#I have no idea atp
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Asexuality is a funny thing trying to cope exist with
Sliding through the pipeline of turmoil like an ice rink baby
#asexual#asexuality#internalized acephobia#maybe?#I have no idea atp#this ain’t my usual mass effect or cyberpunk#or fallout post etc#but whatever this is my tumblr#I’m not even sure where I was trying to go with this#oh well I just wanted to get my thoughts out on paper#so it won’t fester in my brain
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randomly rememebered a very silly maya content creator AU i came up with like 2 years ago. its just dumb fun haha
#this is kind of an extension of my hc/au of having the aa cast be people who grew up in the early 2010s (social media users)#in this au maya is a prolific steel samurai extended universe fandom member and starts making videos in like 2018-2019#edgeworth also posts online anonymously but it takes him yearsss to show his face online#getting a segment in her massive video essay compels him tho#yea im just rambling abt my goofy ideas atp if you wanna know more i can share#maya fey#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#ace attorney#fanart#art
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BUDDIE + maybe you should talk to someone by lori gottlieb
#i know these things look exactly like love but walk with me here everything they do does look like that so#also i have no idea why i'm so deadset on doing so many minimalist bw edits buts i'm just rolling with it atp#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911#911 abc#911edit#buddieedit#my gif#anztag#usernolan#useraimz#edits*#911gifs
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happy birthday to him <3
#death note#near#nate river#nearsbday#i have managed to finish One of the million wips i had for nears bday everyone applaud me#i had a whole tarot set idea bc i loved that idea but then i lost my mind rip. so instead i only finished one for the free day#less than i wanted to do but more than i thought i’d be able to manage atp tbh#i will be trying to finish a few of my other wips sometime next week but oughhh life
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Finally drifting dreams again,, i think mabel should get to be a little itty bit morally corrupted. As a treat.
Dreamcaptor ford belongs to @neonross
#drifting dreams au#these are just silly atp i had actual serious comic ideas but trying to draw them nearly killed me#gravity falls au#gravity falls#mabel pines#i just realised i forgor her earring in all the doodles despite having the reference#and i am far too lazy to go back and fix it so aughhg
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cant stop thinkin bout charles and erik readin together on the couch but instead of reading with him charles is listening to eriks thoughts while he reads. Live mind commentary ……..
#xmen#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#the rare time i post an idea of mine only because i really cant think of a way id draw this#usually i hoard my ideas cause i like surprising you guys but this aint really one i feel like drawing so. For You my friends#like i COULD but. idk just isnt particularly something im itching to draw it just seems cute#but anyways no chat let me cook alright hear me out cause i talk in my brain all the time while i read#sometimes i stop reading just to think about a bit i read yeah#i want charles to listen in on all of eriks side comments or observations he makes while reading something#like if he wanted to charles could read the whole book in less than five minutes- maybe shorter than that#and that aint fun that aint cool …. so time for Audible: Husband Edition. With Commentary#ITD BE SO COZY just hangin out by the fireplace …. maybe its snowin outisde … if snow even exists anymore atp#a light fire cracklin and the study SEEMS totally quiet otherwise and yet…..#charles has been locked in to erik’s off-the-cuff literary analysis and mild comments for the past twenty minutes. its simple but its bliss#charles doesnt have to worry about being seen as invasive .. he doesnt have to suppress his powers …#the rare occasion erik lets charles into his mind for somethin so innocent .. ive made myself sick i fear#see now i wanna try writing a fic but 1.) have written in years 2.) id have to really think hard on how erik would commentate on a book#hm…… actually i do wonder what erik’s commentary on The Fable of the Bees would be …..#IN ANY CASE. maybe - at the very least- i can draw cherik by the fireplce someday ….#thatd be cute … hm …. depends on if i get in the mood for it down the line#anyways i have to drive back to my dorm !!! boo !!!! so good night everyone !!!!!
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0/0 is.....
#what kills kiibo. goodnight sweet prince#i have no idea why i always default to making shuichi hold a book whenever kokichi bothers him but its like muscle memory atp#kokichi whenever shuichi is trying to read: ah yes time to be a Nuisance#WHYD I STRUGGLE SO MUCH ON KIIBOS HAIR FOR THE <5 TIMES IVE DRAWN HIM ONLY TO FIGURE OUT A STYLE IM DECENTLY HAPPY WITH IN 5 MINS. BULLSHIT#wutevuurrrrrr#shuichi saihara#kokichi ouma#kokichi oma#kiibo#keebo#k1-b0#still dont know how i should tag this mf#breeze art
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SUNDAY x reader NOTE: I haven't written in 4 months. Good morning Sunday fans
warnings: comfort, might be ooc </3
Thinking about….
