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bleue-flora · 10 months ago

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Wait... Dream was born on August 12, 1999 and Dream was arrested in the Disc Finale on January 20, 2021 soo... wait, wait, wait, that means he was only 21 when he was imprisoned for life in a small lava covered box!... Did I do that math right? 21?! Man was barely able to drink legally in the United States and they gave him a life sentence in a boiling cell with nothing but lava, raw potatoes, a clock, and some books?!... oh my god...

#sorry.... I just... give me a minute to process... I mean I knew we were close in age but I guess I never really thought about it #sometimes I forget it happened all the way back in 2021 and just... wow.#and Tommy would have been 16 so getting his driver's license in most states... The age gap is like that of my siblings and huh...#my brother can be a real prick... its a weird thought to imagine him getting through in prison just for messing with us... damn...#dreblr #c!dream #this is fine #don't mind me researching for my lastest maddening project..... i can't stop thinking about Dream being Sam's project.......#I'd blame my job but... let's be honest the prison arc lives rent free in my brain lol XD #dsmp #dsmp dream #dream smp #dreamwastaken #no one does it like c!dream #prison arc #pandora's vault #dishing up lore #kinda? I guess...#lore thoughts #ouch... I'm older than c!dream was in prison now... poor baby... :'(

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jichanxo · 7 months ago

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blood inheritance

#sayo yasuda #yasuda sayo #ushiromiya kinzo #kinzo ushiromiya #umineko spoilers #umineko #umineko no naku koro ni #when they cry #wtc #jichanart #the second one cause ive been thinking about yasu's toe scar and what it represents #how her body's been forcibly altered. how the truth of her identity was purposefully hidden from her.#and how it's undeniable evidence of her relation to kinzo #so it's really loaded imagery. unfortunately as an artist it means that i have to draw feet. lol #anyway. having lots of thoughts about them.#fucked up that kinzo got to die basically at peace and in exchange yasu has to live with the worst knowledge of her life #she and the other beatrices really only existed for kinzo's satisfaction huh.#and genji and kumasawa let it happen. really spectacular work here everyone #even when he's dead and gone kinzo still holds power over everyone

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jasperyourmutt · 4 months ago

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zonked out on the dog bed snoring up a storm. you come over and rub the soft spot on the top of my nose. i let out the most contented sigh

#blllllaggggh busiest doggy everyday of my life and i am exhausted #ye beware of sadposting ahead. more like just need to get thoughts out of my headposting yk. im ok just tired #friend said to me today 'youre always doing something these days jasper when do you rest?'#and i was like huh good question! i dont hahaha. damn #which is not a bad thing always. but my plate is incredibly full and i have no one to help me #im in a really good place. things are happening that ive wanted to happen for years. but i have no time to take care of me #and the ppl who are supposed to take care of me dont. and they let me down everytime i try to ask for it. which im used to #but it doesnt make it any easier. theres just not enough hours in the day and not enough energy in my little doggy body #i used to be able to push myself past the wall of exhaustion. but after my therapy program ik i just can not do that anymore #im really proud of myself. being an adult is hard. im doing everything right. but i just wish i had someone by my side to help me #anyways.#i am a very good boy #yapping #if youre reading this hi im just venting im fine. its just been a long day and i want someone to give me a head massage #jasperbarks

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gunsatthaphan · 1 year ago

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*narrator voice* turns out, he did.

#only friends #only friends series #only friends ep3 #ofts #firstkhao #sand x ray #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #gmmtv #jdskhfksd i choked on my noodles at that preview #and i thought boston's picture was photoshopped 😭😭😭#damn they really said lets make it MESSY messy huh #please.......#although i have to say the mew x ray plot is the weakest of the show so far #its very under-developed compared to the other stories #and im not sure if its supposed to be that way or not #because during promos they really highlighted that part #but so far i cannot tell that ray is in love with mew lol #its also possible that it will be told in the past though #since they hinted at the fact that all this happened 2 years ago including the kiss #but we shall see #i thought it was gonna be a bigger story i guess #but were also on episode 3 which is insane because it feels like this shits been around for months #i really have it bad lmao #probably because its been occupying my brain since november 22nd 2022

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ywpd-translations · 1 year ago

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Ride 742: Sudden death match!!

Pag 1

1: Woah, Danchiku, oh-

And Sugimoto-san too!?

