#💧[Vents]

[4ngel-f4ngzz]

i think you permanently broke something inside of me.

[bunnbunnberry]

“Abandoned! Cup! Beg! Crawl! Lose! Back! Lung! Ash!”

HIIII MY NAME IS ZUZU !! Worlds #1 boyfailure

YAN BLOG + VENT BLOG. This blog contains dark content, such as sadomasochism , suicide, and (sometimes) cannibalism. Please block me if that disturbs you.

/) /) ( • ༝•) MINOR!!! MINOR!! IM 6TEEN. I CAN’T BELIEVE I HABE TO MAKE THIS CLEAR.

I have Audhd and BPD, please be patient with me </3, im trying my best

I’m open to platonic/queerplatonic relationships! I love making new friends :333 !!! Talk to me pleease send me asks I love them

He/She/Bun (Gender + Sexuality = Unlabelled. I don’t really care what you refer to me as)

I’m in a a looott of fandoms!!! I like ranting about them hehe,, (fandom blog here: @bunbunbiotics)

Bunny and doll kin.

MOOTIES CAN ASK FOR MY DISCORD!! :33

No DNI (Besides basic DNI. Basically if you suck you’re getting blocked. Oh ya and MDNI blogs. (adults r fine!!! its just mdni blogs) It’s getting annoying) (This won’t work anyway but) I block freely

My yan typings <3

My anons: 🗝️, 🪲 , ☀️🍰, 🫀 , 🦷 , 🍏 , 🍒 , zombie🎀, 🪽 :D

TAGGING SYSTEM #🐇[Ttalking] #💧[Vents] #🫧[Reblogs] #🌨️[MOOOTIESSSS] #☁️[Askies]

“Ah-ah-ah, someone please notice me”

[pastelliek]

i h0pe wE D|E

[cassiopeacollective]

Endos make me sad

Why do you want this shit

I see how it can be interesting but you don't want it

No you don't have friends in your head

I hate asmodeus I hate asher I hate lydia

Lydia stabbed me

I hate amethyst

They were supposed to be my friend and instead sided with the alter that attacked me

No you don't have all of your comfort characters in your head

Tubbo doesn't want to be here, no one wants to be here. We hated sun and cassidy in FNAF and they're here.

It's not fun

I have headaches for hours

I always lose my friends and I don't even remember what I did that made them so upset.

I can't remember anything and it gives me more trouble

You don't want to have a system

We do get lonely

This is not the fix you want

Please find something else to cope with than faking a disorder like DID/OSDD/UDD...

-💧slime [little and depression holder] (they/them)

[trauma-culture-is-blog]

trauma culture is bloody knuckles that were never really bloody and blood on your lips that isn't really there and scars that no one can see and having nothing to show for your pain except anger and hatred and fury and pain and pain and pain, and never being one thing, always being either edgy and angry or sweet and hopeful and never being one thing but slowly getting harder, more and more scars piling up and making armor that wont break and growing spikes and protection because I will protect myself I will protect myself I will protect myself

-sunflwoer drop anon

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[canine-teethed-sheets]

i'm gonna be honest guys, i may look like i'm still drawing but like

i still don't feel like i'm doing great man

[aprimesrpcorner]

So I am on but

TW: Vent

TW: Surgery mention

Mun: I normally don’t share these things but my mom just had to rush herself to the hospital

So I may not have that arc art done, and idk how much I’m gonna respond today either.

My dad just had surgery so he can’t help

So it’s a bit of a mess

[my-bl00d-is-p1nk]

tw: sh, mentions $ui€id3, very long rant, selfishness, swearing.

God I’m so selfish and self absorbed. I have no reason to cut AT ALL, I don’t feel like trying to sh like I did a few weeks ago and that made me feel icky. I should not be this comfortable in my mental issues.

Feeling like a normal productive person makes me feel anxious like I suffered for nothing and that I have zero mental problems at all and that I’m just a stupid fucking faker.

