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something else I wanted to point out in my post abt misogyny behind the scenes on the dsmp is how, when Niki first came forward very shortly after the dsmp ended to say there was a lot of misogyny from major male ccs behind the scenes, dt fans quickly accepted this as true because she didn't mention any names so it was easy to point fingers at wilbur or other men on the server and pretend her allegation didn't also very much implicate the dt, now that Connor, Sophie, Andi, and others have backed up Niki's claims of misogyny and confirmed that the dt were very much perpetrators of it as well they've suddenly stopped believing her
like idk I feel like nobody has mentioned Niki being basically the first to come out about the misogyny behind the scenes at all and how much of what she said lines up with what Connor said at the beginning of his stream, I just feel like it highlights the hypocrisy and contradictions from dt fans trying to justify why their faves couldn't possibly be perpetrators of misogyny
#fae.txt#dream situation#fandom critical#discourse#sorry if this doesnt make sense im sleepy#i feel like this is just my other post but with more words#but just. i just feel like at the very least niki's misogyny allegation is important and needs to be talked about more#i dont think anyone's really talked about it since the dsmp ended but i havent forgotten it#someone please tell me you remember this and if you have the clip please give me the link
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i think that Tired Eddie Kaspbrak is a completely different person from Sleepy Eddie Kaspbrak,,,,,, and it's quite soon into their relationship that richie meets and grows to understands both of them.
tired eddie kaspbrak comes home from his third overtime shift that week, grumpy because his boss doesn't know how to run a business and if eddie were in charge, maybe things would actually get done around there. tired eddie kaspbrak huffs and puffs about everything and anything and rants about his idiotic coworkers for 10 minutes straight or until he's run out of steam. tired eddie kaspbrak does not want to hear a joke about his mother, which richie learns the hard way, but learns nonetheless. the only place that tired eddie kaspbrak wants to be is in bed, and he falls asleep with his face all scrunched up and somehow, to richie's amazement, keeps the look on his face all through the night.
sleepy eddie kaspbrak on the other hand,,, richie usually meets him on the couch after eddie has insisted multiple times "yes, i'm still watching the movie, no i'm not falling asleep". sleepy eddie kaspbrak has attachment issues in that, once he has attached himself to richie's arm koala style, richie has issues in trying to get him to let go (i mean, not that richie wants him to let go, but sometimes it can be a real problem if richie needs to piss). sleepy eddie kaspbrak is the silliest to have conversations with, because even when richie says ridiculous things like "oh by the way, i signed us up to be foster parents for a whole family of guinea pigs from the animal shelter. all 12 of them are getting delivered on friday", because sleepy eddie kaspbrak will just cuddle up more and respond with something like "oh that's nice...." (the next morning he wakes up like 'WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE'RE TAKING IN 12 GUINEA PIGS' bc it took all night for him to process) as he dozes in an out of sleep. sleepy eddie kaspbrak also sometimes makes an appearance in the morning, when richie wakes up and tries to get out of bed and sleepy eddie kaspbrak will wrap his arms tighter around him and mumble a soft little "5 more minutes?" and richie has to remind him that he already asked for 5 more minutes, 10 minutes ago, and sleepy eddie kaspbrak just shrugs and nuzzles his face against richie's shoulder and mumbles "two more minutes, then" and of course richie can't argue with that. when richie does manage to get out of bed, sleepy eddie kaspbrak will wrap his arms around richie's waist from behind and rest his head against richie's shoulder, not before giving richie a soft kiss on the back of his neck, and stand there while richie makes coffee for them and richie laces his fingers with eddie's as sleepy eddie kaspbrak slowly wakes up.
#sorry im just in a soft mood.......#sorry if this doesnt make sense this was a train of thought post but#tired vs sleepy eddie is important to me ok#eddie kaspbrak#richie tozier#reddie#reddie hc#reddie au#it 2017#it 2019
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AGHGFCCV LISTEN.
I have a theory-----
So it always bothered ne how despite there being so many witches in Mitakihara, there only seem to be Mami (and kinda Homura) as magical girls in the city at the start of the show, like surely these witches come from an equivalent amount of magical girls right???
