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flumpermergen · 4 months ago

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‼️‼️‼️Azul’s live breakdown canon (gone wrong, police called)‼️‼️‼️

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thatfantasylovingdork · 10 months ago

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Me: imma listen to a comparison of all Starscream's voice actors cuz I need to hear his voice right now 😍

Me, after listening: oh god Steve Blum does a SEXY voice, that's it I'm done I got turned on by a robot, lol what is wrong with me

#transformers #funny #maccadam #Starscream #voice acting #whyyyy #it’s too bad he wouldn’t be into me if he was real #because I am very into him #my favorite types of Starscream voice seem to be shrieky and high pitched or extremely sexy and seductive #I don’t like when his voice sounds masculine #it just doesn’t fit him #god I really gotta watch tfp soon #I’m gonna be in sexy voice heaven #Steve Blum’s Starscream reminds me a bit of Pitch from ROTG #that same kind of sexy smarmy British voice that makes me hot and bothered #screw you Jude Law #ugh #I’m so pathetic lol

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rivilu · 27 days ago

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ok you know. the Ellu in dav crossover au is very fun but i am a little bit enchanted by the concept of him AND Rynn at once. Best of both worlds in a sense.

#posts that sound like noise to everyone but me fdjgfd #but like. yeah rynn gets to be the main leader and have an emotional connection to the world he's fighting for #while not keeping emotional distance from everyone around him jkgfh #but then you ALSO have Ellu there to make some of the tougher choices that Rynn doesn't fully trust himself to make / would come to regret #(cough minrathous/treviso cough)#and willing to shelter the blame of it too so the guilt doesnt eat Rynn alive #and companion wise Rynn would actually know what the fuck to say to Taash for example. whereas Ellu is. *gesturing vaguely*#not equipped to understand these conversations. guy barely has a sense of personhood if that- much less knows what gender is #i feel like it makes all the companion dynamics so much more interesting actually #balancing out Rynn's kind naivete with a more experienced but also much more unhinged perspective fjkgdf #wait did i just invent Alistair and Orion dynamic 2.0. ...you saw nothing fdjghdf #yeah nah not really Orion is VERY different but funnily enough would approve of Ellu's choices way more than Rynn's 😭rip little guy #but yeah the companion arcs..#some pushback on Bellara freeing the archive because unlike them both Ellu's not saddled with misplaced guilt about the ancient elves #some pushback on the griffons going back to the wardens because. Ellu's not biased 😭#(though i still think they have a much better infrastructure for breeding them and ensuring they survive so Rynn could win that argument)#ellu and rynn being the angel and devil on harding's shoulders during her quest fkgj (not that one option is bad but you get the joke)#ellu getting psychic damage after hearing the concept of lichdom is a good thing here etc #also what the situation would be with Solas in two Rook world. all potential options are hysterical #Do they BOTH communicate with him in the fade prison? they both hate his ass - does he get twice the amount of bullying?#Ellu by the standards of his world probably counts as a spirit with a body in dragon age- so how does this affect things?#does Solas hear 'THAT'S your god of trickery??? pathetic' from what he sees as a spirit of chaos #and does that give him a teensy existential crisis fghhdfgh #also fun because ellu's age is intentionally impossible to gauge because fey time bullshit but could very well be in the thousands #on technicality of time dilation at the very least #so placing that little idiot in this world is SO fun.. so many options..#'wah wah i'm the dread wolf I have no spine when i have to do what's right but my slaver girlfriend doesnt agree #but i will end a world inhabited by people because they're mortal now and i dont see them as people :( ' GET A GRIP GRADPA #-> said by guy who may be older than him

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widevibratobitch · 2 months ago

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nothing sad but i need to bitch and im tired and need to frow up

