#I miss seeing that relationship for sure
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911 Lone Star | TK Strand’s affectionate head ~plonk~
↳ for @ladytessa74
#911 lone star#tk strand#owen strand#judd ryder#did I miss any? I hope I didn't!#I need one with carlos honestly#I had no idea what to caption this lmao#the top one only barely counts and there's another one with owen in season one thats similar to that one I left out#but season 1 tk and owen had so many good hugs its ridiculous#I miss seeing that relationship for sure#my gifs#gif request or suggestion
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Behind the curtains in Black Hat's room...
#I had this idea for a long ahh time#the only reason I never made it... I can't draw backgrounds.#and it turns out... I still can't! but I made art#I finished it#this was a fight#I was struggling#this was a toxic on off relationship and I'm still not sure if I like it at all#it's one of those “I put too much time and effort into this atp so I gotta see it thru” deals#villainous#villanos#vilanesco#dr flug#flug#black hat#kenning flugslys#paperhat#villainous flug#villainous black hat#cartoon#fanart#my art#painting#!!! for the first time this year#I lost my old style I feel... along with all the brushes when my old pc died in december#my new one is ok... but I miss my old ways and I can't find them
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If (when) buddie goes canon and they don’t do a secret relationship arc I’m gonna be soooo mad!
#that would be a perfect opportunity missed#and it would make so much sense for them to want to keep it secret at first#because they work together but also because it’s the most important relationship they’ve ever had and are ever going to have#and they need to make sure it works out#but imagine them trying to hide it and failing so miserably#because they can’t stop looking at each other and they can’t stop touching each other#and still at first nobody notices#because they’ve always been so clingy like that#but then chim or hen see them being a little too close and they just keep noticing and looking at each other being like this is weird right#pLEASE GIVE IT TO ME I DESERVE THIS PLEASE PLEASE#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#911 abc
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Surely someone must have written the Everlark Gilmore Girls AU right? Because like -
Fiercely independent single mother Katniss Everdeen raising her sweet, intelligent daughter Prim (who is so close in age they’re practically sisters), and friends with the bakery/café owner Peeta who keeps her fed in cheese buns and bread, and sees her everyday while quietly and patiently pining.
FT: Best friend Madge who Katniss later opens a business with. Grumpy town eccentric Haymitch. Flamboyant dance studio owner and gossip Effie. Prim's best friend Rue who Katniss also ends up mothering because that's who she is. Estranged mother Mrs Everdeen who Katniss felt abandoned by but adores Prim. Local fashion designer Cinna who took Katniss in when she first arrived. And then Prim’s father and Katniss’s teenage sweetheart Gale comes back around periodically wanting another chance but doesn’t realise they’ve changed too much to ever be together.
#the hunger games#everlark AU#gilmore girls AU#everlark#peeta x katniss#bout to go exploring on fanfic.net and a03 because surely this much exist#i'm not sure what Katniss does in this universe#i can't see her as an inn keeper#and figuring out the mrs everdeen relationship - she's so different from Emily the relationship is almost the opposite#but although the personalities are so different in terms of roles in the story and their relationship with Lorelai/Katniss#Peeta = Luke#Gale = Christopher#is PERFECT#Haymitch I feel isn't anyone specific in Stars Hollow#but just screams townie energy#and fulfils some Babette/Kirk/Taylor combo#Effie = Miss Patty is easy#Cinna as Mia because he keeps Katniss the care and nurturing she needs#is Snow the Chilton headmaster?#the Chilton is the capital#would Finnick & Annie be the adorable neighbours?
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well,wrote a thing bc i miss them
“From the moment their childhood laughter first echoed together, their souls wove an invisible bond that neither duty nor distance could break.”
“She, a queen with a heart as vast as her world, and he, her voice and echo in the galaxy, shared a connection so deep that words became unnecessary.”
“They lived as one heartbeat, and when time chose to stand still, they departed together, as if their souls did not know how to exist without one another.”
