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something else I wanted to point out in my post abt misogyny behind the scenes on the dsmp is how, when Niki first came forward very shortly after the dsmp ended to say there was a lot of misogyny from major male ccs behind the scenes, dt fans quickly accepted this as true because she didn't mention any names so it was easy to point fingers at wilbur or other men on the server and pretend her allegation didn't also very much implicate the dt, now that Connor, Sophie, Andi, and others have backed up Niki's claims of misogyny and confirmed that the dt were very much perpetrators of it as well they've suddenly stopped believing her
like idk I feel like nobody has mentioned Niki being basically the first to come out about the misogyny behind the scenes at all and how much of what she said lines up with what Connor said at the beginning of his stream, I just feel like it highlights the hypocrisy and contradictions from dt fans trying to justify why their faves couldn't possibly be perpetrators of misogyny
#fae.txt#dream situation#fandom critical#discourse#sorry if this doesnt make sense im sleepy#i feel like this is just my other post but with more words#but just. i just feel like at the very least niki's misogyny allegation is important and needs to be talked about more#i dont think anyone's really talked about it since the dsmp ended but i havent forgotten it#someone please tell me you remember this and if you have the clip please give me the link
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listen i was guilty of this once upon a time too but dawg ppl GOTTA stop calling any platonic dynamic they like “siblings” without any precedence
#there are many characters where there is good right to call them siblings. but ppl have gotten so trigger happy w it#and like theres nothing wrong with viewing a dynamic that way ig but at the same time it makes ppl who may ship those characters really#uncomfortable. bcuz although there is nothing to suggest that those characters view each other in that way by calling them siblings#instantly you've made it weird for anyone who might interpret the dynamic differently#idk this is very nuanced but it just irked me a little bit#absolutely nothing against the person in the tags of my art btw power to you#but. as someone who ships pearl and scar a little it was a bit uncomfortable to see them be called siblings#i dont like ppl making ANY of the hermits siblings. like grian and pearl are a common one i see and i just. i dont get it i truly dont#none of their dynamics read like that to me. idk. again ppl have their own interpretations of things and they didnt mean any harm by it#it just made me feel a little weird#and this is a problem or well. trend ive seen in all fandoms recently#please. people are allowed to be friends and have close friendships and not have a familial element involved#esp with a girl and a boy THEY CAN JUST BE FRIENDS! YOU CAN HAVE THEM BE TOTALLY PLATONIC WITHOUT CALLING THEM SIBLINGS#whatever whatever idrc. just something ive noticed i know other ppl have talked about this before#again this is not a callout or anything im genuinely not mad or weirded out or anything please dont think i am#serena.txt
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how many times do we need to learn as people that irony and hyperbole can be harmful because 'jokes' aren't easily distinguished from genuine thoughts and feelings until we stop rewarding people for speaking or posting about violence
like even if you're joking/don't actually believe that/think whoever you are insulting is bad/immoral/fictional therefore deserves it - ad hominem attacks always do more harm to the people who share those characteristic then the individual you intend to cause harm to or discredit
#discourse#long post#its genuinely erased so much of my enjoyment of 911blr knowing i have to check accounts or risk seeing bullying/hate#l like its an odd feeling to know that so many people in the same fandom as you actively hold hate or find hate funny against your communit#like tired of people saying others are too sensitive because we dont want to hear or see a person say they want to hurt themself or others#like sorry i put in the work everyday to not let my mental health backslide and to enjoying being alive and accept my queerness#while others seemingly have not#and i know the content i post/share is not all in the same circles as that certain blog and i hate that it still grinds my gears but#its so frustrating to see the cruel glee people have#saying things they would never say to anyone's face irl and only to other blindly devoted/similar bullies#like do these people realise that they are on a razor's edge between 'ironic jokes' and just outright bigotry and threats - like do they#literally the only thing seperating That and conservative bigots is that the bigots are honest about their hatred towards minorities#like a lot of people in the fandom seemingly still need to deal with a lot of intenalised homophobia/racism and just outright hate-#especially regarding queer men and men of colour#because i can not be emphasise enough#It is NOT GOOD OR HEALTHY to be a fully grown adult that actively derives joy from the idea of enacting hate crimes#like you can hate tommy you can want him off the show even want him to die like weird but go off#but its such a next step to unprompted talk about [a character i dislike/hate/dont ship/disrupts my fanon endgame] in derogatory ways -#with rhetoric that straight up is out of terf/rel. right/homophobic/racists bigots and evokes violent hate-crimes......