#''capitalism is when i have to pay for something''
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I love this topic! Some More News (both a podcast and a YouTube channel) has a great video on it if you’d like something to listen to while you do your chores around the house.
Things that are weirdly similar between these two and you should not ignore:
-Rose to power through economic promise to the point many people, especially in a time of crippling financial hardship, looked past the whole antisemitism thing. (OP’s got this one!)
-Had a failed coup, where he pardoned everyone who was prosecuted as one of his first acts when he finally rose to power.
-Focused on demonization of various minority groups in particular to further his agenda, even if he supported/gave no shits in the past (Often in order to “protect the women/children”, “Promote good values”, etc). Granted, this is p common for fascism in general.
-Openly Pro-Genocide. I mean, we have detention centers already. What do you think the natural endpoint and best method to save money will be? Do you think the fact we have prison slavery won’t bleed into this?
-Both are performance artists, very charismatic populists who win people over and form a cult-like fan base. Hitler did not rise to power alone.
-Touched on a bit earlier, but both figures rose to power in times of economic crisis. When capitalism is failing, be it an outside factor (paying for WWI), or an internal one (capitalism failing as the US empire is losing grasp), ideals such as fascism is allowed to rise. People are desperate and want answers, fascism is the cartoonish hot woman that convinces them it’s a great idea to commit genocide.
-Both used religion as a method of radical thought. Be this to oppress a group of people (women and minorities, mainly) or for a basic rallying cry. You can argue trump might not be as diehard as Hitler was, but the use of religion is still there. This is not me saying religion is bad and wrong, it’s to say fundamentalist viewpoints of religion (or lack there of) is used as a justification for horrible actions.
-Both rely greatly on misinformation. Mein Kampala jumpscare, I’m about to quote hitler. “the great masses of the people … more easily fall victim to a big lie than to a little one, since they themselves lie in little things, but would be ashamed of lies that were too big. Such a falsehood will never enter their heads, and they will not be able to believe in the possibility of such monstrous effrontery and infamous misrepresentation in others.”
-Rich people love em. Granted this also is common with fascism, not just these two.
-Generally people understood these two as funny. They were laughed at, not to, but AT. They were stupid, silly little boys. Even some of these people who laughed at Trump/Hitler will be extremely supportive of them. Do not be fooled by a bumbling moronic Nazi, it is still a Nazi.
I’m tired, and this is a rlly short list. Uh… enjoy. Add your own if you’d like. I think the biggest similarity is that they both have unique hairstyles that are def gonna be unpopular post-whatever the fuck they’re doing/done. You know awkward that caterpillar named after trump’s hair will be in like 50 years?
Also like Elon literally hailed hitler twice in Trump’s honor what are we doing here? Even if you think for some reason Trump isn’t a Nazi, he very clearly furthers goals of and enables Nazis, you’ll notice this has the same effect as if he were a Nazi and actively doing Nazi things.
Yo, correct me if I am wrong please, but didn't Hitler rise to power because he promised to fix the German economy and people really liked that so they looked past everything else he was doing??? Like exactly what's happening in America right now???
So many people said they voted for Trump, put a truly evil person in power, because he said he'd fix the economy, and a little voice in my head is going, "Isn't that what happened with fucking Hitler??"
But I've seen no one point that out so maybe I'm miss remembering???????
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Yet when I met Bukele in his office in January, he skirted the subject of violence, preferring to discuss the projects he had launched. “Look,” he explained when I pressed him. “If you have a headache, what would you take? A Tylenol. But what you have isn’t a Tylenol deficiency. You are stressed, or you are dehydrated, or something more severe. So you take two, and then that doesn’t work, and you take four, and then 10.” La violencia was a symptom of a more troubling disease, he argued, rooted in El Salvador’s longstanding poverty and structural injustice. Though he was stating relatively basic principles of economic development, El Salvador is so mired in violence that, at present, few policy-makers are discussing the situation in these terms.
