#I am white and am lucky
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"Being poor is a choice, you can get out of it if you work hard."
I live with 4 people, one of which is a child. I work a full time job. So does another. And the third works two part times.
We have no heating. Our electric keeps getting shut off. We didn't have anything AT ALL to drink for 3 days.
You REALLY fucking think we choose to live like this? You think I want to fucking FREEZE right now as I type? FUCK all the out of touch lucky people saying this shit.
Is it possible to get out of a poor family? Yes. But the majority of the time your area of living is what predicts your wealth.
#I am white and am lucky#but my mother is native american (i am her only white child) and she has been treated like jack SHIT.#Her race had a lot to do with her status as I was growing up#My sister (the child) is already getting called the N word#Fucking hell I hate these motherfuckers#personal#classism#class struggle#class war#anti capitalism#anti capitalist
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here have this very messy doodle of wild
#I am under extreme stress thanks to an essay I must write and therefore I am wasting time :D#my art#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu wild#I may not be great at writing essays about transcendentalism but at least I'm a fabulous procrastinator#I'm lucky I accidentally drew this on the white background layer otherwise I'd have wasted even more time coloring it
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girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time
#futaba sakura#persona 5#p5r#p5#fanart#futabadoodles#chat i am SO losing it#went to get diagnosed w adhd wasnt diagnosed because and i quote “it could be anxiety” omfg#neurotypical psychiatrists especially white ones die in a hole 🥰#also because i “wasnt struggling enough”#like hi so i have this thing called emotional intelligence a good support system and access to coping skills hope that helps!#god forbid a neurodivergent person has tools to manage their condition and isnt in hell everyday i guess!#hate her ass!!!!!!!#i wasnt looking to get diagnosed for medication or support bc i already use a lot of like adhd specific supports and shit#and w accommodations my anxiety diagnosis can cover what i need for the most part so it was rlly just a validation/confirmation thing#like idk yeah. i am managing. im not particularly struggling. because ive been selfdx for a while and have implemented changes in my life#and i happen to be in a very very good place rn and im very lucky. so like. ???#rlly felt like “you have all the symptoms but youre not struggling enough with anything to be able to diagnose ypu” ok thanks fuck you#cuz ppl w adhd can manage being unmedicated by choice i js wasnt officially diagnosed before i guess its deemed “okay” to not live in hell!#dunno im frustrated. i have difficulties but i manage them well and i am very lucky to live an easy life for now so like 😭??
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Vi my beloved
#art#fanart#digital art#sketch#whiteboard#arcane#vi#violet#vi arcane#my beloved#i am going to admit at first i didn't think she was that hot#but season two...#like it's the long mullet for me#the white top#aaaaaaaaaa#i love this woman#cait ur like so fucking lucky
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#lucky lucky lady#AAAAAAAAAGGHHHRHRHRHRH#korn#jonathan davis#jonathan davis korn#gaykornography#jonathan howsmon davis#jonathandaviskorn#jon davis#nu metal#90s#jd korn#nu metal history#the korn museum#pre korn#young jonathan davis#I got mad so now I’ve convinced myself that I am that white woman
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Sydcarmy headcannon where Carm watches Syd go through her hair routine while he just uses shampoo and dries his hair. Sydney is dumbfounded “you do not get those curls just from SHAMPOO”
“Yes?”
#the bear#that man does not use any hair care products#Syd should be lucky if he has conditioner#(he doesn’t she get him some to start)#sydcarmy#she’s like why am I cursed to fall in love with this white boy
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oh dear, i think i'm starting to have a crush on the moon
#melonposting#objectum folks... perhaps i am one of you... :)#the moon is just so beautiful... she's a perfect milk-white disc of light tonight... all aglow and serene as she gently gazes upon us...#i can feel the love shining within her... she is grace and hope and compassion embodied in an ivory sphere that attends our humble planet..#how lucky are we to have her... our tide-bearing maiden of seas and skies and stars! to be kissed goodnight by her silver lips!#how i love the moon <3
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*pulling in bg3 fans by the collar* hey did u know that believing the way the fandom treats wyll is deeply rooted in racism and believing that wyll is one of the less compelling companions due to his weak narrative arc and lack of character agency are two worldviews you can hold at the same time. they are not mutually exclusive.