2: They passed us so quickly!! Such high pace!!

Huh!?

They're doing some sort of serious race!?

3: I get it

4: I can feel it

5: This guy....!!

Pag 2

1: He's not giving up at all!!

Pag 3

3: Earlier, at the line, I thought I had won this race

I thought he was far behind me and would cross the line with his head hanging down

4: And yet....

Pag 4

1: He caught up to me....!!

2: The preliminary of this race was already done on the “second day”!!

3: That time, the result

5: was a draw!!

6: So it would be better to have a more precise result, wouldn't it

We'll decide it with this lap!! The rules are simple: the starting point line is 4km from here, the one who crosses it first wins!!

7: And then the loser shouldn't “surpass” the winner anymore!! Sugimoto-san!!

Pag 5

1: Imaizumi-san too!!

2: …. yeah

It's better to make it clear with a proper race like this

3: So you have no regrets....!!

4: Let's go!!

5: Crush him, Danchiku!!

Pag 6

2: At the same time....!!

Ah.... “at the same time” again!?

3: Seriously!?

Are you being for real, Sadatoki!?

Pag 7

1: You're just seeing things as you wish they were,since he's your brother!!

Oon!! No that's not it, on!!

It's true, Kaburagi, I saw it too

2: They arrived at the same time, Sugimoto stretched at the last moment

3: Kawada!!

It's “san”!!

4: Are you an accomplice too!!

What are you talkin abut

5: A- amazing, Sugimoto-kun

6: Amazing!!

Pag 8

1: “Amazing”, huh, Onoda

2: Imaizumi-kun....

Pfui

3: You thought Sugimoto would win? ….This race

Huh

4: You didn't think he would, that's why when we heard the results you could say “amazing”

Ah!!

5: I'm- I'm sorry Sugimoto-kun!! I didn't believe in you, even though you worked so hard....!!

Who are you yelling at

6: Me too

Pag 9

2: During these past four days.... Sugimoto worked hard, but, after their race on the second day and after seeing how remarkably stronger Danchiku has gotten

3: When they decided to do another race, I thought Sugimoto would definitely lose

4: Then, when the time came

5: If you lose, you feel better if you gave it your all, so

6: “So you have no regrets”

7: I said that

But

8: He turned it around

Sugimoto really is amazing

Pag 10

1: Even with no one believing in him, with only his own strength, he snatched a “draw” against Danchiku!!

Pag 11

1: Keep going!! Let's keep going with the race, Danchiku!!

2: Even though he's having such an hard time, he's still following me!!

3: Since earlier I've increased the pace many times

4: Garuaaa

Even if I tear him off

Pag 12

1: Every time

2: While saying

3: “Kuaa kuaa”

“Kuaa kuaa”

5: Kuaaa-

6: Kuaaaaaaa

He catches up to me

Pag 13

2: You keep following me....

3: No....

4: You're the one who said “please follow me”, Danchiku

Pag 14

1: Garuaaa!!

2: Ahhhh

Don't make fun of me, there's no way!!

3: Aaaaaaaa

4: Hiigaruaaaa!!

There's no way I'll lose!!

Pag 15

1: To Sugimoto-san!!

4: I was careless – I was careless and that's why he caught up to me!! The second time too!!

I won't be careless this time!!

Pag 16

1: Ill take a plunge firmly, throw my handles, and cross the line

2: At full throttle!!

The last curve!!

3: He's not following me anymore!! He's....

Pag 17

1: He's here!!

Cough cough

2: Kuaaaa

We're entering the final sprint!!

3: Dammit, this guy is gonna stretch from here!!

4: Hiigaruaaaaa!!

Take a plunge!!

5: Take a plunge!!

Pag 18

1: Throw your handles!!

Pag 19

1: Wooooah!!

No... wait, even now....

2: It's a draw!!

Ya!!

On!!

Woah

3: Dammit, what happened, Danchiku what are you doin!!

You should be much stronger..... should....

Pag 20

1: Don't tell me.... that Sugimoto-san.... is strong too!?

2: You.... you mean it's a draw for the third time!!

How long will they keep going, at this pace it won't ever end!!

3: …. no

5: It's a shame, but there's no time left...

