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I am trying to escape my violent abusive family while fighting against chronic pain and fatigue. Not only that, I am still recovering from surgery and struggling with body image. AND I have to face my demons born from trauma every minute of every day. AND I am doing it all alone without a loving safe place where I can come to peace. Imagine how fucking exhausted I am. How am I even still standing???
#yes that's the rage talking#i don't deserve any of this#i'm getting help but it's going painfully slow#no wonder i dream of dying sometimes#trauma#toxic home#chronic pain#chronic depression
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Till uses his microphone stand in Round 6 to act as his anchor, his sense of stability, his last lifeline to a world he's pretty much given up on.
It gives him something to focus on to drown out the crowd and the rain (and probably even Ivan). On stage, it's one of the only things he has complete control over.
But then it’s taken away.
When Ivan threw his microphone stand away, he threw Till's away too.
The kiss. The sacrifice. The silence that followed.
Till lost his anchor. He’s completely unmoored.
In Round 7, he doesn’t get that stability back. With a headset instead of a microphone stand, Till lacks any sort of control.
He has nothing to hold onto. Nothing to ground him.
Idle hands are the devil’s playthings…
#leave it to user ivanttakethis to turn microphones into a metaphor#leave it to user ivanttakethis to work ivan into a post about another character#hope we get to see till rage and rebel#yes i am alluding to ivan being a source of stability for till#alien stage#alnst#alien stage till#alnst till#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#alien stage ivantill#alnst ivantill#ivantill#if you squint#alien stage round 6#alnst round 6#alien stage round 7#alnst round 7#alien stage friday#alnst friday#ivanttakethis talks too much
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I love it how everyone is so hyping over how sweet and romantic Achilles is or even his anger issues and rage but...can we all like talk more on how obsessed that kid was with human sacrifice?
I mean...he sacrifices 12 Trojans to the funeral pyre of Patroclus (and two of his dogs) and then demands Polyxena as his human sacrifice...
I feel no one remembers these 12 Trojans! Poor guys!
Patroclus from the afterlife be like: Dude...no!
#greek mythology#tagamemnon#achilles#rage of achilles#patrochilles#patroclus#polyxena#achilles is just wild edgy#I think his savage side is not talked much enough besides his rage for Patroclus#like...the dude is a walking menance!#homer iliad#the iliad#homer's iliad#iliad achilles#achilles and patroclus#funeral pyres in the iliad#just achilles-style!#XD#shitpost#random thoughts#random post#thoughts from the void#food for thought#human sacrifice#other greeks: NO!#achilles: YES!#this kid has issues have to say!#how can you expect his son be different lol 😆#trojan war#war of troy
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watching marc marquez: all in and this man cries so much and so easily that i have to assume he’s fully sobbed over vale at least once over the years, right?
yeah he be cryin
#i think he would be confused/nauseous>genuinely trembling w rage> then he gets home and his parents clear out his mini bike collection#and THEN he has a lil cry#motogp#callie speaks#asks#but in short yes ! he is a crier even though he doesnt LIKE to do it in front of people. he kinda cant help it. relatable queen#the ones for the tax evasion stuff were bad people had mics UP IN THERE... that was the most tasteful one i could find lol#things marc is crying about in these pictures: leaving honda. returning after injury. winning after injury. talking about injury. tax evasi
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ride the cyclone as these emojis
#ricky cause hes indifferent (content)#constance when she realized lifes greatness#jane cause she doesnt know who she is#ocean deciding who to vote for and deciding on character development (she chose yes)#mischa feeling RAGE!#noel In My Life I Was Noel Gruber Who Worked At Taco Bell In Uranium City Saskatchewan But In My Dreams I Played A Different Role I Was Mon#ride the cyclone#jett talks (me)#jett art (me)#kind of sort of maybe so#ricky potts#jane doe#mischa bachinski#ocean o'connell rosenberg#constance blackwood#noel gruber#musical theatre#theatre#musical#musicals
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What did/do you like about Pharah?
Uh, gameplay-wise, I really love characters in shooters who rely on three-dimensional movement techs. Chaining together hover and jump to stay in the air for as long as possible and keep momentum is so satisfying, and picking enemies off from the sky made me feel like a bird of prey. I was a good Pharah main.
