#I hope I die first
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#complaining (tm)#it's just so fucking bleak........#all my friends are already talking about killing themselves these days#and (just to be perfectly clear in case my irls see this:)#this is not a statement of intent. this is not a prediction of future action. please don't misunderstand me. i am safe. but#i hope i die first#suicide mention
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Why am I not enough ?
Ever ? Please don't lie to me
Who told you that you weren’t?
You’ve been there for me in my hardest moments, and you didn’t even know. You brought joy to to a life full of pain. You are the light down my darkest path. You hold my heart in your hands, yet you do not squeeze it. You cherish it, and hold it near. If you go, who will keep it safe?
The voice in your head that tells you that you’re not enough—that doubt—is the same voice that would have kept you alive years ago. But as times changed, it became more of a hinderance than a help. It has no purpose anymore, as a plow would a man descended from a farmer.
That voice does not matter
You matter.
Don’t ever forget that.
#listen before i go#i’ll be there for you#even if I’m not there#know that I will hold you#even if I cannot breath#you will not drown#know that if I am dead and gone#i still love you#And if you ever move on#know that you have impacted on my life in a way that no one else could#and even if you stop loving me#know that I never will#and if one of us dies#I hope I die first#I hope you never feel this way again#and if you burn#then we burn together#if you are cold#I hope the fire of my love warms you#and if you were here now#I would look you in the eyes and tell you how much I loved you#and then we would be here forever#on this hill#watching the sun set#and the moon rise#we would gaze on the stars#and paint the morning sun#and bask in each other’s love#because I truly love you more then life itself#robin
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🎵🖤 Die First ~ Nessa Barrett 🖤🎵
#Die First#Nessa Barrett#*~* So good. 💔❤️🩹#I hope I die first#’Cause I don’t wanna live without you#words#thoughts#lyrics#Listeeen..if you haven’t.?#We used to be like that. ���❤️🩹#Youtube#I don’t wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you#Tell me what’s worse#Losing you now or later#😮💨😮💨❤️🩹 Hit fr.
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Denn ab jetzt wird es nicht besser
Wir hab'n den höchsten Punkt erreicht
Und ab jetzt geht es nur noch bergab
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Denn selbst wenn es ok wird, macht es das nur schlimmer
Ich brauche keine Zukunft,
Ich will jetzt für immer
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Denn alles was noch kommt ist nur der Rest
Ganz nett
Aber nie wieder so wie jetzt
Nie wieder perfekt
Gut gefälscht ist nicht echt
#kummer#kraftklub#there's only one of two ways that this gonna end#someone dies or someone get's hurt#but if one of us dies#i hope i die first#cause I don't wanna live without you#maybe I can break the curse#Nessa Barrett
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I was just playing with my dog and then I remembered that he’ll eventually die
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L: I prepared an OC for a campaign with our friends going into a northern region. In short, Tilazis is a cleric who went in search of the World Serpent in its original form. In foreign lands, he was struck by a cataclysm, and from the bitter winter cold, he hibernated for several decades (or centuries???) until a random traveler woke him up by making a fire near his shelter.
He doesn't turn into a snake, it's just his face.
#*rapidly consuming Snake Kingdom*#yes I'm obsessed with snakes#I hope he won't die in the first two minutes#dnd character#dnd art#yuan ti#lingrimm#art#fantasy#artist on tumblr#Tilazis#sketches#conceptart
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“do you know my will says i should be cryogenically frozen if scientifically possible and provable?” “i better fucking die first. i’m not joking.” “are you gonna freeze me like it says?” “i’m gonna put you in the fridge.”
look. listen. it could just be that i’m a fucked up death-obsessed macabre mentally ill grim reaper gloom and doom morbid freakass disturbed weirdo emo goth bitch, but that exchange is the most romantic shit i’ve ever heard. for no fucking reason that was the cutest most married shit uttered by human lips. fuck off.
