#i rly gotta get back into it
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FYI cuz there's a bunch of new guys all of a sudden (hi hope u enjoy my madness, I've been gone for a hot sec but slowly making my way back to the shambles I left);
My Durgetash is based on betrayal + systematic manipulation on all sides. When I'm not talking about Gortash exclusively, that is to say more durgetash and or Durge, I don't even try hard to hide my bias.
I like em toxic in the hurt/no comfort tragedy 'never breaking the cycle' way. And old. We're doing a bit of a bi catastrophe approach over here and I absolutely do not respect canon whatsoever (genuinely my durgetash has reached levels of insane fucking around and finding out).
Lately the idea of a brand has also been invading my mind (piss off marazhai we're not doing that crossover babe).
I'm clearly not sane about them. My takes are biased as fuck. Sometimes I delete my musings about them using bdsm as a sorry therapy replacement, sometimes I don't. Like now. I have a track record of writing shit where either of them dies. I killed them more times than I care to remember. Please consider yourself warned.
#i shouldn't have started the rt dlc#but kibellah is wonderful and now marazhai is making his way into my durgetash#marzipan babe pls for the love of the emperor fuck off again you beautiful gremlin#full transparency the reason why im saying that tho is cuz i cant decide whos as deranged as him#both. thats the answer. but i dont like that yst#so give me a few more weeks#anyway my durgetash is fucked up and not in the sexy but the 'oh god oh no oh god' kinda way#the dove isnt simply dead it started to rot#durgetash#i gotta admit though#lately i've been dabbling in what happened between my durge + minthy#and they make me cry#so i think i got their rs done beautifully#and like i rly just feel bad for nil she deserves none of the shit i put her thru#the idiots do but she doesn't#i gotta make that up to her somehow#anyway hoping + praying I'll get around to post some snippet of the wip sometime these days#i rly gotta get back into it
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briefly pivoting back to malevolent posting, i realized i never posted my kayne lol. mr silly fun times
#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#malevolent podcast#my art#love this freak#gotta get back into malevolent again dungeon meshi rly swept me the fuck away#sorry for not drawing him in a proper suit but to be quite frank i hate drawing suits so
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finished and posted that fic. i was just too excited to write more uncomfortable character interactions. now featuring phineas and ferb, with a celebrity guest appearance by baljeet
edit: y'know what cloud cover is a nicer title. i was just gonna title it "attenuation" one word but was like what is this a christopher nolan movie. no
#fic#i just finished the end so i havent rly reread it... gotta get back to work for now#i've always wanted to write p&f interacting with doof and finally got to do it here#was unable to focus on this due to travel but i spent the entire flight home listening to the beegees and im afraid now i stan them
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in a world where the dungeon meshi cast are playing a ttrpg. did shuro just like inexplicably get roped in one day and he just. kept showing up
#hes like theres an expectation that i be there every week now i Have to go........#ohhhdbbxd wait wait wait i gotta draw this. shuro bursting out with I DONT EVEN LIKE TABLE TOP RPGS#laios. devastated.....#OH ok so. falin needs to take a break for smth so her character gets killed off for a bit#and at that point shuro is into falin and thinks ok thats the final straw im ditching for a while.#but then he finds himself??? missing it????#he probably experiences a lot of pressure from his parents to like. get into smth rly tough#law or medicine or some shit lmao. and his dad harangues him about socialising more#so playing ttrpgs was both a way of socialising but also an escape from that pressure#he eventually comes back even knowing falin wasnt back yet#and while he explodes with the not liking ttrpgs thing. he has to admit hes having fun and likes being there at least somewhat#and maybe.... has to admit he likes laios more than he lets on wndnxjxjdj???#BECAUSE HE DIDNT START OUT LIKING FALIN EVEN IN CANON REMEMBER!!!!!#so something Else had been keeping him there at first...
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pep and deb cant have phones because then theyd have been little freaks about it
#deb recording herself fighting pep to death: i gotta get this.. for posterity....#adventure time#wizard city#digital#background wizards#peppermint#cadebras there too but only the back of her head#I don’t actually know if they’d be little freaks. that’s not rly in character. Whatever this is funny just whatever
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In regards to lrb I was actually talking to my partner last night about how it's a little...weird, my ship with Arthur. There's basically ZERO room for angst of any kind, it's all just fluff and comfort and it's sweet and saccharine 🥺💖 and I LOVE that!!
