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Ohhh Dreamweaver sounds cool :0

Hmm good choice. Great minds think a like it seems. Yeah so you are right anon, Dreamweaver is the name I’ve finally decided on for the Dreamcatcher sequel, which will be about Dream and Punz learning about Dream’s dream abilities. I plan on it being my next project after I finish Musical Chairs, cuz I really wanna work on the Sweet Dreams series. Anyways in the fix, at some point, Dream actually enters Punz’s dream, so here is a snippet of that.

There’s fire and ash everywhere, filling his lungs with the smell of burning and the air in a film of condensed grey. He looks around and finds an obsidian grid above him obstructing the sky and vast craters scattered before him. TNT rains down like beautiful destructive fireworks drilling the landscape to bedrock like it has done before, decimating gaudy colorful buildings full of greed. Until all that remains of the once city, once country are patches of surviving land covered by a thin layer of sand and the single letter L of the obnoxious, over the top, lit up sign.

He smiles broadly, expecting nothing less from his ally, and yet not really expecting it at all. It shouldn’t surprise him that this is Punz’s dream, but it does all the same. The idea that someone wants vengeance on his behalf makes something bright blossom in his chest he never thought would ever again.

There’s a strong part of him that yearns to stay in this revenge fantasy. To sit back and watch the world fall to ruin for him. But he’s not here to wade through Punz’s fantasies and fears. He’s here, despite his better instincts, to more or less explain shit.

And yet, he has no idea where to start or how to best satiate Punz’s curiosity. It wasn’t the best plan he’s ever made (it wasn’t the worse either) but it’s not like he had a lot time to hash out the details and think things through.

So for a moment, he just contemplates and sorts his mind as he watches the TNT rip through the sky, flashing and sparkling like a festive light display. Ultimately, he decides the view from underneath is even better than from the grid above. Something about being able to see the horror splashed on Quackity’s face straight on and the feeling of power and superiority not bound to literally looking down.

Is this what Doomsday looked like for the server? 

Minus the hound army and Technoblade that is. The thought crosses his mind to add them and watch the dogs tear Quackity to shreds, but he quickly dismisses it. 

He doesn’t have all day to explain shit and he doesn’t want to get punched by Punz when they inevitably wake up later for nothing.

So, with a thought he appears next to Punz, who’s sitting feet swinging off the edge of the obsidian grid looking down at the devastation below. Sighing, he plops down next to him, “You know this is a good fucking view.”

Punz smiles back staring at Quackity, “Could be better.”

Dream chuckles back, “I suppose that’s true but to be fair, it’s not as fun if he isn’t here to view it. Right? Or at least that’s what I assume is the reason he’s not brutally mutilated to near death and fucking choking on blood.”

“Yeah…” Is all Punz mutters, taking in the glorious view.

And with that, Dream leans forward and pushes Punz off before falling himself into the gaping man made canyon. It’s not more than a few seconds before they’re no longer falling and Las Nevadas, or more accurate the hole that used to be, evaporates into an all too familiar obsidian box.

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For the WIP Game, “Death” sounds like a field of daisies and totally not ominous in any way…. Can you share more details on this one?

lol yeah it sounds more ominous than it is. It’s just the name I gave the word doc because it’s Death’s pov I wrote randomly one afternoon, I’ll probably put it in Musical Chairs. Here’s a snippet. :)

As long as time has existed, so has the end of it. Everyone runs out of time after all. Death is the only thing everyone has in common. Everyone must face death sooner or later, but despite her reputation as the cruel mistress of fate, she is far from a callous ghostly spector holding a scythe. It’s quite the offensive stereotype actually, she doesn’t even have a scythe for starters. Honestly, where did that rumor even start? Ridiculous. She actually had no form at all for centuries, but that was before she met her angel, Philza.

He had claimed many lives over the years, giving her the chance to see him often. As he grew, so did her fondness for him until it blossomed into love. She didn’t even know it was possible to love before him.

That was the first and only human feeling she had ever felt. Until many many years later, when something else filled her up, something ugly and tight. Grief, she realized as a tear slid down her cheek for the very first time, cold and wet and miserable. The irony. How many lives has she ended, how many tragedies has she witnessed and been apart, how much pain and suffering has she seen, and yet never in her existence, had she felt this way. Death was grieving, as a young man was ripped from her arms for the 13th time that day. Death grieved as she watched a man be broken over and over again while all she could do was comfort him before another potion was shoved down his throat.

It went on like that for months, until it finally stopped and she hasn’t seen Dream since.