Finally, lest there be any confusion, he drove the metaphor home. “Here, Tylenol is the police. People want more police, and I understand. It’s dangerous here – they have a headache, they want the Tylenol. But that won’t solve the problem.” [...]
By June, government forces had killed 346 gang members; conversely, according to estimates from the investigative organisation Insight Crime, only 16 officers were killed during that same period. This was the Salvadoran government’s third incarnation of an anti-gang policy, known as the mano dura (iron fist). The programme dates back to 2003, when President Francisco Flores, of the Arena party, wanted to project a tough-on-crime image, despite gang violence being relatively limited at the time. In 2006, President Antonia Saca of the Arena party doubled down with his own version, which he called super mano dura. Bukele sarcastically refers to this current incarnation as the “super super mano dura,” pointing out that with each campaign the violence has only worsened, and the trauma to the country only deepened.
“It’s never worked in the history of humanity,”he said of such heavy-handed tactics. “Why would it work in El Salvador? They don’t even have the money to pay for it. It might lower [murder] rates for a while, but it will come back to haunt us.”
never ever once in history has there been a face-heel turn this stark
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relying on advertisers = changing your content to meet sponsors' demands. THAT'S what "we want to rely less on advertisers" is about. it's literally part of detangling creativity and art from capitalism by saying no, we're going to make this according to our vision, not according to what's palatable to companies with massive advertising budgets.
#watcher#I'm honestly so disheartened by the lack of critical thinking happening here#''capitalism is when i have to pay for something''#no ❤️#a world governed by corporate advertising is a world where creativity dies#i completely understand that not everyone can pay for it but that is literally what community is for#those of us who can foot the bill have a *responsibility* to share that privilege imo#and save us all from the evils of adsense!!!!!!
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can't wait til I start this stupid job so I won't have to be doing commissions all the fucking time to buy groceries, this shut sucks the joy out of art so much. I wanna be drawing ultrakill stuff & personal art & doing crafts & reading books but every time I sit down to do something for me I'm thinking about the fact that I should be doing commissions. I'm so glad I didn't go into art as an actual career, I would hate myself so much forever
#i just want art to be able to be a hobby again aaaaa#i can talk about it here bc nobody who's commissioning me knows this is my blog. ive gotten like 2 commissions off tumblr ever lmfao#and tbh i am tired of pretending to be enthusiastic about drawing other peoples ocs. im so tired of customer service voice#im not gonna lie most of the time i do not care about your blorbo. i'm glad you're having fun im happy for u but i just need money#im happy you like my art enough to pay for it but im so TIRED#being self employed sucks like yeah i can choose my own hours but im also always thinking 'i could be working now' and i HATE IT#i don't wanna make it sound like i'm gonna starve or anything I can ask my parents for money if i really need to#im not like in genuine poverty or the biggest victim of capitalism here i just have a family that's deeply unpleasant to interact with#but im starting a half-time job at the university physics department at the end of the month and that'll be enough to cover Being Alive!!!#and will also hopefully be something i am genuinely interested in & enjoy with people who seem relatively cool#(they're gonna let me into the machine shop!! im gonna get to build things!! they were genuinely interested in my robotics experience!!)#so once art stops being the Thing Temporarily Feeding Me i'm hoping i'll be able to draw more fun stuff again. & maybe even enjoy comms#it's somehow easier to be enthusiastic about commissions when i know the money will be going to buy a Cool Sword instead of food
