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#me#gremmin#@gremmin#complex ptsd#schizophrenic disorder#420 friendly#wiccan#420friendly#witch#medical marijuana#actually bpd#PTSD#BIPOLAR TYPE#schizoaffective
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there is only so much anger that a short person’s body can hold, and i have reached that limit !!/!!:!/&/&/!
#AHAHHHHH#):#bpd#schizoaffective#actually schizoaffective#bipolar type#actually adhd#actually bpd#actually neurodivergent#i am gonna throw something#a chair maybe#i want to cry#why am i so angry all the time#someone take me to a rage room#let me rage ):#cries
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I’m a mixed episode! Woo!
But really tho this is super dangerous for me because I have strong thoughts of self harm and suicide most of the time. Like right now. So yeah. Not good
#actually schizoaffective#bipolar type#bipolar#mixed episode#mania and depression#actuallymentallyill#mental illness
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I have Schizoaffective Disorder, does that count as ND? I saw that Schizophrenia was on the list, and I WAS originally diagnosed with that when I had my mental breakdown.
For those who don't know about Schizoaffective Disorder, it is a mental disorder. There are three types: Bipolar (Manic) Type [mix of Schizophrenia and Mania], Depressive Type [mix of Schizophrenia and Depression], and Mixed Type [a combination of all three].
I have Bipolar Type, personally. If you want more information, I will put some links to various sites explaining the disorder.
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Here is a list of famous people with Schizoaffective Disorder:
Brian Wilson
Catherine Zeta-Jones
Britney Spears
Vincent van Gogh
Louis Wain
Virginia Woolf
Allison Schmitt
John Nash
Jordan Burnham
Michael Angel
And there are more famous people with this disorder than this!
This is the story of a young woman who has struggled with Schizoaffective Disorder. It advocates the need to stay on your meds unless a psychiatrist says it is safe to do so.
Sorry for the really long re-blog, but I felt the need to teach people about this.
fuck it. shout out to "high functioning" neurodivergents
the ones who can mask easily, the ones who can get social cues, the ones who have managed to go most of their life not even knowing they were ND because they didn't present as the stereotypical ND person.
the ones who can pay attention in class, understand social etiquette, who understand societial expectations
the ones who don't feel neurodivergent enough bc they don't struggle in the same ways/areas a lot of NDs do, or they can't relate to other NDs' experiences because they always understood these things easily
the ones with high empathy, the ones who DO get the joke, the ones who are constantly told that they can't possibly be neurodivergent because they don't act like what you'd expect a neurodivergent person to act like.
you are neurodivergent enough. you are valid, and so are your experiences. not struggling as much as others do in some places doesn't mean you dont struggle at all. your condition and diagnosis is valid. your symptoms are valid. YOU ARE VALID. not checking all the supposed boxes doesn't mean you aren't neurodivergent. you are enough. you are valid. you are loved. you are valued. you matter. you belong in neurodivergent spaces, you deserve to use whatever resources are available to you, you are allowed to take up space in these communities. and i am so, so proud of you.
feel free to, and actually, i encourage you to reblog this with your experiences. we belong in this community as much as anyone else. please also tag this w/ any neurodivergent conditions i may have forgotten 💙
since this is getting lots of notes I'd like to add, even if you're undiagnosed or maybe self diagnosed, for whatever reason, (i.e. can't get access to a diagnosis, not being taken seriously, or just not wanting an official diagnosis, etc.) this still applies to you. actually especially to you folks. don't think for a second you're not valid just bc you don't have the paperwork or whatever to say it
#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#nd#autism#adhd#ocd#dyslexia#dyscalculia#asd#autism spectrum disorder#tourettes#tourettes syndrome#dyspraxia#hyperlexia#synesthesia#down syndrome#sensory processing disorder#schizophrenia#borderline personality disorder#bpd#schizoaffective disorder#bipolar type#depressive type#mixed type#Youtube
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People only care about mental health when you’re fully recovering
#landmine type#jiraiblogging#jirai#landmine girl#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd feels#bpd stuff#bpd blog#bpd fp#bpd safe#bpd yandere#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline culture is#borderline problems#borderline thoughts#borderline pd#living with borderline#borderline things#bipolar disorder#actually bipolar#bipolardepression#bipolor#bipolar thoughts#being borderline
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Who else thinks about mama boy Keigo, who under the right circumstances still got a chance to be with his mother, would be the biggest mama boy ever. He's the type to abandon you on a date randomly because his mother called and had a panic attack, the type to argue with her because she doesn’t believe you're good enough for her boy. And its not like shes a total angel either; shes really unstable, and Keigo had to mentally take care of her and pick her up from her high highs and low lows.
