#I really just needed to vent

[finssyblog]

Honestly being a french QSMP fan on Twitter can really be summed up with:

Being shitted on for a week because of the r/place when literally nobody gives a damn about it here.

Seeing people start calling your fav ccs like Baghera or Étoiles names over misunderstood/mistranslated/straight up inexistent words and not being listened to at all when we try to explain.

A QSMP account with over 40k followers tweeting incredibly harmful words for french poc about the french ccs, with arguments used by french far-right, and getting more than 6k likes and people chearing in the comments.

The tweet still getting more likes after french people started to explain how harmful it was.

It's the third french QSMP fan I'm seeing saying that they're thinking of just leaving the fandom because they don't feel accepted at all. I'm disgusted.

I think I'm going to stay here on Tumblr a little longer, or I'll start to think like them.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

[zeena-athena]

I'm trying so hard to stay at work today, but I feel overwhelmed, probably overstimulated, and just in general so frustrated and I can't get myself to calm down and I want to just go home. This place doesn't give a damn about us anyway I can't do it anymore I can't

[lilblueorchid]

Are you ok?

Of course I'm fine...

[ratbastarddotfuck]

if you're a white person taking pleasure in the idea that Trump voters of colour are experiencing racist violence from white trumpers because "they got what's coming to them" I don't think you're anti-racist at all, I think you were just waiting for an acceptable target, and you're also fucking weird.

Bad Person Deserves Punishment For Their Sins give me a fucking break and get yourself out of the fucking catholic church. you're all prison abolitionists until you see someone you don't like.

[ducktracy]

there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love

[ionomycin]

Welcome home

[trans-leek-cookie]

yknow what. I wanna say: CSA and COCSA survivors are all incredible, but I also wanna give a shout out to ppl who were exposed to sexual stuff or had any kind of sexual experience as a kid that they either aren't comfortable labelling as or don't consider abuse, but they know it still fucking sucked and shouldnt have happened. Even if that changes later in life and you identify as a victim/surivor, it can be messy to have to imagine those labels applying to the ppl in ur life and that can take time.

The most important thing is to prioritize your recovery + health, and to support other victims + survivors.

[adustoflove]

Having bpd to me is like I'm the loneliest person on the planet, no matter how many people I talk to, no matter how many connections I make or have, I'm a lonely void who will die alone. I have to be talking to someone or with someone every second of every minute of every day. I love people so much, I need people. There's so many people out there with different things to teach you. And then, if I have to talk to one person for more than 6 seconds today, I'll kill them. I'll kill myself. I need to be left alone for the rest of the day, I need no one but myself to be happy. I don't want to partake in anything with anyone because it's all draining and taking out of my alone time. Everyone is the same, they're all boring and self-absorbed. Every conversation feels like I'm forcing myself to be actively present. I just want to be alone in my room with nothing or no one. I don't see a future where I'm happy with anyone other than being by myself.

[valeovalairs]

acnes your pd

[templetv]

the way I crave a parent who, not only loves me, but likes me, and notices me is so so embarrassing

[gatoburr0]

All my attempts on drawing mr grizz

[little-hermit-crab56]

WHY IS THE NINJAGO FANDOM OUTSIDE OF TUMBLR SO FUCKING TOXIC

[deoidesign]

I met the me who made different choices

[archerdepartures116]

Happy Birthday

You made it

[softhe4rted]

on loneliness jenny slate / japanese breakfast, posing for cars / corinne von lebusa, big glow / dadushin / alejandra pizarnik, tr. me / fka twings, home with you / avocado_ibuprofen / fiona apple, left alone / anne carson, “the anthropology of water”, plainwater / kiki smith, free fall / alejandra pizarnik, diaries