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ONLY 10 WEEKS LEFT, I REPEAT, ONLY 10 WEEKS LEFT!
#6 weeks until the trailer drops and 10 weeks until all the episodes are released#no official announcement of when s3 drops but from looking at the previous seasons release dates s3 should drop on 6/20#we are nearly there yall#i miss them so much#sydcarmy#yes i am counting down the days
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2023 Dutch Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Pierre Gasly)
#GUYS I AM SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY TODAY AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH#LETS GOOOOOO BACK ON THE PODIUM!!!!!!!!!#ive done enough live blogging that sums up my feelings hahaha so i should refrain here#i think that was def my fav race of the season(other than bahrain prob hehehe)#but god what a fantastic race!! yes i cried a bit#like everyone was overtaking and there was such good racing up and down the field and it felt so close#thank you to the rain!!!!!#i need a nando overtak count bcs my god he was actually insane this race#like that first lap double overtake?????? okay????? go off king!!!!!!!#but aaaahhhhh everyone was so happy for himmmmmmmm#like hugging him and chanting his name and cheering!! AS HE DESERVESSSSSSSS#the green background of the podium...it was foreshadowing#im still on my caffiene high from rb so im so sorry to all my mutuals for all the caps and screaming and tambling BUT IT IS A GREAT DAY#i kinda wanna clip some parts of his interview cause he was very cute and happy and silly today hehehe#fernando alonso#f1#formula one#formula 1#fa14#max verstappen#aston martin#pierre gasly#2023 dutch gp#2023 dutch grand prix#we do a little bit of f1
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ugh I reallllyyyyy didn’t want to get in on this but like
The assumption that all atheists are people who’ve “never touched a religious text in their life” basically says to me you have a specific view of atheists and have probably not known many.
Most of them grew up IN the system and DO know the text and THAT’S why they walk away.
If you’re gonna make a whole post on ppl not using nuance with CR stuff right now the least you can do is use nuance yourself and not paint an entire group of people with a brush that TV taught you, or a bunch of white men into power *cough* Dawkins *cough* coopted a movement in a society where to not believe in god is synonymous with being immoral.
So just keep in mind, the representation of people without faith that you see on TV or twitter isn’t the majority and 9 times out of 10 isn’t correct at all.
thanks ^_^
#I learned a new word the other day#apatheism or something#b/c there isn't a word for what I am#but like I know that people who don't know what I am will paint me with the nuance-less brush of#oh you're atheist or whatever#but yeah#maybe also pick up on the nuance that Matt's putting down#that not all the Prime deities are the saammmme#can't paint them all with a brush too#just funny that so many people saying I want to be free to not worship anything rn brings so much ridicule#I'm sad ppl are taking a really fascinating complicated take on gods and such is being turned into this stupid fight#just BREATHE please#yes I'm sub-blogging a little b/c I don't want to get into it#I just want ppl to keep in mind that some people out there are ppl too#sorry I don't mean to go off but it's a sensitive point for me#something I never talk about b/c of opinions like that out there#can't wait to see my follower count drop b/c this sorta thing always does T_T#I just wanna be me and make the world a better place isn't that enough#Tria rants
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3 WEEKS BABEY!!!!!!
#call me the ultimate clairvoyant because im 30% sure this will happen#because just watch time escape me and leave me with nothing to post on my guy’s big day#and in case you were wondering. yes. i am counting down the days#mondo owada#both high school and mondo have made me ill but in two completely different ways
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i AM one of those bitches that is already excited for christmas im SORRY OK (no but seriously im kinda not???? let me enjoy my warm fuzzy feelings in peace ok ty)
#i 100% thank the santa clause film w tim allen for making me forever love christmas#it brings me so much joy#the second september hits i am counting down the days#yes i am gothy x punky x rocky x grungey#but the uk halloween is tacky af#i hate it#not a fan#its cold and windy and rainy and all i ever remember#is having sore feet and cold hands and wet hair#and not enough candy to make up for my sensory overload#naaah christmas is where its at#ive already lost one grandma#so let me fuckin enjoy the heck out of these last few christmases with my last grandpa and grandma#the christmas celebrations are already happening inside of me!!!!!!#dad already brought home mince pies#i have had the carols on#let me BE
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til that the $14,000USD HVAC system we had installed six months ago will commonly crash (in a way that you cannot diagnose from inside the house, and requiring a tech to drive here and go into the backyard to reboot it) if there's any kind of power surge on the line
which fortunately the fix is just to install a surge protector on the main line coming into the house, and that's maybe 500 bucks total for parts and labor, and then the *well known to be crappy in this part of town* power grid won't trip up this *incredibly delicate goddamn hothouse flower of a machine*
