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Thought I'd share some territory concepts I've been working on! Both for Coyoteclan and a second clangen blog I've been debating, which is set in the wild west :)
I'll write a little blurb for each little area under the cut for those curious about these locations (and separate images)
Coyoteclan
Fallen-Tree Coyoteclan's Leader den and clan meeting place. The tree is ancient and hollow, the entrance coated in the scratches of long-gone cats. The Leader calls meetings from atop the tree, while the deputy sits on the rocks below.
Thunder River A small collection of waterfalls that eventually lead to the sea. From here, you can hear an ominous, melodic sound coming from the beach.
Graves of the Fallen The resting place for Coyoteclan cats. Coyoteclan prefer to commune with their dead here, but still go with the other healers during halfmoon.
Sweetwater Wilds
Trail of Blood Untamed land filled with bandits and danger. Not only are there plenty of predatory animals living here, but it's a popular hiding place for many outlaws.
Canyon of Stars A place for communing with the stars. Sheriffs and Healers visit often for guidance, though some bandits are known to come here in secret.
Hareshade's Dawn Not really a place but this is the Sheriff of Sweetwater Wilds lol I really like her but she's SO TRANSPHOBIC she is BULLYING the only trans cat in the clan and I cannot stop her
#I'm so heavily considering doing this wild west clan you have no idea#I've been writing like. a whole wild west themed system for the clans too I've been having fun with it#I gotta do more with coyoteclan before I so something like that but. something to consider#I'll at least post some art of it over on my main even if I don't do a blog#rn these are mostly just bg practice bc I want to get better at doing them (I hate drawing bgs <3)#art#clangen#warrior cats#coyoteclan#coyoteclan territory#the map is next on my list I promise#I am just Very Bad at maps
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Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared
#i like siting down with a guitar and writing music but the daw is still so scary to me and i dont know how to make it less scary#its like i dont know where to start#i understand music theory i can write chord progressions i can write melodies but arranging feels so daunting#like just trying to pick keyboard voices and stuff im like overwhelmed and then its like i just dont even know where to start#i think i need to do more covers to practice arranging because trying to do it with my own songs im just like i have NO IDEA#i do think that trying to recreate arrangements of other songs I like will help me but also just idk#i really want to get better at writing at the piano but i find it really hard#rn i write almost all my songs on the guitar then i guess what i have to do is try to think of like what style i want it to have#and sort of try to create a map like probably literally on paper and then try to go in and sort of do it but god its so hard i dont know#it feels so so daunting#even trying to make silly little stuff with just like some synths is really hard for me right now its so out of my comfort zone and AUGH id#its frustrating im scared of the computer but i also very much do not want to be an acoustic singer songwriter but thats all i can do#because all i can do is play fucking guitar!!!! and its just so frustrating#technically im like with a midi controller i should be able to do whatever program drums write little synth lines etc i dont have to like#know how to play piano and yet whenever i try to do it i just get so overwhelmed and freaked out with how many possibilities there are#that i just . cannnnnt#AHGHHHHHHHHHHHH im so im in such a bad mood right ow#ive had such a horrible night honestly#i think i will just go engage in fixation for comfort and then go to bed sigh#i dont know what to do to improve at making music in the daw i guess ill just maybe try again this weekend to take another crack at it#god its just so frustrating that i only started writing songs 2 years ago and have only learned to use a daw in the last 3 months i WISH#that i was one of these teenagers who spent all my time writing silly songs and playing around with a midi controller but i just didnt#because i was scared!!!!!!!#playing the guitar and singing has always been like the only thing that felt safe cos i felt if i tried to actually write and arrange songs#by myself i would fail so now i just feel so frustrated because i dont feel like a real musician and i feel like im starting too late#AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whatever sorry for using the tags of this post as my diary but#i am frustrated!!!!