#someone's eating mcdonalds on the train. oh the guy next to me actually. i really am gonna throw up #anyway killing god for not giving me perfect pitch ig we're just doing some pathetic sight reading today #then again its not like the third lady is much more than pretty much just a continuous bass line but there are Words too and quite Fast #and idk why im so nervous about Not Being 100% prepared if none of these people ever do their fuckin job.#and i love the third lady more than anything but i do think its a bit of a dick move to make me learn the entire second lady part last time #when i literally begged for the third one. and NOW to be like 'you're doing third lady btw. oh and the queen of the night too btw'#and god i WISH it was because of my incredible primadonna assoluta skills and amazing vocal range lmao #but its just because those other teletubbies cannot be fucking trusted to learn their shit :)))))#the first lady is just. the melody obv so its hard to fuck that one up. and the second is the least important lets be honest #why im suddenly jumping to the queen in the finale is beyond me tho and like sure its nice to finally be allowed to sing a soprano part 🤡#but its so stupid. there's zero consideration for our voice types really. also im tired of doing everyone's job #'oh our zerlina didnt learn her part can you cover for her. oh the soprano is sick but we have a spare mezzo #so can you do norma instead of adalgisa today? yes i know you never sang it before. can you cover the cenerentola too next week?'#DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING HORSE #and most of all. do i SOUND like im a good fit for ANY of these roles really? 'oh you know idk what they're telling you but to me it sounds #like you're a beautiful lyric coloratura mezzosoprano' NO SUCH THING BUT THANK YOU.#'you're not a mediocre lyric soprano you're a magical unicorn that shits rainbows' this is what you sound like.#its not about my skills its about me knowing all this shit by heart and being willing to be used ig and it's just. god.#im not even getting paid for this 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

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l0rd-0f-c0ws · 5 months ago

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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun

#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much #anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events #ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people #or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know #ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD #welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on #surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like #yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part #to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably #not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day #yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name #this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this #and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it #and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly #but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me #or shown me much physical affection #my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on #but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while #ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit #i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart #then getting some footing #then it falling apart again #okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD #hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good #damn i gotta use that more #welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol

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ratatatastic · 6 months ago

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yeah it kills me the absolute second he gets the cup he immediately hustles it onto his fishing boat he said i need miss silver to see the lake i NEED HER TO WATCH THIS FISH IM ABOUT TO REEL.

or alternatively forsy embodies the father spirit for (looks at watch) a minute and five seconds and counting

"its 11 olock so it might be tough conditions right now but i think i like our chances" a man struck with the insight of father's intuition and absolutely aware the universe would never deprive little miss tin of a lucky fish catch and was proven absolutely correct

hes a prophet...hey forsy by any chance do you have the lottery numbers...asking for a friend....

"wow we were lucky" LOOK AT HIS JOY LOOK AT HIS DELIGHT THE HOCKEY GODS BLESSED HIM WITH A FISH IN FRONT OF MISS STANLEY SO HE CAN IMPRESS HER

(kisses fish sweetly with a loud smack) (cartoonishly over exaggerated kissing noise and kisses cup with also a loud smack) (profound thinking about whether he should kiss the cup again or if thats too extra of him) (kisses the cup again anyways)

behold a man who absolutely knows what he should do to appear normal and doing the complete opposite anyways

ill be so fucking real i need his loser ass so bad fUCK

he would absolutely kill staring in a movie where he forms an unlikely friendship with an marine creature that's suspiciously a lot more emotionally intelligent that youd first think theyre practically anthropomorphic who also shares a sad backstory with him and soon they find solace in each others presence and also theres an evil businessman—

Forsy Cup Day | 8.2.24 (x)

#gustav forsling #florida panthers #you also notice forsy wanted to say lets take it “for a spin” realises how dad that sounds like #and then changes it to “for a little ride” which makes him sound even DAD-er #like wow no winning for you here forsy #the mmmmmmmm 💋 as he kisses the cup #i need him so bad its pathetic #IM SORRY THE NOISES HE MAKES WHEN HE KISSES THE PERCH AND THE CUP GOD #fishy kissy!#i will never tire of goose fishing content its like sex to me #keep it coming babe

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fruitfagboy · 6 months ago

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i just want to be broken <3 i wanna be completely fucked out and destroyed <3 i want to give my body and holes up and do whatever your perverted mind can come up with <3 my body wasn't made to be mine, it was made to give you pleasure, whether thats through giving you head or using my holes or simply just being soft flesh for you to kick and slap around <3

#god i just want to be BULLIED #hot trans people please make me into a pathetic sobbing mess #ill look and sound so pretty while you wail into me and thank you over and over