6: This lap is the last

#yowamushi pedal #yowamushi pedal translations #yowapeda #yowapeda manga #yowamushi pedal manga #yowamushi pedal spoilers #ride 742 #i know this chap isnt supposed to be funny but it's so funny to me asdsdfsdghdjfl #extremely good but very funny at the same time #im sorry but kaburagi being so shocked at the end like'dont tell me.... that sugimoto-san is strong too!?!?!?' like???#its ridiculous how they chose sugimoto bc they thought he was weak- like why would you chose a weak opponent and then act all high and migh #mighty???? it really says nothing good about you lmao #also onoda sdjmkdgsadhm he always believes in everyone but not sugimoto ;A; and the way imaizumi immediately pointed it out #'a-ha! so you didnt think sugimoto would win after all huh' 'yeah no dont worry me neither lol'#its sad and all but also so funny to me xD #sugimoto is the only one who 'won' without the power of friendship can you believe it #im so proud of him!!#but also at this point im very confused about whats gonna happen ????#imaizumi said okay lets stop this now we dont have all day lmao #but what now then

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that1notetaker · 1 year ago

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Okay so Sonic Prime was basically a weird game of seven minutes in heaven, right? Kissing may not have been involved but everything else sure was.

#Sonic prime: ends #Sonic & Shadow: So I guess that character development never happened huh.#NUH UH-#we got...so much sweet sweet character and relationship development #no way im letting that go #srls. on so many levels #not just sonic and shadow #but obv they had a pretty interesting role #thank u prime for not making shadow a one-facet angst prompt generator #they gave him JOKES #they gave him SASS #and most of all they gave him a very vivid sense of protection #which? made me scream. because FINALLY.#god. thats what he was made for. thats what shadow is sort of ABOUT #and sonic prime really went and gave him the role of..well. sonics shadow. lol.#NOT derogary in meaning. just that he covered the spaces where sonic had trouble with #man their relationship is so interesting #especially in this version of themselves that prime has given them #id watch so many episodes worth of this.#anyway. tags #my art #art post #sonic #shadow #sonic prime #sonadow #am I wrong #sonic prime spoilers #sonic spoilers #sonic prime season 3

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mc-critical · 28 days ago

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Bonus:

2.22 (46) / 2.24 (48) / 2.25 (49) / 2.35 (59) / 2.39 (63)

#like servant like sultana huh? but this time it's *Mahidevran* who apparently mirrors Gülşah as we see her rule later. both got these #positions so unexpectedly - it should've probably been someone else but it's them and they're *thrilled* as they can finally achieve what #they've always wanted through these promotions: to command power over these so despised people that have disrespected them; that they've #been embarrassed by; that have even taken their most cherished away; for Gülşah it's something more general/all-encompassing opposed by #many people while for Mahidevran it's something more specific opposed by a single person but both *feel* that same drive to seek #accountability and justice to the point of enacting revenge anyway. they both ultimately get carried away by that pull. they both operate #by letting people know they're in charge through pulling rank as an absolute lecturing that precise tradition and order that puts them #above brazenly issuing orders to discredit and/or outright punish those who've offended them: it's one person Mahi/Gülşah have a particular #beef with during their rules (Daye/Hürrem respectively) but Gülşah didn't show any resentment of Daye until that point thus Daye is more #the cumulative power Gülşah is starting to lord above while Hü is that exact hurt for Mahi bringing it all back to the general vs. personal #there're other notable differences here like in their speeches about order/tradition because quite a part of Mahi actually believes in #the good these traditions can bring and their necessity as much as she resents their restrictive ruthlessness but Gülşah doesn't believe in #any tradition really she just mirrors what she's seen and known her entire life using it just for her goals no more no less;#for Gülşah all will be okay only when they do what she says because she's so understandably insecure about her authority over *everyone*#while for Mahi all will be fine only when the order is kept in general including there being no unrest among the concubines #(hence peace; another pre-Manisa to post-Manisa transitional point perhaps?); they both want 2 certain ağas to “understand” but while they #say they do without much/any question for Mahi no matter how much they dislike it they are almost forced to by Gülşah and they don't hide #not their dislike but *disregard*; even Gülşah's short rule is telling of her position: SS dismissing her is completely out of her control #she's removed before even doing all that much - another symbolic reminder of how little agency she has - while SS dismissed Mahi because #she truly screwed up a lot in spite of her being framed this is the one time she was given *all* the agency; they both encounter the person #they're replaced with but with Gülşah it happens immediately to highlight the out-of-reach suddenness while with Mahi it happens afterwards #as a result almost. I included the bonus parallels because while Mahi didn't rule the harem then it was almost a set-up for that with a S2B #bent to it while Gülşah as treasurer highlights that this is indeed a harem within the harem; it's Mustafa's harem now as a preparation for #Manisa while also being a culmination of Gülşah's own arc (I kind of like that in spite of their relations being brought back to normal #Gülşah still doesn't have that many scenes with Mahi or in general compared to S01; it adds to this little rule's culminative feel)#also Mahi looking carefully through the concubines to truly pick who she thinks is best while Gülşah is just ecstatic to make calls at all!#magnificent century #muhteşem yüzyıl #mahidevran sultan #gulsah hatun

