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wallapology · 2 years ago

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Me typing Thoschei into YouTube’s search bar bc I need that fuckin dopamine

#why does a toxic relationship make me giggle with glee #sometimes life provides questions one cannot answer without thinking #‘is this why I’m mentally ill?’#thoschei

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bl0w-m3 · 1 year ago

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#I wanna fucking off myself Jesus Christ #why did nobody help?#I’m so tired of them saying “well we didn’t know #THERE WERE SIGNS LITERALLY EVERYWHERE #bpd #mental health #actually bpd #mental illness #bpd shit #actually borderline #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #bpd mood #bpd meme #parental abuse #tw sa implied

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fifteenandfrantic · 2 months ago

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that-bitch-kat3 · 5 months ago

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i am such a fucking mess. i want to be known deeply and profoundly but also like… bro have you met me? i’m annoying as fuck. and like i want to be loved deeply and intimately. i want someone to be with me and know me but also i have such severe fucking abandonment issues that i won’t even date people. the people im interested in seem to be hand selected as the WORST POSSIBLE people i could be into at that moment. and i wouldn’t even date the people im interested in because what the fuck? no? those people are like… bad for me. not to quote florence and the machine right now but “unavailability is the only thing that turns me on” ig. ugh.

#IM GOING TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN #WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME #WHY AM I LIKE THIS #ugh #kat talks #kat rants #ignore this people who know me irl #i’m fine lol #mental health #mental illness #abandonment issues #commitment issues

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angelstitss · 10 months ago

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i have nothing else to say about this. i am absolutely batshit.

confused? let me show you because after my months of analyzing this song i did not see this a SINGLE TIME until it was pointed out to me.

i’m going batshit insane. this is the reason why i need to be locked in a padded room.

right after alastor said that vox asked him to join his “team” and alastor said no.

there is no other explanation for this.

LALALALA IM GONNA DIE ‼️‼️‼️

WHAT WAS THE FUCKING REASON.

#i just cannot believe this #i thought it was fucking edited when it was pointed out to me #this is the most obvious thing i’ve ever seen #i get the rainbow error bars because that’s a common error on televisions.#BUT THIS????#i’m never getting over this in my entire life #hazbin hotel #vox #hazbin hotel vox #bisexual #radiosilence #onewaybroadcast #why can’t u just be fucking normal #why can’t i just be fucking normal #why can’t i just fixate on the good guys instead of vox’s 283728473 mental illnesses #and his batshit relationship history

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pollyanna-nana · 11 months ago

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I think a lot about what exactly Thistle was doing for those 1000 years. I mean, his increased monitoring of the dungeon was explicitly caused by Delgal going “missing” and a bunch of adventurers pouring in, but Yaad says that he’s “always been like this” and “not one for reasonable conversation.” I can see that being true for the rest of the golden kingdom members since he seems to not gaf about them beyond being part of Delgal’s kingdom, but what about Delgal himself?

How often did they speak and what did they talk about? Did Delgal ever beg Thistle to release them from his spell? Did Thistle ever threaten him, or would he never dare to? Could he tell Delgal was deeply miserable, or could he just not see it at that point?

He looks incredibly unwell here. How did Thistle feel about this? Did he feel anything at all, or was that nibbled out of him, too?

#polly speaks #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #thistle dungeon meshi #delgal melini #dungeon meta #thistle posting #there’s so much that we don’t know and it’s. aaahuuuuuuuauauh #there’s so much to be said about how having your desires eaten is like mental illness #both in the depression aspect that Mithrun displays and in the inability to feel empathy and irrationality that Thistle develops as a result #for delgal was it like having someone you love go through a severe mental health episode? but with the added baggage of All Of That?#I dunno if I’m wording this well which is why it’s staying in the tags but. yea

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critterishere · 2 months ago