Story-wise, there unfortunately isn't much to canonically go off because Pharah is so underutilized and neglected. Her personality's pretty boilerplate "heroic hero" (she's literally inspired by Captain America).
But it's the crumbs/bits and pieces that I really latched onto. Pharah's a confirmed lesbian; her short story with Baptiste implies she harbors a crush on Mercy (fucking thank you.). She's biracial Egyptian/First Nations. She has major mommy issues, having grown up both admiring and resenting Ana. She's the bridge between Old Overwatch, inspired by the idealized heroes who surrounded her childhood, and New Overwatch. She's one of the only inter-generational characters in the cast; someone whose experiences span the gap, which is why I seriously believe Pharah would make a great main character.
There isn't much to go off of, though; she's a very uncomplicated character (she's a soldier for a private military corporation, lol.). But that just means she's a blank slate character, so I've seen fanfic writers run wild and create some really interesting takes on her. My favorite interpretation of her's a dense, herbo gym-bro type (a lot of her liens are about work outs, exercising, and playing sports) who's easily excitable under her seemingly self-serious, armored visage. We see how she tends to gloat and hype herself up when she's on a streak too, so Pharah definitely has a competitive and boastful side under her more professional and militant performance.
Now Mercy? Mercy is a real complex character.
#i was a diehard pharmercy shipper back then btw#the inherent homoerotic experience of pharmercy gameplay.#the homoerotic experience of looking to the skies to fly to safety under the protection of your knight in shining armor#the homoerotic experience of feeling white hot murderous rage at an enemy trying to pick off your pocket mercy#i still kinda despise gency lmao. you cannot convince me mercy would be in love with genji. at all.#he'd make her feel so uncomfortable and guilty. in my head. the canon is obviously different#gency is sexless. absolutely zero bite or tension.#i could go on about mercy and how her character has so much missed potential#i'm no longer in my overwatch fandom phase but#i still think about that new flirty line they added in ow2 where mercy goes “ahh you're like my knight in shining armor!”#and pharah goes “that's what i'm goin for ;)” and i sigh dreamily#really happy that pharah outright says she's a lesbian too but it's hard to feel good about rep when you know blizzard uses it for pr#to be honest i'm willing to bet cash that blizzard's keeping pharmercy in their back pocket as ammo for the next controversy#last year we already saw logs about pharah fretting and taking care of mercy and the two talking about how good it is to see each other#tbh pharah has the same energy/demeanor as applejack. cheerful and competitive in a can of whoopass#but yeah overall pharah's a pretty shallow character. i have IDEAS on how i'd go about deepening her but. whatever#that's sorta what happens when you have to juggle a cast of 40 characters. a lot get left with the bare minimum#ok so i wrote this entire post up saying that pharah isn't in ow2's storymode when she is. she's in the story i just. forgot#because she doesn't do or contribute anything interesting#ok i'm stopping here. overwatch's story is such an interesting narrative mess i could go on for hours#i dunno how you come up with such incredible character designs and give them such an unincredible story#it's also so so so interesting seeing the conflicting takes on characters the writers have#mercy in gameplay and voicelines is peppy and cheerful and optimistic#but mercy in the storymode journal logs is tired. jaded. a total shut in who forgets to leave her room and social#and YES! THAT'S WHAT I WANT!!! THAT'S MERCY TO ME!!! THE DOCTOR WHO FORGETS TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF#ask me#anon
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There’s a lot B-127 doesn’t know
He’s been down in sub-level 50 for Primus knows how long, so it’s certainly plausible that B doesn’t know certain words. By the Pits- B probably doesn’t even know what certain Cybertronian traditions are! Or even what there’re called (and probably even more-). He’s been down there that long.
Some words that he might have no clue of are:
Conjunx
Engex
Berth (there were nothing to sleep in down there)
Any vulgar words
Shanix (there’s no need for it down at sub-level 50)
Examine
Medical terms
Most likely emotional terms aswell
Sometimes B has to stop and remember what a certain items name is. But so far hes had no reason to, so he hasn’t had to ask anyone of what something is.
I imagine that he only knows certain word thanks to the data-pads that were thrown down to waste disposal. Although that doesn’t change the fact that many of those data-pads didn’t explain things such as a “Trine” or anything else. (Those are common terms to the regular Cybertronian, there’s no need for anyone to explain what they are)
But the word that I’ll focus on today is: Leader.
