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thatfantasylovingdork · 5 months

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Me: imma listen to a comparison of all Starscream's voice actors cuz I need to hear his voice right now 😍

Me, after listening: oh god Steve Blum does a SEXY voice, that's it I'm done I got turned on by a robot, lol what is wrong with me

#transformers #funny #maccadam #Starscream #voice acting #whyyyy #it’s too bad he wouldn’t be into me if he was real #because I am very into him #my favorite types of Starscream voice seem to be shrieky and high pitched or extremely sexy and seductive #I don’t like when his voice sounds masculine #it just doesn’t fit him #god I really gotta watch tfp soon #I’m gonna be in sexy voice heaven #Steve Blum’s Starscream reminds me a bit of Pitch from ROTG #that same kind of sexy smarmy British voice that makes me hot and bothered #screw you Jude Law #ugh #I’m so pathetic lol

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l0rd-0f-c0ws · 16 days

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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun

#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much #anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events #ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people #or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know #ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD #welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on #surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like #yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part #to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably #not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day #yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name #this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this #and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it #and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly #but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me #or shown me much physical affection #my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on #but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while #ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit #i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart #then getting some footing #then it falling apart again #okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD #hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good #damn i gotta use that more #welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol

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ratatatastic · 1 month

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yeah it kills me the absolute second he gets the cup he immediately hustles it onto his fishing boat he said i need miss silver to see the lake i NEED HER TO WATCH THIS FISH IM ABOUT TO REEL.

or alternatively forsy embodies the father spirit for (looks at watch) a minute and five seconds and counting

"its 11 olock so it might be tough conditions right now but i think i like our chances" a man struck with the insight of father's intuition and absolutely aware the universe would never deprive little miss tin of a lucky fish catch and was proven absolutely correct

hes a prophet...hey forsy by any chance do you have the lottery numbers...asking for a friend....

"wow we were lucky" LOOK AT HIS JOY LOOK AT HIS DELIGHT THE HOCKEY GODS BLESSED HIM WITH A FISH IN FRONT OF MISS STANLEY SO HE CAN IMPRESS HER

(kisses fish sweetly with a loud smack) (cartoonishly over exaggerated kissing noise and kisses cup with also a loud smack) (profound thinking about whether he should kiss the cup again or if thats too extra of him) (kisses the cup again anyways)

behold a man who absolutely knows what he should do to appear normal and doing the complete opposite anyways

ill be so fucking real i need his loser ass so bad fUCK

he would absolutely kill staring in a movie where he forms an unlikely friendship with an marine creature that's suspiciously a lot more emotionally intelligent that youd first think theyre practically anthropomorphic who also shares a sad backstory with him and soon they find solace in each others presence and also theres an evil businessman—

Forsy Cup Day | 8.2.24 (x)

#gustav forsling #florida panthers #you also notice forsy wanted to say lets take it “for a spin” realises how dad that sounds like #and then changes it to “for a little ride” which makes him sound even DAD-er #like wow no winning for you here forsy #the mmmmmmmm 💋 as he kisses the cup #i need him so bad its pathetic #IM SORRY THE NOISES HE MAKES WHEN HE KISSES THE PERCH AND THE CUP GOD #fishy kissy!#i will never tire of goose fishing content its like sex to me #keep it coming babe

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fruitfagboy · 2 months

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i just want to be broken <3 i wanna be completely fucked out and destroyed <3 i want to give my body and holes up and do whatever your perverted mind can come up with <3 my body wasn't made to be mine, it was made to give you pleasure, whether thats through giving you head or using my holes or simply just being soft flesh for you to kick and slap around <3

#god i just want to be BULLIED #hot trans people please make me into a pathetic sobbing mess #ill look and sound so pretty while you wail into me and thank you over and over

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minglana · 7 months

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should i download tinder again🧍🏻‍♂️