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Ok I really gotta stop drawing this guy’s skinsona😭😭.. (ignore the bird.. pretend she isn’t there)

why do you have a gingersona as well?? 😭

#I’m so freaking done with this FREAK he’s like barely a character in the original game!!!!!#He’s just some silly voice lines and some edgy text on the level cards😡😡😡😡#I mean that is characterization… but like I don’t think he’s like.. an official character.. you know?#Believe it or not but I actually didn’t really like the demon theory at first #But then when I was first drawing p1 dude I was like “ok do I really want to portray this guy as a crazy violent mentally unwell man?”#Obviously I didn’t like that bc I’m mentally ill as well so I drew the idiot demon and now I’m in nightmare autism land #Anyway uh headcanon related to a drawing:: I think the demon used to be a guardian angel! That’s why his angel form resembles a human #Don’t know how this guy fell out of heaven exactly but he sure did fall.. they took his damn eye out with the halo😭 good lord! A bit brutal #I would love to speak about my thoughts on the demon but I’m not sure if anyone wants to read that.. 🤷#postal 1 #postal 1997 #postal 97 #postal demon #digital art #digital drawing #digital doodle #doodle #doodles #drawing #drawings #art #my art #fanart #fan art #(I think he would have more skinsonas then that.. he’s a shapeshifter!!)#(Well in my headcanon he is…)#Oh I just realized I gotta tag the redux😭#postal redux #postal redux dude #redux dude

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xo-myloves · 3 months ago

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I genuinely just want to be able to have love and be happy..

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ropebuny · 6 months ago

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I just want someone who will not leave when things get difficult

#actually super tired of explaining to a potential partner about my mental illnesses #and what I struggle with and how everyone so far left me because I became too much #which is why I’m so scared of getting close to someone #and them being like no it’s ok it’ll be different with me I’ll try for you #only for it to not be different and them still getting tired of me in the end #I wish I didn’t always become too much for everyone #I just want someone to stay and try for me and be patient as I try for them #like am I just not destined to be around people or something #at least long term

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pxrty-crxsher · 3 months ago

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I might have to go into the porn industry.. because what are these grades

#I hate school #me core #i’m mentally ill #why did I get a 36% on a test

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my-hyperfixations · 3 months ago

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And what if I said Jayvik is just a new version of Newtmas? What then?

#I’m so not mentally ill about this why do you ask?#jayvik #newtmas #arcane #arcane season 2 #arcane s2 #jayce talis #arcane jayce #arcane jayvik #arcane viktor #viktor arcane #jayce x viktor #newt tmr #tmr newt #thomas tmr #tmr thomas #newt x thomas #thomas x newt

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sadquickchristmassnowman · 2 years ago

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“how do you know troy and britta getting together wouldn’t destroy everything” “you don’t see me saying anything about troy and abed’s weird little relationship” “you’re a very attractive young man” “the other day I thought he was trying to hold my hand but he had just mistaken me for abed” “your entire identity is defined by your relationship with another man” “for the first time in my long history of being locked inside things, I knew someone would come” “abed is a magical elf-like man who makes all of us more magical by being around us” “I haven’t exactly been a whirlwind of entertainment since troy left” “I miss abed so much” “you went all psycho girlfriend on abed didn’t you” “you might want to tell your boyfriend’s boyfriend” “I’m sorry I got overprotective of abed” “you’re worried you’ll go crazy without troy”

that’s ENOUGH

#just make out in front of us why don’t you #they’re so codependent idiots in love I hate them #what is WRONG with them #/affectionate #I had to physcially restrain myself from writing more quotes #I’m so mentally ill about them #fucking hell #community #nbc community #community nbc #abed nadir #troy barnes #trobed #troy and abed #gay people <3

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nightmareonpeachstreet · 5 months ago

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I made this post before we knew Focalors and Furina were different people, and the fact I still find it accurate to Focalors but not Local Fatui Harbinger Fucker Furina is rly funny to me

It is my humble opinion that Focalors and Arlecchino WOULD argue about who is worse for Furina, tho