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B-127 has heard of it, but not what it means. He ment to ask- he really did! But everyone got swept up with work and he found he couldn’t really find the time to ask.
So he guessed what it meant. And what did he think it meant?
A friend who many people knew and took advice from.
Did he confirm this? No. But did it sure look like one? Yes.
So he supposes Ori- Optimus and D-16 (or Megatron-?) will have to find themselves a new leader to help work through their troubles! And he’d be more than happy to help them, after all their all best friends aren’t they?
And best friends always have each others backs.
B just needs to find a way for them to talk to each other without fighting… Then they can finally all work together to rebuild Iacon together!
He bets it’ll be fun.
(Edit: I PUT B-126 INSTEAD OF 7 😭)
#transformers one#optimus prime#d 16#megatron#b 127#He doesn’t know what many common terms are#solely because he’s been down at sub level 50 for THAT long#I can bet you both Optimus and Megatron will have forgotten that their child has been isolated for Primus knows how long#but only cause their fighting ;)#and caught up in their emotions-#and having many things left unsaid between them-#and- Yk what B’s right#they should totaly talk without fighting for once 💀#I can already see a scene where B just asks#“why are you fighting? shouldn’t leaders take their own advice and talk things out?’#can just SEE some of the bots actually nodding to that and some wondering what the world has come too for B#the resident crazy bot to be the sensible one#I can bet you Megatron will be the first to be violently reminded that Yes. This B#his figurative child with Optimus has been acutely isolated for looooong before you met him#and that’ll just either fuel his rage or fuel him to make amends#just for B <3#And also yes. B is the resident crazy bot because no one can actually clearly understand him because he doesn’t know a lot of vocabulary#which only adds to him talking more cause he can’t describe what he’s trying to tell them#which comes off of a bunch of nonsense to everyone else#aka crazy talk
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Hey, Jake & Jack fans, is this anything?
Both men imprisoned (literal & metaphorical).
Both offered an out from their current predicament by an outside force (arguably in the case of Brain Ghost Dirk).
Both have loose ties to Lord English visually.
Yellow initial glow & Gamzee involvement too.
Sometimes a guy just needs to explode (same pose too).
Both dual wielding weapons.
That same said weapon type (for Jack Noir) having killed Jane Crocker.
It's really looking like Jake is going to do her in.
I would also like to point out that we've had interactions involving these three (Jane, Jake, and Brain Ghost Dirk) before that consisted of similar topics & themes.
Brain Ghost Dirk implying that he's just there as moral support, a manifestation of Jake's powers, and as a coping mechanism. Jane also talking about ruling an empire with him while talking down to him, similar to how she saw and/or still sees him in Beyond Canon's Candy timeline. Jake also being uncertain about doing anything to harm her despite all the bad things she's doing.
Brain Ghost Dirk going away tells us that Jake's more hopeful than he's ever been. This is the moment where he is the most sure of his decisions than he's ever been in his life, whatever those decisions may be in regards to Jane and how to handle this situation.
He is probably going to shoot Jane down, quite literally. I would also argue that after all this time, the lad isn't beating the Lord English allegations. We might as well have a parallel of him killing Jane much like how Jack Noir killed her right before he got possessed by Lil Cal & given some of Lord English's immense power.
Alternatively maybe we'll get to see what the power of hope or hope bullets can do to someone whose done so much wrong & come so far off the deep end in terms of moral wrongdoings. Maybe with every shot that hits her, she'll begin to be swayed to the side of good & start to self-reflect.
I'm still not fully convinced that Gamzee actually cured Tavros' peanut allergy, I mean just look at the panel.
This could absolutely be interpreted as Jake injecting his hope power into the epipen and by proxy injecting both his power & the epipen into his son! If younger Jake is strong enough to defeat Grimbark Jade, then adult Jake might just be strong enough to defeat a peanut allergy is all I'm saying! In fact, now that I'm rambling about it, this seems like the more likely outcome is Jake's hope power swaying or (in the very least) confusing Jane mid-fight. Hope bullets, they would look cool & would be pretty strong!
The power of believing in others & wanting things to change can be a strong tool indeed, Mister English.
If there's one person who still believes in changing Jane's mind (or bringing her back to proper canonicity depending on how you interpret the recent lore), it would be Jake English, the believer.
Okay, maybe this is something! Tally ho!
