#I share too many traits with

[lunchtimebedamned1997]

Still working on my Meet The Artist post, but have a WIP

Drawing a whole rainbow of characters I share my MTBI with for it hehe

[57sfinest]

calling harry a “can opener” was SUCH a good play for so many reasons i think about it every day.

in the context of his work, it makes him a tool. as many people have pointed out, including martin luiga, part of the hdb tragedy is that he simply cannot leave the force, and his superiors know that and are using it to their advantage. no matter what happens, even if harry hated every nanosecond of every bit of the work and wanted to leave, he can’t and won’t leave. they can leverage anything they want against him and then reel him back in with a facade of kindness when they “allow” him to keep his job, as long as he does what they want him to. the 41st knows he has this inexplicable talent with people and they use him for it. he’s a cop: that talent can be used in so many awful ways, to push so many different agendas. and they won’t even be his own. a can opener has no particular desire to open a can, aside from maybe the satisfaction of fulfilling a purpose. a can opener has no agency, it’s just a tool for someone else to use to get what they want. and he’s learned to be okay with being used as long as it means he gets to stay. his complacency with this system makes him guilty even if he’s also being harmed by it.

but in the context of his personal life you kind of... flip it. the people around him are going to be opened up whether they want to be or not, and it’s terrible for his relationships. it’s shown that the questions, the prying- the can-opening- it’s become inextricable from who he is as a person. it’s like he doesn’t know how else to communicate, except it’s hardly communication when you’re just ripping people open. he’s invasive as all hell, although whether he means to be is debatable. he’s the kind of person that wants to take things apart to see what makes them tick. he dissects people, but really that’s too delicate of a word for what he does; if he doesn’t get what he wants right up front, he’ll abandon all subtlety and go for brute force. if he can’t get your screws loose he’ll just smash you on the ground and pick through your pieces until he’s satisfied, and if what he did to you isn’t fixable? oh well, there are other cans to open. 

and he’ll use it for personal gain: we already know he is (was?) manipulative. once he knows how you operate, he knows how to make you keep him. he can yell or he can cry; he can threaten you or he can threaten himself; he can be completely suffocating or he can withdraw completely; he can be an incorrigible liar or brutally honest; he can present himself as a threat or a joke or a talent. he’s a chimera- that’s why he’s got this inexplicable magnetism, even when people know they shouldn’t like or trust him. fidelity of character means nothing to him. he’ll be whatever he needs to be as long as it gets him what he wants. the can-opening is just his way in.

[marc--chilton]

(mgv) house and wilson display courting behaviors and don't even realize it. granted, courting in that sense is out of style and traditionalist so even if they did believe they were doing it, they'd wrinkle their noses (house especially). but like.... house buying them expensive tickets to a thing is an opportunity to grow closer, wilson letting his food get stolen isn't just a show of patience but proof he can be a good provider, etc etc. the amount of times they get mistaken for a couple in omegaverse is, in turn, much greater than it already is in canon

[peridots-pixiwolf]

[Start ID. A drawing of @mieczmaszyna 's character Izzy. In the words of its creator, Izzy is a humanoid robot with a white chassis, oval head, black headset, square green glasses, claws, and a tail resembling a cable plug. Ai wears a cowboy hat, vest decorated by a star and bottle cap, pants with tassels, spurred boots, and a red bandanna. He's viewed from the side, kicking up one leg and holding both arms out in front of itself to shoot finger guns, looking excited and rather jaunty. The background is a dull yellow-green, muddied by the warm reddish tone of the drawing, and in paler green are the words "BANG BANG!!" by ais arms. End ID]

robot cowboy!!!

[turtleblogatlast]

Leo: *keeps sacrificing himself and getting hurt*

His family: YOU'RE HURT!!!!!

Leo, seeing they're safe: Tis but a scratch! :)

(I cannot stop thinking of Leo brushing off his injuries like the black knight from Monty Python and the holy grail. He'd do anything for them and anything to assure them that all is fine even though that is not the case. He'll keep doing it, though. Mikey may be many doctors, but Leo is Dr. Hope.)

[ cw: injury mention / self sacrifice mention / ]

I keep missing asks I am so sorry 😭😭

YEAH I imagine Leo as like

The type who is super dramatic over the smallest of injuries, but if he’s actually hurt, it’s all “well what can you do lol” especially after the invasion because he’s already known much worse and barely even made a sound during that.

[arolesbianism]

While I’m still rainword brained I decided to finally make some concept doodles for my ancients hcs! These guys are all just random designs I made up on the spot but I do quite like them, so who knows maybe I’ll make them proper ocs at some point

[nicizzt]

[sketch] i may or may not be working on something… again…

my two favorite girls from my two major hyperfixations - what if they met?