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marioyuri · 8 months ago

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The naoto episodes got me gritting my teeth a bit…

#u guys got to understand im such a die hard womaniser (i turn people into women . thats the. thats the joke im not misogynistic) but naoto #naoto is a TRANS GUY! DUDE! MAN! and i will die on this hill #fucking pisisng me awffff #lowkey only MAN i will defend until i die im so srs #dont piss me awffffff #hes my little guy #WAHHYGHHHH #sorry that transmasc deal with internalised misogyny its a whole thing. yes. it happens. let it go.#bitting bitting bitting #you dont really want to become a man :D WHAT PART OF PERFORIMH GENDER AFFIRMING SURGERY ON HIMSELF EVEN IF IT KILLS HIM GIVES YOU THAT IMPRE #like huh? hhuuh??? huh??#my posts

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keeps-ache · 8 months ago

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wink blink look !!

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #sona #ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhgghhhh #am i RIGHT guys hfhvs #:33 #//not many thoughts recently #not many thoughts for a while actually lol #must've talked myself weary! huh!#/let me try at this though - i feel like i have some little part of my brain that's all stopped up #it's been like that for a minute !#/ah but a question - do you ever stand by a bit of forest and hear what are distinctly Whispers ?#i know it's definitely the wind but it's fun to think it's anything else lol :>>#ghosts or fairies or the road down the hill for whatever reason #/oh and speaking of hearing i got a weird + shrill + loud tone in my ear the other day and it just didn't happen again #a sudden EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and then it stopped lmao #funky stuff man. wonder what's up with that hfhs #//anyway i'm working on my artfight references rn lol :)#i've finished one! what a miracle!! hfsh-#it looks a lot better than the one last year like Wow. don't think the same person made these you know what i mean hfh #//ah i've also started using padlet for realsies this time :>#it's a neat spot - it's gonna be great to just have the palettes i need on another device loll #that's the biggest problem i have on this planet! having to scroll my blog for palettes is not the most fun thing hfsh #/anyway gonna get back to it!!#i'm sort of tired but i Really wanna make kira and hid's this yearrr #they are very ~+~+~ <3 ~+~+~ to me lol :>>#so toodles ! here i go again hfhsv

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pixlmonkeys · 2 months ago

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I say this with the deepest sense of hatred imaginable, fuck this article

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kuromi-hoemie · 9 months ago

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why is it always the forbidden fruit that entices me the most (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠)

#🚶🏾‍♀️ not that it impacts the way i feel about anyone else but i actually do fr love my manager and it's crazy bc idk how or when this #happened. like i have fun by myself n i love my friends but i rly am at my happiest when I'm next to her huh (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) ♡⁠#and that is a wild way to feel about someone i work with let alone who supervises me akdkaka #i still can't believe how naturally and affirmingly “i love you” jumped out of me the other day without thinking about it #and i do??¿ after thinking about it??¿ i would literally do anything for you #and she said she loves me too 😵‍💫 and we've never articulated that before. and now our talks feel more personal than before but it #was a much bigger conversation for sure (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) she's out of work this week though and I'm thinking about her.#🚶🏾‍♀️i wanna show her my knife throwing but idkk...... struggling w where the line between professional and personal needs to be 💀#i treat my work friends and my real friends very differently lol. i don't know (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) aaa #now that i said it it's like a dam of feelings burst ૮ – ﻌ–ა girl...#she has a husband. but he's a scrub. but she's my boss. but we're already so sweet to each other. but i shouldn't. but i want to #aaauuugghghfhfghhghkhkjltlskxkvofjw !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ignore me and my pining (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠) ♡⁠ im crazy about that girl. i really am huh.. 🚶🏾‍♀️#if you got to hang out with her u would get it.... i can't believe her man ain't shit... pls let me give u my attention #u don't have to be mine nor am i wanting that but let me take care of you (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ u work so hard for everyone else #she's fantasizing.... ......... wanting.. contemplating...?..?? no. no....??¿......? ......... 😐 hm #lmao

