#(i mean... not really lol but kinda... just wanna be safe)
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basically-neroland Ā· 3 days ago
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trying something different today!!
adoptive dad!dante headcanons :3 blehh
bc i see him like a father figure to cope with having a shitty one and i want him to adopt me blehhh sue me (don't)
also there's a depressing lack of dad!dante stuff that isn't x reader and you have a kid. bitch i AM the kid. if you want it done right you gotta do it yourself šŸ™„
buckle up, it's a long one bc i think/daydream/fantasise about this a lot!! g/n!reader!!!
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however he comes across you, he immediately starts trying to be better for you
he tries to keep you at arm's length at first—he doesn't want you to end up like all the other people he's ever given a shit about. he's scared that you'll get hurt too
that being said, if you need cuddles all you have to do is lay down with him or ask. he'll do it no questions asked
he's so gentle with you, he really doesn't wanna hurt you and he knows his own strength pretty well but he'd be scared that he'd slip up at the worst moment. he just wants to keep you safe
he kinda struggles to show it but he actually loves you to bits!! he tries really hard to show it though
he'll do anything to keep you safe and i do mean ANYTHING. he knew it was risky to take you in in the first place but he refuses to lose you too
comes running if you call for him in the middle of the night. he gets so scared that something happened but calms down as soon as he sees you're fine
sits with you in the middle of the night and will let you sleep with him for the rest of the night if you ask
once he gets more comfortable with you and a little less anxious about getting close to you, he's actually a pretty lovey dad!
so. many. dad jokes. it's actually obnoxious oh my gods šŸ„€
play-fights with you and lets you win
if you have long hair, he'll learn how to braid it for you. he also lets you braid his!!
will let you paint his nails if you ask
he was almost in tears the first time you drew a picture of you two as a family. he never really thought he'd ever have a family again. it didn't even get put on the fridge, he fucking framed it and put it on his desk next to the picture of his mom
honestly all he wants is to make you happy
immediately teaches you how to defend yourself. not even how to fight yet, just self-defense
he honestly gives the best bear/dad hugs. it looks funny as hell too cuz you just. disappear. because he's huge. you want a hug?? bye-bye!! 😭😭
he's not great at spelling—he isn't dyslexic, he just grew up on the streets. anyways sometimes he asks for help like "hey did i spell this right? i can't tell" (this one's kinda personal, i'm rly good at spelling and i love being peoples personal grammarly lol)
blehh i love him i want him to be my dad sorry not sorry
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dangerliesbeforeyou Ā· 2 years ago
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me: knows ofmd s2 is gonna be a lot sadder and darker than the first
me when ofmd s2 is a lot sadder and darker than the first:
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meiyokbf Ā· 23 days ago
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under your spell | megan x g!p!reader | part two
author’s note: absolutely loved how this turned out!! lmk what you guys think, i love your feedbacks! hope you guys enjoy <3
warnings: mdni. stripper!megan x g!p!reader, slightly manon x lara, sobering up, smut (oral, reader and megan recieving, p in v). reader is still kind of a loser lol, megan is more vulnerable on this one.
word count: 2,3k
šŸ·ļø: katseye, megan x reader, megan skiendiel x reader, katseye x reader, katseye smut, megan smut.
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— megan… — her name slipped out of your mouth like a secret; and then you laughed, breathless, throat still raw from the sounds she pulled out of you. — i… yeah. i think i am. but… not here.
she tilted her head, amused. — really? i kinda liked hearing you moan over the sound of closer by nine inch nails playing in the hallway.
— god. — you covered your face with both hands. — that’s not what i meant. i just… i wanna do this somewhere else. somewhere that doesn’t smell like… like…
— regret and glitter?
— yes. and also… — you looked at her, suddenly feeling a little shy. — i just… want this to be good. like, actually good. not a backroom fantasy with bad lighting and a questionable couch. like, something i’d wanna remember later.
she blinked, and the teasing dropped out of her face for a second. just like that. gone. she looked at you like she wasn’t expecting that; like you’d just surprised her. something in her gaze softened, just slightly. — you want this to be… nicer?
you nodded, sheepish. — yeah. if that’s okay.
megan smiled, and it wasn’t teasing. it was warm. something you hadn’t seen yet. — that’s more than okay, baby.
you fumbled for your phone, pulling up your messages, just in case manon had texted some kind of ā€œwhere the hell are youā€ threat.
and there it was.
manzanita: don’t come home. lara and i are watching twilight and possibly scissoring. try not to impregnate anyone. cya šŸ’‹
you blinked. — well. guess my place is off-limits tonight.
— wait… lara? — megan raised a brow.
you shrugged. — yeah. i think that’s her name? the indian one with the fire engine red hair and those green boots that look like they’d file a tax return for you?
megan laughed, loud and real. — you mean dallas?
you stared. — what.
— that’s her stage name. — she shook her head, amused. — her actual name’s lara. i’ve known her for a while.
— of course you do. of course you know their real names. — you huffed. — do you have some stripper mafia group chat or something?
megan smirked. — maybe. if you play your cards right, i’ll add you.
you grinned, then sobered a little. — so… your place?
— yeah. come on. — she laced her fingers with yours. — i’ll take you home.
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the uber ride was quiet. not awkward-quiet. just… heavy with anticipation.
you both sat in the back seat, her hand resting on your thigh, fingers tracing slow circles through the denim. it wasn’t even sexual. it was grounding.
you couldn’t stop looking at her reflection in the window. the way the streetlights caught the edge of her jaw, her lashes. she looked unreal. like someone from a dream you forgot and just remembered again.
her apartment was on the third floor of a brick building with vines growing up the side. it was small, but not cramped. clean, but lived-in. soft orange lighting. plants. a bookshelf with exactly three books in it and some bottles of wine. candles on the shelves. a framed photo of two girls you assumed were her friends. there was a warmth to it, something quiet and safe.
she locked the door behind you and leaned back against it. — nervous?
— no. — you said, too quickly.
she smiled. — liar.
you stood there like an idiot, still in your jacket, your heart hammering in your chest.
megan walked up to you, took your face in both hands. — take your shoes off.
you blinked. — what?
— first rule of my place. no shoes. — she was grinning, but her voice was soft. — second rule: you have to kiss me like you mean it.
so you did.
slow. deep. like your whole night had been leading to this moment. she didn’t rush.
her fingers traced under your shirt, grazing your stomach like she was feeling her way into your body one inch at a time.
you let her peel it off of you alongside your jacket, raising your arms without thinking. her eyes drank you in, hands spreading over your bare chest, thumbs stroking lazy circles just beneath your ribs.
— god, i love that you’re soft and strong. — she whispered. — you’re built like a goddamn daydream.
you flushed, overwhelmed by how she was looking at you. — you say shit like that often?
— only when i mean it. — she kissed down your throat, her hands slipping lower. — and i mean all of it.
she kissed you while directing you to her room, and then pushed you back towards the bed, the backs of your knees hitting the edge as she dropped to her knees. you froze.
— megan…
— shush. — she murmured, kissing the trail from your belly button to the waistband of your pants. — i want you to remember this forever.
her fingers popped the button of your jeans, slow and steady. the zipper came down. your boxers were already damp. painfully so.
when she pulled your cock free, she moaned; actually moaned, as if only the mere sight of you was enough to get her off.
— fuck… you’re beautiful. — she wrapped her hand around you, stroking once, slow. — i bet you’re so sensitive now, aren’t you?
you nodded, hips already twitching.
— yeah? still all worked up for me? after what i did to you back there?
— fuck, yes, megan.
she kissed the head of your cock, then licked a stripe down the underside, slow as honey.
— say it again.
— megan.
— again.
— megan. — you moaned it this time, your fingers curling in her hair as she took you into her mouth.
she sucked you slow, cheeks hollowing, tongue swirling around the tip like she wanted to taste every part of you. her hand gripped the base, twisting in rhythm with her mouth.
you gasped, bucking slightly, but she pressed a hand to your stomach, holding you still.
— easy, baby. let me worship you.
you could’ve come right there. but you didn’t want to. you needed to feel her.
— megan… please, i want to be inside you…
she pulled off with a soft pop, lips slick. her eyes were dark, pupils wide. — say that again.
you reached for her, voice cracking. — i want to be inside you. i want to fuck you so bad... please.
her whole body shivered.
— god. you don’t even know what that does to me when you beg.
she climbed into your lap, straddling you, sliding off her tank top, shorts and underwear without ceremony. you were half gone just looking at her. her skin, her softness, the flush in her cheeks.
— ready?
you nodded. she reached between you, lined you up, and sank down onto your cock with a long, gasping breath. you both stilled for a moment, overwhelmed.
— jesus christ… — she whispered. — you feel so fucking good.
you couldn’t even speak. she was tight. wet. perfect. the way she held you inside her like she was made for you.
she started moving slowly, hips rolling in steady, delicious circles.
— god, you’re so thick… fuck, i can feel you so deep… — her hands slid down your chest. — every inch of you. stretching me just right.
your hands went to her hips, gripping without meaning to. — megan… fuck, you’re so tight. i can��t-
— oh yes, you can. — she rocked down harder, making both of you moan. — you’re taking it so well, baby. making me feel so fucking full.
you moved with her, hips meeting hers, matching her rhythm now. her breath hitched every time your cock hit that perfect angle inside her.
— fuck, right there… — she whimpered, hands bracing on your shoulders. — keep fucking me just like that, baby. shit, you’re ruining me.
— you feel like heaven. — you gasped. — fuck, i never want to leave your body.
she kissed you then; messy, urgent, tongues sliding, teeth grazing.
— you make me feel like me… not jade, not the fantasy… just me. — she whispered against your lips. — thank you.
your hands cradled her face, thrusts slowing just for a second. — thank you, megan.
— say it again.
— megan...
she clenched around you at the sound of it, hips stuttering.
— i’m gonna cum, baby… please, cum with me. — she almost sobbed while holding you for dear life once the tip of your cock massaged her sweet spot.
— fuck… fuck, i’m there- i’m..
you both shattered almost at the same time; bodies locking, sounds swallowed in each other’s mouths. your thick cum filled her, hot and deep, her walls pulsing around you like waves as she moaned like a bitch upon you.
and when you finally stopped shaking, she was still holding you like she never wanted to let go.
but you weren’t done with her. not even close.
you slid your hands to her waist, coaxing her gently off of you, and before she could ask what you were doing, you were guiding her to lie back against the sheets.
— what are you… — her voice was breathless, unsure.
— shh. — you kissed her inner thigh, lips barely brushing her flushed skin. — let me take care of you.
you didn’t give her time to protest. not that she would’ve. her breath caught when your tongue dragged slowly through her folds, tasting her pussy; warm, slick, everything. her body jolted like she hadn’t expected it, like she wasn’t used to someone worshipping her this way.
— oh, fuck… — she whispered, already breathless.
you licked her slow, deliberate, taking your time, tracing every ridge of her with your tongue. her thighs tensed around your shoulders, not closing; never that. but holding on. grounding herself.
she tried to keep quiet. tried to stay in control.
— baby, you don’t have to- oh, god… i already came-
— and you’ll come again. — you murmured against her, voice low. — let me feel you fall apart.
you sucked her clit gently, tongue flicking it with just the right pressure, and she gasped. one hand flying to her mouth, the other twisting in the sheets.
— jesus christ… — she moaned, trying to keep it together.
you glanced up at her, eyes locking onto hers as you pushed two fingers inside her, slow and deep. her jaw dropped, back arching.
— f-fuck… (y/n)…— she whined, louder now, more raw than you’d ever heard her.
— that’s it. let go for me, megan.
her name from your lips did something to her. her composure cracked further, pleasure unraveling her second by second. you curled your fingers just right, tongue never breaking rhythm, and her hips started to buck; searching, needy.
— i… — she gasped, voice high and ragged. — i never let anyone do this. fuck, i never let anyone-
— but you’re letting me. — you kissed her clit again, sucked harder. — let me have all of you, megan.
her thighs clamped tighter, body tensing like a wire ready to snap.
— oh my god- i’m… fuck, baby, i’m gonna…
and she shattered. came so hard she quite literally cried out, voice hoarse, face buried in her arm like she couldn’t let herself be seen like this, even now. you didn’t stop until her legs were trembling and her breaths were stuttering out of her chest like aftershocks.
when you finally kissed your way back up her body, she was flushed and quiet, her eyes a little glassy. still catching her breath.
you laid beside her, brushing hair from her face. she looked at you like she didn’t know what to do with all the feeling inside her.