if only it had been possible for the sales guy to mention this when he and housemate were speccing everything out at our dining room table, so it could have been installed *with* the HVAC *by the electrician who was already on site turning off power to the house to install stuff anyway*
if only!!!!!! ah well I hope the company who installed and warranteed this thing enjoyed paying one of their licensed electricians triple time or whatever to drive out here on a Sunday and inform us of this (since we're in their lil care club so for us callouts are free)
#ineffablefool original post#not good omens#disclaimer!!! yes I am privileged to be able to just drop five figures on home repairs/upgrades! but#i mean#is there really an amount of privilege that makes it reasonable to sell me - a person who lives in an area with known spotty power -#an aircon and heater that will crash if given spotty power#when the fix would have been a like 3% upcharge to have a guy install a fix while he was already here shutting off my power anyway???#did i mention it took out my heater and i live in Wisconsin#(this is after we had the twice-yearly upkeep service done on it less than a week ago#and the tech for that told housemate 'the filter was filthy [shows picture he took of filthy filter on the ground] but now it's all good'#and then later that day housemate was down in the basement and saw that the tech had just put the dirty filter back in!#the clean replacement was just sitting there in its box!#like how does that count as successfully completing the job!!!#)#anyway that + watching Point Break while eating meatball subs was my day
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chat be real with me. yes or no would it be a dick move to quit this job i just started a week ago
#i have such a bad loyalty complex when it comes to jobs its not even funny#like no i do not want to go down with this fucking ship but alas i am forcing myself to thug it out even though i dread every shift#overworked + undertrained + SEVERELY understaffed theres literally only 5 employees total counting myself#so yes i suppose it would be a bit Dickish to quit and leave them with 4 but also have you considered#i no longer wish to subject myself to this job#and it was already hard enough to even fucking get one down here i dont know what i dread more. unemployment or this place#i shouldve known it was a red flag when i got an interview request not even a full day after i applied#like i applied at midnight and got an interview request at 10am for one later that day#and like a fool i accepted it#it doesnt help that my ass is also taking forever to finish college too so i still have classes i need to focus on as well#so lets weigh my options here. finish college and get my associates...or work minimum wage job that does not care abt my schedule#hmmmmm much 2 think about.#tags so fucking long i shouldve started with dear diary#if youve managed to read all this dont forget to like comment and hit that subscribe button. ill see yall in the next video
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man when i start testosterone im gonna get so hot you guys
#lmfao i rly am so excited#my voice is gonna get so deep you guys. i’m PUMPED#i cannot even express to u how excited i am for tdick. give me my dick NOW#24 days till my initial hrt appt !!!!!!#i will cry#and yes im counting down#lgbtqia#trans
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8 months down, 4 months to go
#whose wedding reception is it anyway?#the whole team ate and left no crumbs#they are coming home#yes I am counting down the days#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#the bear
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#if anyone must know. the whole reason I am pushing for 65 fics for the mjty fandom is#so that I can push down the fic count of my published t*g works on ao3#that’s the kind of petty I am :)#yes I have deleted and been deleting fics but it’s still a lot#and I absolutely HATE that it’s sitting pretty as the third most written fandom that I have#gonna keep pushing it down so that I don’t have to immediately see it when I open my dashboard#omg I’m looking forward to that day#I’ve even taken to disabling comments on those fics so that I don’t have to receive any notifications about them
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Hehe thank goodness for dogs or I don't think I'd have anything resembling mental health tonight
#really regretting that therapy got moved to Thursdays#I would throw a text like he keeps telling me to do but HAHA it's 3 AM no.#yes I'm aware the time of night is not helping my mental health right now#yes I will be sleeping soon#yes I'm probably going to accidentally make this worse trying to make it better soon#sorry for the people who just randomly get a vague 'brain suck :(' on their dash semi-regularly btw#ngl 9/10 times I forget there aren't magical sheilds that mostly hide these from view#note to self to write this down so when therapist asks how my week's been I don't just say 'fine' and completely skim over the overall#shitty day I've been happy#anyway that's enough now I think#time to go practice coping mechanisms again#bleeeeeegh#I don't even know if these count as coping mechanisms#I think so#probably
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You would think as a person who recovered from an ED I would learn NOT to weigh myself, like, ever, but of course I keep doing it because curiosity and it only causes distress.