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there needs to be nuance in this situation it’s so obvious that the media is jumping on yoongi because they saw an opportunity to join a smear campaign of a bts member and i wanna preface by saying this nobody is saying what he did wasn’t wrong and i know that’s what is going around a lot. dui is wrong and i think everyone can agree on that. in this situation, he didn’t injure anyone else and fell on his own while being drunk and he did acknowledge this TWO times at this point but obviously using this situation to cover up other news in south korea will come in handy
hybe is nothing doing anything to ease any of the damage and when this came out initially, bang pd was caught in LA with girls half his age who people found out later on were cam girls and so that’s why they used yoongi’s situation to protect him and the company because, if there’s anything this situation showed once again is that companies will do ANYTHING to protect their image and would never do the same for idols in fact, they would throw idols under the bus to do so
this situation is going too far and it’s getting ridiculous to the point he had to apologize twice and honestly what else can he do in this situation? when he probably will face the consequences and know what he did is wrong. people are asking for more when there’s nothing else to explain here when the facts were given and people still wanna make up their narratives because they hate bts. it’s just all seems insane to me atp
#i will say this again i don’t stan bts#i am just a mere watcher in this situation#and honestly the only people i will hate will be hybe#and also the media who is capitalizing on a smear campaign#when they could focus on other more important things happening in the country#i am just asking everyone to think for a second#this shit makes no sense and it’s going too far#and this isn’t to defend him bc dui is serious no matter what you are driving#there’s always a possibility something could have gone terribly wrong#but let’s face the facts nothing did he only injured himself#and he will probably have to pay a fine of some kind#and it’s not like he is denying what he did is wrong#it’s just seems too insane to focus on this situation#when other shit is happening that need way more attention than this#atp it’s obvious there is an agenda#(it’s okay to rb if you wanna add comments)#tris.txt
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yknow maybe i could focus on reading articles for school if they were dramatically read by jonathan sims
#WHY IS EVERY TTS APP SO EXPENSIVE#AND THE FREE ONES ARE SHIT#UGH#i struggle to read for long periods of time#especially on screens#bc of the adhd#but any tts app is so expensive or has an AWFUL free version#its the worst thing when you are just trying to make something accessible and have to pay through the nose for it#capitalism at its finest#tipytalks
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im such a loser it hurts. i’ve gained a lot of weight over the last year and it makes me hate my body. my job sucks and pays so little i feel ashamed just thinking about it. my grades are bad and my writing is mediocre and devoid of meaning. why do i even exist
#hate hate hate hate myself#when did it all go wrong#though i guess it was never right in the first place#my whole life ive been pulling through by the skin of my teeth. and of course it doesnt look this way#with the impressive list of high ranking schools i studied in and good grades and aced exams#but it never brought me happiness. it was just something i had to do. was supposed to do because i was good enough#and i never enjoyed studying there. it has been a constant nightmare#and now im working the job which is not bad. but being there makes me feel like im actively dying#and yeah. the salary. it Sucks with a capital s#and all my attempts to find a better paying job so far resulted in nothing#i have a good life. i have a nice apartment with a short commute. a loving partner. enough money to live comfortably#so i feel like i shouldnt complain#but the horrors persist through it all#its just been a constant struggle. and whatever i do it doesnt go away#sorry. im upset and tired and my heas hurts#will probably delete this tomorrow#arnold’s laments
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sad!!!!
