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crayonurchin · 2 years ago

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Party entertaining is such a wild crapshoot

My first party today was lovely. A 2 year old boys dinosaur party. Bubbles, games, silly magic and prizes. Absolutely wonderful, a great first party of the new year. Kids ate cucumber sticks and oven pizza and we happy to dance to baby shark.

Second party. No parking available without getting a ticket (I got a ticket). A Karen mother who was furious about so many things out of my control. Thousands spent on venue and catering and designer clothes- kids didn't care cuz they're not into this stuff. Kids aren't interested in my disco set up. 3 hours of just- desperately trying to make the kids have fun when they don't want to. Ends up raining so the re-load of equipment is soaking wet and cold.

Get recognised by total chance by people I entertained 2 months ago on the street and they helped me with my stuff. A waitress saw I was getting verbal abuse and comforted me at the gig. That was nice. Ended up crying in the car about -issues- and being yelled at by an angry mother.

Got home and had oven pizza. Prepping to go be a unicorn princess for an hour at a gig that's 56 miles away tomorrow.

Entertainment is either the nicest experience or makes you cry.

#I am having a bit of a time right now #lots of reasons #reasons I hope will be better with time and effort #but GOD I am so tired by that second gig today #3 hour disco for people who didn't want a disco except for their mother #I think I just don't enjoy discos- I like the little kiddy parties with fun games and magic #I also truly hate doing restaurant parties in London #there is NEVER parking #I either get fined or charged a ridiculous sum of cash #or I have to walk up to half a mile because it's the closest I could get the dang car #I hate how much I complain right now #but this was just tiring #also- I feel bad for girls in pink parties that clearly hate pink #pink parties are a 'thing'#kids who love them LOVE them #and then there are mothers who want their girls to be pink when they aren't #these girls were tomboys #they didn't want a pink party #good news- they liked the glowsticks #at least they liked the glowsticks

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ganondoodle · 5 months ago

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im not lying when i say that i was just finally getting "over" totk, like i hate it still, but the immediate anger and need to rant has died down-

and then the elden ring DLC fucks with me in a very similar way, just even moreso focused on my favorite character in that entire franchise, completely unexpectedly, and the more i learn about it the worse it gets and now i feel even worse bc i dont have the energy anymore to get as angry as i did with totk and its just kinda ... depression and sadness ..

it was like the interest i could fall back to when zelda annoyed me too much or i needed a break from that and i was honestly thinking about doing more with it but now

i know i know i can always draw 'my own stuff' but being a fan of a piece of media or character is just fun and .. furfilling to me in a different way and now i feel so empty again ... and finding new things to obsess about is easier said and done bc i dont 'decide' to stop liking something and neither can just decide to obsess over something so im just kinda left hanging here ... and in a way, i still like it and care about it, frustratingly so, and dont WANT to just stop and find soemthign new ...

#ganondoodles talks #elden ring #zelda #in a way #AND it adds to me just ranting #and complaining #like i wasnt literallly a few days ago beating myself up about that #now i have the next thing #and its almost as bad as it was with totk #with the only difference being that i dont have the energy left to yell that much #and that its the second time now in such a short time span relatively to how long i keep my interests and how long it takes to find one #so in a way it hurts even worse #.... also when the whole thing is kinda bad then at least the whole thing is kinda bad #but here its like specifically my fav #and i dont want to and cant let him just .. go #but at the same time ............. its been so shifted around completely idk what to make of it #idk what the point was to make and present him like he was in the base game and then do such a turn in the DLC #and it feels less like he was someones important favorite nd more like most hated character #bc why would you do that to him like this #you can argue all you want about how it makes sense actually and wahtever but this is what i feel right now ok #what am i even drawing for anyway #what am i even thinking about any stories for anyway #why am i caring about anything anyway #i wish i knew and could stop

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terrorbirb · 2 months ago

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I know I complain about this constantly but it frustrates me whenever I need to edit a template to say "the engineer. She....". Instead of "the engineer. He.....". When it's a female engineer. I don't think anyone else has ever changed the pronouns but IDK! I think we should stop using "he/him" pronouns as the default for engineers on official documents!

Our office is rare in that it's 50% women in engineering so idk why we put up with this.

