#work vent

[flock-of-cassowaries]

I had such a bad day at work that Mizumono!Hannibal has become relatable to me.

Everything is unfair! Everyone is hostile! They’re all being very mean to me specifically! A person I had trusted has disappointed me greatly!

Me, in my feelings.

(No one is being mean or hostile. I made a mistake, and I’m just catastrophizing, anticipating that I’ll get in trouble, and assuming - without evidence - that I’ll get told to follow a different process that’s unreasonably slow and just as error-prone but in a different way, that I’m pretty sure no one else actually follows, either. But that’s all 100% in my imagination at this point. And the person I’m disappointed in may have honestly been trying to be polite by not bringing the problem to me directly, because they may have just missed my two (2) emails, and assumed I was still on vacation. There is no justifiable reason for me to be as upset as I am.)

But the point is, I am CRANKY. And ANXIOUS. And UNREASONABLY SAD.

And if I were, like 200% 2000% more unhinged, I could see how I might want to stab a conveniently-available innocent teenager (who did nothing wrong, ever) about it.

Having a totally reasonable and proportionate one tonight!

…and then, I guess, run off to Europe with my toxic backup-bae, who I’m pretty sure doesn’t even like me… ?

I’m in my tragically-bad suit era.

Seems like a solid plan. (It does not. This too shall pass.)

(I’m just so tired.)

[sezja]

I'm feeling very "If you've ever been a customer fuck you" today

[doodlboy]

If i have to go an entire 8 hour shift on my feet & being yelled at by bitchy old ppl without food AGAIN someone is going to die

[falseroar]

“Why are there so many books?”

-Things I shouldn’t whisper under my breath in horror considering I work in a library, but here we are with 9 freaking book trucks of stuff to be weeded and I am losing my mind a little.

[sylv1as0ven]

Work vent.

I try not to be boy crazy cause it’s not pretty but the pretty boy (21) that I work with is my ⭐️ve motivation

I don’t have intentions of doing anything with him though I pretend I do because … it makes me competitive especially since there’s this other skinny pretty girl (20) who’s shorter than me !!! That’s flirty with him.

Also I’m speculating that she’s flirting with the manager (late 30s) and most of the other kitchen male staff which honestly you do you gurl but like is this gonna me a thing ?? LOL 😹

[cognitiveleague]

Ever have a conversation with your boss that makes you somehow feel in your teeth just how close to the edge of burnout you’re teetering?

[this-love-is-delicate]

having the kind of day where I just want to retreat into someone's arms and sink into them and just let my brain get all fuzzy and slowly shut down

[xoxoxoazuraoxoxox]

Vent:

Work has got me mad stressed lately. With my contract finishing up the end of this month, I’ll have to job hunt on my vacation while the industry is still recovering from the writing and acting strikes 🫠

I am hoping with everything I have that my studio snags a contract before I go, so I don’t have to job hunt 😭🙏

[krirebr]

There is nowhere for me to put my work rage right now, so I'm putting it here.

I AM SO ANGRY AT ONE OF MY ACCOUNTS!!!

😡😤😡😤😡😤😡😤😡

[soft-puppy-boyfriend]

Shout out to my brain for convincing me that I'm still missing something in regards to preparing myself to start my new job next Monday, despite the fact that I've read a million "prepare yourself for work" articles and listicles and I have either everything already prepared or at least a plan to prepare that thing this week.

Its like when you're going on holiday and your brain is like "well what if you shit yourself every single day?? What if you pee yourself every five minutes even though you've never struggled with that at home?" Except it's my brain going "hey what happens if they expect you to bring your own phone headset?" Like???? They explicitly DONT, they have TOLD ME WHAT THEY EXPECT OF ME, can we STOP WORRYING OH MY GOD!???

[doodlboy]

This job is making me a ticking timebomb im abt to start biting ppl

[nczaversnick]

Little Vent Post

Since starting T I’ve noticed that my adrenaline is more often (or at least more intensely felt than before) triggered with my anxiety and anxiety I can kinda push aside but the adrenaline is fucking relentless.

This would probably be fine for anyone else but I work in a factory for 10 hours a day sitting in a chair and nothing to think about other than whatever the hell is bothering me. And that’s before we factor in my untreated ADHD

But there were job cuts this week, never mind my personal problems, so I’ve spent all week like vibrating in my dinky chair. My supervisor like sat me down to make sure I felt safe enough to tell her if I need medical attention. I love that. That was good

Anyway that’s all. I’m just yelling into the void

[bardic-inspo]

Maybe I'm the bonkers one but I think it's real weird to assume you should be able to come and go freely from your spouse's place of employment 😶

[east-archive]

Generally I really like my coworkers but MAN. When those two feel like they are alone they talk so much shit about others, I really wonder of they have nothing else going on in their lifes??

At least they stopped trying to pull me in to their antics, gawd.

[sezja]

I simply think that if you stand in front of the employee access doors I should be allowed to run your dumb ass over with my pallet

[maxandhisdelusions]

I'm having difficulties accepting this life.

Great part of my discontent and hopelessness comes from the nonconformity I experience with how life was built.

You are telling me that you decided to paywall our basic needs, and for that sole reason I am supposed to waste my life away by doing something I hate... Just to be able to survive?

And I should be thankful for having a job?

Every single time I try to talk about this I get the "it is what it is, we all have to do it", but we... Don't? This workforce structure we have now was built, it is not inherently on us, we were forced to accept it, it was force fed to us. We can change it.

And we should change it.

I fucking hate the generalized misery that's surrounding us all the time, I hate that we can't live, I hate that every Friday my coworkers are celebrating because we get the crumbs of the weekend to try to breathe differently, breathe a type of air that makes you reflect on how you're giving your life away for numbers that don't mean anything at all. And that simple, scarce taste of freedom remind you just how you numb yourself to the reality, because it is what it is.

I am... Exhausted.