Welll what if- magical girls and witches cone in some sort of "waves" of despair- basically, kind of like highs and lows in stuff like market economics
Heres how i think it might work- Kyubey reveals himself to a girl, and there are 2 options-
1- She is a lonely person and has therefore a higher likelyhood of witching out or dying without a support network, or-
2- She has, to some kind of degree, close friends she can talk to about stuff like being a magical girl.
If option 2 happens, then even if the girl herself is the only one out of her friend group (or out of whoever is eligible in it anyway) who becomes a magical girl, then eventually when she inevitably enters into a dangerous situation, Kyubey will manipulate any eligible friends she has into making a wish for her (which constantly happens in the show)
Then, if a wish wasn't made, a new witch or at least dead magical girl wouldve been created without any friends joining as magical girls
The more likely situation i suspect though, is that a wish DOES get made, and then, when one of the friends gets into a dangerous situation again and none is there to make a wish to save them (which will inevitably happen because being meguca is suffering)-
One of them will die or witch out, starting a chain reaction because well, your friend just died in front of you, probably brutally, or instead went the non gorey (if nothing else) way of becoming a witch- both highlighting the futility of your cause AND making you use energy to defeat a new witch in an already bad for you situation.
Both cases are highly likely to make the entire friend group witch out this way, because of the collective downward spiral.
And again, lonely girls are known to be preyed on because they do not last long.
In short i suspect the show takes place right after these kind of "chain witchification" happened to many magical girls in Mitakihara, which Mami was not affected by because she is a lone veteran (despite her efforts)
Basically, I think Gertrude, H.N. Elly, Elsa Maria, and maybe one of the other less significant witches (not Charlotte tho we know what happened There...) were part of a magical girl squad that fell to despair
Heck, this chain reaction is even shown to happen in alternate tinelines the Quintet was together, Sayaka witches out, Mami breaks down bc of it and kills Kyouko and then dies (to Madoka), and then Madoka becomes a witch, and so too would have Homura if she could not time travel most likely, resulting in net 0 magical girls and only witches for a short amount of time.
Mitakihara could also just actually be really small and all the witches immigrate from Kazumino or something. idk. that would be boring though
#pmmm#puella magi madoka magica#sorry for the repeating wall of text i really got into it#anyway its really sad. magical girls fall together so much we just dont see them sometimes at all. insane#also the implications if this is true on the shows exploitation themes with mgs being subject to market highs and lows like a commodity. ag#i hate that i thought of a way to make the show sadder somehow#sorry mutuals this probably doesnt make sense its late and im tired n stressied#my posts#deltaruins tags#aghhhhh#also reread the last line now im imaginging the wings of magius platforming against witch immigrants using a barrier (wall)#like some magical girl trump#anyway i am become sleepy again. will see notifications on the morrow. good eve
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i would consider fae to be extremely good nd rep for Me, Specifically because i have never connected to a character on such a deep and personal level before in my life. like i look at her and i go Oh, That;s Me thats literally Me. (i mean i go by fae as well as basil for a Reason. ) however comma. i would have to say she is mid-to-decent rep at least for the average pyre viewer. it truly hurts me to say that but unfortunately not everyone is insane like me
#“literally me” like on a deeper level than the silly funny “just like me fr” but not quite the I Am Literally This Character Irl type of#kinning thing#like i dont believe myself to be the character itself i just see myself very deeply in her (which is probably just a Normal Thing idk)#btw the “shes mid rep to the average person who isnt insane” part is like#i as an autistic person notice many many smaller details of her character that i connect to deeply#however comma the average casual player probably isnt going to notice a ton of those things#and the extent of how shes read as autistic is usually just “weird quirky”#so im judgingit based on that#sorry if that doesnt make sense im sleepy
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maybe the enstars background should have clued me in but somebody posted that a character in a book shouldnt have been the one narrating "he was horrible at it Because he was unreliable!" Like you Have to be a boring bitch to not get that the unreliability is part of the flavor
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Where do I sign for dynamics where your muse has a crush on mine and/or my muses developing these silly crushes o r obsessions towards other characters-
#;ooc#ooc#sorry its my sin i love when characters react completely differently from how they usually present themsves#the moment their crush just 🌻exists🌻#LISTENNN! I will not deny it i love romance and romantic ships! fluffy things silly things#so in the case that we could write a silly dynamic like this; would u guys want it?#i also want my muses to have someone crush on -them- also go melting puddle when they see them#listen i think that trope on shojo manga is so cute#i know i would be the biggest arjuna suporter but if he stared at me i would explode#ooouuuu im sleepy#apologies if none of this makes sense#basically what imsaying is; i wanna have my muses have crushes (doesnt have to be reciprocated) and other characters to crush on mine#(also doesnt hace to be reciprocated) it can be something from the distance! ormake itmore emotionally despairing;; the yearning#but of course these are only some silly dynamics and#and of course chemistry also plays a big role if at the end u want the characters together indeed#;dl#;delete later#aka i want my muses to be the romanced ones simply bc im curious how it is ln the other side#i want them to be rizzed and get blushy or tell u they hate u LTKRDÑLTMDK#but also if u guys would be ok with silly random crushes for the giggles#my muse is absolutely stunned over urs and now what !!