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livvyofthelake · 3 months ago

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damn that’s on me for liking a marvel production. they kinda got me there i can’t even be mad huh

#episode flopped. lowkey #not really flopped per se but like. well the first several were like yes let’s have witchy fun with women who suck!#and this one was like. remember this is a marvel production btw #it ended and i was like huh now i don’t know that i enjoyed that! sat with it during the credits and came to the conclusion that #that one is on ME. i got played into watching a marvel show. it can happen #again it wasn’t Bad. and it could turn around next week. but still

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wreckedhoney · 4 months ago

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"WONDERFUL SHOW TONIGHT, FORREST."

a KILLER FREQUENCY Marie Campbell/Forrest Nash ship playlist on YT

"Good to talk to you again, Forrest. You know, I've really enjoyed our chats tonight." "I guess we've had some moments."

Tracklist under the cut

Is Everybody Going Crazy? - Nothing But Thieves / The Perfect Girl - Mareux / We Don't Have To Dance - Andy Black / Night Issues (Nightcall x Daddy Issues) Mashup/Remix - FuturePastPerson / "Bassically" - Tei Shi / Cold Summer - Mareux / Diet Mountain Dew - Lana Del Rey / Destruction Of Us - Mr.Kitty / Teeth - 5 Seconds of Summer / HUSH - Ari Abdul / DTLA - Mareux / Make You Mine - Madison Beer / FEAR YOU - Kat Von D / Bad Romance - Lady Gaga / Dark All Day - GUNSHIP / Maniac (feat. Conor Mason of Nothing But Thieves) - AWOLNATION

#killer frequency #marie campbell #forrest nash #slashers #video games #marie/forrest (killer frequency)#forrest/marie (killer frequency)#together their first names make the initials for motherfucker :) <3 and i think that's beautiful #playlist #fanmix #“you really plugged mareux 3 times in one playlist huh” Listen. if we're on the assumption that marie is kind of half goth #also this color scheme of their character colors w/ the loading bar u see at the start&end of the game isn't perfect but…it's beautiful ha #gosh im sorry im aware this will be more pleasant listening if u have an adblocker. i hope u do……#p.s. hosted in my sidepiece/bootycall channel. this isnt really what i use/sub from on the daily so u wont get much interaction if any #with all that out the way Pls if u listen let me know what your vibe of this ship is post-whistling night (or in general??) + this playlist #for me forrest was never a target of hate but more someone who Really got in the way to the point of getting on the hitlist #if we keep to the “sense of justice” marie got from him +other strong traits then diff scenarios open up where she considers sparing him #and from there i kinda picture the dynamic At First as Feral beast with Shiny new chew toy (who confirmed Can Flirt Back) but then develops #forrest is bitter/dark/temperamental & sentimental enough to meet her perspectives part way #it all grows into a turbulent friendship that goes into a turbulent romance. and Perhaps peace?? s/o to anyone who's into this lol #excuse the non-fanfic happening in these tags but also imagining them bonding from bad parents lmao but from two diff perspectives #where marie would stab hers and probly forrests once theyre friends if he was hurt by 'em #but i like imagining forrest on more of a “they sucked but it was a different time & they didnt know better”#with someone specifically like marie replying No fuck them severely #“Oh what? Youre gonna get revenge for me? :) By killing their kid who is me? :)” / “FINE Forrest I just might”#and both of them possibly being musically inclined but lol for diff reasons went on another path. they can Play oh boyo this ship's a treat

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darkaac · 1 month ago

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Fin.