#capitalism is ruining my life dude!!!#i wanna spend time w loved ones but we're all adults trying to pay our bills and none of us r free ever. and i am so lonely and tired#i miss my best friend so much and i havent seen her irl in a year now#and we keep trying to schedule something online but one of us is always working#and im like what if this is it. what if this is just what being an adult is#and i cant think like that and i know its gonna get better and i just have to be patient#but like. when!!!!#when do my friends and i get to make time for each other and still afford to live. when do i get to feel well enough to do anything
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#ttpd#taylor swift#the tortured poets department#all the back covers combined#ive spent 70 dollars on this gd album and will probably spend more#(4 different cds)#taylor please don't make me pay 6 dollars for shipping each time when i bought 4 of basically the same thing#and they're all cominng at the same time#especially bc im just gonna have to throw away the packaging bc it sure as shit isn't recyclable in my area#being a taylor swift fan has drastically increased my carbon footprint#and decreased my bank accounts#not even that excited about this new track i just have to collect them all at this point#anyway i was wondering if you put all the back covers together they would fill in each others gaps and spell something#but i dont think they do#looks cool though#fuck capitalism and my goblin urge#how many more if these are there? im both excited and filled with dread#i dont want to spend 25+ USD for 16 of the same tracks and one new one x more times#she anounced it on the 4th#which was 19 days ago#and made 2 new variations#so thats like 1 every 10 days#until april 19th#god i hate capitalism#girl you're a billionaire donate this at the very fucking least
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conflict of sticking with my environmental planning degree plan and a potentially more stable/well paying job vs wanting to go for an arts degree in literature analysis and writing and history and culture because i love it so so much but know it wont be considered ‘useful’. FIGHT
#like. did i pick this. yes.#but only because i like plants#and i like outdoor spaces#and when doing research it was a well paying and open field job-wise#however#while planning my courses i was looking under my ‘dicipline based writing’ requirement#and while i know i need to take something related to my major#oh my god#masterworks of world literature#fairytales then and now#enchanted worlds (course on germanic folk tales)#a course entirely on the age of reformation#a whole course on banned books#world cinema#politics of food and sex#extinction. an entire course on the extinction process. it goes into fossils and cultures and ethnic groups and languages and#endangered species and human extinction. that sounds so fucking cool and also extremely depressing#like. i wanna take all of these. i wanna learn!!!#but noooooo i have to pay thousands of dollars and deal with an extreme amount of stress with competing coursework and thinking about future#career paths. like. ok it’s late and these are late night thoughts. but i wanna be able to just take classes like these. and learn.#why do i have to be working towards a degree. why does there have to be an end goal. why can’t i just learn and write essays#why did they make learning stressful#and like. all of these are awesome. but realistically woudlnt work with my major. at all.#i could take extinction but there’s another course that fits my major way better that i /should/ take#me rambling#i think it’s funny there’s also a course called capitalism and debt. they just tell you don’t go to college because they take all your money#anyways. hoping that i get over it#or that i get a well enough paying job that i can take college courses when im old and still want to learn#edit: THEY ALSO HAVE A COURSE CALLED TALES OF HORROR#HISTORICAL SND POLITICAL CONTEXT OF HORROR STORIES
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Essentially what it is all boiling down to is I have fully realized I am bad at being a person, that will always be true, and I don’t know how to handle that
#I’m going to be depressing and self depreciating in the tags so. fair warning to anyone who reads them#I’ve known for a while now that I don’t know what to do with my life. I’ve thought of a few ideas but none of them seem to be working. and I#think a good chunk of what it’s boiling down to is that I am quite literally just stupid when it comes to an actual useful real life skills.#and it’s frustrating because I can’t even talk to ppl I know and confide in them that I feel dumb and stupid without them being like ‘nooooo#don’t say that! you’re not stupid! you were top of your class in hs!’ (that is their favorite thing to fall back on) but like. the thing is#I wasn’t even smart in hs. sure I did good but that’s because I cheated my way through and got lucky a lot. I never actually learned anythin#I never understood what I was being taught or how to apply it. I was good at English and art classes and that was it those were the only one#I truly felt I knew what I was doing in and grasped the subject matter well. I know I’m good at those two things and smart when it comes to#those subjects. but the thing is. in real life. both of those are useless skills. I can’t make money with them and it is highly unlikely#that will ever change. and yes I know not being able to make money with it doesn’t mean it’s useless but like it kinda does. capitalism#sucks. I know that. we all do. but that doesn’t change that we live in a capitalist society and it’s unlikely to actual change in my lifetim#so I’m