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You've probably answered this already but I just saw your gender post and I wanna make sure I understand. It sounds like what you're getting at is more of the classic definition of "transsexual?" Your gender identity matches what you were assigned at birth, its your physical attributes, the physical medical sex of your organs, that are the issue?
You're a cis woman whose body doesn't present the way you'd prefer.
Is that right?
I'm not trying to assign a label or tell you how to define your gender or how you prefer to present, just seeing if it's translating correctly in my brain or if this is just a wholly new kind of information to absorb. I'd like to know if my perception of what you're saying aligns with what you're trying to say, if that makes sense.
No worries! That does sound pretty close actually! I'd never heard the definition for transsexual but I dunno... It fits but I don't think I'd identify as it? I know that doesn't really make sense 😅
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proof i need reference for my own fucking ocs: i keep forgetting about andrea's nose scar *ugly sobbing*
#mikhail creates beloved character and then forgets what they look like#< um. not as a joke i hardly remember his timeskip design despite having drawn it a lot of times#same w hoshi i can fuck up the art just because i change his hair length at any given time#sorry if this doesnt make sense im sleepy and i havent finished hw
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I made another oc but at the same time shes also supposed to be me BUT AT THE SAME TIME she looks nothing like me
#sorry if this doesnt make sense im rlly sleepy#in other words i may have made a 2nd sona 👍 there is two of me now. kind of#auuughh i need to go to sleep#goodnihgt#yuumi talks
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“masculine is when [trait associated with masculinity ] feminine is when [trait associated with femininity]” yes thats how gender roles work
#void.speaks#when genderfluid people conform to each respective gender binary 😱#like its such a dumbass thing to say#’so we’re equating [behavior that society considers masculine] as masculinity now?’#yes? people point this fact out everytime a trend like this comes up with the weirdest superiority complex#delete later#its 4am im so tired sorry if this doesnt make sense it was just. bugging me#i will sleepy soon
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tysm for the kind words!!! id love to work with you but itd depend on what you need me to do. also, im busy with school for most of the day so thatll definitely be a little problem ;n;
but thank you im so glad you enjoyed my art!!