#i'm just saying.#never look a disk horse in the mouth and all that but man am i tired#wyll is a prime example of a character the story happens to and it makes me SO MAD because he has so much potential#they could've made him this headstrong idealist who's beliefs are shaken to the bone and has him questioning his own motivations#they could've had him obsessed with appearances and having to come to terms with how he physically and mentally changes over the game#they could've had him so black and white thinking in his ideas of good and evil that he does bad things in the name of justice#and has to live with the consequences#no wyll is not the only companion with an underbaked story arc#but he is the one i'm most annoyed by#babygirl is in desperate need of a well articulated internal character flaw and his story really suffers for it#anyway sorry hon better lucky next time getting chosen on my mission to romance everyone who crosses into my camp#bg3
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Deftones collection (featuring ✝️✝️✝️)
#I am so proud of this#Deftones#crosses#chino Moreno#nu metal#alternative metal#vinyl#around the fur#white pony#diamond eyes#koi no yokan#saturday night wrist#I got that my own summer cassette for 10 dollars but it’s worth like 100 it’s a rare promo thing and I got so lucky I found it
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"An awkward gesture" like yeah. And that group of guys who gathered around in Portland ME in full Nazi paraphernalia on April 1st that one year were just joking. Right.
#bro. sorry WELL I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD EVEN SAY SORRY?????? but i am gonna bitch for a second#like that shit was so jarring (second example i provided) bc not to dox myself but that's like. home.#vaguely not specifically speaking. but that is home.#i don't even remember what happened/what was done about it other than like. seeing an article or two about it#but literally this is just part of the nazi playbook. it's just a joke. or a mistake. or an accident. not that serious. ect ect ect#bonus points if like well they're a really nice person. yeah. i bet they are To You.#and hell less me being a bitch about it even if they put on a nice face towards the people they want dead#like bitch. i was raised christian. i know a thing or two or one hundred thousand about The Duality of it.#conscious or subconsciously. i know first hand what it looks like to be loved and abhorred at the same time.#and this is a loose comparison maybe. but what i'm SAYING here is That's How They Get You.#also fuck man the more i think about that 'stunt' (idk if i even wanna call it that but for lack of a better term)#like. the stupider it fucking is. like yeah a joke. a prank. okay. and you just had all that shit laying around because.......???????#idk it's so jarring. esp when it's close to home#but it's also so fucking jarring and terrifying to see it play out Like This. not some fuckasses in fucking maine#but someone with a disgusting amount of power. in front of the entire world. TO the entire world#god i'm getting flashbacks to that one guy who in front of a whole ass crowd (some preacher? politician?#idk sometimes the venn diagram is a circle. i don't fucking care to find out) said some shit about#eradicating transgender people from public life completely. to like a LOUD fucking applause#like it's sickening and exhausting and god i'm privileged. technically speaking. i'm white#and am taken care of by family so i don't have to work (when like. idk if i can. as time goes on i really feel like i can't.)#like. i'm acknowledging that all things considered i'm probably going to be safe. in all likelihood.#but it's disgusting and horrifying and like. maybe i'm safe. relatively. but so many people are not and will not be.#like idk it's just looking really fucking bleak. and that's coming from the shut-in.#i feel like i could say so much about that too. how i exclusively live through my art and art alone.#is it maladaptive daydreaming if the conditions are inherently hostile to life itself?#again i feel like i'm lucky that i'm able to opt out. but i also feel like. i feel like these shouldn't be my only options.#i don't know. i just wish we had more political assassinations. it wouldn't fix the system.#but it would fix the issue of one really stupid and genuinely evil guy. this goes for many of them
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ive been moaning about this on other accounts but oh my god the worst thing in the world is getting into theatre because im finding so many fucking plays that i will never see
#i am Burning#NOT FOR LACK OF TRYING MIND YOU#sarah snook is leading me to places i never thought i would go#ive said on my privtwt but current white whale is stcsa 2009 king lear#but then also literallyevery other play shes been in im counting my lucky stars that i found dorian gray
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this is gonna sound ridiculous. but you ever seen someone into one fandom and it doesn't bother you, but you can tell from their approach to that, that if they got into a specific other fandom you'd be soooo annoyed by the way they're a fan.
