#-about it but at the same time if i *dont* find anyone there that i connect with then that's fine. i mean all in good time cause at some-

[jschlut]

Sweeter than sugar . . .

sugar daddy ted nivison x gn!reader headcanons sfw & nsfw dl;dr based on this post

SFW

you find this man on one of those searching sites. his description is detailed. hes a man who knows what he wants and wants someone who knows what they want to, but is very eager to help anyone new to the scene to guide them

he loves to spoil you. most people like this do but he goes over and beyond, the first date was the first sign of it really. lavish restaurant with a beautiful ocean front. or something upscale downtown, multi storied so he can have you look out on the town below

very clingy. he works most of the time to have the funds to give you the gifts he loves to give you, but during his breaks, he uses them to call you first thing. as soon as the clock hits exactly, he's ringing your line to hear your voice and complain about you not being there with him

huge cuddler. same thing as clingy, but he'll pull you in when you're laying down, standing up, or just sitting somewhere. he needs to have his arms wrapped around you 24/7

has your name engraved into something he owns, most likely his passenger side of his car seat. he owns plenty, but has it engraved into the one he drives the most

will buy outfits for you to wear specifically for dates, even if you dont wear them again, he likes you to be fresh every time you go out. your closet is practically bulging out with the plethora of clothes

later on in the relationship, he'd probably want you to move in. he would understand if you said no, but honestly, how could you say no to that face? he just wants to take care of you

Chronic petname user. Baby, darling, doll, the works. He slips it in every conversation you guys have, never failing to make you feel all warm inside

NSFW

he's also in the dom/sub scene. it doesnt surprise you, really. when you both start getting sexually active regularly, he lets you in on that lifestyle. he's a soft dom service top, but doesn't mind bottoming or subbing for you. but he prefers to watch you squirm

he's big. you can handle him, but it never fails to spark nervous excitement in your blood seeing his cock, hard and twitching for you. it stuffs you deliciously, and he never fails to comment on it, knowing it drives you crazy

"Oh baby, I know. You feel so full, don't you? You're taking it all in like a good little thing, practically sucking me in. Fuck- you're that hungry for it, hm?"

he's nice, but can be so mean with it too. you're acting out? you're on your back, lower half practically stuck in the air with him slowly thrusting inside you, playing with you, edging you. you're in tears as you beg and plead but he just looks down at you with a condescending smirk, cooing at how pathetic you look

his favorite position is where he can see you, where he can look at you fall apart. on your back, in front of the mirror, and when you're on top of him are all his go-tos. his hands burn themselves into your skin

favors slow, longer and passionate sex rather than quickies. he'll only cave when you want it, but most of the time, he wants you in bed. nice and comfortable

although, has had fantasies about fucking you in his office. bent over his desk.

doesnt jerk off, similar to the point above. but when you send him teasing texts or sexy pictures, he'll indulge a bit, but waits til he's home to really give it to you

[chronicallyonline101]

IVE FINISHED THEORISING okay so i know you're going to just brush me off as crazy and say my theory is wrong BUT I DONT CARE the world needs to hear me

i noticed in the sneak peek you gave us there was a distinct lack of MC, in fact, there was a distinct lack of a LOT of characters; Ghiaccio and Risotto are the only ones present, and we are at least told that Melone, Illuso and Prosciutto are alive - but nothint on the rest, AND at the same time, we are told THREE people are dead.

i think its safe to assume that if you were to kill anyone in la squadra it would be Gelato and Sorbet; their deaths fuel La Squadra's narrative and i dont think the plot of the series would have gone the same way if they lived, additionally, they are not love interests in the story so they serve no narrative purpose OTHER than pushing La Squadra's fate - so, i think by chapter 22 they'll be dead, but that begs the question, who is the third person who died?

my dearest Chronically Online, you cannot fool me; IT IS MC WHO IS DEAD. she isn't mentioned ONCE in the sneak peek, BUT, Melone is said to be "so depressed he cant even look up from his laptop" and Ghiaccio claims that Babyface his picking up on someone's DNA in Sardinia, this person is referred to as "she" NOW at first i thought they were talking about Trish, but Ghiaccio seemed *too* emotionally invested in this supposed "she" for it to be Trish, AND, Risotto claims he needs to "grieve" but has no time to do so because he needs to go to Sardinia; why else would he be grieving unless someone he loved died?