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ichigosoju · 8 months ago

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#umm he couldnt even be bothered to react to my messages with emojis?!?!?#like he said that he isnt up for talking and i respect that #i asked him if it's still ok for me to message him and he said 'ofc'#so i did.... i had to push myself bc im feeling like he hates me and doesnt wanna hear from me #all of my disorders saying that haha #so i pushed myself to message him when i wanted to #but.... ok i didnt expect him to reply #but he read it and didnt even give me an emoji #im aware that i sound crazy #this is just how im FEELING #i feel stupid and ashamed for thinking he even wants to listen to me yap about nonsense #i hate myself for being so stupid and sending him pics and a video of the crow i saw #like shut up dumb bitch nobody cares!!!!!!!! shut up #no wonder he cant be in love with me #im pathetic and stupid #his ex that he actually loves is probably smart and witty and cool #and would never be such a fkn loser like i an #am*#god... genuinely hate myself #why dont i know how to shut up??#definitely wont be messaging him anymore now jesus christ im so embarrassing #im still hurt tho like couldnt he at least have reacted with an emoji #is that too much to ask for......#i mean listen in any relationship #where u have disorders.. communication and BOTH ppl making an effort is needed #the only way our 'friendship' is even working is bc im just allowing him to do whatever #and im just dealing with the emotional suffering lol #he doesnt even make an effort to reassure me or anything #so yes i cant force him or ask anything of him. but i FEEL hurt by how im not worthy of anything to him #while im over here allowing him to hurt me constantly sksksk

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dyk3pup · 9 months ago

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#depraved ass omo shit idk?#couldn’t stop thinking abt this fantasy tonight😵#needing to pee rlly bad. like getting super desperate looking up at her w pleading puppy eyes n everything #just to have her coo at me thru my whines and whimpers like ‘aww what’s wrong puppy?’ .making me specifically say it and ask for permission.#then after seeing how desperate i am just going w faux sympathy ‘mmm nooo i think u can hold it! be a good puppy and hold it for mama<3’#but obviously im abt to fucking explode😭😭😭so i just plead and desperately beg and she just laughs at me like ‘mm no. u can hold it baby’#but as i insist i can’t anymore she just coos at me like ‘oh u can’t? the puppy can’t help themselves?’😭😭😭😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#THIS IS ALL SO FUCKING HUMILIATING LIKE I WOULD GENUINELY BE CRYINF FROM EMBARRASSMENT😭😭😭😭😭#and she just keeps telling me i can hold it. 😭😭till i piss myself with the most humiliated sounding whine ever #just for her to coo/aww at me w the stupidest condescending voice ever ‘aww really? u couldn’t help but make a mess of urself baby?’😵‍💫😭#then call me fucking pathetic for losing control so easily😂then also adding to the humiliation.#‘oh my god. are u getting off to this? u like making a fuckin mess of urself like the filthy bitch u are?’#😂😂😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭😭😵‍💫#i’m fucking insane .#her <3 #bonus points if tickling is involved in any way!😂#being tickled till u piss urself💞🪽✨#being bullied💞🪽✨

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loderlied · 9 months ago

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gonna try to go to bed now while having an absolutely normal one wish me luck

#absolutely rancid day only to see more fucking signs from larian making. y’know. that ship. canon.#like god i get it this sounds so pathetic but i genuinely don’t have much other than creating. this story my favourite one.#so this just. stings. a lot lmao #again to those of you looking forward to this it’s probably happening and i don’t want to make anyone feel bad for being excited #mad at larian and larian only for changing the story after it’s been published. then i wouldn’t have to scrap my shit! it’s been 7 months!#and this has been my main source of fun because i don’t have the money and/or spoons for much else! so!#i’m just a whiny bitch ignore me lmao #(a large anvil lands directly on top of me)

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chonnyjashh · 1 year ago

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Okay but I really do need attention right now where the fuck did everyone go?

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mummer · 1 year ago

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top 5 words to use in songs: explode. funny. knife. embarrassing. and coming in at number 1 it's AEROPLANE.

