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I finally did it. Wrote 3 long pages for this friend who's practically family (or at least that's what I like to think) but now that it's their birthday, im freaking out. Took a lot of guts for a scaredy-cat like me to spill my heart out like this. And now, im too nervous to actually hand it over. What if they read it in front of everyone? (or even just in front of me? shoot, pls im not ready for that kind of stuff) ive poured out stuff ive never even said out loud. Holding those pages, my palms are sweaty, and my vision's blurry from the tears. I can't even breathe right. How am I supposed to face them after giving this? im tempted to just rip it all up, but part of me wants them to know, even if it terrifies me.
#I guess I'll just give it to them along with the gifts#And after today#we probably won't run into each other for a month.#hopefully my avoiding stuff won't be a big deal#but I've been trying to work on it#I am so scared#pls pray for me#I sent a dry#two-line 'happy birthday' wish#but I added an emoticon#(I just realized it now#but I can't change anything)#So I hope they know I'm not being rude#plus they don't know what's coming for them in a few hours#And that's making me so nervous
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not to irl post on main but me and a doctor who group I cosplay with got some photos back from a shoot we did a couple weeks ago and therefore I must do my due dilligence and share these for my approximately 4 tenjack mutuals on here 🫡
#the writers may be cowards but we are not#also bts snippet in the first two images I was unknowingly kneeling in dog poop#don’t worry the coat did indeed get sent for dry cleaning after#tenjack#doctor who#torchwood#jack harkness#tenth doctor#doctorjack
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I keep looking at your design for cheated and just cooing over him like how you do with a cat i love him so much
Thank you so much!!! I hope you don't mind if I use this ask to point out some fun details in my Cheated's design :)
Other Designs: Hunted/Contrarian/Cold/Paranoid/Smitten/Opportunist/Skeptic/Stubborn
Drawings w/out the text over them + my first design for Cheated ever under the cut!
#this was such a nice compliment especially because you sent out of nowhere during a real dry spell of activity for me!#and its what helped motivate me to start drawing more again!#not that i wasnt going to eventually i love these birds too much#but it definitely helped kickstart some more art#i also wanted to answer this after i got through all the cheated related stuff in my inbox because i saw this and was like#“oh you're going to be eating well for a bit then haha”#this was also fun to do#maybe this is how ill show my designs?#one post at a time before i can finally do a full lineup?#starting with cheated is unusual but aw he deserves it#stp#stp voices#ask#my art#voice of the cheated#slay the princess
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Henry thinks that maybe, just maybe, if he keeps his hands where they are, Alex might not bleed out - and the thought that he's the only thing standing between this man and the collapse of Henry's own universe is absolutely fucking *terrifying.*
Henry thinks that maybe, just maybe, if he keeps his hands where they are, Alex might not bleed out—and the thought that he's the only thing standing between this man and the collapse of Henry's own universe is absolutely fucking terrifying. Alex’s breaths are short and choppy under Henry’s palms, but that devastating grin, the one that knocked Henry’s knees out from underneath him the first time they met, is still firmly in place, albeit a little more tremulous than usual.
“Damn, H—don’t you think you should buy a guy dinner before you feel him up?”
And that’s—that’s almost too much for Henry to bear. How Alex can be teasing him at a time like this, let alone about the feelings Henry has worked so hard to keep hidden from the man whose blood is currently covering Henry’s hands to the wrist, Henry cannot possibly understand; except that, when he risks another glance at Alex’s face, there’s a flicker of vulnerability in his wide, brown eyes that Henry knows, instinctively, can only mean Alex is, for once in his life, achingly sincere.
“How about we save your life first and then dinner, shall we, darling?”
[Send me an ask with the first sentence of a fic and I’ll write you the next five.]
#next five fic sentences#kiwiana-writes#clottedcreamfudge#you should have seen the absolute FURY on my face when you sent this sentence through lmfao#also YES I know these are days old!!! I have not been joking about how fucking dry the writing well is lolsob!!! but we persevere etc!!!!!
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sorry for this being like the fourth time you seen me post this lina @linaharutaka but my heart is happy and warm and im crazy and you made him so gorgeous thank you soso much . AUUGHUHHHHGH
#I LOVE WHEN A BEAUTIFUL FAT MAN TELLS ME TO DO SOMETHING . WHATEVER YOU SAY GORGEOUS ☝🏽☝🏽☝🏽☝🏽☝🏽#I have not been normal since you sent me thins this permanently changed my brain chemistry#im drawing him like this for the rest of my life . my heart is fully of happinesss…. LURCHES OVER AND STARTS DRY HEAVING …….#my friends are so nice to me and and I start sobbing and throwing up on your shoes bc im so happy …. thank you so muchness 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#GIFTS! 🎁#FAVE#ULT FAVE#RAUGAGAGAGAGGA#🦍🏄♂️🌊#self ship#self shipping
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Hello I wanted to talk about mc magic in lesson 53 they said this about mc magic.