#tw for the tags since it talks about weight#and tw for calories too#mainly because like this should be the lowest point for cycle and hormonal based weight#but somehow I’m up 1.2 lbs from last week#logical me is like yes you had a high salt day yesterday#but then I see the scales BIA basically pegged it all as fat gain#and then I see the whole plot since I’ve had the scale and it says my water weight % hasn’t changed in a range of 20 lbs#I’m trying a little bit to just feel better and wear clothes I feel comfortable in and stuff before school#I thought yeah if I work at it I can be down a little before rural clinic and more before white coat ceremony#but instead compared to 4 weeks ago I’m not even down a pound#I actually did try meticulous counting and weighing for the last two weeks#granted I still refuse to say no to social foods that I can’t be so meticulous about#but I really struggle to see how at my lean mass with how I’ve been eating vast majority of the time HOW even a day could mess it up#like when I’m eating ~1450 calories a day in average with 100g protein how is my weight not changing#especially when I’m lifting 2-4 hours a week and doing cardio for 2-3 hours too#keep in mind I am large rn and I do have decent lean body mass#like if I were to drop to 20% body fat but keep all my lean mass I would still be classified as overweight#so yeah it’s just frustrating#its not so much that I can’t accept my body as it is but that I know I’m being constantly judged on it and I don’t want to deal with that#anyway gonna go cry and consider making breakfast but bring too frustrated to actually cook
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That guy in the van has more of a social media presence than he realizes.
#I reference the pic of your boyfriend with his giant fucking dog in that van in the bacm#me: hey Serious looks like WT kinda and you're like: yeah#I suppose I have always been happy to see the stars at night#they understand I have a lot going on down here I think#me later: man I shouldn't have nerfed myself so hard in emotions(haha)#I know I have at least one witness of all the rage I have kept to a simmering heat#I am trying to figure out the deal with the cleaning lady#It is close but I can't quite put my finger on it#it's a headache but it's not a leave this realm to go and.....how....kind of headaches#that was more my crown decided to open up and I am sure it was you calling#it that place perhaps I disregard time or whatever meaning it will form#the twin by twin cube#me: oh God not another one#Like suck me off until I figure it out#I promise to visualize#it won't work if I am doing stuff to you#I'd be like here visualize this all up in you right now#yes ma'am I demonstrate with proof of fit and agriculture#my only advice to you going into that class is look pretty#that mother fucker will do the reat#I appreciate the visual representation of dry(not counting grool)to suddenly not#oh ... I could smell you were turned on whether I knew it or not#one day I caught a whiff of tobacco smoke on you and I puzzled over that because it was crowded and a few smokers in the room#I'm like I wonder if she would like to do a split over me while she smokes a fag#dire straits last night#pardon me did he just say faggots#twice now yup he did#master 11 of the wizard side perhaps#that relationship also goes beyond time I suspect#there are so many lives that I totally have no interest in viewing
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ben was "unsure" if he's developing something cold-y earlier so lets strap in lads!! im honestly going to try and be normal bc like honestly, and with self-compassion, holy shit i need to get it together other people have real problems
#if it's covid we move lol idc idc#ive still never knowingly had it through a combination of sheer luck and decent risk assessments#and also i cant rmb who said this on my dash the other day and IF IT WAS YOU IM NOT ATTACKING YOU#but there's rly no evidence it harms the immune system USUALLY!!! but immune dysregulation CAN HAPPEN esp w/ long covid#BUT the incidence of long covid / bad sequaelae has gone WAY DOWN since 2020/2021 which is when a lot of the studies are still based on#bc of repeated exposures via either vaccine or infection#and no im not advocating for infection of any kind i would hope that's obvious#but the outcome of that dual immune exposure has had some positive effects on the societal level#i am not saying anyone at all reading the studies is stupid but i think everyone needs to read fewer immunology studies that make big claim#bc we literally do not have the education 99.9% of the time to understand the majority of them#yes im absolutely counting myself in that bc i also went down a rabbit hole a few yrs ago of covid studies that all sounded fucking horrifi#but also be mindful of when the studies are based bc the 2020 situation is genuinely not comparable to the 2024 situation
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#it’s my wedding anniversary today and I’m in a snit#not for the typical romcom reasons one might assume that a woman might be a snit about like#’he forgot our anniversary!’ or ‘he never brings me flowers!’ or ‘we’re not doing anything special because i didn’t plan it!’#i specifically planned nothing except for my regular routine because I don’t WANT to do anything special#it’s just Wednesday#and i know that to some folks that’s just a passive aggressive way of a woman communicating that she wants more out of an experience#but i seriously don’t. in fact I’m annoyed that he took the day off instead of just the afternoon like he said he was intending to do#THAT I was able to fit into my morning routine. i knew I’d still have coffee and reading and Spanish time to myself#then i realized he was all in my space making a ton of noise and i got a sinking feeling in my stomach and understood#that he took the whole damn day off#which is fine—he’s entitled to do that and I’m not going to argue with it#but where is the communication?#did he think that this is what count as ‘spontaneous’ and ‘romantic’? he doesn’t know the meaning of the words!#and I know this by now! 23 years of marriage is a long time to NOT know that and hope for more#i have made my peace with this arrangement. he works and i manage the house and work on myself during my copious alone time#so to have him in my space when i just want to read my stupid smutty book and learn reflexive verbs rankles me#i asked point blank why he was bothering to take the day off and he said ‘to spend time with me’#dude we spend time together all the time and most of that time you’re face down in a sudoku puzzle or coding#which is fine because you know have your hobbies I’m not stopping you#so unless you have a specific plan in mind that would justify trainwrecking the morning routine of an autistic woman#a woman who has accepted a plain and unadorned life without sex or romance#then take off the afternoon that you said you were going to take off and let that be it ok?#i don’t want flowers. i don’t want a card. i do want the fancy grilled cheese we talked about before i remembered it was our anniversary#tbh Wednesday is just gyros night and I suggested the gourmet grilled cheese place as a change of pace that’s all#i don’t even want to go to the art museum. I’d rather play video games tbh#agh Samantha who are you talking to? the faint outline of a man who chose someone else? yes i guess i am#sighing into the void#anyway. off to go learn how to properly use me te se nos etc. etc.