(aka the league x hazbin crossover series again this time featuring akali and cherri 😵)

[i-am-distressed]

Proof that Kyoto has the potential to be as chaotic as i claim them to be:

...And by potential I mean they themselves are already quite chaotic

[cherry-bomb-ships]

Ok had this absolute revelation last night when I watched Expiration Date but. Spy is autistic. Like 100% he's totally autistic, and okay maybe some of you are telling me "no duh" but let me tell you WHY :3 So there's actually something that I myself do pretty often that I'm like, 95% percent sure is a trait of my autism (might be the adhd as well tho) because it's something I've done since I was a kid and STILL DO to this day, like I literally caught myself doing it yesterday. Which is, I'll put together some kinda big plan in my head for how something will go and I will have it all mapped out, not only what I'll be doing but how others will react, so I have this thought-out expectation of how it will go, but then in reality it turns out worst and I get. Kinda confused and embarrassed about it like "wait what this isn't what I exactly predicted to happen" 💀 It's really hard to explain but its definitely more elaborate than just "having expectations", I'm talking vivid daydreams about how cool and well something is gonna go, and then when it differs from MY exact idea I get really :(((

Anyways. Back to Spy, I noticed in Expiration Date he does EXACTLY THIS??? Like obviously the final wish bucket is the biggest example, I feel like he definitely imagined that to go a lot better, he even had a whole speech prepared. He thought it was gonna be such a great sentimental moment between the guys but it immediately got derailed, and even if he's good at masking it, I feel like he definitely got flustered about how much it did not match his original idea <0< But thats not the only thing, because even DIRECTLY AFTER THAT, after Scout asks Spy to help him with dating Ms. Pauling, Spy immediately comes up with all these elaborate plans and lessons on how to help Scout in such a short amount of time! Like you think he just HAD all of that already prepared?? No he definitely came up with that on the fly, and I'm sure that ONCE AGAIN, he expected it to go much better than it ended up, the only difference being this time he had more time to realize it was going downhill 💀

[venomgender]

trick or treat:)

Your yaoi kin assignment is Sunjin from All About Lust !

[enden-k]

im sorry to hear people are stomping all over your boundaries, big props to you for sticking up for yourself and putting your foot down. I hope you're doing ok (/gen)

on another, hopefully happier note, i noticed your info post mentions that you self ship! I'd love to hear about your favourite self ships if you're comfortable talking about them some time?

i actually never did or had interest in this but then haitham waltzed in so hes the first and only one (this whole thing flusters me so its smth i indulge in for myself in private by reading or daydreaming or sometimes i babble and ramble about him very in depth)

(most hkvthm things i draw is just me going 'wish that was me' and drawing it LMFAO)

ohh also same w kaveh but in a slightly different way than haitham (theyre both the only ones) i want them to hold hands. i want them to hold my hands. there

[charlotterenaissance]

'charlotte was obsessed with lewis' okay like cleo wasn't

[frostfall-matches]

[ matchmaking... ]

@imjustabeanie : [ match report ready ]

your match is…

✦ Fushiguro Toji

-> Toji is someone who can deal with someone that’s rough around the edges. It doesn’t matter to him if you tend to come off as cold or sarcastic, because he’s not all that warm and fuzzy, either. Most people are just in the way, in his eyes (and when he’s at the point in his life where he’s abandoned his children, he could honestly care less about making friends or getting a partner). The first few interactions you two have are potentially a bit dicey - you’ll give back attitude if you get it, but you’re generally polite to most. Toji… well, it simply depends on how he’s feeling. He’s not necessarily polite, but he’s not super rude and aggressive to people he’s just passing by. He can be a bit gruff and condescending, so your guys’ interactions depend on how you perceive and respond to his behavior. Still, there’s a certain charm about him that you’re quick to notice, and vice versa.

-> He either doesn’t react to your flirting, or flirts right back. Just depends on his mood. He’s not really the type to get all flustered or fall for someone just because of some casual flirting, and he has the feeling that you’re just doing it to be playful. He does think it’s amusing, though, seeing this side of you when you seemed so guarded and cold before. Toji can totally dish it right back, though, almost sweetly complimenting you with a smirk on his face - and at some point this probably forces you to seriously consider your feelings towards him. Even when you often don’t recognize your feelings right away, or you bottle them up and ignore them, it’s hard not to at least do a bit of introspection sooner or later when you’re confronted with someone who banters and flirts back with you.

-> The fact that you’re not overly clingy or jealous is a big plus in Toji’s eyes. He would really hate the type of partner that breathes down his neck and tries to control what he does in his free time, or the type of partner that is so insecure and jealous that they start making assumptions and refuse to trust him. Toji is simply the type of person who needs his own space sometimes, and he refuses to be stifled by a suffocating partner. And it’s not like he won’t spend time with you - he can be quite affectionate in a very relaxed, casual way, he just needs to actually let you in. He isn’t one for those grand, sickly sweet shows of affection. But he pulls you in close and holds you tightly when you go in for a hug, or slings one of his legs over yours when the two of you are cuddled up on the couch or in bed together.