Mephistopheles: When you intervened to protect Simeon, you cast that spell without any sort of incantation.
Lucifer: If not, then it means that the magic you produced was involuntary.
Diavolo: No. If the spell was involuntary, it means the magic is uncontrolled, you see.
But isn’t this a contradiction to what lucifer taught in season 2 lesson 24 of NB?
Yeah, it's said by both Lucifer and Solomon that if a human/demon is skilled enough, they don't need incantations to use magic.
But I think the way this is different from what happened when MC saved Simeon was that they didn't mean to use magic at all. Like, usually when MC is going to use magic the dialogue options are something along the lines of "use [certain spell]" "do [certain action] with magic" but this time the dialogue options were to either yell out his name or warn him about the attack, meaning that MC's magic manifested itself without any previous intention from them to use it?
Which is similar to what happened in s2, except that this time around their magic acted up on it's own and protected someone instead of causing harm, coming from their worry for Simeon's safety. So MC is unconsciously using magic based off strong emotions they feel and they need to learn to control their powers to avoid causing harm again like in previous seasons.
I guess that the Ring of Light only stabilizes their powers to a point, and MC's magic can still get out of hand if the situation is dire enough?
#I have lots of thoughts on MC's powers#and share the little theory that most of the times MC's powers ended up harming the others or one of the 3 worlds was because of#suppressed emotions or an outburst of them#like the natural disasters occuring in ancient locations that connected the devildom to the human world right after the program ended#when mc was struggling to adjust to a normal life again and probably missing the brothers a LOT#or when they went to the cr and the sacret spring started drying or whatever and Michael had to cancel their meeting#(no human would be calm going to heaven. plus the place traumatized their loved ones for life)#and the one time also in s2 when the brothers were fighting badly and mc used the “stay command” to stop them but because of their magic#that was evolving and the stress they were feeling the brothers ended up being sent to the ground so hard it physical hurt them#stuff like that#because MC is the therapist who doesn't have a therapist lol#but that's going on a whole tangent#obey me!#obey me#om mc#omnb season 3#obey me nightbringer spoilers#obey me spoilers#obey me shall we date spoilers#//inbox
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A builder who totally understands where X is coming from, collecting all those shinies for Coco, because she also likes shiny things, and has been secretly leaving pretty rocks on Unsuur's porch for weeks now.
#my time#my time at sandrock#sandrock#X#X and Fang#Unsuur#Builder#each of my builders I HC to be a little bit different#Rave loves dancing and is a total extravert - she may be book smart; but doesn't tend to act like it#Zurika likes shiny things and wants to fight. She's not angry; she just really wants to fight.#Sparring; monster fighting; whatever lets her improve those skills.#Rave learned to fight because it became important to know how in Sandrock.#She enjoys sparring now; and takes pride in the skill; but it didn't start that way for Rave.#Zurika learned how to fight because her parents weren't there to stop her anymore#Zurika is a good sport; just as happy to lose a fight as to win one; as long as she can learn something from it#Rave likes relics and books. Zurika likes sparklies and daggers.#Zurika and Rave both like parkour though. Parkour; and Going Fast 🏃♀️🏃♀️#Zurika is plenty smart too - she just doesn't like books that much. She likes listening to stories or lectures; or watching old videos.#Rave has books and diagrams to look back on as needed; and does write some notes. Zurika just Remembers. Everything.#Sidenote; I really like X.#X is awesome 👌 Solid bro; silly little guy; I love the bird. Take some glass; my man. Have a scorpion on the house.#Love his cute relationship with Coco. 'X is on a date' is one of my favorite dialog options of all time. It sent me to outer space.#Unsuur caught me off guard with paint drying. I hadn't really noticed him much before that;#but that was the moment I realized he was gonna be a favorite of mine#Unsuur is the funniest guy in Sandrock; hands down. You just gotta give him a chance; you wouldn't expect it off first impressions.#Ily my dude; keep it weird#I will also be keeping it weird.#mtas#fandom#rambles
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i fucking love prereading. getting documents about what's going to be discussed in a meeting and reading them and then going to the meeting and having context for all the things that are happening. if i could do this in all areas of life i would. send me a list of the words i'm going to need the definition of in order to understand what you will be talking about. give me a rundown of what topics might come up during this social encounter. provide detailed documentation of what to expect in a new setting. i will read the fuck out of that shit.