#fandom#i said this#someone into p2 fic-first instead of bandom? fine. but you are THIS CLOSE to getting into mxtx/bjyx#as just the kind of fandom-old white woman who doesn't have ANY background in chinese culture i find so.. weird?#like the way they wrote about it... you WILL be saying the stuff that makes my face scrunch and me think 'why am i here nobody here#has any perspective or sense of reality'#also re on the bjyx they are damn lucky p2 fandom isn't conspiracy-heavy. if it was larry they'd be doomed i can tell.#look i honestly do still believe in bjyx. but it's better for me when i forget about it. in my current perspective i do think it's#an unhealthy cult for the people who are full-time in the fandom even though i think it's real#but on someone getting into bandom from general fandom and not being emo....#it's like... you should be here. but in a 'we're trying to save you' way. this type of insanity wasn't meant for you#you're not adapted for the environment you're adapted for a kind of insantiy we aren't suited to#sorry these tags are kind of all over the place lol
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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:
Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#lok malina#still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now#and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that#don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before#to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021#because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing#but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence#anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he#*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character#for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop#I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like#I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her#if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet#okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself#lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer#about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long#this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh#I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out#*surprising#less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know#anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous#her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this#and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning#I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭#I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb#okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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Aaaaa to finally meet the lovely Dylla Spade!
Ma'am its a pleasure to meet you! Your son is very nice and friendly and I'm a very good friend of his!!!
NWJDJDJSJFJCJXKKDD
Anjxjdn aww its cute how close he is to share what happens in school with his mom
Sorry Ms. Spade no Ace... you don't get to see the usual adventures of dumb moments we all do
WHO TEASED YOU
Let her talk Deuce!!! I wanna know more stories!!!~ hehehehe
Grim don't lie
If anything I'm the one doing that with you, Deuce and Ace with the amount of trouble that they get into nope I am not either as well
#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#deuce spade#Twst grim#dilla spade#twst event#white rabbit fest#Ms. Spade I am a good friend of Deuce and do my best to help him out#You raised a good son and I'm very lucky to be his friend!#How do I score well to be in a good light with my potential mother-in-law???#Blind0Raven blabs
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confession time as someone from Lousiana and has never moved I have been scared to watch to watch the Disney version of the princess and the frog because I'm afraid they gave it the typical cajun/creol storotype (you know dumb people who live in the swamp)
#BECAUSE EVERTYTIME THEY INTERVIEW PEOPLE FROM LOUSIANA THEY FIND THE MOST UNEDUCATION PEOPLE IN ORDER TO DEHUMANIZE US#LIKE YES WE MIGHT HAVE ONE OF THE WORST EDUCATION SYSTEMS IN ALL OF AMERICA BUT WE ARE STILL PEOPLE CAN BE FUCKING SMART IF GIVEN THE CHANCE#and while I am whtie#white people from lousiana are still treatted as dumb look at duck dysnasty#its all a result of you are either middle class if you are lucky of you fucking poor either way you education will never be the best unless
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* can we please not call the police on autistic people having meltdowns because it makes everything so much worse actually, and it's just not safe. imagine having no control over yourself and there's some guy with a gun and if you hit him (which you will if he approaches you) then he's probably gonna hurt you and it's gonna suck. and the entire thing is traumatic too
#i am lucky enough to not have been shot however that happens frequently#especially if you aren't white so.#parents of autistic kids everywhere. don't call the police. if you need to call someone#call a goddamn social worker i guess#actually autistic#anti cop#tw police
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