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floral-hex · 1 year ago

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Thought I’d get out for the night, so I’ve been sitting in this gaming lounge for the last hour and it’s… meh. Ordered an overpriced milkshake, just kind of hanging out. Honestly, I’d rather play games by myself at home than deal with whatever’s going on here. Well… it was worth a shot 😒

#haha this sucks #it’s hot and boring and I’m annoyed #only came bc my therapist has been bugging me to get out and try to be social #but… like… I’m a hater. I’m about to hate on some people… even if I wanted to be social there’s no one here I would ever talk to #the dudes that hang out at places like this are not the kind of people I make small talk with #tbf talking to dudes irl is majorly unappealing to me #what do we talk about? their favorite marvel character? guns? vin diesel? I dunno. I’m lost.#also ordered a milkshake that took them 30 minutes to make which I mean I’m amenable I’m cool and relaxed #but it’s literally just me getting anything to eat or drink back here the whole time so I dunno 🤷🏻‍♂️#dropped my brother off here so he could play in a Smash Bros tournament so it’s not a total waste #god I’m whiny #I need to just leave #I’m sure I could have had a better time but tbh I’m tired and already had a negative outlook on this before even showing up #video game lounge sounds cool but it’s like $10 an hour #and I dunno I have no desire to spend cash to play some new game I’m unfamiliar with in public or whatever #now if it was an arcade I would be so psyched. but no it’s like rent an Xbox for an hour kind of deal #just gonna go home get fucked up and play fallout and I’ll be so fucking content l #writing all this down so I can remember what to whine about in therapy next week #ok yeah this was doomed to not be my style. that’s fair. maybe look for a D&D group in the area or something instead #okay lemme stop complaining and just leave #I love you. I’m bored. and I’m dying. and I’m bored.#goodbye forever #text

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sirtouchstarved · 4 months ago

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PLEASE NO NOT NOW NOT LIKE THIS, BELOVED PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU

#PLEASE #I WAS JUST GONNA READ THE FIC I PICKED OUT LAST NIGHT FOR MYSELF #IT WAS A TREAT #PLEASE BABYGIRL NO #I NEED YOU #ao3 #ao3 maintenance #ao3 is down #ao3 please no don't leave me #fanfic #fanfiction #ao3 fanfic

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elainiisms · 1 year ago

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it's almost like... if you play a movie in 10 cinemas worldwide, it doesn't do as well as it could 🤯🤯

#btw ik this is actually quite good i just wish sapphic films were given the chance to do as well as other movies #the way i need to leave the country if i want to see it #AND I DONT EVEN LIVE IN A SMALL COUNTRY I LIVE IN FUCKING AUSTRALIA #this is not aimed at the op btw they're just reporting it #anyways feeling anger #bottoms movie #bottoms 2023 #rachel sennott #ayo edebiri #ruby cruz #havana rose liu #nicholas galitzine #kaia gerber #wlw #lesbian #sapphic #elainposting

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theshitpostcalligrapher · 3 months ago

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Factually, I understand the process of boiling leaf litter that I have collected from my backyard is logical, I don't want to introduce anything potentially harmful into my isopod enclosure

on the other hand

boiling pot of leaves is REALLY giving kid-making-leaf-brew-like-a-makebelieve-witch vibes

#it just looks really cursed #hello yes i am a grown human adult #yes that is a pot of leaves from the Outside #god i need like. a cauldron or something. really commit to the bit

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magnusbae · 1 year ago

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To illustrate this post by @mayahawkse I would like to visualize to you the difference:

A post in 2023:

A post in 2014:

A zoom out of the same post:

This is what a community looks like.

See how in 2023 almost all of the reblogs come from the OP, from their few hours/days in the tag search. Meanwhile in 2014 the % of reblogs from OP is insignificant, because most of the reblogs come from the reblogs within the fandom, within the micro-communities formed there. You didn't need to rely on tags, or search, or being featured. Because the community took care of you, made sure to pass the work between themselves and onto their blog and exposed their followers to it. It kept works alive for years.

It's not JUST the reblog/like ratio that causing this issue, it's the type of interaction people have. They're content with scrolling and liking the search engine, instead of actually having a reblogging relationship with other blogs in their community.

Anyways, if you want to see more content you like, the only true way to make it happen is to reblog it. Likes do not forward content in no way but making OP feel nice. Reblogs on the other hand make content eternal. They make it relevant, they make it exist outside of a fickle tumblr search that hardly works on the best of days.

If you want more of something, reblog it.