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I HATEEEEE DYSPEXIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#so im driving some little dude to his appointment i left like super early incase n it turns out i was given an address to a fking House ?!?!#obviously he doesnt know the address cus hes just some lil dude so im like ringing up his guardians and#the one that actually goes to the hairstylist cant answer obs cus i had to take his son cus hes busy duh#BUT THAT MEANS IM JUST DRIVING AROUND SOME PLACE IDK TRYING TO FIND PLACES THAT LOOK LIKE HAIR#& when i find one im like uh does this barber sound familiar cus im not taking him to some random one#andlike omg and the entire time im playing music real loud trying not to cuss out in front of this little kid#like IM ALREADY SHIT WITH NAVIGATION. & THEN U GIVE ME THE WRONG ADDRESS AND IT'S RAINING#and he wants to go get an icecream afterwards n im sitting at the barber chatting it up#but i am like actually on the verge of a breakdown cus i made him late bcs i cant just figure shit out#like#it's just so fking frustrating like it makes me feel like a failed adult or smthing like#i AM GOOD. I AM GOOD AT DRIVING#once i know a place im good but if im lost it's like my brain is panicking too much#i have to look at the road and signs and places#like i turned at a green light and completely forhot it wasnt an arrow like i just saw green and went#like i couldve killed this little kidlike#IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY#and i dont want anyone to feel bad or like have to be extra cautious when they need me to drive or smthing#like im alrdy very frustrated with my stupid limitations like in general so like failure kinda just heightens it like#iURGHHH I HATE BEING IMPERFECT I CANT FKING STAND IT IDC IF THATS NARCISSISTIC N PRIDEFULNIDCC#it's better than being EMBARRASSED i HATE BEINGNEMBRASSING AGRGHHHHHH#anyways it's fking raining and it's dark . idek where im gonna take this kid bro like hes hungry#imma go on google YIPPEE#my best friend. google maps who i cant tell distances on so i either turn too soon or too late or rlly fking quick#Ii LOVE MY LIFEEE
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Me watching the industrial and commercial demand go up while there is low residential demand knowing that this will cause a labour shortage.
#cities skylines#like STOP!!!!!! YOU HAVE INDUSTRY PLEASE THE POPULATION IS SUFFERING#side note i cant figure out why none of my citizens are educated I HAVE SO MANY OF ALL OF THE SCHOOLS AND MY EDUCATION BUDGET IS MAXXED#i did just discover paths however and i am very very excited about that#today i set up paths and created transport links i have a bus station and a metro :]#problem is i had to remove the trainlines due to thrm being in the way but that means that now the indusyrial district covers the butt of#them#so now even when i unlock trains i dont know how im going to re establish them#side note surely thats going to cause some issues to the other parts of the england map#wait my map is the shape of england where are the trains coming from. this is an island#i am a bit miffed though as the map put me in like. sommerset county but im not allowed to access the sea since its not an unlockable tile#which means that i have NO WATER#ive had to buy all the way up to the river thames to get water and pump all that shit into the bristol channel!#anyway me getting rid of the trains#im just like richard beeching#sigh.#yeah america has their train issues but hey!!!!!! all our shit is privatised and its bad#anyway
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i'm really enjoying pathologic 2, actually. i mean, i didn't think i wouldn't enjoy it as much as i was worried it would just, i don't know, muddy the water. and maybe it will, but i'm not really bothered by that anymore. that said, i do think patho 2 took a fairly unsubtle game and increased its unsubtlety by about tenfold.
well. calling og pathologic 'unsubtle' doesn't feel quite right, but i'm not sure what word would feel right. maybe it's 'distinct in its sensibilities'. I think og patho felt more obtuse, whereas patho 2 is like. here. take it. do you get it. here is the information. do you see the themes. i am announcing them to you in such a way that you know that i am saying something thematic. i'm not far enough into the main story of 2 to be able to say that there's less reading between the lines, but it feels very much so far like there's less reading between the lines. whereas the original had a somewhat different... i don't know, affect? it felt like a hostile workplace where everyone recited shakespeare about even the mundane. in patho 2 nothing feels mundane in the first place, everything feels loaded in a way that og patho was but didn't feel, if that makes sense.
