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man i'm never gonna be the cool young person at the bar with their friends having a deep discussion. i'm always gonna be the painfully shy loner who can't connect who can't be close to other people who doesn't go out and thinks about frivolous stuff twice as much as anything interesting
#i said this#tw negativity. maybe i'll feel better in the morning but i actually don't even feel that bad i just#don't think highly of myself rn
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Sanrio Seaons of friendship Fall Hello Kitty and Chococat plushes (2024)
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i hate meeting people who are more sophisticated than me who are my age because then I feel inferior. Oh you speak German and dress cool and have many friends and go to many concerts and have a general confidence about you? I read and write gay fanfiction and post to my tumblr blog about 10 times a day from the shelter of my room and keep my head down in public in case someone kills me for doing anything wrong.
#i said this#this is why i love talking to my parents' friends (i would say older adults in general but re: the shyness#and the one adult friend i made on my own turned out to be stupid once I wasn't 12 anymore)#i get to meet cool people and listen to their conversations but they totally expect me to be less cool and it's endearing#if i have anythign to say at all
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ohhh boy i love fanart!!
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any advice for college? im 3 days in & already want to mysteriously disappear during my next bathroom break
start a psychosexual relationship with one specific and convenient vending machine
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every tight knit friend group got the: - always at 1HP - never has inventory space - refuses to wear armour
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this one guy i've met in college, I swear he's so familiar to me but I don't know who he reminds me of! I think it might just be that I've gotten to know him very slowly compared to how much I've seen him?
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hey if u can’t drive/are a slow learner due to a disability or mental illness, just picture historical figures like pirates or the founding fathers trying to operate a car.
it’s only “easy” bc we’ve normalized it.
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They should invent a wheel that doesn’t need to be reinvented
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"dan's not trans cuz he talks about his gender the same way i do and I'M not trans"
yeah so about that...
#i don't gendertruth dan heavily BUT. this literally happened to me#the 'i too totally feel fine being referred to with any pronouns!' -> multigender/genderqueer pipeline#dan#(not a denier tho i actually am a beliver i just mean i don't think about it a lot)
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this is how you know Twitter is officially cooked
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How do they keep making later and later stages of late-capitalism
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Someone: How are you doing?
The fractured piece of an eldritch deity that I keep in my head at all times: lie.
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