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hiya!! for the ask thing can I ask for Food and Name for Jocia and Yuu Shi? tysm!!!
(also baby goats baby goats baby goats-)
Name: What does your twst OC's name mean? Why does Rook/Floyd call them [insert nickname]?
OH i have- lots of lil lore tidbits for this
Jocia, according to my research waaaay back when I finally looked into her name (I deadass thought I just made it up at first), is typically associated with "joy!" Though Im sure that was obvious from the almost constant glare on her face /sar. It is also a different form of the name Jocelyn, a German name. I always pronounced it Jo-sha til I learned it was supposed to be- well, exactly as its spelled, Jo-see-ah.
Floyd calls her Barracuda! Initially I was going to have that be what he called Yuu, but the "catfish" pun was too good for me to pass on. So- what else could I do but hand over the title to Jo? Plus I think it fits her better :P Primarily due to how the barracuda is more known for how they hunt and fight.
They are known to be ferocious, attacking quickly and using ambush techniques (similar to a certain pair of tweels). They are also known to just straight up take fish from other species, even human divers- besides that, they don't really attack humans unprovoked. Barracudas also compete with moray eels for food/prey.
I feel like this relates back to how Jocia "handles" her anger- or- howshetakesitout on people around her who wrong her/those she cares about. She is ruthless and fearsome at times, but for the most part she prefers to just... chill. She doesn't purposefully go seeking out trouble when she's in the right place mentally.
Rook calls her "Reine des épices" (pls excuse any mistakes, blame the translator), which translates to "Queen of Spice!" This is honestly more of a personal reference. Me and my partner always used to joke that Jocia was kinda like a pepper- and would often use 🌶️ when joking about her. It's mostly due to her fiery, hot-tempered nature.
Yuu- is- well, yuu. I didnt come up with that, i just snatched it JFNDJDJ. HOWEVER. "Shi" can have many different meanings! I tried my best to go for something vague. I like the thought of having something that leaves you guessing what applies and what doesnt. However! It can actually also mean "you." Yuushi as a whole can translate to "hero!" (Another ironic take, I know)
Floyd calls her catfish bc. It's funny. I think it's funny and I'd bet $20 that he'd think it's funny. So it's catfish KFNDJDK
Besides the obvious- (pretending to be someone she isnt), catfish can live in almost any aquatic climate, making them rather adaptable. They have a large range of size and behavior, and are most well known for their stinging "whiskers." (Glances at shi's taser) They ALSO compete with eels for prey- as long as they arent a small enough species, then theyd become the prey.
Rook calls her "Reine du Rock", which means "Queen of Rock"- this one is just simple. She loves rock music. She plays it all the time, and it is what she most enjoys performing. Again i am not a good translator trust me i tried to learn another languagemybrainjustcant
Another fact, the twin's parents switched them around at birth on accident, and forgot who they named what initially. It's entirely possible that Yuu was supposed to be named Jocia, but they don't know :P they fight over who is older bc of this too.
Food: What is your twst OC's favorite and least favorite food? Why (optional)? Is there anyone they can share their favorite food? Is there anyone they can count on to take over the food they dislike?
I went into this a lil bit with Yuu in the past during different ask games! Here and here. And a lil bit for Jo here. (Their fav and why<)
Yuu Shi is partial to suggesting treats to Trey- whether he actually makes Bungeoppang or just uses Doodle Suit, it is currently her easiest means of getting it when she only had it a few times prior. So, sure, she'll share... sometimes.
Jocia- given she is partial to a barbequed dish, she could share it with Leona given his love for meat... but WOULD she? No.
Yuu Shi would never subject anyone else to caffeine even if they really enjoyed it, unless that someone is the sink drain.
As for Jocia... really, she didnt have too much against olives. They were bad, yeah, but not horrible. She hated the way they made her tongue itch, though... and then she figured out that they weren't supposed to do that. She's allergic. Yuu Shi used to take them for her, but there isn't really anyone who enthusiastically WANTS them either.
#boopshoopsramblings#boopshoopsoc#twisted wonderland#yuu shi#twst oc#oc#twst#original character#disney twst#jocia gains#HI IM ANSWERING THIS LATE#OH WELL#i have no more baby goat content 😔😔😔#sorry kanae 🫡#also SHE BREACHED CONTAINMENT
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RICKY YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS HES SO CUTE OH MY GOFISKSNDBDD DD I LOVE HIM SO BAD
https://x.com/leclercsstreet/status/1883924777250992557
he is sooooo dainty.. truly like a little princess. i love how everybody just surrounds the omega like an all-adoring crowd, as they should!!