but i think that's okay. at the very least, it feels very much like leaning into the 'theater' aspect of it, which is enjoyable. pathologic 2 feels to me more like... bonus content? not to be Stuck Up For Pathologic HD but i enjoyed the feeling of grinding my face against a cinderblock, having to tease out information and conclusions. it felt like a game that you had to figure out, but you actually weren't really doing any ground-level figuring out of much; you're not a doctor, your character is, so the puzzle of Solving the Plague belongs to The Story, whereas the question of What the FUCK is This Town's Deal is your job. it's a very linear game in most respects, but all three playthroughs come through as a thematic package deal.
i so far get the impression that pathologic 2 can be played on its own and be enjoyed in its own right! however it exists to me as like. director's commentary. i'm really liking the playing with different character relationships and alternate things, the expanding of steppe language and the kin, love my worm guys, but i like it because of how it enriches my eternal mind rotation of og pathologic. sorry guys i played the original pathologic and it broke me and remade me in its image. sorry.
#sorry to be the quintessential 'guy who played pathologic and now doesn't stop thinking about pathologic'#i'm having a lot of fun trying all of the different things in marble nest though#i do worry in general that the inclusion of sprinting and fast travel will really fuck up my flow#the walking feels SO much slower now so while i was content to plod along in the original i feel like there's not a middle ground#so it feels a bit contrary to it all that i'm sprinting everywhere and just chugging bottles of water and calling it good#though at the very least it does seem like it will take some of the weight off of the 'route planning' aspect of the original#which was. honestly a load bearing part of... gestures vaguely#and i understand why people don't like it! i think that's a very reasonable thing to not like#having a game on a time limit that requires you to walk slowly across the map multiple times#i don't know what brainworms it activated in me but i quite enjoy it#on paper i should not like this game but here we are#that's not true. i play a lot of Bad To Play games for the story.#but 'guy who has no sense of time' playing 'time limit: the game' is... well i'm not arguing at the results#so that's my main Thing that i 'dislike' but even that word is too strong#i don't dislike it as much as i am keenly aware that i will have to play the game differently and i Don't Like Change lmao#that said these are preliminary impressions as i'm only about 4-5ish hours into the main game#pathologic
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The problem is. When I go, "Oh, this system is bullshit" and try to live outside it. My choices are still defined by that system. And that makes me feel really weird.
#I love being a woman so much but jfc am I having strange feelings about what that means in a societal sense lately#and like. obviously the most important thing is to unapologetically be my authentic self. which I try to do every day.#but sometimes it's VERY hard to tell what my authentic self is versus what I'm rebelling against versus what society tells me I am#and it would be GREAT if I could find OTHER PEOPLE who felt like this but that would require me airing out all my baggage and#no one wants that.#(okay. like. tame example. I think it's absolute bullshit that women are expected to shave. and for the most part I don't. and I don't care#whether other people do or not. but I HATE the way that armpit hair feels on my body. so I do usually shave that. I would shave that even i#there was no cultural expectation for women to shave at all. but I feel like a bad person for complying with this cultural standard even if#the reasons for it have nothing to do with gaining general acceptance or appealing to some Standard of Femininity.)#(and it's not that me making this choice is like. Inherently Feminist™ it's not. but it feels ANTI-feminist. and then if you map this to#a bunch of other more serious shit..............)#it's rough out here!#(and then there's the fact that I'm CONSTANTLY bombarded with '''''takes''''' claiming that women don't actually suffer under the patriarch#and that misogyny isn't real. but the t/rfs keep trying to have a monopoly on THAT conversation and I do NOT want to be associated#with them because THEY ARE ALSO WRONG. AND THEY DON'T ACTUALLY SUPPORT THE LIBERATION OF WOMEN LMAO)#(so then it's just like wow! I really do feel incredibly alone! nothing resonates with me at all!)#In the Vents
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finally actually finished signalis (i immediately quit the game after the fake ending thinking that was it bc i'm a coward when it comes to horror games, but wanted to know what the story was actually about so i watched a breakdown. didn't think i'd be that interested but was hooked within five minutes. watched the whole thing and realised i never properly finished it. put off finishing it and watched more videos) omflllll this game is insane. it's so quickly become one of my favourite games of all time, like a game hasn't deeply impacted me and made me feel so much since i first played nitw back in 2020
