#Adhd anon mod

[thatgirlfluxwoman]

AHHHHHHH-!! What makes me so happy is that I don't even know (not happy abt not knowing you I would so love to get to know you!!) you but you enjoy the posts I make and decided to tags me. I'm happy bc It means that I'm finally being reconized withought me having to know the person directly on here. Ughhhhh I do not remember. I think I was like "Don't bully me for this. I've liked them for years now. (Has had a Miraculous enjoyment since 2020)

Uh i don't remember a lot of ppl so, @blanca815 @baxter-science-fish @ask-velvette-official @artsy-anonymous

Last sentence tag game

RULES: Post the last sentence you wrote (fanfic / original / anything) and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence.

Tagged by @lurkingshan and I haven't really written anything in a bit, so have a little peak at the latest entry into my always growing notes app

And in the end, heroes and villains don't matter, because only the strongest survive.

Tagging @dimplesandfierceeyes, @waitmyturtles, and @anixknowsnothin to play, no pressure of course!

[adhd-culture-is]

Sorry for the heavy one but. sometimes Adhd culture is so sick & tired of being sick & tired.

Not being able to do the things you want & need to Exclusively because you want & need to. Always feeling crippled with indecision. Feeling humiliated and childish because you keep up with the demands of adulthood like your peers. Being seen as stupid because people can’t understand there’s a difference between scattered & dumb, because functionally, too many thoughts to express clearly looks the same as no thoughts at all.

Being taken less seriously for symptoms, and less seriously yet when you tell them it’s because of adhd. Even people you love will manage to hit a sore spot in good-natured teasing, and yknow, you don’t want people to think your sensitive or walk on eggshells around you. You don’t want people to hide what they really think of you. But by god that rejection sensitivity starts rejection sensitivity-ing. And you think about it for weeks.

Love all the positive posts. Hate to be the doom-and-gloom ask. But god sometimes it’s hard

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[girls-band-headcanons]

The universe of Bandori has a higher rate of autism and other kinds of neurodiversity than the real world.

Tae, Moca, Eve, Aya, Maya, Hina, Ako, Rinko, Nanami, Mashiro, Rokka and Tomori are all on the spectrum in one way or another.

Kasumi, Moca, Maya, Hina, Ako, Hagumi, Kokoro, and Chu2 could all have some form of ADHD or ADD.

The reason that a lot of wacky stuff occurs compared to the real world, is that people with ND traits affect the world more, and I mean this in a good way. An example of a thing that only occurs in Bandori is a billionaire girl who cincerely wants to make the world smile. Real billionaires don't work like that :P

Mod Fusion: AGREED! CANON!

[adhd-culture--is]

questioning adhd culture is getting ready to draw then suddenly switching to discord then switching to twitter then switching to tumblr then i draw 1 (one) doodle then immediately erase it then look at discord again then

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[askadhdanon]

I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate I'm not going to fixate

[holder-culture-is]

ADHD holder is popping up behind people in front and going “Can we watch the archeology man…” as if I’m not billions of years older than everyone here :]

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Archeology is so cool, I don’t blame you!! The past is super fun to learn about, no matter how old you are! I mean, I’m over a trillion, but I still love learning about everything that happened before! So yeah, go watch the archeology man, 🎨!

[the-witchs-cafe]

I saw you said Kieran would witch out. What do you think he’d be like as a witch?

Gonna answer this real real quick before a lecture starts- I would be lying if I didn't say that, alongside the Hau essay that is in the works rn, I haven't been gathering resources for Kiki's witch form and have a semi-realized vision of it. His struggles, his grudges, his character development- the potential is there.

So, while I am suffering over the Hau megapost, I can't see why I couldn't share the barebones ideas I got for Kiki's warlock so early!

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Since his development is most demonstrated by his Dipplin evolving into a Hydrapple, I believe a good base for him is "a hollow beast with a thousand faces"; someone who had abandoned the person he was in order to adopt an identity needed to win. Over time, alas, his original self has faded away; leaving behind a formless husk.

The topic on a monster with multiple faces also paves way for the mention of a certain demon in the Ars Goetia; Bune, one of the dukes of Hell possessing three heads; two dragon faces and the one on the center being a human's. Bune is known to be able to move spirits from their graves, grant wishes, and possessing over 30 legions of demons under his command.

Move the dead from their graves, huh? Sounds a lot like his poisonous grudge reviving the loyal three!

So, a multi-headed monstrosity with a kabuki mask in the middle; concealing a hollow shell where his real face was supposed to be. That is terrifying of a witch concept on its own- but, wait, there is more!

