#'they are sad and alone forever lol'
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luxlightly Ā· 1 year ago
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People are actively rooting for Betty and Simon to "just move on"?? Why??? Why can't they be happy? Why is the fact they've suffered so long points in FAVOR of them ending up sad and alone for you?
Simon lived for TWELVE YEARS in Ooo after Betty became Golb. He lived his life as best he could. It's not like he did nothing but wallow. He has a self help book on his bedstand. He does open mic nights. He has a life. He isn't unhealthily obsessing. Betty was the love of his life! He's not going to just get over that! Why should he need to? What's so horrible about the fact they loved each other enough to sacrifice everything to save the other that they both deserve to suffer in eternal anguish?
You can't tell me Simon just needs to "move on". That's not how grief works. You can't really think that "everything they sacrificed was for nothing and they realize that the only way to live is up give up on their love and resign themselves to eternal loneliness" is a more satisfying ending to you than "lovers who fight for their love for a thousand years and overcame the end of the world to come back together at last"
"I'm begging the show runners not to have them be together in the end. They need to just move on with their lives, without the other, or its not narratively satisfying"
You are a tar pit
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angelmush Ā· 1 month ago
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starting to feel my enjoyment of cooking seeping back in after a long period of intense burnout that had me really slogging along preparing meals with gritted teeth for a good month there. i credit the return of this spark to the much needed break i took on our 3 day vacation that resulted in us eating solely theme park food. while delicious, in all its greasy overpriced glory, i found myself missing the kitchen. so last night for dinner i made heavily spiced chicken wings with crushed peppercorns and garam masala that rendered slowly in its own fat while roasting in the oven, resulting in flavorful charred crisp skin and a really juicy bite. we picked them clean over steamed rice with lime and scallions. i also baked a loaf of marbled pumpkin and dark chocolate bread yesterday for my neighbor as a thank you for doing me a favor last week. it looked delicious. the crumb was tender and plush and velvety, the spiced ginger molasses pumpkin batter swirling alongside the bitter dark chocolate espresso batter, with puddles of dark chocolate bubbling across its top. it looked so lovely i whipped up a second one for us to have for ourselves that's in the oven now, i think it could be a really good breakfast pastry for us this week.
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nuppu-nuppu Ā· 1 year ago
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Ignore if you donā€™t want to read about me being stupid once again
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forthegamesmyguy Ā· 5 days ago
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oh my GOD. I just did the thing I absolutely never wanted to do and I said I'd fight Solas and THATS THE WAY THAT ENDS??????? ARE YOU JOKING
bro, whose ENTIRE kit that you've seen thus far has been ICE based spells, and who has otherwise HIGHLY favoured the tactic of, ya know, PETRIFYING people............. ......... ......... just stands there. he says to rook "you can't beat me alone lol" and it's like he HAS EYES he can SEE the fucking two people that are right here with me! and he earlier was gassing us up going on and on like oh *I* could never do this !!! I don't have a team, but YOU guys are sooo amazing and cool and badass bc you're together!!! you can win!! .... .... .... .... ......... ........ ........... ................ like blood magic on rook or not, we have seen him fucking petrify people in every instance he shows up!!! EXCEPT this one LOL. bc then he can't go "you can't beat me alone lol" and then instead get his ass beat by all the stupid little Found Family Friends that jump him that he for some reason is completely now not aware of.......right.
not to mention, he's alone bc the writing demanded it. agents of Fen'Harel whomst, idk her. elves on his side, nah. spirits, never. nobody like this fuckin guy, nobody would ever fight alongside or for him!!!! definitely not the people we already said were doing that lol
and you honestly. you literally. I mean you for real have his final words be fuck mortals they're stupid and "I am a god" . . . but again, any people who may have ACTUALLY seen him that way, bc girl idk how to tell you this but no he doesn't feel that way about himself even if he's the last evanuris, and one might expect to idk faithfully dutifully and even blindly follow him into whatever plans he has...yeah those people dont exist. so he's just some arrogant asshole that apparently you were totally right about !!! yeah! he fuckin sucks totally and completely and all he ever cared about was being right and being worshipped for it !!!!! also he's the most careless and stupid Trickster God you've ever seen and he is easily fooled and also he is simultaneously too moral and good to execute any of your crew that might interfere with his plans that he is so evil and conniving about even though they are right there and interfering with his big bad evil guy plans but he is still pure evil and must die. you know him so well
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i-am-a-hog Ā· 29 days ago
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Anybody know how to get rid of a curse šŸ˜­
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isa-ah Ā· 2 months ago
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for people who have anxiety but live alone anyway: how do u deal with the panic? I live with 2 other people and still have bubble burst moments of random fear that only gets soothed by putting myself in someone else's eyeline. what do you do when the catastrophising starts???