I know this is a small thing but it frustrates me. I'm really not supposed to edit these letters but I can't help myself with this.

#totes bro #the engineers here have never worked in an engineering office where 90% of the engineers are men #which is like the literal average with 90% men #so when i talk about men stealing/taking credit for your work they have never had that problem before #and so they dont stay vigilant of/hate male engineers as much as i do #like we get belittled by men and called names #but those are outside engineers #we had a new engineer (who got fired) that i was saying after the fact that i didnt teach him things i learned #because he would take credit for things i did #and then I learned i was right!#he also complained somewhat often about me not sharing my work with him for learning purposes #but he did have other women share work and then went off and never disclosed the help #i avoided that by knowing what men do #he also complained that I (specifically) had the same experience as him so he didnt understand why i was given important projects #the one thing we do here is say that women make better engineers #its very obvious by how fast women improve vs men inside our organization and out #ill shut up now I just wanted to complain about how much i hate men

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sysig · 2 years ago

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*You give him a laptop (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Gaster #W. D. Ghoster #I don't have the time/energy at the moment but gosh does the idea of turning these into fake screenshots appeal to me so much lol #Maybe at some point >:3 #These are what a lot of my scratch projects look like btw lol - ''I want to finish this but Not Right Now but I need to it at least exist''#Poof existence lol #Also the fun of this potentially existing someday but not yet: My handwriting keeps some spoilers intact lol #I can't tell how many since I can read my handwriting but there must be some right?#I gave it one go to do the text box over my scribbles and hated it so lol - full version or nothing! Haha #Does make wonder if posting gives it more existence cred? More complacence about not finishing since /a/ version exists?#Thoughts for later lol #Just ike the full version! Lol ♪#Anyway a lot of this was fun to spiral around the thought of if he could actually have a moment of ''I could do my work?? While here????''#Vacation-work spot lol #He complains so often it seems like such a nice gift to give him for all of five minutes lol #And he seems so interested in human technology really makes me wonder how much if any electronics survive the trip down #Or if they're all fried - or get fried falling down lol #There's gotta be a Nokia that made it right something that didn't have to be completely gutted and refurbed haha #But right from the source has to be a tempting offer even if it is a bit behind the times hehe

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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seeing info only about the kiryu and majima statuettes but absolute radio silence on the ichi one is utterly sending me. Theyre hiding the fact theyre gonna make ichi pale as a cracker again

#snap chats #theyre in the lab making a skin tone with melanin in it for once im SCREAMING #JUST LET ME SEE MY BOY PAINTED LET ME SEE HOW BAD THE DAMAGE IS #whether i spend $150 is entirely dependent on if ichi is pale or not and im so serious its why i didnt get his plushie #anyways i got hate crimed today i was getting lunch with my dumbass friend WHICH. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I DO #CAUSE WE JUST SIT IN DEAD SILENCE AND SHES TERRIBLE AT CONVERSATION RIGHT anyway.#we were getting lunch and her prof ask her like ‘oh are you on a date <3’ like prof i would rather kms !!!! then go on a date with this gir #literally my biggest fear i hope people dont think we’re dating id actually drop out #‘snap you make her sound awful’ because she is and i dont feel bad about bullying her anymore NO LISTEN #WE WERE PLAYING Y7 LAST NIGHT AND SHE BUTT DIALS HER FRIEND. LIKE A DUMBASS.#AND DEADASS ME AND HER FRIEND JUST TALK ON HER PHONE ABOUT HOW MUCH SHE SUCKS.. WHILE SHES SITTING RIGHT THERE.#i felt so validated cause everything he was complaining about id complain about like oohhhh my god i should meet him #hes the guy that called me that invincible character. and mystery man. i think i talked about this already wait—#ITS STILL FUNNY TO ME IDC ive never felt so seen in my life. why an i friends with this girl idk we’ll figure out one day #right now i want. ichi statue to be real and tanned #ok bye i have class soon

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alicentlesbian · 7 days ago

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i hate spotify character playlists not for most of the reasons other people list (idc how many songs are on the playlist or if the tracklist flows together or whether the character would listen to the music or not) but because if u are making a character playlist at bare minimum the songs should lyrically relate to the character. and people can't even do that anymore they're just throwing all their favorite songs on there with no rhyme or reason