SO I THINK, somehow, during the events of VA, MC gets seperated from La Squadra in a way that makes them *think* she's dead, but she's not. if she's in Sardinia, then that means she's probably with Bruno? EITHER WAY i cant wait for you to post more chapters im literally shaking and biting my nails I NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS

you are actually insane. like. genuinely, im not even joking anymore, go outside, touch some grass, breathe in fresh air, im going to block you on Ao3 because i think thatd be better for your mental health

[jd-loves-fiction]

Hey, do you do requests for Herta?

May I ask for Herta with s/o that is autistic and often thinks irrationally?

Like they aren't stupid, just oftenly doesn't get Herta's genius ideas and information.

Hope it's not too much. Thanksies!

🌑 totally relate, I know I'm smart but I also know I would be completely lost whenever she started yapping 😭

✦ 𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚 ✦

Will tease you relentlessly about it but not maliciously

She's cocky, not an asshole

However, as a scientist and a curious mind in general, she does occasionally appreciate the different perspective you offer

Most of the time, she'll brush it off if it's not helpful - with A LOT more grace than she'd give anyone else, mind

You're still her lovely partner, you'll always be a step above the rest to her

You now have free rein of her lab, just try not to knock anything over... For your sake💀

Likes parallel play aka when you're both doing your own thing in the same space - likes to know that you're close to witness her genius😌

Plus it allows you to spend more time together than it would've been possible otherwise since she lives at her lab

I doubt anyone would try to make fun of the partner of an emanator, but if they do, she's got an army of little Herta's to quickly take care of it :))

Honestly finds your confusion adorable and never turns down a chance to explain things to you in order to show off

But being as old as she is, she has a tendency to get somewhat stuck in her ways so your out-of-the-box thinking really helps her when she gets on a problem because of trying to fix it the same way she has everything else

Overall, keeping up with an emanator of Nous is as impossible as one would expect - but she doesnt want you to, she appreciates all the knowledge you do have to offer and is quickly to cover for all you dont❤️

[testiculartorsionlover]

My opinion on proxy bots like pluralkit

i wanna preface this by saying that no matter how you feel about using pk, it's up to you to use it if you're comfortable with it, i dont intend to attack anyone at all, this is just my experiences. im just giving my 2¢ here.

i used to use pluralkit, i used proxy bots ever since SystemTime was a thing. it definitely had some good uses for me, as i mostly used proxies to see who was fronting and used it to see who was saying what, it was also useful for journaling purposes.

at the same time, it was difficult to navigate. with my dissociative issues and amnesia it took months to be able to fully navigate these bots. not only that but it worsened my dissociative issues tenfold as i felt pressured into trying to see who was fronting at all times, it just made my blurriness worse and my parts feel more separated. not to mention the pressure i lowkey felt when it came to using pluralkit in servers? it felt like i *had* to use it, it sucked.

ngl it was fun decorating my pluralkit, in the last 2 years i used to use it i mostly just used it for decor and organization purposes but rarely did my parts proxy (and as the "host" i never really proxied anyway, even when i used to use it more often)

do i still use proxy bots? rarely, i try to avoid it but some of my parts moved onto octocon, i assume for journaling. octocon isn't really much better but i like the privacy- like with pluralkit if you just got someones user id youd be able to find someones pluralkit but with octocon i dont think you can do that really. and everything is auto privated too. commands are private as well, it's great. but it breaks sometimes in discord channels.

id rate systemtime and pluralkit a 4/10, and octocon a 6/10.

i deleted my pluralkit a long time ago, ive been going back and forth about deleting it for the past 2 years tbh. if i ever use it again it might be for roleplay purposes.

oh, and pluralkit was made by an endo anyways, which makes me dislike it much more.

either way these are just my opinions, let me know how you guys use pluralkit and other proxy bots

[cerenemuxse]

so i finally filled up my sketchbook that i started back in may of 2022 💥

since most of the doodles were TTTE related, i thought i'd share mine, starting from the very first one from july of 2022. it was the summer before my senior year of high school when i got into ttte. however, i didn't join the fandom until months later, around november. i say around because my first ttte post i deleted (it was a 2d model sheet i drew up of Edward but someone reblogged it so its definitely out there somewhere lul)

now, about 2.5 years later, im still in the fandom, enjoying ttte. i've met some amazing artists and writers, and while i dont speak as often with you as i would like, do know that im glad ive met every single one of you. i haven't had such a positive experience since my Sonic days and (somewhat left the fandom) Hermitcraft days, let alone a fixation stick around for so long like my Sonic fixation (2013 - 2020). we'll see how long ttte sticks as my fixation for but i have a feeling it will be for a long time, considering the people i've found myself with.