Sunday with a glass doll! Reader. He’d be so gentle with you when he touched you– He would find his hand stopping right before it touched your cheek, afraid he’d break you, until you reassured him it would be fine. Once his hand rested itself on your cheek, he’d use his thumb to run over the cracks made when you got into fights outside of the dream, in reality.
Your skin– The glass you were made from was cold to the touch. Sunday figured that it was because of the lack of blood that flowed through your body. Sometimes, he’d wonder if you could feel the warmth radiating off him when you were close, sometimes he’d wonder if you even felt the same way he did.
Those nights when he’s struggling to fall asleep in bed as he reminisces about the past, and you hold him close while running your fingers through his hair, gently stroking his wings, and whispering nothing but comforting words to him, he’s reminded the soul in your body is just as human as he is.
by user @ aireia, do not plagiarize and/or translate.
#signed by aireia!#hsr#hsr x reader#sunday#hsr sunday#sunday x reader#honkai star rail#honkai star rail x reader#star rail#I was chatting with a friend about my oc who's a glass doll#suddenly got this idea#I actually have no idea what I'm doing it's 1AM#Thank them for giving me this idea#idk if sunday is ooc either but I just wanna write something atp
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😵💫😵💫😵💫
#the heart killers#firstkhao#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#hhhhhh hello??????#*inhales* the TaaaaAAAAATTSSSS#also bi‘s face lmao bro saw something for sure#might also be khao thought who knows atp#im so not ready#i have no idea what awaits us with this#and im scared
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tattoo wip
#i feel like i want to add more tattoos#bc i imagine kori to have tons but if i add more i might be dtm#also posting bc i feel like it's been awhile#also didn’t realize how high her skin shader is turned up so I gotta fix that#and I hope I get some render ideas soon. usually Pinterest helps me but it’s been so lackluster#i’m yapping atp#okay byeee
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RE: Your post on the AU of Jimmy being in the cockpit rather than Curly.
I think that Curly would think that Jimmy was reaping what he had sown, but in a way would feel a twisted sense of relief that Jimmy was brought down by his own actions rather than Curly himself having to be the "executioner" in the situation, so to speak.
With "taking responsibility" and the fix-it mentality that he and Jimmy share being the overarching theme, compounded with Jimmy flat out insinuating that all of his crimes on the Tulpar will be "Curly's tragedy" in that one scene, I think Curly would almost find comfort in the irony that the choice was forcibly taken away from him. Which in itself is messed up, but it might be a bit cathartic. There's an interesting polarizing dynamic within Curly's relationship to his own responsibility in that it's his greatest burden and the thing he, too, avoids the most.
I don't think Curly would find any relief in this actually. While Curly didn't/doesn't like the responsibility he had, he defiantly doesn't avoid it, he just goes about it in a weird way.
A thing I noticed is that its less about taking responsibility with Curly and really what that responsibility meant objectively and then subjectively to Curly. The leniency that he applies to Jimmy also applies a bit to the others as well. He thinks his responsibility is more towards keeping the peace and things in order more than dolling out punishment. He has even more choices to make and responsibilities as he literally has to make sure they survive/ration long enough to be saved. Or figure out how to save them himself. The correct issue with Curly and responsibility is the prioritization in his head. He sees the big picture and prioritizes that. He doesn't notice the little things that he should but it's not a active dismissal, perhaps not even conscious despite how dismissive he seemed. He takes too much responsibility, espcially in regards to Jimmy, and I think this situation is when he realizes that is also a bad thing as he can't "fix" all of his wrongs.
I think he'd regret not making a choice, because in the end this happened because he wouldn't directly choose who to comfort and help. He tried to help both and ended up doing nothing for either and letting Jimmy fuck them all over. In this scenario/au he's thinking about all the times he let Jimmy inadvertently make his choice, and how he chose to let it happen. He regrets all of it and would be so bitter that he was giving his choice up for so long. He chose wrong and it affected everyone. The only thing he'd find cathartic is the fucked up truth it will never happen again, not with Jimmy at least.
But he's not happy he's getting joy from that. I think it's a point not a single character other than Jimmy is depicted at deriving joy from another's pain. Even Swansea is being more sarcastic when he cheers on Curly about crashing the ship and ending his sobriety. He's happy Jimmy was forced to take responsibility, but this? He wanted him to learn a lesson and do something with himself, this is hollow in a way it's just embittering. Jimmy didn't get what he wanted, he can be happy about that but no one else did. This isn't justice or closure for Anya, he's stuck in a place he was so desperate to leave with even more pressure on his shoulders. Daisuke is just a kid and Swansea doesn't deserve this after all his year making himself a better man.