#well i feel sorry for those people cause what a miserable life to spend so much of it unable to enjoy your own life that you target others#anyways I know this is too long but I'm just a very tired man who has studied history and education and working with kids i have seen it -#too many times- harmful words coming from harmful environments or creating harmful actions and thereby perpetuating the cycle of violence#also not super relavent but as Latino Australian i am genuinely appauled at how many people have in their bio they are also Australian-#while actively liking/reblogging and engaging with post that find homophobic violence a funny haha joke - as if activist in our country -#aren't actively trying to dismantle homophobic and transphobic laws regarding issues like conversion therapy#like I know professors that actively got fired for being gay while teaching in religious education context - and its still happening!#so for people to forget so quickly what progress has been made and how much it took and how easy it is to loose - disappointing#(and its the same people who wanna pretend mardi gras is nothing but a party as if 78rs didn't risk their jobs/safety/lives)
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dont know why i fucking stay in the rain world community
#spire rambles#spire snarls#actually i do know why and it's because if i go 10 seconds without broadcasting my Opinions i will explode#besides. i really like rain world. it's a special interest atp i think.#just because the fandom is Not The Best shouldnt mean i dont get to talk about it and draw for it and everything#tldr it's out of spite .Nonetheless the community fucking Suuucks#and im currently at the very least inactive enough in it that im not afraid of being murdered for saying that#idk. i could do a post picking apart a lot of what i dont like about it but i dont think i have the mental energy to do that#nor would anyone really want to see that i feel#but. gwehhh#hater hours
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Am i really the only one who thinks lost judgment chapter 7 was insane
#ive scrolled through here and twitter and even went to pixiv and im currently looking through the chinese fandom...#no one ever even mentions chapter 7 like so much stuff happens...#also ive barely seen anyone talking about akutsu at all but i think hes terrifying??? the scene were he says everyone is going to like#chop off parts of yagami with the chainsaw was crazy for rgg standards imo i was like !!!!!!! the entire time#of course at the end kaito and sugiura save the say but idk i thought it was very intense?#or the parts before/after that.. the tension w kuwana#soma using yagami as an example for the other rk thugs... yagami finding sawa and just breaking down#idk maybe its just me but i didnt expect NO ONE to mention anything at all? everyone always talks about the last chapter#and i dont blame them theyre the best the game has to offer but idk i feel crazy sometimes when i think about it#not a single fanfic or fanart or someome brainrotting about it here orz and im way too late to the party i aint gonna do it myself#rant
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Wait shit people might actually care about me
#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw#hopefully the self loathing phase is over now cuz i really didnt enjoy that!#mf got me thinking thay everyone secretly hates me n itd be better if i was dead ahahaha#but like. my friends talk to me daily. my mutuals love me. i didnt go to school for like 3 days and my classmate who im kindaaa friends wit#texted me saying. and i quote “Hi [name]. I know its late but i hope your doing well. Hope to cya tmr.” (the full stops symbolize each text#cuz she sent three seperate texts)#and i was just. so flabbergasted at that#i didnt rlly think anyone would really notice if i was gone#i didnt think anyone cared me enough for that#i thought theyd just be indifferent to it#also i sound pathetic rn but i reread that girl's text over n over again when she sent rhat. was literally on the brink of tears#and i just. wow.#people might actually care for me. they might actuallynotice when im gone. they might actually miss me#ive been so inside my head n thinking allat bad stuff about myself that i. didnt think that people might see me differently than the way#i saw myself#really and truly i love you guys so much#even if we've never talked to each pther before or interact very little. i appreciate all of you. you guys rock#anyways aha i should stop rambling now loll. as for now i think im doing a bit better#life still sucks but hey at least i have my friends. at least i dont hate myself anymore now#at least now i dont believe that everyone was being friends with me out of pity#thank you all for everything :')#man i need a hug rn lmao#tw vent#tw sui implied#tw sui ideation#tw self loathing#tw self destructive behavior#<- dw about the tags i dont feel/do those anymore#if you wanna talk to me abt this or just talk in general hit me up!! i love talking to ppl i dont like being alone xd#love youu <33
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Me pondering: kids are capable of going through and understanding complex problems and their feelings should be taken seriously when it counts.
Me practically: who are all these annoying fucking kids in the milgram fandom and why are they posting the worst takes and most irrelevant bullshit I've ever seen ever???
I think these are valid to coexist.