#yeah im answering this ask a week late so sorry everybody#but i think the conversation of princess charles is an everyday one#also i would love to be hired as just. the freak who follows him around an picks him up at any given moment#i stand in the shadows waiting for the time he needs someone to grab him at the waist and help him down#yes i am HELPFUL and CONSIDERATE#me at the omega rights convention: hmm actually we should go back to traditional fashion of carrying our omegas around everywhere#yeah actually omegas shouldn’t even touch the ground#i think charles smells like flowers and touching his waist would heal me
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I think he deserves to wear a pretty dress
I think so too :^)
#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#trying so hsrd lately to just get my ideas out on the page and not worry too much about it looking perfect#so i practiced some perspective in this one!!#been itching to draw him in his dress for ages now im glad i finally did#thank you for the request!!!#laika answers#my art#utdr
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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi the suckening#arthur bennett#HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT#this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT#ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH#WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME#DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER#HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW#AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE#I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game#but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping#DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds#I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors#what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE#while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs#THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN#WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS#the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band#EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION
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uh oh guys, hot take alert:
i think revali may have invented hand held aerial archery HEAR ME OUT- (this is a long one boys)
okay. evidence one: why the fuck would a rito shoot like that. like, it makes nearly zero sense, it would be such a hindrance to their flight and their main stake is that they can be higher than you can shoot whilst still pinging you... which revali has overcome with his gale
evidence two: tulin and the concept arts. obviously rito style archery would be held in their talons. before totk came out idk if anyone had really thought about it too much, but the developers had, as you can see in concept art (from the creating a champion book). and like, its logical, powerful, and allows for peak maneuverability. also, when in flight revali (and teba) holds his bow in his talons before switching to his wings. surely its easier to keep it in your wing (obvi ignoring the effects to flight but hes doing that anyway firing the damn thing) rather than switch back and forth- unless you were taught that way, because why would you hold it elsewhere, you need it in your talons to shoot.
evidence three: we dont see any other rito do it (...kind of). throughout botw and totk, we never see another rito flying with a bow in their hands. in totk, its mostly tulin, who holds it in his talons, but in botw the big one is teba. during the medoh quest, he actually gives *link* his bow, and therefore does no shooting in the sky. teba and harth had both tried to take on medoh before, but we never see this, and while they holds their bows in their hands *on the ground,* we dont see it.
...except for aoc (uh, spoilers?). there are two times we see a rito other than revali hold their bow in their hand for aerial archery. but it is not with any rito soldiers, either during cutscenes (the bows are only on their backs) or gameplay (they swoop down, and then hand hold bows on ground. they arent seen flying at all but thats prolly for the same reasons as botw: its very hard to code that (and so they write the lore around that fact)). the first time we actually see another rito do this, we dont see it. Its teba, as he comes thru the portal, but all we see is the arrow shot, and then him freeze frame with the bow in one wing. we dont see the bow in his hand for the rest of the fight. the second time we actually see him fighting like this, it *is* in the air, but its noticeably different to revali.
hes a lot slower, it clearly takes a LOT more effort to shoot the bow, and he only pulls off one arrow at a time. its canon that revalis bow is heavier/harder to draw, and he manages to effortlessly stream arrows whilst fucking floating midair. i think teba, forever a revali fanboy, heard of how the champion mastered his own style of archery and sought to teach himself, but lacked one key thing: revalis mastery of wind.
evidence three point five: revali could easily use his powers to hold him in the air longer/slow his descent long enough for him to fire his shots. it makes sense, really. if he can use his gale to propel him, he can sit on the updraft for a hot sec, or even curve the path to carry him along while he lines up the shot. this would mean he wouldnt need to flap as much as other rito, who would obviously need to keep flying
evidence four: revalis fighting style and his needs. revali works with non rito, obviously. he needs to be able to communicate with them on the battlefield, and they wont understand the muffled chirps if he holds his string in his beak, so he needs his mouth free to speak hylian. also, revalis main tactic is fly up with gale, shoot, fall, either shoot more or use velocity and weight to knock around opponents, and then fly back up. he often needs both feet planted firmly on the ground to get a good hold of his gale, something that is harder to do if you have a bow in the way.
