#3 am ramblings idk

[i-am-an-atomic-bomb]

the difference between frank and gerard is that when tumblr gays say they wanna fuck frank it’s elektra complex and when they say they wanna fuck gerard it’s oedipus complex cause they’re a certified milf

[swimmingclassicrockpizzawombat]

I have a question for you.

Do you still think I'm Satan himself?

The last real time we spoke you told me

I was the worst person you'd ever met

That I was incapable of change

And you made it clear that you would never

Forgive me, and I mean ever

For anything I've ever done

Even when I miss you so much

And yeah I know you won't read this

You don't want to hear from me

Not anymore

Not ever

Now that for you I am death

You won't care anyway

No matter what I have to say

But I still cant get those words out of my head

Saying I can't change

Saying things will always be the same

And you say that even when

You know I have tried looking for help

You know I don't like being this way

That I am in so much pain

So tell me why then

You say and think I never cared

When for me you were my best friend?

And I tried to always be there?

Tell me why then

Do you think so low of me when

I think so very highly of you?

[caruliaa]

staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%

grace image os i get to look at her

[rfeb]

to me, you are always my black sorrow 🌠

[sunnymainecoon]

I know damn well I misunderstood the assignment but we roll, I'll understand it some day

It's killer and dust btw. If you couldn't tell. Which you probably couldn't.. forgor to say but shhh 🤫 Killers having a convo with himself..

..I kinda wanna change my url but idk to what

[verflares]

collection of some loz origin au stuff i've been chipping away at for awhile now ^_^ with a healthy amount of dunmeshi insp for good measure LOL (the ooccoo isnt relevant she's just here for size comparison purposes)

feat my beloved good friend @linkvcr's hylia design also. because i am obsessed with her and you should be too 🫵

[coatl-cuddles]

" WIP DELETE LATER 🤪🤪🤪" ok who gaf?

[amogus-real-not-clickbait]

part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]

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and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!

if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd

go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3

[glitchedcosmos]

You know, I would love it if we get to see shadows medical failure guilt expanded on, it makes sense he would have a lot , he has a lot of deadly, raging guilt inside of him, survivors guilt, creation guilt, the guilt of past mistakes that almost destroyed entire planets ect, and the guilt of failing someone you were medically responsible for. I want too see that guilt of failure expanded on, Shadow is the ultimate cure, he sees himself as a tool, a weapon, a twisted distortion of a miracle for someone else, a creation to surpass all else for no one but his friend, pushing himself through endless tests, doing anything he was told to do for the sake of his only friend, his best friend, the only true friend he’d know for a long time. The weight of pressure and anxiety crushing him out of fear of failing Maria , not being able to save her from the conditions she faced, not being able to cure her, not living up to the only worth he was created to have. I want to see that expanded on , I want to see how absolutely crushing that guilt of failure is, during their time on the Ark, and the awful , doubled up guilt of the aftermath , the guilt of it all rooted in his most familiar failure. its a important part of his story, and I for one would love to see it expanded on .

[bandtrees]

they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one

alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way

[rbtlvr]

(text from this post, fic is little kid with a big death wish by @remedyturtles)

i'm genuinely not sure where to start here - ig first of all this fic is absolutely incredible and if you somehow haven't read it yet you absolutely should!

okay. man. rem, this fic means so so much to me and i'm so glad i got to be here for it. i think this is one of those fics that'll stick with me years down the line even if one day i'm not into tmnt anymore, one i'll come back to over and over again

your writing has touched so so many people myself very much included, and i just. want to thank you so much for writing this fic and thank you for sharing it. you're an amazing writer and an amazing person and i'm lucky to know you. i can't wait to see what you do next

[i-may-be-an-emu]

WHAT AM I MEANT TO SAY WHEN PEOPLE ASK ABOUT MY HOBBIES LIKE OH. IM VERY OBSESSED WITH AN IMPROV GROUP FROM LONDON. YEAH WHEN I THINK ABOUT THEM I SMILE LIKE A MANIAC AND I’VE CRIED BECAUSE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?

[strandedtoodeep]

no intelligent thoughts only thinking about what will happened if Logan and Wade were stuck in the backrooms?

Idk why but this obsesses me???? Both because it would be so fucking funny AND absolutely terrifying at the same time but also can you imagine Logan being so lost and confused, Wade who knows everything about the backroom because ofc he does (why, how, nobody knows) and leading the way on top of explaining EVERY BIT of the lore to Logan?

sorry i needed to talk about this and expel it from my system i swear

[ghostly-idiot]

side order was obviously psychological and physical pain for 8 (what else is new) but have you ever thought about how much fun they could've had in certain levels?

mostly with the fact the ∞-ball levels can be a nice session of exposure therapy considering 8 has been an unintentionally traumatized 8-ball murderer for however long they were in the metro (aka: the balls no longer fall!! they're saved!! its a late squidmas miracle!!!!), and also they can occasionally watch from afar as the battering lentos (big boi fishes) somehow solve things while playing with it.

there's also the fact two of the bosses sing BANGERS. absolute icons of their generation. where would we all be without the new idols that are my bois asynchronous rondo and pinging marciale???

also 8 gets to witness the true power of gay moms in the elevator of all places with a very done with life sanitized dj who might as well be their sassy aroace cousin who most definitely talks shit about everyone /j

tl;dr side order is peak comedy at times and fanon 8 should be shown to have at least a bit more fun than ive seen.

imma leave you with this tiktok i found that tempted me to make a character out of the one parallel bobot lookin guy cuz honestly why not

[biocrafthero]

My hands became sullied with hope.

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[rain-harmonia]

Love love love the narrative of revenge in Astarion’s story! A lot of ‘revenge’ stories like to preach about the double edged sword, forgiveness, being no better than them, etc etc etc. BOOOOOOO BORING! Baldur’s Gate 3 says kill your abuser!!! (I know this also comes into play with other characters like Karlach w/ Gortash, but my brain has a rot so I’m talking about Astarion specifically here)

Like, the game is sooo heavy on choices and morality and such. But it is never for a single moment a question of “should Astarion kill Cazador?” Astarion is going to kill him! It’s just going to happen. It’s a given. It’s the known outcome of his story from the moment you learn about Cazador. Killing Cazador isn’t even related to Astarion’s tipping point of losing himself. It’s the ritual that focuses on that.

“You’re right, I can be better than him” is never about not killing Astarion’s abuser. It’s about not sacrificing seven thousand souls in the pursuit of power.

I just always love to see a revenge narrative that never even brings up the concept of taking the high road or whatever!