#avpd culture is

[spirallingdown]

Lonely as fuck but I cant talk to my friends because I feel like I'm annoying and they all hate me (i have no reason to feel this way my friends are amazing)

[avpdculture]

avpd culture is believing no one will perceive/think negatively of you if you don't interact, only to find out everyone actually just thinks you're arrogant and stand-offish instead.

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[avpdcultureis]

(questioning) AVPD culture is starting and ending every single sentence with ‘I think’ because god forbid you sound decisive or assertive about Anything Ever

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[comorbidpersonalitydisorders]

AvPD + H/NPD is the worst combination ever 0/10 do not recommend, give me attention but do fucking Not perceive me

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[cluster-c-pds-culture-is]

questioning avdp culture is getting hit with “so you never had a deep relationship with anyone?” on a second visit to a therapist. like. i thought what i had were deep relationships...

(the therapist were right btw, they weren't)

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[avpd--culture-is]

avpd culture is knowing everything about everyone but no one knowing anything about you

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[lonelyworld]

an avpd soundtrack

[catz-brainz1234]

Avpd culture is

Why am I so scared to see my friend

[avpdculture]

AVPD (+ autism) culture is getting so freaked out by the idea of people caring for you that you believe they're just pretending if/when they show it. it is not trusting anyone, especially when they make you feel affirmed or at all good. because you know it is a matter of time before they'll change their mind about you for whatever reason, so you destroy any chance for anything mutual to even begin to begin. not having anyone hurts less than having and losing people.

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[avpdcultureis]

AVPD culture is trying so hard to keep up friendships, but never knowing how to keep conversations because what if i say the wrong thing and they start to hate me?

... and then you end up disappearing for hours, then a day, and suddenly you're not sure if they are upset with you for disappearing or not, but the fear of talking to them outweighs everything else.

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[comorbidpersonalitydisorders]

stpd and avpd culture is fuck i'm being watched, im being hunted and observed, but who could possibly care about me enough to want to do that?

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[cluster-c-pds-culture-is]

questioning avpd culture is wondering if you even really have it because you have friends, but all of them are online and you still put up thick walls between you and them let alone making friends in real life because everyone you meet in real life is disappointing. and it's not *that* bad right? sure you feel viscerally uncomfortable when you get complimented and you don't believe them anyway but you can go outside and hold conversations with people even though you rarely initiate and you try to end them as quickly as possible

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[avpd--culture-is]

avpd culture is i will avoid everyone so there's nobody to offend! sure im lonely. im very lonely.. but nobody can hate me this way!!!

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[galaxysystemm]

Avpd culture is deleting your posts out of embarrassment when no one interacts with them

[sadistic-softie]

Constantly worried that I'm not enough

Constantly worried that I'm a burden

Constantly worried that I'm doing it all wrong

Constantly worried I'm accidentally hurting someone

Constantly worried I don't spend enough time with them

Constantly worried they think I secretly hate them

Constanly worried about being a bad person

Constantly doubting my trauma and abuse

Constantly doubting myself in general

Am I stupid? Am I lazy? Am I lying to myself?

I can't tell if you're mad at me? And I don't wanna know???

Scared to spend time with people I love because I'm worried I'm gonna get socially overwhelmed and they'll think that it's actually because I don't like them or don't wanna hang out with them or secretly hate them-

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[nebuvoid]

i want avpd to be the next new trend. like yeah its annoying how everyone is adhd autism this and that right now but at least its spreading awareness. i need people to know just how debilitating it is im constantly ruining my own plans, standing in my own way and unable to fight the urge to avoid like this can and will ruin your career and social life and yet even within mental healthcare its often unknown or disregarded