#also 'daughter'#also ALASKA #going to collect every song that mentions alaska #me and carly rae jepsen shaking hands emoji cant stop writing songs about being on an aeroplane the most fun experience of all time #i lovvveeeee embarrassing i love the little self reflexive bummer self conscious jolt of it #i love that it makes the speaker sound so pathetic!!!!#but god it's all really so embarrassing!!!!!!!!

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skrunksthatwunk · 2 years ago

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"hey HEY what do you have in your mouth!!! sit SIT. SPIT IT OUT GIVE IT—" but instead of talking to a dog it's me about my parents using the word overstimulated as nothing but another way to make fun of our anxious traumatized dog for doing things they find inconvenient or unreasonable or illogical (and, by extension, everyone who uses the term for legitimate reasons). (WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!! AND ALSO WHERE THE FUCK DID THEY HEAR IT BECAUSE I DON'T USE IT AROUND THEM On Purpose BECAUSE I KNOW THEY'D BE ANNOYING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

#cannot stress enough that they are ill informed. they do not know what they're talking about and would not accept it if i told them #they're not accomodating to sensory needs and do not fucking know the context of capital o Overstimulation in regards to like. ppl with #sensory difficulties. like. c'mon man. if i told you i was overstimulated you'd tell me it wasn't that bad and i should just sit still and #shut up. but suddenly it's fine when you're making jokes about??? completely unrelated things??? i mean. dogs can probably be #overstimulated. i think everyone can in kind of a general sense. but they act like her getting up from the couch or smth is some frantic #strange action. they're super fucking weird about her actually they'll like. tease(?) her about how needy and pathetic and unloved she is #and how 'traumatized' she is and how that makes her act in ways that bother them in kind of an eye roll-y way which like.#SHE *IS* TRAUMATIZED. WE'VE ESTABLISHED THAT SHE HAS REASON TO ACT LIKE THIS #like 'haha she's soooo afraid we'll abandon her she's so ridiculous' what like how she was ditched as a puppy and lived on the streets for #like a year? you don't think that could've affected her at all #fucking psych major bullshit ass. 'formative experiences actually don't affect you lol' go fuck yourself #im not saying you can't tease your pets but they're treating her like her anxiety and even basic affection seeking is some huge burden #when it's absolutely not. they just want to be mean to her because they don't want her to act that way and don't care about how she feels #because they think they know better and she has no immediate reason to feel that way. god i wonder if THAT has any relevance to how they #raised their children. christ on a cracker man what the fuck #how to create an environment where your children feel safe expressing their problems (a goal they supposedly have):#1) not whatever this shit is. what the fuck is wrong with you #look maybe it doesn't sound that bad but it's been going on for years and it's been pissing me off for years. they're so cruel and for what #it's such a double standard. our other (male) dog seeks affection about as often and they don't ever make fun of him for it #and they've gotten more and more entitled about her showing affection. like it's commanded now. it's gross to me okay i don't like it #she's a sweet and kind and loving girl and i don't get why they feel the need to act like her wanting their love is so horrible when they #literally want that from her and scold her when she doesn't do it #this general attitude that ppl are over exaggerating their trauma or their feelings or their needs/wants/boundaries is so pervasive w them #that complete disregard for/invalidation of how others feel if you can't personally relate to or understand it. the mockery and cruelty #they wouldn't do it if she could understand them. i think they just like having that power over smth small that loves them #so *i* have to be like 'ohhh i love u ur so good!! im so happy ur here' to her to balance it and then thats also seen as ridiculous. wtf #skrunks' parents be considerate and introspective to ppl without risk of rejection if unkind & also don't be ableist challenge (impossible)#they will call low/no empathy ppl frightening monsters and then do this shit. empathy is not necessary for kindness and frankly if that's #your only reason to care about the wellbeing of others i think that's worse. bitch IM low empathy. at least i give a shit #im so glad my mom didnt puruse psychology after her bachelor's she woulda hurt so many people. or maybe she'd be better idk. fucks sake

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adw520 · 2 years ago

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cant sleep because i cant stop thinking about how the mechanic was a bit of an asshole to me for no reason when i got my car finally taken in