#i also hate how playlists now are just the same artists over and over and over and over again #but i cant complain on that too much because i do have common artists on my playlists too #but if im making a playlist public and im dedicated to it i usually have lesser known songs on there too like.#are you guys really only listening to the most popular artists right now :(#i miss 8tracks because i found the coolest songs on there that currently have like 15k total streams on spotify

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cheekblush · 1 month ago

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lmaoooo found out today that my 2 “colleagues” (that’s honestly a too nice of a word for them) complained about me to our boss that apparently i don’t work hard enough and often just sit around doing nothing :)

#can you believe these backstabbing bitches??????#i am absolutely livid #like the audacity these bitches have who the fuck do they think you are???#and now my boss wants me to be more forthcoming towards them like bitch wtf??? why should i be nicer to them or help them knowing that they #talk so poorly about me behind my back????#they’re so full of themselves and act so childish #like they could’ve just come up to me and talked to me about it like adults but nooo they run to the boss lmaoo #no wonder the boss doesn’t care about keeping me if he’s told what a bad worker i apparently am #and i only found out what they said about me from our lead pharmacist at least she was nice enough to tell me the truth #and now i’m crying again goooodddd fuck this job fuck these bitches i don’t deserve this!!!!#like i try so hard and put in so much effort but they really have the audacity to claim i just sit around #well i wonder what they’re gonna do once i quit since they always complain that they already do everything it shouldn’t a problem for them #right?? :)#like this is honestly so crazy to me bc so many people have already quit recently bc the working hours are absolutely horrible and now these #2 are making everything even worse like i already didn’t like going to work there but now i absolutely loathe it #to work with people and act nice with them knowing they they’re spewing such bs about me #and one of them was so nice to me today like how fake can you be?????#at least have the decency so say those things to my face and not talk behind my back like a school girl #fucking cowards!!!!! i really cannot stand them anymore i need to apply for other jobs asap #but i’m so scared that i won’t find anything else #but this job is seriously damaging me both physically and mentally #god please please please let me find a better job where i’m treated with respect please please please #i can’t do this anymore #i hate how much i’ve cried bc of this job and these horrible people already #☁️

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purpurussy · 2 months ago

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#normally i wouldnt post about this bc i find it unnecessary when people complain about how annoying phannies are on reddit/twitter #like just close the tab lmfao just exit the app and look at all the wonderful posts on here instead. but #i saw a reddit thread where people were accusing dan of threatening suicide to manipulate his audience for content #bc he tweeted that video where he was asking people to send him happy videos which he then used for the ending of wad #and it was so sfggdghjkszgjlll ??????????????? yeah he was acting slightly unhinged for attention in that video but #honestly if Dan wants to go on Twitter and say #“send me cute puppy vids right now or i will kill myself on live” then imo that is his right. god knows he's earned it #tw suicide #reddit phannies really are a different breed. every time i google something about dan i end up finding a million posts #from the hiatus/wad era where they were all ranting about how much they fucking passionately hated him it's crazy

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drop--pop--candy · 4 months ago

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even BEFORE she took YET ANOTHER FUCKING STEP BACKWARDS and made me go another fucking mile on a compromise where she has moved half an inch. my sister volunteer to put the bags outside for me because getting to the place where we would be storing them is inconvenient at best and dangerous at worst for me (because, yk, disabled.) and that's not even considering the heat which i am extremely intolerant to. and my mother STILL FUCKING INSISTED that i help her with that. SHE LITERALLY OFFERED TO DO IT WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ON