OH when it comes to work im mainly talking about inviting you to the development of my fangame in the future!! but thats like .. far in the future so i dont actually know if you'd be available by then or what you'd be interested in yet !! but just know you are most definitely on my "holy shit i love this persons work i should invite them" list LMAO
#not daily#james talks#dude i kid you not#your art is amazing#sorry if this doesnt make sense btw im a little sleepy LOL
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screaming and crying and punching the air thinking about Amy
#im so sleepy but omfg faith makes me so sad#im thinking about the general events of the game but im also thinking about how her life was before she was possessed and how she was so#lonely and isolated from everything. and how much she probably wanted to get out of there and how horribly things turned out for her#this is so fucked uuuuuuup WTF😭😭😭#im sorry if this doesnt make sense im half asleep and replaying the whole game in my head at once#🤖.txt#also the more i think about her the more i think about how little we know about her#Jonh really went through all of that to save a stranger. This could be elaborated more but im getting way too emotional i need to stop#ily Jonh they could never make me hate you#<- i thjnk there arent people misundertanding the story completely like that anymore but still#bro i tried reading the wiki once and omfg who wrote that djdhdgdgdvg#anyways gn#ngl im probably gonna delete this soon. im very self conscious about rambling like this publicaly dkdhdhd
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ID: a screenshot the title of an explicit m/f ship, "I FUCKED YOUR DAD, IDIOT!" /end ID
#sorry if this doesnt make sense#im so fuckin sleepy#ao3#dear-ao3#dear ao3#<- i don't remember what tag i used last time
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thinking about how cool and awesome moon stone cassandra couldve been if she wasnt given the world’s worst villain motivation
dropping my whole au / rewrote of season 3 below
uh preface is im sleepy and its almost midnight, so like sorry if some parts dont make sense or whatever
uhh basically, instead of cass trying to like reach her destiny or whatever as like her Main motivation and the only reason to why she Evil and Malicious ive changed it so its more mixed in with her desire to protect rapunzel. i think moonstone cass is cool and i like the idea of her but i really just think her execution was poor mostly because it wasn’t built up as much as it shouldve been.
rewrote cass’s character slightly just so there more empathize on her idolization of her mother, and so when she learns the truth of why mother gothel left her, the knee jerk reaction to blame raps makes a little more sense.
Anyways, Season 3 cass deals with a lot of her issues, i think on the journey to get the moonstone something something happens and cassandra is told that if rapunzel comes in contact with the moonstone she will Implode. Like die. Return to being the sundrop. and cass is like oh fuck, shit, balls, I need to Protect her from Dying. So out of her intense Need to protect Rapunzel she yoinks the moonstone, and (still slightly pissed at raps for stealing her mom but not really she’s just trying to figure out her emotions + rapunzel needs to get away away from this rock) she goes into Evil mode.
Her villain arc is partly fueled by her anger at her own situation, always in second place. her desire to feel love and cherished and important rather than being the 2nd option. However, it is also fueled by her need to provide safety to her friends ,, even if it’s not the smartest choice. Moonstone Cass devotes her entire identify to being the cliche villain, so no one feels bad if like the solution to destroying the moonstone is killing her. she knows that logically the Zhan Tiri is manipulating her but 1. she idgaf and 2. she needs to learn how to control the moonstone’s power so she doesnt hurt her friends.
Tbh boiled now, it’s just cass isnt obsessive with mother gothel and mother gothel leaving her to kidnap a baby because it made like no sense for her character. like instead, moonstone cass grabbles with her identify and place in the world, who she is outside of rapunzel. Also she wants to learn more about her past, yknow, who mother gothel was and is she Worth getting upset over. spoiler she figures out that no, her bio mom sucks booty
Anyways, throughout my version of season 3, cass is trying to figure out a way to destroy the moonstone. She visits Rapunzel often too and pretends to be evil just so she can check in. She angry at her mom but not so much on rapunzel, maybe a little bit but probably more to with simply trying to crave out her identify outside of rapunzel. Same general plot beats happen in s3, but shes more grief driven than anger driven i suppose.
Theres probably a lot i forgot to like, reformulate in this especially w s3 bc i havent had the time to rewatch it and collect my thoughts that well. But, uh, hope u enjoyed. might yap more about my personal gripes with the show and how i think it shouldve been written.
also to add on i suppose, at the end of the series she gets exiled from corona officially, but lowkey comes back to hang out and after like a year every1 is like yeah okay i guess.
#cassandra tts#tangled the series#tts spoilers#ig the show is kinda old#after i finish ap testing im going to sit down and organize my thoughts about my rewrite#grrr#erm tbh this is like the worlds worst dump of my thoughts about this#ill prob make another post explaining everything better#lmao#luniise art
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Neteyam x reader
Synopsis : The Sully’s return to the forests after a few years, all being greeted with a warm welcome, all but but 3 new family members.
a/n- idk why but i loved how Tonowari and Jake reacted to the way they’re wives interacted when they first got to the reefs. I wanted to recreate smthg similar to that but w/ neteyam😫🤞.