#i dont even download it to get out there i download it to look at gay people near me #god this sounds pathetic😭i need to go out more😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#actually this time i /am/ considering making a serious profile. but at the same time im still kinda in the closet so i technically shouldnt #considering that the last time i used that app my friends profile showed up. my friend FROM THE VILLAGE. where everyone knows me #i dont think many ppl there would have tinder but among the girls my age? its definitely a possibility #and everyone is so normal abt gay ppl that if word got out they would tell my parents thinking they are normal abt gay ppl. when theyre not #z xarre

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ichigosoju · 4 months

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#umm he couldnt even be bothered to react to my messages with emojis?!?!?#like he said that he isnt up for talking and i respect that #i asked him if it's still ok for me to message him and he said 'ofc'#so i did.... i had to push myself bc im feeling like he hates me and doesnt wanna hear from me #all of my disorders saying that haha #so i pushed myself to message him when i wanted to #but.... ok i didnt expect him to reply #but he read it and didnt even give me an emoji #im aware that i sound crazy #this is just how im FEELING #i feel stupid and ashamed for thinking he even wants to listen to me yap about nonsense #i hate myself for being so stupid and sending him pics and a video of the crow i saw #like shut up dumb bitch nobody cares!!!!!!!! shut up #no wonder he cant be in love with me #im pathetic and stupid #his ex that he actually loves is probably smart and witty and cool #and would never be such a fkn loser like i an #am*#god... genuinely hate myself #why dont i know how to shut up??#definitely wont be messaging him anymore now jesus christ im so embarrassing #im still hurt tho like couldnt he at least have reacted with an emoji #is that too much to ask for......#i mean listen in any relationship #where u have disorders.. communication and BOTH ppl making an effort is needed #the only way our 'friendship' is even working is bc im just allowing him to do whatever #and im just dealing with the emotional suffering lol #he doesnt even make an effort to reassure me or anything #so yes i cant force him or ask anything of him. but i FEEL hurt by how im not worthy of anything to him #while im over here allowing him to hurt me constantly sksksk

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dyk3pup · 4 months

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#depraved ass omo shit idk?#couldn’t stop thinking abt this fantasy tonight😵#needing to pee rlly bad. like getting super desperate looking up at her w pleading puppy eyes n everything #just to have her coo at me thru my whines and whimpers like ‘aww what’s wrong puppy?’ .making me specifically say it and ask for permission.#then after seeing how desperate i am just going w faux sympathy ‘mmm nooo i think u can hold it! be a good puppy and hold it for mama<3’#but obviously im abt to fucking explode😭😭😭so i just plead and desperately beg and she just laughs at me like ‘mm no. u can hold it baby’#but as i insist i can’t anymore she just coos at me like ‘oh u can’t? the puppy can’t help themselves?’😭😭😭😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#THIS IS ALL SO FUCKING HUMILIATING LIKE I WOULD GENUINELY BE CRYINF FROM EMBARRASSMENT😭😭😭😭😭#and she just keeps telling me i can hold it. 😭😭till i piss myself with the most humiliated sounding whine ever #just for her to coo/aww at me w the stupidest condescending voice ever ‘aww really? u couldn’t help but make a mess of urself baby?’😵‍💫😭#then call me fucking pathetic for losing control so easily😂then also adding to the humiliation.#‘oh my god. are u getting off to this? u like making a fuckin mess of urself like the filthy bitch u are?’#😂😂😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭😭😵‍💫#i’m fucking insane .#her <3 #bonus points if tickling is involved in any way!😂#being tickled till u piss urself💞🪽✨#being bullied💞🪽✨

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archduke-enver-gortash · 5 months

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gonna try to go to bed now while having an absolutely normal one wish me luck

#absolutely rancid day only to see more fucking signs from larian making. y’know. that ship. canon.#like god i get it this sounds so pathetic but i genuinely don’t have much other than creating. this story my favourite one.#so this just. stings. a lot lmao #again to those of you looking forward to this it’s probably happening and i don’t want to make anyone feel bad for being excited #mad at larian and larian only for changing the story after it’s been published. then i wouldn’t have to scrap my shit! it’s been 7 months!#and this has been my main source of fun because i don’t have the money and/or spoons for much else! so!#i’m just a whiny bitch ignore me lmao #(a large anvil lands directly on top of me)

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chonnyjashh · 10 months

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Okay but I really do need attention right now where the fuck did everyone go?