After all, a witch needs a reason to target mankind, whether it is in the form of active grudges or a consequence of them stumbling into their ever-lasting nightmare. In Kieran's case, I think it is definitely the active case; he wants to "win", to become strong- that is the whole reason as to why he had abandoned his old identity. In his search for a more resilient, formidable mask, he targets those who have come this far into his labyrinth; the people and magi who have perished by his own hands. After all, his barrier is difficult enough to traverse through- those who made it this far should be strong/intelligent enough to find the center; his residence.

You can see where I am going to with this; he rips out the faces of his victims, magi or otherwise, and turns them into masks symbolizing the most common trend in every lie they have ever uttered.

His nature would more than likely be "obsessive"; what better word is out there that can describe his one-sided kinship with Ogerpon devolving into the sole desire to defeat the MC? His karmic destiny would be enough to nuke BB Academy off the map if he wanted to. (E x - C h a m p i o n), but, really, that is all there is to his power levels.

Bune, the Warlock of Masks, with an Obsessive nature...that's almost perfect!

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His barrier, well, this one might be tricky! Seeing that it is the mental landscape of the magi before/as they became a witch, I think Kieran's deep desire to defeat the MC, driven by the desire for vengeance towards them and his family for deceiving him, I doubt it would be a cakewalk to traverse through.

The first thing that came to mind was the phrase "smoke and mirrors"; perhaps a mirror maze is present in the inner-most sanctums of the labyrinth? Half truths slowly devolving into the bitter lies he and the rest of Kitakami just ate up for most of their lives- concealing the weak and pathetic "Kiki" that he used to be, what a fitting cycle of torment this is!

Since one of his fondest memories is reading about the tale of the Loyal Three and sympathizing with the ogre of the tale - seeing that he, too, was an outcast just like her -, elements from the Festival of Masks is also involved; where else would all the other masks he had cast away in favor for the newest one end up? It is a haunting display; seeing the interior of these exaggerated, demonic masks and finding muscles and veins still attached to them...you drop the one that was in your hands almost immediately; the sight was more than sickening.

As for familiars, I think their role is to play as the characters from the tale; re-enact the story time and time again with him as the ogre. The pain is real; he can't ever change the course of destiny even if his heart wished to do so. He'd thrash against them, pin them to the ground, throw them to the wall- but it always ends in the same way, with him fleeing back to his sanctum, looking for more masks to make him stronger. They resemble Carmine, Drayton, and the MC.

[avpdcultureis]

Avpd + adhd fueled rsd culture is fidgeting w someone you trusted a little more than average, them saying "stop that" (they had good reason to), then instantly curling in and going stiff as a board. Why did i think that was ever a good idea?? Sigh

#📖⛓️ anon (i think thats the right order at least)

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[traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors]

Hi, not a trauma related question, I hope it is still fine.

I have this - not so uncommon - "mindset" that, when I have one appointment that day, the rest of the day is "waiting for it".

That is really annoying but doesn't happen that often. Now I made an arangement with my mom, she'll bring over the dog for one day a week. And I originally thought "Having the dog here one day of the week (/have a change of my routine for one day of the week) is fine and could be fun." But she will bring the dog on i.e. Tuesday evening and pick her up Wednesday evening. So I feel like I lose my Tuedays aswell with "waiting for something that happens at 10pm". Which makes no sense because I only have a loose routing until afternoon, so she doesn't even interfere with it.

And today she asked "Can I bring her on Wednesday evening and pick her up Friday morning, since I have an appointment in your vicinity on Friday?" Of course this makes sense but my thoughts are just "I lose my whole week!" because Wednesday and Friday feel lost for me aswell. Though the dog doesn't do anything, my mom doesn't, I don't have plans or a routine for that time. It is just my mindset and it needs to stop! I just don't know how..

Hey there,

That is definitely a thing! It's called "waiting mode" wrt ADHD, though I've heard/seen it described in difference ways as well. It also affects people with trauma, autism, depression, etc. Here's a great article on it, which includes a TLDR and coping tools for this phenomenon: Waiting mode: why your ADHD brain has time anxiety

Some tips they included were:

Reduce anxiety through a brain dump:

Brain dumps help you capture as many thoughts or uncertainties as you can on a single page.

‍Focus on quantity, not quality

Organization and appearance aren’t necessary at this stage. Get it out of your head and onto the paper or screen.

Use mindfulness to let the negative thoughts pass:

By being mindful of what’s happening inside your brain - and observing your thoughts without getting consumed by them - you can cope more effectively with general anxiety — waiting mode in particular.