— you okay?
she nodded, slow. then whispered, almost like a confession.
— i don’t usually let people do that. i… don’t really like feeling… exposed.
— did you feel safe?
she didn’t said anything right away.
— yeah. i did. — she answered truthfully.
you leaned in, kissed her cheek. — good. because that was one of the sexiest things i’ve ever seen.
she laughed; soft and real, and pressed her forehead to yours. — you’re such a nerd.
— you’re still shaking.
— yeah. your fault. dick.
you kissed her again, smiling into it. when she finally relaxed, her limbs draped over yours, and then she collapsed against your chest, breath uneven. you kissed the crown of her head, still trembling a little.
there was a long pause, but not at all uncomfortable. quite the opposite, actually.
— you used my name a lot.
you smiled. — well, you gave it to me. figured i’d use it.
— feels different when you say it like that.
you kissed her shoulder. — then i’ll keep saying it. every time i make you feel like this.
her smile was sleepy, satisfied.
— deal.
the room was still, lit only by the soft yellow glow of a bedside lamp. her fingers traced slow shapes across your skin like she was absentmindedly writing poetry she didn’t want to say out loud.
you stared at the ceiling, your heart still a little uneven. not from the sex. from the after.
you cleared your throat, voice barely above a whisper.
— so… will i see you again?
megan didn’t answer right away. her hand stilled, just for a second.
then she propped herself up on one elbow, looked down at you with those sleepy, unreadable eyes.
— baby, after the way you just fucked me? — she smiled. soft. real. — you’re not getting rid of me that easy.
and somehow, that meant more than yes.
you let yourself exhale, pulling her closer again, like maybe tonight wasn’t just an accident.
maybe it was a beginning.
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il-miele-che-scrive Ā· 1 year ago
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you know what people are saying when a girl gets cheated on? go for his brother.
a/n not tryna offend anyone, I just love a lil drama
Part 2 here
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username1 Miss Y/n Y/l/n getting cheated on? No one is safe fr
↳username2 Yeah cuz how's he casually cheating on a literal goddess??
username3 they were together for almost 2 years😭
username4 My therapist will hear about this
↳username1 And Arthur is paying the bill
username5 that's it I'm NEVER trusting a man
username6 Isn't that girl Y/n's friend too? Poor girl getting cheated on twice
↳username3 yes it is 😭 guess Arthur got it from his brother
username7 Except Charles didn't cheat 😭 he's a homie hopper but he got morals
username8 I don't worry about Y/n, she's gonna find a new bf, but she wasted almost 2 years on him
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yourusername excuse my state i'm as high as your hopes
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username2 Miss girl about to enter her hoe phase
↳username3 As she should tbh
charlottesiine Lots of fun last nightšŸ¤
↳yourusername nothing will beat an ex wags night out
↳username2 best ex wags fr 😭
yoursister Next time I'm going too to keep an eye on you wtf
username4 Wait so Y/n and Charlotte are friends? When did this happen?
↳username5 Yeah cuz we've never seen them hang out back when ChaCha was a thing and suddenly the girls are partying together?
↳username6 I mean it could be just a "we both suffered a Leclerc so let's hang out" kinda thing
username5 WE BOTH SUFFERED A LECLERC šŸ’€ no okay but that's valid
username7 Am I the only one noticing this post was liked by Charles?
↳username2 He knows his lil bro messed up lmao
username8 Okay guys so what are we betting on - did Charles like this post because of Y/n or because of Charlotte? Also, isn't he in a relationship?
↳username3 Charles has been single for a few months now, he's free to like whoever he wants lmao
↳username9 It's just a like it's not that deep
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arthur_leclerc You were my cup of tea but I drink vanilla latte now
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username1 The AUDACITY some men have
username2 and she was her best friend 😭
username3 I really want to believe they broke up before he got with the best friend but I don't think it's true
↳username4 Y/n and Arthur literally attended Charles' race a few days before we got the pics of Arthur with the other girl
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yourusername you don't mean nothing at all to me
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yoursister And I didn't even have to stop you from calling your ex
↳yourusername why would I even wanna call him anyways
yoursister Riiight, you were too busy getting to know some other interesting people:)
username1 What is Y/s/n talking about?
↳username2 Or rather WHO is she talking about?
username3 No Charlotte in the post but Charles is in the likes again 😶
↳username4 Have you seen what this one gossip page posted? Charles being in the likes isn't the thing I'd worry about here
username5 WHAT.
username3 Care to elaborate?
username4 Charles was also at the club with Y/n. It honestly looks like it was organized by a friend of his and he took Y/n there
username2 OH
username2 That's what Y/s/n is talking about
username5 Our girl Y/n is getting promoted from F2 to F1 and I love to see that
↳username6 LMAO it's so funny because it's true 😭
↳username2 Do we know who else was at this party?
username4 Allegedly the party was organized by Gasly, so obviously there was his gf Kika, but also some fellow drivers like Albon, Russell, Sainz, Ocon, Ricciardo and their gfs
username5 I was joking but now it looks like Y/n is actually becoming an F1 wag now lol
username7 Gossip girl on wheels I've been saying it for months
username8 But the caption SLAPS
↳username9 no because it looks like Y/n and Arthur are having a caption war lol it's funny
username8 It's childish but let a girl heal from a heartbreak in peace
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yourusername karma will take it from here
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username1 MISS GIRL?? WHO IS THE MAN??
↳username2 We all know it's Charles (allegedly)
username8 Nah cuz I told yall she's gonna find another boyfriend soon
yoursister Loving to see you happy again ā¤ļø
↳yourusername just needed a little upgrade
username3 I have no proof but I just know it's Charles
username4 Do we think she went for Charles because she genuinely likes him or just to get back at Arthur?
↳username5 Wait until someone starts a "she cheated on Arthur with Charles" gossips
username6 My two favorite red flags
↳username7 The homie hopper and the brother hopper, a match made in heaven
username6 The homie hopper is so real, Y/n recently hung out with his ex Charlotte šŸ’€
username8 What kinda brother gets with his brother's ex?
↳username9 Imagine the next family dinner lmao
username10 Y'all it's not even confirmed that the man is Charles, y'all are crazy
↳username6 The post was liked by all the F1 drivers and their partners that were on the party from Y/n's previous post, it says a lot
↳username2 What @/username6 said and also Y/n is now followed by half of the F1 grid AND the wags
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charles_leclerc Not your cup of tea, but my glass of wine
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yourusername KARMA IS MY BOYFRIENDā¤ļø
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irlyluvosamu Ā· 11 months ago
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dating the ninja: series (headcanons) | cole brookstone , zane julien x reader!! ( ā‰§į—œā‰¦) ā™”
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a/n: okiiii heres part two, coles part seems so long, but they are kinda the same length. I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH!!!!
part one !!
warnings: non rly, not that i can remember lol
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Ā· He may be the Elemental Master of Earth, but under all those rocks he's a baby boy at heart.
HE.IS.THE.BEST.BOY.FRIEND.TO.HAAAVE!!!Ā 
Ā· First meeting wasn't anything new, you all met through Sensei Wu. You, Cole, Kai, and all the others. At first, you two were nothing but friends. Best friends for that matter...until a couple of years went by and Cole started to feel...different around you.
Ā· He can't really be in the same room as you anymore without having to blush whenever he talked to you, but he was pretty good at hiding that from you. But once you're gone his face is red and you know Kai, and sometimes Jay, teases him for his crush on you.
Ā· He thinks you're the greatest person to ever exist, need anything you go to him and he'll help you hands down!
Ā· Expect a bunch of piggyback rides wherever you two go. Walking around the Monastery? You're on his back. Just making a quick run to the store, he'll carry you he does not think you're heavy at all.
Ā· "It's like holding a pile of feathers." <3
Ā· He can beĀ veryĀ protective over you but he just wants you to be safe. He knows you can take care of yourself but he feels like a bad boyfriend if he can't do anything to help you when you need him.
Ā· He also loves to cuddle. He's like a huge teddy bear you'd wanna hugĀ forever!Ā 
Ā· Play with his hair, I swear it makes him feel so much better! All the stress he had rested on his shoulders drowned away when you touch his hair. You usually do it when you two are cuddling, or when he's angry at something and you use that to calm him down.Ā 
Ā· He loves to use nicknames for you, and the one he'll normally use is "Honey" or "Cake" ... Yeah, Cake. He loves cake and you're sweet like cake soĀ boomĀ it works. A rare one he'll also use is "BooBoo Bear." He will also use "Sweetheart" when he needs something from you, you learned that a little while ago.
Ā· He's so scared to leave you alone during missions. There was this one time in the Sons of Garmadon take over, he, Kai, Jay, Zane, and Master Wu were sent to the Realm of Oni and Dragon for a little while and when they returned you wereĀ severelyĀ injured.
Ā· He was scared to lose you, but when you recovered he gently tackled you into a hug and sobbed in your shoulder, you could feel his hands rub your back and grab the fabric of your clothes when he knew you were there, live and well.Ā 
Ā· He and you have karaoke moments together and it's hilarious when one of the others walks in on it. Cole's red from head to toe and you're just there standing like a statue as you look back from the said person and Cole.
Ā· If it's one of the guys Cole will literally grab a pillow and throw it at them, chasing them out of the room but if it's Master Wu, Nya, or any one of the elders he'll cough nervously as he waits for them to leave.Ā 
Ā· You guys also cook together, but because Cole was banned from the kitchen, 3 times, Zane had to keep an eye out for the both of you if you were a decent cook and can handle both Cole and the cooking Zane will smile and leave the two of you be.Ā 
Ā· There was this one time Cole accidentally lit the inside of the oven on fire andĀ a lotĀ of baking soda was involved. After that, Cole usually just gets store-bought cakes or treats when he feels like it.Ā 
Ā· When you two sleep, he likes to have you in his arms. It makes him feel more confident and he knows you are protected. But that doesn't mean he doesn't like to be held,Ā he loves it, especially by you.
Ā· The covers are over both your bodies and the heat from his hold and the blanket made it feel like an active volcano in the bed.Ā 
Ā· Knowing Cole snores, (canaon) you don't really get affected by it in any way, but sometimes it does tend to get annoying but you say nothing because you don't want to make him upset in any way. Besides, everyone snores it's nothing to be ashamed of.
Ā· In the mornings' Cole is normally unlikely to wake up before you. So you wake up in his arms under the covers, his chest to your back and his face by your neck. You sometimes tend to fall back asleep in his arms or you try your best to get out of bed....but that just normally wakes him up and you have a new problem to deal with.
Ā· His phone wallpaper is the both of you on your first date at a bakery called "Cakes Delight" and you playfully rolled your eyes as Cole's eyes sparkled at the sight of all the flavors and dragged you into the bakery.Ā 
Ā· The photo is you with Cole's phone taking a bird's eye view angle pic. You had a cookie in your mouth winking at the camera giving a single finger gun to Cole's head, (for fun)Ā all while Cole had three cakes on one plate, a smile on his face as it was stuffed with cake while he gave a peace sign for the photo.Ā 
Ā· When you're talking with one of your friends who came to the Monastery to hang out, Cole tends to wrap himself in a blanket and tackle you mid-conversation and playfully whine about 'being left alone' even though he had the guys to hang out with.
Ā· Even though you two are a couple, he can't help but get butterflies every time you do something cute. Sneeze? He's smiling. Becoming clingy? His heart has melted.
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Ā Ā· He is very patient and understanding with you. He doesn't invade any of your personal life unless you talk to him about it.Ā 
Ā· Whenever you are angry he'll try his best to talk to you in the most sweetest tone you have ever heard and comfort you. Calming you down enough for him to be able to touch you and give you a hug.
Ā· Sends you "good morning, my love. i hope you had an excellent sleep. breakfasts on the table for you on the kitchen counter downstairs. I and the other ninja will be outside in the courtyard if you need me to assist with anything you may need." in the mornings when he wakes up before you. he likes to wait until your awake to talk to you and won't bother your sleeping figure unless it's like 12:30 in the afternoon and you're still asleep. (you're just like me fr)
Ā· also his goodnight texts>>
Ā· "good evening, dove. i hope you do not stay up extremely late again so you do not wake up sad or grumpy. we already have kai, we do not need another one. make sure you brushed your teeth, floss, and washed your face. i hear washing one's face helps relax them. i love you to the moon and back. sweet dreams, my love."