#yes i think about bail and breha as childhood friends to lovers can't change my mind.#yes they're soulmates. they're the blueprint of soulmates#i know they didn't chose to die together but i find it terribly poetic them dying while holding each other thinking about their daughter#i miss them and i love them in a not normal amout#I need to read The Mask of Fear like now and even when I'm almost sure their relationship is not going to be a main aspect in the book#I'm excited to see more of them. But for goodness sake. Let them be romantic and have their little romance story#I would give anything for their love story#bail organa#breha organa#star wars#leia organa#leia princess of alderaan
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GOD I am not emotionally intelligent enough for the situation I currently find myself in
#would you ever tell a friend that you are interested in them#like very very deeply fond of and interested in them#and have been for like four years#but they have been with the same other person that entire time#and have given no indication of being unhappy in that relationship#so you just resign yourself to making sure your friendship outlasts your crush#but then you see them for the first time in a long time and there are like. vibes.#like they emphatically and repeatedly say how much they missed you#and allude to how much they trust you and how easy you are to be around#and spend like. a lot of time in your company. like most of the week you’re in the same place#and you know that saying something could potentially sour the friendship but also you feel like maybe they deserve to have all the info to#make whatever decision#and repeatedly find yourself wondering if they even know you like men#hypothetically#what would you do#my life#oh and they’re not just together w this person. they got engaged in the spring and recently moved cross country w them#theoretically#and again continue to refer to the future of this relationship#and the idea of participating in cheating makes you physically ill which is why you didn’t even tell anyone about this crush forever#and yet. and YET. there seem to be vibes. unless you’re imagining them. hypothetically#god I feel so awful about this and yet I know it’s like. the oldest human dilemma lol#to be clear the goal of telling them would not be to convince them to cheat it’s just on like the small off chance that they would. make#different choices. if they theoretically knew their teheoretical feelings were reciprocated. but also you’re not sure that’s what the feelin#feelings they have are
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Anybody know how to get rid of a curse 😭
#throwback to when i was a kid and my mother the monster that she is wished upon me to never be happy just as she isn't#and that i should never be granted love or happiness. just like her.#this happened repeatedly#my heart gets broken over and over while ppl around me find love and get to keep it and be happy#i feel so fucking broken. like im literally not a person. idk what im doing wrong#i love my friends' love. im genuinely happy to see them thrive#ive been alone and yearning for a quarter of a century#i cant take it anymore#of course i had to fall in love with someone who wont be with me#thats the easiest way to make sure im fucked up and alone for as long as possible#and it's happened several times#they may love me but they cant be w me#I'm literally so fucking sad#the one person who was gonna make it work. i made them hate me bc of some huge misunderstanding abt the nature of our relationship#i miss them the most in the whole world. i think about them constantly. biggest regret of my life#the grief of it all is eating me alive. i keep getting close to being happy n in love and. dare i say it. loved#and then its all getting ripped away from me. again and again#every day it hurts and it makes me paralysed and i cant do shit or be who i want. i wish i could b sedated forever#goodnight lol
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Title: "flash-frozen in the driver's seat" Fandom: Midst (Podcast) Categories: G, Gen, No Archive Warnings Apply, Complete Word Count: 3613 Characters: Phineas Thatch, Tzila Guthrie
“Why do you have that?” Tzila asks. Phineas opens his eyes. She’s pointing at his abacus with the back of her pen. He looks down at it and frowns. “It’s my abacus.” “I know what an abacus is,” says Tzila, rolling her eyes. “Why do you have Caenum? Didn’t being a soldier and solving mysteries or whatever get you a ton of Valor?” Phineas and Tzila have a conversation in the quiet halls of the Lazaretto.
(hi everyone it's ME again! back with another midst missing scene i couldn't stop thinking about.)