-> He has no hesitation calling you out when you’re being moody to the point that it’s unreasonable. Will this likely flare your temper up even further and cause more issues right at that moment? Probably. But he claims that it’s not his fault that you chose to bottle up your emotions and that you decided to lash out at him for no reason. (However, if you lash out at him because of something stupid or irritating that he did? Yeah, that’s fair - he won’t try to argue with you. He does definitely try to push your buttons sometimes and he knows he has to deal with the consequences.) That said, regardless if he considers your moodiness and ire is reasonable or not, he does leave you alone when you decide to isolate yourself to cool off. He doesn’t take it personally or get all whiny about it. He knows you’ll talk to him again when you’re up to it.

-> Aside from that, he finds your temper quite amusing. When it isn’t directed at him, that is. Toji just really likes how feisty you can get with people who are irritating or inconveniencing you. If he ever happens to see you get really competitive and mean with someone, trying to get your opponent to lose their temper, it just cracks him up. He’s very much the “sitting on the sidelines munching popcorn” type of guy when that whole mess happens. You have a backbone and you’re clearly willing and able to stand up for yourself when needed. And honestly, he could care less if you have some sort of grudge against someone, plotting revenge… Just know that you may very well spark his own ire if you decide to get petty with him on a regular basis.

-> Toji thinks it’s quite contradictory, the way that you refuse to harm an innocent person but also struggle with really defining your own morals. He’s not one to fuss over morals much himself - he’s willing to do some shitty things just for the money, completing dirty work when he’s willing to put in the time and the effort. On top of that, someone else’s morals really aren’t his problem. He questions you about it sometimes, bringing up hypothetical scenarios, wanting to see where you draw the line. But it’s purely out of curiosity for him, because he wants to see how your mind works. Besides, if you were a complete goody-two-shoes, you probably wouldn’t have bothered interacting with him in the first place. Whatever morals you hold won’t affect his own; and if you have a problem with his morals, then it’s up to you to either turn a blind eye to his beliefs and actions or simply leave.

-> Toji quite enjoys sparring with you and it becomes a fun pastime for both of you. He’s insanely skilled and strong, though, and most people aren’t on his level - so he does “go easy” on you (fortunately or unfortunately, however you wish to take that), but he certainly doesn’t make it easy for you, either. And why would he make it easy on you? It wouldn’t be fun for either you or him, and when it comes to sparring a boring match is just awful. Toji loves seeing that competitive fire in your eyes, enjoys taunting you just as much as you taunt him. The majority of your sparring matches do end with him besting you, but occasionally he’ll let you win, wanting to see that spark of pride and victory in your eyes… Even though you might end up pouting or scowling as you realize that he just let you win. If he gives you any compliments on your technique, though, they are genuine. And you do make him work up a sweat sometimes! He has to be on his toes around you.

-> He doesn’t participate much in your other hobbies with you. He’s a man with limited interests, knowing very well what he likes and what he doesn’t care for. But your hobbies are your own, and he does think it’s nice that you’re able to keep yourself busy and occupied regardless if you’re alone or around him. Toji will admit, though, that he quite likes the quiet afternoons and evenings when you’re busy reading a book or sketching. These times are relaxing, and he’s able to just kick his feet up and spend a bit of time in your presence without you two feeling the need to do something together in that moment. He’ll often have the TV going, volume a few notches lower than usual. Occasionally he’ll have a book himself. On another note, he does like when you decide to bake. He’s not a huge sweets person, but you make some tasty treats and he’s happy to indulge.

[snazzyladreal]

There's a proshipper named princess-yurioangel going around, be careful

thanks man! Btw I looked into this person and they are a proshipper, got some screenshots I’ve send to an awareness account.

tw- pro shipping stuff below cause I wanna call out this person

If I’m right, f/o means it’s a fictional crush or someone they self ship with. I normally have no problems with this, but most of these are children.

More stuff I saw that concerned me

into zoophilia too? How deep are you gonna make this hole for yourself

[glittercorvid]

lrt one of the main reasons i used to say i couldn't be autistic was that i "didn't get bullied". looking back now though i can think of at least 9 people who have tried to bully me, both at school and in the work force, through various social insincerities that i was just too autistic to pick up on. got a lot of mean spirited compliments and asked mocking questions that i just responded to completely earnestly. didn't even notice they were trying to shame me. most of the complimentors got a heartfelt compliment in return and everyone got a big smile. which honestly? kinda ideal. i didn't experience emotional scarring and it's very, very funny to imagine how these people must have felt. they were trying to stab me and i would giggle because it tickled and then pat them gently on the head before continuing on my way

[neverendingford]

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