#me getting off meeting 2 for a project but this time i read their paper first because they sent it in advance: waaowoaoaowaw#you are not just saying words next to each other. these words have meaning#my posts#f#i went to get new glasses the other day but it was a failure because i forgot everything. forgot my prescription most notably#(idk where my brain is lately but it does not appear to be inside my skull)#but actually i ended up feeling fine about it. because it allowed me to scope out the place. figure out how it works#a little dry run. a little dress rehearsal. now i know that when i do it for real i'm going to go to the third floor#i'm going to go up to the ticket machine and press the button on the touchscreen and get a number#i'm going to go right inside and start looking at frames instead of sitting in the waiting area which is actually for a different departmen#i didn't know any of that and it was stressful but now i know and next time i am going to look and act so normal#also i was able to find out what my actual benefit is and it's really stupid. it's something i wouldn't have guessed in a million years#so it's good i had the opportunity to ask about it during a time when it didn't matter because i couldn't use it anyway#getting glasses is stressful enough because you have to stand around trying on frames like a tool#if there is any other aspect of the process that also makes me feel like an idiot it's just too much to bear. this time i got to spread it#out over two encounters. so hopefully next time the only embarrassing part will be the frames fashion show
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just try to calm down, Lee. Maybe call one of your brothers?
(I’m turning my emotional breakdown through her into plot development/ a character introduction. It’s how I cope)
#big sis leo#tmnt#2012 leo#transfem leo#she doesn’t know how to ask for help#specifically in English#I cope by making things. being sarcastic and dry humor#I AM EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED#>:(#don’t worry she’ll get all the nice things y’all sent too#why she cries
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Finales for Michael + Claire
Yo - someone has already broken down that the last/second-last images in each season finale were basically the same, right?
At any rate, I'm going do it again, because my tiny brain only mashed these two things together today. Apologies for the lack of stills.
We have flashback Mikey looking at Carmen reverently in sunlight-sepia hues at the close of season 1, then a big smile, hot on the heels of Carmy genuinely connecting with everyone at family meal - it lets Mikey's belief in his brother linger over the finale, a sense of continuation and partial closure.
The quixotic part of Radiohead's Letdown blasts us off to the credits. IMO, it was one of the most hopeful and tenderhearted moments in TV history.
In the season 2 finale we have flashback Claire, sepia-hued with her coy smile immediately cutting to a dejected Carmy in the walk-in as the welder creates "fireworks" akin to what we see behind them in Pop. There's a sense of continuation, but no closure - it just tells the audience to settle in for more regression in S3, just as we thought we were out of the woods with that experiment.
Michael Stipe walks us out with "Go it alone and haul it along" before it cuts to Syd, proud and abandoned, the song progressing into the credits.
I always felt like that last, longing look from Claire was the biggest crotch-kick from the Storer universe - it felt like an erasure of all the progress and connecting-of-dots that Carmy was working out throughout the latter half of the season, and I guess that's the material point of it all.
Maybe we have to watch this man chase familial myths and phantoms for another season, to the detriment of The Bear, his happiness, his earnest relationship with Syd, and everyone else around him. I'm not sure if he'll actually try to repair things with Claire in a fit of desperation/self-doubt, but it seems like she'll haunt him through his inevitable breakdown at a minimum.
I'm curious about how the writers engineer this without the audience feeling perpetually flogged. I also wonder how they will manage to empower Syd until Carmy starts putting shit together again.
I wish I had more endearing sydcarmy parallels to offer here tonight, but this was eating at me and now someone in the fandom needs to talk me off a ledge.
#the last-minute addition of that voicemail sent to an emotionally dyslexic man was a hate crime#watching carmy yearn for and/or frantically try to fix a shallow relationship for multiple episodes will be both grueling and boring#and watching Syd continually try to manage everything around a man exhibiting dry addict behavior after the table moment will be even worse#But if their inevitable fight leads to something hot I will be okay with everything and will send the writers an edible arrangement.#carmy x sydney#sydcarmy#carmen berzatto#syd x carmy#the bear#the bear fx#the bear hulu
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desperately trying to adapt my mindset so that instead of worrying that someone is secretly mad at me/hates me/that i've inadvertently done something wrong i just let it go. cuz logically if they're not willing to clearly communicate that i've upset them then it's not my problem & i can't dwell on it... and i could actually just be stressing over nothing... that would be the healthy thing to do wouldn't it??? but unfortunately i'm failing LMAO send help
#received a dry response from my cousin after she asked me to send accessory inspo#cuz she offered to get me gift while shes on a trip in japan and said feel free to send ideas#now im like did i offend u? did u not actually want me to send ideas?? huhh😭maybe she thought i wanted multiple things cuz i sent options?#she's generally a bit hot/cold over text... texting her stresses me out kinda. idk i just wanted to make it easier for her to find somethin#i think it may just be me overthinking... she prob didnt mean anything bad by it...prob just tired or busy & replied in a rush :/
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want a drink ? .-.