#haterposting sorry lile kids like amane?#w ACTUAL maturity and intelligence? yes hear them out!!#some 13-year-old posting drivel about “ships” when it's completely irrelevant#or missing the point of very complex plot points bc they are Literally Not The Age Demographic and Actually Dont Understand It?#im SO SORRY i am not gonna b mean to anyone but I WILL HATE THEM FROM AFAR#GO BACK TO BNHA OR DANGANRONPA U ARE ACTUALLY MAKING THE SPACES LOWER QUALITY BY BEING HERE#like obviously it does not matter at all lmao kids will do whatever#i was watching bojack horseman at 13 thinking i was So Smart i don't get to talk#but to be fair i NEVER missed the point as bad as some milgram kiddies in the YouTube side of the fandom#like no “wrong” way to enjoy things but imo they legitimately need to enjoy something else#but literally if your only takeaway from this project is “omg ship cute characters silly”#but you still insist on joining discussion spaces? god please leave#I DON'T HATE MINORS I DON'T DISCRIMINATE i just think the minors who legitimately have nothing to add should shut the fuck up#sorry livechat got me wildin lmaooooo idc that much but like it's a weird contrast#cuz my general genuine feelings for most situations is “yeah listen to kids' perspectives wholeheartedly”#but like ONLINE kids who post about nonsense that has nothing to do with what others are trying to discuss? godddd they legit need to leave#nothing against shipping either long as ur not Gross#(coughbitchesshippingwholeadultawunderagecharacterscough)#but if that's ALL YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT there are way better fandoms for that leave the milgram creators aloooone lmao#minors who actually Think about shit this does not apply to you obviously lol#if ur smart ur smart if you contribute u contribute#but like try to let urself be a kid sometimes too lol
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(just some thoughts about things, I think its rather long so you don't have to read ❤️❤️)
#(sorry for the sudden post but hmmm)#(I cant tell if I am just not into bsd as much as other people)#(or if its simply bc Im just not as opinionated)#(the current story arc has gotten so far and like woah that I don't feel like super excited or shocked whenever there's a new update)#(either that or seeing everyones complaints about everything kinda dampens the excitement)#(tbh I really enjoyed up to like the guild arc but once it got into the whole like fyodor business my brain stopped)#(its interesting but maybe I just like happy endings too much haha)#(I dont talk to anyone in the fandom but I feel like it is very negative(#(hence the reason why I dont really interact outside of posting these drawings every once in a while)#(I like slice of life stuff I suppose and all this is too much haha I much prefer bsd wan honestly)#(itd probably be easier to just ignore the fandom or so)#(but its a bit difficult to do when I wanna see cool art and cool ideas too)#(I dont know)#(maybe bc I dont remember much from the manga but I dont feel as negative as others)#(sorry this was really long hahaha)#(I think I just dont want to feel alone again)#(though I dont have any mutuals so I guess I kinda already am haha)#(🌟🌟 it makes me happy if even one person likes my drawings or ideas)#(makes me feel like I can do it)#(and not feel so negative about something I quite enjoy!)
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long tag ramble below u have been warned
#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again#but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags#(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now#but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao)#so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t#anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable#and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it#her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night#but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt#or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort#and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person#and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal#as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward#i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer#but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been#either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing#i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever#also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway#sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation#i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me#but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still)#plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down#so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again#but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to#anyway. i think that’s all i have to say!#i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open#love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶#bella talks
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i think my number one issue with frank breitkopf is that they want him to be hannibal lecter sooooo bad. and he isnt hannibal lecter
#im specifically thinking of anthony hopkins' performance of hannibal lecter when i say this btw#at least to me i think theres VERY clear inspiration#im not necessarily saying that it's an awful idea to have a villain inspired by anthony hopkins' performance of hannibal#or just a “large ham” villain in general#theres a reason that performance works and theres a reason that trope is popular!#i just think frank breitkopf is a bad execution#ive been fighting not to use the word “derivative” lest i be cast into the pit of pretentiousness#but go ahead and cast me into the pit. it feels derivative to me!#im sorry to anyone who is deeply attached to frank breitkopf </3 he is just too silly to me#au of no way out where they find the silence of the lambs in frank's possession#and realise he in-universe wants to be hannibal lecter soooooo bad#im mostly joking. im moreso saying frank breitkopf would have worked better for me if him being Like That was a performance#but no im just supposed to think he talks like that for real and then also take him seriously. i just cant do that im sorry#negative#pretty light-hearted negative but still#not fic#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s02e23#the evilution of frank#the exclusion of the fandom tag is intentional. i dont know how controversial of an opinion “frank breitkopf is a bad villain” is but#criminal minds 2x23
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maybe someday I will talk about how when iolttmg said that "the first thing you need to be prepared for if you ever meet an artist you're a fan of is you need to be prepared for your relationship to their work to change" it REALLY really was not lying.