#and the fact that it was made by TWO people#crazy talented. I can't get over it#but yeah once i resumed it actually wasn't all that scary 😭#definitely bc i already had a good sense of what to do but oh well#i was relieved once i “finished” it the first time#i was like hmm this isn't too bad.. i'm having fun... then i got to nowhere and was like.#oh this just turned into silent hill. i want to go home.#although bc i had practically no resources and no map it was probably more stress than fear#very glad i finished it tho :] would replay on survival to get the last two trophies but i'm satisfied now#not a big replay/rewatcher anyways#all in all 10/10 game i am never gonna shut up about it 💖#getting my bff to play it as we speak#signalis
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Annoyance canceled, Shout haters can hate me too, but Please Please is so good and fills me with joy and whimsy (the lyrics aside, it's silly)
#I have many thoughts on shout#mainly that yes while what happened in the background sucks and the band absolutely fucked alan over and I am sad about that#the whole “wahhh wahhh its all fairlight samples and presets so its bad and everyone should hate it” mindset is evil#its stopping you from joy#TOTAL DEVO ISNT THAT BAD YOU JUST DON'T LIKE DIFFERENT STYLES#the people do NOT like that smooth noodle maps is my favorite album and I do not care I'm having so much fun with spinny discs in space#once again sorry to the people who followed me for saw#I do very much still love it but the devoposting doesn't stop#john kramer would've loved freedom of choice actually#he could've he was alive in the 80s 🤯🤯🤯🤯#erm yeah thats all I got for now I love devo#devo
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i miss the old beatsaber days, man. i remember when we had to manipulate the game files to change the colour of the notes and sabers, and then the first mod came out that did it for you, mindblowing. i remember the first forays into wallmaps. i remember the 'step back' wall, and the mod to bring it back. i remember the mod that replaced the title screen with HECK HECK HECK HECK HECK HECK. i remember watching someone's replay for the first time, and then one of mine, and losing my shit because what the hell that's so cool. i miss the smell of new VR headset. i miss the screenshots i accidentally deleted when i formatted a drive i thought was empty but had leftover steam data on it. i miss the time when i played so often i got myself a tennis elbow from it. hurt like hell, and when i came back to the game it wasn't the same.
this screenshot i took from a multiplayer round earlier describes this mood pretty accurately
#ok you know what i should just wayyy downgrade my game#maybe that'll take care of things#i'm not saying everything is bad now btw or that i don't like playing anymore. i'm just feeling very nostalgic is all#i am SO glad i didn't lose my custom maps. i wisely made a backup#kissing my past self for that#beat saber#beatsaber#games#virtual reality
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doing so bad on the states quiz and having flashbacks to 4th grade social studies
#i'm so bad at maps lol#my other problem is this quiz is very inducive to just clicking and in things like this#i am very impulsive
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this is a very venty post don't mind me :D
that nintendo direct was so horrible.
it was literally like 80 percent remakes and remasters.
never in my life have i seen an announcement video exist just to say "every game you've ever known since the 90s is being remade/remastered, sorry, we ran out of originality".
literally like all the video game market is anymore is remakes and the movie industry is just as bad.
the nso releases are fine because they're not like, remakes taking up full game slots. they're old games that are being made accessible and that's great... but there's no need to remake this many games when they can do that. remakes used to be rare. remember stuff like the wii u shop and stuff? with all the games they had on those things? now it's a tiny selection and everything else is a remake :/
also I feel like a lot of new rpgs are just like... lowkey fe knockoffs now instead of original rpgs.
i'm happy for like... two existing remakes, but one of them is mario rpg which people wanted waaaaAAAAAYYYY before the remake and remaster era, and the other is baten kaitos which im not actually happy about remaster-wise (the updated ui is trash, they took out very specific charms of the original ui), just happy that it will get more recognition/notice from people since it was never popular.
they also completely removed the english voice acting which like okay yeah it wasn't always that great but the voices fit perfectly and it wasn't as bad as fans meme on it for! it just sounded like they were talking through a tube and that was actually the worst part of it lol.
someone suggested to me that they may have just lost the data for it, but idk. i wish they'd just admit that somehow if it was the case, because it bugs me that the english audio is just completely gone when ultimately i really liked it. i wanted the game to be accessible to newer players, sure, but i also wanted the english audio there. ig that's because i grew up with it and i liked it, but it's still such a bummer for me!
paper mario being put on the nso and tyd getting a whole remaster does make me sad tho bc it feels like they're leaving the original in the dust when it was so good. if you're gonna do tyd, at least do them both.
good for innersloth though, i'm sure they never imagined being on a nintendo direct. they're the real winners here.