also, take for example the kick he delivers link in their fight (aoc). that would possibly damage the bow, or give the opponent a chance to grab his weapon, if he held it in his talons. and to switch from feet to back is a risky maneuver during freefall, and could lose precious seconds, and then when you get back in the air you need to get it off your back again. its much easier to keep the bow loosely in your wing the whole time, meaning your free to attack melee, land and rise all while not wasting a single moment getting your next shot lined up.
so yeah, i think the rito used the talon grip for aerial archery, and would often use the hand held method on the ground for a variety of reasons (more powerful shots?, easier in some situations like hunting), but revali was perhaps the first to use hand held aerial, another reason he was one of the greatest archers ever.
#you cant fly and i cant hold a bow in my wings midair so this is the perfect middleground to#fight each other on but jokes on you i literally invented new archery to beat this flaw and im going to kick ur ass and/or teach it to you#its late rn i hope this makes sense#also from a revalink perspective its giving#idk i might go back through this in the morning and clean it up but probably not i have never done that before i always forget about it#this came to me as i was talking to myself trying to justify WHY ON EARTH rito would shoot like that when i went#“wait. have we even seen other rito do that.” and the answer was basically not it was only one other guy#important to note that 1- those two times we see teba do it hes on vah medoh which has A LOT of updrafts and wind which would make it easie#and 2- his moveset is all very close to the ground and often doesnt involve a lot of actual flying so im choosing to be selective about it#god DAYUM i love thinking about these birds#revali#teba#harth#tulin#rito#botw#totk#aoc#loz#archery stuff#hoping a certain moot sees this and gives their opinions bc i know they know archery stuff#moss' madness
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What is the Fresh Mikey au lore? 👀
KHFGJDSGFJSD yes an opportunity to talk about my guy.... I'm gonna be so real with you, the backstory to Party Host/Fresh Mikey is not at all solid gffdshfd I technically have an in-universe explanation for that (just to avoid needing to worry about it but), which is that 'Mikey' doesn't exactly remember what happened...
All you have to worry about is that a Kraang (or Kraang. stuff. idk what to call it.) kind of. possessed Mikey. but it's more complicated than what happened to Raph in the movie.
Something something Mikey's magic something the Kraang and Mikey's consciousnesses merged or something and now they're like. one thing. and not in the Kraang hive mind.
With the Kraang in there, the limits Mikey's body has for his magic is much higher, and he's able to do a lot more with it than he would've otherwise. The closest comparison to other characters I can think of for you guys to see what I'm getting at is Eddie and Venom, and Fresh Sans (obviously, he's the main inspo).
SO, using his magic and ability to travel through time and space, he goes to other universes/dimensions/timelines. He's not sure why exactly, but he has this instinct to get stronger. To be able to stand above everything else. And he has a very,,, interesting way of accomplishing that. (cough killing and eating other Kraang cough)
#phy's sketchbook#blah blah blah#inbox answer#party host au#tmnt#rottmnt#he knows hes a kraang and he knows hes a mikey but he doesnt really know his purpose. just has urges and instincts#hfsjdgfsdhfs I love Party Host sm#i've been obsessed with it lately#Im doing two pieces for it rn#also PH Mikey goes by he/they (plural)/it pronouns :)
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Thinking about Gideon's mom (respectfully). What was she like?? Why did she have a kid with some guy in Yona??? Why did she leave?? Did she choose to leave? Did she name Gideon or was that his father? If she saw Gideon right now would she care??? I'm obsessed with this genie with no plot relevance
#im assuming shes a genie#she could be a fire genasi i guess but i dont know if thats how those genes work#i have thoughts about her#idc if efreeti are labeled as 'lawful evil' that dumb and stupid. She could be lawful evil but i need her to be doing that for herself#if she is idk maybe she'd be proud of her little criminal#was she captured?? did she leave his dad with a baby just to fuck with him??#did she. die????#ma coal answer me please#ouaw#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#Gideon Coal#text#its late and im thinking of random women in media. sorry
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why does subz want to get permabanned /genq
subz doesnt want to be part of lifesteal anymore. hes lost all passion he feels for it and doesnt want to be on the server anymore, but he also doesnt want to be the one to leave so hes trying to get himself permabanned. he originally left during s5 and joined back bc of vi around the start of s6, and he tried to play the server but concluded it js isnt for him anymore bc he doesnt like smp content & he doesnt feel connected to anyone in the server in a meaningful way besides redd
#asks#lifesteal spoilers#sorry dont want ccs to see this one so yk#yeah#im sure someone else would have a better answer but im like mad sleepy rn#if u want someone who knows subz better to answer then id recommend going to like#derww i think bc i only started watching subz this season#since yk. i only started watching ls this season LOL#so thats all i know based on what subz SAID#but what subz says doesnt always line up w his actions or what he actually thinks#bc hes kind of js an asshole who Says Shit for the sake of it#but again. an older fan may explain that better LMFAO#sorry this was so late i forgor 🧍
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Pls don't laugh and I hope this is okay

I just had a very vivid vision of Celeste hearing about the guy making all the meka and immediately wanting to find him and ask for his help in fixing her broken subdetection unit - and of course some segments accompanied her and the moment they see wanderer.... they just wanna talk!