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mummer · 1 year

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top 5 words to use in songs: explode. funny. knife. embarrassing. and coming in at number 1 it's AEROPLANE.

#also 'daughter'#also ALASKA #going to collect every song that mentions alaska #me and carly rae jepsen shaking hands emoji cant stop writing songs about being on an aeroplane the most fun experience of all time #i lovvveeeee embarrassing i love the little self reflexive bummer self conscious jolt of it #i love that it makes the speaker sound so pathetic!!!!#but god it's all really so embarrassing!!!!!!!!

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years

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#god. ok. so i should really b reading papers rn but my lab mate called me needy today and it just keeps cycling in my head #like ive spent way too much time around him bc of field work and the thing abt me is that i just say whatever tf is in my brain so hes #basically been exposed to a scattershot of anxious thoughts in my head idk wtf he must think of me but today he said #the more i learn abt u the more i realize ur needy in these v specific ways #and i think it bothers me a lot bc needy isnt the right word. im not needy. i dont plead for help. im just a semi non functional person.#i just lay here not dealing with all these problems i have. but i generally try just make it my own problem. im just a bit pathetic like #that. do i need help? maybe but im not like needy. im just semi nonfunctional and rather compulsive and controling over myself. i live in a #world full of invisible walls as dictated by my stupid brain. but its all internal control i can put up with a lot as long as i have ctrl #over myself. its not especially healthy but it makes me pretty easy going i suppose. ugh! needy! he obviously hit a nerve how annoying #whatever im exhausted bc i had to b a scribe all day and i had a phd meeting this morning. the project sounds v cool and apparently im the #most qualified person to approach them so far but idk itll be v competitive and do i really want a uk phd? idk idk #at least this guy conducted it like an actual interview. i was like fuck finally some structure! and he said i talk well lol thanks dude #so he thinks id do ok getting grilled by a pannel. idk i kinda wanna apply just to see how far id get into the process #unrelated #i was also having harrowing nightmares last night abt climbing mt everest. at least i got 8hrs sleep lol fml i leave for sampling again #tomorrow afternoon. this is what i get for trying to have even a tiny bit of a social life rip

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year

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"hey HEY what do you have in your mouth!!! sit SIT. SPIT IT OUT GIVE IT—" but instead of talking to a dog it's me about my parents using the word overstimulated as nothing but another way to make fun of our anxious traumatized dog for doing things they find inconvenient or unreasonable or illogical (and, by extension, everyone who uses the term for legitimate reasons). (WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!! AND ALSO WHERE THE FUCK DID THEY HEAR IT BECAUSE I DON'T USE IT AROUND THEM On Purpose BECAUSE I KNOW THEY'D BE ANNOYING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