#adw's ramblings #'i could tell your car's been sitting for a month' yeah i wouldve moved it sooner if it could. you know. start #'the sun here drains your battery you should be able to pick it up once i charge it' that car has been #jumpstarted five times in the last week and not once has it stayed alive long enough to leave the parking spot #three of those times it died while the starter was still hooked up and on #and one of those three times the starter was the tow truck (she didnt want to go into neutral so the driver gave her a quick spark)#(it was the most pathetic sounding attempt to start i've ever heard her make)#guess what i didnt get the call to pick up my car today #i know im 5'2" and look several years younger than i am but god can you not be so condescending #and like whatever its not the only time this sort of shit will or has happened to me i know #but im already stressed about the car and im not great at sleeping to begin with so this is like the cherry on the cake #i was baking until 11:45 last night in a dorm kitchen #but i dont have milk so i can't make the muffins or quick breads i have mixes for #and guess what i need to get milk.#a working car #not that i need more baked goods im not convinced my roommate and i can make it through the cake i made before it goes bad #i'm very stressed and anxious and a little bit angry and its all just. ughhhhhhh #if you made it this far down the tags uhh here's a cookie i guess 🍪#you can imagine it's one of the ones i made yesterday #or technically the day before yesterday since it's past midnight here

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madesofgold · 2 years ago

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#i don't normally post stuff like that here but i need a place where i can just vent within it being seen by those people #anyway ok i just wish my friends were my friends more alsksjdj #i see ppl with their best friends how they talk about them what they do together and it just makes me sad #bc i want to have someone like that to do stuff and be silly with and talk and just hang out and i miss my best friend #bc we don't do that anymore #we've barely seen each other last year and when we do it's always just briefly and we never get to talk about deeper themes #some things i'm desperate to talk to her about and we've always done that but now she never has time for me #it feels like I've been replaced by her gf and they're doing everything together and i guess that's what you do you abandon your friends #no I'm not bitter or jealous. at least I'm trying not to be #she also has other friends a different group from uni that I've never met and i see she's having fun with them #and i don't have any of that and I really want to have a group of friends i just can't seem to find any #and we also barely even text anymore. sometimes i reach out and then it can take over a day for her to answer and it just feels shitty #ik she has her reasons and she's not doing it bc she doesn't want to talk or doesn't like me lol but it sucks that we can't even text #and i can't help but wonder if she does that to other people or if she's texting her gf right away and ughhhh #she feels so distant but i don't want that. i don't want us to be like that #i only have two real good friends that I've known forever and my other friend also sucks at reaching out and has her bf and friends #who i know but i'm also not really a part of that group. so basically i never see my friends and i feel fucking lonely woohoo nothing new #i want to have friends who reach out and just casually text me and i can tell them about my day and i see them at least once a week #and we can just hang out and have fun and god i sound so pathetic i don't even have that #somehow i missed the call where everyone started having their group of adult friends and a romantic partner and I'm still stuck #everyone just kind of has their own lives and I'm not a part of it #it just hit me again today i literally had a dream i met a bunch of people and we were having fun and it reminded me of how lonely i am lol #*without it being seen wow great typo in the first sentence that i can't change now #anyway i wish there were songs about this particular situation that i could listen to and be emo but i can't find any rip

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kastukj · 22 days ago

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Gosh the yuri potential in Devil Venerable is so good it’s actually gonna make me insane

#as much as I like women I’m not usually too crazy about wlw ships but #something about qiu congxue and baili qingmiao just hits the right spot #necromancer turned heavenly god (or close to) obsessed with pathetic little girl failure GOSH I EAT IT UP #also I hope somebody absolutely fucks up he wenzhao for being an idiot I can’t stand him #teach him a lesson!!!#part of me wants him to realize his flawed logic bc I like the dynamic him and baili had in their past lives #but also even if he did he doesn’t deserve her #I also really like how often the author has to mention how confused Wenren always is LOL #out of context it makes him sound stupid but he’s far from it he’s just very curious and slightly nosy #he wants to make it make sense #I think the only complaint I have so far about the story is the beginning seems kind of rushed? or time seems to go by really really fast #I get the main characters are meant to live long enough that a few decades to a century doesn’t phase them much #but I’d really like to get to know the characters a bit more intimately then we have #maybe we’ll get there though bc I’m not terribly far thru rn #okay yap session done nini

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