#kill my mind

[enditallrighthere]

always sitting alone in all my classes

[saddevilsworld]

should’ve taken the chance to unalive myself

[deepdepressingtruth]

Desperately wanting to be someone’s favorite person…

[pommolove]

Anyone else randomly feel extremely dirty and disgusting for liking their teacher so much it makes you want to rip your throat out? And the thought of how they would react if you told them makes you feel even worse? Then the next second you go back to gushing over him, and then you despise him as a way to get over him the next. but it doesn’t help so you go back to the start and it all starts again, over and over. And you wish you never liked him to begin with, because he is all you think about, and you just want to live your life, because you have wasted so much on him, knowing damn well nothing will fucking happen. the closest will be disgust on his face. And it hurts more than you wish it did.

[trentsbabymama]

the night was dark, yet the moon left you with a perfect amount of light to be able to see in the darkness.

you wanted to grab some water before you headed to bed, but just as you were about to enter the kitchen you froze as you heard Zoro talking with Luffy.

“I just don’t understand why you’d choose her out of everyone from that island, we don’t need somebody like her.”

his words cut like daggers as they hit your ears. he really didn’t want you here?

“Don’t say that! She’s a nice girl and she cleans really good! She might not fight a lot but that doesn’t matter.”

Luffy argued with the other individual, hearing a scoff emit from his mouth at his captains words. You were torn between barging in or running away before the swordsman spoke yet again.

“Exactly, she doesn’t fight. If we get caught up in a serious battle she won’t be able to defend herself, and one of us is going to have to babysit her. It’ll be annoying, and we don’t even need cleaners we have Sanji.”

you didn’t want them to, but tears brimmed your eyes as his words hit you like a train. were you really that useless? he had to babysit you?

numerous thoughts swarmed your mind, Luffy still talking with him but you couldn’t hear him. you thought you had found a place where you meant something after years of being unwelcome and not having anybody, you thought you had a family- but it was clear there was yet another individual who underestimated you.

in your rage and frustrations, you walked away from the kitchen, the moon emitting a shine onto the world below as you leaned over the rail of the Sunny, covering your mouth to conceal your sobs as your heart cried for a sense of belonging, just for once.

pt 2 pt3

masterlist

[alwayslouistomlinson]

One year ago Louis Tomlinson sold out London O2 arena on his own! A very proud moment and a huge achievement for an artist with no radio play and barely any media support! He made it!

[larrrrs]

I have been sad since a child, but now im running out of distractions and that scares me .. i scare me . This could be it for me..

[louisupdates]

Fan project for Kill My Mind, Louis Tomlinson, FITFWT24: Mexico City [1.6.2024] 📸 ticketelhamster

[srldesigns6277]

Louis watching Santiago show just how to do the KMM lights

[dreamings-free]

Louis at Pinkpop Festival in Landgraaf 22/6/24

pinkpopfest instagram story

[hldailyupdate]

Louis singing Kill My Mind!

Faith In The Future World Tour: Santiago. (24 May 2024)

x

[jack-the-killler]

My brain every time I come across a minor inconvenience.

[skrdxforxdyl]

I think I might be losing my fucking mind.

Anyway, NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE!!

We love Ame we love Kangel We love Ame we love Kangel We love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love KangelWe love Ame we love Kangel🙏Bless🙏

[softandsandy]

[dollymess]

im vlada roslyakova kind of exhausted

[jojokageyama]

What do you mean ur talking to other girls? (Drugs him and takes him to my basement) she won’t love you like I do ♡