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WIP GAME

rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. tag as many people as you have wips.

people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, then post a little snippet or tell them something about it!

Thank you, @piscespixiewastaken, for tagging me. Right so I’m gonna give you the folder/documents for all the things I’m working on (minus the Musical Chairs doc since you already got a snippet last week)

Death

Take My Breath Away (Misery Loves An Idiot chapter btw)

Dream A Little Dream Of Me

Only The Best Dream’s Come True

Dreamweaver

Dreamon

(Mm not a lot but that’s because I’m working on like multiple chapters of Musical Chairs simultaneously lol so that kinda takes up my attention. XD)

Tagging… damn it’s been awhile since I did this, trying to remember which of yall writes lol… @error-dream-was-found @mistythedritten @elmhat @simplepotatofarmer @catsandgoodbooks @nekioe and if you didn’t get tagged and wanna participate, consider yourself tagged <3

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Okay like- Hi.

This isn't an ask, I just came here to say thank you real quick, don't even know how much you've helped me. I met this blog through your reflections on Dream's autism and it's stand in the drama just today.

I'm not autistic myself, I didn't have an official diagnosis and I don't want to do it by myself, at least. But one thing I know is that I relate to Dream a lot on that regard. Like his over explaining, the reasoning behind his actions (which made sense to me, because I've been in similar situations), and his confusion to most of it. And for so long, I thought that thought process was caused by a flaw in me. I felt like my incapableness to understand when and where things are okay was because I was just dumb like that. And following the Dream drama, seeing people use his confusion as a means of writing him as the "bad guy," seeing people talk about how Dream should've knows the obvious, it certainly didn't help my view of myself.

But, ver luckily I might add, you blogs were something I saw. And, by God, did it help. It's refreshing to see people acknowledge that some people just struggle with "basic tasks" and that it's normal and should be treated with efforts to be understanding.

It's refreshing, and I want to thank you for it. Please take care. <3

You’re so welcome, I’m really glad it had helped. It’s so damaging to feel like you are insufficient or something is wrong with you and see the internet label someone as this terrible person for the very same things you struggle with. As if your behavior as an autistic person or someone with ADHD or someone just doing their best is somehow inherently evil. I’m so glad you found me and were able to hear my words and know that this is not the case. It breaks my heart to know so many people are out there who don’t know who are struggling and being hurt by all of this.

(Thought some hugging woofs would be fitting ;) <3)

Oh and uh if you ever do want to talk more about adhd and autism, I’m down. While I think official diagnosis is important, especially as recent trends tend to misrepresent mental illness and disorders causing people to claim things that aren’t true or reduce things like autism to being quirky…etc, I do also know that that’s not an option for a lot of people whether that’s because of where you live or access s to things or your family’s support or age…etc. So I get that that isn’t always applicable but that doesn’t make someone’s struggle any less real so I do support self diagnosis if you ever wanted to dive further into it, but also respect if you don’t. <3

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lol the fact that I inadvertently picked one of your more angsty ones is funny... not gonna lie this gives me ideas... if you ever need some torture ideas for Tiny!Dream, let me know ;]....

Also love the idea of Michael treating Dream like a toy... so funny, and like I imagine Dream at first maybe just puts up with it because he's been treated worse... maybe he even like goes still and mute for a bit then one day something sets him off and he breaks down, making Michael really confused to why he action figure is crying...

I need to know more about this Tiny!Dream right now

Oh boy, so this is a fun one. I actually sent @error-dream-was-found a bit on this one. Very short, not much written for it, but it is definitely one of my whumpier/angstier concepts

So story background is Dream gets shrunk in prison (either potion, XD fucking around, or some code accident), and Quackity has a field day over it. He takes tiny!Dream to Las Nevadas (with or without Sam’s permission, haven’t decided), and just… turns him into a stress toy.

At some point, they find out Dream has infinite lives. And Quackity is well… Quackity about it. There may or may not be a point where he actually eats Dream because cannibalism is something Q has definitely done before. (This is G/T we’re talking here, vore isn’t off the table, just as a proper horror trope instead of sexual.)

This whole experience, in turn, completely traumatizes Dream. To the point that by the start of the story, when Tommy visits Q and accidentally finds his “hobby” room, Dream is full convinced anyone who sees him is there to torture and kill him just to see if he respawns. Kinda like he’s a little freak show side piece. And he’s legitimately terrified of everyone around him.