#jane journals#self insert talk#🎄 my christmas wish 🎄#i mean ofc theres the brief bit where i think arthur ghosts me#but that gets resolved fairly quickly!!#and occasionally i think arthur does actually get REALLY sad about the way hes been treated#all of that. its gotta get to him sometimes#he always keeps a smile on his face but hes able to cry around me and just be held and reassured that hes loved 💖💖💖#other than that! theres no drama! much UNLIKE my star wars ships 😂😂#honestly if i want angst i can think about those but arthur was rly what i needed#i was really sad for a while and the warmth of his heart brought me back
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ohhh my GOD it's 4am and ch3 of the dog coded fic is finally done i could WEEPPP lfg
i literally had to save half the scenes i planned out for the next chapter bc it was already nearly 5k words and it would've ended up being like 9k otherwise lmaoo and it's a lotta them yapping but ykw. it's progress so idc <33 just need the bestie to beta when i wake up and then hopefullyyy will post before tonight :') thank u for ur patience as always i rly rly appreciate it <3333
#dog coded bucky fic#reluctantly accepting this fic will not be a nice neat 6 ch. at Least 7 due to this miscalculation. likely 8-10 bc it Will happen again lol#but also this MEANSSSS we can get back to brainrotting for a bit >:)#i feel like it's obvious i was writing almost all day bc of my radio silence like the only time i shut the fuck up is when i rly focus up#no but fr don't get ur hopes up bc it rly is so much dialogue which granted is my fave thing in the world to write but#idk if it's ppl's fave thing to read so. fair warning. listen the boys have gotta yap sometimes. esp john. it's kinda his thing
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god bless sleeping 12hrs nightly
#stream#i hate it so much#like get up & do what ? CLEAN ? AGAIN ? be a PERSON ? AGAIN ?#i was so annoyed yesterday ppl were pissing me off so much then i called my mother & it was lovely & i told her how i scammed a vacuum from#amazon last semester by reporting it stolen bc dpd refused to deliver it TO ME & sent it to a language centre so then i reported it as a#dispute on my credit card got my money back then picked up the vacuum ALSKALSKLKSLAKSLA she said ‘u are ur fathers child’ & honestly ? real#cheap as FUCK like i GET IT FROM SOMEWHERE#but she’s also HER fathers child so i don’t wanna hear it 🙄#by that it’s ‘u gotta make it really reasonable if u want anything w my money’#i’m literally going to try to scam an electric drill or just use & return to make a fucking big room divider to THE HEIGHT I NEED bc it need#to be literally like 150cm even to go w the height of the tv bc that’s mounted & it came w the place so i can’t move it & also it doesn’t#even work ALSKALSKALKSLKSLA HATE KY LANDLORD !!!!! i mean love em they don’t do anything it’s full shithead hours 24/7 here & i love that#but GIRL ….#DID YALL RLY HVE TO PAINT OVER THE BITCHES HAIR ?#WOULD A BROOM HAVE KILLED YALL ? anyway ALSO IT DOESNT EVEN HAVE A CABLE#& U HAVE TO HAVE A TV LICENSE HERE FOR THE FUCKING TV 😭😭😭😭#like ALSKALKSLAKSLSLKSLAK literally … decoration#that’s ugly as fuck and annoying as shit like why is it THERRREEEEEEEE#i’m having my mother bring an amazon fire stick when i meet in north carolina like next week so i can maybe hopefully use it somehow like#just as a SPEAKER EVEN#that would be GREAT bc i’m not paying for cable i don’t even watch netflix as is#like let me get this podcast on the tele ‼️‼️‼️#determined to get dishes done today#running low on weed BUT that 1 drug dealer w cancer & w/o a bladder im talking to he’s so fucking hot hopefully he actually has a connect#for me to get smack ALSKALKSLKSLKSLKSLKALAK
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still feel so vindicated by tpatd. i dont rly have proof of it but i always wanted tlq to be a bit of a strange beast but i was worried it conflicted w canon (the wraith in particular, and the lack of a visible mouth in his appearances) so i scrapped some ideas i had to make him more beastly so tpatd was such an incredible and welcome surprise
#stp spoilers#i know theres the whole 'fuck canon' thing and i support that but i tend to try rly hard to make my works as canon compliant as possible#it bothers me if i dont#which prob sounds strange from someone who draws objects w animal limbs#but that feels more like artistic interpretation of simple designs than contradictory#and i also just sorta felt like everyone else must be onto smth or know smth i dont so seeing the popular general design for tlq#made me think that it mustve been intended for him to be so humanlike#being wrong made me so excited i got nauseous when i got to see tpatd#love that the guy has a huge beak and a creepy smile#i love a character who acts very normal and personality wise is generally just Some Guy#but is actually a weird guy who is a little scary#ill post some of my art of him in a bit after i get some food#actually art too lol not just joke stuff#i gotta start populating this blog w art ive been making since i got back into the game#maybe even my animation wip.... gotta work on that#AND i gotta get my voice designs posted bc theyre not that out there but im happy w them and had fun making them!