i think their bfs are getting along well
(I MIGHT HAVE GOTTEN THEIR HEIGHT DIFFERENCES WRONG IM SO SORRY AJDJSJDJSJF)
#HI AUPHIE#IM SO SORRY FOR ANSWERING THIS SO LATE AHHASJJAJD I WANNA DREW SOMETHING AS REPLY#BUT ALSO UR ART IS ADORABLE THE 3 SEGMENTS IN THE BACK KILLED ME AJDJJSJDJEJFJEJF#i just like the idea of this neurodivergent af ppl in the room while their bfs is having a moment of crisis#im sorry but yapping hours is on theyre not available till * checks clock * 3 more hours ok#BUT UH I HOPE U LIKE THIS ??? NDNANDJD#ask#✧ ; es-steamed guests
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literally in love with ur art and noritoshi like lord 🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️my man is so underrated its criminal
criminally underrated.......
Noritoshi should be praised, not subjected to this slander. as a simp- I mean good samaritan, it's my passion to bring his name into a good light even if his name is after the worst person but I digress, this isn't abt him
free my boy from the confines of his sentence. he's so babygirl, bro.... why is everyone looking over him. where's his screen time. Noritoshi, if you're out there, I miss you.
and tysm! it makes me happy to know my art is pleasing and doing Noritoshi justice. my plan of indoctrination and gathering Noritoshi enjoyers is going smoothly.
#noritoshi kamo#noritoshi kamo x reader#kamo noritoshi#kamo noritoshi x reader#d. does this even count as an x reader...?#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#but fr. tysm! i take pride in my art and it makes me smile when people enjoy it#i hope we can together make Noritoshi content to keep us fed until GEGE GIVES US FUCKING ANYTHING ELSE#GEGE. GEGE WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE#GEGE I JUST WANT MY PRINCESS TO HAVE A WIN.. BE IT A FIGHT OR HAVING HIM BE SASSY TO SOMEONE OR SUCCEEDING IN HIS GOALS......#ANYTHING#FUCK. EVEN AN OMAKE OF HIM SHOPPING WILL BE ENOUGH ATP..#PLEASE#SOBS#I MISS HIM#NORITOSHI WHERE ARE YOU#also! im so sorry for answering your ask so late! im busy at times and draw slow but i will get to you in due time!!! tysm for your patienc#???#null rot#cloaked cult member
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I MADE THE MTR CURRY FOR SENSEIS BDAY!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAKURAI!!!!!!!!🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶
#this is vee speaking#I WOKE UP SUPER LATE TODAY LMAO THIS ACTUALLY MY FIRST MEAL OF THE DAY 😭😭😭😭#*FALLS TO KNEES* BUT ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I MADE FOR THIS CHARACTERS OMG#I BOUGHT THESE INGREDIENTS LIKE ALMOST HALF A YEAR AGO AND HAVE ONLY NOW GOTTEN TO MAKE THE MTR CURRY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#IM HAPPY IT WAS FOR JAKURAI HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY OLD OBSESSION CAN YOU TELL I USED TO HAVE A THING FOR HIM LOL#IN HYPDREAM HE GOT CAUGHT BY AN EMERGENCY AND IT WAS LIKELY HE WASNT GOING TO BE ABLE TO MAKE HIS PLANS TO CELEBRATE WITH HIFUMI AND DOPPO#BUT HE DID IN ARB SO IMMA SAY HE DID LOL#I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE FOOD!!!!!!!!!!! APPRECIATED HIFUMI FULL HOST MODE AND LOVING JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!!#DOPPO STRUGGLED TO FIND A GIFT BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED WHAT HE GAVE YOU!!!!!!!#MAY THE STORY LET YOU FIND YOUR ANSWERS THATLL FINALLY WAKE YOTSUTSUJI#AND THAT YOU CONTINUE REPAIRING THOSE RELATIONSHIPS OF YOURS LOL#HAVE MORE ‘NO YOU HANG UP 💜🩶’ PHONE CALLS WITH HITOYA AND CONTINUE TO SHOW YOUR SINCERITY TOWARDS RAMUDA TO BE AS CLOSE AS HE CAN ALLOW#AND CHILLING OUT ON THE SACRIFICIAL MENTALITY LOL#HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶
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Prompt 23