#i said i wont ever rant about this bc it's unseemly but HONESTLY.#you simply cannot complain about not having enough of A or B or C and then never reblog / interact with the content you love.#If you LOVE something you cannot just leave a like and silently wait for more to happen #I know countless of content creators that simply stopped doing art/writing fic/making edits #You need to understand that fandom content is made FOR the fandom FOR the engagement FOR the entertainment and fun it makes.#If a content creator does not have fun IN the fandom-- why would they spend the scares free time they have on making this content?#And we're not talking about things that you don't like-- no one expects you to reblog things you don't like.#However I think it's safe to say that when a post has more than 5k it's not some random shitpost with no value.#tumblr issues #tumblr #content creators #buns.txt #something something please don't starve your local clowns

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 4 months ago

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I think I made some of you guys a little sad with my last post, so you can have some happy aftermath twins before part 2, as a treat ❤️

#my art #gravity falls #gravity falls au #HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU #gravity falls fanart #stan pines #stanley pines #grunkle stan #stanford pines #ford pines #grunkle ford #stan twins #i need to find a gravity falls discord or smth- it's basically a ritual for me with every fandom #i tried to find some on the internet but they're so... rude?? maybe it's just me but i dont think #openly cussing people out and insulting the people who want to leave the server is a very “positive and open” server they claimed to be #which was so crazy because Ive never seen a discord server be like that?? like usually they're pretty chill but these ones like actively #called people bitches and lame assholes after they left the server like CHILL my man- they're allowed to Not stay #it wasnt even just one- I had to go through like 4 to 5 different GF servers and they were all like that- it was CRAZY #anyways!! that was just me rambling it was just such a weird experience for me #GOD I am PLAGUED by thoughts of this AU

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chloesimaginationthings · 6 months ago

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FNAF movie Mike and Michael meet their younger selves..

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #michael afton #mike schmidt #fnaf movie #fnaf 4 #fnaf fanart #I get asked q now and again how Michael would react to his younger self #so finally made it into a full comic + added Mike to it too #Mike would definitely be comforting towards his younger self #I think Mike knows he just needed some validation and good support at that age #his parents seemingly let him believe everything was his fault #so Mike would want to be that parental figure he didn’t have #WHILE MICHAEL #listen Michael wouldn’t be mean to his younger self #he knows he was a problem child BECAUSE his home life sucked #BUT HE WILL be blunt with his lil self BAHAH #just telling young Michael outright if he keep being a jerk he’ll turn purple #idk if lil Michael is understanding what he’s saying but it’ll definitely leave an impression PFF #Michael truly keeps being top tier at talking to the youth BAHAH

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duckngk · 3 days ago

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no alarms and no surprises

#stobotnik #sonic 3 #agent stone #dr robotnik #sonic 3 spoilers #sonic movie 3 #sonic movie 3 spoilers #just leaving this here #for those who need it #lord knows i do #sonic #sonic the headgehog

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themissingmango · 25 days ago

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#my art #lestappen #charles leclerc x max verstappen #cl16 #mv33 #mv1 #1633 #digital art #f1 fanart #f1 fandom #formula one fanart #praise k!nk #I’m just gonna leave this here and scamper awayyyy #believe it or not this is based on a painting I did for a Logan/Fernando fic #I just like the pose a lot so I’m reusing it #happy Thanksgiving guys ❤️#wanted to give a lil gift on the day for anyone in need of some cheering up

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 1 year ago

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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:

There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’

like wow babe. good fucking point

#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point #not a shitpost #cptsd #and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer #the truth is i know why i wasn't loved #i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings #i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing #i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance #the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it #i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer #and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to #you can look for answers and reasons and explanations #but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation #*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air #new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust #like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be #when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole

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paintedcrows · 4 months ago

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Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)

#Some Ford wips I'm working on! I'll probably post these all seperately later. I dunno yet. just wanted them out of brain jail #The TMA crossover drawings are inspired by a fic which I cannot find the name of right now BECAUSE AO3 is DOWN????#anyway I got more drawings for it I'll post all together later #also I haven't listened to protocals yet and I need to relisten to the og so I hope I remembered Martin's level of lonely avatarship lmao #Also I just think Ford would be a bit mean to himself. ESPECIALLY his immidiately post Fiddleford leaving self #conflicting thoughts of 'I cant risk changing the timeline' and #'I was a miserable self centered idiot and Im afraid I still am so I need to to put my younger self down to feel better'#Gravity falls #Stanford pines #ford pines #young stanford pines #gf fanart #fanart #fan art #my art #digital art #martin k blackwood #the magnus archives crossover #Edit: the fic was 'earth becomes sky in the most literal fashion'!!

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS #TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears #im a wreck im a gd WRECK #megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory #god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho #im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it #or for my hand #i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today #YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE #what a day what a time to be alive #times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise #i have no words and i must Draw #anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points #my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww

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originalartblog · 11 months ago

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Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.

If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.