but this experience just makes him all the more a sweeter partner; he's so caring and nurturing in his own teasy way. It's like with you.. he can be himself and not that little boy stuck in a house his father made a hell, a memory that’ll haunt him forever.
<3 i don’t write at all but i had to share my thoughts
#rainn .ᐟ#hawks#hawks x reader#keigo takami x reader#keigo x reader#mha hawks#hawks smau#hawks smut#hawkshawkshawks#i also headcanon his mothers severely bipolar#mama boys save me#type to literally be so protective its sexy
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being diagnosed with something later in life is like. oh. so this is why i was lost. this is why i was hurt. this is why i was hated. this is the piece i knew was missing, but couldn’t name. now that name has been granted. and you sit in the doctor’s office chair. you stare at the insurance code. you wonder what could have been, had you known earlier. you wonder and wonder and wonder.
#not feels#mod jordan#this is ab my bipolar but ya#i’m sure any type of ND person diagnosed w something late can relate so posting it here
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The coffee I’ve made the last few days- electing to make it hot rather than over ice- has been pulling at my guts. While reading or attending to some task, I’ll smell it and the grief makes a sucking sound. It reminds me of the coffee I’d buy from the machine in the university basement- a warm, sweet comfort while I pored over my textbooks with my highlighters. I was one of the best students, one of the most eager. I aced tests and was asked by competitive classmates with knives in their eyes, “How did you do that?”
I try to remind myself that she is still there, despite how far from academia she’s been blown. Lacking purpose, other than survival, is painful and I was just about to be able to take the training wheels off and start living again (after 15 years). I had reached that level of stability. Would I have started listening to Marina and the Diamonds or M83 again? Start my aquarium hobby back up? Ponder going back to school for another degree or my master’s? Go to some writing clubs? Bake for people again? Last week’s hypomania, subsequent depression, facing abelism at work, panic attacks in the work bathroom yesterday and resulting ocular migraine told me, “No, not yet…if ever.” I squinted while I folded clothes and helped customers- I couldn’t see anything out of my right eye except a floating, scythe-shaped anomaly, the insides of it black, white, purple, flashing. How alone I felt. And scared.
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I’m so tired of everything. Someone save me.
#jirai kei#jiraiblogging#jiraiblr#landmine girl#landmineblr#mentally unstable#bipolor#jirai girl#lifestyle jirai#bipolar girl#landmineblogging#landmine type#jirai onna
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l lawliet may be the most accommodated autistic person on earth but his adhd is absolutely not medicated
#the adrenaline chasing the insane risk taking the cycles of mania and depression. and the sugar#I Know What You Are#l lawliet#after typing this all out i realized it applies just as well to bipolar. sure he can have that too
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hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.
yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.
because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.
but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.
because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."
and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.
is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.
just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.
#eliot posts#suicide mention#animal abuse mention#i guess#ive said similar before and i just said this in the tags of another post but it deserves its own post#i am fucking TIRED of reading this shit so often#i frequently block people for saying it#sometimes i report ppl over it too if they're shitty in other ways too#i luckily don't have the ''i'm a worthless piece of shit and deserve the death penalty'' flavour of depression#but i do have the ''life is endless suffering and i want to euthanize myself'' variety of depression (or. technically bipolar.)#and reading the phrase kys Feels Bad Man w my mental illness#and i have froends w the first type and i worry about them#and one of em has told me it does affect them quite negatively to read kys#so yeah! fucking stop it!
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I don’t talk about my mental health here much because well, this is mostly an autism page. But I think it’s good to bring awareness to all things. As some people know, I was recently sorta diagnosed with bipolar type Schizoaffective. It’s been a journey for sure. We’re still figuring out things and starting treatment. If it’s bipolar, it’s bipolar, if not, it’s another mood disorder similar to bipolar.