Jaskier wishes on dandelions every time he sees one. He wishes for inspiration, his hair to look nice during this next performance, his rivals to lose, Geralt to be unwounded in his next fight, he wishes, he wishes, and he wishes. One day, he wishes that Geralt would love him back. When Geralt starts being nicer to him in what Jaskier can only assume is his awkward attempts at flirting, Jaskier begins panicking over the possibility his wish came true and he unintentionally brainwashed his friend into feeling romantic feelings for him. Geralt, meanwhile, is wondering why Jaskier has flirted with him for a decade at the least but suddenly seems so confused at Geralt's courting attempts.
#fanfiction prompts#geralt x dandelion#geralt x jaskier#geraskier#witcher fanfiction#the witcher#geralt loves his bard!#writing prompts#requited unrequited love#friends to lovers#They kiss in the end#They are in love#theyre in love your honor#Im up late because i was playing bg3 again :( oopy#story prompts#plot bunny#fanfic prompt#fanfiction prompt#why are all my recommended tags miraculous lady bug themed#ive never seen a full episode of that show please help#who is kwami#dont answer i dont even wanna know#this is a witcher only space#this is all a jest and this is a safe space for crossover ideas and fun#but genuinely i dont care about miraculous#not for me#thank you#love you guys#the second hand embarrassment based humor is my worst nightmare#sorry if this is too autisticly blunt
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EZEKIEL. YOU HAVE WHITE SPOTS TOO,,
THATS SO COOL- WE’RE MATCHING!!!!!!
- Micheal ( @michealseis )
OH WOW.. WE DO!!
THIS SO COOL!!!
#im a lilililil sick sorry I answered this late 😭#FUN FACT ABT EZEKIEL his vitiligo is only seen on one side of his body#lord of the flies#lotf fandom#lotf#lord of the flies fandom#lotf oc#lotf ezekiel#lotf micheal#thanks for the ask!#lord of the flies ezekiel#ezekiel knight
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are you perchance one of them homosexuals? 🤨
eddie omg why would you even ask that..... one of em' homos..... oh my golly gee gosh that's a sin I would never!!!! for the sake of the church!!!! >:(
(yes)
#finally answering my asks!!#IM SORRY FOR ANSWERING THIS ONE SO LATE#I was contemplating what to say with a mild pool of dread up building up at the bottom of my stomach because#my dad looks at my blog#hi dad
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Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid I definitely didn't edit and cut this comp up myself I definitely didn't add the stupid ass music myself stupid stupid stupid I definitely found this online and just took it from there dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb I want to banish him to sitting in a corner permenatly he doesn't. Shouldn't. Get. Take him OUT of the driver seat of my brain he doesn't need to be there he d9esnt get a say in this take away his seat at the table gone removed out of this he doesn't get rent free, in fact he has to pay the most massive fee conceivable and I know that if I said this out loud I'd probably sound exasperated and a little breathless and fumble my words and groan and sigh and huff and make incoherent things to where I almost sounded upset but really with each muttering and long sigh there'd be a hint of .nof. of ....mfif8fifuidis soossssssssom.ssson.mthibg. something.mor.e.more. something more. Than that. The way someone sighs when walking past the bakery section of the grocery store and trying to pretend and act like they don't want it. They sigh and mutter that they don't need it but you can hear it and see it in their expression. Alas. This is over TEXT. And clearly I. Have been nothing but oh so the upmost convincing in my endeavors that. Scrolls back up. Scrolls back down quickly. Blankley stares at my keyboard. I want to slam a plank of wood sideways horizontal-motion across the back of his head.