Ā· AAHHHHHH HE CARES ABOUT YOUR HEALTH SO MUCH!!!
Ā· you taught him emoctions (or however you spell that word aahshsjbsj)Ā like, "<3, :3, UWU," ETC, and now he uses the '<3' one in almost every text to show his love for you and your heart melts when he sends them and goes like "did i do that correct, my dear?"
Ā· Every morning when he sees you walk into the kitchen, he falls in love with you all over again when he sees your sleepy state. Your eyes are droopy, you have some drool on your lips, and your hair is all over the place.
Ā· While you eat his breakfast he'll pull up a chair behind you and offer to comb your hair (either it's long or short) he'll run his fingers through your hair once detangled.
Ā· Because he can get a bit cold, one being the Master of Ice and two he's a Nindroid, whenever you both cuddle he'll have a blanket wrapped around, mostly you, the two of you as you both chat about your day.
Ā· Tries to attempt a 'wink and walk away' but it just ends with him awkwardly blinking at you while Kai's laughing his ass off in the back.
Ā· He was the first to confess his feelings towards you, with the help from his brothers, but they gave such bad advice he ended up short-circuiting because of how embarrassed he was.
Ā· "I never knew Nindroids could get flustered." Jay joked while attempting to repair Zane with help from his Yang, Nya.
Ā· You giggled as you took Zane's hand, who was lying down on a metal table.Ā 
Ā· "I love you too, Zane."
Ā· His favorite place to kiss you is the back of your hand, palm, wrist, or knuckles. he's grown the habit of just taking your hand and placing it on his lips.
Ā· "Zane, lemme have a turn with the dishes you've been doing every day of this week." You smiled at your boyfriend who sighed softly taking his hands out of the water and drying them. Before he left he turned around and grabbed your hand, turning it to show the back of your hand and pecking it, "I suppose you are right. Thank you, my love."
Ā· Leaves you all red-
Ā· Loves going grocery shopping with you, it makes his day 10x more special knowing he's with you and everything's ok. Sure you once lost him in a Metro but you soon found him...after 30 minutes of looking.
Ā· Zane has an entire memory bank of just you and him stored inside of him while you have a photo album of you two (while ofc you have one for all your friends, including the others, but Zane is special <3)
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itsrlymine Ā· 1 month ago
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Hey it's me again ā™”
Remember when I said I'm manifesting a husband/wife that will spoil me rotten? I got one!
Kinda, lemme explain. Long story tho.
I'm like super introverted and a homebody despite being a shopaholic lol, so if I wanted someone, they'd have to literally appear from the sky because all my socials are private, I have like 2 friends, I don't like going out often and the area I live in now is bougie so people don't really walk around.
I even downloaded dating apps thinking I could help speed up my manifestion (how silly of me šŸ˜”šŸ™„), and yeah I got a ton of matches and likes but no one fit my list to the T, so I just deleted the apps and waited.
One day I received flowers. The security that delivered them had told me someone had sent it to me but didn't say who they were. Obviously now I'm confused because the only people I know who would send me flowers are my glucose guardians and they told me it wasn't them so...
A few days later I'm sent expensive ass chocolate and a number on a card. I call the number and I kid you not when I say the voice that answered back had me 😳🫠
He asked me out on a date, and obviously I said yes, at this point I already knew he was who I was manifesting, I mean look at the circumstances.
I met him officially and he was a dream. Every single thing I wanted physically and personality wise was all there, which is crazy because I scripted very specific details down and he checks all my boxes. Wealthy, sweet, gorgeous, tall, a nerd, british, respectful, long hair, loves legos, etc. The only thing that I never specified was gender.
Here's the crazy part.
He told me he saw me while I was grocery shopping and couldn't get me out of his head ever since. He followed me home and asked the security at my place to give me the flowers he bought.
Is that creepy? Absolutely.
Do I care? No.
When I say I like mine obsessed, I mean it. I don't recommend, because to each their own, but to me this is the bare minimum. I want my partner to be straight out of wattpad. Yeah it could've gone horribly, but I know how to manifest, so how the hell could it go wrong?
We've been on some dates and he is the one. He spoils me rotten, treats me like a queen, speaks to me like an equal, gives me tons of affection, asks me to tell him what I'm wearing out so he can match with me and sends me pics of the lego sets he's built because he wants compliments. He's so cute istg.
He also wants me to call it off with my glucose guardians because he wants to be the only one providing for me (as he should) 🤭
It took me a while to manifest this one because I've wanted to marry someone but wasn't sure if that's what I really wanted, or what my family expects of me. But after everything else I manifested, I thought why not try it out? If I don't want to anymore, I'll just manifest them away or whatever.
We're not married nor engaged yet, but trust that I'll send you an invite to the wedding if you want to come. It's gonna be glamours so you gots to be there babes. Like seriously, I don't mind dming all the deets if you wanna be there.
um babes you know I will def show up omg. I love this omg yesssss ugh it's so easy and fun omg. all you have to "do" is decide it's already done and it is. heavy on if you don't want them anymore, they can just go back to wherever they came from fr. no need to put pressure on yourself. LMAOOO Is that creepy? Absolutely. Do I care? No. I'M CRYING OMG PLSS. Just be safe my love but period!
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landososcar Ā· 1 year ago
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so american ; CL16
pairing(s) ; charles leclerc x american!reader
summary ; in which a trip to monaco turns permenant because of one ferrari racing driver
warnings ; fast paced relationship, smau, google translated french (pls correct anything that’s wrong) & FLUFFF
note ; lol sorry i lowkey disappeared. anyways. here’s charles and leo (aka everyone’s fav duo)
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youruser leo & i might never leave šŸ„°šŸ‡²šŸ‡Ø
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friend1 monaco is so so beautiful
yourbff you can’t leave me here alone in the us
youruser but…
charles_leclerc im stealing her
yourbff you’ve know her for 3 weeks
charles_leclerc whats your point ??
friend2 the states miss you come home
friend3 leo has a new lap to sit in????
yourbff i feel cheated on
charles_leclerc i’ll make sure you don’t leave ā˜ŗļøā¤ļø
youruser having the best time of my life with you🫶
yourbff saying you’re not gonna let her leave is kinda creepy not gonna lie…
charles_leclerc you’re just jealous coz she doesn’t wanna go back to the us and wants to stay with me
friend4 you look so happy😁
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cl16updating recent pictures of charles with a puppy, fans who asked him about the dog say his name is leo and he is not charles dog but he is staying with him for a while!! we are also unsure who the girl in his car in the last picture is, if anyone has any idea please share her instagram @ with us!!!!!!!!
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fan1 omg he’s not his dog??? i’m devastated now i wanted leo paddock appearances
fan2 idk maybe if you guys find her instagram @ don’t share it,, if charles wanted us to know about her he’d share with us
fan3 if she doesn’t want us to know about her maybe she shouldn’t hang out with the prince of monaco
fan4 she should be able to hang with whoever she wants. some of y’all are so weird
fan5 imma steal that dog
fan6 that means we probs won’t get leo in the paddock😭
fan7 maybe leo is the girls’ dog and she’s a friend of charles visiting him or something idk
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translation 1: ā€˜i’ll miss you so much’
translation 2: ā€˜we can be crazy together, my love’
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charles_leclerc added to his close friends story!
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↳ you always do baby
↳ god you’re so cheesy
↳ i hate you
↳ can we go back home i miss leo
↳ charlie babe leo will be fine by himself for 3 hours
↳ i know i know
↳ i just love him so much
you replied to charles_leclerc’s story
↳ CHARLIE DELETE
↳ THE DOGS ARE OUT😭😭😭
↳ LEO GOT OUT??????????????? WHERE IS HE ??? IS HE SAFE??? DID SOMEONE FIND HIM??:??;??/??
↳ omg baby no leo’s fine i’m sorry for worrying you
↳ why would you joke about that
↳ i think i nearly had a heart attack
↳ you’re more obsessed with leo than me
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f1wagupdates charles and his girlfriend (leo’s mum — we don’t know her name) this saturday. the owner of the first pic said that they were out for dinner with pascale, arthur, lorenzo, and their girlfriends.
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user1 she so beautiful oh my god
user2 where’s leo
user3 girl she doesn’t have to take him everywhere
user4 i think her name is y/n… my cousin in america said that she looks like someone she used to go to school with
user5 i looked through charles’ following and he follows a private account with that name @youruser
user6 ooo that could be her fs
user7 did she really leave leo alone.. she’s a bad owner wtf
user8 leo is a dog he’ll be ok by himself for a few hours omg you just want a reason to hate her go touch grass
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charles_leclerc happy gorgeous amazing month ā˜ŗļøā¤ļø
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user1 CHARLES who is THAT
user2 Y/N CONTENT ON THE MAIN ā€¼ļøā€¼ļøā€¼ļø
carlossainz55 whipped
user3 omg is she playing his piano
user4 yes with her feet
youruser love love love you
charles_leclerc chĆ©riešŸ’“šŸ’“
user4 anyone else think they’re moving REALLY quickly…. like i heard they’re living together already
user5 who CAREEESSSSS
user6 it’s none of our business
yourbff you’re all she talks about oh my GOD
charles_leclerc are you jealous
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youruser ā€œtoo much, too soonā€ i’m living with him lol
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yourbff remember when we had conversations that weren’t about him
youruser wdym
yourbff i hate him
yourbff you’re OBSESSED with him
yourbff you guys are DISGUSTING
youruser you sound jealous
yourbff i AM. that little french driving man STOLE my best friend
charles_leclerc FRENCH????????
friend1 miss you 🫶🫶
joris__trouche ā¤ļø
friend2 come visit soon we miss youuuu
friend3 you’re so so so gorgeous
charles_leclerc MON AMOURRR
charles_leclerc YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL I WANNA KISS YOUR FACE
yourbff can you get me a ticket to the miami gp so i can see my wife pls
charles_leclerc no you’re gonna try steal her back
yourbff @youruser ur boyfriend is being mean to me
youruser charlie i lost my miami paddock pass can you get me another one pls but like could you put it under the name y/bff/n y/bff/ln please, for no reasonā˜ŗļø
charles_leclerc okay babyšŸ’“šŸ’“
youruser stop it i love you so so much you’re so adorable😭
leclerc_pascale Leo ā¤ļø
youruser he misses you 🄰
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natalchartnurtures Ā· 2 months ago
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Pick-A-Tarot Meme! What Are Your Person's Thoughts About You?
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Cuz we can't have enough of these :p
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Pile 1:
Gosh pile one.. your person seems to be soooooooo IN THEIR HEAD about you right now.. like i got so dizzy as i started your reading wtf like what's happening here? Let's find out together yea?
Mmm ok. It seems like they have FeElingS for you but it's like.. their feelings are causing them to get in their head? Maybe their terrified of emotional vulnerability or something?
Pile 1, is your person a tough cookie or likes to present as one? Cuz if so you're the one who cracks them!
You'll be the one who gets through to their heart and they low key know thiss somewhere at the back of their mind and.. I guess THAT'S WHY they're feeling so utterly anxious. They don't wanna fuck it up this connection I hear. I'm also getting that your person doesn't really feel much for people in general like if at all even. They're giving me aromantic energy ooooor maybe they've just been really closed off to romance maybe cuz of some really and I mean REALLY bad experiences.
But. Something about you. Just. Unlocked. something inside of them and now they're FREAKING OUT lol. They're all "this wasn't part of the plan what the hell!" But in cute way lmao.
I see them veiwing you as a bit of a tower moment in their life right now and I'm not sure they're enjoying it very much. They may limit interaction with you at this point in time or if yall are together/dating they maybe a more defensive than usual but this is because they feel out of control (since they attach control with no feelings) cuz they genuinely care and could love you (like crazy)
Wow. Um this person doesn't have thoughts about you. They have mental breakdowns and panick attacks about you šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ (it's not funny, but it kinda is šŸ™ƒ)
This person prolly never felt this way (or expected to) about somebody and now it seems as if they're jus.. spazzing lol. They maybe an air moon or air dominant (especially low octave Aquarius energy) cuz these people tend to spazz when they catch feelings XD
Like they're having mental spasms and they don't know what to do when it comes to you. They seem like they're a fish out of water when it comes to you..