THIS WAS RUSHED AND NOT PROOFREAD, SORRY BUT HOPE U ENJOY!
Aged up, Fem!Metkayina!Reader
Warnings: non-canon compliant, mentions of pregnancy, very boring ngl, a little fluff. Probably doesnt make sense but im sleepy so sorry!!
The Forests of Pandora were a sight to behold. The dark veil of night and the constant glowing of both flora and fuana left an ethereal essence on the world. A gasp of wonder leaving your throat, Neteyam turning back at you with a bright grin that put the sun, moon and stars to shame.
This was his home,
And he was proud of it.
For the past 7 or so years while the Sullys had lived in the Metkayina reefs, during that time many things had changed. There were numerous attacks on the Sully name, some nearly life threatening, but luckily, never lead to death. The family was grateful for the never ending brushes of luck, it seems that Ewya has her favourites.
Not only has the family grown mentally, they all had grown physically too, 3 new members joining them to the Omatikayan regions.
Your sister, Tsireya’s laugh was heard from the backs of her mate Lo’ak, turning to look at her, the same wonder filled her eyes as she watches the unfamiliar Territory from above.
The sounds of foreign yipping and cheering made your ears twitch, looking above you catch sight of the floating mountain’s, littered with unfamiliar blue figures, a wave of shock, fear and curiosity corse through your bones.
The feeling of Neteyam’s ikran tilting up begins to nerve you. “Hold on tight,love.” he exclaims, grabbing onto your thigh with his free hand. Your arms wrapping around him tighter, as the pack of ikrans begin to climb.
The atmosphere feels awfully familiar to the deep trenches of Metkayina, the deep heavy, almost suffocating feeling. Although in the sky, you can still breathe, albeit short due to the thinner air and atmosphere. The leather woven coat neteyam lend you, flapping erratically leaving your back exposed, a shiver making its way down your spine.
The rise to the mountains made your ears pop, an uncomfortable feeling and you pull at your ears, attempting to get the back to normal. Neteyam notices this. He lets out a soft chuckle at your confusion.
The ikrans landed with a thud, the hundreds of yellow eyes watching your figure as Neteyam reaches a hand out to help you down the animal. The curious eyes, and some what insulting mutters lead you back to the day the Sullys first arrive.
An esteemed woman making her way through the crowd, meeting you before anyone else. You immediately assume she is the Tsahik, or atleast Tsakarem from the way she carries herself.
You greet her, “Oel ngati kameie”, instead of returning the gesture, she scoffs, almost offended you are in her presence. “Who are you. You are not of here.”
Eyebrows raising in surprise, her tone sparking a challenge in you.
you reply, “Y/N (IDK THE FAMILY NAME) Tonowari’Ite. Tsakarem and eldest daughter of the Metkayina tribe.” Your head tilted high, eyes sharp and observating.
Behind you your sister nervously grabbing onto her Lo’ak’s arm for comfort as the whispers begin to fill the room. Neteyam watching the interacting from his peripheral vision, caution filling his bones.
“Ahh, daughter of the cheif? We are not searching for an alliance between the water people of wherever you come from.” She says, grabbing at your arm, curiosity quickly turning into disgust as her sees your finned hands.
“You and your people are not needed nor wanted here.” Circling around you and pulling at your tail, clothes then finally, your hair. You hiss at her actions. Teeth bearing on display, ear tilted.
The woman challenging you with her own hiss, you swore she spat on you midway.
A tug at your waist pulls you away from her, Neteyam quickly de-escalating the tense situation. “I apologise for my mate.” He says quickly, eyes flashing at you for a moment. Your face falling to one of disbelief, “its been a long ride, and-“
“‘Teyam!” You whisper shout at him, still shocked.
He sends an soft scolding look over as he continues, but with a firmer voice. “She has been exhausted and is with child, so she has been especially moody.”
Your ears tilt slight down, freckles glowing in embarrassment as you look away. You knew you got snappy, you were your mother’s daughter of course.
‘Skxwang, telling the whole clan of your pregnancy was not needed, especially this early.’ You thought.
