#I wanna talk to an adult who cares

[bepoprotectionsquad]

Right now I am not doing good because:

- [ ] I am nauseas

- [ ] I have a migraine

- [ ] I’m in pain from being on my feet at the grocery store for longer than I wanted or expected to be

- [ ] Vividly remembering medical trauma that happened to me on loop for the last week while finding out that I’ve been lied to and gaslit about everything surrounding the events for 10+ years

- [ ] Didn’t get all the groceries I wanted but am down to less than 15$ for groceries til the 5th (I won’t starve it’s just that prices are absurd and they were out of a lot of the cheaper things I normally like.)

- [ ] Sensory overload from the grocery store

- [ ] My headphones are going, so doom is pending (this isn’t even slightly an exaggeration, it’s the main thing that keeps me from being in constant sensory overload)

- [ ] Ran into someone at the grocery store that used to be my friend but who became cruel and nasty to me as my disabilities worsened, can’t calm down now and had to hide from him repeatedly while shopping

- [ ] The 🌳🌳🌳 I have is really really low THC and is basically doing nothing but filling my lungs with smoke

- [ ] Repeatedly getting blown off by doctors about the fucked up shit happening to me

- [ ] I don’t know who is actually safe to vent to or ask for help

- [ ] I feel like a huge burden for even considering asking for help or validation or support

- [ ] I didn’t succeed at anything I tried today and none of the things I did do brought me any joy even though I did things that should have made me happy.

- [ ] Processing another shooting, as well as the violence that was immediately turned on trans people because of it

- [ ] Cat is making sensory overload 1000x worse by being a dick to get attention she doesn’t even actually want

All of this is affecting me right now in this exact moment 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

[watermotif]

my parents are so fucking mysterious man why are they gatekeeping themselves

[quiet-admirer]

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[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

[riisume]

Today was an absolute dumpster fire at home. I can't wait for my roommate's ex to move out after what happened today holy shit...

I don't have many people on my shit list, but after today, she's definitely on there. The audacity of her saying some of the shit she said to me-

I wish I could go back to NYC and stay with my parents for a month or two and visit homies... but I don't want to give her that power.

[manasurge]

1/3 of the way done of this last page, then I can finally post it all o|-<

[akascow]

man yellowjackets would be so much better if it didnt keep cutting back to the present day

[vogelmeister]

been feeling mixed on some of my friends recently

[marklikely]

new defunctland video gives me the excuse to say what ive been thinking for many years. things suck so bad they should make a wannado city but for adults so i can have fun pretending to do any job i want smh.

[flovverworks]

after a billion yrs i added a lil line about my gbf verse.....<3 one day i might flesh it out to something in-universe, but since gbf is so "oh ure from another world? ya that happens..." i....am gonna keep w that..........(also cuz i do think discussing the different ways of magic, moon-enemy & this n that is more fun like this

[fiendishartist2]

guys what if i want to make my own apollo justice game.

[bornunderpunchestheheatgoeson]

listen if youre online arguing about what "true punk' is youre already too far gone. ok now that being said i have a secret opinion to share ⬇️

[sayaratyriea]

i am craving Creative Activity so badly but law school sucked away my spoons to write by myself… so i’m reliant on friends and rp… and all my friends want to do is play overwatch (which i don’t play and don’t want to) or watch tv shows which is fundamentally less interesting and does not scratch the itch….. the adhd gremlins are shredding my skull from the inside out at this point :( send help

[sensitivegoblin]

The depression is really really really bad so I'm sorry if I super ghost y'all

I'm just having a hard time wanting to do anything but rot in bed

[itlollie]

Kinda random but sometimes I remember that this old friend group I had is still kinda on tumblr so sometimes I find their blogs and realize

They didn’t seem to change at all qwq

[cetoddle]

okay. i am going to continue being stupid. and lowkey embarrassing. and a big stupid fucking idiot. i don’t know what’s wrong w me just ignore me forever okay? okay <3