyways) but he's just so happy to have found a safe place to land and he's enthusiastic that he found someone who wants to kiss him just as much as he wants to kiss you
And this time he's not too much and his feelings aren't too big and he doesn't need to tone it down cause you're his person and he's yours
Okay bye ily
mouse. mouse get the fuck back here. MOUSE DONT LEAVE ME LIKE THIS
he's just so happy to have a safe place to land and this time he's not too much and his feelings aren't too big were daggers straight to my heart you come back here right now before i actually bleed out from needing this man so badly.
no but thats exactly it. eddie has spent so long jumping and toeing that line of either trying to cram himself into this bite-sized shape for the ones around him, and just exploding and pretending he doesn't give a fuck that he will never fit into anyone's cup of tea so he'll just make himself even larger, that when you enter his life he just doesnt know what to do about it.
because he starts with his regular tricks of being so over the top, so unbearable, and all you're doing is laughing and entertaining his antics. even playing along at times. and so he retracts a little, turning back into a quiet boy who will shrivel up until he's invisible or easy to love (whichever comes first). but then that doesn't work - and to be truthful, he doesn't even know what his mind's end goal is here because why is he trying to push you away so desperately? - and he's just at a loss. you want him on the thundering days, where he makes his grey clouds everyone's problem and all his lightning is blinding and sporadic. you want him on the quiet days, where the downpour is no longer a roar but a soft drizzle, a bit more silent and a bit more bearable but still there. and he can't tell if it's a joke - he can't decipher if your kisses amidst his rambles are sincere, if you're actually smiling at his jokes because you like him or you're too polite to break his heart. he can't see through those gentle hands you use to caress back his wild hair to be sure that the softest of touches are really just you, or some strange gloves of care that you're only simply wearing for now.
and then one morning, he wakes up, and you're still there, awake before he is and just watching him with so much love. feather-light fingers taking their time tracing over his tattoo on his chest and arms, not noticing he's awake yet as you smile so serenely at him. you're looking at him in a way that he's never really gotten to experience so vulnerably before - like he isn't a nuisance, isn't a mistake. like the universe has so intentionally dropped him into your palms, and you're so aware of how delicate he can be below the surface. and he just breaks.
"i love you"
he'd blurt it out, the first time he's ever said those words to you. it almost feels like the first time he's said those words, period.
he's said them to wayne, in their own way, both a bit stiff in expressing affection and skirting around those words whenever they can for a simply ruffle of hair or unexpected side hugs. he'd said them to his mom, a young boy with shining eyes despite it all, looking at her like she was the world because she was his world.
and... well. that's it. he can count the number of times he's said those words on one hand, and now he's said them to you, and all he can hope is you handle them with as much care as you've handled him.
he hopes you can feel the weight of his heart pressing down on them.
and he thinks you do, when you startle a little, looking up to his lips where those rough words had just fallen from in a cracking tone, and you take your time in awarding him with a smile that could save lives. cure cancer, cure sadness, cure the end of the world even. every cliche possible.
"yeah?" you'd whisper back, and his heart skips a beat, terrified that the next words you say won't be what he needs to hear so desperately. but they are. because of course they are. you wouldn't have been watching him sleep in that way if they hadn't been on the tip of your tongue, "i love you."
not a crash landing, but a soft-padded decent. a slow fall with a cushion to prevent broken bones and more invisible scars.
he kisses you then the way he was going to kiss you every day going forward: pushing forward recklessly, teeth and noses bumping a little, smiles making it nearly impossible. he kisses you like he's coming home after a long day, because he is.
he's home. no boxes in sight to fit into, no cups that'll overflow from all the fizzling feelings pouring out of his chest. you've got him, and he's got you.
#i can fight fire with fire mouse#this is friendly fire#i just want him so badly man. i want us both to heal each other so badly#i want to take these soft hands that i've been told repeatedly need to toughen up and finally put them to the use they were made for#loving softly. loving carefully. loving gently.#WAH#eddie munson#eddie munson blurb#eddie munson x reader#fuck it#eddie munson x you#tagging in a way i can find this later to comfort myself#stranger things#thank u ily <3#this was written on my phone ignore any mistakes
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TF One Sentinel Prime
#maccadam#transformers#poll#smash or pass#request#tf one#sentinel prime#i want horrible dirty things to happen to this man so so badly. i know for a fact the valveplug is gonna go INSANE#you cant show me a hot evil douchebag getting grabbed by tentacles within an inch of his life and then expect me to NOT sexualize him#i need to smack him with a hammer repeatedly. i need to put him in the blender. i need to run him over with a 2008 honda civic#hasbro giving us this terrible rat bastard man is the equivalent to bringing a shiny new chew toy home for their dog.#crunch crunch squeak squeak squeak squeak squeak squeak
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i get it eli. i get why u abandoned everything for this man. i would want him carnally too.
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#google show me this man’s balls#SORRY#i don’t actually mean that but like I Get It#i get why u guys want to fuck him so badly#star wars#thrawn#mitth'raw'nuruodo#grand admiral thrawn#admiral thrawn#star wars tales of the empire#tales of the empire#star wars rebels#rebels#ahsoka series#thranto#eli vanto#eli n vanto#thrawn trilogy#thrawn 2017#thrawn treason#thrawn alliances
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