#‘i hope i die first’ ‘but then how will you enact my weird death wishes as stated in my will?’ ok whores#something something next of kin something something marriage#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#phil you and dan are so married it’s a useful thing whateverrrrrr#yeet my deet#yeet my deenp#d&p#dip and pip#danandphilgames#dapg#hbdnell#pp42??#tmogar
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Originally I was gonna draw her in my favorite outfits she's worn, but with barely any digging I realized she consistently has the best looks- as well as the most- and it will take way too long to pick through them. So I just drew her.
#fanart#drawing#one piece#cat burglar nami#nami#i've fallen into a trap#where whenever i draw nami#i just draw my first current thought for “cute girl”#is it an issue of having limited variety in my anime drawings?#perhaps#could i stylize her a bit more?#i may#but i fear that Nami has actually become my standard for a cute girl#and has become a fundamental issue#anyway#i really like how salty she is#she hates fucking everything and I feel like nobody talks about that#she just wants everyone she doesn't like to die#and she doesn't like sports#probably#i hope so#i don't like sports either
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Sooo i have a CRAZY idea, guys what if we combined the Futuristic Four and the Hope Kids guys please please PLEASE I NEED IT
It would be such a cool group! Plus if we’re bringing back rotbtd we might as well do what they did back then and make a group of 8, i forgot what it was called but it was the og big four, Elsa and Anna, then Kristoff and Eugene and they cooked every time (almost)
Anywho uhh I’ll probably post more of them but for now i gotta figure out what to call this group
#futuristic four#the futuristic four#the hope kids#big hero six#big hero 6#the incredibles#disney bolt#meet the robinsons#coco disney#inside out#inside out 2#turning red#tangled the series#tts#hiro hamada#violet parr#penny forrester#penny bolt#wilbur robinson#miguel rivera#riley andersen#meilin lee#tts varian#tangled varian#hiro vs. getting dragged into EVERY rotbtd group ever he was even in the og group lmfaoo#also this is cuz 1. i love the hope kids and 2. i was in the ff fandom first i cant let them die out#virian#penbur#meiley#higuel
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so draw your blade, you wretched fiend and let's you and i fight like the dishonourable dogs we are savage, violent, yet free and when the curtain calls, let me put you out of my misery
#mak art#mak draws aa#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#tgaa#dga#tgaa spoilers#dgs spoilers#kazuma asogi#kazuma asougi#barok van zieks#klint van zieks#genshin asogi#genshin asougi#artists on tumblr#OW MY FUCIKIGN HAND#i took like a whole month on this. working on and off#never hyperfixate on a series set in the 20th century that makes u wanna draw in a style ur not good at#worst mistake of my life#i referenced a lot of chiaroscuro stuff for this#'the fallen angel' painting was used as ref for barok too#wanted to fit in a stronghart motif but#couldn't make it work w/o cluttering the whole thing tbh. so#(looking at bvz and kaz) ohhh they hate each other so much......... but they're mislead........ ohhhhhhh#also i hope to Never fucking draw or paint dogs again. Horrible#theres more stuff on the way. probably#one's a video but. i gotta rest first. im gonna Die#anyways. enjoy gang
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AU where Danny is a stressed college student student aerospace engineering and is caught up in a fear gas attack, but since he's half ghost his biology is slightly fucked up when it comes to drugs and chemicals so it does the exact opposite and he's now as high as a kite while everyone is screaming in fear.
Meanwhile Scarecrow is curious about the young man who started giggling when he inhaled the fear gas and slips a little note into the man's pocket before dipping and the bats show up.
Cue Danny ending as the- actually paid- tester for Dr. Crane's new and other improved gasses which are actually good for him and awful for others. Like one guy is sent into hysterics as everything just hits him all at once, the air being audible, that one flickering light being ear shattering. Meanwhile Danny has just pulled out his notebook for his aerospace engineering class and started writing down new ideas with this sudden hyperfocus that seems chill to him.