#I have not seen anyone talk about the visual; story; & character parallels yet so allow me to jump up on this box real quick#gonna start shouting into this megaphone because holy crap I just now noticed this somehow only just now#I know & am aware some of these are probably a stretch & the order of events isn't exactly the same; but hear me out okay?#did the writing team remember & know they were doing this??? anyone feel free to answer or ask one of them on twitter I just want#to know out of pure curiosity though i can see how answering something like this might be spoiler territory this early into beyond canon#Jake is on the war path & I love that for him; I trust him to rage responsibly tbh#this started off as me being certain of one hs outcome; but now im more certain of the other; feel free to guess which is which#I'm not here to say whether I agree with Jake or disagree with how he's going to handle the Jane Crocker situation; I'm just doing analysis#& finding parallels that may or may not be intentional because at this point I'm honestly not sure; but i figured it was worth pointing out#jack noir lord english and jake english parallels real? only time will tell; but i look forward to the coming updates to hs^2 or hsbc#homestuck beyond canon#homestuck#jake english#homestuck^2#homestuck 2#jane crocker#jack noir#homestuck theory#brain ghost dirk#homestuck candy#cw blood#homestuck upd8#upd8#homestuck spoilers#also yes i avoided having the flashing images be flashing images on purpose; less hassle with tags & stuff & things even if it looks cool
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being a comic charles xavier fan is like being in the trenches like yeah we know he sucks! idk why they demonize people who like morally grey/villainous characters and sometimes they judge him based off of stuff that was retconned long ago that stemmed from harmful stereotypes about disabled people at the time 💀
i think my favorite part of the Comic Charles Enjoyer experience is sometimes seeing people act as though he personally went into their house and shot their dog or something
#snap chats#i suppose this is in reference to recent twitter events vjAELKEAJKL#like i get not liking a character that's perfectly fine to do but the rage people approach charles with#I Repeat you would think he did in fact shoot your dog jVAELKVJEAK LIKE IS IT THAT SERIOUS#BUT NO THIS IS LEGIT MY FAVE THING CAUSE ITS SO FUNNY#like beyond having to make the Ninety disclaimers that 'yes ik charles has done bad things no i dont approve everything' blahblah#i do love just. going on twitter and he wont even be involved in the convo at all and someone will just wish death on him#LIKE PLEASE HE ISNT EVEN HEEERRE its so funny#like Again out of all the charas ive enjoyed over the years ive never seen such a response to a chara like charles its so funny#you'd think he does some Truly Evil Diabolical shit every time he shows up in a comic but like ... surely theres been worse ...#idk. i havent read enough comics to fully witness The Evils Of Charles Xavier so maybe im just not in the loop yet#all i know is ive talked about this with my bro and a friend of mine and ultimately all i can say is Its Really Funny
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Hannibal fans its time to stop twinkifying Will and Hannibal. Instead we must bearify them. Go forth and make them both fat and hairy 🤍🌟
#h talks#THEY WOULD NOT HAVE A LEAN TRIM FIGURE AND WASHBOARD ABS. 1000 LOCUSTS BE UPON YE#sorry everyone#remembered all the times I've seen/read something where they are both lean and ripped. and I was filled with rage#like ok its not THAT serious but like. also. cmon#like LOOK at Mads and Hugh. THOSE ARE NOT TWINKS.#and yeah sure they probably work out but being 'in shape' does not equal skinny with defined muscle#THEY'RE BOTH DADS. AT LEAST GIVE THEM A LITTLE BIT OF DAD BOD#nbc hannibal#Hannigram
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listen, i understand logically and psychologically and for plot and character development reasons why diggory and percy will never be Together (or in love or whatever they were close to being before) again. HOWEVER HAVE YOU CONSIDERED MY HEART—
#hello from the hallowoods#hfth#diggory graves#percy reed#they've talked sure but SO MUCH is unsaid#and i get that it's been over a decade and yes they've both moved on but I HAVEN'T#it's like there is a knot of emotion that needs to be cut through between them and idk how that will happen#something about the last moment we have percy being him cutting the last string and raging into the skies#and then him in the now being so calm and nonchalant#character development i know#ughh i'm unwell about these two#hfth spoilers#hfth s5
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I'm still a kipperlily apologist actually. Why are we starting the episode talking about how she's been in counselling since freshman year. Maybe after 3 years you should've counselled her better tf
#something is immensely wrong and has BEEN wrong. she absolutely needs help#but shes like 17. its not like shes fuckin innately evil or something. shes still younger than Ragh and Aelwyn were in season 1#if Aelwyn can have stans so can Kipperlily#i just think it would be fucked up to do all this talking about her struggle with anger issues (and the fact that she's been seeking help)#since she was 14 and have that be it. like oh yeah she was just evil already. like surely thats not how this works#surely when brennan's been having so many of the bad kids embrace rage and has set up Ankarna to be maybe a victim hes not gonna like#villain typecast the kid who's been seeking help since her freshman year. surely we're not doing “anger issues mean you're evil”#kipperlily copperkettle#d20#fantasy high#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#you know what YES im tagging this
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Remember, both Jinx and Cait’s actions are sympathetic and explainable, but both have and will do inexcusable things. Arcane is about very human and flawed characters.