Broooo but when they're not busy spazzing abour you and their feelings for you.. they have deep passionate thoughts, mostly at nighttime, when this person feels safe I heard. Ooh. Interesting. Yea they're soooooo attracted to you and your body (lmao) they drool from the wet dreams they have about you 🤣 but I don't think you know this (which is why youre here reading this PAC lol)
Also bro. this person LOVES you. Loves everything about you. Oh it's so precious. I hope they heal whatever wound that's stopping them from being with you cuz they genuinely want to be with you (their words not mine) no matter how much they try to deny it- out of whatever fear they're experiencing.. but yea let's hope your person finds the courage they need to heal so they can make their way towards you!
Love and light, to you my friend and thanks for reading!
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Pile 2:
Ah it's my romantic pile 🄰
They love to think about you like all day, everyday.. I'm sitting and stirring in the energy of this person's love for you rn and man.. it's so NICE and warm and fuzzy and just.. pure. This person has probably thought about your future together and fantasized about you in every possible scenario when it comes to ya'lls life together. Very cute, pile 2. They have most of their thoughts at nighttime? Even though they spend alllll day thinking of you, it usually amplifies at night. I see them basking in their delicious feels for you (awwww stop this is way too cute!)
BRO they daydream about cuddling you! (you didn't hear it from me šŸ™ƒšŸ˜‰) ahhhhh they love the thought of you in their hoodie just basking in the bliss yall feel together for each other.. gosh so precious!! ><
It's like they think you complete them.. like you're their other half..
Bro. Wtf. I just heard the name Jake Gyllenhaal? Idk take that if it resonates lmao
AH I'm also hearing Sunset Blvd By Selena Gomez?
And Rare by Selena Gomez too so take them if you feel like it's significant for you :)
Ok! I'm getting something interesting now.. pile 2, arr you in a situationship with this person? Or maybe a friendship but yall caught feelings and now things are kinda awkward? Or maybe they tried to push you away and chose themselves over this connection at some point? Whatever the case, there seems to be HISTORY between the both of ya'll. And whatever went down, TRUST ME your person is feeling terrible about it. I see them process you guy's past through their thoughts and I see them becoming aware of everything did (or didn't do) in this connection and I see them taking accountability! Don't we love a self-aware king/queen? Lovely news! They want to be with you! Like you're front and center in their mind right now and they're gonna do everything in their power to not only clear up things with but also begin something brand new with you. If you guys are looking for a relationship then that would mean that this person will reach out and ask you out for the first time šŸ‘€
They'll be doing this at their own speed lol (differs for everybody reading)
Or.. say if you're just looking for closure then I see this person reaching out for a heart to heart after a few days/weeks of laying low for a bit. For this to be coming out rn.. I think that they're thinking about this right now as you're reading this. Ooh exciting heheheheheheheh
I love this for you pile, 2!
Love and light, to you my friend thanks for reading!
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Pile 3:
Ooh.. pile 3, your person is doing some serious thinking! Phew! Let's get in.
Most of their thoughts are about your softness.. they find it really healing tbh.. they absolutely love how they can be themselves around you and you receive them just as they are. Plain and simple. Ah. It nourishes them. They think of you as a comforting figure who is the human embodiment of a big warm loving hug. Aw pile 3, this is lovely energy. I'm hearing the song- By Your Side by Sade so check it out if you feel called to!
You're a place of respite for this person tbh. This person thinks that you're a wonderful person to talk to (about literally anything!) Bestie vibes tbh BUT this pile has such a sutble and sweet romantic vibe underneath the friendly tenderness (if your asking about a romantic interest) that is shared among the two of you when you connect. I heard that they think you're not like the other people they've met before. So maybe they've met a lot of people who didn't care about them or maybe their childhood lacked a certain quality of love and care which.. you give to this person. And they honestly can't be more grateful to you for that. Aw. This warms my heart. It's kinda sad but it's sooo precious too?
You make them wanna care about people again. You make them wanna care about life again. You make them wanna LOVE AGAIN.
You've managed to build a space for this person to feel safe and this has been a rare commodity in this person's life like I cannot stress that enough, pile 3. Pat yourself on the back please you've done a wonderful job here :)
You're so patient and loving with them it's almost as if it's otherworldly... angelic almost.
You make them wanna truly believe again. Ah. So beautiful. They hold a lot of reverence and respect for you and your mind. They love how you function. They love you. A lot it seems like.
Love and light, to you my friend thanks for reading
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elleaitch22 Ā· 1 month ago
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Terms of Endearment
Chapter 13: Learning How to Stay
Pairing: Paige Bueckers x Azzi Fudd
A/N: Sorry about the delay y’all! It was a rough week. I saw a bunch of immigrants being round up and bussed off, and it threw me off pretty badly. Chapter is kinda short because I literally couldn’t snap out of it. Anywho, I’m gonna look at your suggestions tomorrow before I start writing Chapter 14. I really wish it was better, but I know Chapter 14 will be lol!! I hope y’all enjoy!! xx Elle
Warnings: Nightmares, low self-worth, PTSD symptoms, anxiety (mild)
Word Count: 3.5k words
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Azzi arrived at Penthouse 8 bright and early on Tuesday morning. She was intentional about her outfit; she didn’t want to be the reason Soleil looked like she wouldn’t fit in on her first day at Four Oaks. The flowy, cream and green pants paired perfectly with the tight, cream tank top. Brown sandals and gold jewelry were the perfect accents.
ā€œGood morning, Azzi. How are we doing today?ā€ Paige questioned, facing the stove.
Azzi sat at one of the bar stools, noting the lack of sunny energy in the room. ā€œGood morning. I was up a few times. He was in a few dreams, freaked me out a little. Where’s Soleil.ā€
Paige looked at her watch. ā€œSleep. I’m gonna get her up in a couple minutes, once I finish cooking. Wanna talk about it?ā€ Glance tossed over her shoulder.
ā€œUh, sure.ā€ She began. ā€œDo you have anything you need help with?ā€
ā€œYou can cut some apples and oranges if you want?ā€ Paige offered.
Azzi was grateful for the task, standing to gather the fruit and supplies. ā€œFor the first one, I was in my apartment with Soleil. We were working on homework, I think. He just popped up, saying mean things. I woke up when he said something to Soleil.ā€
Paige nodded, letting her continue.
ā€œSecond one I was there by myself. He was there when I got home, and he started hitting me. And I don’t even know why that happened in the dream; he’s only hit me once.ā€
ā€œAzzi,ā€ Paige started, covering her hand, ā€œHe shouldn’t have hit you at all, and it’s okay if you’re having nightmares about it.ā€
The brunette nodded, focusing on cutting up the fruit. This is why she was beginning to like the morning meeting. She could air out her feelings and be validated.
ā€œThe last one was the worst. Everyone was out somewhere, I don’t even know where. Soleil went missing. Nobody could find her, and he made me leave you guys as a trade.ā€ Azzi finished.
Paige’s hand came to cup the nape of her neck this time, ā€œAzzi, can you look at me?ā€
Azzi shook her head, hands shaking as she cut the last apple slice.
ā€œOkay. Nothing’s going to happen to Soleil, I promise. She’s always got somebody who would die before they would let anything happen to her. Nika, Ice, Jana, KK, me, you. She’ll be okay.ā€ The blonde’s free hand went to Azzi’s chin, forcing her to look at her. ā€œYou are safe with me, Az. I’m not going to let anything happen to you, alright?ā€
Azzi didn’t say anything, just stared into Paige’s eyes, but she was gone. Physically with her, but mind away.
ā€œAzzi,ā€ Paige called, squeezing the back of her neck a little.
The woman blinked quickly, clearing out whatever was going on in her mind.
ā€œDid you hear me?ā€ The blonde questioned. ā€œNothing is going to happen to you or Soleil. I won’t let him hurt you, not again.ā€
Azzi nodded, trying to believe what Paige was telling her. ā€œIt’s just hard to remember that when it’s the middle of the night.ā€ She said with a cynical laugh.
ā€œYou can always come up here if you need. If you don’t feel safe, or if you just want to talk, you can always come here. I know Soleil would love a sleepover, so our door is always open.ā€
Pale thumbs rubbed at Azzi’s jaw, reminding her to unclench her teeth. ā€œI’ll remember that. Thanks, Paige.ā€
The blonde leaves her in the kitchen and Soleil is left with her thoughts.
Would Paige really want to talk about her abuser at 3 a.m.? Did she really want her to come over whenever?
Her brows were furrowed when Paige came back with Soleil in tow. ā€œRule number two, Azzi.ā€ She said, casually.
She thought back to the rules listed in her journal – she could ask if she didn’t know what to do, didn’t understand what was expected of her.
ā€œMaybe after Soleil gets to school?ā€ Her shoulders relaxed at Paige’s nod.
Soleil sat quietly at the island, something very unusual when she was at home.
ā€œWhat’s wrong, Sunny Girl.ā€ Azzi said, moving closer.
The girl shook her head and stuck her thumb in her mouth, pout deepening at the question.
ā€œShe doesn’t want to go to school. I think she might be a little nervous.ā€ Paige spoke lowly.
Azzi had figured that, as her last experience with a new school wasn’t great. ā€œThat’s okay, Lei. We canā€“ā€
ā€œWe stay here and do school?ā€ Soleil’s eyes had lit up with excitement and hope.
The brunette’s heart dropped to her stomach, knowing she’d be crushing the girl’s dreams. ā€œWell, you’re only going to go to school for the morning, then me and Mo are gonna come get you for lunch, and we’ll come home and finish school! And then your mommy’s gonna pick you up after we finish! Does that sound okay?ā€ Azzi tried to sound joyful with the plan, hoping the anxiety in her voice wasn’t audible.
Big blue eyes locked onto the kitchen counter, face pensive, ā€œIf you do my hair, I agwee.ā€
A tanned hand shot out, ā€œYou’re a good negotiator.ā€ A quick handshake and a smile and the deal was on.
Two plates of French toast, chicken sausage, eggs, and fruit appeared before them. ā€œOkay, we have 45 minutes until we need to be on the way to school, so I can go in and meet your teacher, Lei.ā€ Paige walked around to sit on the other side of Soleil. ā€œSo, no games or tv this morning, alright?ā€
Soleil nodded, grabbing both women’s hands. ā€œDear God,ā€ She started, head bowed. ā€œThank you fow my yummy bweakfast. Thank you fow my mommy. Please let hew have a gweat day! Thank you fow my Azzi. Please help us have a fun time aftew school.ā€ She paused, voice dropping a bit. ā€œPlease help me like my new school and have nice fwiends. In Jesus name, amen.ā€
It wasn’t everyday Azzi her a child that young pray so well, ā€œSoleil, that was a great job, Sweetheart.ā€ She ruffled the girl’s hair before digging in.
Plates were empty in ten minutes. Paige went to clean up and get dressed while Azzi followed Soleil to her room to help her get ready.
Her heart warmed seeing Soleil in her uniform. ā€œWhy can’t I wear my unicorn dress today?ā€ Soleil pouted.
ā€œBecause Four Oaks has uniforms. Everyone matches so no one feels left out.ā€ Azzi answered gently. ā€œDo you want me to do something with purple butterfly clips to match your shirt?ā€
ā€œYes, please. I want lots of bwaids in the fwont!ā€ She smiled brightly. ā€œWhat awe we gonna do aftew we get home?ā€
Azzi scrunched her face like she was deep in thought. ā€œMaybe we can learn about volcanoes and make our own.ā€ She said, parting the front half of Soleil’s hair.
ā€œI wanna make a volcano!ā€ She exclaimed loudly.
Soleil rambled about how they could make the rainbow pretty and paint it pink and add purple glitter since it’s mommy’s favorite. She seemed excited for their after school adventure, energy rubbing off on Azzi.
A knock sounded at Soleil’s bedroom door. ā€œYou guys ready?ā€ Paige questioned.
Azzi’s mouth went dry.
Paige was still oh so fine. She wore a neutral outfit. Simple. Loose khakis and a cream linen shirt hung on her frame nicely. Her hair was down today; natural waves framed her face beautifully.