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thebirdandhersong Ā· 3 months ago
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the miserable angry person I become when I haven't eaten is, in a word, atrocious. it is 9pm I have not had my dinner murder is about to be on the menu if I don't fix this soon
#i spent. SO LONG (5min) trying to iron a shirt that would NOT be ironed#and then SO LONG (60 seconds) futilely trying to shove the ironing board closed (gave up and left)#and now i want to CRY because i CANT STAND INDECISIVE YOUNG MEN#what is going ON in your BRAIN if you would COMMUNICATE i might UNDERSTAND!!!!! WHAT is the struggle WHAT is going on#if you were INTERESTED as so many people have CLAIMED YOU WERE why didn't you SAY anything why didn't you DO anything!!!!!!!!!!#LIFE IS LITERALLY SO SHORT WHAT IS GOING ONNNN I CANNOT SIT HERE WAITING FOR YOU FOREVER I CANNOT !!!!!#they said it might be because you had qualms about long distance. BOY I WOULD'VE GIVEN LONG DISTANCE AN ENTHUSIASTIC SHOT#not to be like. once again i am the one more interested i am the one so ready to open my heart i am the one more invested#but like. dude. we live in an age of technology. if you want to get to know me. TEXT ME I'M LITERALLY IN THE SAME COUNTRY!!!!!!!#also what a day this has been. i agreed to teach sunday school (i am burned out and felt dread the whole time and then after i said yes)#and then socialized with too many people and then spent about 2 hours commuting and then came home and watched a romcom#that was happy that made me sad because it was happy. i too would like to be treated tenderly and pursued intentionally for once. anyways#in the same day one friend got engaged to her best friend and one friend got involved with a horrible boy and the whiplash was Horrendous#also if you cant tell i am indeed on my period and feel like too much and not enough lol i need to be alone for a little while
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kavehater Ā· 5 months ago
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Chappel Roan saying sheā€™s sad sheā€™s demisexual and then thereā€™s me being aroace as a whole like donā€™t you think Iā€™m even more sad šŸ˜­
#not saying sheā€™s not allowed to feel sad at all#just makes me think about myself LOL#I hate being aroace itā€™s like everyoneā€™s part of a secret club I will never be a part of#and that people donā€™t tend to understand and if they do they never uphold that fact#like I actually have thrown up before from the concept of being in a relationship because itā€™s horrifying#and disgusting to me in a practical sense#like I donā€™t want to throw up every time I start thinking about those things I just want to be normal#and not panic like a relationship sounds like even worse than a death sentence#ppl think aroace is cute and problem free but itā€™s literally so uncomfortable and inconvenient when youā€™re in a world which a) doesnā€™t#understand wth aroace is b) doesnā€™t respect it at all c) has shit povs on what friendship is and how it can be more fulfilling than somethin#and d) how badly it impacts some ;-; like ik it sounds easy but try telling yourself omg I want to have a forever bestie#but then said forever bestie will never end up truly putting you first because theyā€™d have a partner who will be their number one#and as usual you wonā€™t even be second place you will be last like always#because Iā€™ve noticed that the moment ppl get a partner suddenly they become their forever bestie role and then I canā€™t have that cause it#freaks me out and disgusts me all at once so Iā€™m literally just cursed with forever feeling lonely and not meaning anywhere near as much to#someone who you wish could even look your way the way you do to them ā€¦#honestly by the day these reminders make me feel more and more aplatonic but itā€™ll simultaneously always feel like a hole in my heart#because apparently being aroace is like being some weird person and some freak#and not in the š’»š“‡ā„Æš’¶š“€š“Ž type of connotation LMAO I mean just plain freak#and then that loneliness will always accumulate and accumulate and accumulate until I physically cannot handle it anymore or I take matters#into my own hands and just off with her head to myself LMAO#dora daily#and that is why despite aroace being cool to me itā€™s just not placed in an environement which makes it cool#as those assholes tend to say oh meh meh meh you never struggled girl ā€¦ weā€™re in the 21st century every person in the lgbt community is#living the life dating who they want and being with who they want#but allegedly it is but a crime I canā€™t like anyone and that nobody fucking listens to me when I say I have an attraction deficit#and that they take it upon their hands to define what Iā€™m attracted to or head canon me as whatever they are#I swear Iā€™m not even fucking worth that shit just leave me alone šŸ˜­#I promise like if I was with somebody they will regret the day they were born by being with me LOL I am not all that in fact me being aroace#is saving them from torture ā˜ ļø anyways ! rant over :3
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supersunshine10 Ā· 7 days ago
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Random Sorta-long Rambling abt MLP
Okay I haven't watched every episode of FiM, I do rewatch a few eps time to time, so maybe this was said somewhere I didn't know or forgot about,
But honestly was it ever really said that Twilight canonically became immortal and will outlive her friends when she became an ailicorn? I see this all the time in fanworks, I even hear ppl act like this is 100% canon when I don't remember if it was??