#midst#midst podcast#my writing#i like phineas so much and i think his season 2 pre-moth headspace is. well. it's terrible in a way that i find compelling#and i think tzila's 'you were pretending to be my friend!' in 2.15 implies that they'd hung out more than we see in canon#AND i think tzila's relationship with the trust is potentially SUPER interesting#in that way that when you're twelve you're very sure you know what's right but it's often so influenced by what your parents/#people you look up to tell you about what's right. but on the other hand! she misses the highest light! she grew up there!#also i do love miscommunication plots. i think all the things tzila and phineas and lark are not#saying to each other and not understanding about each other in season two are super fun to write dialogue around#so anyway here's this hope you like it <3#also i really included SO many Proper Nouns in this summary without even noticing it asljsldkjflksj#yeah yeah we all know what valor and caenum and abacus and lazaretto mean
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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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finished hera & started lady macbeth and we have got to start blaming women for shit again for real
#this is a joke. but.#if i have to read one more retelling~ that’s just#‘but what if the woman was ASSAULTED ALL THE TIME and had NO AGENCY so everything bad she did was JUSTIFIED or a LIE???’ please stop#when you’re actively taking agency away from women written and portrayed in deeply patriachal cultures you’re not giving them a voice#youre taking the voice they had away.#women worked around and within the patriarchy while having feelings and ambitions and wants and dreams and flaws and virtues forever.#without the necessity of ‘but what if the MAN in her life was just SUPER EVIL and NOT NUANCED and she was just ASSAULTED’#what if no women wanted anything but SAFETY ever what if they were never power hungry or jealous or predatory ever themselves?#yes circe did this too if i have to see one more person say ‘oh except circe’ i will scream.#circe is literally like. the worst offender here.#pivoting back though sorry but it also all feels very bioessentialist PRESUMABLY without meaning to but ‘oh men are just inherently evil#with no nuance. nuance is for women and by nuance we mean was just super oppressed and wronged’ is uh haha actually terfy as fuck#good ol lady macunsexmeherebeth who definitely didn’t plot the whole thing to begin with for sure needs to be Given a Voice#i haven’t finished this one yet btw. i like this author’s work on the whole i just think this one is a swing and a miss because like.#this is not a woman who didn’t do anything and who didn’t have a voice.#if you want to show us her perspective in terms of her psychology and her inner workings and how she got to this place excellent wonderful#but not when the answer is just ‘but actually nothing was her fault ever!!!!!!’ like. lol let her want that crown for reasons that aren’t#my husband is abusive.#like oh my god.#same with hera you’re gonna go with the ONE tradition where she didn’t want to marry zeus#and all her rage is just about Injustice and the Patrairchy and not actual envy. okay.#she & zeus were an og most toxic couple of all time but they WERE in virtually all tradition a couple still who had times of reconciliation#and attachment.#like you know. actual toxic and abusive relationships do.#also it completely erased rhea who was actually the character whose story this more closely resembled#(warrior goddess with flop husband she finally schemes against)#instead she just. uh. went away oh no hera’s so afraid of being weak like mama she must break the cycle.#like okay this is the story you want to tell stop superimposing it on mythical entities from thousands of years ago then.#justice4rhea.#okay sorry. end rant.
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It’s actually insane how fandom in general has become so scared of making weird and dark and ugly works. Like I look at myself and see how I have also subconsciously adapted this instinct to self censor and make things “marketable” and it’s making me want to crawl out of my skin. I need to get weirder and worse and more off-putting hello
#I need to write a proper Spectra&Gus meta bc it’s been cooking me how people don’t Want to see the insanity in them#argh#d0 stuff#negative#d0 smashes the keyboard#like yes#Gus’s devotion and loyalty are extreme and these feelings make him do stupid things that he is absolutely aware of being stupid#but let’s not pretend that these feelings go both ways in their relationship#Spectra (for like. the majority of the New Vestroia except the maybe last 12 eps?) sees Gus as a convenient tool#like Yeah he is like. a person and all that but Spectra doesn’t Interact with him when it doesn’t concern his business so#and also yes. he gives Gus a level of autonomy that one might not exactly expect from how usually these relationships go but#one Has to question if it’s bc of his goodwill or bc he is safe in his knowledge that Gus would never leave him#which. fun and sick and makes them sooo compelling#I would also argue that Spectra/Keith don’t even miss Gus when he ‘died’ as a person at first#but as the second pair of hands for work#like it was quite funny to see Spectra give instructions to air only to be reminded that his minion died#but it does rise the question of why hasn’t it happened before or in any other situation#(which I must say I really dig because yes. Spectra has always been centred around his ambitions so ofc this is where it would hurt first)#but yeah. sth sth Spectra only starts his journey of Actually giving a shit about Gus and acknowledging his importance to him as a person#by the end of nv#you could still argue it was partially (or maybe wholly) motivated by convenience that Gus presents but#it really was the first time Spectra has personally expressed his tie to Gus gah#all of this to say#they are sickos; each in their own way; and I think we can really make this more sinister and insane than we’ve allowed ourselves#throughout the years so far#like yeah. can I see them as a happy couple? sure! but also can I see this as a very codependent (more so from Gus’s angle) relationship#that’s being sprinkled with Tons of manipulation from Spectra? also yes#actually sorry for this wall of tags idk what got me thinking about them again#but it’s so so biting the bars day bc these guys are so fun!! we just have to let them be and maybe read canon through less good intentions#ok uhhh
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i had so much fun last night omg
#the dragon's parade!!!#cause it's the great dragon weekend here in kraków now#so we finally went out with friends#i always miss those losers we don't really see each other often but i love them sm#then we went to drink at my bestie's place & he finally told them he's gay (i was the only one in the group who knew)#i'm proud of him tbh#also it's so funny cause our friend said she was always intrigued by our relationship#and she was like 99% sure there was something going on between me & him shdhhdhdh#and i can't blame her cause she's not the only person#my mom keeps asking me if he's REALLY gay like at least once a week#also his parents keep asking him about me & they say i'm pretty & that MAYBE THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON HERE#like... no#hell no#he's my little brother i would fucking murder everyone who ever tries to hurt him#but no that's it hdhdhdhdh#i never talk about those kind of stuff so i'm not sure if he knows but i think he knows (i hope he knows)#it's so funny tho i just think we give the same kind of energy#so when people see us together there's this weird kind of chemistry there but like... not in a romantic way#more in a “hey this dude knows all of my secrets & i know all of his as well” kind of way#idk can't explain i'm happy tho & kinda relieved at the same time cause i don't really like secrets#anyway yesterday was fuuuuun <3#i came back home around 5am i'm exhausted#please give me all the coffee in the world#but sincerely can you hear me?*
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ah great. yearning hours again.