stuck to try and figure out how to live in it. but I have no skills I can make money with so I will live my entire life poor and#miserable and working dead end jobs that make me want to kill myself. I’m not good at socialization I’m so fucking bad at it so I can’t work#any kind of job that hinges on networking or sales or human interaction which is MOST JOBS but I’m also too stupid for anything related to#STEM. I tried two different stem degrees and flunked out of both of them because I am a FUCKING IDIOT and I know there’s no point in trying#to go back to school for another one. but no degree in anything I naturally have a knack for will help me find a decent well paying job. ill#just be wasting my money to go to school for something like that. and then like. I don’t even think I’ll ever get married and I def won’t#ever have kids. so I can’t even put any hopeful stock in just being happy with a family one day. I know a lot of ppl who don’t like their#careers but they’re fine with that because they’re happy with their family but like I don’t even have that and I won’t ever have that. I#have NOTHING to strive for and NOTHING I am good at that’s meaningful I’m going to fail at having a career and a family and I know that#doesn’t mean I won’t be happy in theory but by societal standards I am and always will be a fucking failure of a person and since I do live#in this society yeah. it’s kinda fucking true. and I don’t know what to do about that. I’m just tired. I’m tired of being afraid and#struggling and going through patches of wanting to kill myself because of this because like what’s the point. I’ll never have anything#better so what in the actual hell is the point of me existing. and I know I’m being ridiculous and my brain is eating itself and none of#this is probably even true but that doesn’t change that it FEELS like it is a lot of times and esp right now and I don’t know what to do#to anyone who reads this I’ll be fine tbh prob as soon as tomorrow like dw about it I just need to get it out so I stop stewing in it.#I’m just. yeah. not having a great time rn but I left work so I’m gonna cry and then maybe sleep for a bit and hope that helps#kaz rambles
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the worst thing capitalism ever did was monetize time. because you can get rich as all fuck. enough to kill the world ten times over. but every second you relax you will still feel the sand grain falling with a resolute beat. there’s barely time to sleep anymore because god forbid you’re not using that time for self improvement. reading a good book ? maybe you should also be working out on a treadmill too. like this movie ? okay yeah but there’s emails to send while you watch. who’s got time to live when there’s an economy to run. and running this economy sure as fuck ain’t living. you go to school and go to work and go shopping and tell yourself that this is life. you can stop on all the scenic roads and take all the pictures but you’ll still have to put in a vacation request to do it. i don’t even want to do it on the company’s dime anymore, regardless of what my boss and i are earning. i want to be fucking free.
#god you can be radical or rebellious and your still paying the price#what good can i be doing right now#how beneficial is this action in the grand scheme#when will being alive not be inherently harmful#life is enjoyable#but this Lifestyle we all have is not#rambles#capitalism#fuck jobs#but especially corporate structure jobs#and also fuck social mentality#wrote this bc i was watching eeato and i felt like i should be doing something else at the same time#like No you don’t#calm down#i miss ryan#i miss me#i talk about wanting to explore and try things and the career advisor tells me how much money i’ll be wasting in that year#we put a price tag on each month in econ#none of us will ever be content
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As an autistic, the poem is somehow less opaque than the actual fucking tests. I always fail them and lose out on a job every. damn. time. And people tell me I have to lie, tell them what they want to hear. But even that is a trap depending on the place.
Like:
“Do you believe people are generally honest?”
▪️ Yes ▪️ No
If I say yes, then I’m not looking out for thieves and am a liability. No job.
If I say no, then I am the thief and a liability. No job.
There’s no winning.
this is for a part-time job as a barista
#had a great interview at an outlet shop#they gave me a basic math test and said I was the only one to get all the answers right#which is terrifying considering it was a cashier job#went so well because I said I was interested in sewing and turns out#more than even cashiers they desperately needed someone who actually knew something about sewing in that department because#no one could find anything when a customer asked#had me met the team and one other sewing department person#everything was going great#needed to do one of those computer assessments ‘as a formality’#‘just tell the truth there are no wrong answers’#got home floating on air because I was FINALLY going to have a job and we would be able to pay our bills#got the call five minutes later#‘sorry you’re not what we’re looking for you failed the personality test and we’ve decided you aren’t a good fit for the team’#fucking. crushed#hijacking someone else’s post for fun and profit#job hunting#capitalism#job interview#autism#actually autistic
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I’m about to save you thousands of dollars in therapy by teaching you what I learned paying thousands of dollars for therapy:
It may sound woo woo but it’s an important skill capitalism and hyper individualism have robbed us of as human beings.