A gasps and mutters heard from the room. His eyes firm, his hand still sat on your waist unwavering, rubbing soft patterns with his thumb. You could practically feel the eyes on you and your clothed bump.
An arm from the woman’s shoulder moves her back, Neteyam is met with apologetic eyes of who seemed to be the woman’s mate, and Olo’eyktan. The woman steps back, albeit shocked, she moves from her spot, allowing an opening.
Two people make their way to the front, in your eyes, they seem to the Olo’eyktan and the actual Tsahik. Whom seemed to be much older than you had expected.
Their eyes pausing against you and Neteyam, “Oel ngati kameie” you motion despite the ordeal. They continue to flicker to everyone else in the centre of the cave system.
Their eyes finally stopping at Neytiri and Jake, who had already made their way to the front.
“Tarsem.” Jake greets him, with a curt nod.
“Jake sully..” the man begins, “Toruk Makto, Our former Olo’eyktan. Has returned!” The man exclaims, any ounce of seriousness leaving his face.
Cheers erupting from all corners of the room, the mountain cave system giving it a deafening echo, parents, teens and children, cheering for the family.
You couldn’t help but let the contagious joy reach you too.
You turn to your mate, a grin adorning your face, your dimples creasing as his eyes crinkle from smiling. The sight lets your heart ablaze, knowing this war-torn family, your war-torn family, has a welcome to their home was heartwarming.
It was late at night, laying in your darkened tent with Neteyam’s arms around you, and your nose nuzzled against his neck, inhaling his scent.
“Announcing our pregnancy first day here was unnecessary ‘Teyam.” You tiredly scold.
A soft chuckle leaving his chest to emit vibrations, “challenging the first person you saw was also unnecessary (N/N).” He pauses, for a brisk moment. “Honestly, seeing that reminded me of when we first got to Awa’atlu.”
The memories leaving you to laugh at the similarities, your mother and Neytiri having conflict from the start, yet still things worked out in the end. You hoped it was the same for you.
Luckily for you, this family seemed to be Ewya’s favourite.
#neteyam x reader#neteyam#x reader#avatar#avatar twow#cringe#sorry for this#i rushed this#hope you like <3
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I don’t really know where I’m going with this, it’s kinda just a hunch I had.
There’s a difference between being called hot and being called beautiful.
Liam is beautiful, not hot. He has that classic prince look to him. He has that glow and that energy where you can tell he’s healthy, like he has a good diet and keeps his grooming in check and probably snacks on fruit. Like there’s Lana del Rey playing in the background whenever you look at him. He’s the guy that is so beautiful that he isn’t sexualised. Everyone looks at him from afar as this like being that’s so ethereal and classic that he isn’t on the same level as all of the ‘hot’ Instagram model types. It’s like comparing some guy from today to an actor from the 90s, the latter being Liam. Like he’s too angelic in his facial structure. So delicate like he belongs to an old painting or something. And people notice that and don’t put him in the same light as a guy they’d hook up with on a night out or some hot guy who’s passing on the street. His look is too pure and too beautiful, almost regal for that. He definitely smells very clean as well, like a shower almost. But then when you get him alone, and his hair has that bedhead tousle or he is sleepy in the morning, it’s sinful. Like seeing someone so pure and majestic crack a little.
Theo is hot, not beautiful. This may sound brutal but he’s the kinda guy you’d see and call him hot or sexy like a pornstar but he doesn’t have that regal, princely, from a painting vibe to him at all. He’s the guy you sexualise. His look isn’t pure or ‘beautiful’, it’s hot, and sexy. There’s a big difference. He’s more rugged and has a more dirty vibe, like he isn’t angelic or pure or delicate. He is more dark circles messy hair vibes. His voice is probably a little hoarse from smoking. He has that Instagram model vibe and you can tell his look is more ‘put on’, like he gels his hair and tries with outfits and wears a leather jacket and jeans that are a little tight and definitely oversprays with some dark smoky cologne.