so as a bit of a commemoration and for the sake of seeing improvement, i'm sharing some sketches of the engines i've drawn over the years from that sketchbook, from the very first sketch to last page i just finished. :)

personal art notes below. feel free to skip! these are just observations of mine that i made from looking at these!

what was consistent: the recognizable art style. you can still tell that its my artwork, and i think it comes down to the eyes, depite the style of those changing the most.

i've gotten better at faces, especially different designs, but i still need to keep them consistent.

i still suck at perspective. this is why we use reference images.

say if i had joined the fandom just now, and this is my first post. i think you'd assume that edward is clearly the favorite lul.

there's some spoilers so i wont be commenting on anything about the designs, save for a few!

for images 7 and 8, i used highlighters and a red pen for coloring :D

i did rebecca early on and i hate that it happened. also the notes for her aren't relevant anymore! They're now based on 34102 Lapford.

character design notes:

image 6: Lexi is the LSWR T7 class. Theodore is the LSWR F9. For anyone curious, Merlin stays the same. Im not sure if I ever changed the specific engine he is. I remember talking about it but i can't find any info anywhere ;-;

image 7: Whiff is a GWR 3571 class. (not visual) Stanley was built by NWR in Crovan's Gate.

image 8: (not visual but affects his accent) Based on his number, Ryan was built in Scotland by the North British Company.

image 9: Rebecca is the rebuilt version of SR West Country class. Belle is a GWR 6100 (as originally planned for the TVS). Hank is a USATC S160.

[lifenconcepts]

wanted to just chime in as someone who had a complicated relationship with specifics terms and stuff and also a so-so understanding of some coherent religion, but I have a deep connection to the divine, and through spirituality and something akin to a religious gaze (but not quite so) tend to view the world in a rather more mystical sense, tending to assume the role of a guide through the energy as I have a touch of mystical knowledge within me that I just can’t bring to claim is anything other than something angelic or divine. I understand entirely the displeasure of your own beliefs being met with individuals who don’t seem to exactly share the same views on a topic as you, but you must get this - there always will be those which tend to use the easiest term they have at hand simply because they don’t know what else to use, or find comfort in being seen one way but truly being something else, and it’s hard ofcourse to come to terms with something that makes your very being and soul feel icky .. but it’s just impossible to have everyone comply to the same rules as you deem is right. I’m not saying that trying to educate others isn’t at all worth it, but rather that sometimes you simply don’t feel good about a category of interests or identity - and that is fine.. but rather than forcing yourself to interact with that side of the world, simply to turn a blind eye. They’re not harming anyone, and you have the choice to also not bother anyone, and let’s live in a world where everyone is just trying their best to be happy and fulfilled - no matter the way it seems to present itself. Doesn’t that seem nice?

In short: if you don’t like it, then dont stress your mind over it and pretend it doesn’t exist! Ignorance can be pleasant when you turn a blind eye to it, especially when it’s something in relation to something as widespread as IDENTITY. It would be impossible (and quite morally wrong) to try police or control it in any way, and so we simply must accept what’s beyond our control and try not to take it to heart. Our souls are tender, but for what is pleasant for someone, may not be good in another’s eye, but it doesn’t mean it’s inherently bad - simply a matter of perspective and different minds/souls/individuals. There almost always exists those which go against our beliefs, and my greatest advice is to just tolerate it at face value and turn a blind eye.. because you won’t be able to change a thing, and I’m sorry, even if it truly seems not right, but the only options are either destroying another’s self and joy while also disturbing your own and the universe’s peace, or to learn to handle it in whatever way you might - and you deserve to keep whatever beliefs you feel are right, but society likely shall always continue to use ‘angels’ and ‘demon/devil’ as these vague concepts? Those little men with horns and beautiful creatures with purpose - it’s defined in different ways by different people (and non-people), from whichever day and age you look at it to, and if you are offended by angels in the internet simply being what feels like their true self, then I suggest you run away into the woods in Halloween because there are plenty of costumes that get angels and demons horrifically wrong. Even with the scriptures we hold.