Oh my fucking god, I look at pictures of peoples sh just so I can trigger myself to feel horrible again. I try and get Ink our suicidal and sh obsessed persecutor to front just so I can feel valid about being suicidal and wanting to sh. I feel so fucking self absorbed and selfish. My moots and the other people here venting might as well be killing themselves right in front of me and I’m over here contemplating whether or not I should slice open my thighs.

AND EVEN WORSE I’m a pussy about it too, I talk about wanting to sh and wanting to sh and wanting to sh ALLLLL the fucking time but I never actually do it. I have a blade. I’m going to prove myself. I am not healthy. I will never be healthy. I am broken and it’s because of my own disgusting selfish actions and reasonings. The only trauma I have is from when I was being bullied online but who the fuck cares about that right? i was 11 and i 100% deserved it and that’s the truth. I was a transphobic, anti-therian, garbage piece of a bastard child back then, a carbon copy of my mother. Tell me to do it or not to do it I don’t fucking care anymore. I just don’t want to be here anymore for fucks sakes.

TL;DR:

I am a self centred pos + attention whore and i want to sh even if i have no reason too. The only “bad things” that happen to me is my mother fighting and yelling w/ me and her abusive af bf constantly and me being bullied online when I was like fucking 11. Those are no reasons to sh and no reasons to complain either. PLEASE DO NOT FUCKING COMMENT SHIT TRYING TO STOP ME FROM SH, THATS ALL EVERYONE EVER DOES, THEY NEVER COMMENT ABOUT THE OTHER THINGS.

note: I appreciate the comments telling me not to hurt myself, it’s just that if I’m too much of a pussy to actually do it it means nothing, I still appreciate your comments very much so and I don’t want to appear ungrateful at all. ❤️‍🩹

[iconicore]

i can enever come out

[4ngel-f4ngzz]

why am i sad?? there is literally nothing to be sad about. why am i sad.

[bunnbunnberry]

my hands r fucking disgusting,,,

[dont-dove-dead-inside]

I can be normal about affection. :3

[fundmydeathowo]

bro it's 120am where I am rn and I feel zooted off my meds

oh lord

[celibibratty]

i thought reddit were more down to earth, no!, this is not being down to earth, they are just rude...just rude!/jerks!, it-was-only-supposed-to-be a text saying that the pak mei form should have on Nintendo switch.........i have a fucking fuss/fighting magnet for some fuckin reason on this shit💢🔥 anything I say on this shit site appears a bunch of motherfuckers to disagree or complain about something, trying to be the known at alls, don't mess with me, that i don't mess with you, if you gonna bite/come to me with bad heart shitty comments, i will bite you too(and i will bite HARD), don't try me, i not in my best state of spirit🔥💢, you so coward and dumbass that you need a bunch dumbass homies like you to defend your shitty behaviour/comments so you feel right/in power, whata hell, i just do/write things on my own little way if don't like/don't have patient to read it, FUCK YOU!, so you not the person to read this, it makes me feel sad how such a cool game like sifu attract such motherfuckers(come on ana i already know/notice that since the moment that the game released (february 2022), don't get so surprised, gamers/fight game community is shitty), stop, stop, stop with this, i used to thought the same thing with lis2 on 2020/weird diazcest and extremist anti phase, i shouldn't take this things from heart, shitty people will always exist on things that you like(it's not the things fault, don't blame them, Ana)

[selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs]

Imagine, Shibusawa accidentally activated his ability in real world.

The whole house is covered in fog. And all abilities are on a loose.

Even Crime and Punishment are gone.

But, they don't attack their respective ability users.

They are nowhere to be found.

You are also nowhere to be seen.

Worst of all, Dazai is also missing.

BSD Cast are panicking.

What, if abilities hurt you?!

BSD Cast is searching through the house.

They found you, surrounded by abilities, on the attic.

And all abilities are trying to get your attention.

🐯 Beast Beneath The Moonlight is chuffing, rubbing its head against your chest.