And Tommy, being the completely rational and totally winging it, steals Dream from Quackity, books it back to Snowchester, and then passes out after handing Dream over to Ranboo like “peace out, your problem now, good night”. This definitely, totally does not cause Dream to have such a horrific panic episode that he too passes out, totally not. (Tubbo and Ranboo are confused and conflicted, but they really don’t want to hurt such a scared little guy 🥺)

Also, because anytime I write Dream and Michael the piglin together, Michael tries to act as Dream’s protector and bff, that is exactly what happens. As soon as Michael realizes Dream isn’t an action figure, he starts bringing Dream gifts and babying him, even snarling at his dads if they scare Dream. He is very fierce and mighty, do not touch his friend. Michael is the only one Dream fully trusts at a certain point.

Aaaand that’s about all I have. At some point Techno and Phil get involved, Wilbur and Sam are gonna be weird about tiny!Dream, and the server is going to have a meltdown over the fact that their villain is completely harmless now and also traumatized and terrified of everything to the point he can’t even trust those he used to (Punz is devastated, but tries to be understanding about it).

No idea when this thing will be ready for posting, but hey, it’s a fun little project to have on the side. :)

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https://www.tumblr.com/bleue-flora/772959726947467264/cdream-saying-woof-is-adorable-i-imagine-that?source=share

I love the idea of dream's allies finding him cute so funny like everyone is like "he's evil, a monster, be careful he's a lying snake" and then we have cpunz and ctechno and maybe cranboo be like "his hair is so fluffly, he's like if a kitten was a human"

-Cleo

lol like “a kitten” doesn’t you mean lone woof ;D

I mean I think c!Techno does kinda have that attitude towards c!Dream already like making fun of him and such. He just can’t take him seriously. And honestly who can blame him:

I just imagine c!Punz (and c!Ranboo or c!Purpled) sit down for this like serious planning meeting and c!Dream says something about “woofs” and it just ruins the whole menacing vibes he had a second ago. And then c!Dream just carries on what he was saying completely oblivious to the rest of them trying to keep a straight face. Dream needed a “woof” or two in his evil monologues cuz then no one would take him seriously after that and maybe it’d make them realize how ridiculous what he was saying was…. Just imagine the disc confrontation and he’s saying something and everyone is huddling around him planning to kill him and he says something including “woof” and they all are just like - wait why were we trying to kill this man? XD… someone should just make a crack fic where it’s Dream’s big serious scenes but this time he says “woof” at some point and the situation derails….

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Okay, I did it with the help of @error-dream-was-found it has been posted up on Dream’s Reddit. Hopefully he’ll see it but even so, it looks like it has already reached some other people of the community, which makes me very happy to see. :)

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Yeah, ya know, screw it, let’s make a Reddit post to show our appreciation for Dream and his neurodivergence. We don’t need to spread hate, but who said we couldn’t at least try and spread some truth and love and support. Maybe he’ll see it or maybe not, but maybe our fellow neurodivergent people will see and know that what’s happening is not okay and they are not alone in being upset or experiencing similar things in their life.

If you want to be included or found some good posts for me to include (don’t worry I’m gonna cross or crop out the names for safety) DM me or send an ask or reblog this with links or pictures of posts or messages you want me to include. <3

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same, I dreamt that the secret guest on 'shut up im talking' podcast was dream and it was incredibly awkward and it had 1 million views

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lol now that would be wild... I'd be down though. I think they'd have a lot harder time shitting on him to his face to be fair... I think honestly maybe we need a little awkward...

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Yeah, ya know, screw it, let’s make a Reddit post to show our appreciation for Dream and his neurodivergence. We don’t need to spread hate, but who said we couldn’t at least try and spread some truth and love and support. Maybe he’ll see it or maybe not, but maybe our fellow neurodivergent people will see and know that what’s happening is not okay and they are not alone in being upset or experiencing similar things in their life.

If you want to be included or found some good posts for me to include (don’t worry I’m gonna cross or crop out the names for safety) DM me or send an ask or reblog this with links or pictures of posts or messages you want me to include. <3

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Yeah, ya know, screw it, let’s make a Reddit post to show our appreciation for Dream and his neurodivergence. We don’t need to spread hate, but who said we couldn’t at least try and spread some truth and love and support. Maybe he’ll see it or maybe not, but maybe our fellow neurodivergent people will see and know that what’s happening is not okay and they are not alone in being upset or experiencing similar things in their life.