#Focalors: Furina ilu so much ur like a little angel to me — but wtf is THAT?? *pointing at Arlecchino*#Furina: m…my boyfriend…?#Focalors: put her back where you found her now #Furina: but—#Arlecchino: that would be quite difficult considering I’m the one who snuck up on her #Furina: Arle you’re not helping—#Focalors: you motherfucker—#Arlecchino: I suppose you’re right. the children do consider her their mother these days so I am something of a ‘’motherfucker’’ aren’t I—#Furina: you’RE NOT HELPING ARLE—#Focalors: NEUVILLETTE WE’RE REINSTATING THE DEATH PENALTY #Neuvillette: I-I’m not doing that…#Arlecchino: why not? it’D BE LESS CRUEL THAN WHAT SHE DID TO FURINA #Focalors: YOU DON’T EVEN WANT TO START WITH ME ABOUT ‘’CRUEL TO FURINA’’#Arlecchino: SHE’S HAD CRIPPLING DEPRESSION FOR 500 YEARS AND WHERE WERE YOU? YOU DIDN’T CHECK IN ON HER EVEN ONCE #Focalors: I WAS ALWAYS THERE #Arlecchino: THEN WHY WOULD YOU EVEN LET ME ATTACK HER IF YOU WERE ‘’ALWAYS THERE?’’#Arlecchino: YOU WERE JUST GOING TO LET HER TAKE THE FALL FOR YOUR BULLSHIT PLAN???#anyway that’s how I imagine a typical Focalors and Arlecchino conversation goes #Focalors is the local absentee big sister and Arlecchino is the motorcycle riding boyfriend (who also does some murdering on the side)#both of them think Furina would be better off without the other #and then there’s Furina who is just so mentally ill and loves both of them #and Neuvillette is the only stable one and he lets Furina cry to him when both of them are upsetting her #I think about all this a normal amount. ahem #Arlefuri #Furina #Arlecchino #Focalors #Neuvilette //#Genshin Impact //

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mars-ipan · 2 months ago

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writing down a list of everything i think i’ll need to pack to move out and forgetting everything i own

#marzi speaks #AAAAAAAAAH #i was so focused on Get License that now i’m like. just now mentally getting to Move Out #when i move out. Tomorrow lmao #i’ll feel better when i have all my clothes packed up. just abt getting to that point #but yeah i’m sitting here like ‘WHY HAVEN’T I BEEN CLEANING MY ROOM THERE’S CLUTTER EVERYWHERE’ well bestie you are mental ill. so #it’s ok. i’ll figure it out #tbh i’m not that nervous. so! we manage

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here-comes-the-moose · 8 months ago

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Hunter is “I’m Just Ken”, Crosshair is “I’m Just Pete”. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.

#hunter is a himbo #meanwhile Crosshair fits the ‘I’m mentally ill and I’m on drugs’ lyric #he’s just like me fr #no seriously why is Crosshair so relatable to me?#star wars tbb #star wars the bad batch #the bad batch #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter

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lemonynuggets · 5 months ago

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“Lmao why are you fictionkin are you insane. Imagine thinking you’re a character irl what’s wrong with you” have you considered I can do whatever I want

#lemon man talks #Have you considered I didn’t choose to be fictionkin also #Not my fault! Hope that helps #And also there’s nothing wrong with it + it’s harmless + not your problem + I’m mentally ill + shut up #People try not to shame others for their identity impossible challenge #This is why I have so much trouble accepting myself and feel embarrassed about being things I don’t have control over #I would be crucified if my irl friends knew I’m fictionkin #I would be bullied to death dude #They accuse each other of being therian as a bullying thing like. Um I’m not therian but I don’t think that’s funny #Just a thought! Don’t shame people for their identity #All of those things you’re calling cringe and shaming are harmless and you’re being an asshole #🌻 | fictionkin stuff

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