Like in his sections, Curly is preoccupied thinking about all the responsibilities he has, taking on things he shouldn't have to and trying to keep the peace when he doesn't have peace in his own mind.
#i think the idea that Curly did nothing is both true and also not for he did something but it was nothing in the bigger picture for Anya#he put himself between her and Jimmy but that just prolongs the ineviabiliy of their interactions when he cant hence the seen where she tol#Jimmy. He thought he was helping by being honest but it just made Jimmy panic harder and flip on him because Jimmy doesnt plan like Curly o#anyone else does for that matter hes so short term. Curly also is in a way but its also hes concerned with the long term to far away#either way he did nothing for Anya directly which is the problem as hes not direct in social situations while Jimmy is overly direct to put#it lightly. I think the irony is more so in the fact that he understand the dead pixel now and can't choose not to see it. rather than any#thing with Jimmy choosing to do this. It's like the point is he has to kinda be the person he was to Jimmy but to deserving people and#realizing how bad their dyanmic was and not to fall into the same placating behaviors and maybe prioritize his choices because in a way Jim#already took away his choice by doing literally anything he did in the story because the only choice would have been to punish Jimmy atp bu#hoped he could find a better option backfired then and it still backfired now#ask#enigminho#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing
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do yall fw heathers band au or should i leave and go guillotine myself
heres the og pic and also an earlier version
#this design is definitely NOT final 🤧#veronica is basically my own character atp with how much i have headcanoned her istg#can you tell i suck at anatomy and clothes and#i will hopefully not abandon this idea. i fw band aus more than any other au#heathers musical#heathers the musical#heathers fanart#veronica sawyer#heathers
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eternal NPD paradox of "I wanna be the cool edgy loner" vs "if I actually do that there will be no one around to witness it and be intrigued by my mystery therefore defeating the purpose"
how am I supposed to thrive in these conditions. I should get to have both. as a treat.
#actually npd#actually narcissistic#actually cluster b#npd#narc posting#look i Know im a fucking stereotype idec atp#i just need people to be obsessed with me im so fucking low on supply rn and my sense of self + reality is starting to feel wobbly about it#also like. this is so hard to achieve for me anyway because i do not come off as “cool alt fuckboy” loner#i just come of as “weird autistic queer” loner#its fucking infuriating#actually maybe i dont. maybe i do. idfk. i have no idea how ppl perceive me and its deiving me up the wall
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artyur
im runing out of ides on what to draw som one help me
#rdr2#fanart#rdr#red dead redemption#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2#i might be a liddl slower posting cuz i have no idea what to draw atp#my art
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heyyy besties so i watched mota ep2 and it was very fruity. what was that. i know it's supposed to be about serious war. but [minor spoilers] the phone scene where curt calls buck and egan (am i supposed to first name basis them? gale and john?? idk bro) gave me Thoughts, alright.
hear me out. tall stern serious keeps-his-boys-in-check bf (gale) x tall loud rowdy riles-up-his-boys bf (john) x short affectionate golden retriever looks-at-his-boys-like-they-are-the-sun bf (curt).
thoughts.
#thinking about writing a one off throuple smut fic for a ww2 series was rly not on my 2024 bingo card#but i sure am thinking about it#altho not sure anything can drag me away from all my cattonquick wips atp#but if you have thoughts... headcanons... tropes... fic ideas... etc... i am here my fellow deranged queers#i can't stop yapping someone come shut me up the way curt shut john up on the wing#barry keoghan#masters of the air#oliver quick#callum turner#austin butler#quick-catton brainrot
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7 y/o Sebastian: Can we turn on the night light?
7 y/o Abigail: And have a beacon for monsters to come for us? Think again, Sebastian!
#sam is a city boy that moved in#so atp he hadn't moved in to pelican town yet and have yet to befriend them#i always love the idea that seb and abi were friends first#due to them being the only children the same age in the valley#i'm p sure haley and emily moved in with how haley lament about the city a lot#and i don't think alex lived with his grandparents when clara was still alive#penny might but yeah i don't think miss goodie two shoes wants to play with the troublemakers#also child seb is not the gloomy emo boy we know and love yet#but abi is pretty much the same#stardew valley#stardew sebastian#stardew abigail#sdv sebastian#sdv abigail#stardew valley incorrect quotes#sdv incorrect quotes
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