#DCB Comments#the FE fandom is just as bad too. every single solitary direct that comes up they're like#OMG FE4 REMAKE. like ??? I used to be just annoyed but#now I'm just feeling the “shut the actual fuck up” mood bc it's ALL they care about for FE anymore#nobody wants new FE games. they're just obsessed with the idea of remakes#it's more annoying bc it's all the majority of the FE fandom talks abt anymore#also does anyone even know if games on the NSO ever get a remake or if originals of remakes go onto NSO?#wondering bc I don't think I've seen a game on NSO get a remake or vice versa#like I was always wondering if Mario RPG would be on the NSO but it never was and now it has a remake coming#since FE4 6 and 7 are on the NSO I can't see why they would be if remakes were coming#also if they're in the process of making a new console do y'all still think they'll release Gamecube on the NSO?#idk if they'd release PoR on it since they'd prob remaster that one (I don't want a remake for it but remaster might be nice if they#update the map graphics and stuff) since it would net them way more money to release the game as a standalone but if they#did put it on NSO I'd really love that. I get up I play PoR. I lay down I PoR. I go in the car I play PoR (I don't drive lol)#but anyway yeah I'm just tired of every single Direct having FE fans being annoying as fuck#also ppl were apparently legit like omg the new banner coming means fe4 remake will be on the direct#oh my goooooddddd stfu at this point I just don't want it remade bc i am 💅 p e t t y 💅 bc ppl are so annoying abt this#when a leak for a new game came out (engage) from a very reputable source ppl knocked it and called it ''obviously fake''#(the joke is now not just ON them but IS them) but then when they got a ''leak'' abt an fe4 remake they ate it up#like wow lol. wow. they won't believe anything unless you say fe4 remake then suddenly they believe anything you say abt that alone#it's rly sad that my favorite game has become a cesspool of annoying fe fans#the thing is fe doesn't come out with a whole lot of remakes. it never has#it's just that when gaiden got a remake ppl have NOT shut the fuck up ever since#and I've seen ppl saying every game under the sun should be remade#frankly if they remake anything right now it should be poor fucking shadow dragon (yes. the remake.)#anyway most of y'all know how annoyed i get abt this lol like yeah maybe someday fe4 could get remade but#it's the fact that the modern day fans are SO fucking annoying about it now. back ten or so years ago fe4 fans were just happy TO play it#we were just happy to have it at all even in emulated form and it being an snes game#we loved it as it was and didn't bitch about it bc it wasn't uwu modern enough (and i've played casual mode since new mystery)#now ppl are just like oh i like it but i don't want to play it unless it's remade
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best part of drawing fantasy map: you will have a cool fantasy map for your fun fantasy project
worst part: labels
#I hate typography#I dunno how the hell I got through my typography class w/ an A#I am SO BAD AT TYPOGRAPHY YOU HAVE NO IDEA IT IS SO HARD#like my text looks Fine if I hand-letter it and actually Try but I refuse to hand-letter an entire map#also hand-lettering is...hmm...only good for some arts#cartography is not one of those arts for me#also I just hmm...hate positioning all the little labels and stuff and making the text tool Actually Work For Me#very tedious but not in a fun way#I'm working with 3.5 or 5 font I won't even be able to read this if I print it RIP#but if I made the map larger than it is the program would crash I know from experience#which is fine I hate large files anyhow BUT THESE STUPID LABELS#I'm only doing this so I have good worldbuilding notes for the future for this particular project#I'm almost done with labels and then I just need to do some other stuff#and this map I've been working on literally all year so far will be complete#and then I can maybe do other arts#I know ''you can work on multiple arts etc. etc.'' but listen I will not finish this map if I start a new art project#I Want To Finish but mmhhmmmm do I hate typography~#I literally hand-drew an entire border filled with swirls no problem but these labels....#I literally hand-drew everything but THESE LABELS#anyhow that's my art vent post for the day#I swear I love art but sometimes I need to scream in frustration y'know#bc typography#oracle of lore
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Sometimes I REALLY hate this game (aka. Fire emblem in general)
I've been going through all the training battles before I go onto the main thing for chapter 12. For completionism and also bc I fucking Need the training, holy shit
Anyways I got one for the rainy map from chapter 11. Aka where I was running my life. It was awful then, but WAY WAY WAY WORSE now. Bc they skattered my army across the entire map, some of whom are Very squishy, and gave us over twice as many enemies as I had units, almost all flying, and All of them advanced classes
It was a massacre. Unit after unit falling. Me desperately trying to get the survivors across the map so they could help each other survive. Hiding in the woods in hopes of them missing me, bc being out in the open is a death sentence.