I don’t know if this is a weird post or not, I could be chatting total shit so sorry if I it is but it’s just a hunch I had.
i do kinda see where you were going with this, yeah! i definitely think that there's a difference between how people perceive them. im not gonna go into much detail how they actually look, bc thats kinda just their actors and me personally, im not good at pointing out what people find attractive about them since.. i do not find either of them attractive (they're just random men to me and id say sorry but actually.. im not sorry) anyway!
liam does feel like this, for lack of a better phrase and at the risk of sounding cringe, good boy. like. he isnt very tall nor is he buff (yeah he has muscles but hes not like. Huge or anything bc of it) so at first glance he doesnt feel intimidating at all. i feel like his personality adds to this as well, bc hes very nice and gentle all of the time. and he can be a bit silly, too! i know that ppl often reduce him to his anger issues (the writers, the characters in the show and the fandom...) but we actually see him be sweet a lot. with hayden, with his friends, with his dad. he has this calm presence to him. i do feel like this adds to this aura you described, how people dont look at him and think "hot" but rather just, hey, thats a sweet guy.
and that he takes care of himself makes a lot of sense since hes a lacrosse player. do i think that everyone who plays sports at school automatically has a good diet, etc? no, obviously not. but lacrosse is extremely important to him and hes so fit due to his training, that scott & stiles mistake him for a were-creature. that he'd watch what he eats, gets enough rest, etc would make a lot of sense and we literally see him lifting weights and going on runs in the show. so him having a healthy look to him, definitely.
i do want to add that for me, his introduction plays a role here too. hes so young in s4 like. quite literally a child. and as someone who watched that as an adult, i obviously didnt even consider thinking of him like that. like his appearance quite literally doesnt matter to me bc thats a kid. (this is also the reason i dont feel comfortable writing explicit-rated fics that take place during s4-5. i only feel comfortable doing that for s6/post-canon.) so in my mind, hes automatically not anything even close to "hot" bc of the way he gets introduced.
theo, on the other hand, gets introduced in exactly the opposite way. some of his earliest scenes include malia commenting on his body, calling him "hot", him being naked multiple times... that scene of him undressing in front of malia is literally called "thirsting for theo" on the official youtube account. like. cant get much more obvious than that. and ive talked about theo getting sexualized and even sexualizing himself in another post (here) so i definitely agree with that. he uses his looks like a weapon. he counts on other people finding him attractive, he knows that he has every reason to be confident about it. he uses it to his advantage. and he has to unlearn that he doesnt have to seduce/intimidate people anymore and that hes allowed to be soft and gentle, too. that being vulnerable doesnt have to be scary, etc.
i think that hygiene is probably something hes very particular about. obviously we dont see the full extent of his homelessness, but hes always very put together (i think this is due to lazy writing, but let me pretend that there are canon reasons for it.) despite not having a reliable way to take care of himself, its important to him that the pack doesnt get to see him at his lowest. his hair is always styled, he shaves, he wears different outfits. he doesnt want anyone to notice in what a vulnerable situation hes in. post-canon, when hes not homeless anymore (either living on his own or with liam) i think he'd probably struggle a bit at first. having been homeless 100% had an impact on him, so maybe he'd struggle with being casual about it. always savoring that he has an immediate water source, that there's always enough soap, etc. switching between indulging in getting to always be clean and almost obsessing over it.
about his voice: i personally dont think he smokes, bc im just not a fan of that (if you hc that he does, thats cool!) but i do think that he has a deep voice sometimes. his voice is deeper in comparison to liams already and theres that one interview where tyler posey comments on cody christians voice sounding sexy and cody explains it by saying that hes tired. so. theos voice being hoarse after he wakes up or when hes about to go to sleep is my personal hc.
i think their differences here are very interesting when it comes to their relationship. theo definitely looks up to liam, is impressed by him and maybe almost idolizes him a bit. getting to see liam "crack" as you said, would probably make theo feel a lot of emotions. yeah, he'd find it attractive but also just getting to see liam when hes vulnerable, being allowed to see him when hes raw. that'd mean a lot to theo. and at the same time, liam getting theo to lose his persona and slowly helping him remove those walls, would make liam emotional too. getting to see underneath, getting to see theo when hes soft and not putting on a show.
#tbh no idea if any of this made sense#definitely have thoughts about this#but we know me#my posts are always messy#sorry that it took me so long to answer this!#thank you anon#theninth09asks
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