#AUGH. DAMMIT#i want to be held like my best friend used to hold me#we aren't friends anymore. it's for the best and i'm glad we're done#but i miss being held by someone who means the world to me (who i mean the world to too)#i hope when i go to college i find someone like that again. maybe we could be partners. that would be nice#but for now i just have to sit with this ache in my bones waiting for someday#so that's. fun.#i'm going to a big college. surely somebody there will know what a queerplatonic relationship is (and would like one with me)#someone who doesn't mind my idiosyncrasies and awkwardness and finicky-ness with physical touch#part of me's worried the school's too big. so big i won't be able to find someone like that#lost in the crowd yknow?#but surely we'd gravitate towards sort of the same things#majors or clubs or activities#i dunno. we'll see i guess#friday chats
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theres not nearly enough appreciation for how the dee/charlie relationship is SUCH a perfect satire and subversion of how m/f relationships are treated in film and television
#i could write an essay about this#and maybe i will#chardee#cuz i hate when i see ppl going ‘ugh i hate how Times Up ruined/retconned chardee!’#but it litrlly was retconned as early as Gets Held Hotsage Rules the World AND Misses the Boat like…#ruined? sure. retconned? nah#even Tends Bar basically retcons chardee as anything mutually romantic#but even an ep like Solves Global Warming affirms their relationship is better off n more entertaining when its not romantic/sexual#like thats the whole point imo#its litrlly meant to be satirical/is making some commentary
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#🌌🐉🌊#reptile#lizard#gecko#phelsuma#day gecko#phelsuma laticauda#gold dust day gecko#we are so back#very experimental.. was fun to render in this style but i'm still exploring#rediscovering my relationship with art so to speak#im also not sure whether i'll be keeping that as my signature i just figured it's better to post with any siggy than without#and ofc now that it's uploaded i see i missed a spot. surely no one will notice#always when you think you're done .. oh well. i cannot be bothered to correct it now
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caught up finallyyyy. that shit was FIRE
#ninjago spoilers#im loving the overarching plot even if some of the moment to moment stuff is losing me#in particular the dialogue felt rlly clunky to me a lot of the time w characters justttt. expositing at every chance#but i rlly like sora and arins arcs so far. really really good#arin is maybeeeee leaning a little too Evilllllll for my tastes BUT i do think it makes sense at least#finalllyyyy a good fucking corruption arc#found the kinda... prodigy sora on the stage at the end alone very powerful#it nice to see them growing at different rates and the conflict it might cause#still not sure what wfs deal is yet but i did rlly like her relationship w roby. super cute. they matched each others freak#i miss jayyyyy still but nice that its being built up to#hopefully it pays off nicely bc the 2 secs of it we got to see was... umm. not the bestttt#altho interesting to see now that jays been shattered.#also i assume it just went back to the administration? seemed that ras was done w it#i wonder if jay wld be able to find anything out abt itself if thats the case.....?#i mean youd assume it tried already. butttt u cld say maybe it was under the agency as jay gordon which wld have come up w nothing#UM ANYWAY i do rlly like where the story is going it feels rlly cool and different to have everything developing over time like this#compared to the more contained seasons from before#also just saying. if i was lloyd id straight up kill myself#rlly funny imagining llpyd getting back to the monastery and sighing and replacing kais photo w arins#yes yes. very good. zane saying cringe made my jaw drop#actually ill say i do hate how they r writing zane. but thats been an issue for forever now so wtfeverrrr
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