ā€œYeah, mommy! I’m weady.ā€ Soleil’s voice broke Azzi’s Paige-induced trance. She walked to her mom, putting her had in the larger outstretched one. ā€œIf I do a good job, we can have a movie dinner and night.ā€
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Drop off went well. Soleil skipped to her classroom, holding her mom’s hand. She showed Paige her desk, cubby, and the book nook while Azzi talked to Mrs. Russell about what happened at St. Paul’s. The teacher reassured Azzi that nothing like that would be permitted at Four Oaks. Mrs. Russell walked her to the door, gentle hint very clear.
Azzi signaled to Paige that they would need to leave. She smiled as the tall blonde knelt, tugged Soleil close to her chest, and whispered something in her ear.
As they walked back out to the car, Paige looked back several times.
ā€œRelax, P. I really think this will be a good fit for her.ā€ Azzi said, laying a hand on her back.
Paige nodded, ā€œI know, I’m just worried.ā€ She sighed. ā€œI know she’ll probably love it, and it’ll be great, but I thought that about St. Paul’s too.ā€
ā€œYeah, but this is a new place. They know all about you and your orientation, and they are accepting of it.ā€
Paige opened the passenger door for Azzi, ā€œI just don’t want this to fuck up her childhood.ā€
ā€œThat school is good. The classrooms have pride flags. And if you don’t like it, pull her out, and I’ll be a private tutor or something. But you have to let her settle, see how the school really is.ā€
The blonde nodded. Azzi was making sense. She just needed to calm down and see how everything went. Soleil had a lot of people looking out for her, making sure she was okay.
ā€œAlright.ā€ She said. She reached into her back pocket, pulling out a sheet of folded paper. ā€œI have your list for today. But we need to talk about what had you confused this morning.ā€
ā€œWell, I don’t need an explanation, more like clarification.ā€ Azzi started. ā€œDo you really want me to come up here if I can’t sleep or are you being nice?ā€
Paige smirked, ā€œI’m trying to date you, Azzi, so of course I’m being nice. But even if I wasn’t interested, we’re friends too. I want to help you, and if that means coming upstairs for a few nights, that’s fine with me.ā€ She cocked a brow slightly. ā€œWas there anything else?ā€
ā€œYeah. Do I have to talk about it like we did this morning?ā€ She questioned.
ā€œNot if you don’t want to. It may help though. We could even get you a therapist if you want.ā€ Paige said, handing her the list.
Work on setting up apartment
At least 3 glasses of water before you pick up Soleil
Sunlight for 10 mins
Make list of materials for Soleil’s afterschool
Journal prompt: perfect day
Before they long, they were back at the apartment.
ā€œHave a good day. Morgan will be here at 11 to take you to pick up Soleil. Let me know if you need anything.ā€
Azzi rode the elevator to her floor, cataloguing all the things she could get done in the next two and a half hours. There was a thin figure waiting outside her door.
Nika.
ā€œHey girl,ā€ Croatian accent light. ā€œI brought coffee so we could have a little boost while we work.ā€
Azzi took the cup and brought it to her lips. ā€œThanks, Nika. I’m happy you’re here, so I don’t have to do everything myself.ā€
She unlocked her front door, ushering the other woman in.
ā€œOh, Ice should be here soon, since she was your interior designer.ā€
ā€œIt’s mainly just sorted into boxes for each room, but if we can get the couch, the table for Soleil’s room, and the bean bags set up, I think we’ll be in pretty solid position.ā€
Nika nodded, ā€œGood, good. While we’re putting the couch together, I can ask you a few questions. ā€œShe added casually.
ā€œOkay,ā€ Azzi was more focused on opening one of the eight boxes for the couch.
ā€œHow are you liking it here? Like seriously.ā€ Nika went to another box, cutting the cardboard off smoothly.
ā€œI’m doing okay. I’m trying to work through being accepted. And there not being a trap door with every decision I make.ā€ She said.
Nika was quiet, making sure Azzi didn’t have any more to get out. ā€œI know that can be tough. You’re almost rewiring your brain to think a completely different way. You have to teach your brain and your body that you are in a safe space with safe people.ā€
Azzi’s eyes were wide with surprise. She’d just analyzed everything Azzi had said in thirty seconds.
ā€œOh, I was a psychology major, Azzi. Know all about how easy it is for words to fuck someone up.ā€ The woman smirked. ā€œYou’re already been accepted; you’re our family. Paige let you in. She doesn’t do soft. Not easily. She’s been carved into corners for Soleil. But you? You’re the only one who got past her walls just by… being.ā€
The last sentence bounded around in Azzi’s head. Paige had really let me into their life and accepted me into the fold.
The two women worked in relative silence. They screwed the little feet on the bottom and sat each piece up. Azzi was happy she picked a couch with a low difficulty, or she’d probably doing homework
ā€œOkay, Fudd. I’ve let you stew long enough for me to ask you the real questions.ā€ Nika said, smirking after. ā€œYou happy?ā€ she asked, turning back to Azzi.
Azzi blinked. ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œYou heard me.ā€
Azzi let out a soft breath, smiled faintly. ā€œYeah. I think so.ā€
Nika crossed her arms and tilted her head. She didn’t move.
Azzi’s smile faded a little. ā€œThat’s what’s scary.ā€
Nika sat on the arm of the couch. ā€œExplain.ā€
Azzi settled onto the floor again, legs folded under her, her iced coffee balanced on the nearest box. ā€œI keep waiting to feel like I’m faking it. Like I don’t belong here — with Soleil, with Paige, in this building. But I don’t. That’s what’s terrifying. Because if this is real, then I could lose it.ā€
ā€œYou think she’d leave you?ā€ Nika asked gently.
Azzi shook her head. ā€œNot like that. I just – I’ve never been this safe. It makes me want to self-destruct a little.ā€
Nika nodded slowly. ā€œYou want to know something about Paige?ā€
Azzi glanced up.
ā€œShe doesn’t do soft. Never has. Not with people. Not even with her parents. But Soleil cracked her open. And you? You slipped in so quiet we almost didn’t notice. And now she’s soft around you, too.ā€
Azzi’s throat tightened.
ā€œI know you care about her. And Soleil,ā€ Nika said, quieter now. ā€œI know you’d never hurt them on purpose. But I need to know you won’t run when it gets too real.ā€
Azzi stared at the floor. ā€œI’m not scared I’ll break her. I’m scared I’ll break me.ā€
The silence stretched between them. Nika didn’t fill it.
ā€œWhen I was with Grant, I didn’t have anything for myself,ā€ Azzi murmured. ā€œNot a toothbrush, not a key to the apartment, not even a drawer. Nothing that said I mattered. Being here — being wanted here — it’s like holding something fragile. And I don’t trust myself not to drop it.ā€
Nika knelt down beside her, her voice firm but kind. ā€œThen let us help you hold it.ā€
Before Azzi could respond, another knock sounded — louder this time. A beat later, the door swung open.
ā€œPlease tell me someone’s wearing real pants,ā€ Ice called as she walked in, balancing a tray of pastries and a canvas bag bursting with snacks and what looked like an electric screwdriver. She stopped short. ā€œOh good. Emotional breakdown first. Building shit after. Love that for us.ā€
Azzi snorted despite herself. Nika rolled her eyes.
Ice kicked off her boots and dropped the bag beside the bookshelf. ā€œI brought cinnamon rolls and batteries. I’m the handyman of your dreams.ā€
ā€œGod help us,ā€ Nika muttered.
ā€œExactly,ā€ Ice said, pulling a cinnamon roll from the tray and tossing it to Azzi like a softball. ā€œFuel up. We’ve got a bed to build and a shelf that needs redemption.ā€
They got to work, spreading the unassembled pieces of Soleil’s twin bed across the living room. Ice found the instructions, skimmed them for a total of five seconds, and declared them ā€œuseless garbageā€ before tossing them aside.
Azzi tried to follow the manual anyway. Nika refused to hold anything without criticizing its symmetry. Ice ended up on the floor with a power drill and half a cinnamon roll in her mouth, narrating the process like a podcast.
It was chaotic. It was messy. It was joyful.
They argued over whether butterfly decals were juvenile (Nika: yes, Ice: absolutely not), laughed until they cried when the bookshelf collapsed sideways, and somehow managed to string twinkle lights above the bed without anyone falling off the chair.
When the last screw went in and the mattress was lowered into place, Azzi stood back and stared at it.
The room felt different now.
Permanent.
ā€œShe’s gonna freak out,ā€ Ice said, wiping her hands on her jeans. ā€œThis is a straight-up fairy room. You’ve outdone yourself.ā€
Azzi nodded, arms crossed loosely over her chest. ā€œShe deserves it.ā€
ā€œYou all do,ā€ Nika said. Her voice was quieter now. ā€œThis? All of it? It’s good, Azzi. You’re good.ā€
Azzi blinked fast, not quite trusting her voice.
Ice crossed the room and handed her a small, silly pillow she’d tucked in her bag — pale pink, embroidered with STAY SOFT in sparkly thread.
ā€œFor the bed,ā€ she said. ā€œOr your couch. Whatever.ā€
Azzi took it with a shaky laugh.
ā€œWelcome to the family,ā€ Ice said. ā€œYou’re stuck with us now.ā€
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The apartment was quiet again. Too quiet. Ice and Nika left five minutes earlier. They had real jobs to do.
Azzi stood in the center of the living room, hands on her hips, eyes skimming over what they'd accomplished. The couch was assembled, the rug was nestled under the furniture, and the coffee table was perfectly coordinated with the rest of the space.
Soleil’s room was complete — a soft glow spilling from under the door where the string lights hummed against the wall. The butterfly decals looked a little lopsided. Ice would say they gave the room character.
Ice did an amazing job.
The silence pressed in.
She crossed to the kitchen counter and picked up Paige’s folded list, smoothing it open on the marble.
To Do:
Work on setting up apartment
At least 3 glasses of water before you pick up Soleil
Sunlight for 10 mins
Make list of materials for Soleil’s afterschool
Journal prompt: perfect day
A flutter of guilt rose. Looking back at the list, her eyes snagged on the first item. The house isn’t finished, and it’s nowhere.
She should be doing more. The closet was still half-full of things she hadn’t unpacked. She hadn’t touched the bag of maternity clothes Paige had bought ā€œjust in case.ā€ The hall closet looked like a graveyard of scattered shoes. The crib still needed decorations. She hadn't made any actual lesson plans for Soleil’s electives — today would be mostly improvising.
Grant’s voice rose, uninvited, like oil on water:
ā€œYou can’t even finish what you start.ā€
ā€œYou think being good for five minutes erases years of being useless?ā€
ā€œEveryone loves you until they realize you’re work.ā€
She shut her eyes. Tried to breathe. Counted backward from five.
It didn’t work.
Azzi moved slowly to the bathroom, flicked on the light. Cool tile under bare feet. Steam still clung to the corners of the mirror from this morning.
She looked at her reflection. Puffy eyes. Paint on her forearm. A small tear in her t-shirt sleeve. She looked… loved.
Her heart was racing anyway.
ā€œYou’re messy. You’re needy. No one stays for that.ā€
She opened the medicine cabinet. No pills, no old bottles. Just sunscreen, a lavender roller, a half-used tube of concealer, and a folded index card she’d taped to the inside of the mirror last week.
She read it out loud.
ā€œYou are allowed to take up space.
You are safe now.
You are not too much.
You are learning how to stay.
You are loved.
You are loving.
She touched each sentence as she said it, grounding herself in the repetition.
Azzi closed her eyes and pictured Soleil’s face when she saw the new bed. Paige’s voice saying, ā€œWear something fun.ā€ Ice handing her that ridiculous STAY SOFT pillow like it was a badge of honor.
ā€œPeople don’t want a project. They want a prize.ā€
She stared hard at herself in the mirror. ā€œYou’re not a prize,ā€ she said quietly. ā€œYou’re not a project. You’re a person. And they love you anyway.ā€
It didn’t fix everything. But it helped.
She stood there for a minute longer, breathing slow and deep. Her reflection didn’t look so panicked anymore. Just tired. But steady.
In the next room, her phone alarm buzzed.
Pick up Soleil @ 12:00.
She shut the alarm off and smiled. Time for volcanoes.