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I’ve been told to make this caption from one of my photos (yes this is me in the photo). I have no control over any of this, I’ve been told what tags to use and how long the post is to be pinned to the top of my page. 😥
The post is up for three months (until June 8) and I am scared about how long I’ll get!!
P-p-please be nice. I d-d-don’t want my life ruined!! 😭😭😭
Update. If this post hits 100 REBLOGS I have to get a larger plug and dildo.
Update 2. You are all mean (specially @count-alta with your 20-odd reblogs)😤😭😭 I now have to get a larger plug and dildo. If it gets to 300 REBLOGS then I have to make a Discord server to show that I am in fact wearing the cage and plug 😭😭😭😭 this is getting both out of control and expensive
Update 3. It hasn’t even been a week. 😢😢 I’ve been instructed to add note milestones. I’ve only been given a couple for now but more will be added if any of you suggest something my dominant likes.
Update 4. I’m back from a brief hiatus from Tumblr while I settled into a new job, and I discovered that this post really took off. I now have to make discord (coming soon) and I’ve been given a new Reblog MILESTONE. If this post reaches 500 Reblogs I will have to start HRT. If it hits 1000 Reblogs then I have to find a man to fuck me on camera 😭😭😭😭. Please be nice.
Update 5: whelp it’s done. My Discord server is live
1500 notes: I have to keep myself hairless from the nose down.
1700 notes: Make an Amazon Wishlist and add 100 toys and clothes for anyone to buy. Anyone who buys them will get a free show with what they bought
1800 notes: my hair must be grown out
2000 notes: I have to resume my BambiSleeps regimen
2500 notes: Practice deepthroating the current sized dildo twice a week
2750 notes: I now have listen to Bambi sleeps every morning, afternoon and night on my days off
3000 notes: Sit on a 7-inch dildo 2 times a week for 30 min
3250 notes: I have to start using she/her pronouns
3500 notes: I have start wearing a bra everyday
3750 notes: Use a large plug now
4000 notes: I have to start an OF (ManyVids and webcamming as well once I find a better living arrangement)
4250: I have to film myself suck cock
4500 notes: i can only ever cum from anal
5000 notes: I can only wear androgynous clothing. Nothing overtly masculine
5100 notes: Sit on an 8-inch dildo 3 times a week for 30 min
5400 notes: Listen to Bambisleep hypno every time I do anal
6000 notes: edge with a Hitachi magic wand for 30 once a week
6500 notes: start using a ball gag whenever I do anal
7100 notes: Once a week I have to film myself anal training and share it to the discord channel
8000 notes: Sit on a 9-inch dildo 4 times a week for 30 min
8500 notes: I must listen to ALL hypno that is sent to me
9000 notes: The Hitachi edging session becomes twice a week
12300 notes: Clicker train myself to get horny to the thought of cock
13200 notes: Use an XL plug now
13500 notes: Only use 10-inch toys from now on sit on it 6 times a week for 30 min, once a week use a 12+ inch toy
15000 notes: I have to get either bottom surgery or an orchiectomy
20000 notes: I have to be spit roasted
25000 notes: I have to be the center of a Blow Bang
32500 notes: I have to be the center of a Gangbang 😳😳😳
#feminine sissy#submisive sissy#beta sissy#sissy tasks#sissifyme#humiliation sissy#permanent feminization#ruin me pls. so fkn hot#ruin my life#forced feminized#naughty sissy#beta sub#feminization hypnosis#feminizationtraining#humiliated sissy#caged chastity#locked in caged#sissy caged#cage slave#sissy and slave#reblog#bambi sleep#bambification#bambisleep#bambi subliminals#bimbo toy#bimbo in training#trans bimbo#trans nsft#trans ns/fw
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