And still - if angels existed, do exist, and will exist - doesn’t that mean their self will constantly be rewritten time and time again? We can’t stick to the only thing that was written down some long time ago, because just like people believed women to be demons and the common cold to be caused by devil’s hatered and the only solution be cocaine, maybe some things about the divine is outdated.. but I’m not willing to open that can of worms now, but just bringing out the fact that these things sometimes need to be rewritten with newer information. Also, love all the writings of those above my post! <3

I'm a religious otherkin having difficulty sorting my feelings out about angelkin. I feel like beings should identify however they feel best, but I can't help but feel frustrated sometimes because so many portrayals just...aren't angels. Idk it just seems wrong bordering disrespectful sometimes. I'm scared to post about this because the otherkin community seems really hostile towards Christians and I don't even fully know how I feel about it myself. Idk just putting this out there I guess, if any angelkin could weigh in with their experiences please do because I really do want to understand! Please help me figure these feelings out!

🌌

[daily-odile]

nuh uh (papertrail au)

[mbat]

jews: this thing in fiction feels jew coded to me, this character/group has several parallels to jewish people and i see myself here :)

non-jews: nah, that aint right, its clearly coded to be this other thing/youre stretching so hard to find a connection that isnt there

jews: this thing in fiction falls into antisemitic tropes, this character/group has several common antisemitic tropes that have a long history of being used against my people, and i think we should really consider not using these tropes anymore/consider if theres a better way to go about making the same point without doing it in this specific way

non-jews: nah, that aint right, its clearly coded to be this other thing/youre stretching so hard to find a connection that isnt there

just something ive noticed

[puppppppppy]

AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY

[sentientstump]

thinkingg

about things

in the alt text with some notes

[xxplastic-cubexx]

BIRTHDAY HAUL courtesy of a very lovely friend of mine 🥺

bonus goofy pics of a bday snack i had earlier with my favorite menace …..

[risingsunresistance]

sorry him saying he has no idea where the misogyny thing comes from when ludwig just talked about how he sent him a big apology for calling his friend a whore when it was about THE WRONG WOMAN is funny as fuck

i dont think he realizes that the reason no one gives a shit about his apologies and honestly just straight up ignores them is because EVEN IN THE EVENT THAT THEY ARE TRUE he's been proven to lie soooooo many times to the point where you really cant believe a word that comes out of his mouth. he says something and im like "damn maybe i was wrong about that one... i'll look into it" and you get more info and go "oh. he just made that part up. and misworded that. and lied about that part... oh it was actually WORSE than i initially thought!"

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[a-whole-lot-of-things]

i love dead boy detectives to death, and hope with all my being that we can Somehow pull off getting it back (through netflix or otherwise)

but honestly if we cant? if we get stuck at where we are now forever? i honestly think ill miss the potential s2 soundtrack the most

[starry-bi-sky]

i made a rough timeline for the clone^2 au, just for my own convenience sake when dating things. some things might be out of order from the episode date, and thats also for my convenience.

September 3rd: Danny, age 14, has the accident in the lab that turns him liminal

September 10th: Danny is discharged from the hospital and given two weeks leave from school

September 24th: his sick leave ends, and Danny returns to school

October 14th: Danny sneaks into his parents' basement and releases the ghosts they have trapped in cages. Official birth of the vigilante, Phantom

November 27th: Danny fights Pariah Dark, and wins

December 24th: the Ghost Writer torments Danny

February 12th: Danny's 15th birthday

March 3rd: its been six months since Danny's accident

March 7th: Danny fights his evil future self

May 8th: Danny meets Ellie [age 15] and they become twins

December 14th: Danny finds out from his parents that he's a clone

February 12th: Danny's 16th birthday

Early-Mid April: Danny meets Damian [age 6] :)

Mid-Late April: Damian runs off for the first time, damages Danny's hands the first time

May: Damian runs off two more times in the span of three weeks, he damages Danny's hands both times.

Early June: Damian runs off one more time, damages Danny's hands again, resulting in permanent nerve damage.

Mid-Late June: Damian finally gives up on the League coming to get him and joins the Fenton Family.

July: Damian finally coaxes Danny into letting him come along with him on patrol: Wraith is born.

[the-lonely-human]

I love Sonic games cause nobody has any clue wtf is happening half the time.

They are all just doing their own thing when they all randomly meet up, each knowing about 2% of the plot, and then the worlds ending and Eggman is up to his shit again, time to beat him with the power of friendship woohoo!