#avpd culture is

[spirallingdown]

Lonely as fuck but I cant talk to my friends because I feel like I'm annoying and they all hate me (i have no reason to feel this way my friends are amazing)

[avpdcultureis]

(questioning) AVPD culture is starting and ending every single sentence with ‘I think’ because god forbid you sound decisive or assertive about Anything Ever

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[comorbidpersonalitydisorders]

AvPD + H/NPD is the worst combination ever 0/10 do not recommend, give me attention but do fucking Not perceive me

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[avpd--culture-is]

avpd culture is knowing everything about everyone but no one knowing anything about you

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[cluster-c-pds-culture-is]

dpd (& possible avpd) culture is losing yourself in others and then isolating finding nothing recognisable about yourself.

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[lonelyworld]

an avpd soundtrack

[catz-brainz1234]

Avpd culture is

Why am I so scared to see my friend

[galaxysystemm]

Avpd culture is deleting your posts out of embarrassment when no one interacts with them

[avpdcultureis]

AVPD culture is trying so hard to keep up friendships, but never knowing how to keep conversations because what if i say the wrong thing and they start to hate me?

... and then you end up disappearing for hours, then a day, and suddenly you're not sure if they are upset with you for disappearing or not, but the fear of talking to them outweighs everything else.

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[comorbidpersonalitydisorders]

npd + avpd culture is look at me look at me pay attention to me. no stop not anymore dont do that go away stop perceiving me stop that

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[avpd--culture-is]

avpd culture is i will avoid everyone so there's nobody to offend! sure im lonely. im very lonely.. but nobody can hate me this way!!!

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[cluster-c-pds-culture-is]

avpd culture is internal anxieties becoming accepted certainties then eventually irritants. ('my friends may not like me very much?' eventually turns into 'my friends hate me.' which then turns into 'well can they stop pretending to like me. this is irritating. why are we dragging this out if you don't actually like being near me.') avpd culture is also, in that case, having to occasionally do a net reset where you remind yourself that you made literally all of that up, and no, your friends who like interacting with you are not demons sent to torment you. you just have friends. they like talking to you. it's pretty normal. hardly a hard concept to grasp, honestly.

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[sadistic-softie]

Constantly worried that I'm not enough

Constantly worried that I'm a burden

Constantly worried that I'm doing it all wrong

Constantly worried I'm accidentally hurting someone

Constantly worried I don't spend enough time with them

Constantly worried they think I secretly hate them

Constanly worried about being a bad person

Constantly doubting my trauma and abuse

Constantly doubting myself in general

Am I stupid? Am I lazy? Am I lying to myself?

I can't tell if you're mad at me? And I don't wanna know???

Scared to spend time with people I love because I'm worried I'm gonna get socially overwhelmed and they'll think that it's actually because I don't like them or don't wanna hang out with them or secretly hate them-

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[nebuvoid]

i want avpd to be the next new trend. like yeah its annoying how everyone is adhd autism this and that right now but at least its spreading awareness. i need people to know just how debilitating it is im constantly ruining my own plans, standing in my own way and unable to fight the urge to avoid like this can and will ruin your career and social life and yet even within mental healthcare its often unknown or disregarded

[spirallingdown]

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I have bpd and avpd

I have an obsession with cats that will probably be the end of me

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