#.lyr#just deleted some. WAY too specific and personal tags. haha um.#anyway. no yeah it was really true is this thing.#its not necessarily a bad thing but it IS a certainty.#and its kind of one you dont understand until youve personally experienced it.#i would not change things if i could. but like. its such a specific thing to experience and understand#and not very many people *do* understand it.#and sometimes the not being able to talk to anyone who Gets It is. lonely in a very odd way.#i havent written fanfic in almost a year now. you know that?#you know how isolating it is to not be able to engage with that fandom in the same way anymore?#i know i could still do it i know nobody eould object to it. but i dont know how to balance things anymore and it feels. so weird.#i just need to start writing original fiction probably#but thats so much more daunting. and i miss the way that that kind of fandom community feels.
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im so lucky to know so many people in my life to have met so many people in my life that are just life saving ill never not feel lucky people are so beautiful and kind and talented and funny and have so much worth everyone ive ever met anyone in my life i have ever touched i just cant believe it ill never be able to understand it how important everyone is how much i love people the degree to whihc i love people and everyone i have ever met ill just never ever be able to express the depth of how important it is to me it might be the most important part of my entire life. i just need people to know how much i love them im desperate for it to be known how important everyone ive ever met is to me. all of my friends everyone whos ever been kind to me and whoever ive been kind to it will never be lost on me how important it is. and i feel so lucky to be graced i guess by my friends. i cant imagine the life i would live without every event every person who ive ever crossed. i would never sacrifice anything to not be where i am now because of the people i know and have known. the people i know and talk to everyday or the people i see in a notification or pass by. i cant overstate your importance to me. i cant overstate how important i want people to feel. i want people to see themselves how i see them. i can not overstate your importance to me and i love you. im so lucky ill never be able to take it
#i just want ti go to sleep but i cant my sleep schedule has been so miserably depressing me#not that badly. i cherish every moment i have with the people around me and i cherish how lucky i am to be surrounded by such unbe#lievable people. i am happy everyday because people love me.#this will never be lost on me. the importance of it. the importance you all have will never ever be lost on me. your worth as a human being#you are so kind. you are so talented. you are loved by people because you are seen by people that way. i will never lose this#im miserably desperate for everyone i know to feel loved or to know that i love them. nothing will ever ever ever in my whole fucking life#ever be more important to me#nothing in my fucking life will ever be more important than that. please know how much you mean to this. to everything#i dont know what changed but i cry so often now and every single time my thoughts wander to how deeply i feel about this#im just sobbing and sobbing and im like. i love the people that care for me. i love the people i care for#i know when i stop crying or when the day rolls over i get to talk to everyone again. and i feel so lucky. i feel so desperate to explain it#how. much. it. means. to me. How badly i mean this and everything I say.#i dont fucking care if yoire my mutual from fandom or someone who random followed because my blog was funny#someone i talked to once or twice. you mean so much. i swear to god. ill never be mpre genuine or more serious. i guess#thats very kind of you to do that. or like my posts or anything. youre very kind for that. you mean alot to me.#i just dont want to fall asleep when the sun rises and wake up with a few hours to talk to people before im alone#i really hate it right now. and my neutral state has genuinely just been on the brink of crying. like if i sit still too long i just sob#thats genuinely how i have been for the past few days#and thats not the fault of anyone its just how my brain has been treating me#but whdn i get like this i just remember how lucky i feel about everything. like the depth of my feelings#you really just have to trust me when i say like how forever sincere and deep snd monumental it is to me. like please understand the depth#of when i say i love you. dear god i love everyone ive ever met i love you. please please please please understand how desperate i am#i will never ever feel more strongly about anything. i cant imagine it#i have to make this exact same fucking post over and over again#i need to keep saying it man#i need people to love themselves like i love them#the degree to which i say the word need#anyway. i love you. i hope you have fun or are happy about something. or draw write something nice. talk to your best friend. something