Tbh I haven't rewatched MYM in a long itme, but from what I remember it was extremely vauge on anything to do with specifics of Twilight and her friends in the future. Maybe I forgot but I really don't remember there being any hint that Twilight outlived her friends or was immortal specifically, for all we know they could all be dead.
And don't get me wrong I don't mind or care if it's used in fanworks/fics or whatever, but it just seemed weird to me how sometimes I'll hear someone talking abt Mlp and bring this up as if it was 100% something that is canon and idk it kinda bugs me a little bit
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 4 months ago
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#im back from a week with my dad at home and at the lake#it was really nice to b home for a while but now im a mess lol#bc it really makes me wanna move back to Appalachia and not do another semester out here#and also this was our 1st trip to the lake without my mom being there. she loved the lake. she grew up on the water and was named after an#island. she died before she could use our new jetski. which my dad bought for her and she would have loved#and i stood in her sandles bc my dad keeps them out by the fireplace and my toes fit almost exactly into the impressions of her feet#and i came come with another bag full of her clothes. and i feel bad for my dad being all alone in that big house#i mean hes got the dogs but theyre 7 and 8 and theyre big boys so they probably dont have all that long left. itll be so sad when they die.#there was a moment where i was talking to the dogs and he said i sounded exactly like my mom. which was kinda intentional#on my part bc i say a lot of things bc she would say them. stolen phrases and intonations. pieces of things ive taken.#its still weird that she's just gone forever. the time in the hospital feels like it was some horrible nightmare.#and now shes never gonna kno where we end up. she's left rooms full of half tumbled rocks and half sorted photos and half organized#classroom supplies. the outlines of a person that will slowly be stitched out of existance as time moves on until theres nothing left and#the memories are gone. its just sad is all. especially bc she didnt deserve it. no one does but expecally not her.#but unfortunately life isnt about getting what you deserve. its chaos and coincidence all the way down.#unrelated
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aufwolke112 Ā· 1 month ago
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October mood: I'm in a relationship with a cinnamon roll.
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adriles Ā· 2 years ago
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"your violence is unspeakable now " ive always committed grievous acts of violence and war crimes . You are just mad at me for killing someone who matters
#hector#book 22#book 24#again imbued with themes ig#cause while yeah this is haha silly#it is also very much a take ive seen lol#less so in the case of achilles and more so with hector post patroclus#and can be applied to practically any other character#like there is horrific violence and devastation everywhere in this story#the evil isnt the person acting it is the totality of it. war and violence make monsters of men#there is a totality of devastation that is recognized in what happens between the 3#but it isnt just limited to the characters alone. if u limit it to that it is so so deeply one dimensional#anyways if yall can stomach war crimes discussion#i would forever recommend the doc the act of killing#every so often i think about it and justā€¦..god.#i havent watched the second doc still and im sad about that cause it is about a victim confronting the abuses exacted by these people#but the act of killing is justā€¦..interviewing these people years after they horrifically maimed and killed so many. and then#asking them to describe the act. and how they felt. and how they feel now. and if it was justified. is justā€¦ā€¦god fr a must watch if u can#handle that type of pain. both visually and in spoken word#but yeah. nuance is the point of this aside lol#oh but also just cause no one gets upset over all those men who die. like that post that is like is the whole book just like this#these descriptions of death at a massive scale in another catalogue type form#hell ik people have talked about character kill counts on here. i have been that bitch#to prove a ferocity in battle or whatever the hell#but there is no recognition of that depravity. it is only when it touches someone we know by the narrative to be loved#to be powerful. to be good. to be worth something to the people around him#and to see him act with his family and in battle before the end and with the gods and#humanity makes it hit more obviously. that is how stories work. but to step back from that and recognize#oh so many men also died terribly. so many things happened to their bodies. and they only get a line. that is what gets me
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weezerlvr228 Ā· 3 months ago