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whtepony Ā· 2 months ago
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What are your Rick headcanons?? 🧐
misc. rick headcanons
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ft. rick sanchez x mostly gn reader, could be interpreted as fem
warnings: nsfw under the cut so 18+, cnc, drugs and alcohol mentioned, i think that’s it???
notes: i love this old freak so bad. this is kinda short but i hope u like it!!! my rnm fixation is kinda dying again bc im getting back into creepypasta but it’ll probably come back when s8 drops šŸ™šŸ¼ im so excited yall have no idea
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sfw:
genuinely won’t keep you around if you don’t get along with summer and morty. as much as he says he ā€œcouldn’t be botheredā€ what his grandkids think, he does need someone that’ll mesh well with his family
SOOO unbelievably protective. if you manage to become someone rick really loves, he’ll do anything to keep you safe (and WILL kill anyone who hurts you if it comes to that)
likes taking you on adventures but only if you can handle yourself. obv like i said above he’ll protect you to the best of his ability but he can’t be with someone who can’t also look out for themselves
not super into pda but he likes to be touching you most of the time, whether it be a hand on your lower back, thigh, etc or standing so close to you that you’re touching some way or another
jealous and possessive. gets super insecure if someone flirts with you and has a bad habit of lashing out when he feels that way
he tries to hide it but rick really loves making you laugh. he knows he’s funny but he especially likes when you find him funny
i don’t think he really has preferences based on looks, rick seems like the kind of guy to not have a ā€œtypeā€
when you get close and he realizes he doesn’t want to lose you, he cuts back on his drinking and actually makes an effort to be better for everyone in his life
rick in love starts acting like rickbot and morty gets suspicious at first lol
lets you mess with stuff in the garage but only if he’s there to supervise and definitely hovers over you in case you get hurt
nsfw:
HE’S A FREAKKKK
down for pretty much whatever you wanna do. super open minded and will try almost anything once or twice
switch with a heavy dom lean (doesn’t sub unless he completely trusts you and even then it’s a semi-rare occurrence)
lowkey lazy sometimes bc he’s old lmao (makes you ride him more often than not but his fav is doggy)
probably controversial but he definitely has an intoxication kink that goes hand in hand with a cnc kink… likes getting you drunk/high just to play with you
^^ and definitely knows how to make an aphrodisiac that drives you insaneeee
rick is an ass and thighs guy. argue with the wall
can be kinda mean in bed but would never really hurt you if you didn’t like it. he’ll slap, spank, bite, and manhandle you but it’s out of adoration trust me
not the best with aftercare but if you ask him to do something for you he’ll 100% do it. usually consists of cleaning you up and letting you cuddle up to him unless you specifically ask for something more
hates pulling out sorry 😭 rick looovvvesss to cum inside you and has a number of options to prevent pregnancy if that’s a possibility/concern for you
actually super vocal and talkative in bed. he moans like a slut and the dirty talk is insane idc
has no preference for giving/receiving head bc he loves both!!!!!!
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whatlurksbean Ā· 3 months ago
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Hello! I’ve been reading WLB from some time now, and I am still absolutely loving this comic every time.(on my 4th reread lol) WLB has inspired me greatly along with WC content and (also great!)creations by other creators to the point that I am almost about to script my own comic, with a few scenes that WLB had a huge influence on. Though, I can’t help but be a little overwhelmed when I actually think of creating one, mostly because of the fact I lack the skills to draw comics. Believe me, I am shit at panelling lol. But also lā€˜m a bit scared because even if I actually end up making my own series it absolutely could end up flopping and that would probably make me lose enthusiasm. I don’t necessarily want to make money out of my comics but rather show others my stories and characters that I love, but I have a history of making and posting oc art just for nobody to watch and kinda giving up.(even though I’m aware of the fact that this happens to practically everyone all the time, it still hurts) The (real)question is if there is some advice you can give to beginner/wanna-be comic artists, and how did you feel when you first posted The Recruit if that’s your first comic. I’m sorry if this sounds like a vent, and feel free to pass this if you want-just know you’re a great inspiration for many people. Stay safe, remember that YOUR well being is number one, and Love from Korea♄♄
Hello! I'm very glad you've enjoyed WLB!
A webcomic can for sure be a daunting and overwhelming thing. Most artists are a one man show, and knowing how to do Every Aspect Perfectly is an impossible task. I think it's important to remember everyone starts somewhere, and it is hard to get better unless you Start.
I mean, the first comic pages I drew digitally looked like this.
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The comic lasted 6 pages before I got tired of it, and then I started The Recruit.
(which was over 430 pages long and started and had quite a style/writing change throughout the 7 years I worked on it)
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You learn so much by just doing. There are a lot of helpful free resources online now a days to make the learning faster! There are tutorials on how to panel! And I think just reading comics in general is a great source of learning. Pay attention to the things you like (paneling, simplification process, color palettes ) and implement them in your work!
I think it's really important to figure out the level of detail you want the comic to be. I don't think it's wise or sustainable to put 100% effort into every aspect of it. It will burn you out. It's good to consider what level of shading (if any) you'll be willing to do for hundreds of panels, what level of background detail, how many colors the characters should have, and figure out what your focus is.
I've met a lot of comic artists over the years, EVERYONE has a different method or different focus. Creating is not a universal experience!
As for having your work be seen, it is honestly a lot of luck. Back in the day for TR I would just submit to all of the deviantart warrior cat groups and people would find it that way. deviantart groups are pretty dead now so I am unsure if that is any good now.
I personally really think ComicFury is a wonderful place for new artists. It's default page always shows the latest comic, so everyone always has an equal chance to be seen. You can be on the front page every 12 hours (i think, it might be 24..) and with a striking icon and consistent posting, you WILL find people.
It's not the largest site, but it is my favorite for comics.
I do not like the mindset of a comic "flopping." I think it takes time to build an audience. It is very unlikely for people to find your comic overnight, it will very likely take at least a few months of consistent posting to find a few engaged readers. I know it sucks to feel like no one is seeing your work, but it's just something that takes time.
Cat comics do tend to find readers faster though, so if that is your goal, I do hope you find success!
You could also post your updates in comic/art related places, like discords or post panels on bluesky or instagram. really any site or app that posts an image.
I also think consistent uploading is a strong key to building an audience. And to do this, it really helps to have a backlog. Meaning you draw like the first 10-20 pages of you comic (or however many) and upload one or two pages a week. The more your comic is seen popping up on their feed, the more likely people will be to finally click it. I usually do not click on comics I see once or twice, it usually takes a few weeks of me seeing it pop up before i decide to check it out. (talking about on Comicfury to be clear)
Once you've established you are dedicated to your comic, people do not mind if you take breaks. (and if they do, fuck em)
Also, having a community of friends or creators is a huge motivator. Show your work to friends! Share in a community of comic creators! Some things my friends have said to me about my comics has lifted my creative spirit more than anything.
This is turning into some 3am ramblings but to summarize my points:
•Find a style that will work for you to sustain a comic. (do not make 100% effort art pieces)
•Upload on comicfury (great comic site, equal opportunity for new comics) (I would also cross post to other platforms and link back to CF as a primary comic site)
•Work on some pages in private, so you can upload consistently once you begin your comic! (I would update daily for maybe a week and then switch to weekly pages, just to get the best chance of being seen + consistent posting. so that would be good to have at least 10 pages of backlogs. 7 for the first week, plus 3 weeks of backlog at that rate)
and the point most dear to my heart;
•Don't be scared of change.
I know a lot of folk wait and wait to make their comic until they are perfect artists or writers, but like, you'll never make anything if you wait for that. Change is so natural and normal in webcomics, in all art really. I think if you shade for 10 pages and decide you hate it, it's okay to change how you shade or drop it entirely. Change your art style. Change how you panel pages. Change how you do backgrounds. Change anything and everything you want. Enjoy the process and tell the story you want to tell.
Best of luck on your comicing journey, I hope you really enjoy it.
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just-another-author-i-guess Ā· 4 months ago
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This is mainly a question (by no means am i telling u to not write a fic tho if u find it in u) cs the way u characterize judd in ur writing matches so well with the shows but do u think he’d be into CNC?
And if he was how deep into it do u think he would be? Something tame like somno/his s/o telling him to stop but he doesn’t listen (HE STOPS WHEN THE SAFEWORD IS SAIDDDD OFC) or the more extreme part like him chasing the reader around the house šŸ˜›
(this is if ur comfortable w cnc ofc šŸ™)
Girl the way I had to google what that meant— šŸ’€
Also I really like that question lol, I’d like to do a more like ā€œin depthā€ story about it but I’m stalling SOOOO HARD rn I just wanna get back into writing so bad ugh šŸ’”šŸ’”
(ALSO YES!! MY REQUESTS ARE OPEN BUT RN I GOT 120+ AND IM IN OVER MY HEAD SO ITS JUST A SLOW PROGRESS)
But to answer the question; yes, most definitely.
Warning(s): nsfw mentioned mostly, I know I was reading this shit when I was a minor but guys pls don’t I’m begging you šŸ™ minors dni.
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<3 Judd is freakyyyyy and would literally love to chase s/o around with a knife.
<3 like in a loving way tho, but yes that definitely turns him on
<3 I think I wrote something about him fucking s/o to a horror movie and to take it a step further, Judd would love love love to be in that horror movie
<3 Halloween? No wdym, it’s sexy time with Michael Myers (a/n: entertaining my own fantasies here ngl)
<3 if s/o is into it of course. His mom and sister definitely installed both the fear and respect of women and/or future partners into him quite early
<3 it’s something Judd and s/o has talked about beforehand, but if you’re out and about, in college or whatever he WILL find you. He’s unemployed and lives with his parents, it’s not like he has stuff to do, not if he’s horny anyway
<3 he definitely gets off on giving s/o a little scare. It’s the thrill of the chase for him and he’s hard before he even parks the van
<3 you asked him to pick you up after work and he’s late. His van is pretty distinguishable so it’s kinda weird you can’t see it parked outside, so you start walking.
<3 He’s in a black hoodie and sweats, the hoodie drawn above his head when he starts following you. It takes a while before you even notice and with the hoodie above his head, you don’t recognize him right away.
<3 the faster you walk, the faster Judd walks behind you until he’s falling in right behind you. When he grabs you, you freeze and think about all the murder weapons Judd undoubtedly has in his room to cut off the dick on this creep when—
<3 ā€œJudd! What the fuck!ā€ He turns you around and presses you against a nearby building, pulls down his hoodie and looks solemnly into your eyes.
<3 ā€œThe fuck would you had done if I was actually here to kill you? You’re not safe alone.ā€ He’s only half joking because despite the fact that he planned this beforehand, he’s now suddenly concerned about your safety.
<3 ā€œThe only one making me unsafe is you, fucking asshole.ā€
<3 There are other less extreme examples where he’s not dicking s/o down publicly (which as stated above is definitely thing he’d enjoy)
<3 y’all have the consent talk at some point beforehand, but he’s not gonna ask.
<3 if you’re showering, he’ll slip in behind you
<3 he’s so fucking hard already, pressing into your ass or the small of your back and he doesn’t say anything but ā€œc’mon. Spread your legs, slut.ā€
<3 what happened to hello? How are you?
<3 he does feel a little entitled to do so, yeah, but he’s also just very horny and he likes to touch you a lot
<3 not like he’ll give you a hug or anything. He’ll grope your ass (I’m labeling him as an ass man it’s just how I feel šŸ™) or if he’s feeling wholesome and shit, he’ll let his fingers lightly brush the back of your neck and your hair
<3 with the safe word thing, he’ll definitely only stop if you say that word
<3 he’s not gonna believe you at no, he’ll need the word because I do feel like he’d have a bit of a hard time cooking off sometimes
<3 doesn’t mean he won’t respect the safe word because he respects s/o obv
<3 as I said, he likes the chase tho so if he’s stalking you, chasing you or some other normal boyfriend activity, he’ll def not stop from you saying so
<3 he’s into knife play and shit so that’s why safeword is important because he doesn’t want to actually hurt s/o yk? But he also doesn’t take squirming and ā€œjuuuuddd, stooopppā€ for an answer right away
<3 ofc it’s also about reading s/o’s emotions you feel me??