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#going on about how the ‘writing was on the wall’ & lavendar haze/ midnights ‘indicated this’#then immediately posting about how no one in the fandom knows Taylor any better than anyone else & it’s annoying when they act like it#is deeply deeply goofy#like you BOTH are being annoying can’t you see that BOTH#it’s annoying to pretend like her setlist indiciated it’s annoying to pretend like we know how she’s feeling onstage#it’s annoying to pretend like not wanting to be a wife in lavendar haze is a sign it was already over#and#on the one hand this is the talking about site and people are allowed to blog whatever they’d like#on the other hand I need more swifties to realize that 75% of the things they COULD post right now they should. probably not post.#NONE OF US KNOW HER!!! btw!!#being sad/ feeling for her is very very normal and no one should feel bad#about feeling bad#but if you are genuinely inconsolable or sobbing right now or need a ‘whole day to recover’ maybe it’s time to take a step back#again. WE DONT KNOW HER.#okay x#logging off until tonight happy easter everyone :)#ts
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#UGHHHHHH#explodes dies etc#being creatively stifled by my own brain#like i dont even know how to fix this problem . its so upsetting#well . good news . i wrote something the other day ! and it wasnt even that hard !#granted i didnt finish it and it wasnt very good . but its a start isnt it ?#bad news . my brain is currently not working in a very specific way that is keeping me from my full creative potential#bcuz i can only really come up with a few specific kinds of things#and its very much holding me back because i WANT to do more than those things . REALLY BAD#man . i feel like im so close to getting out of this fucking Slump that ive been in for the past . 2 and a half years or something#i can write again . kind of ! but now i have a whole new problem#and i dont know how to fix it . and its really irritating#i think writing more could fix this problem but i Don't Have Anything To Fucking Write About#because i cant come up with anything GOOD grhhshghgahag#im sick of not being creative i want to fucking WRITE#and my only other creative outlet isnt an option anymore bcuz my computer broke in a very specific way that keeps me from doing it#ughhhhhh#i think i should try to talk abt my aus more . that would probably help i guess#but i dont really have anyone to talk abt them with#nobody ever rlly cares abt my aus . especially in such a big fandom theyve all been done before#its all so daunting#ill fix this eventually . but fuck is it hard#eli speaks
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see a problem im running into with this new cartoon blog is that i want to know someone is seeing my rants, but i dont want to maintag it because i want the people seeing my rants to already know that im just like that and not looking to start an argument
#and so my first instinct is to post here#the blog that has consistently had between 93 and 96 followers for like a solid 3 months#where if you guys havent left yet then a rant about a turtle cartoon wont hurt#and also where youve heard me talk about my dick and balls and my weird nicknames for my partners#and also my worst fic ideas (hermit centipede anyone?)#so like if youre still here (and i know it's the same fuckers because i dont get new followers) then you know what im like#and you arent suddenly gonna get mad if i start posting my weirdly strong opinions about the red turtle#unlike the wider turtle fandom. from what i can tell they have a lot of problems with#i think 'character bashing' is the term i usually see?#as well as with people 1. shitting on versions that arent their fave#and 2. feeling the need to preface posts with 'i know the writing is bad but' to avoid fans of different versions being mean to them#(i have not seen any of these firsthand but i keep seeing posts about it happening)#so i dont wanna start posting my very strong opinions and have it be taken as like. me bashing a character/version
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the feminine urge to make new blogs compulsively
#idk ive been thinking about 'remaking' this blog but i dont completely wanna do that#but maybe id make a more . down to earth blog?#this one has a lot of. discourse attached to it and i know i can come off as mean and standoffish#esp because im fully aware that im very prone to sounding like i believe im the only one whose right in a situation#but ig i just. dont want that to be the main way ppl see me in this fandom#i think the way i present myself on this blog is still necessary. ive had quite a few people tell me that they appreciate this blog#and how i use it to speak up on issues and how i hold my ground#and i still want to be able to do that#but i. dont know. maybe if i have another blog where i present differently people will be more willing to talk to me?#this blog feels very lonely sometimes. i dont know how many people actually even. pay attention to me here. or care anymore#i feel like for every place ive been in it takes people being horrible to me. for others to talk to me nd be nice to me.#and i just. it sucks#maybe if i have a more. softer? blog? people will talk to me?#i dont know. i think the qpr discourse cemented how lonely this blog feels#and i dont want how ppl perceive me to be effected by how i responded to adults harassing me and dragging my name in the mud#when i was 16yrs old and just touching the iceberg of whats wrong with me#iunno. ig feel free to give feedback if anyone will even see this at all i know its late#mask mews#personal
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