#(mental illness ment)

[cupboard-of-npd]

'You had self centered intentions so while your actions were good this is still bad because intention is much more important than action' - people who hate pwnpd

Hey! Thats actually an abuse tactic! Lets not encourage the mentality that intention is always more important than action because it can easily become 'My intention wasnt to hurt you so I wont take accountability for hurting you because my intention is more important than my action'

Hope this helps!

[confusedlosergirl]

Oh how I love my own blood💞

[system404singletnotfound]

This is your reminder that abusive people can do good things, but they are still abusive!

They can help you

They can save your life

They can be nice to you

But this doesn’t excuse their abuse, and it doesn’t make your experience any less valid

[templetv]

I'd love to hang out! unfortunately, though, I have already committed to my evening plans of crying so hard that I'm physically sick :( another day maybe

[seeking-phantoms]

I know I’m not, but I feel utterly and irrevocably alone in this world…

I just seriously need a hug. 🥺

[cupboard-of-npd]

Narcissists are winning empaths want us shot on sight

[fox-of-the-running-water]

the beauty in those who suffer

“Be careful,” they had said, “if you tell your mental illness of its beauty, if you marvel at it for too long, you’ll fall in love. You’ll forget that once you longed to live without it again.

You’ll feel shivers running down your spine when you look into the mirror and it mutters of your ugliness, your inadequacy, your failures. And it’ll be the sickly-sweet words of a love song you won’t remember how to live without.

You’ll learn to see the signs in other people, too. You’ll see the depths in their eyes, glimpses of what lovers they keep hidden just like you. And you’ll think beauty stems from the voices that whisper in your ears.

You’ll seek the company of their illnesses, you’ll cry at their pure beauty and the way their destruction makes so much sense. You’ll be intrigued by those who share them, you’ll find beauty only in those who suffer”.

They halted - “you’ll create more of them during your time here on earth.”

[thecatspasta]

Your NPD comic is complete horseshit and manipulative as fuck. As a victim of SEVERE NPD abuse, I can smell this shit from miles away, and the entire comic from top to bottom almost made me vomit I got triggered so bad. It’s beyond fucked up that you’re trying to convince OTHER people to be responsible for dealing with YOUR mental disorder. Why should WE have to change the way we act and behave to appease YOUR delusions and toxicity? Why does EVERYONE ELSE have to be made responsible for YOUR NPD EXCEPT YOU? How about you go to fucking therapy and actually work your shit out instead of demanding everyone else around you to jump through hoops and walk on eggshells to keep YOU happy? GO FUCK YOURSELF. Seriously. It’s so fucking typical that someone like you would try to fluff up and soften NPD to make people like ME more susceptible to your unacceptable and downright horrifying delusions. You’re telling arson victims to jump in a fucking fire. Get some actual fucking help and start being ACCOUNTABLE for YOUR shit for once in your fucking life.

Youre so obsessed with me it makes you look stupid

[edithisoki]

Thoughts ab Sui€ide

Everyone is leaving me, I gained weight, I'm not going to school anymore, I'm fat and disgusting, I'm in recovery and I don't take my medication anymore

I really think ab ki11ing myself and I don't want to hear all this nahh pls don't do it shit

I need serious advice on how to commit, because I don't want to fail again, in case I'm really doing it I dunno if I should stay alive or not tbh

[mikehasmilk]

Bro when I was 11 was not fun at all.

TWWW

Sorta vent idk

Shit I was in and out of relationships.

My neck got bitten.

Everybody had a crush on me

I liked a boy that I thought was gay, he wasn't and I got rejected.

Got sent to a mental hospital

Got pushed to a wall by a girl who wanted me BAD (bro even licked their lips at me 😭)

Found out my mom was on drugs

Had to be sent to live with a different family member due to that.

That year was not the brightest 4 me.

[rexscanonwife]

Oh lord I think im tipsy enough to rewatch That episode of PPG

[m0ndocane]

ENTRY #3 (I think)

today was odd. woke up tired as shit, went to school tired as shit and remained tired as shit the whole day. cooped in the nurse's office at break and the music rooms at lunch. I didn't wanna talk to anyone today.

he understands. I like that he understands. I can't help but feel like I'm disappointing him though, by not getting better.

there's a weird comfort in being sad. whenever I'm happy, it's like I'm awaiting the plummet afterwards, counting down how long I have until I'm sad again. when I'm sad, there is no fall. I'm already down in the hole, and I cant go any further. it's reassuring, at times.

I talked with my dad about politics. I like him more than my mom a lot. he actually listens.

I think of cutting myself a lot. I won't, I hope, but I do think of it. something about seeing the marks on my arms. that being said, I'm smoking right now and instantly far calmer than I was the whole day, so I'll let that say what it needs to.

I keep finding myself trying to blend into the crowd. whether I realized or not, I've taken off any fancy jewelry, grown my hair out to a normal length, stopped wearing anything notable. I just want to be a face in the crowd that no one thinks to stop. I don't know what that means.

anyways, goodnight.

[o4o41]

Satisfactory outcome

[themoonfeltmysoul]

february 5th, 2025

i finally moved from my grandparents with dad but.. i still don't feel happy. i don't even know what can make me happy. what's wrong with me? i just wanna leave it all, live alone. i think maybe i should go work when i turn 18 instead of studying 'cuz idk what will happen with my mental health when i'll go back to my grandparents' place and then i'll have to study.. i don't know what i should do, i don't see any chance that my life will be good. i wanna kill myself and it's so hard to beat this if you don't see any reasons to live

[edithisoki]

I want to leave

I wish I could just leave

I am so fat and disgusting, I know that I'm objectively not fat but I am so ugly, so disgusting ugly

I've been through many suic*de attempts but I'm clean for a while...but rn...man I don't fucking know what to do

I feel I will lose everything and that I will suffer

It hurts so much, everything hurts so fucking much

Idk how to express it but I just can't do this anymore