If you want to be included or found some good posts for me to include (don’t worry I’m gonna cross or crop out the names for safety) DM me or send an ask or reblog this with links or pictures of posts or messages you want me to include. <3

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cdream saying woof is adorable, I imagine that cpunz and ctechno hear him and just go "if evil why he's cute"

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Truue. I didn’t even notice that till now, that the two instances of c!Dream saying it (that I have found while rewatching and clipped) are with c!Techno and c!Punz, his like only allies. They can’t take him seriously enough to be against him lol… I mean after you hear him say “woof” with full seriousness, you’re like - I will defend this man with my life.

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seriously though, how can anyone hate this man after hearing him say “woof”

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I wish there was a way to create like a scrap book or something of all of the supportive posts on all the social medias to send to Dream, because I feel like the people on Dream’s side are really spread out at this point and if all he’s seeing is Twitter it just not a lot and can’t help him feel good. And like for him not just to see that people support him no matter what or whatever but that people actually relate to him. That we see what’s happening even if no one else does. That he is not alone in being made fun of for any of these things from social inappropriate behavior, speech and logic to sexual orientation. Not just so he knows people have his back, but knows he isn’t alone and isn’t weird or wrong or insufficient or worthy of this treatment… I have been hurt so bad in situations like this with like 20 people, I can’t even fathom what it must feel like to have hundreds of thousands (millions?). And don’t even get me started on the content creators, who make the people who betrayed me look like angels…

Anyways… I’m sorry I’ve talked a lot about this over the past week, especially when I strive to keep my main blog more dsmp related and drama free for the most part for anyone not wanting to get involved. And usually I wouldn’t have gotten involved and in the past I have been annoyed at first or whatever but then tried to ignore it and move on. This time I didn’t (couldn’t?), I’m not sure why this is different. Why this drama just bothers me so much more, it’s not like injustice, lies, bandwagon, hypocrisy or any of these things are new… my best theory is that so many of the things people are attributing to Dream being a “proper movie villain” are things I see in myself so perhaps it feels as though the internet is against me too? Or that it hurts so much to see someone struggle with the same things you have? Or maybe it’s the hopelessness that comes with my very first prediction that no matter what autistic people will always be disliked. I don’t know, I think this has bothered me more than when people harassed me and called me ableist in September… like it’s just so… but again, I will say having y’all commiserate with me in this has helped a lot and I guess I want Dream to feel that too.

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@its-hitoshi I hope it’s okay to make a post answering your question, I figured perhaps you might not be the only one wondering so might as well just put it out there for anyone not in the loop. :) I would also like to say I really appreciate you asking, as it has previously not been concretely confirmed and I think it’s important to respect ccs and their privacy by not assuming, diagnosing, or spreading around false information about any mental illness, disorders or sexual orientation...etc. I stand firm on the fact that it’s none of our business unless they choose to share it.

Anyways, the answer is that this week Dream in multiple posts including his stream and reply to his original offensive tweet (and maybe somewhere else too) has confirmed that he is in fact autistic.

This of course came out because in the past he saw others being defended for using the r-slur against him because of their autism, so he felt that it was okay for him to post a meme with it too. Obviously, not everyone agrees with that and he has since apologized and (despite his I’d say reasonable frustration at the double standard that’s it’s okay if an autistic person calls him every slur in the book including the r-slur but - how dare he do so), he has come to realize that it was out of line period, standing by his previous statement of not using the word in any context. Think of that what you will. And I know you only asked about the autism, but given the tweet and clip where he says it are directly related to this offensive tweet, I wanted you to have to some context before placing judgment or being confused incase you didn’t already know about what has been going on.

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As an aside, I’m not sure what I expected when I started posting about the autism piece of the drama. I just felt the need to voice my frustration and thoughts, even if I was scared it might make people upset. But honestly after my first post I was very surprised that instead of waking up to nothing or my inbox being flooded with aggressive anons, there were many notes and reblogs of people connecting and commiserating in shared experiences and thoughts on the matter. It has really been cool and encouraging to see. So, I just wanted to say thanks for helping me feel less alone in this whole frustrating and triggering ordeal. It has been really impactful to see so many autistic people get it and have similar experiences to what I’ve been struggling with for years and always thought was my fault. I can’t express how comforting it’s been to see proof that I’m not crazy and it’s a struggle not just for me, but for many of my fellow autistic people. Truly, it has been really so cool to be apart of such an autistic and neurodivergent supportive community here in our little corner of Tumblr.

I hope y’all are doing okay in these times and at the very least know you’re not alone. <3

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I know this isn't meant to be creepy but.... low key there is something about all those Technoblades staring at me that is going to haunt me in my dreams...

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