Hypomania has been something I have experienced multiple times but never realized was hypomania and thought it was simply ups from BPD, which I am formally diagnosed with. I never before realized that my days of being so high, weren’t BPD. However, hypomania has caused many things, and I’d like to talk about it.
Disclaimer: Hypomania is a Bipolar term. And is not something people with BPD or other mood disorders experience.
Hypomania has caused me to take on a religion I do not believe in and become obsessed with it. It’s a full on delusion. Hypomania has made it so I joined an online cult and put all my time into it. Hypomania has meant that I don’t sleep for days at a time (i sleep!! Just less than 3 hours at a time. More like naps.) I go high, do everything, do adventurous things and things I wouldn’t normally do, then I crash and sleep for a few hours, then I’m back at it again.
Hypomania is SCARY to me. It causes extreme paranoia, extreme mood swings, and extreme ups and downs in my moods.
It causes me to self harm, to hurt myself, to do things to my health that I wouldn’t in my right mind do. I won’t use my mobility aids, I’ll stop taking my medication, I’ll convince myself I’m unstoppable. I’ll walk miles even though my body can’t physically handle it. I’ll be in less chronic pain, if any, and therefore think I’m cured and on top of the world. I think I’m superior, I get shit done that I haven’t done in months and manically clean, organize, and yeah. My hypomanic episodes are not for the weak.
I get frustrated easily, I say rude things, I ruin, or almost ruin relationships with my carelessness and anger. I think of breaking up with my fiancé, even though I love them very much and would NEVER want to do that.
Hypomania is not a silly thing. I almost ruin my life EVERY SINGLE TIME. It’s hard to deal with hypomania. It’s hard to deal with me when I’m hypomanic. I’m hyper, I’m high. I’m all over the place. My heart races, and I feel like I just took a drug. I’m not myself. Me hypomanic is NOT me.
I wish more people realized that hypomania wasn’t just some silly thing, that it wasn’t something that is just silly goofy intrusive thoughts that you do. That it wasn’t just dying your hair and spending some money. (Although some people do that during hypomanic, it’s just so much more than that!!!) Hypomania is life changing. Realizing you’re hypomanic is life changing. Realizing that all your life those big highs and lows were something is life changing.
Don’t undermine hypomania. Don’t say that it’s not life ruining. Don’t say that it’s not “that bad”. It’s bad. Some people experience more calm hypomanic episodes, and I have DEFINITELY experienced more calm ones. But my hypomania is extreme most of the time. Let’s stop undermining hypomania. It’s a lot, and I wish more people realized that.
#zebrambles#schizoaffective bipolar type#bipolar#might be bipolar?#hypomania#hypomanic#mood disorder#moods#actually schizoaffective#Schizoaffective disorder
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Neurodiversity: Terms to Know
Gràinne Warren Play Therapy
#neurodivergence#terms to know#neurodiversity#actually neurodivergent#types of neurodiversity#autism#adhd#epilepsy#OCD#ptsd#dyspraxia#dyscalculia#down syndrome#bipolar#dyslexia#feel free to share/reblog#Grainne Warren Play Therapy (Facebook)
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I don't know how to live like this anymore
#mentally unstable#im sad and angry#actuallytraumatized#anxiety attack#bipolar disorder#bpd#actually bpd#depression#suicidal#depressed#panic attack#hurting#sad girl#bipolar type 2#psychotic disorders#self harm
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moodboard for when the manic episode kicks in
#i felt it hit right as i was typing a bunch of insane tags on a post i'm queueing. i had to whittle them way down#shebbz shoutz#gifs#bipolar#actually bipolar
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"can i be happy" i ask my therapist
"u prob will be diagnosed w bpd or bipolar when ur 18" said my therapist who was actually the u prob will be diagnosed w bpd or bipolar when ur 18 guy
#sob#LET ME BE HAPPY I WILL KMS#jiraiblogging#lifestyle jirai#lifestyle landmine#jirai lifestyle#landmine lifestyle#landmineblogging#landmine type#irl jirai#jiraiblr#landmineblr#bpd safe#bipolar disorder#bpd#cluster b safe#actually mentally ill
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