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I love my system we have good times together, thats good
#your post has been endogenik'd!#fixing bad posts#blackout poetry#pro endo#endo safe#endo friendly#actually plural#i love my system
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I can say a lot of shits. I can sometimes be very tired. I can say things I did not really mean. I can forget a lot of shits. I can be very direct. I can be too harsh sometimes. I can be and I am an asshole. But after all, I still and will always love my sysmates and I try everyday to show it to them even if I am bad at showing it. But I know I can do it. Why? Because I accepted that people, animals and non human beings all need some kind of love. Whenever it is platonic love, romantic love or other kinds of love.
#pluralgang#endo safe#pro endo#sysmate personal blog#endogenic#actually plural#plural system#plurality#positivity#plural positivity#system positivity#i love my system#i love my headmates
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OK OK one tiny lil complaint
Hey small systems. Even if you experience blackout. Even if when you blackout you sometimes do bad stuff. please PLEASE do not tell the very switchy very blendy system that youd
"Prefer our system like that tbh"
When the nature of our system means we cannot remember names of people we've spent days with, if walking in a straight line makes us nauseous with disorientation, if you're having to compromise on every decision, if you're not wait just waiting for the next split, the next fuse the next new alter. All of that. And all the seizures and twitches to go with it.
Is the achronic pain, the agoraphobia, the ableism is it worth it just to hear their voices whilst you're awake?
#disclaimer#i love my system#but no one should want this#no one deserves this.#we certainly dont and neither do you#pretty kitten#trans system#system stuff#did system#plural system#plurality
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As we've learned more about what it means to be a system, and to share a life with multiple people in one brain and one body, one of the many things we've come to accept is that we don't always get to know who's fronting and who's saying or doing something. Sometimes someone (we have no idea who) will take over for less than ten seconds just to make a ridiculous sound and send everyone else into a giggle fit XD
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missing all <x amount> of them...
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okay last post and then im going to bed (where i will continue to use tumblr for a bit probably). the system's newest fictive has for the past few weeks now been on track to becoming a new primary fronter. which is really cool cause we're a system of like. 60+ individuals? but only like 6 of us ever actually bother to front. so it's like a whole event whenever a new fronter shows up.
#this would also be the first fictive to be a regular fronter which is neat#why am i telling you this? i'm too tired not to#and i think it's cool#i love my system
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Soldier, Poet, Kings
Bonus wallpaper version with just Joel:
#wild life smp#smallishbeans#zombiecleo#goodtimeswithscar#inthelittlewood#trafficblr#I adore the celestial theme and im a tarot card truther but I toss this symbolism into the ring.#Change it up every 3 (ish) winners. It *is* a mainly 3 lives system. 3 is a good number for this series and symbolism#the red bandana on Joel's arm is Gem's he took after she died. his wedding ring is on his necklace. because family#Gonna draw silly car winner art FOR SURE. How can I not? Joel and is not exploded very important car. I love him so much <3#my art
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just switched in to see someone had written half of a vent and just went "damn someones pressed" and deleted that shit 😭😭😭
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oh, please don’t go!
i’ll eat you up i love you so!
#to anyone about to mention AltJ in my notifs:#pls read the children’s book Where the Wild Things Are and become enlightened#*looks at jc* *looks at mbj*#i /may/ have a thing for men with abandonment issues........#(Love would fix them)#moshang#svsss#scum villian self saving system#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#shang qinghua#mobei jun#mine
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most of my system (especially myself) have sensory aversions, which include food textures
but then there's that one feral sysmate who ate a jar of pureed spinach baby food in three spoonfuls on a dare + will eat literally anything our body can digest lmao
it's really great when we need to ingest something medically necessary but revolting
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I will live, die, and kill on this hill, for you see, i can not leave the hill
#i didnt choose this hill#i was born here#but i would choose it a million times#i love my system#this is about syscourse btw#anti endos dni#sysmeds dni#lilac posts
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hometown slang
#svsss fanart#i love the idea of binghe trying to teach mbj slang that he also doesn’t understand#like oh yeah just throw out a couple pogs. he’ll love that#the scum villain's self saving system#svsss#moshang#mobei jun#shang qinghua#sqh#mbj#luo binghe#my art
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Davrin POV: Your worst coworker just unleashed a double blight
#had to get this out of my system#(theyre going to be boyfriends)#davrin#dragon age#veilguard#davrin x rook#davrook#caellum thorne#i love warden rook so much rnnfnrkngjg#my art
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SVSSS AU doodle collection
I literally have nothing to say, it’s just two late night AU doodles I really like the idea of and one day may write something about, and fanart lol



Asshole Roommate AU by @allpiesforourown
#shenyan my beloved#I literally love cat shen yuan AUs so much its ridiculous#also can you tell shen yuan is my blorbo#I like to put him in all universes possible#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#jiuyuan#binggeyuan#doodles
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Tealhua Bluehua Yellowhua Northern Deserthua
#shang qinghua#svsss#long ago the four nations lived in har-#thinking about how there’s no set colours for SQH. I love that everyone does their own thing! he’s seasonal to me#jk Tealhua/Greyhua my beloved#blue inspired by RU sqh and yellow by JP(?)#navy by fanfiction ofc#scum villian self saving system#he’s Persephone to me
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I really wonder if trauma theorists who say things like "Humans are the only animal that will be in a fright state when physically safe" or "the rest of the animal kingdom doesn't get PTSD" have ever, like
Do you think they've actually ever met an animal?
#staranise original#psychology#child abuse tw#ptsd tw#animal cruelty tw#so much of what we know about the nervous system and behaviour comes from animal studies!!!#the physiological toll of even fairly brief upsetting events on baby rats is evident for the rest of their lives#my cat has been spoiled like a princess for a decade straight#and if you reach out to pet the top of her head with your hand palm-down she WILL smack you#no matter how happy she is with the rest of the interaction#she LOVES being petted on the head if you approach with your hand behind her ears#seeing that A L W A Y S causes her to react out of sheer reflex#even with me#tell me that's not a trauma response#actually don't#I need to go wrap presents
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