#darktalks #well i fucking got what i wanted. huh. that sure was a modular armor system #overall i liked it a bunch! kassandra is very fun as a character #i liked the mystery of the cult and i really enjoyed the friendship dynamic with barnabas and herodotos. coupla pals goin on a ship #Speaking of! i liked the adrestia. i liked sailing around and i liked ship battles #i think it's because it's scaled back in comparison to Those Other 3 in terms of weaponry and addons and what have you #so it didn't feel like if i was falling behind if i wasn't dedicating ALL of my resources to the ship all the time idk #the maps id say were right on the border of excessively bighuge but i liked how varied the scenery was #not just between greece and the dlc2 areas but between different regions of greece #and the mythical beast/monster encounters were a nice level of challenging that broke up the monotony of fighting other humans #more on the story i like how personal they've made the plots of orig and odys. it really gets you feeling for the protags right away #it's something that also happened with ezio and connor for example. but syndicate and black flag (especially black flag) are kinda lol lmao #even still in AC2 the motive was ''hunting assassins'' not ''hunting YOU specifically'' so to some degree it was still impersonal #it was cool seeing darius in action but dlc1 parts 1 and 2 felt a bit more eh to me #i think it was just because fast travel in makedonia and achaia was a bit of a pain #dlc2-1 also felt a bit overlong because of how many factions you're helping. 2-2 by comparison is super short (but sweet).#2-3 made me want to kill aita all over again. i have mixed feelings on the isu :thumbsup: Aletheia can hang #this is not the games' fault of course but after Hades (game) seeing all these ''gods'' just look like taller humans is a bit of a flop #(let's not get on how much of an idiot they made hermes of all people)#the further rpgfication of equipment and abilities felt like a chore. what the fuck do you mean ''+17% assassin damage''. be serious.#from what ive heard that's something very much still present in valhalla BUT ALSO there's a stamina bar?????? wherefore dost thou do this.#i will say i missed having an animus database. which was also missing in origins? like ik there's the discovery tour but it's Not the same.#i liked the RW segments well enough. something something blonde woman and protagonist with isu artifact smth smth two nickels #kind of a flop moment to not finish off the literal Biggest Problem for the assassins when you had the chance Layla :/#to valhalla we go

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arospecsyourblockdudes · 8 months ago

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i need more books with romance plots to have the love interest be literally anything other than the most conventionally attractive person on the planet and im not even kidding. i will die badly if these needs are not met

#i KNOWWWW that doing that is like really easy shorthand to let readers know who the li is and to make readers like them #BUT !!!!!!!! if you're good enough at writing you can make a convincing romance with anyone. anyone at all #men do not need to be tall chiseled muscle gods. women dont have to be big boob'd goddesses #im begging on my hands and knees crying and throwing up #can we have a love interest whos like just some guy or maybe a lil ugly but the main character really likes them for other reasons #and so thru the process of being into them they find them attractive As They Are ???#huh? what happened to romantic chemistry?#love interest whos way too into lego sets and has funky teeth and has a shit haircut and w/e but the main character thinks theyre hot shit #can authors put in any amt of effort to endear us as readers to love interests that isnt making them a total babe or a total hunk #can i be endeared to an ugly weirdo please #whenever i write romances i always need the weirder less conventional one to be the love interest i cant write it otherwise #or else ill vomit my liver and kidneys out #anyway whatever #writeblr #bookblr

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none-tadashi-left-hiro · 5 months ago

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I literally don’t know how to talk about and process this without sounding like some sort of weird incel but maybe that’s what’s going on

#like #I just want a support system it’s not that deep #but I hate feeling all triggered and emo and whatever abt it as if I’m some sort of tragic martyr #I’m just another 20 something living in USA with no good social support services #like this is just what happens #like I’m processing to myself in the tags and it sounds like something some drag queen would roast you for #like hi you never got enough attention from your parents and it’s obvious #like girlllll??????#I need to chill #no I do need to let myself process these emotions like I know what the healthy mindset is for this but GODD #a nerve was hit apparently #like there’s no more looking for parental figures the older you get #the people you wanted to be your parental figures are now just like your age???#what the fuck do I do with that #volunteer at a nursing home I guess #how do people stop pitying themselves forever about this and just live their lives like what the fuck #how do u do that when u still feel like u don’t have a solid support system irl like I guess really no one was coming to save me from #my parents like I’m just stuck here with no idea of where else to go #I have been getting very good at keeping myself open to change and new beginnings and whatever #but holy FUCK can someone hurry up and like let me live at their place for free and be nice to me and I will also be nice to them and maybe #I will be able to make money in a way that is not traumatizing and then we pay off our house and are friends with everyone and can handle #whatever life throws at us #like what about that huh #like what the fuck #ok I think I got all the weird ranting and being stupid and processing out

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