#you know what’s extreme? overdosing a teenager on klonopin

[bepoprotectionsquad]

Right now I am not doing good because:

- [ ] I am nauseas

- [ ] I have a migraine

- [ ] I’m in pain from being on my feet at the grocery store for longer than I wanted or expected to be

- [ ] Vividly remembering medical trauma that happened to me on loop for the last week while finding out that I’ve been lied to and gaslit about everything surrounding the events for 10+ years

- [ ] Didn’t get all the groceries I wanted but am down to less than 15$ for groceries til the 5th (I won’t starve it’s just that prices are absurd and they were out of a lot of the cheaper things I normally like.)

- [ ] Sensory overload from the grocery store

- [ ] My headphones are going, so doom is pending (this isn’t even slightly an exaggeration, it’s the main thing that keeps me from being in constant sensory overload)

- [ ] Ran into someone at the grocery store that used to be my friend but who became cruel and nasty to me as my disabilities worsened, can’t calm down now and had to hide from him repeatedly while shopping

- [ ] The 🌳🌳🌳 I have is really really low THC and is basically doing nothing but filling my lungs with smoke

- [ ] Repeatedly getting blown off by doctors about the fucked up shit happening to me

- [ ] I don’t know who is actually safe to vent to or ask for help

- [ ] I feel like a huge burden for even considering asking for help or validation or support

- [ ] I didn’t succeed at anything I tried today and none of the things I did do brought me any joy even though I did things that should have made me happy.

- [ ] Processing another shooting, as well as the violence that was immediately turned on trans people because of it

- [ ] Cat is making sensory overload 1000x worse by being a dick to get attention she doesn’t even actually want

All of this is affecting me right now in this exact moment 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