#FP things
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I sometimes think about how I remember every single moment I spent with my FPs. Their words, the weather when we were alone talking, the birds chirping as I was chatting with them at 4 in the morning, what I ate that day, etc.
And they may not even remember my name now
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But what if I see them together for the first time and it ruins my life? Then what?
#fp things#guys idk but I might be seeing my fp with their (in a normal way) fp and idk if I will survive that#no I don’t think I could live that if she likes her better#AAAAAAAAA#head in the clouds
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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour
#bpd blog#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd#borderline pd#borderline things#borderline problems#living with borderline#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#being borderline#borderline culture is#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd feels#bpd safe#bpd culture is
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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired
#bpd thoughts#bpd blog#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd#bpd mood#bpd feels#bpd recovery#bpd meme#actually borderline#bpd stigma#bpd shit#bpd vent#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd fp#borderline thoughts#living with borderline#borderline problems#borderline things#borderline pd#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline personality problems#life of a borderline#being borderline#bpd struggles#bpd symptoms#bpd triggers
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Bpd win !
I have a (now ex) friend with BPD and she was constantly romanticizing BPD. I love rebzyyx's songs but she takes them to another level, constantly obsessing and basically getting such bad euphoria from her new boyfriend. I don't want the same to happen with me and my girlfriend, and she was just...idk. She would regularly brag about her ED and SH and even posted on her IG story that she wanted her GW to be (tw) 45 kg which is MY weight, and she knows that.
She's also been super fucking unhelpful when I try and vent to her, but when she vents to me i'm expected to just yk understand everything. She literally said that she was going to commit unalive if her gf broke up with her, then she sent me a text at fucking 11 pm saying they broke up and did not reply till the next day ✌️anxietyyyy
Anyway I was just so sick of it, she pressured me into showing her my SH and showed me hers UNWARRANTED in broad daylight. She bragged about SHing in class and letting other people see. She bragged about not eating anything & made it intentionally incredibly obvious. I get that she wants validation but that is honestly not my problem and I am not going to stick around someone who is bad for me just because they are dealing with shit (bc i am dealing with shit too)
So yeah, after our latest argument I just snapped and blocked her. And I'm so glad I did ngl, she was just a terrible fucking person to be around and just so soul draining. The way she melted into whoever she was dating was terrible. I know that the whole FP relationship thing and obsession but goddammit I am exhausted of this shit and I am so fucking tired of obsessing over people it is about FUCKING time that I obsess over myself and make MYSELF my new FP
This post was really fucking rambly and stuff but I just needed a place to vent and dump, also I'm just honestly really happy (not euphoric, ik how euphoria feels but this feels like more of a stableish normal joy ?) that she's gone, seriously. No more constant "your partner my partner," no more "look at my SH look at my ED" no more "whos trauma is worse" bullshit
This is also a post to cut off the person who is bad for you, the test is: if they were gone from your life, would you be good or worse? Worse = cut them out that's bullshit
#bpd#borderline personality disorder#bpd things#fp things#just fp things#bullshit#euphoria#relationships#partners#girlfriend#boyfriend#argument#snapped#blocked#soul draining#rebzyyx#tw#tw ed#tw weight#unalive#anxiety#advice#support#suicide#suicidal thoughts#just bpd things#happiness#borderline#actually cptsd#self destruction
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they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd shit#tw bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#bpd mood#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#fp bpd#bpd fp vent#borderline splitting#borderline problems#borderline relationship#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline things
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They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd blog#bpd shit#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd fp#borderline things#living with borderline#borderline blog#bpd meme#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#being borderline#cluster b#borderline personality disorder#borderline personality problems#borderline problems#borderline life
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i hate everyone and i wish i never made any connections to anyone
#bpd#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd shit#bpd thoughts#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#borderline pd#vent#bpd abandonment#abandonment issues#abandonment#borderline blog#bpd stuff#bpd blog#bpd fp#bpd intense#anger issues bpd#bpd things#bpd splitting#borderline problems#living with borderline#bpd split#bpd rage
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oh, ouch. tossing that in the ‘evidence you’re going to leave me’ pile
#the little things really pile up#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd safe#bpd vent#bpd fp#fp bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd fp vent#bpd thoughts#bpd blog#borderline personality disorder
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#borderline blog#bpd diary#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd vent#i hate bpd#borderline personality disorder#bpd#borderline pd#bpd fp#borderline favorite person#borderline splitting#borderline things#borderline problems#living with borderline#borderline thoughts#being borderline#bpd feels#bpd blog#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff#actually mentally ill#mentally unstable#attachment issues#delusional attachment#bpd attachment
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cute bpd things!!
paranoia
*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP
yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D
paranoia
mood depending on them
every text hurts or feels way too good
intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH
the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive
paranoia
fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3
"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"
becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention
never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back
cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME
oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself
"just leave. everyone does anyways"
5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever
*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?
dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had
paranoia
#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd fp#bpd problems#bpd safe#bpd shit#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd meme#bpd blog#bpd favorite person#bpd life#bpd mood#bpd feels#bpd tag#bpd things#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#fp bpd#favorite person#unhealthy attachments
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sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine
#bpd blog#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd culture is#bpd safe#living with borderline#being borderline#borderline culture is#actually borderline#borderline things#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline personality disorder#overreacting#anxitey#anxi4ty
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#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#lana is god#lana del rey#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#bpd#bpd fp#bpd thoughts#female hysteria#femcore#manic pixie dream girl#actually bpd#feminine urge#female rage#divine feminine#femcel#just girly thoughts#just girly things#girly stuff#girly#coquette dollete#gloomy coquette#2014 tumblr#2014 grunge#grungy aesthetic#pink blog#girly thoughts#girl interrupted
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I wish people could realise how hard their words are affecting me
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd culture is#bpd feels#bpd fp#bpd problems#bpd safe#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd blog#borderline things#living with borderline#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#being borderline#vent blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline culture is#actually borderline#borderline problems#personal vent#vent post#vent
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don’t talk to me if u didn’t rp as flame princess as a kid
#this was gonna be a multi post but considering this is the only thing i have after WEEKS well#and i’m slowly rewatching AT#adventure time flame princess#adventure time#adventure time fp#my art
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I am so fucking alone
I wish I deserved to be cared about.
#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#being borderline#borderline blog#black and white#bpd shit#living with borderline#borderline personality traits#bpd life#borderline things#bpd splitting#bpd awareness#bpd stuff#bpd blog#bpd favorite person#bpd feels#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd rage#bpd tag#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd safe#bpd#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#actually borderline#borderline problems#borderline
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