Learn to process your emotions. It will improve your mental health and quality of life. Emotions serve a biological purpose, they aren’t just things that happen for no reason.
1. Pause and notice you’re having a big feeling or reaching for a distraction to maybe avoid a feeling. Notice what triggered the feeling or need for a distraction without judgement. Just note that it’s there. Don’t label it as good or bad.
2. Find it in your body. Where do you feel it? Your chest? Your head? Your stomach? Does it feel like a weight everywhere? Does it feel like you’re vibrating? Does it feel like you’re numb all over?
3. Name the feeling. Look up an emotion chart if you need to. Find the feeling that resonates the most with what you’re feeling. Is it disappointment? Heartbreak? Anxiety? Anger? Humiliation?
4. Validate the feeling. Sometimes feelings misfire or are disproportionately big, but they’re still valid. You don’t have to justify what you’re feeling, it’s just valid. Tell yourself “yeah it makes sense that you feel that right now.” Or something as simple as “I hear you.” For example: If I get really big feelings of humiliation when I lose at a game of chess, the feeling may not be necessary, but it is valid and makes sense if I grew up with parents who berated me every time I did something wrong. So I could say “Yeah I understand why we are feeling that way given how we were treated growing up. That’s valid.”
5. Do something with your body that’s not a mental distraction from the feeling. Something where you can still think. Go on a walk. Do something with your hands like art or crochet or baking. Journal. Clean a room. Figure out what works best for you.
6. Repeat, it takes practice but is a skill you can learn :)
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waking up ready to cry but also .. with a cruel angel’s thesis stuck in my head lol
#just! one of those full moons where i am painfully painfully#aware AND reminded that i have nothing to offer the real world#like yeah i’m really nice i’m a good friend i love everyone#but that’s worth fuck all in capitalism isn’t it#through that lense i am a disabled drag but not disabled enough for any benefits#just enough to not be able to make enough money to ever get ahead#and forever owe somebody something#and he looked down on for that which yeah i get it!! it’s fine!#i look down on me too the fuck#yeah i’m 28 i have a job that pays very little but is very accommodating#i have a side hustle that’s incredibly inconsistent but pays well when it works#yes i did want to be better off by 28. obviously???#but that’s not my lot i get to be severely bipolar and very poor at 28#still have breakdowns over the mirror and the camera and if someone looks at me wrong#THATS what i’m doing instead#anyone reading this far.. sorry i’ll go back to being normal i’m just 🫠#haaaaaa it’s hard to keep the feeling of defeat at bay all the time#but i’ll probably never not feel like my only option is killing myself#and i KNOW. i know it’s not i know#it’s just freeing to think about#anyway…..i need to lock back in on my fantasy world bc that is what’s keeping me sane these days#even if bystanders don’t like that#personal
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guess i'm actually not coping well rn seeing as i just cried in one of my bosses office today 🤠
#i don't even really know why#im just frustrated with how no one gives a shit and he doesn't care#i was fine until he started being a condescending asshat and talking down like i don't know what im talking about#and then i was frustrated and when i get too frustrated i cry so#had to take my meds for my panic attacks and cry in a closet for 30 mins until i was contained enough to actually speak to him again.#and this is literally my weekend job!!! i should not feel this stressed over it it's literally not a hard job!!!!!#it's the people they schedule to work the busiest days that get paid to do LITERALLY nothing#and i get the same exact (not enough) pay to have to pick up their slack and even though i don't care enough to redo what they have done#it still takes me hours longer to finish something that shouldn't take so long bc they didn't do their part!!!#idfk i hate capitalism but i also cant fucking live without a job so it would be nice if people didnt make this harder than it already is!!!#whatever#pj talks
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