<3 but bro he is NOT afraid to get freaky, he’ll be down to try a lot of things and he’ll he even happier of s/o brings stuff to the table as well, he likes pleasing his partner
<3 I feel like he’d not be THAT into somno bc he likes it when s/o is awake, like he likes to see that slight fear and excitement in their eyes and even tho he’s not opposed to doing it while s/o is asleep he’s still like,,, rather them be awake so he can be a dick bc he knows it turns them on lol
<3 but yeah, to sum this messy not so great headcannon up I think he’s DEEP into cnc, like genuinely I’d say it’s his main style bc he wants to be a horror movie character lmfao šŸ’…
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Hi HELLO I LOVE THAT GIF?? Who made him in the sims contact me immediately šŸ¤
Also it’s been a looooong while since I wrote for Judd and I feel like I’m kinda out of it haha. But I really wanted to get back into writing just something bc I’m still experiencing a huge burnout and feeling really shit about my writing and stuff bc I haven’t done it in a while,,, I’m super rusty rn 😭 I just wrote this on a whim it’s not even a real head cannon but I hope I answered your question?? Kinda?? I know it’s kinda tame but ahhhhh
But genuinely I really wanted to get back bc reading all the nice things you guys sent me and comment on my works and stuff??? Guys you are too good to me 🄹🤭 I genuinely really like the tiny mini community (if I can call it that?) around this blog and thank you so much for liking and commenting on my stuff!! It literally helps me so much— anyways that was cringe but like enjoy ok bye šŸ‘¹
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raven-at-the-writing-desk Ā· 20 days ago
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Hello Raven :)
This is more of an out of the blue, fun, headcannony sort of ask but it’s been plaguing my mind recently (summer anticipation lmao). I was wondering which boys in the main NRC cast do you think would be most likely to participate in ā€œnight lifeā€ or ā€œpartyā€ culture after they graduate (or in college you never know). Like who would be down with going hardcore clubbing on the weekends or attending big rave events.Ā 
I know this is a strange thought, but I find it kinda fun to imagine how these characters would act in situations that they usually wouldn’t be presented in inside the game… like going to wild ragers lol
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Ooh, interesting ask šŸ¤” I've been to like a single party and that was enough for a lifetime. I decided that scene is just... not for me, and haven't been back to a party since (even though I do get invited here and there). Shoutout to the host who was nice enough to make me a normal glass of milk tea instead of something boozy when he realized I was not looking to get wasted šŸ¹
adklhgeoqeruiqeu ANYWAY, here's what I think:
"Hey, you wanna hit up a party this weekend?"
Riddle - Absolutely not. Weekends are for studying and brain enrichment activities, not mindless partying!! He is the buzzkill that catches you on your way out the door to nag you about curfew and "behaving like a proper student", "think of how this could reflect on your record", "I hope you understand the irreversible damage you are inflicting onto your liver", etc.
Trey - Yes but no. Trey strikes me as someone who initially says no or laughs awkwardly and insists he "wouldn't fit in", but he can most definitely be convinced if someone he knows is going to be there or is peer pressured into going by a friend. Ends up just casually lounging in a corner with a drink in hand (probably a mocktail or water), chatting with people he knows, and basically being the designated driver or adult in the room that hauls you home if you black out or vomit on his shoes.
Cater - Totally. Cater has just the right bubbly and outgoing vibes for thriving in the night life. He's the guy that tries to get everyone in his friend group to join him for outings. Posts about the parties he attends on Magicam. Probably crashes out the morning after and/or has the worst depressive episodes after all that drinking.
Ace - He'd for sure want to go to parties, but he's slightly pathetic and doesn't really get invited to them despite bragging about how much he supposedly knows about the night life. Has to whine and beg and charm others to get a coveted invite. I can see Ace being a popular guy to chat up at a bar or club; he's cheery and easy to talk to--plus, he can probably entertain people with his card tricks and mean quips. Remains super loyal to you though; he'll guard your drink and make sure you get home safe! (Will deny that he cares if you question him about it.)
Deuce - N-No, honors students don't go out on the weekends and party!! ... Or so Deuce says, but he'll admit that he's curious. Like Trey, he feels like the type of person that would be dragged along or tempted to go (most likely by Ace). Nervously glances around and makes excuses, trying to act like a model citizen. Ends up getting carried away and downing some drinks, maybe getting a bit rowdy too. Oversleeps the next day and panics.
Leona - No. Clubs are full of nosy people wanting to socialize. While it’s true that this setting is more casual than the stuffy affairs he’s expected to attend at home, he’d rather take a nap, drink on his own (besides, he bets the club can’t handle catering to his expensive princely palate), or (as he so sarcastically claims) "actually do something intellectually stimulating" than chat up randos. May be begrudgingly convinced into going to monitor ā€œthe kidsā€ (his underclassmen) because he’s a good senpai deep down.
Ruggie - Nahhh, this hyena’s got better things to do! Partying won’t pay his bills, so he’s not going to prioritize visiting clubs or bars unless he’s the one working the night shift (there’s lots of tips to be collected!) or there’s an event with free food or drink (in which case, he’s showing up with several plastic to-go containers).
Jack - A stubborn no; his body and a temple and he has to take care of it. That means going to sleep at 10 pm every day and not a single drop of alcohol passing by his lips. The answer is the same every time. Boy’s firm about his stance!
Azul - No thank you! Azul prefers to attend ā€œclassierā€ events to network and takes drinks in moderation (who knows what would happen it his inhibitions dropped thanks to the alcohol). It might damage his carefully curated reputation if he was spotted at a rager. If anything, he might run the bar or club (or have business ties with it) where the partying is happening and uses it as a hub to collect his peers’ drunkenly spilled secrets and weaknesses.
Jade - Sure?? I could see Jade not actually being much of a party person but agreeing to attend just because he thinks it might be interesting. He takes one drink, a plate piled high with bar food, plants himself in a dark corner where he’ll go unnoticed, and spends the evening watching all the stupid shit go down around him. It’s an excellent way to collect dirt.
Floyd - Heck yeah, sign him up!! If Floyd’s in the right mood for it, he can be a party animal—grooving to the music (he usurps the DJ at one point), smashing drink after drink, parkouring indoors (not advised), even picking fights when people gets on his bad side or try to stop him. Probably skips a shift at the Mostro Lounge to party and gets scolded by Azul for it. May not be as eager the next week; his mood dictates how willing be is to go out and how chaotic he will be during it.
Kalim - He's the one throwing the ragers in the first place 😭 Kalim is THE party boy, flippantly burning money to try and top the party he literally held last weekend. There's a live band and DJ, rare delicacies, ice sculptures, truffle and caviar at every table, diamond encrusted gifts for every guest, and more. Blindly accepts any invites he gets and shows up in a fancy chauffeured car with a menagerie. Has a blast every single time.
Jamil - Yes, but only on the technicality that he's obligated to look after Kalim and therefore ends up being the one doing all the party planning and monitoring Kalim to make sure he does not do or say something extremely irresponsible. Continues to chide Kalim for the inconveniences he causes him. Has to taste test everything for Kalim's safety and bodyguard him. Hates every moment of it. Maybe he would enjoy it if he actually had the freedom to bust a move on the dance floor and get to show off in front of everyone. Has a migraine the morning after because of all the chatter and bumping music from the night before. If it were Jamil's choice, he would NOT go.
Vil - No, he has to maintain his extensive skincare regiment and make sure that he gets his required beauty sleep. Besides, he does not want to risk the paparazzi catching him and making a fuss about what he does in his free time. He'll tell you he has far better things to do. If you want to ruin your skin with late nights up and alcohol, then be his guest--but leave Vil out of it.
Rook - D’accord, of course Rook is more than happy to party. You lose count of how many drinks he has had (yet he doesn’t seem even buzzed). The most friendly and talkative guy in the room. Among all the drunks, Rook’s weird behavior seems almost normal. Is protective of the company he keeps. He reappears the next day with tons of oddly specific stories and photographs (when did he take those??). For him, it’s about the people watching experience, observing others in the club or bar setting.
Epel - Bring it ON!! Epel thinks a party is the right place to show off just how cool he is. Unfortunately, he has a hard time getting others to take him seriously and ends up in (hard apple cider) drinking contests or making stupid bets in attempts at showing off his machismo. Tries to order ā€œthe strong stuffā€ but gets denied, mistaken for a sassy lost child, and carded. He snuck out to go to the party and is nagged about it when he is inevitably caught while sneaking back in.
Idia - … What makes you think that this geek would willingly touch grass šŸ’€ Idia tells you that only normies party hard; otaku lock themselves up in their rooms and play video games or do anime marathons on VC with their internet buddies!! Proceeds to do just that while also telling his online friends about how he almost got roped into an unwanted social situation. They all sympathize with him. Low probability that he may show up for all of 5 seconds if Ortho begs him.
Ortho - Why not? Ortho thinks it’s an important part of the lived human experience, so he wants to try out the night life!! He can collect a lot of valuable data ro analyze too. (Drags Idia along if he can.) Everyone else there babies him and treats him well. He acts as an impromptu security person because whenever a fight breaks out he sobers the drunkards up by threatening to laser them.
Malleus - Normally would not go out, but would eagerly attend if extended an invitation. Acts like a sleep paralysis demon the entire time, standing there awkwardly and waiting to be approached by others (but no one does; they’re kind of put off by his presence). Misreads the situation a few times and almost lets loose a devastating display of his magic indoors to prove a point. Oddly resistant to the alcohol; he tells you that faerie wine is much stronger. Leaves the party calling it a ā€œvery uniqueā€ experience.
Lilia - Yuuuup—grandpappy parties, and he parties HARD. Catch him with a glass of alcoholic berry juice in hand, one arm slung around a friend, as he regales them with tales of his travels and youth. He flits around the venue like a skilled bat, catching up with friends, drinking, and dancing. Keeps doing this until the ungodly hours of the morning. Not really setting a good example for the rest of Diasomnia.
Silver - Not a party person, but he’ll go if you ask for the company. Worries that he will fall asleep mid-conversation and that this would be rude to do in public. Great protective companion to have by your side; his serious stare and/or airheadedness make for a strong combo that gets him and you out of any potential trouble.
Sebek - No, unless there are very specific social circumstances in place (such as Malleus being in attendance—Sebek will volunteer to guard him—or perhaps a group of knights are going out drinking to celebrate something). He otherwise believes partying is a waste of time—he could be training or reading instead. Takes his job very seriously and barks at partygoers. Gets very merry if he’s among fellow knights.
Grim - Yes!! If there’s food and drink, you can count Grim there! Uses these opportunities to try and show off/brag to those in attendance about his greatness, with varied results. Dances by spinning in silly little circles on his hind legs.
~BONUS~
Neige - No; he has to preserve his time for his career and looking after himself + the dwarves, since they live without parents or guardians. Plus, I cannot imagine that the super pure, cute, and innocent Neige LeBlanche going to a rager would be good for his public image.
Chenya - Yeah, I can see it. Chenya’s less of a loud or extroverted partygoer and more of the relaxed stoner that drifts from one friend group to another. Some might mistake him as being already drunk because of his cryptic manner of speaking, but that’s just Chenya being Chenya. I don’t think he actually does anything too wild at these events; he’s just over here vibing.
Dwarves - No, they probably prefer sticking around at home to support Neige and to tidy their shared space up. I’d also imagine that some dwarves like Timmy aren’t into the loud, outgoing night life either. It’s sort of funny picturing the dwarves getting shitfaced or drunkenly trying to form a tower and fit inside a trench coat though.
Rollo - May God have mercy on your soul, because Rollo sure won’t. He thinks partying is a sinful indulgence and that the only acceptable alcohol is wine at sacrament. Covers his nose with his handkerchief and scoffs at partygoers. Probably wishing some ill fate to befall them in his head but never verbalizes it to their faces. Complains about it in his diary entries instead.
Fellow - Ooh, what a golden opportunity!! Fellow lives for parties—everyone is distracted and has their guards down, so that makes it all the easier for him to finesse money, secrets, and other valuables from his targets. Swipes food and other useful things too. Usually leaves the bar/club whistling all the way home.
Gidel - No, he’s still a child even by the time the NRC boys are all legal to drink šŸ§ā€ā™‚ļø and might feel uncomfortable or unsafe in this environment. May feel even moreso this way due to what appears to be mutism (so he’d have limited ability to communicate if Fellow is busy trying to steal from a partygoer).
Skully - He’d go to try and spread the good word of Halloween. Problem is, the audience is not always receptive to his message. Retreats to a bathroom stall to agonize. Freshens up, adjusts his suit and glasses, gives himself a pep talk, and leaves to try again. If the bar/club or outing happens to fall on Halloween or otherwise be Halloween themed, he acts like a kid in a candy store.