#using every last ounce in my being to not answer that ask from the ask game about him.#“for whoever youre thinking about most right now!!!�� my brain has been d9ing some hard pingponging but.#today.ghhhhhrhrrhhrugguigigughhruhhgggg#today he. I run away Loney Toons style where a cloud of dust in the shape of me is all that remains.#I actualt have a second cli0 i want to talk about but nay. not. yet. im already in shambles judt doing this one.#im so. DISGUSTTINGLY not not in love with him. that it makes eberythint i feel about him worse.#im extra freaked out about him and what he would think about me because i extra care about him and.#Im still in that stage where I. have uet to pro0erly wrap my mind around the idea of the. feeling being reciprocated.#I got the hang of it lately with Aziraphale and Crowley. so I've been so kuch gorgeously free-er to imagine many rhings with them.#And to talk about them a bit m9re freely.#But gee this is. this is like. like. im Sisyphus or something. aka that onr greek guy sentenced to pushing a rock up a hill for enternity.#And any time it neared the top it rolled back down.#VET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!@@! Shaking my head until he pops out lleasirrhusd88s7dye#plucking him out with a pair of tweasers i just.#youre giing to hear me say all this verbatim nearly anytime i mention him for a good while but. my goodness.#He's got me so nastily messed up he needs to atone to his crimes. at least i. at least I dont want to hit him square in the face anymore.#I would be a liar if I said it hasn't gotten better. but i swear smoke just starts pouring ojt of my head.#hello everyone. here is the biggest prime example of where I break so hard that my brain shuts down into insults.#this isnt denial this is just a failure to convince.#i almost want to start another epipsde but it is late and I fear qhat I may come across and dont wanna upset myself this late at night.#But at the same time like i said i have gotten a bit better about it. I'm not. not every thought i have about him anymore is etched in pain.#As my first few posts may have indicated. where I got so grossly upset I had to wip up some technical vent art over it.#Im not getting as chronically upset im jus.t MAN WHYS IT SO HOT IN HERE.#nono guys im. naturslly like this. my hands are always sweaty. huh? what? no. forget about that. ehat are you? a lawyer? go away. shoo.#i gotta quit before i run out of tags to rven add his tag. which i should also obliterat.e#Doctor🤎💙#i hope he chokes on his next drink for making me feel like this.
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FYI cuz there's a bunch of new guys all of a sudden (hi hope u enjoy my madness, I've been gone for a hot sec but slowly making my way back to the shambles I left);
My Durgetash is based on betrayal + systematic manipulation on all sides. When I'm not talking about Gortash exclusively, that is to say more durgetash and or Durge, I don't even try hard to hide my bias.
I like em toxic in the hurt/no comfort tragedy 'never breaking the cycle' way. And old. We're doing a bit of a bi catastrophe approach over here and I absolutely do not respect canon whatsoever (genuinely my durgetash has reached levels of insane fucking around and finding out).
Lately the idea of a brand has also been invading my mind (piss off marazhai we're not doing that crossover babe).
I'm clearly not sane about them. My takes are biased as fuck. Sometimes I delete my musings about them using bdsm as a sorry therapy replacement, sometimes I don't. Like now. I have a track record of writing shit where either of them dies. I killed them more times than I care to remember. Please consider yourself warned.
#i shouldn't have started the rt dlc#but kibellah is wonderful and now marazhai is making his way into my durgetash#marzipan babe pls for the love of the emperor fuck off again you beautiful gremlin#full transparency the reason why im saying that tho is cuz i cant decide whos as deranged as him#both. thats the answer. but i dont like that yst#so give me a few more weeks#anyway my durgetash is fucked up and not in the sexy but the 'oh god oh no oh god' kinda way#the dove isnt simply dead it started to rot#durgetash#i gotta admit though#lately i've been dabbling in what happened between my durge + minthy#and they make me cry#so i think i got their rs done beautifully#and like i rly just feel bad for nil she deserves none of the shit i put her thru#the idiots do but she doesn't#i gotta make that up to her somehow#anyway hoping + praying I'll get around to post some snippet of the wip sometime these days#i rly gotta get back into it
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