yes TT
#I know I haven't been responding much to messages#or posting anything#I'm just going through a bit of a hard time rn#I tried to distract myself from the trauma of the robbery#and bottle up my feelings#but my feelings have caught up to me#I might be going through a minor depression rn idk#I'm struggling to focus on anything or do anything other than playing Rain World#you actually sent that at the perfect time#everything came to a head today and I had a massive ✨autistic meltdown✨#bc I got really triggered#honestly my eyes still feel really dry#thank you#this actually helped a lot#sorry I'm talking too much
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you know how sometimes you’re like, I just need to have a cry and then I’ll be okay?? that has decidedly Not been the case for me the past few days lmao
#to be clear I’m FINE agshskdj I’m just moving and it’s sent me clean over the edge bc I have severe emotional attachment issues#about my home etc etc#but oh my god I think this is the most I’ve ever cried in my entire life??????#and as a non crier I would like it to stop lmao#my eyes are sore my nose is so dry and I’ve had a perma headache since Sunday agshakdjs#someone send help or like v soft buddie thoughts please#ciara things
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Ladies I'm so hungover I went to the bubble tea place bc it was the only place by the bus stop and the woman there saw my suffering and gave me my drink in a large cup so I could have extra ice. Women.
#this one was my friend's fault#i took a man home (my fault) amd then when we were making out he was so BITEY! so i said okay that's enough#and sent him home#honestly sore this morning. not ideal.#when will i find a normal person to take home. the epic dry spell continues.
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For the word game: style and/or happen and/or down
style, from the aro buck 911 fic, "never been in love"
It’s a basic information page, kind of a 101-style set of definitions from a website about different orientations. The top of the page informs the reader that it is explaining to them what ‘aromantic’ means. Buck swallows hard and scrolls a little, taking in a few words at a time. It’s a little difficult to process, because his vision seems to be fuzzing a little, static building in his ears and his heart pounding in his chest.
happen, also from "never been in love" but a little earlier on
“She keeps getting on me about my girlfriend.” He makes a face, then amends the statement. “Well, getting on me about the fact that I don’t have one. She thinks I should be dating somebody, and keeps bringing it up, just over and over. What happened last time I saw Taylor came up, and she just- I don’t know why it’s so important to her that I have a damn girlfriend, you know? And I don’t know how to tell her, at least not in any way that she’s ever going to listen to and leave me alone about, that I just- I don’t want one.”
down, from chapter 10 of "wriggle up on dry land" the baby jamie ted lasso fic
She raises an eyebrow at him, and she shifts in a moment from paging through the paper while sipping her tea and meandering around the table – more fidgety in her down time than just about anyone else Roy has ever known – and then all of her attention is focused on him. It’s amazing how she does that - it’s like in a single moment Roy’s sister switches off and Dr. Kent switches on.
#gav gab#THANK YOUUUU THIS WAS FUN#i am now at at least 1k in all my papers#abubblingcandle#i am tryng so hard not to make that part of never been in love hugely clunky and awkward to read lmao#buck is reading a few links that he was sent and i'm not just like#reproducing a bunch of 101 pages i promise#i am trying so hard to rescue the 'buck learns what aromantic means' part of this fic from being like.#idk cringe and weird i dunno#WORKING ON IT#fic: never been in love#fic: wriggle up on dry land#writing liveblog#ask box games#gav answers
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my dearest followers i regret to inform u i have purchased yet another fragrance im in my fraghead era <3 geoff would be so proud
#genuinely i was gonna hold off bc its EXPENSIVE but 1) new job#2) i sprayed ONE spritz of the sample they sent me on my wrist before i left for work and could still smell it fully 8 hrs later#like for that kind of longevity its fucking WORTH IT#kinda dont like how it smells at first blush its almost like. mesquite-y before the dry-down#but once it does it smells EXACTLY like that feu de bois candle and lasts all day like#what ever im so excited i love Smells
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