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Caleb x F! MC SFW , a tad suggestive Word count: 1423 Tags: A tiny bit of angst, a lil fighting, Caleb being insensitive, resolved angst, Tara is a good friend, breaking and entering???, some smooches, use of "pips" A/N: OMG not me writing more Caleb stuff, and still no smut what are we doing!? I promise I have some smut in the works for Caleb as well as something cute and maybe smutty for Sylus's birthday! My requests are open if you feel like giving me something to write about!!
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Caleb doesn’t have the best record for time management for someone who literally commands a fleet for a living. The two of you haven't had much time for each other recently so you took a long weekend off of work to go be in Skyhaven with him, he knew you were coming. So imagine your shock when you get to his apartment expecting to see your overly excited boyfriend, but instead are met with the quiet stillness of his empty apartment. You poke your head into the kitchen, and spot the hastily written note on the counter.
ā€œ Got called in to be Captain Caleb today, sorry Pips. I’ll be home by tomorrow night, Sunday morning at the very latest! Made some braised chicken wings for my favorite chicken wing <3 ā€œ
-Caleb
You pinch the bridge of your nose letting out a frustrated sigh. He could’ve had the decency to at least text you, at the very bare minimum… You took planned time off, you assumed he did the same but of course, he’s the Captain of the Fleet, those rules don’t really apply to him. Regardless you’re just upset, you now; at the most, have a full day with your boyfriend who you barely get time with. You whip out your phone to call him.
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No answer.Ā 
Fine, that's to be expected. He’s working after all. You’re about to dial him again but he texts you first.
Caleb: Hey pretty girl! I’m assuming you made it safe and sound?
Y/N: Yep. Made it to Skyhaven, a little pissed you didn’t text me or call me to tell me you wont be here for the majority of a weekend we were supposed to be together…
Caleb: I’m sorry!!! Hopefully those chicken wings make up for it :p I won’t be gone all weekend though!Ā 
Y/N: I know, I would’ve left Linkon tomorrow if I knew you weren’t gonna be here tonight. I wanted to see you.
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It's kinda lonely without you.
Caleb: It’s not like you’ve never been left alone before lol, just chill out and I'll see you hopefully tomorrow night!Ā 
ā€œChill and I'll see you tomorrowā€!? He isn’t here to see his girlfriend and his response is ā€œChill I’ll see you tomorrowā€??? Maybe he had an apple core where his stupid brain should be because he didn’t just tell you to chill.Ā 
Y/N: I take time out of my schedule which is also very busy to come see you, you don’t get to tell me to chill. I’m going home. I’lll see you when your brain starts working again Caleb.
Ā Your phone pings a couple times in a row, a few ā€œI'm sorriesā€ and ā€œdon’t leavesā€, but you don’t respond, you'll only have mean things to say back and neither of you needed right now. You grab your stuff which is still conveniently located at the front of the entrance and head back to Linkon. All you want is to sleep in your own bed.
You arrive at the train station in Linkon late, luckily Tara was able to come pick you up.Ā 
ā€œHey girl!! Do you want me to ask or do you not want to talk about it?ā€ She asks helping you with your bags. ā€œI really.. I just don’t wanna talk about it.ā€ You say, shaking your head with a small sigh. Tara pats you on the back gently. ā€œThat’s fine, I won’t push. Buuut if you need him killed just know I got your back.ā€ She smiles, sometimes you forget how truly terrifying the bonds of friendship are.Ā 
Tara drops you off at your apartment and you give her a hug. ā€œ I owe you one, lunch on me next week!ā€ ā€œ I’ll never turn down a free lunch hehe, I’ll see you next week, text me if you need me!ā€ Tara waves to you as she drives away.
You flick on the lights of your apartment, sighing as you drag your bags into the entryway. When you look up into your living room, youĀ  nearly jump out of your skin when you see Caleb sitting on your couch. He doesn’t even look up at you when you let out something in between a scream and a ā€œHuh?ā€ he just sits there, thumbing the page of some catalog you got in the mail that afternoon. You quickly compose yourself. ā€œSo what you’re just gunna show up in my fucking living room like a psychopath?ā€ His grip on the pages tighten along with the furrow in his brows. ā€œI’m the psychopath!? My girlfriend who was supposed to be safe at my apartment, leaves abruptly while I'm away and isn’t responding to my texts. God forbid I'm a good boyfriend who worries!ā€ He stands up from the couch tossing the magazine aggressively on your coffee table. ā€œAlso you need to strengthen the security on this place, I broke in through the window.ā€ He folds his arms sulking, not entirely grasping the situation at hand.
You rub your temples. ā€œYou have the passcode to my apartment- you know what that isn’t the point right now. Caleb why are you even here? Are you supposed to be working?? That’s the whole reason we’re fighting in the first place.ā€ Caleb scoffs. ā€œAs soon as you stopped answering my texts I took one of the ships and came over here. I’m technically supposed to be overseeing operations right now but I physically couldn’t focus because someone decided to go awol.ā€ Caleb walks over to the entryway, his fists clenching and unclenching, a nervous tick he's had since you guys were young.Ā  ā€œI don’t think you understand how worried I was about you. You can’t just leave suddenly like that!ā€ He says, grasping your shoulders. ā€œNo, I don't think you’re understanding the situation! I left because you were being a dick! I took time off of work to spend time with you, and I’m really disappointed you aren’t getting that this was a big deal to me, and when I expressed that to you, you acted like you didn't care!ā€ You shout at tears welling in the corner of your eyes.Ā 
Caleb recoils a bit at your tone of voice, his grip stuttering on your shoulders. ā€œPips… I didn’t mean to brush off your feelings like that. Believe me, this is the last thing I wanted to be doing. Working and fighting with you… This wasn't how it was supposed to go this weekend.ā€ He removes his hands from your shoulders and wraps you into a hug, breathing in your scent deeply when you reluctantly wrap your arms around him too. ā€œI was being a dick, but we both know work isn't something i can just say no to, however i should’ve let you know I'll admit that wasn’t the brightest idea I've had.ā€ You sigh, nuzzling your face into his chest. ā€œI’m sorry too, I was just upset because I couldn't spend time with you. If you ever speak to me like that again though, you better count your days.ā€ He chuckles both of your bodies moving with the vibration from it. ā€œRight right, I’ll be more considerate next time.ā€Ā 
He pulls back just enough to look in your eyes. ā€œCan I kiss you, or are you gunna bite my head off…?ā€ His eyes flick to your lips. ā€œBecause, I really wanna kiss you.ā€ You roll your eyes, pulling him down to your lips giving him a gentle kiss. ā€œI already forgave you idiot.ā€ He cracks a small smile before kissing you again. His hands sliding against the curve of your back, pulling you in a little deeper. ā€œGood because I think if you yelled at me anymore I would've tackled you and you would’ve been more upset with me.ā€ ā€œYou’re a freak you know that?ā€ You kiss him again. ā€œMmm but I'm your freak.ā€ He smiles smugly into the kiss.
Eventually you pull apart. ā€œI’m guessing you have to dash off back to work now, right Colonel?ā€ He shoots you a guilty look, before bringing on your hands to his mouth, kissing the back tenderly. ā€œUnfortunately yes, however I promise I'll make it up to you tomorrow, when you and I are both in Skyhaven.ā€ You roll your eyes, the faintest smirk on your lips. ā€œOh yeah? How do you plan on making it up to me, hmm?ā€ He grins. ā€œYou’ll just have to see, won’t you princess?ā€ He pulls you in one last time kissing the junction where your ear meets your neck. ā€œI guess I will.ā€Ā 
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#MIDMIYA ā €ā”€ā”ˆā”ˆ ā €ATSUMU MIYA
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the weight on your shoulders felt lighter as you stepped out of the restroom, a small smile playing on your lips as you slipped your phone back into your pocket.
your private account was your sanctuary and it was honestly so freeing to tweet your inner thoughts.
"all it took was one smile for me to kinda understand where his fan girls are coming from im so cooked"
you smiled softly to yourself, replaying the moment in your head. of all the times you’d looked at atsumu, not once had you ever felt so flustered by him.
it was ridiculous, really.
you kept your gaze on the floor as you walked over to where your friends were stood, picking at your nails. but then, just as you turned the corner, sawako came out of nowhere and pushed you under the bleachers.
"y/n!" her voice was loud, it seemed to catch all four of you off guard. you barely had time to register what was happening before yaeko shoved her phone in your face.
"what the fuck is this?!" her voice came out in a hushed whisper as she questioned you. "did you mean to post this on midmiya?" she urged, her eyebrows raised.
uh. what.
quickly, you ripped her phone from her hands and held it in front of your face, and your blood ran cold. there, on her screen, was your tweet — not safely tucked away in the privacy of your account, but out in the open.
and worst of all… it really was on midmiya.
the colour drained from your face. you swallowed hard as you pulled your phone back out of your back pocket, willing yourself to breathe.
with shaky hands, you opened the app, but unluckily for you the damage had already been done.
mio peeked over your shoulder, wincing. "yeah, uh… i think people really liked this post"
sawako bit her lip, stifling a laugh. "especially him."
your head snapped up at that. "what?"
yaeko let out a breathy giggle, unable to hold it together. holding up her phone, she pointed towards the top of the screen.
a single reply from him that sent your heart straight into your throat.
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hELLOOOOOOOO NEW FIC!!!!!
when the second alpha in charge mothers too hard and turns into pack omega...your mind works in wonderful ways sunny šŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļøšŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļø
charles' constant wish to see max get railed by an alpha is something I resonate with on such a deep level really. ejfjjdjsbfjjdjfjd but like does he just wanna see alpha on alpha action? or is it a max thing LOL but him pretending to be pissed off when he realises that max did actually get fucked by pack alpha Lewis almost made me laugh in the train. so thank you for that shfhshdhdhhd
loveeeddddd this fic and how it's kinda like an 'alt verse' were max is seen and loved by the pack and how you write about him wanting to do everything he can contribute to the pack 🄲🄲
him flying straight to aus to see daniel because even though he's no longer in the pack he's still just as important/safe to max...WELL THANKS FOR THE CRY FEST TOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 love maxiel (also on another note what in the flirting was going on in Instagram...someone tell the both of them the WHOLE WORLD CAN SEE THEM. anyways shdhsjdj)
thank you for the many many fics sunnnyyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁😁
YES NEW FIC!
bitching as a concept is actually incredibly interesting! and yeah, it would happen to max. mothered too hard he... mothered?
charles saw it one time while scrolling twitter and has been dead set on witnessing it ever since. he initially picked max to ask because max, as pack second, is usually more willing to put up with insane shit in the name of pack cohesion. so yes he just wanted to see alpha on alpha but also he thought it would be really hot with max specifically. (somehow, he'd managed to sexualize max's position as pack second- like oh he's so dedicated to the pack he'd let lewis fuck him even though it's against his nature kind of thing.)
granted, he still thinks it's really hot when max is also an omega, and they do heatshare fairly frequently! but he's mildly cranky that this means max did sleep with lewis while they were both alphas, multiple times, and he didn't get to see it even once. he complains about it for a while.
max is dedicated to the pack. pack alpha and pack second was also interesting to think about here, because by virtue of all of them being famous, "pack alpha" comes with a lot of additional responsibilities that aren't even directly about the pack- media, interviews, paperwork, all these things that max doesn't want to do. so lewis is the end all be all of pack decisions, the pack alpha, but max is doing a fair amount of the smaller, more frequent emotional labor. in return, he doesn't have to do press for the pack. (yay!) but yes, he loves the pack and would do absolutely anything for them, he's just not super great at realizing they feel the same way about him in return.
yeah he got scared and went straight to daniel, because when he was a new pup on the grid he wasn't entirely welcomed by the pack- but he was by red bull, and by daniel, so when he's struggling with something that has to do with the pack, he's going to go to his safe space! and unbeknownst to him at the time, he's also entering preheat, so some of those unfamiliar omega hormones also influence that decision. (daniel realizes it's preheat when he walks in the door, but he also recognizes max is extremely on edge, which is why he just goes with it and calls lewis later)
I'm not sure they know their instagram is public 😭 BECAUSE WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE LIMITED THE COMMENTS they make me fucking SICK
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