📒 The Matchless Poet creating knick-knacks for you.

👘🗡️ All Men Are Equal is guarding the window, taking short breaks to pet you.

🩺 Thou Shalt Not Die is applying cute bandages on smallest, almost healed cuts.

🌨️ Light Snow is recreating movie scenes with its power.

🐄 Undefeated by the Rain create stone figures with its bare hands.

🐰 Demon Show holding a plate with snacks.

Futon is manipulating electronics, changing channels, so you can watch some interesting show.

🍰💉 Vita Sexualis is making accessories for you.

🍷 Upon the Tainted Sorrow making things float for your entertainment.

🌂 Golden Demon is bringing you nice clothes.

🇫🇷 Demonic Beast Guivre is curled around you.

🎧 Illuminations is creating a hyperspace over you.

🗣️ Lippman's ability is sitting near you, guarding you.

🧥 Rashomon is glaring at everyone, who is trying to get close to you.

🚬 Falling Camelia entertain you by pushing around different things.

🩹🧲 Midwinter Memento is controlling metal pieces to create some cool figurines.

⭕⭐ Dogra Magra, as a little doll, sitting on your lap.

🍋 Lemonade is creating fireworks for you.

🍛 Flawless is playing cards with you.

⛩️ Hail in the Begging Bowl preparing non-alcoholic drinks for you.

💻 Discourse on Decadence is writing down interesting memories, it read from anything he could find.

🥷 Yesterday's Shadow Tag is sitting near Rashomon, protecting you.

🕶️ Another is bringing you dolls from Ayatsuji's collection.

💰 The Great Fitzgerald is bringing you cases, full of money (don't worry, it simply took them from Fitzgerald).

🦝 Black Cat in the Rue Morgue is ready to send you in any book you want.

🐋 Mody Dick is floating outside the window, ready to fly with you anywhere you want.

🍇 The Grapes of Wreath is growing grapes for you. Don't worry, they are edible.

☕ Annie of Abyss Red is playing ball with you.

🪶 Little Women is planning your weekends, while sitting in the next room

👒 Gone With the Wing is using wings to make paper butterflies fly around.

♊ Huck Finn and Tom Sawyer are floating above you, telling jokes.

✝️ The Scarlet Letter is writing your name in the air with its power.

😷 A Feast in a Time of Plague simply observing you from the corner.

🫖 The Precipice is outside, rumbling happily.

👻 The Perfect Crime is bringing you mystery novels.

⚔️ Mirror Lion is entertaining you with its sword skills.

🦇🧛 Bram's ability is handing from the sealing upside down. Protecting you.

🃏 Sigma's ability is laying near you, with its head on your lap.

🤡 The Overcoat is doing a circus performance for you.

🐀 Crime and Punishment is playing with your hair.

👧👩👵 Gasp of the Soul is cuddling your left hand.

💧 Priceless Tears is floating through the vents all over the house and bring you whatever you ask for.

🌸 Plum Blossoms in Snow is using its power to cut fruits.

⌚ Strait is the Gate is observing surroundings.

🐈‍⬛ I am a Cat is purring and doing tricks for you.

🪢🦀 Dazai, somehow, got captured, and how is in a cage, far away from anyone, he can touch to nullify.

The moment, BSD Cast stepped to the attic, abilities turned towards them, glaring at their 'hosts'.

So, you, either, will be stuck here, until Abilities decide to let you go.

Or, until BSD Cast manage to free Dazai.

[desultory-suggestions]

This is a time of huge emotional upheaval, grief, anger, ongoing outrage, and new fears for the future. In this time of stress and confusion I want to remind you that you are not alone. I am here and happy to offer what solace community can bring. Please do not be afraid to reach out:

- reach out for advice

- reach out to vent

- share your joy ⭐️

- share your sorrow💧

- ask for a distraction

- ask for resources

I will also be carefully compiling and sharing resources and information I feel in vital for compassionate resilience at this time.

You are loved in your entirety, you are welcome here.