#cannot stress enough that they are ill informed. they do not know what they're talking about and would not accept it if i told them #they're not accomodating to sensory needs and do not fucking know the context of capital o Overstimulation in regards to like. ppl with #sensory difficulties. like. c'mon man. if i told you i was overstimulated you'd tell me it wasn't that bad and i should just sit still and #shut up. but suddenly it's fine when you're making jokes about??? completely unrelated things??? i mean. dogs can probably be #overstimulated. i think everyone can in kind of a general sense. but they act like her getting up from the couch or smth is some frantic #strange action. they're super fucking weird about her actually they'll like. tease(?) her about how needy and pathetic and unloved she is #and how 'traumatized' she is and how that makes her act in ways that bother them in kind of an eye roll-y way which like.#SHE *IS* TRAUMATIZED. WE'VE ESTABLISHED THAT SHE HAS REASON TO ACT LIKE THIS #like 'haha she's soooo afraid we'll abandon her she's so ridiculous' what like how she was ditched as a puppy and lived on the streets for #like a year? you don't think that could've affected her at all #fucking psych major bullshit ass. 'formative experiences actually don't affect you lol' go fuck yourself #im not saying you can't tease your pets but they're treating her like her anxiety and even basic affection seeking is some huge burden #when it's absolutely not. they just want to be mean to her because they don't want her to act that way and don't care about how she feels #because they think they know better and she has no immediate reason to feel that way. god i wonder if THAT has any relevance to how they #raised their children. christ on a cracker man what the fuck #how to create an environment where your children feel safe expressing their problems (a goal they supposedly have):#1) not whatever this shit is. what the fuck is wrong with you #look maybe it doesn't sound that bad but it's been going on for years and it's been pissing me off for years. they're so cruel and for what #it's such a double standard. our other (male) dog seeks affection about as often and they don't ever make fun of him for it #and they've gotten more and more entitled about her showing affection. like it's commanded now. it's gross to me okay i don't like it #she's a sweet and kind and loving girl and i don't get why they feel the need to act like her wanting their love is so horrible when they #literally want that from her and scold her when she doesn't do it #this general attitude that ppl are over exaggerating their trauma or their feelings or their needs/wants/boundaries is so pervasive w them #that complete disregard for/invalidation of how others feel if you can't personally relate to or understand it. the mockery and cruelty #they wouldn't do it if she could understand them. i think they just like having that power over smth small that loves them #so *i* have to be like 'ohhh i love u ur so good!! im so happy ur here' to her to balance it and then thats also seen as ridiculous. wtf #skrunks' parents be considerate and introspective to ppl without risk of rejection if unkind & also don't be ableist challenge (impossible)#they will call low/no empathy ppl frightening monsters and then do this shit. empathy is not necessary for kindness and frankly if that's #your only reason to care about the wellbeing of others i think that's worse. bitch IM low empathy. at least i give a shit #im so glad my mom didnt puruse psychology after her bachelor's she woulda hurt so many people. or maybe she'd be better idk. fucks sake

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adw520 · 1 year

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cant sleep because i cant stop thinking about how the mechanic was a bit of an asshole to me for no reason when i got my car finally taken in

#adw's ramblings #'i could tell your car's been sitting for a month' yeah i wouldve moved it sooner if it could. you know. start #'the sun here drains your battery you should be able to pick it up once i charge it' that car has been #jumpstarted five times in the last week and not once has it stayed alive long enough to leave the parking spot #three of those times it died while the starter was still hooked up and on #and one of those three times the starter was the tow truck (she didnt want to go into neutral so the driver gave her a quick spark)#(it was the most pathetic sounding attempt to start i've ever heard her make)#guess what i didnt get the call to pick up my car today #i know im 5'2" and look several years younger than i am but god can you not be so condescending #and like whatever its not the only time this sort of shit will or has happened to me i know #but im already stressed about the car and im not great at sleeping to begin with so this is like the cherry on the cake #i was baking until 11:45 last night in a dorm kitchen #but i dont have milk so i can't make the muffins or quick breads i have mixes for #and guess what i need to get milk.#a working car #not that i need more baked goods im not convinced my roommate and i can make it through the cake i made before it goes bad #i'm very stressed and anxious and a little bit angry and its all just. ughhhhhhh #if you made it this far down the tags uhh here's a cookie i guess 🍪#you can imagine it's one of the ones i made yesterday #or technically the day before yesterday since it's past midnight here