This eventually leads to the bats finding out while Danny's just being given vapes filled with that overwhelming gas so that he can actually focus on his exam studying without getting distracted.
(Scarecrow is probably in the giddy stage of a new test subject that has positive feedback for his work. Mans had a contract written up and prescriptions made for Danny to use the gasses legally for himself.)
#dc x dp#Danny gets high on fear gas#accidental child acquisition?#but it's not batman this time???#Scarecrow doesn't even know he became Danny's new parent#he's just glad to have a legal test subject who probably wont die from his experimental gasses.#this is my first post on tumblr#and in this fandom#so i hope ive gotten things right
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[Day 148] the ripper and his righteous steed
#i only seen the first hour or so or his most recent stream so i hope that donkey he found didnt die after that#bcuz this drawing wont make sense if it did...#dailyrd#rendog#rendog fanart#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft#mod woop
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coming back home.
@barrenclan
#patfw#patfw fanart#patfw spoilers#rainhaze#THE NEW ISSUE. IT SURE WAS AN ISSUE HUH. I AM NORMAL. SO NORMAL IN FACT#THAT I REDREW A PANEL OF THE COMIC IN MS PAINT#i need someone to put this horrid beast down already. he needs to DIE i am not joking. euthanise him. please.#he is soooo fascinating.#i CANT get over his expression in this panel. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM#hes smiling .is it a genuine smile? is he smiling bc he knows how this is going to go and all he can do is laugh now?#why. why why why the smile. at first he looks shocked or surprised or terrified but THEN it turns into this playful soft grin. as if full o#nostalgia. or maybe grief. or maybe joy. he looks like he knows something we dont.#did he accept that his family is going to get wiped out (HIS FAULT HE KILLED HER HE RIPPED HER THROAT OUT) and is just happy he got to see#them one last time?#this is so weird. before killing asphodel he was so terrified of meeting them. of facing his past and acknowledging what he became.#is him smiling a symbol of him giving up? becoming part of defiance? hes not running away anymore. he doesnt have to.#jesus.#my art#wanted to make him look as fucked up as i could. i hope he looks like a corpse or perhaps a starved dog to you
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Leader and deputy
[Image description: a digital painting of Squirrelstar and Ivypool from Warriors. Squirrelstar is a small dark red cat with green eyes, standing in front of the much taller Ivypool, a gray tabby-and-white cat with blue eyes and many battle scars. The background is dark blue. end ID]
#i havent read a new wc book in years (They are not very good) but have been keeping up with The Happenings recently cause its fun#when was the last time there was a female leader+deputy? leopardstar and mistyfoot???????#anyway so happy forthem i hope they dont both die immediately#warriors#warrior cats#wc#squirrelstar#squirrelflight#ivypool#art#2023#I have actually been doodling a ton of cat designs like in classes in the last couple months lol#havent posted them because theyre just Designs and so many people post those all the time but if i get one (1) ask about it i can post them#also just have not felt like posting art recently even though ive been doing it. LOL#worried about squirrelstar cause um. i know cat ages have been generally increasing but she is older than her dad was when he died#if wc wiki ages are to be believed#her husband just retired to be an old man and she took his job#well whatever... i dont even read the books... i dont care... tch#ALSO EDITED CAUSE I REALIZED I PUT HER WHITE PAW ON THE WRONG SIDE#the first few rbs will have the wrong version but whatever. its fine. its fine
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Tribute piece for @xaphrin, you are keeping me ALIVE with A Dragon's Hoard 🥹😭💕Love you queen ✨✨
oh and this is the [before] sketch lmao iphone memo's seen better days...
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#damirae#damian wayne#raven#rachel roth#damian al ghul#dc#teen titans#dcamu#fanart#my art#art block has been so real#this would make a good phone screensaver#I tried my best to stay true to the descriptions in the first few chapters#HOPE I DID IT JUSTICE#I MIGHT DIE IF WE DON'T GET AN ENDING#chapter 7&8 were *chefs kiss*#perfection✨✨✨✨
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