#IT ALWAYS HAS TO BE HER FUCKING WAY. DOESN'T MATTER HOW MUCH IT HURTS ME OR MY SISTER IT JUST HAS TO BE HER WAY ALWAYS #DOESN'T MATTER IF EVERYONE INVOLVED HAS ALREADY AGREED ON SOMETHING. SHE HAS TO BE THE FUCKING OVERSEER #i remember when i was really little she used to joke that she had kids just so they could do (whatever) for her #and the truth of that statement becomes clearer by the day #she didn't have us because she wanted something to care about! no of course not! she had us so she had someone to boss around #someone who couldn't deny her no matter what #and then when we started doing that she got completely insufferable #and the rest is history! as soon as me and my sister became sentient humans with wants she hated us <3 #marin complains #sorry for vent posting so much. i am so immeasurably pissed right now #she always talks about how i “never compromise” and then she goes and pulls shit like this #where i move a mile and she moves and inch #and then she goes even FURTHER back and expects me to meet her there!! like we already fucking compromised shut up!!#anyways. if i could tell my mother to shut the fuck up without severe consequences it wouldn't fix me but it wouldn't certainly help

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goldiipond · 2 years ago

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🔥🔥🔥🔥GIVE US DON OPINIONS!!!

don is the most underrated character in the entire series and i will stand by this forever. there are characters that deserve more attention and that get less attention than him but the difference between them is they do not have nearly as much presence in the story as don does. don (and gilda but she gets way more love) has the most importance and pagetime in the story besides the trio (you know. the main characters). hes smart and emotional and funny as fuck and his arc is a wonderful story about an insecure boy losing his sister and learning to overcome his insecurities and become more confident so that he can make sure he never loses any of his family ever again and in the escape arc he has one of the most beautiful and heart-wrenching scenes in the entire series. there is NO reason he gets so little attention from this fandom other than racism.

#skye's ramblings #MY WHAT. MILLIONTH DON RANT. YOU UNDERSTAND.#i KNOW he'd be this fandoms 'sunshine boy too pure for this world uwu' if he was white. you know this #i was going to go over how much i HATE that this fandom loves to reduce his character to this 'lovable dumbass' trope but #i complain abt that a lot so. more general statement my most unpopular opinion is that don is a major character. canon agrees w me. die #also not to act like i care abt shipping but this fandom is weird abt don in that aspect #like. no one besides the person that got me into raydon is willing to pair him with anyone other than gilda #like. fandoms love shipping. you get why its weird hes such a major character n thats the only ship i see for him right #the game says one opinion but shakes my fist no one fucking understands my. my anime boy #anywayay daily reminder if you dont love don tpn im stealing something out of your house!!!!#amantesmortem #shrimps squad #actually im maintagging this fuck it. everyone needs to love don right now #the promised neverland #tpn #tpn don

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished #and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing #or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol #inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont #wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol #but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball #and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose #its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh #or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die #im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it #ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier #but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic #environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species #like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene #transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt #teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff #what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready #my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol #unrelated

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ginkovskij · 5 months ago

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this week work schedule has been published and i am supposed to stay overtime (something like five hours extra) (i wasn't asked if it was fine by me), i have a shift for night (ends technically at 23:00 but it means no earlier than 01:00) and breakfast the next day (it begins at 07:00) which i pointed out was borderline illegal last week already.

and then my parents said i am a piece of shit and other names for complaining and defending my rights as a worker because clearly it's me the problem, not millionaires who think they can run people to the ground instead of hiring. sure.

#i am fucking bitter and vubrating woth anger #with my superior at work because the table is so insanely bad i don't even know what to say #and to my parents because they are bitter complaining losers who accuse me of being a bitch #'this is how life goes you'll get nothing' well beong compliant and bending to having no rights helped them soo much in life #i said that next time i don't talk to them for months they should know the reason and 1. my mother said she has a clean conscience #2. my father said ooh so now it's our fault you are like this (mentally ill)#i hate them lol i wish i was in a financial place to leave home for good and have a good life away lol #notes of a countryside dandy

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red-dyed-sarumane · 5 months ago

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my unpopular opinion is i'll take emails forever if it means i dont have to make phone calls

#this site loves to complain about emails but u see #unless it is a dire emergency i need a response NOW #emails are so much nicer to me. respond on ur own time. can take as many attempts to say the right thing before the other person hears it #etc. i would rather e a mail than tele my phone #<- person whos about to type out an insanely long email to get answers bc i Really do not want to make a phone call #i also hate having email notifs so i clear them immediately. my life is so peaceful #i have no idea how people let their emails pile up into the thousands. doesnt that make u nervous or anxious

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thecherrygod · 6 months ago

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