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having a favourite band you love with your whole soul is so insane actually i could be sitting here in an absolutely horrible mood then put a collage song on spotify and be like. oh im normal now 👍 <- extremely normal and well adjusted thing to say. tbh
#asto speaks#started getting a little bit too emotional over the 南北 platonic breakup dont look at me#me,to my friend a while back: been catching up with the last two seasons of 密神 while im at the gym and it got me thinking about 南北 again#but like. only vaguely i swear im sure its fine#me now,not even a month later: oh maybe im really not normal about 南北 again actually#listen you gotta understand the last time i was like really In this fandom was like 2020-2021. PEAK 南北 era#i got introduced to the 院人 fandom through fucking 名学 season 2. peak fucking 南北 era#like werent they the top like CP on weibo at some point around there#me coming back now in 2025 is like. when your fantasy novel protagonist from a nice cute wholesome village leaves on a quest#and comes back to find the evil wizard has burned the entire village to the ground#like i was vaguely aware of the breakup back when it was happening but i wasnt rly paying attention to the fandom at that point#so yknow it could be worse. at least i didnt return to the village when it was actively on fire#but like wow. what in the world#???????????????????????
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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I PROMISE IM STILL ALIVE AND THAT I STILL LOVE THIS SHOW i just dont have time for podcasts rn :( innn the meantime did anyone ever think about fish n chips Edyn Edition alot alot alot orrrrr was that just me
#NO TAGS bc itsa small doodle. BURN!!! also rrrauauughh thinkinnn about edyn againnnn#like i dunno man i just think its rly funny if edyn just finds her mind wandering back over to gillions weird ugly friend#like... hes kinda cute... in an annoying boy sorta way....#I THINK THEY WOULD BE CUUUTE TOGETHERRRRR or atleast it would be cute to see them interract more#i just wwant those two locked in a high stress situation together#i also want edyn to eat people. i aalso want edyn to be just as violent as gill if not mmore. please.#I HAVA DOODLE PAGE but i wanna show it more love first b4 i post it anywhere. in the meantime u get this. u only get this .#unless u ask me very niciesss#i might ramble more here later if more thoughts come to mind. i GOTTA rewatch several riptide eps. but NO.#im gonna go watch rly stupid anime instead forever okay byeee love yoouu
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I never post about it here but since the one year anniversary of its conception was on July 5th i figured I'd post some drawings that i haven't shared here of my persona 4 older nanako AU


The last two drawings are unfinished but i figured I'd post them anyway cuz i like them :3
The story is in a very vague state right now but if you have questions about any of this please ask......i would love to talk about this with people.
The fact that it's been a year since i started working on it is crazy to me and I've improved a lot in various ways. I wish i posted about it here more but because the story is in such an early stage (and also cuz my art isnt that great) i feel afraid to put it on my blog :,) hopefully I'll post about it more now though cuz i really wanna start on developing a much more comprehensive plot to this which posting about it might be the extra push i need.