I know “haha girlboss ❤️😩 she can do any crime” is funny but let’s not totally loose our critical reading skills
#🪻.txt#arcane#I think we should talk about how innocent people can be roped into racism actually#especially in this social climate#AND about how a rat pushed into a corner wil do anything to free itself and it won’t always be pretty#Zauns retailiations can be horrible and bloody yes and that doesn’t take away from the pain of Piltover#but Piltover was the first agressor after all#it can be true that caits mom dying truly fucked her up and also that thousands in Zayn were orphaned due to enforcers#and they were a lot younger then she was and are also wholey entitled to their rage#their rage is just much less ‘glamorous’#jinx also doesn’t always kill people who deserve it at all#rip pink haired firelight baddie I’m sorry
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fáilte abhaile 🚜
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 gameplay#sims 4 build#simblr#holocene.png#listen y'all i am not a builder but i actually had fun making this lot#and on a 64x64 jdsjdkfds i really thought i'd rage quit because i never do build above 30x20#will you be seeing this lot again? yes ofc#you know exactly whose family this belongs to#me: *buys the horse pack* *builds in henford*#btw i really need a mod that allows for free range cows#full offense but i should not need to place down 30 cow sheds to make an accurate dairy farm#also *continues talking* i just wanna know who decided that the goats and sheep need to go in your inventory first#at least let me drag and drop them!!
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Really oughta take a self-defense class given I keep (UNINTENTIONALLY) getting into confrontations with strangers.
#i should also probably work on my de-escalation skills#but in my defense i have so much bottled up anger that it feels realllly good to let it out#(yes i know that is a bad thing)#(but listen i am 29 years of bottled rage and i'm not calling myself a good person for it lmao)#(also we're hitting SAD season which makes me more insane)#(anyway brb scheduling therapy even though i can't really afford it right now flsjdlfsj)#talking tag
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I saw a slightly obnoxious post like 'wow you realize it DOES make you feel better when you read more books and do x and y and z' and had my typical instantly contrarian thought of 'well sometimes....but some books this year I read pissed me the fuck off' but readings those books enhanced my enjoyment of the books I actually like so in a roundabout way I guess it was true..
#as much as the instant urge to find fault and nitpick in general leads to extremely annoying peoppe in the notes#being shitty to users for not thinking of every individual thing#I'm never going to stop actively thinking abt the stuff I read on here. bc it's never a bad thing to critically examine shit....#I'm not willing to just swallow feel-good posts and all. I think discussing and breaking down concepts presented is really valuable#it does go way too far very often esp when op gets harassed for making personal posts or when ppl don't understand what they read#or when they make up things to get mad at or overblow smt for the sake of arguing#but in a lot of cases it's fun and I like it. I even like the screenshotting and drowning trend#sometimes you don't need to involve op at all you just want to discuss their ideas#and you should be able to refute smt on a socmed site without getting into an interpersonal debate w the op#obviously context matters...I'm not talking abt a callout that could have been a private convo or a vent or w/e#and yes in MANY cases personal beef and an inflated sense of unnecessary rage make things extremely overblown#and contribute to harassment campaigns and social ostracization#but I'm not talking abt that I'm just saying I love disagreeing w posts I see bc I get to exercise my critical thinking and all.#which if you follow me. you know this#and I'm not immune to not thinking through smt before reblogging it either#it's um. confirmation bias. I am not immune either!#cor.txt
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