One by one, my units fell. My Healers all fell. My Mages all fell. A few lingered through luck alone... but then it was down to 3. From an original 12.
Me, Alcryst, and Louis. I'd been trying to protect Alcryst bc he's my archer and there were SO. SO SO SO many fliers. I never did get him over to me. I sent Louis over to assist me bc my ass kept DYING & that gets a game over lol. So imagine a dragon princess just guzzling potions in the woods as her armor friend throws javelins over her shoulder. I made it work.
Poor fucking Alcryst though. Stuck in the woods alone, having watched the 3 around him all fall, clinging to his mini bow bc he was literally SURROUNDED and couldn't attack anything otherwise. Also guzzling potions. The literal only reason he didn't fucking die was luck alone. Those fucking woods, man. They made all the difference.
Not that it stopped me from dying like 4 times from like 13% chance hits :) I used that time reversal feature more in this battle than I have Ever before in this game.
#speculation nation#engage spoilers/#genuinely surprised i won that bc i still had like 10 enemies left when it was down to just 3#once the last healer went down i was Convinced i was gonna lose. but i kept going anyways bc im stubborn#see the problem is that positioning is everything in this game. especially on hard mode.#the squishies gotta go behind the higher defense units. healing the higher defense units so they can take all the hits#you have to be careful with your surroundings. pay attention to who can reach who. and account for it.#but this map? there was none of that. there was absolutely no hiding anywhere. bc the enemies were EVERYWHERE#and they could all FLY so they werent even impeded by the woods. it just made it harder for them to hit you.#so all the squishes died so quickly. i tried to protect them the best i could but they were gone Just Like That#Louis was the literal only one who was unbothered but that's bc he's got a Godly level of defense. i love armored units.#i felt so bad for Alcryst. the moment where he was surrounded on all four sides by enemies & below 25% health#i selected his unit and he made this miserably terrified noise. a resigned fear like he Knew he was going to die#that's the moment i switched him to the mini bow. had him down a vulnerary. and was like. Good Luck.#and he somehow managed to pull through!!!! it was very Very close.#like. man this entire battle was almost cinematic for how disastrous it was. yet how i still managed to pull through.#says smth about how good i am at this game maybe. hard mode will Not keep me down#also yea yea i know i dont Have to play hard mode. listen. i enjoy being forced to think extra hard about tactics#i love fire emblem For The Tactics. if it's too easy it's no fun!#i love a good challenge. unfortunately this time wasnt even that fun bc i didnt get anything good in the end :/#just battle experience. for the handful that survived lmfao.#but you know what i made it through and that's what matters.