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madesofgold · 2 years

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#i don't normally post stuff like that here but i need a place where i can just vent within it being seen by those people #anyway ok i just wish my friends were my friends more alsksjdj #i see ppl with their best friends how they talk about them what they do together and it just makes me sad #bc i want to have someone like that to do stuff and be silly with and talk and just hang out and i miss my best friend #bc we don't do that anymore #we've barely seen each other last year and when we do it's always just briefly and we never get to talk about deeper themes #some things i'm desperate to talk to her about and we've always done that but now she never has time for me #it feels like I've been replaced by her gf and they're doing everything together and i guess that's what you do you abandon your friends #no I'm not bitter or jealous. at least I'm trying not to be #she also has other friends a different group from uni that I've never met and i see she's having fun with them #and i don't have any of that and I really want to have a group of friends i just can't seem to find any #and we also barely even text anymore. sometimes i reach out and then it can take over a day for her to answer and it just feels shitty #ik she has her reasons and she's not doing it bc she doesn't want to talk or doesn't like me lol but it sucks that we can't even text #and i can't help but wonder if she does that to other people or if she's texting her gf right away and ughhhh #she feels so distant but i don't want that. i don't want us to be like that #i only have two real good friends that I've known forever and my other friend also sucks at reaching out and has her bf and friends #who i know but i'm also not really a part of that group. so basically i never see my friends and i feel fucking lonely woohoo nothing new #i want to have friends who reach out and just casually text me and i can tell them about my day and i see them at least once a week #and we can just hang out and have fun and god i sound so pathetic i don't even have that #somehow i missed the call where everyone started having their group of adult friends and a romantic partner and I'm still stuck #everyone just kind of has their own lives and I'm not a part of it #it just hit me again today i literally had a dream i met a bunch of people and we were having fun and it reminded me of how lonely i am lol #*without it being seen wow great typo in the first sentence that i can't change now #anyway i wish there were songs about this particular situation that i could listen to and be emo but i can't find any rip

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nintendont2502 · 2 years

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Okay so like. Don't get me wrong I love talking to my friends about their own shit!! It's great I genuinely love it! It just. Kinda sucks sometimes when I feel like I don't really get to talk about my own shit? Like in irl/voice conversations I never really know when to talk or how to naturally change the topic of conversation so I usually go along with their stuff (which is fine! I do love talking to my friends!) and over text the same thing happens somehow :/ I spend most of my time just reacting to other people's stuff and when I do talk I get cut off by accident or people just. Don't hear me or don't seem to care

#its not even that serious its just. a mildly upsetting thing that tends to build up over time yk #like i think i have issues with not being listened to/understood already #which just makes me worry that im blowing this out of proportion?#like. god idk #a consistent fear of mine is that my perception of myself/the world around me is wrong or different to others #like. i see myself as vaguely decent at holding conversations but what if i actually suck at them #what if im actually really weird or annoying irl #or even online #and obviously i cant just ask people that because a. how do you do that without sounding insane/pathetic #and b. id always feel like theyre just lying to me anyway #agh #its so annoying!! i just want to talk to my friends and be happy and !!!!#vent #ig?#its the neurodivergency innit

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1980ssunflower · 2 years

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aouhhh 🥺💖💙🥰

#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#tape entry circa 1980 #ngl ive been feeling like a bit sad like... i just miss them sm hfdjks #i just wish so SO soso so badly that i could go home to them both back in the 80s #to be w the loves of my life but ALSO to have someone i can talk music to and we can just talk abt music for hours <33 #i can just talk abt it to them and theyll completely understand and give their own thoughts abt whatever song/band/album im talking abt #and id love to hear them go on long insane rants abt their own favorite albums and for them to show me a new album they listened to #something theyd know i like cause we love the same music genres #fuck i just miss them so much... they understand me more than anyone and get along w me more than ANYONE #i couldnt even try to imagine a person who better suites me than them even if i tried to create the perfect person for me #they just ARE already the epitome of perfection for me like we were made to know and love eachother to get along so well to be inseparable #i love them... god i love them both so much just thinking about them always makes me cry #i almost never cry its only ever because of them that i cry...#i miss them so so fucking much i keep thinking about them throughout the day #just imagining me being w them to be able to kiss and hold them and show them just how much i love them both #actually today i was picturing them here w me which is something i never do #i just love and miss them... i feel lonely and just ah... idk i wish i could go off on an adventure w them rn #i want to escape the life im living rn and just run off on the road w them chasing after our dream of being rockstars #tbh id also just love to experience the train together and get to see all that crazy stuff yknow? would make good song writing material lol #idk i feel like i cant truly get into how much i truly love and miss them w/o sounding super depressed and pathetic tbh #so i keep holding myself back from really expressing how i feel abt them

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