#peep the sixth image i did that shit in mspaint#also peep the older yu and yosuke designs!!! i finally did them a while ago and i really like them :)#im giving Yu a cane cuz I'm allowed to it's my AU and i get to give this mfer a mobility aid if i wanna#nanako's idol outfit took ten billion years to design but the final design made it worth it#another reason why the story isnt super comprehensive yet tho is cuz i wanna finish p4 arena (+ultimax)#cuz i wanna know how they bring back the midnight channel in that so i can figure out how to bring it back in this AU#also cuz there's just a lot of details and things i need to write before really starting to write it all out#i gotta rly get on it tho loll#persona 4#p4#nanako dojima#gremlin nanako au#art#i want this to reach more people but idk what tags to put......:')#persona 4 au#gremlin art#whatever lol idk how to do tags#yu narukami#yosuke hanamura#just realized theyre in this post so i can tag them lolll
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me, frothing at the mouth excited when i get a new comment notif on ao3 and its someone who has read the whole series and now it actually feels over. This fucking thing has been stuck in my brain since 2020 as i was writing the original. i dont think some people who read fanfic get it but comments are real important. i am just getting up in my feelings rn.
this is ur reminder to engage with the author!! we wanna know what you think or we would just keep that shit to ourselves!!!!

like this legitimately intimidated the fuck out of me and i got all weepy over it lmao
OH! also!! someone finally mentioned the art in it, I was starting to worry that was a mistake ;__; and THAT'S why commenting is important lol i was so ready to nuke all of the drawings out of the fic
#the amount of people who have contacted me to be like “i cant believe you made me like finnfern i hate you” is rly funny btw ily#a wonderful commenter is back and you gotta understand i am so flattered whenever they post on my stuff jfc blushing HARD#they didnt even like the ship and here they are leaving better comments than finncest shippers lol#ps u can get those ugly ass mismatched glasses on zenni i am in love with them it takes forever for people to notice lol
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Top 5 fruits or top 5 drawings you've done (totally not an excuse to see more cool art from you 😎❤️)
Hi hello!!! I’ll do top 5 drawings bc I don’t like many fruits 😭😭😭 (apples and pears take top spot)
This is in no particular I just perused my old sketchbooks and found the ones I like best :))


I rly love these two <3333 especially the one on the left. I went through a phase a year ago where I just found random people on Pinterest and drew them, and these are two of my favorites

Partial tugger design reveal…..oh no…..
Just kidding I resigned him slightly since I’ve drawn this but I’m thinking of redoing the hair on my redesign bc I love this so much…..sir….
Also ignore nibbly and wiggly off to the side there lol
Last two under the cut :)))))

I just think he’s neat :)))
His name is Ferdinand I think
And finally….

Michael Afton you will be forever famous….outing myself as a fnaf fan…..anyway ily Michael you’re so cool
#I GOT OUT OF SCHOOL EARLY THANKS TO EXAMS#SPEAKING OF EXAMS I JUST ACED TWO OF THEM#all of these are from last year except Tugger…..#man I was rly good at drawing faces there for a second#thanks for sending an ask!!!#man these are fun#dude I love art….so cool…..#I’ve gotta get back into the groove of things if I wanna draw my silly detectives#there’s a drawing of irratino that I was gonna put here but then I found the Michael one and I just had to include him#but I am quickly nearing the end of the school year and then I will be home fucking free to do whatever I want forever#immediately started having an anxiety when I stood up#be still my heart#no seriously be still I’m scared#anyyyyyhowwwww#sorah’s silly scribbles#cats the musical#the rum tum tugger#rum tum tugger#michael afton#art things#asks!!!!!!!
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When you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)!!!
I've been staring at this ask for what feels like 100 years. What a good exercise for me to actually think about myself lmao.
I don't let others apathy for certain situations stop me from sticking up for myself (and people that can't or won't stick up for themselves)
I'm passionate about my interests and I think that's fun
I'm very introspective and understand my emotions well
I care deeply about others
I can be pretty funny when I'm comfortable with people!
#this was rly hard ngl#gotta get back into thinking#lmaooo that makes me sound like i don't think#reply
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