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I lowkey give up with Genshin entirely tbh
#I have sm time but#when I log in I just do nothing#cannot complete the AQs at all#even though they’re fun they take half of my will power to complete#I try to do the chasm world quest but I’m stuck and I can’t read the map properly#I’m so bad at reading maps and half the thing is uphill and the others are down and there’s a billion pits and idk how to get to that#monster so I can finally level up shinobu from level fourty and I don’t know how to do the tasks in the chasm quest and everything needs#fifty yrs of mental prep to do and there is literally so much to do that someone as slow as me could never do it all#I’d be lucky if I even finish inazuma atp when I wanted to do sumeru in the holidays#sigh.#dora daily#I just randomly keep falling asleep which is so weird cause I never even when I was a very young child would sleep in the day#and I don’t sleep as bad as I used to#hmmm#ngl I think this whole blog needs to be shown to a therapist#why do you think you’re autistic/have bpd *shows them the blog* OH!#I only say autistic cause ppl kept saying it plus this one girl who was neurodivergent said I am and I was like uhhh no I’m not cause I#never showed any signs and I know the signs to an extent#but now as time goes on I show more signs and apparently it’s something you can develop#and the thing is lots of times ppl say they think it’s bpd but it’s actually autism so idrk#I mean I don’t want neither cause they’d be with you for life either way so#none of them you can truly “recover from”
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Whenever I watch someone play oni I always get so caught off guard when they cut and it's like 100 cycles later but then I remembered that most ppl actually use the fast forward buttons and I'm the weirdo who sits there at normal speed just watching large scale constructions slowly inch forwards while also pausing every other minute to plan out the next 3 projects I wanna work on next
#rat rambles#oni posting#I spent like half an hour just watching my chefs cook to make sure my new kitchen was working well#I almost have my infinite food storage finished I just need to get the area cool enough to deep freeze the food#I also sent over most of the berry sludge from my second colony since I got my second rocket built#food is very much not a problem but I am addmittedly a bit worried abt oxygen#currently its nowhere near a problem but I have been using algae still and while I have a lot I rly should start setting up long term#oxygen producers in electrolisers that arent just sitting out in the open spittibg hydrogen everywhere#but also its annoyinggggg#I have more than enough resources to make a large scale spom but Im not nearly in enough need of one to want to put in the effort#I am so good on oxygen and power rn and will be for a good while#I might just make a similar set up but just shoot the hydrogen into space and eat the power drain#I have three natural gass vents + two more on my second colony + a plug slug farm so Im like so good on power#and I havent even tapped into my oil wells yet (because theyre buried in frozen oil because rime but yknow)#rly tho the worst part abt my current playthrough is that Im starting to realize there might not be ANY slicksters in this save#the only planet with an oil biome Ive seen so far is my home colony which is yknow. rime.#and Ive uncovered a Lot of the map its basically just the far edges I dont have#so Im starting to have my doubts that I will be able to tame every critter in this save#I did find the gassy moo planet tho and I plan on getting some basic life support set up there soon#I might end up changing my mind if there genuinely arent any slickters tho cause if I cant get them all then why bother with the bad ones#ok I used to think that plug slugs werent worth the effort too and Ive been loving them so who knows maybe gassy moos will win my heart#but they do seem like a pretty rediculous amount of work for rly mediorce benifits so I doubt it#I mean hey. I got a shove vole farm set up so I dont think I can start whining now#I should probably set up more shipping and automation stuff in my ranches but tbh Im willing to just eat the dupe labor#I have like 5 ranchers and several shipping ppl most whom have nothing better to do#most of my current projects are all focused on space travel and some minor base reworks so I dont feel like its needed rn#especially since I have so much fucking food all of which is being run completely sustainably#well ok the peppernuts arent Yet but Im only domestic growing like 3 of them so Im ok for a bit#the other colony has been wild farming them for ages and have had more than enough to cook massive amounts of high quality meals#I actually set up a proper kitchen in that colony first due to how much food variety there was along with grub fruits
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playing some geoguessr and apparently in parts of madagascar the google street view was taken from an ox-drawn cart?? rad
#trying out the countries battle royale and it is helping me get better at identifying places (more) quickly#this round was a final but neither me nor the other person got it so we went to another final round and i won :)#i am very bad at geoguessr but oddly it's a good game when i don't have a lot of brainspace and want to chill#just me my iced tea some lofi and zoning out in front of a map for a couple hours#j rambles
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