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flippin boobahs!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#scott shriner#OKAH HI CHAT#iā€™ve been thinking#this tag will be just a rant not really weezer related#yk laufey ?#i was listening to her song ā€˜letter to my 13 year old selfā€™ and just started overthinking about myself when i was younger#i just think about my younger self and get so sad thinking about her; i wish i couldā€™ve done more for her#i was a huge introvert and talking to anybody made me super super anxious; so much so that my teacher noticed and had me join a ā€˜social#emotional learningā€™ group where we spoke about low self esteem and how to raise it and everything like that#i only left it in 8th grade because i didnā€™t wanna keep missing class for it; but it made me so sad to think i thought so low of myself#i would wear hoodies all the time and jeans because i used to hate my body a lot#which is awful to do in socal heat!#i think it started because in my family i was always stereotyped as the fat one; yk how mexican families are? they called me gordita for#the longest time; which made me incredibly insecure and only in 10th grade did i start showing my arms šŸ˜­ IK ITS DUMB BUT ITS SO WEIRD#i still canā€™t do it entirely; iā€™ll wear shrugs and things like that because i still am insecure about my arms sometimes but ive been better#i only really had one friend but she had a different lunch; so i was alone for most of the time on the swings by myself or sitting at the#lunch tables alone waiting for lunch to end and this noon duty came to me a lot and would talk to me since she felt bad i was always alone#while everybody else played with each other ; and i donā€™t know why i just broke down thinking about how lonely i was at the time#iā€™d go to the schoolā€™s friendship room everyday after that because it was just a teacher who let kids come inside her room to play games if#they didnā€™t wanna be in the heat and soon i became friends w the teacher and sheā€™d play uno with me everyday; mainly because the room was#relatively empty until they got loom bands! and i was an expert on loom bracelets so i would help others make them and that was a confidenc#e boost; i remember being proud of myself for socializing like that LOL#i just get sad thinking about that time; i like to think that if little Lyss saw me; she would be so proud because i have friends;#a boyfriend ; good grades ; and iā€™m well liked and regarded. i hope sheā€™s proud of my progress socially because it was such a leap#i wish i could go back in time and tell her how much better things get and how she wonā€™t be lonely forever#ā€¦and to not online date. definetly donā€™t do that one.
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g4rchomp Ā· 3 months ago
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I just learned that my piece of shit ob gyn that did my IUD was suspended two times for medical neglect and sexual harrassment of a student. he caused a miscarriage bc he didn't care to check if a patient was pregnant after he was told her latest period was 5 months ago, he told her it was a digestive issue, did a biopsy, was rough, and the fœtus died. the woman learned that a week later at the hospital and she still had to go into labor to get the fœtus out. he kissed his student without consent bc he thought she was flirting with him. the board also forced him to see less patients bc he was seeing up to 10 patients/hour (that's craaaaaazy). he also refused to take a call while he was relaxing in Florida bc it was "not urgent" but the patient could have suffered an uterine rupture. he also had a lot of complaints abt him.
he was suspended 15 then 21 months and now he's retired. I'm glad he'll never hurt anyone else and I'm glad he was exposed for being the piece of shit he is
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multishipper-baby Ā· 8 months ago
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Baby fever so bad I've been thinking about the ideal number of kids for characters. What is wrong with me.
#no main tag#anyway. I think for freddy it would depend. he's the anxious type- so having just one kid would be a lot for him#I'd imagine his decision of having another baby would be impacted a lot by how the first kid went#if everything was mostly alright he'd be all for it- if shit went sideways he would forever dread having a second one#fred doesn't like children. so... he probably wouldn't have any if not tied to freddy. and even then would insist on only one#chica... I think she'd like two. I've heard headcanons that she has younger siblings#and I see her as the type to want to want that for her children too#although I also imagine she would want to have her kids later in life... mid 30s maybe#fox I also see as someone who wouldn't really want kids- especially since I headcanon him as trans#he doesn't want to be pregnant and he doesn't want to dedicate years of his life raising a child#when he already spent most of his childhood having to take care of meg since they didn't have any parents#maybe if his partner wanted to adopt. and they adopted a slightly older child instead of a baby. but that's a big maybe#bonnie... I'm not too sure honestly. I feel like he values his freedom and would want to enjoy his youth#but I don't think he'd be against having a kid or two (maybe even three)#also I find the idea of him having lots of kids funny because. bunny lol#so idk about him#golden meanwhile I fully believe would want a big family. he felt so alone growing up and he's so starved for love#so he dreams of having his own family with lots of kids living in a big house and being very happy <3#I think he'd be happy with up to five kids lmao. although he understands if his partner would rather have less#he'd definitely want at least two though. he always thought having a sibling would've made his childhood less lonely and sad#so he wants that for his own babies :')#I was going to say more characters but now I'm embarrassed lol goodnight
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realnielsbohr Ā· 7 months ago
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when mitski said I know no one will save me im just asking for a kiss and when she said give me one good movie kiss and Iā€™ll be alright and when she said still nobody wants me and when she said I donā€™t need your pity I just want somebody near me and when she said
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