Start with an activity that requires little effort:

Waiting mode can hinder productivity because starting a task means you also have to figure out how to transition to your appointment later on. This may not seem like a big deal, but transitions (task-switching) can be incredibly challenging for people with ADHD.

With executive dysfunction making it hard to find the energy to start a task, it’s easy to understand how waiting mode can cause ADHDers to get stuck. 

I hope this helps! Take care.

[habitual-creatures]

What's your opinion on coffee? :3

It's early in the morning and I'm bored rn!!

- 💜 anon

WELL... COFFEE, THE ACTUAL DRINK I'M NOT PARTICULARLY FOND OF UNLESS IT IS ESPRESSO.

CAFFIENE, HOWEVER I ENJOY A LOT.

ENERGY DRINKS, SODA, YOU NAME IT. IT FEELS FUN TO GET ALL THAT ENERGY.

IT'S A SHAME BECAUSE OF EVAN THAT MOST OF THE TIME CAFFEINE JUST MAKES US BOTH TIRED...

[the-npd-culture-is]

(Questioning, for covert NPD specifically) Thank you for this blog. I'm an AuDHD person who exhibits cluster B traits and am reading resources as to how a person with a cluster B personality FEELS their symptoms, rather than how the symptoms can inconvenience other people

Even if it turns out I don't have NPD proper, I'll continue following because I feel seen. It's nice to see similar experiences and go "oh thank GOD, someone else feels the same"

hehe you're welcome! and yeah, seeing how other people with a certain disorder experience life and said disorder is often more helpful for a self diagnosis than seeing the medical definition alone. it is partially why i made this blog actually, both to connect with other people with npd and help other npd people to connect with each other, but also for me and my self discovery.

[ask-steven-stevenson]

hey Jake what was high school like for u ?

"Not horrible. Though it wasn't the best. To be fair, I had struggles to deal with. However, I was able to get some help. Who knew that having trouble focusing actually had a name? Anyways. Sure, I had struggles, but with the right motivation and shit? It became a little easier. For example, I put like some kinda system, or well STARTED a system. Anyway, it was basic things. Especially for homework. Something about after a few pages of work, you can take an hour break so you don't overwork your brain. Yknow?"

“Doubt that makes sense, but. Yknow.”

[adhd-culture-is]

adhd culture is eating apricots for the dopamine and hurrying to get started on homework before it wears off

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[girls-band-headcanons]

I HAVEN'T SEEN MORFONICATION YET, but I've seen ALL morfonica histories (most sane morfonica fan ever) and I can agree that Mashiro also has maladaptive daydreaming! Like, the way she just imagines things around her (especially on the new EN event and in morfonication) like she can ""see"" what she basically feels about certain things (ALSO MASHIRO IS PROBABLY AUTISTIC TOO AND HAS HYPERFOCUS ON MARINE LIFE IN GENERAL)

Mod Fusion: AHDHtistic maladaptive daydreamer Mashiro real!

[adhd-culture--is]

(hopefully this isnt too nsfw -- sorry!)

adhd4adhd culture is wanting to have fun sexy times but having to stop for ten minutes to try and find the lube 😭😔

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[askadhdanon]

Break.

Hey. So I'm gonna possibly make this as short as possible. I'm uh...I'm gonna be taking a break. Not like oh I'm gonna vanish from the face of the earth for multiple months. No. More like I'm going to be taking more of a Semi-Break. I'll still be active on here, but I'll be more dry with my interactions.

What I'm going to be doing is mainly reblogs and possibly an ask or two on a few blogs. Like maybe for the alastor blog, or a ENA blog I'm on. But mainly I'm gonna be quite dry. I might be dry with DM's as well. It's not you guys it's just...I've just been feeling really down recently and haven't really felt happy per say roleplaying. I just haven't had motivation for anything to roleplay or to even just be myself on here. It's been becoming harder and harder and these past few days I've been offline for multiple hours of the day. And I know myself so I know this is a sign I should take a break and take a breather. I really hope you all can understand this and that you understand that I just need a bit to recover. Issues with personal past mental health problems have been slightly resurfacing and I just need time to deal with it and such. Again I really hope you guys can understand why I need a bit of time to myself and need to take a bit of a break. Bye guys!! I'll see you when I feel better!! People I most likely need to inform about this: @askthequeen, @blanca815, @baxter-science-fish, @artsy-anonymous, @ask-velvette-official, @ragsdolly, @alastor-the-demon, @soullesspaci, @ask-ragatha-tadc/@walnutcookiesstuff, @ask-muslim-anon and @ask-little-pomni. Bye guys!! You all mean so much to me and never doubt that like ever!! I just need a breather and when I come back I'll be in tip top shape to RP as ADHD!! again!!